Fun fact: the two older folks sitting in the circle are his parents. Love this song so much. Makes me tear up every time.
@Jillidae21842 жыл бұрын
Ah I thought so ❤️
@dsxa9182 жыл бұрын
I read your comment about 45 seconds in, and thought, "my, he has a lot of parents"
@assimo98412 жыл бұрын
@@dsxa918 hah
@LittleEchoes8 ай бұрын
and Chuck Treece!
@areitz196216 күн бұрын
Same...been listening to Circa/Anthony for 20+ years. Love him and all their music, hope it helps him to know that
@assimo9841 Жыл бұрын
Every time I see Ant and get to talk to him for a few minutes, I make sure to let him know how he has massively, in an indirect way, helped on my journey to sobriety. It's going to be 3 years this week. This song makes me infinitely sad, but infinitely happy as well.
@redhouse3994 Жыл бұрын
This song sounds like the pink cloud effect that addicts go through when all your senses and emotions start coming back and it's really nice but also overwhelming and uncomfortable.
@Kid_Ying2 жыл бұрын
I wish I didn't know this feeling. But I am glad that I know redemption exists, and that we are now on the better side of it. And to anyone who isn't there yet, you can be. It's hard, but it's worth it. Life is worth living.
@clownworld69262 жыл бұрын
Not under the biden administration. R u kidding me?! 😅
@Kid_Ying2 жыл бұрын
@@clownworld6926 Fuck off with this shit. There wasn't a single political tone to my comment. The political boogeyman is living rent-free in your head and you're brain-dead for letting it.
@HeyChicagoWhattaSay2 жыл бұрын
@@clownworld6926 dude get fucked. You're bringing political shit into this is unnecessary and you're a dirt bag
@drumsno2 жыл бұрын
@@clownworld6926what a weiner comment
@pickyscavenger35252 жыл бұрын
@@clownworld6926 lmao😂 also one gets labaled as an addict, junkie ect. Once they know you've dealt with some substances, even if it was for a little while. ironically those labeling you are the one closest which they themselves had been at it way worse.. Pheww guess i found somewhere to get this out.
@plexus2 жыл бұрын
Heroin addict for 7 years. 1 year clean. Love you, Anthony. Inspiration.
@plexus2 жыл бұрын
Taking on seven years The holy ghost had left alone Test my arms, kick like crazy I've been trying way too long. lol.
@maria89479 Жыл бұрын
Three months here and I’m constantly wondering when Ii will stop feeling exhausted. After all these years there must be an imbalance now i can’t pinpoint. Just fatigue all day long
@TheElectricUnderground Жыл бұрын
this is one of anthony's best albums
@rexfordcahill58652 жыл бұрын
I'm glad I randomly searched for Anthony Green, I wasn't aware he was still great
@bobthebrickbuilder18763 ай бұрын
You have to devour all of the time you've lost....it eats away at your mind, the regret, the shame, the sense of knowing that you can never undo what's been done nor change what's been done. You can only devour it, become one with it and use it all, as sustenance to keep on living. I've been told that all of the strength, needed to move metaphorical mountains, is within us. Anybody reading this, never give up because you deserve to be free and happy. Whatever drove you to feel like you didn't matter or that you wanted to escape this world - just know that there's other ways to fill the void, ways to change your mind through living and laughing, loving and appreciating. It's hard, it's tiring, you feel exhausted but you have the strength to overcome.
@earthhippie Жыл бұрын
I am back again, overly obsessed with this track.
@dallielopez562 Жыл бұрын
This has been a tough year for me. I picked up drinking, and slowly lost myself into the rabbit hole of addiction. I didnt care about myself, my safety, and most importantly those around me who chose to be in my life and join me in life at that time. It made me truly volatile. Ive dedicated myself to being sober, but also to work on these flaws that alcohol made me blind to. Im doing better, but its still a day to day struggle of being happy. Its not easy looking back, it hurts. Hopefully from a year now i will be 100x better than i am now.
@NiAnOfficial Жыл бұрын
I can't stop crying... Can't even put in words how much Anthony art is important in my life. I feel inspired by him, I feel sorry for him, and I see my scars and my cure on him. I have no idea what it's like to go through what he went through, but the power of selfawareness that his music brings is just inexplicable. If I'm here, making art and alive, is because of him.
