IDK What I'm Doing with Life Mid 30s (do you?) | Living in Bangkok Thailand 🇹🇭 | อาศัยอยู่ในกรุงเทพฯ

[@Twtybird1]

There’s nothing more depressing than feeling lost AND being in debt. My advice to any SINGLE person is do your utmost to diminish or erase your credit card debt. This is common sense. You may still feel a bit lost about your purpose but you’ll be FREE of CC debt traps. You’ll breathe easier. 🌱

[@MYTYIAALLEYNE]

You’re not alone- I’m 50+ 🥴

[@actionvj]

You are NOT a catfish. ✊🏾Team homebody / hermit / introvert STAND UP!! We in here!! 😆👊🏾

[@veeemit9719]

I hear what you say about36, but try and look at it for what it honestly is, which is a gift from God.

[@Keys2gorgeous]

Agreed! I'm right there with yall 😊🤗

[@abril_Ram]

What am I doing with my life?….. i’m living it. I like to not over think things… tomorrow is not guaranteed so live it as best you can.

[@nicholebrown3694]

Yes! I find myself often explaining to my mom, friends, etc that my life ‘purpose’ is to enjoy my life! Nothing more than that! I will do anything I enjoy! I will avoid things I do not! I won’t do things because I’m ‘supposed’ to or bc everyone else does/has. My only life goal is to LIVE and ENJOY!

[@kulthiratsaiyot5078]

I'm Thai woman 51 years old and retired. I am the one who's the home body. Have a lot of things to do at home, followed since you moved here but never comment just want to say I love to watch you, your video is so chill. Please enjoy your living at the moment. ❤❤❤

[@AntoinetteYvonne]

Thank you for your support of the channel

[@fionaslife]

Many people of all ages don't know what they're doing, they're just hoping for the best. Everyone goes through these feelings in life. At least you are not ignoring your feelings and going against what is right for you.

[@mor_eri]

You beautifully stated this and I echo the same sentiment.

[@kathyjohnson8304]

Definitely not alone..one thing I've learned is everyone is trying to figure it out too 😍

[@AntoinetteYvonne]

This is so true!!!

[@patriciashort7908]

I’m sixty two and living my best life through You Queen, GOD Got You, Sending Love from Mississippi ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤I’m Truly a Home Body.

[@Rachelle-g1y]

Introverted, home body coffee obsessed woman here. My home is my peace. The coffee my comfort and constant companion 😂. Two cups of coffee a day is nothing, I have 2 to 4 a day. I also allow no one to make me feel bad about it Lol. Though for me being a introverted home body is a little harder. It has its emotional struggles. Being so different from the people I know and see can be a mind fuck. Though god created me this way. When I remind myself of this, it’s easier to stop self loathing comparing. What brings me happiness and peace is what I’ll continue to do.

[@Samsumi90]

Amazing video, soundtrack and inspiration 👍👍 best wishes from Zurich 🇨🇭

[@AntoinetteYvonne]

Thank you so much for the support. Glad you enjoyed it!

[@REGGIEKING9999]

Exactly nette you not alone. I always have that feeling. It's just apart of life. And we have to meditate and go within and see what we supposed to do.

[@dwalker6868]

HOMEbody haven’t been out the house for two weeks and loving it❤ hugs stay blessed thank you for sharing your video a perfect ending enjoy boo laugh out loud

[@AntoinetteYvonne]

Lol. Love it!!!

[@Mari-Ama7]

I'm chillin' on my couch watching you live your dreams ✨️

[@SamuelStevens-ff7wn]

I've just turned 37 and found myself looking around like what on earth am I even doing. I can totally relate. I think it's society that is telling us to feel this way. I'm going to just try and take days as they come and stop obsessing over the unknown future. That's the only advice I can give 😂because I'm frankly unqualified to offer any more on the subject haha. Just keep experiencing the world, do the things you love to do (and sometimes things we don't like to do) and I'm confident it'll all work out. At least when you're an old lady you can look back and have memories of Bangkok, whether negative or positive, it'll make sense to your future self that you needed to do the move to become your future self.. we all in the same boat sweetie..

[@AntoinetteYvonne]

Thank you for joining the conversation and the advice.

[@snoopy6867]

✊🏾Home body #1 here. Keep living, keep moving; Thank you for what you do.

[@terisedwards6887]

Don't overthink life....relax and stay in your natural flow, and your life's path will unfold before you naturally

[@MissAaliyahMarie]

Hey! I live here in Bangkok and I am a Christian as well! Let's go to church together!

