Having Weight Loss Surgery after a lifetime of losing and gaining weight...

In this video, Having Weight Loss Surgery after a lifetime of losing and gaining weight... I talk about Weight loss surgery, getting through depression, making tough choices and big life changes.
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My name is April Lauren, I share bits of my story here on KZbin. I believe in living each day a little better, brighter than before. My husband and I just PCSed to Hawaii. Back in Summer of 2020 my weight reached 352.8. I lost just over 100 lbs in a slow sustainable way, however after my husband and I moved I spiraled into depression and regained a lot of that weight back. However, after a life of losing and regaining more than I lost. This time was different and I got help. Then I made some big life choices and now I am sharing this part.
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♡ I do not share my experience to give you a template for what to do or what not to do in life, fitness, food or with weight loss. I share in hopes of inspiring others to start, start working towards a healthier and happier life by taking ownership of where they are and where they are going. Quick fix solutions along with guilt and shame based marketing schemes lie.There is not one right way for everyone, but there is a right way for you and you worth doing the work to figure that out. I encourage all to seek guidance from medical professionals, dietitians, therapy and vetted fitness professional as needed.

[@tillydavvers]

Girl not many people can say they worked their asses off and lost 100lbs, you've shown you can do the work and have the ability, but you do not need to be a martyr for this. You do not need to spend your life fighting for this and weight loss surgery is a tool to improve your life!

[@catherineb5066]

Amen and hallelujah to what you wrote 💐 ❤ 💐

[@elainedavis9053]

This Comment is just PERFECT -

[@fairygirl69]

Agree.

[@jaspersmom1650]

100% agree!

[@Hinz2005]

Yes. This is spot on. April just needs a solid foundation. She has the drive! I am all for it!

[@jennifergoode437]

I will speak for everyone and say WE HAVE MISSED YOU!!

[@jamieandfamily729]

Yup

[@AprilLauren]

Aww, thanks for your sweet comment Jennifer! I've miss y'all! ❤

[@MC-fb5dt]

Indeed!

[@Donelikedinner]

Mwah!!! Hugs!! My little sister in light!! 🫂 🫂 🫂

[@susanlester1]

Yes!!! I was worried about her!

[@lindaleclair8938]

Lauren, Lauren, I have been thinking about you and was hoping we would see you again!

[@kirstiannalombardi]

I’m so glad to hear that you got treatment for your depression! Mental health is just as important as our physical health ❤❤❤

[@redheaded5673]

I clicked right on this, we've been waiting for you girl!

[@AbbieMaybe]

Girlfriend, I had gastric bypass last winter and it was the best decision of my entire life.

[@AsMr-km6ex]

Hey how is it going? This is so motivating xox

[@AbbieMaybe]

@@AsMr-km6ex I have lost over 140lbs!

[@Bajannadz]

I'm thinking about doing it but I'm so scared!

[@funtimefranky]

My friend has a sleeve 3 months ago and so far all is going well. She was told that after the surgery she would need b12 injections for life and have to take certain vitamins. She was late on getting her first b12 shot and started getting deficiency symptoms which was shocking to me as it is still early on in her journey. Anyway, like I said, she is doing well and has lost a lot of weight so as long as there are no complications down the line, the surgery definitely has its benefits. On the other hand, it hasn’t stopped her eating junk food, but she is working on it and there are definite improvements. It’s worth mentioning that there are foods that are labelled ‘slider foods’ such as chips, (crisps UK) which are easy to over eat so she still needs to exercise control. My observation is this, if my friend wants to get to goal and remain there, she still needs to do some work. Surgery isn’t a fix all solution.

[@FoodDidThis]

Give carnivore a try first!!! The craving go away after a week or two!

[@brianacunningham11]

I am so freaking happy for you. I had Roux-en-Y gastric bypass surgery over 15 years ago. I lost over 150 pounds, became a distance runner and an avid weight lifter. I had to completely change my lifestyle and eating habits, but I’ve kept it off and have built a lot of muscle. Everyone else I know that has had the surgery, has unfortunately gained all the weight back, plus some. However, I know that you can lose all the weight and keep it off. I’m so excited for you. You’re going to do amazing!