@HeyChicagoWhattaSay Жыл бұрын
You and me both, and a lot of other people and artists have been saved by Anthony.
@harrybaggins666 Жыл бұрын
Same here 🖤
@Chef_Jake6 ай бұрын
❤️❤️❤️🙌
@danielrisse10102 жыл бұрын
Along with the rest of his catalogue, this one resonates with me like no other. It's taken me YEARS. It nearly cost me my life and everyone I love. But I can finally say with full confidence that I don't want to go out and get high again. If anyone is here with me, just. keep. going.
@mattygeno2 жыл бұрын
Same here, took me 100 detoxes and 25+ rehabs, and over a decade - but today I’m 31 months sober. I didn’t think I was gonna survive.
@PM-vv3uc2 жыл бұрын
@@mattygeno Stay Strong! I'm also glad I am still alive.
@mattygeno2 жыл бұрын
@@PM-vv3uc ❤️❤️
@ChefJuice2 жыл бұрын
Im happy youre here with us today. Never stop believing in yourself and all that is possible when we wake up everyday.
@afrantt562 жыл бұрын
i couldnt continue with the rest of the album until i repeated this one a few times. incredible opener
@calemhart1835 ай бұрын
Thank god for your voice Anthony
@OlCaptainBrownEye11 ай бұрын
I had no idea he had this problem…That would have been devastating to lose him. I pray for him to stay strong
@dominicm61442 жыл бұрын
There's nothing more courageous than facing the world in naked sobriety. Cheers to those who know it. Prayers for those that are learning.
@Christopher_R_Gugliuzza8 ай бұрын
Thank you Anthony, thank you so much ❤️
@GeekStinkBreath178902 жыл бұрын
I don't use drugs or drink, but I can still relate to the desperation of wanting myself to get out of a pattern of self-harming behavior, but the other side of me still not complying. I love the ambiance of this song, the mantra quality, and the raw honesty of the music and his expressions here. This entire album is wonderful, and I wish him and his family nothing but the best.
@mattygeno2 жыл бұрын
31 months clean and sober. I spent over a decade in and out of rehab. Love saved my life. Bless my fiancé for her sacrifices our first year, she really managed to see the real person behind the struggle of a person struggling with heavy addiction, and I do take one day at a time, but to my big surprise things was not all bright and shiny, like I thought it would be, as I glorified the straight laced people when I was homeless and alone. I just turned 33, and got in rehab when I was fresh out of high school, and all my friends went to college, but I could not for the life of me stop. It’s still a struggle, but thank you for being there with me all the way since I first heard your music in 2006 Anthony. I feel really connected with your music, so I really hope you see this so that you know that both my fiancé & I appreciate you and your music on a daily basis. Love from Norway, of all places.❤️
@drumsno2 жыл бұрын
I'm still waking up from this shit While I was down, I witnessed everything In stunning black and white I lost sight and made excuses For all the damage that I did Singing, "I don’t wanna go out and get high again" I'm still coming loose from its grip What I saw while I was dreaming Made me want to stay alive I'll put every single ounce of focus that I have in it Singing, "I don’t wanna go out and get high" Tell the truth for once I want to bury every single thing Devour all the time I've lost Inside of every word I fear Singing, "I don't wanna go out and get high again" (I don't wanna go out and get high) (I don't wanna go out and get high, I'm begging) (I don't wanna go out and gеt high)
@raymondmccourt31662 жыл бұрын
Hey, I’m back in detox after a month of drinking Anthony. You releasing this album at this time was a sign for me that I shouldn’t keep going. The universe was telling me left and right I shouldn’t since the day I had that first sip again. Love you AG. Let’s get this shit right!!
@GodJesusPray4442 жыл бұрын
I have prayed and prayed for years for you anthony green. To see you now for what little I see I can tell the path you're on and it gives me so much strength and helps keep me here. I love what you have done man.
@emanrun2 жыл бұрын
One thing I’ve regretted over the years is telling the dudes that they are being prayed for. Glad I am not the only one who’s doing it for AG.
@GodJesusPray4442 жыл бұрын
@@emanrun man without a doubt. I'm raising awareness daily.
@GodJesusPray4442 жыл бұрын
@@emanrun famous people feel what we feel. It's no different and sometimes a homie needs a prayer
@AOShrimp2 жыл бұрын
Such a powerful song.