[@margaretedwards139]

HI i am a homebody. I love it. I am a nurse. My job is my marriage. I am a grandmother .My son and his wife are always have something coming up. So I more to myself. I really like it. Having more close relationship to God is wonderful.

[@almetas_grandbaby]

You’re making memories. That’s what I feel you’re doing. It’s beautiful to watch.

[@angelaa911]

I think lots of us feel the same. I’m just living each day doing my best, trying to improve or make changes each month even in a small way to work towards a goal

[@lucian_73]

You good. I am 51. Had a stroke 6 years ago. Have seizures now. High blood pressure. Gout. Kidney disease. Literally while I am doing this response, I am packing just 1 backpack gave my son my car and everything else. I get disability now after my stroke etc so I am headed to Colombia soon then many many places. I have no idea what I'm doing and i don't care. 😊 keep going.

[@AntoinetteYvonne]

Best wishes and health to you

[@lucian_73]

@@AntoinetteYvonne 😍

[@Ashley_Chanti]

"What am I doing?" you are not alone Sis, frfr. Much love and blessing to you ❤

[@PhyoPaPaAung]

Me deciding to move to bkk and your vlogs are such insightful

[@AntoinetteYvonne]

I'm so glad it was insightful for you my dear!

[@Higher_Learner]

Nobody talks about that phase of slipping into depression in Thailand. Our family (Parents/Siblings/Friends), our culture, and our food is the source energy that stimulates us. Moving to places like Thailand is a disconnection from that and eventually the euphoria of a new place wears off and there you are surrounded by people, places, and things to do but feeling alone. I consider myself a master of solitude but I still cycle through these emotions like anyone else. You definitely have to find a source of energy and a group to fellowship with or it doesn't matter where you are the self realizations and introspective thoughts can get to you.

[@AntoinetteYvonne]

Very good point of views and perspective

[@janetmoore3003]

Antoinette! There is absolutely nothing wrong with you staying at home, have two cups of coffee or liking wine! Live your Best Life!! I wish that I had the courage to live the way that you do!! And as always I wish you the Best!

[@AntoinetteYvonne]

Thank you!!!!

[@davidadams6249]

36 you're still young keep doing you

[@Bugvivcdtjmk]

Ive been feeling this way ever since I turned 27. Thank you so much for making this video 💕💕💕

[@AntoinetteYvonne]

You're so welcome! YOU can do it!!!

[@chandarondasims]

Honey, the intro is giving FILMMAKER!! This looks so good. And you have a story. At the very most storytelling is apart of you. ❤ Okay gonna finish the video! 😊

[@AntoinetteYvonne]

Lol. Thank you, my dear!!

[@tiesabriscoe7788]

Yes, I'm a homebody and I love watching you twice a week. Enjoy yourself and I pray that God give you what you are searching for

[@AntoinetteYvonne]

Thank you for watching!!!

[@moneycoachmalika]

Watching this was so relaxing, especially the rain at the end. Please know, you are perfectly made in His image and you are exactly where you are meant to be at this point in your life. We are walking similar paths and it is not a coincidence that I found your channel. Everything you shared…whew, I feel seen! I also love that you’ve found a church home/family. I’m currently in KL Malaysia, but when I return to Bangkok, I’d love to connect. Continue living what you love. 💖

[@girlathebeach]

As an ambivert II can be a homebody for long stretches but I do like to go out but to places I really enjoy. Anotinette, you are no catfish-you're always beautiful! thanks for another glimpse of that relaxing rain too.

[@AntoinetteYvonne]

Awww. lol Thanks for saying that!

[@letsvanglamp]

We love our peaceful living, slow life.🌺🍃 we're looking forward to another LuxNomadTravel adventure nxt yr!

[@AntoinetteYvonne]

We can't wait to host you again!

[@letsvanglamp]

(oops, this comment was supposed to be on your simple living video)🤦🏽‍♀️

[@joycemonroe663]

Peace and love🥰

[@mickeyicky01]

I am currently feeling this I’m in my late 30s and a single mom. Been living in South Korea, had my daughter here and pretty much live at ease, like I make money, we have a home, clothes food take vacations. I think about going back to America and legit uneasy feeling creeps in but like I miss my family and would like to have “me” time that doesn’t require me to either stay up til midnight or wake up at 4.