[@AprilLauren]

Thanks so much for sharing your experience with me Briana and for the encouragement! I love hearing your success and about the hard work you put in to make this tool work for you to lose and sustain the weight loss!! That is so wonderful! Sending lots of love!! ❤

[@LM-rr8yj]

I got to my heaviest weight AFTER my gastric sleeve. I got up to 384 lbs. I got my act together, got a personal trainer and started eating super healthy. Now I've lost 180 lbs and still going! Don't rely on your surgery. You have to do your part for the rest of your life. Lifestyle change is the key to success.

[@suzanne296]

Agree

[@retrieverlover8228]

She literally said at just over 2 minutes in, she knows it's a tool.

[@lulumiyu4666]

13:32

[@mw8634]

I am sure your surgery was very helpful in your 180-pound weight loss. You gained the weight because you weren't following the instructions in order for the tool to work for you. Congratulations on your weight loss! Great job!👏

[@AprilLauren]

That's wonderful!! Thank you for your advice and for sharing your journey! I agree lifestyle change is the key to success! Sending lots of love! ❤❤❤

[@tinagriffin5310]

You can change your mind. No justification for others is needed. You do what is right for you.

[@untamedblossoms]

3 years post op RNY! I think most of us say we will not have surgery. Then something happens and we change our minds! Good for us! You say you are the problem when it comes to not making vids. I see you as the solution. You have never given up!

[@BettyHorn]

Oh, April! I have missed you! I am so grateful that you are getting the help you need! The world needs your brightness!

[@ChokolateFace]

2.5 months post op from my sleeve surgery! SO WORTH IT! Excited for you!

[@courtneyq6610]

Your husband is so sweet. I’m so happy to see a video from you. You’ve got this! 💪🏼 🎉 God is good.

[@rannahoot22]

Thank you for your vulnerability here! I know that probably wasn't easy to share! Praying things are lighter and easier for you in the coming days. I'm glad you found something that has worked for you! 💟

[@AprilLauren]

I am so grateful for your prayers and encouragement! ❤❤❤

[@jennbutterfly4448]

April, I totally identify with your journey. I suffer from depression and will likely take meds for the rest of my life, but therapy and understanding the why's, challenging your negative thoughts, knowing your pattern and getting tools to help you break out of the cycle are all really important pieces to unlock to contribute to your success. I am also someone who never wanted surgery, but am seriously considering it since I am speeding towards 50 years old but am in worse shape physically than my 80 year old parents. I want a better quality of life from here on out and I wish that for you too. Your past dedication proves you can do this! But please, continue to explore your mental health as way to take care of yourself and staying healthy.

[@elainedavis9053]

This is why I love your channel - You are just real -- A lifetime of losing weight and you have done very well -- This surgery is another tool for you -- So excited to see your journey!

[@AprilLauren]

Aww, thanks Elaine! ❤❤❤

[@valerieodonnell6764]

April this is probably the most honest and authentic I have ever seen you. This was obviously not an easy decision for you. You seem to be in the right frame of mind to really use this tool to change your life. Rooting for you!

[@kathybennett8718]

Oh there's our beautiful April!💞 You've been missed! Hugs to you and prayer for you on this new weight loss journey. XO😘XO

[@kgreene460]

I'm just happy to see you!! ETA: And Kenny's narration at the end, what a wonderful husband and human being, I missed you both so much! Be well my friends!! ❤❤❤

[@AprilLauren]

Aww, I'm so happy to see your comment! I have missed our interactions. He is the best! His sillyness cheered me up so much in the hospital and then again when I saw the footage back. I loved it! ❤❤❤

[@kgreene460]

@@AprilLauren "It's vital, vital for survival" 🤣🤣🤣

[@suzanne529]

@@AprilLauren ❤

[@lynntisdol6010]

I've missed you so much April I'm so happy to see you

[@ChoochooseU]

I had my DS 2009. I lost & have maintained my over 200lb weight loss. It’s a big & powerful surgery. It’s the Cadillac of wls. I’ve had many struggles. I had years of battling malnutrition. I had years of chronic illnesses where my intestines would block off. I’ve had two revisions to my original surgery to increase my common channel for more absorption to keep my weight and nutrients. I think it’s an amazing surgery but it requires dedication and commitment to following your plan and getting vital nutrients. I think wish you the absolute best with your new DS!

