Anger and Alcohol Don't Mix

[@CMoore8539]

Thumbs Up 👍 and shared out.❤

[@ShadesOClarity]

I appreciate it.

[@Mmoose712]

Love your videos!

[@ShadesOClarity]

Thank you.

[@Slayer-7373]

Great video shades. Hope you’re well brother. 💯

[@ShadesOClarity]

I am doing well Slayer. I hope you are too.

[@DAMN_ITS_GOT_SPOTS_ON_THE_TOP]

Well, I think I start off being a Goofy Goober and end up being a Depressed Debby hours later. Irate at myself and trying to change.

[@ShadesOClarity]

How is the quitting going? Are you still cutting down?

[@DAMN_ITS_GOT_SPOTS_ON_THE_TOP]

@@ShadesOClarity no I think I will need professional help. I say that because the withdrawal is so bad I have to take another drink. It's not the first time I've dealt with addiction, just alcoholism, if that's what it is. Thanks for asking. Love from SC USA. Best wishes to humanity! 🙏🤞

[@ShadesOClarity]

@@DAMN_ITS_GOT_SPOTS_ON_THE_TOP If you feel that's what you have to do, it would probably be the best and safest way to go. Good luck with everything. I feel for you. Withdrawal sucks.

[@DAMN_ITS_GOT_SPOTS_ON_THE_TOP]

@@ShadesOClarity Thank you, Online Brother! I'll be in touch from time to time!

[@ShadesOClarity]

@@DAMN_ITS_GOT_SPOTS_ON_THE_TOP Please do.

[@Soberrealitykiwi]

Great video shades!

[@ShadesOClarity]

Thank you!!

[@sourpatch0mg]

Hello I’m a new subscriber ❤.

[@ShadesOClarity]

Thanks for subbing. Welcome aboard.

[@Disappointingyourdemons]

I ran through every one of the emotions most night. Mybwifenrecorded me one night when I was in a literal psychotic state and, as with you, I couldn't believe what I was saying and doing. I was so embarrassed. I never got violent with her, but I got violent with other people for sure. Even I knew that wasn't ok behavior butbi wasnin denial at the time. Or maybe I just didn't care. Anyways, good stuff shades.

[@ShadesOClarity]

Thanks, man. Because I got into it with my old man, I felt terrible. I didn't turn into a nasty type drunk until well later on. Again, it's that progression of the disease. Nothing gets better.

[@Disappointingyourdemons]

@ShadesOClarity yep. It doesn't get better as time goes on thats for sure. We think it will. I used to even give myself little talks before I started drinking on Amy particular day. Unused tobsaybto myself, don't get outnof control, or take it easy tonight. Any number of things. I never listened to myself. And them that feeling of guilt the next day... ugh!

[@ShadesOClarity]

@@Disappointingyourdemons It was rare that I would get totally out of control because I didn't drink mass quantities. And like I said on LD's livestream yesterday, I couldn't predict when something like an altercation or heated argument would pop off.

[@Disappointingyourdemons]

@@ShadesOClarity I'll have to check out the recording of LDs live stream.

[@ShadesOClarity]

@@Disappointingyourdemons He usually does them around 11 a.m. on Saturdays or Sundays you ought to hop on next time. It's fun.