[@TheViver66]

Yes I am a home body 😅😅. And I love it ❤❤

[@clyde5014]

Cute nail color!!! Also, you’re not alone!! Always inspiring…thank you!!!

[@AntoinetteYvonne]

You are so welcome!

[@caramelwaffles222]

I loved your Brazilian music ❤ so relaxing

[@debw8460]

Yes it is normal keep moving follow intuition Antoinette ❤peace ✌️

[@JulyMoon82]

Friend!! If we can call you that in our KZbin community. But listen, friend, as an early 40 something homebody, single mom, I don't know what I'm doing either! 😂😂😂 Honestly, I've come to the conclusion that by and large, none of us really know what we're doing. I think we all have the things we like doing, the goals we're trying to accomplish, etc. But overall, I think we're just out here doing things and hoping for the best. 😂😂 That said, I do think it's important that no matter what our spiritual leanings are, that we find a to stay grounded. That's what I gleaned from your description of finding your church family/community is that you're feeling grounded being in that space amongst that community. That is invaluable. No matter what you decide to do, never forget that your peace and sense of stability is the most important. 💜

[@Lovered-w4j]

You look really relaxed that’s great ❤

[@AntoinetteYvonne]

I am very relaxed

[@jenniferwinters]

love the video, just chuckling to myself as a fellow KZbinr that for the shot of you walking out of the elevator - you would've had to quickly run back in to get your camera before the doors closed haha the things we do fro b-roll! aha

[@AntoinetteYvonne]

😂 so true

[@cheryldurham6021]

Hi. I understand your question. Sometimes it seems like I have more questions than answers. Other times all is right in the world. I know that rain would depress the heck out of me. I am not at my best with saturating weather. I am better than I use to be when it’s like that…still got work to do in that area. It’s a good thing that you are questioning and facing things head on. May God continue to give you clarity. Let me ask a question: in the beginning of this vlog what was the name of that song track? Who is the artist? It was lovely. Just because I like it when your packages arrive….I was waiting for you to open them 😂😂😂. Have a grace day!

[@buzzinbee9463]

I am 55...ready for retirement and don't know I where or what my next move is. Thailand looks sooooo intriguing with cost of living. I want a boo though so? To be continued. I like nice apartments, shopping ans relaxing aunny swimming pools. Florida or Thailand

[@fredthomas4916]

Thailand Florida is depressing an expensive everything is expensive when you go out 200 buck to blink

[@Indigosoul127]

I used to lead by this burning question, until it created anxiety. Someone once told me, who gave you that time clock and why? I pondered the question and he said, God words say, Be Still and know I'm God.". I stepped off the race. Just live life on your terms. It won't fit the society norms, the social media and the active mouths around you. However, that is their business not yours. You're trapped on that time line and it will drag you, let go, just live as God's intuition guides you. What's for you will find you, follow you and show at the right time.

[@childofgodsfavor6909]

@Indigosoul, I totally agree with you. Let go, live life, and let God direct your path.

[@AngelasTravelAdventures]

I've felt this way too! People look at my life and say oh you've done so much, I have but I seem to always feel like I need to do more. Now I'm OK with just being, it's OK to not have plans and just enjoy and be still. I think it's an American thing that we feel that we always have to be doing something. What I learned living abroad is, no you don't. It's OK to not have any plans and enjoy being home. That rain looked so relaxing. Enjoy this time of reflection, when we are still and not so busy, God can talk and capture our attention more.

[@athena9569]

Me! 100 percent home body. Not one to leave home without purpose. Just doesn’t make sense to me. Keep doing you chica. Guilt free. ✌🏽❤️

[@katyp5914]

🕊🦋 The music in this video is chill! Godspeed always.❤

[@amenshau2577]

This was a wonderful inspiring video as I watch in Asoke meet us for coffee,or lunch ❤. Needed a recommendation for a dentist but found a good 1 my first experiece was great under the circumstances add put places for Black hair care etc...like that in your guide. Blessings keep that positive energy Sistah,on lifes journey.

[@Only1trueQueen]

Was just looking through your van life videos

[@yghhuh1755]

Homebody here... Hermitess is a female hermit and I love it. My family doesn't understand it but they don't bother me about it.

[@dr.moniquebruner1831]

Be strong and know many are praying for your peace and success.

[@jemelajiminez1736]

Hola.... Homebody checking in.