[@AprilLauren]

Thank you so much for sharing part of your story and experience with me! I am so grateful for your encouragement and support. Sending lots of love! ❤

[@ChoochooseU]

You’re welcome April. If you ever have a question, I’d be happy to help. I have one warning, medical professionals, for the most part, will not quite understand your surgery. Keep a copy of a diagram in your purse with your surgeons info. I just recently had this experience with a gastroenterologist 🙄 I was set up for a colonoscopy and mentioned during consultation that there’s a portion of my intestines they cannot see with that test. Completely ignored. I had the test and during the time he met with my husband and I to give results, My husband mentioned my common channel again and you could finally see it CLICK- ohhhhhh, and he immediately said I’d need a different test ordered called a bowel series. Trust me, you will encounter this with all types of professionals and you have to advocate for yourself. Anyway, so PROUD of you! 👍🏻 let’s rock this DS!

[@AprilLauren]

I would not have thought of this... That is such awesome advice! (And, it makes so much sense.) Thank you so much! And thank you for offering to answer questions for me! You are wonderful!! ❤❤❤❤❤

[@wfroedgern]

Welcome back Lauren! I remember when you first moved- it was easy to see how upsetting that was for you. I recall thinking how people always thank military families for their services but don’t always realize just how hard these sacrifices can be. So glad you’ve gotten help for your depression. We’ve missed you!

[@eileenmonahan2484]

Good luck with your journey. I had a RNY 20 years ago and lost 170 lbs (300 to 130) I kept it off for about 10 years until slowly weight started to creep back on (about 70 ) The thing is once I decided to get back to my post-op diet and habits that weight also came off. Like you said it is a tool! I would also like to thank you because your channel actually help me get back to those habits.

[@SueSneed]

I'm hoping for my WLS date this summer. I'm much much older than you, Lauren. The most common regret I hear is "I wish I had done it sooner." So glad you're claiming your health and life back as a young woman with many many years ahead of you. Walking the journey along side you and wishing you all the best.

[@AprilLauren]

I will be crossing my fingers for you and sending lots of love! ❤

[@LisaS5462]

Thank you for being so real with the struggle. I lost 100lbs a few years ago over the course of 2 years. I felt healthy and strong but then I regained 75lbs in 6 months due to a new medication and immense stress. I am still angry at myself for backsliding but your story makes me feel less alone. Thank you.

[@00aga00]

April, I recently checked on you and I couldn’t believe my eyes when I saw your new video! I also had a yo-yo effect when I moved to another country and I failed to establish a new healthy routine. I’m glad you got help and you’re still fighting. I’m also impressed with your hubby’s support during the hospital stay! Best of luck!!!

[@jessika5091]

Damn April. You have faced the dark hard parts. I am so proud of this…

[@laurentracy6282]

I've missed you❤❤❤please know that just because you choose to share some of your life with us does not mean that you have to justify your choices to us. The only person who knows what's best for you is you! It sounds like you have a wonderfully supportive doctor by your side and that's the only person who should have any input in your health choices

[@Bridge2fitx]

Girl!! I was JUST thinking about you the other day and wondering what was going on and if you were doing well. I'm sooo glad to see this video. You got this lady!

[@lc5666]

A friend of mine chose surgery and she said it was the best decision she ever made for herself. Wishing you the best!!!

[@susanlester1]

Oh April, you have always been such a doll. So beautiful, so smart, so interesting snd engaging. My heart hurts for your struggle. I know you will get through this and come out the best version of you. Never give up! ❤❤❤

[@ruthcollins1691]

April great to see you,how are the dogs,and your husband doing? wishing you luck in your new process!!!!!!!!

[@AprilLauren]

My hubby and pups are doing so good! We are all enjoying Hawaii and the sunshine! ❤❤❤ Thank you for wishing me luck, sending lots of love your way!

[@lesliewolfgang3563]

I’ve struggled with weight gain and loss my entire adult life and in the past few years have been really struggling with depression (took a while to figure out that was what was going on). Don’t ever forget you are not alone. Don’t ever think it’s your fault or that you’re too weak. Lots of us understand and struggle with you. Thank you for sharing your challenges and successes. You’ll never know how many people you’ve touched or helped on a particularly bad day. I wish you the best and peace with yourself.

[@sallyve3263]

April, I’m so happy for you. You made up your mind and you went for it. Your reality will now change for the better. I missed you!