@drumsno2 жыл бұрын
This is one of his most beautiful songs.
@camerondavis76682 жыл бұрын
Always a place in your head for Anthony to live.
@sonnysideup2 жыл бұрын
this is so amazing, thank you
@qbfilmroom72022 жыл бұрын
Being an artist is in peoples genetics. Comes with it.
@1davidtech2 жыл бұрын
Another perfect song by Anthony Green
@sarahannhelton25682 жыл бұрын
those big blue eyes are to die for
@dannyrisse65702 жыл бұрын
says the girl with the big blue eyes 👀
@in2ta5 ай бұрын
Reminds me of Peter Billingsley
@BiancaPitonzo2 ай бұрын
I feel every word of this as someone in recovery
@angeladead2 жыл бұрын
I love it so much. The whole album is perfection. 🥰
@JustxOnexBite2 жыл бұрын
He is such a beautiful artist and his music touches me on such a spiritual level. I'm so grateful to have this music.
@earthhippie2 жыл бұрын
This song is so good. I need a never-ending version. New theme music for my life. Thanks, Anthony, for everything you share with us. I'd be a lost soul without your music.
@MadaraSpitz5 ай бұрын
Heroin addict for 4 years! 1 year clean today 🎉
@mmes307ify Жыл бұрын
I hope Anthony can stay sober. His music is powerful and I do enjoy listening to it. I saw him live one time he has so much energy and very entertaining.
@trk32362 жыл бұрын
Saw you at looney tunes with my brother, absolutely a beautiful soul! Thank you for your music!
@brandonlove90642 жыл бұрын
When the seeds of addiction have been sewn, it's hard to get them to unravel again.
@L1zrdW1zrd2 жыл бұрын
The vulnerability and rawness of this whole album is incredibly inspiring. I feel honored just listening to it. I can’t even put my thoughts into words, all I know is that I’m so grateful for this. I’m grateful for all of you. Please, don’t be scared to get help❤️
@arnieroo2 жыл бұрын
Been down that path. It's good to know we're not alone
@BlipBlopSleepSleep2 жыл бұрын
Great song and video Anthony
@WestCoastIrk2 жыл бұрын
wow, this comes at a time for me when i am battling alcohol... i told my family and they are trying to help me but i keep putting it off. This is just another sign for me, that it's time
@Jallandhara2 жыл бұрын
This is like an alternate universe's Our Lady Peace. I love it.
@Tcat53102 жыл бұрын
9 months free from alcohol on the day this came out. Imposter syndrome was my sobriety anthem. So much guilt and shame swells up every time I listen to it. It gets better🖤
@konnergrigsby53422 жыл бұрын
love you man. you always help.
@BRBSESSIONS2 жыл бұрын
Incredible video
@wretchlikeme862 жыл бұрын
Beautiful.. so much being said here 🖤
@missgrace33332 жыл бұрын
Beautiful
@chrisjr12472 жыл бұрын
One of the top albums for me this year and I know this is going to get me through this crazy ride for years to come. Real magic Thank you
@tuckerjones58992 жыл бұрын
Anthonys voice is perfection
@carpeimodiem2 жыл бұрын
What an opener 👏
@NumetalMikeY2K2 жыл бұрын
Awesome song. Anthony looks pretty good here too. The years have been kind to this man.
@mastablasta73662 жыл бұрын
You really know how to get people in the feels my man, we all love you and hope the best.
@karlfairbanks15742 жыл бұрын
amazing
@dylanmacaluso24612 жыл бұрын
Brother, I’ve been there! Right when Descensus dropped you helped me through a rough time in my addiction, I’ve been clean since. Lost my dad to addiction, my brother and I met you at a pixie queen vip meet and greet. You gave us both a hug, and with no words being said it was almost like you knew and everything was gonna be okay. Huge turning point in our lives. So sorry for the long story but. Boom done has hit home for me again. Thank you for spilling your soul. We share your pain. Gladly.
@GodJesusPray4442 жыл бұрын
Sorry about your old man
@bobbysoxboy2 жыл бұрын
Hope you continue to do ok
@HeyChicagoWhattaSay2 жыл бұрын
Anthony is amazing. Hope you're ok buddy
@stevemuzak85262 жыл бұрын
Songwriting on the highest level. Punch you right in the soul. Powerful.