[@michellealvarez8160]

Rest is viewed as being lazy in the USA. Hence the term “ lazy Sunday” or “ I’m being lazy watching movies” at 55 years young, I don’t care what others think. I take time for myself and if I feel like sitting and reading all day long, then that’s what I do. Enjoy your life. It’s yours. And I’m a homebody too 😂❤

[@AntoinetteYvonne]

Amen to this!!!!

[@MrEzra1967]

Cat fish lol, I think you are beautiful natural. Introverts we don't like drama, peace is priceless.

[@Coolie-High]

Love your aura, but may I humbly make a suggestion. You need some FUN in your life and some Good Vibrant Energy around you. Have you made any new besties yet over there? Or do you have a crazy fun cousin that'll fly out over there for a girls' night out. One thing covid showed me is that we are NOT meant to be alone. We need human connection, and going out and exploring the city with a friend etc would be fun. At 36, you've literally just entered the prime of your life with the world at your fingertips. Starting with the city of Bangkok 😊

[@sandrawithoutborders5631]

You’re doing just fine; you don’t have to know what’s next. Just continue dancing to your own beat. #homebody

[@ashmccash5241]

This is crazy...you are living my dream life and you still feel unsatisfied? I am feeling very unsatisfied and wishing and hoping I was in your position. To have your courage to take the leap! it has to be a trick of the mind to always keep looking for what's wrong instead of focusing on the now.

[@ryandavis368]

I recommend finding out what your Human Design is and then, Applying that to where u are and where u want to be! We can talk about fixing that mindset u can make a flip into it. In your city atm.

[@user-Thailand-By037]

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[@NextCelebrity]

Love this episode sis, I relate to this so much. Peace and blessings 💜

[@AntoinetteYvonne]

I'm so glad you can!

[@NextCelebrity]

@@AntoinetteYvonne I felt comfort to know I’m not alone at all with this feeling. Mid 30 blues or something … but we will figure it out as we go!

[@WhollyLivin]

😢 I can't wait to see you when you're 40 when you get there you start to understand what this thing called life is all about it's all about relaxing enjoying your space being grateful for everything that you have and realizing that you don't need anything you just chilling relaxing and loving life. Right now you're at a stage where you think you need to you know explore things and all that good stuff but at some point you're going to be just like at home just like your mama at home chilling

[@TG-hf1gx]

19:15 you could give me an hour of that beautiful rain!☔☔☔☔☔ We are burnt to a crisp n Cali🥵🥵🥵

[@hue008x]

"What are we doing?" Hopefully learning from your experiences.

[@celestineforde2835]

You seem to have a restless spirit. Maybe you can fulfill that need for adventure by giving being a flight attendant once again and chronicle your travels on your KZbin channel… Just a suggestion!

[@PatbroBro-sn8yo]

When I turned 36 years old, GYN and of course my family stirred the thought of having children but somehow I widdled away more time thinking I had time till it was too late. Things can become so complex and more noawdays for no reason. If you are ready, don't take chances until you become disassociated.

[@syckindahead]

I was too invested in you getting that 🍗😆 Thanks for a snippet of your crossing the border experience #doinitanyways

[@AntoinetteYvonne]

I was invested too... so disappointed i didnt get it lol

[@MikeRP3147]

As you get older the years go by faster 😕

[@AntoinetteYvonne]

So true!!!

[@Blessed2Bme73]

I am definitely a home body

[@Lovered-w4j]

I feel the same way about my life

[@Moi-eb1lv]

😂😂 sorry for the title we will say my life. That's the problem with a lot of traveling and being free. We experience a lot of intense and different things throughout our travels. I think that in the end we look for the place where all the good things are gathered but it's impossible to have everything in the same place Being single without children, I think it's funny for a while, but the older you get, the more you look for your other half, stability.

[@prettybrowneyez]

Hey girl. Missed you. Hope everything is ok. ❤❤❤❤tfs

[@AntoinetteYvonne]

Hey hey hey. How you miss me/ I post every week. Did you miss some videos?

