apt diaries | refreshing my space, mind, & body

one month later, hi sweethearts….lets catch up & reset for may🪐
let’s be friends! raimireyes_
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timestamps:
00:00 - intro
00:16 - what resetting is for me
02:53 - cleaning the apt
06:52 - an ASMR break
07:47 - making a new recipe
11:06 - a peak inside my brain 🧠
11:51 - back to cooking
13:32 - taste test
14:16 - digital clutter
15:14 - frequency break
16:18 - journal with me
20:15 - opening up about trauma
curry recipe- jessicainthekitchen.com/cocon...
music:
music by monomenu - jazz guitar - thmatc.co/?l=08931EE9
music by MOZART - sunbeam - thmatc.co/?l=7AF8884D
music by gil wanders - Lately - thmatc.co/?l=D196866E
music by mr. jello - yes no maybe - thmatc.co/?l=502D312E
faqs:
+ i'm 21
+ from brooklyn, new york & currently living in florida
+ i edit using final cut pro x on an imac 27-in or macbook pro
+ filmed on the canon g7x mark ii
+ I dropped out of college & now I create full time bc of u (:
+ my future goals: I do not dream of labor, I dream of experiences & a life long journey of healing my heart pretty much!
sub count : 189.6K imagine if we all hugged @ the same time
sending love 2 wherever you are 💌
business inquiries / [e-mail]

[@raimireyes]

i missed u all soOo much!! already editing the next vlog- taking u to mexico📹🫶🏼

[@elbellexx]

i saw this quote that really resonated with me and it might resonate with you

[@raimireyes]

i needed to hear this🥺 thank u from the bottom of my heart for sharing this with me & all of us really!!

[@catalinarenzcanizales1342]

I was so happpy when I saw that you posted a video! Thank you for opening up about your traumas and we are always here for you if you are ready to open up more about your traumas! I wish you the best with all my heart!

[@raimireyes]

oh my goodness♥️ thank YOU so much for contributing to making this channel such a safe space- so much so that i’m able to be so open with u all with little to no fear!! i love u with my whole heart bby!

[@beronam]

i know its so hard to talk about traumas and you should talk about it whenever you're ready but just know there are so many people here supporting you and manifesting amazing things for you

[@raimireyes]

ugh thank you so much b, you're truly an angel🥺

[@kleinblu_]

throughout the entire video I just felt so happy for you - I literally wanted to give you a big hug through the screen after you cleaned the pile of clothes off that chair!! this feels weird to say since we are just strangers on the internet, but I feel so so so proud of you for opening up to us, for allowing yourself to take a break and for accomplishing everything you have so far💗💗💗 your content always feel so safe and cozy to me, so glad to have you back and I can’t wait to see more

[@raimireyes]

oh my goodness, thank you soOoo much from the bottom of my heart. it doesn't really feel like we're strangers after all🥺i'm sending u the biggest and warmest virtual hug in the world- your kindness means the world & you are so loved by me!!

[@faithh8610]

i’m gonna clean my room and watch this on my big tv because it feels like a special occasion 💌

[@raimireyes]

this is so freaking cute, happy cleaning love!! glad we can clean together heheh

[@kaylieschaeffer2909]

You make me feel less alone.. so safe. Thank you for opening up and explaining some of your thought process and the things that you have been learning to grow with. You're by far my favorite KZbinr and I love you!!!!

[@raimireyes]

& you also make me feel less alone, our feelings & experiences rlly bring us together. and suddenly we're not really strangers anymore🥺 I love u sm more!!!

[@kaykayrayi9953]

Raimi shines so much light into my life♡ and I hope that she heals from all the pain she's felt cause she deserves peace and happiness 💗

[@raimireyes]

this really hit a soft spot in my heart-thank you so much my love,seriously🥺🫶🏼💌

[@kaykayrayi9953]

@@raimireyes I love you so much💗

[@kaylamicheals02]

You’re the cutest, most gentle, meekest, sweetest, prettiest and most charming person ever! There’s just something about you! Your aura is calming, sweet and gentle! You’re just like a delicate flower Omg. I love you sooo much! I’ve been watching you for a few years and I can’t get enough of you! Omg bless you Raimi🤍

[@jessicaamunay]

thank you for being such a real and raw person and for being vulnerable, seeing your videos always uplift my spirit when I’m struggling mentally or feeling heavy and I always feel inspired to embrace myself when watching you videos. Your channel means so much🤍

[@arianateague]

you talking about your trauma so openly and making your channel such a safe space for people is so admirable. mental health is always something to take care of and no one will judge you for putting yourself first, we’re all proud of you 🤍

[@sagesuire4179]

i can’t thank you enough for opening up about you’re struggles,, i’m experiencing those same kinds of overwhelming feelings and emotions. you help others more than you’ll ever know, thank you from the bottom of my heart

[@aiym261200]

Your video made me calm and relaxed😭❤️Thank you!!!