[@EmmiLa]

Oh April I'm so happy to see you're back! The clip you filmed right before your surgery made me tear up. You're so brave and I'm so so proud of you. Weight gain is such a complex thing and it's so frustrating sometimes trying to fight it on your own. The society wants to reduce it down to "just eat less and move more" but it's never quite as simple as that, is it. Asking for help is so important and should be normalized! Thank you for sharing your journey and lots of love ❤

[@suzanne529]

Nobody really gets it except those of us who struggle. It isn't simple. And I have a friend who struggles to keep weight on. We are all different! We are all worthy of a great life no matter what!

[@LindaC616]

Yep, even the most famous of her "just eat less, move more" naysayers can't fake that not all calories are the same. They pretty much do keto. So fine, say you follow keto and good for you. But don't pretend that everyone who's not losing weight isn't losing it bc of eating too much.

[@andreaholamon5238]

Good for you!! Having WLS is NOT the easy way out. I worked for many years as a nurse for inpatient post op WLS patients in the 1-2 days postop. It is HARD. And a lifelong change. You are taking control of your health and your life.

[@Chipster724]

Glad that you took steps to improve your overall health. Accepting help when you're struggling is such a huge victory. People don't realize how difficult it is to admit out loud to someone else that they need help. Hope your renewed journey is one full of true success and happiness

[@JeepGirl45]

I know there will be weirdos out there who tell you that you took the easy way out. Don’t listen to that crap bc they haven’t been there. Those of us who have had WLS know it’s so much work. I had the lap band 11 years ago and lost 150 lbs. I got comfortable and eventually gained 100 back. I’ve since lost that 100 plus 10 lbs. I’ve got 45 lbs to go and it’s hard work especially as you get smaller. For the first time in my life I enjoy exercising and feel so much stronger. Do you think you’ll ever get back to hiking and running? Also, your husband seems great. It’s so important to have a supportive spouse.

[@freckles2437]

Nothing to do with anyone else, this is your weight loss journey and you have nothing to be sorry/guilty about. Good luck with your journey ❤. Big hugs. Jo UK 🙂

[@misse7095]

APRIL!!! I’ve missed you!

[@LoseWeightSara]

I love seeing the ultra supportive crew showing up this video!! 💖💖💖

[@AprilLauren]

Aww, I've missed you too my friend! ❤

[@Hn-ov9wn]

I’ve missed you and your journey! You’ve done and will continue to do amazing! I had surgery in 2016 and successfully kept my weight off in addition to two healthy pregnancies! You got this!

[@AprilLauren]

Thank you so much for sharing your experience with me!! Congratulations on your babies and your weight success!! Sending love your way!! ❤❤❤

[@jenniferdavis6608]

I've never had any luck with depression meds, they generally male things worse long term, but I'm SUPER thankful they are working for you !!!

[@ladybirdlee3058]

I had WLS about 10 years ago. It was the best decision of my life.

[@AprilLauren]

I am so glad to hear time has only increased your resolve! That gives me even more hope and faith in the process! Sending lots of love your way! ❤

[@amandaraymond3045]

Fellow Prozac girly here! For me, therapy/other nonpharmacologic measures were never enough, I needed medication. It almost enabled my brain to respond to therapy better. We all need what we need. Good luck to you ❤

[@mspoofycat]

Losing weight is so hard, and depression makes it so much harder. You've been on my mind lately. I'm glad you're back.

[@Iambellarayne]

Congratulations for doing what's best for you. People will tell you that you will gain the weight back and it's not true, if you use it the way you're supposed to. I got weight loss surgery almost 8 years ago. Last year I gained 30lbs and I've lost about 25 of them, easily. My suggestion is to focus on your diet so you can form your new lifestyle. Keep your food to single ingredient things, don't try and find ways to have your favorite things, at least not at first. Keep it very simple, give yourself a year. After the year then have what you want in moderation. Moderation we are talking bi monthly and monthly NOT WEEKLY OR DAILY. You can do this

[@AprilLauren]

I loved reading your advice and thoughts!! Thanks so much for sharing!! ❤❤❤

[@1061631]

April, you’ve been in my heart and I’ve worried about you since you were gone. I’m happy you’ve made this choice. You weren’t born to suffer! You are allowed to be happy and experience joy 💕

[@andreasimpson1018]

I’m so glad you updated us, April! I have been wondering how you are doing but I totally get needing a break from videos to get back on track. After watching you workout harder than I have in my life and making giant life changes, I can tell you that you probably know your body better than most of us know our bodies and you made the best choice for you. And wow, do I get the life changes = weight gain. I’m dealing with it a bit myself but your positive attitude and openness are is so inspiring, so thank you!