[@prettybrowneyez]

@@AntoinetteYvonne yes lol

[@yanig5645]

Homebody 🙋🏻‍♀️

[@fredthomas4916]

You will look back one day An your fine gaining new knowledge it’s fine life is constantly Moving different places as well as attitudes as Americans it seems strange big world your good

[@SimplySheilaB]

I’m binge watching your videos right now. Newly divorced after 25 years and genuinely contemplating moving to Chiang Mia, my favourite place in the world 🌍 As an aside may I please ask the brand of your brown sling bag 💕😊

[@AntoinetteYvonne]

Sorry there is no brand as i got it in Estes Park at a mom and pop shop downtown. Dont know the name of the store

[@ZachVentures]

lol why KZbin keep unscribing me from you another great video

[@AntoinetteYvonne]

Oh noooo!! Well, thanks for coming back

[@joannabean829]

Antoinette hello, I have been on a journey which seems very much like you are describing. I am sending a lot of time seeking Our Heavenly Father since my move to Europe. I Believe even though I sometimes feel as if I don't know what I am doing, then I remember He does. Proverbs 3 verses ,5-6 Amen 🙏🎉❤

[@AntoinetteYvonne]

Europe is great.. my favorite place really and one day i'll be there.

[@joannabean829]

@@AntoinetteYvonne 🙏

[@blueberry4082]

What am I doing? Every day I ask myself😢😢😢

[@AntoinetteYvonne]

We'll figure it out one day

[@syckindahead]

🎶All I need in this life of sin is me and my gf 🎶

[@Islandlivinggal]

Coffee and wine, girl I'm feeling you 😂

[@tc-cf3hv]

(on the border run part) how are you wearing a hoodie out there?!🥵🥵🥵lol

[@Indigosoul127]

I have master, licensed and working on higher learning on home body😂😂

[@melissarosario2936]

big time homebody but started getting out a little lol

[@Babyshoes777]

You just live, you learn to just be. There’s no purpose to all this. Just live, and do what brings you joy. Ask yourself: Did I find happiness today? Did I bring happiness to others today? Get lost in those two, and you’ll find that “lost feeling” fading away.

[@speedofthought9309]

simple. just ask God. for whatever. 😊

[@em.6840]

❤Antoinette the Explorer ❤

[@PatbroBro-sn8yo]

I don't know if anyone familiar with Paltalk but there's a chat that I have frequent for years and what they call me for being an homebody is a "shut in" that's so rude, right?

[@fredthomas4916]

Your not an introvert at all if you are sharing 20,000 people you walk an talk many people can’t even fly alone I still love your sharing what many do not

[@AntoinetteYvonne]

Just because I know how to socialize and "can be" out going... does not mean I'm "not" an introvert.

[@TelasDiary]

I am a full fledged homebody I only get dressed to go to work other than that its a robe or a t-shirt socks. I work overnight keeps me in the house I see less people. Save more money... that's the goal.

[@chameleonlux8642]

Hi Antoinette its Cassandra, I will be moving there in a couple months but I'm confused about the VISA thing. I have a KZbin channel but I'm not monetized yet but I'd like to continue to do it to earn some money. How would I do that there? Please help me out. And yes I am a home body as put. 😊

[@AntoinetteYvonne]

Hi there. Feel free to book a 1:1 session with me to discuss things in detail meet.brevo.com

[@COCAINECOWBOY313]

I thought there was new visa options that allow u to stay up to 3 months without having to do border runs🤔

[@AntoinetteYvonne]

As of a week ago... my videos are always filmed 3 + weeks in advance

[@NylasOpenRoad]

TEAM HOME BODY 😊

[@acajudi100]

HOLA from Queretaro

[@terisedwards6887]

Why the border run?

[@Roseys_World]

Is going to church there different from USA

[@AntoinetteYvonne]

It depends on what kind of church youre use to.. its an international church (non denominational) and this is what Im use to. So its no different in my opinion.

[@cyborgcolosuss6941]

HI SISTER IM CHI TOWN OZZIE I JUST ARRIVED IN BANGKOK ON July 16 IM LOOKING FOR GOOD RENTAL AGENCY FOR CONDO U Know ANYONE

[@rillyjo5810]

I wonder of anyone has leased a place, did a border run and then wasnt allowed back when they tried

[@AntoinetteYvonne]

Yep. Heard of it

[@buzzinbee9463]

Do u know Isiah Ashley Show YT

[@TheClassyHacker]

Homebody? You are enjoying the house you are paying for with the money you have. Not a catfish either; at least I don't know many people that go high femme everyday all day. We all deserve pajama days!

[@AntoinetteYvonne]

Lol. Thank you.

[@theironbutterfly1104]

Start an online class for black women and men, to level up! Trust me, u won't be alone, because someone's gonna always need help.

[@AntoinetteYvonne]

Good ideas - and just maybe in the works. Stay tuned

[@Resmith18SR]

What are you doing?😂😂😂