[@noribelruiz3485]

Your videos always brighten my day. Thank you for being so vulnerable and honest with us. I’ve learned that I’m not alone in my crazy little thoughts! 💓💓💓🥺

[@kam6949]

so proud of everything you’ve accomplished raimi!! you are such an inspiration to me :,))))

[@minimay4169]

i literally feel like we're catching up on ft. i love this. and you. 💖

[@raimireyes]

thats definitely the vibes!! we're just a couple of besties heheh ily moree!!💗

[@minimay4169]

@@raimireyes i am literally deceased😭 thank you for replying 🥹💖

[@h3artnaomi]

I just want to say I appreciate you so much

[@raimireyes]

awww thank you love, this means so much to me🥺

[@Oatmilkf2iry]

Your vlogs & energy brings me so much joy and makes me determined to work on myself thank you lovely 🦋🤍💐✨

[@raimireyes]

awww🥺 you have everything you need within you to be the most fulfilled version of yourself, love u sm crystal❣

[@irene.martinho]

thank you for your bravery and for opening up to us

[@raimireyes]

thank u for being here, it makes such a difference in my life to be able to chat with lovely humans like you💌

[@lilyjazmi193]

hi raimii

[@mollybell22]

ohhhh how i miss u raimiiii

[@aimee2317]

your such a light in this world! ily raimi

[@raimireyes]

this is so sweet omfg thank u🥺😭 & ily MOREEEEEE

[@ratatatata0]

you have no idea how much of an inspiration you are to so many, simply by being you and by being so vulnerable beautifully. thank you thank you Raimi!

[@thehannahlp]

Childhood trauma is a very real thing that not enough youtubers talk about because youtube tends to be the creative outlet for dealing with all of those energies and emotions, so I wish you the best in your healing and processing journey 💛

[@missA1981]

I know I am 5 months late, I just recently discovered your channel and have been binge watching ever since. I just want to say that I can relate… I have a lot of childhood trauma as well and I fee like I still cant talk about it too much since I am still in that weird space where I’m afraid my abusers will know that I’ve talked about them and retaliate. I started this KZbin channel to initially serve as my hobby and outlet but I stopped in once one of my abusers recognized me. It’s a fight, flight and freeze response when it comes to our traumas, hope one day I get to fight it. Wishing you love, happiness and most importantly, peace of mind. ❤

[@strawberryxoxo6841]

You’re so pretty and I luv your vibe

[@iheartiramisu]

your videos are such a comfort to me. you have such a calming, refreshing aura and i feel like we are so similar. thank you for making me feel so happy while watching ur videos and i adore being able to have an insight into your life. 🤎 also ur trauma is so valid, as are ur feelings. please take ur time to work through it and don’t feel pressured. baby steps are more than enough!

[@raimireyes]

awwww & I love sharing my life with you!! it feels like "our" life sometimes and I love that hehehe💗 thank u so much for validating me, it means everything. sending u so much love and light💌

[@jasminegaray4160]

I missed you so much 🙏🤍 I needed this and to hear perspective I love your channel and it came in such a good time I feel like April was tough and I hope your may brings you so much joy you are a literal angel 🥺🤍

[@raimireyes]

I missed u too love!! april was super rough but ik we'll start having a better year- together!! more vids and more healing/love💌♥

[@callmeluis555]

raimi im so obsessed ive missed you!!!! this is so comforting that i could just watch it forever lol!!! you inspire me everyday and make me feel so much better about the world and ab myself. After watching your trauma sentimental part i almost cried. We feel you raimi and we love you so much! I wish nothing but the best for you, no one deserves to suffer the way you did/do. I already said it but I looooooooooove you a lot cutie!