@hollyroberts19972 жыл бұрын
Powerful song mate 💕
@theofficialleemusic Жыл бұрын
Such a beautiful song
@logandenicola44392 жыл бұрын
Speechless
@ruminating1596 Жыл бұрын
You brought over that Violent waves sound over to your personal work and it's a master piece!
@FatLikeKessel2 жыл бұрын
Beautiful song
@praaaga2 жыл бұрын
o músico gênio da nossa geração!
@HeyChicagoWhattaSay2 жыл бұрын
God I fucking love Anthony Green so damn much
@HeyChicagoWhattaSay2 жыл бұрын
Guy is just so damn awesome
@aworkofart91632 жыл бұрын
Damn Anthony you made a master piece out of this song honestly this song for me is top 3 of your song I know you have ALOT of powerful songs but this one man….
@assimo9841 Жыл бұрын
I've seen him play this at two shows since the album came out, and both times, he walks out to the piano melody and thanks everyone for coming while the music is playing in the background... it always feels so intimate and special.
@aworkofart9163 Жыл бұрын
@@assimo9841 I got to see him live last night bro it was amazing
@joseluislopez75116 ай бұрын
Nvmd. I found that song about good vs malevolence, already up ahead waiting for me. Thank you big brother. Rock on ✝️
@SullenSculptor Жыл бұрын
Amazing piece of Art! Thank you for this sir, you are such an inspiration. The emotion and soul in your voice is so unique and incredible. I will never forget waiting for ages at your soundwave concert in Australia when you came on your Circa survive tour to meet you. Ut was one of the best live performances iv ever seen, from your collective projects to solos its all heart and talent. Thanks for sharing it all with the world its had a huge impact on my life.
@simongorelik922 жыл бұрын
so genius
@AlumarsX2 жыл бұрын
Anthony you rule the fucking world man.
@ThePenGass2 жыл бұрын
Had to hide that dunkin cup 🥤 i see you bro!
@hotnfreshpizza2 жыл бұрын
Thank you, Brother!
@chavezmedina1294Ай бұрын
Tomorrow I graduated rehab once again, and I will be playing this song for my graduation. I hope to never look back and fail again
@halfwyse93042 жыл бұрын
Beautiful.
@SPLIFFZPUFFZ2 жыл бұрын
One of the best...
@Chef_Jake Жыл бұрын
I was pissed at AG for awhile for getting messed up and cancelling all his shows last year. Sorry man, we all hit the shit sometimes. You’re still a hero in my book.
@guiltkill29 Жыл бұрын
his album is just beautiful
@Jillidae21842 жыл бұрын
I just lost my bff/soulmate to addiction a couple weeks ago suddenly, he pushed a lot of good friends away the past 3 years, but I always let him know I was there for him no matter what , he was sweet and too smart , he was getting ready for work and that was it ….. this song kills me and soothes me at the same time
@untetheredmoon69712 жыл бұрын
Sorry to hear that, addiction is truly the devil
@Kid_Ying2 жыл бұрын
I am sorry for your loss. I put my former girlfriend of 8 years through hell. All you can humanly do is be there. At the end of the day, people make their own poor decisions. She saved my life more than once. But I wouldn't have been upset if she let me go. I know it doesn't make it hurt any less, but you did well. We can't control other peoples' actions. You can guide people, but it's up to them to follow the path.
@hawkstrike1817 күн бұрын
Reading this on top of everything else only enhanced the killing part of the song's effect for me, I can hardly put it on repeat rn :'/ And I have never ever been close to a severe addiction and its repercussions... But just knowing ppl still feel okay with the idea of hurting/destroying themselves (and the ppl who care about them, if/when those exist), is hard to bear. Come on, ppl, we can do much better than accepting or glorifying/beautifying self-destruction (all the destructive choices included, imo). I _can_ see why some (so many) practically end up giving up and completely losing hope, at some point, but it's an obvious no-no... as if there aren't enough health issues to face in time and cynicism doesn't cause enough problems already... Please appreciate whatever good you ever get, will never stop saying that after my own long period of depression and apathy (the causes are still there and arguably get worse with time but by the time I had discovered certain artists like this unique guy, I had started to start wanting to learn to notice the good things in an increasingly conscious/literal way, even if I still don't live life "to the fullest"... always preferred the slow pace and its perks anyway, devouring good music being at the center of sitting back and trying to enjoy whatever feels worthy/genuine). Sorry if I went off topic with these, hopefully something will (indirectly, maybe) help another disappointed person become kind to themselves, sooner or later. I don't know what the future holds (well, tbh, we can all imagine nowadays, but still, I wouldn't recommend self inflicted prophecies), but giving ourselves a break and a better chance to live, sounds like the best option. Because it is. Perhaps if everyone learnt to respect life a bit more and not take things for granted...? Nothing is ever ideal or close to being that, at least for most of us, but hey. Well, I'mma stop typing, I even distracted my own mind enough to stop crying. Intense stuff, and I need a break from that lately... I'll definitely find time to return later though, and listen to this one 10+ times as I should. p.s. yeah, I should actually just purchase the real thing, asap
@sawyeratkinson2 жыл бұрын
Seven years
@madisonozment2 жыл бұрын
This is beautiful.