[@blkbrn1952]

April, I had to comment after I heard you say that you keep failing. Everyone will agree that you are no failure, in fact you have been an inspiration to many people. I am lucky that I have never had over thirty pounds to lose but I know how hard that is for me. And I know it isn't just eating and exercising right, if it was, well girl you would be at your goal a long time ago. The body is a complication machine, and we are daily enticed with food and drink,, and it's so F ing unfair that we can't at least eat what we want without gaining weight. Anyway, I have watched your channel because I saw a strong, determined woman with the sweetest personality and cheered for her. It doesn't matter how you achieve your weight loss as long as it is healthy, and I am pulling for you.

[@krubio28]

Omgosh!!!!!! I literally looked for you every day! I believe in you and know you will be successful. My dear amazing Lauren, I’ve lived with depression for almost all my life along with ADHD. It’s been a struggle to keep weight off. I understand the struggles and will support your choices. ❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@brookereed1165]

April I really hope the best for you and all the weight loss but your main problem is the food you eat and how much. I have suffered with depression my whole life and when I started eating whole foods and resistance training it's sooo much better and no medication! And loss weight very easily its not hard just eat whole foods. Please know that food is the problem!!

[@flibbertygibbette]

Girl, you are a fighter and a champion. Mental health is such a huge part of overall health, and I'm glad you have really focused on addressing that. Beyond that, how you work on your physical health is really a decision made between you and your doctor, and I am glad you are feeling confident about it, and hopeful about the road ahead. A lot of us have been thinking about you and wondering how you're doing, and I'm so glad to see that you're emerging stronger and more hopeful than before. I hope you will continue to bring us along on the journey.

[@user-rk7it2dw8t]

I'm happy to see you! I've been following your journey from the beginning! Take care of yourself sweetheart, know that you're loved. I wish you the best in your health journey ❤

[@risabee6312]

You took the time off YT that you needed; good for you. Happy you’re back. Here’s to your WLS journey! 💚🐝

[@oliviabrown9289]

I’m so grateful you shared this! As someone who had weight loss surgery, I was saddened by your prior opinions on it. I know it’s not for everyone, but I do believe many are closed minded about it without enough research. I’m so glad you were able to research and get all your questions answered by your medical team. I’m also so happy you shared this for people who may share your previous mindset. Wishing you all the best and am looking forward to more videos when you want to make them ❤

[@aprilsmith8014]

You seem so anxious in this video! It’s okay! Relax! Deep breath! You’ve got this!

[@sprucingupmayhem]

So glad you’re back! Youve been an inspiration from day one and you still are. Thank you for sharing your journey no matter the ups and downs with the us. You owe us nothing but know you are appreciated and I’m cheering you on♥️

[@kellyburke5990]

Wishing you all the best on this next stage of life, April!

[@Espistar]

I’ve managed my depression and anxiety symptoms with medication and therapy for yearssss. It is a struggle. I’m so proud you’re getting help. I’m so proud of you. Inspiration. ❤❤

[@amymac41890]

So happy for you Lauren! We are all rooting for you ❤❤

[@quinnbaker7804]

you are GLOWING! way to go girl. its so good to see you.

[@cindywittenberg7316]

Oh April!😢 I have a tear in my eye, I’m so grateful that you brought us back into your life! Think of you often and have worried what happened to you. I’m so glad you are working on your depression and now your weight loss, may happiness be yours. Will look forward to hearing more from you. Hugs 🤗

[@lengendary88]

I’m so happy you’re back. I had WLS in 2021. I’m so happy to see you and can’t wait to watch you shine.

[@ktzski]

Keep working on your mental health. Even with weight loss surgery, if you don't fix that, you will still gain it back. You're on the right track though. I'm rooting for you.

[@ByeByeBelly]

I worked on my mental health and being more emotionally balanced made me gain more weight

[@c0p0pz]

I got the surgery 3 years ago, and it was the best decision I've ever made. The only regret I have is that I didn't get it sooner. The main reason why I got the surgery is because of infertility issues and depression. I struggled with infertility issues for 8 years and now I'm blessed with 2 healthy babies and another one on the way 🥰 I'm so excited to see you blossom in the next year. All the best on your journey 😊

[@yolandaw2650]

So thrilled you’re back on here!! But I’m also happy you’ve taken time to heal and be happy❤ you are such an inspiration! Thank you 😊😊

[@amieheckman2999]

Welcome Back and Congratulations! 🎉 You know yourself better than anyone! I am proud of you for the hard work and dedication you have given to your own health. I too was 350+ pounds at one time in my life and want you to know YOU GOT THIS! I have been watching your videos for a long time when I was first started out. I am cheering for you and so happy you are back. Do not let anyone bring you down during your journey. If you need someone to cheer you on please reach out because I too need it some days! I look forward to watching your journey and changes over the next year. Good Luck!!!❤

[@sweetfestivebliss]

It is your journey no other persons opinion matter. Glad you are back.

[@Jamie22Danielle]

So glad for an update. One thing we know about you April, you’ve motivated us. Girl you did things that those that weigh less than you Can’t do! April you have come so far. I’m glad you are showing up & sharing your story. So glad you did what you felt you needed to do 💛 We love you April 😊

[@jenjram]

I admire your courageousness. My prayer for you was always to get treatment for these two issues and seeing the medical value in seeking help for these things. Because you always had the ability and drive to commit to exercise routines, I knew you would be a perfect candidate for surgery. You will be amazed at the changes in the next year. I know you will be successful. If I could give you any advice, make sure you find and stay in counseling during this time period. Sometimes the most profound discoveries during this weight loss process of bariatric surgery is in our mental health. You will gain a confidence but also discover some much needed areas of challenging old assumptions. I think the number one aspect of failing this surgery is in not addressing the psychological aspects of it. Enjoy this journey! (and remember in the beginning...the first 6-8 months are the toughest when you are so limited by dietary restrictions and meal sizes) In a year, you will be at an amazing place. Again, I wish you much success!

[@AprilLauren]

Thank you so much for your prayers and encouragement, sending lots of love!

[@katherinemurdock7177]

I was worried about you and wondering what happened! I'm glad you're back and got the help you needed! I hope this tool works well for you, and I hope you share your journey.

[@myjoyfilledlife7096]

I am praying for you. It is a hard walk with depression. The Lord blessed me years ago with a diagnosis and medicine.

[@oliviadrake4913]

I saw you at a restaurant in Hawaii and I wanted so badly to say hi, but I wasn’t sure if that would’ve felt like an invasion of privacy. I think I might have stared a little too hard. If I could’ve said something in that moment, it would have just been that I love you and you’re amazing! I fell in love with your KZbin channel because of the essence of ~you~. You are an incredible person. We are here for ~you~. We support you in your journey. Every part of it.

[@AprilLauren]

OH my goodness, I would have loved for you to say hi! Do you live here or were you just visiting? What restaurant? I've only met a couple people over the years, but it always feels like I am catching up or talking story with a friend! Sending lots of love!

[@QueenXKnit]

Wishing you the best April

[@andreah5464]

I had gastric bypass a year and a half ago. Im down 120 lbs and it was literally the best decision of my life!!!!! Keep going! You were doing the right things before your body just wasnt in it with you. You know your body better than anyone. You made the decisions that were best for you!!!!! Keep doing it for YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I had lost the weight and gained it back multiple times . I had the will and the dedication every time but my body was not on board. I was tired of being so hungry and still not seeing the results i wanted regardless of how many options i tried. But this surgery has allowed me to lose weight and live my life in a way that i can enjoy things without thinking about my weight. I understand you 100%

[@andreah5464]

I felt that same anger at myself but sine the surgery I have never felt happier and more confident. It's still work but every second of thinking is not spent on your weight any more!!!!!!!

[@aylinpolanco3485]

I was just thinking about your videos today, so I came to the channel and saw this one posted the same day! I am happy for you, this will help with your weight loss journey, and you will maintain your results, because you know what to do, just needed the help with your depression, and now that you have the correct tools, and continue with the proper nutrition, things will come along, you got this!

[@pegasus2516]

So glad to see you back! And good for you for getting help in treating your mental health first! I had WLS (bypass) over a year ago and working with a therapist for years before during and after has been so critical to success. I wish you all the success in your journey! WLS is a fantastic tool

[@carabell188]

Lovely to see you April. I, like lots of folks have thought of you and hoped you were managing OK. My last move led to a complete breakdown and my worst depressive episode. 3 years later I finally feel able to move again for work. Just to say that being depressed when your world is moving in a direction against your will is completely natural. Glad to see you getting back to yourself.