@Dayzzd2 жыл бұрын
Thank you Anthony
@unknownrunner36322 жыл бұрын
Ive been struggling with my demons lately Thank you anthony.
@spencedog2 жыл бұрын
This song speaks to me
@chrisandunique5368 Жыл бұрын
Hearing this as I prepare to take a drink that I know is going to eventually kill me
@Cicrasurvivefan0002 жыл бұрын
Hearing this song always makes me look back and think. Was it all worth it?
@celestialanatomy2 жыл бұрын
I’m still waking up from this shit While I was down, I witnessed everything In stunning black and white I lost sight and made excuses For all the damage that I did Singing, “I don’t wanna go out and get high again” I’m still coming loose from its grip What I saw while I was dreaming Made me want to stay alive I’ll put every single ounce of focus that I have in it Singing, “I don’t wanna go out and get high” Tell the truth for once I want to bury every single thing Devour all the time I’ve lost Inside of every word I fear Singing, “I don’t wanna go out and get high again” (I don’t wanna go out and get high) (I don’t wanna go out and get high) (I don’t wanna go out and get high)
@mariamendez56002 жыл бұрын
Thank you ❤️
@mariamendez56002 жыл бұрын
Thank you 💕
@BenKallender2 жыл бұрын
Wow..
@dillionchatmsn634910 ай бұрын
Mac Miller - So It Goes 2 Amazing Musicians Whos Music I Cannot Live Without.
@TheNightdiver2 жыл бұрын
The kid with the beanie reminds me of Badger of Breaking Bad
@ArturoNull2 жыл бұрын
Thank you!
@xatuackerman2 жыл бұрын
😍😍😍
@gaara_akatsuki Жыл бұрын
IM FADED. BLOWN🌬
@lucy-elizakezia18303 ай бұрын
You have both Anthony Green and Rx Bandits on your channel, logical step would be to cover some The Sound Of Animals Fighting!
@sawyeratkinson2 жыл бұрын
Miss you Brian. Brian Cantwell is my hero.
@melissamoore82302 жыл бұрын
🖤🌌🖤
@ryuhast98322 жыл бұрын
I guess it also surprised me that no one mentioned the Vonnegut quote as the title and what that reference means. oh well, So it goes.
@HeyChicagoWhattaSay2 жыл бұрын
"still waking up from this shit While I was down, I witnessed everything In stunning black and white" In my first of like five stints in rehab, I met a woman that almost stroked out from heroin. She was In the ER and seeing pixelated people that didn't exist. I think about that alot, even before this lyric
@sairaa19242 жыл бұрын
This is one of Anthony’s greatest albums. These songs are so painful and beautiful and alive.
@xinderz41322 жыл бұрын
yes.
@LaurenRosier910 ай бұрын
I can relate to this to song. I’ve struggled with cannabis addiction in the past and now am 6 months sober, but I can’t say I don’t miss the plant and getting high, because i do. I’d do anything to be able to get high again, which is totally bad. I just need to keep telling myself that sobriety is worth it.😢
@nealrodriguez84347 ай бұрын
I wish pot was the worst addition ibwas fighting
@_jm0n3y8oo_11 ай бұрын
Been there
@antonioborrego57182 жыл бұрын
Fuckin gorgeous mate.
@marinagarcia91032 жыл бұрын
This song makes me cry … reminds me of my older sister, wish she would get clean and be with her kids (my niece and nephews) 😢it’s been years 11+ years now