[@Sternschnuppen85]

Know that it’s ok that you took time for yourself! We all need that sometimes. Wishing you a fast recovery!

[@javadivawithdog]

I am doing EFT now and the psychological component of food, eating, self care, trauma is huge. Feeling a great sense if release and relief. You are such a warrior. Get all the care and support you need. You know you are worth it. I am here to say the emotional work is worth it.

[@strangertobluewater]

So weird, I was just wondering where you had gone, last night, then you pop up! Happy for you, April. You know yourself, and I'm looking forward to seeing you on the other side of this journey.

[@mona2224]

❤😂😮 Me too its crazy.

[@brokenmikki14]

Same! Isn’t that so weird?

[@heidia6270]

I’m so happy to see you back April. My heart is always with you. You are not alone in your weight struggles. It’s a story of my life. You are beautiful and special! You can do this!! One foot in front of the other! 👣❤

[@maramartian]

April I'm so glad you are ok!!! God bless you and I cannot wait to hear more about the surgery and journey. You got this, we got this! ❤

[@kirstyritchie6606]

So happy you're back and are looking after yourself and healing, you deserve it and we’re here for you. I gained a lot after my Dad died in October but over the last 8 weeks I've been on track and motivated again and lost 34lb. You've got this x

[@jrg18m]

I could tell you were really struggling in the last video. I’m so happy you took time and took care of your mental health. Thank you for coming back and continuing to share your story! We’ve all missed you.

[@virginiabrewster8444]

How much do we love your doctor?? Glad to see you back.

[@mdvvideoscanada]

MADE MY DAY TO SEE YOUR POST!! clicked right away! I’m just so happy to see you!!

[@Tangerineess]

I am SOO glad you’re back, I’m a new subscriber so I’ve been watching older videos but I’m so happy to see you’re recording again!!

[@emileavemealone603]

So happy to see you’re back and you’re okay! Girl you are so brave and such an inspiration. You have been kicking butt, but now you have more tools in your arsenal to kick even more but and stay that much more consistent. You’ve got this and I’m praying for your well being and success ❤️

[@wendyplear82]

Welcome back!! So happy your back and doing well!!!! My daughter, who used to watch you, had that surgery 1 years ago almost to the day. She has lost over 100 pounds and is doing very well. Good luck to you!!

[@LOUISE__97]

Imagine my joy when I saw your face pop up! So happy to have you back! ❤❤❤

[@gmoney1795]

Oh Honey, I just clicked on one of your videos for the first time and I’m so happy you hare getting your depression treated! I’ve been on Prozac for 30 years…I’ll never stop because life is too short to suffer! We added Wellbutrin several years ago and for me that was the perfect cocktail. Our brains have a chemical imbalance, just like a person with diabetes has an imbalance of insulin. Physical and mental health are just HEALTH! I want to give you a hug and tell you it gets better!

[@randilynn2422]

I loved hearing you say “live healthier and brighter” again! So happy to see your pretty face again! So happy to hear you share your journey again. I find you so relatable and encouraging. We are all just humans doing our best on this giant rock spinning in space 💕

[@lcasa3273]

Happy to see you back April! Still rooting for you ❤

[@discoveringtruenorth55]

Omg I’ve missed you and we’ve so been so worried. Yayyyyyy! Going to watch when I’m off work!!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@kirstenholder7270]

HI APRIL!!!!! So happy to see you again, and happy that you are doing well. You are so inspiring and I am amazed by you every day. I totally hear you, and understand where you are coming from. If it means anything, you have my support no matter what!!!

[@strangelillas]

[@donnajohnson330]

So glad you got treatment for your depression. We can all use help now and then. Good luck on your weight loss journey. I’m rooting for you. So glad you’re back. You are such an inspiration!!

[@dianemayberry1291]

Oh April! I'm so very happy to see you! I have missed you so very much! So happy that you are doing whatever is the very best thing for you! You will shine no matter what! So proud of you!!

[@barbaralee4094]

Oh April, I missed you! I am so happy to hear how you are moving forward with your weight loss journey! I wish you great success going forward.. I look forward to more frequent videos again!