[@raimireyes]

oh my goodness i'm so grateful for you!! anything you see in me is a reflection of yourself, you're so special💌this comment means so much to me- it can be difficult being vulnerable on the internet but people like you make it so easy. thank you for taking the time to write this I love u with my whole heart and Im wishing u a comforting & fulfilling week ahead xoxo

[@twhdoeth]

sending lots of love and strength

[@lianne3924]

i needed this omg:,) your energy is BEAUTIFUL

[@raimireyes]

so happy ur here love & THANK YOU SWEETHEARTTTT

[@lizaidk5602]

ur videos just bring me joy

[@raimireyes]

this makes my heart happy🥺

[@_lilly347]

I'm only like 5 minutes into the video and I already love it so much and u seem like such a sweet person!

[@justynabazel8443]

raimiii i'm so happy to get a notification from youu!! i've got exams coming up next week and i've been really stressed but your videos always manage to calm me down and bring me comfort :) i wish to grow like you do, you're my motivation and i aim to radiate the kind of energy you do

[@raimireyes]

i'm wishing u so much luck & ease for your exams coming up wow!! I know your journey will lead you exactly where you want/need to go, you simply having those desires shows that they will be yours one day. sending you lots of encouraging and loving energy, xoxo❣

[@stargirlabi_111]

I've been here since day 1, and its so cool to see how much you have grown from your style to mental health. luv u raimi

[@raimireyes]

this makes me a lil emotional omg- i appreciate u from the bottom of my heart & i’m sending u all my love. thank you so so much, ily🍓

[@xerindavisx]

i don’t know how i’m only finding your channel now. you’re such a beautiful soul, all the best 💗

[@yourinternetbigsis]

Oh I just want to give you a hug!!! Thank you for sharing your vulnerability. It’s your superpower! You’re a star.

[@raimireyes]

oh melanie, I absolutely adore you🥺🤍

[@Tonibaby101]

Wow I’m so happy I watched this. You’ve touched my heart and my soul even. I agree it’s so hard to talk about hard moments but thank you for your beautifully brave vulnerability. I hope you talk about things like this more often. You have always shown us such an authentic, gentle and kind spirit and I hope that you continue to let us grow, learn and heal with you🥺🤍

[@yeoubira9980]

I got energy from every second in the video, only positive energy, I love you honey!!!!

[@raimireyes]

this is so so sweet!! I love you MOREEE🤎🤎

[@kaylamicheals02]

Omg baby don’t cry 🥹 that made me teary💔 you’re soo precious! It literally breaks me to think anyone would ever want to hurt you 🥹

[@feistyeverly8718]

The fact that such a beautiful soul like you could have haters is insane. You are home 🏡 When everything feels like a shambels, listening to you grounds and comforts me. Thank you ❤

[@mele.4326]

ahhh girl i missed you!! thank you so much for opening up to us, it takes a lot of courage. it also made me feel not so alone about my experiences and feelings so thank you

[@raimireyes]

awww I love u so much more!! & thank you fro being so genuinely kind. we're in this together love, so grateful for u💌🤍

[@samanthah9722]

I was just thinking about rewatching some of ur videos, and then u uploaded!

[@raimireyes]

AWWWW

[@bigboypatty2422]

Letssss goooo new vid!!

[@lyn330]

raimi !! we missed u 🤎 i’m glad u’re back & i hope u are feeling better. i just want u to know how much we love & admire u, just for being U!! only u kno what u have been or are going thru but u are soo strong & we’re here for u! also ur skin loooks amazing!! can’t wait to see what else u have for us

[@raimireyes]

I missed you too & i'm feeling so much better!! thank you for being so unbelievably kind to me, it makes such a difference in my life. THANK U FOR ALL THE LUV ILYYYYYY

[@mercurys6882]

Raimi!!! Omg I was so happy when I saw your Notification I missed you ❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@raimireyes]

awww im so happy to be back!! ILY🤍💌

[@gigimw]

raimi babyyy🥹Your energy in this was so lovely and vibrant. I was like ugh! I want to hang with raimi and make some dinner and sing some tunes!🥹 when you opened up I just wanted to give u a fat hug & forehead kiss 💌you are so amazing and thank you for being so vulnerable with us. You are so resilient and I’m so happy that you are allowing yourself to take breaks, please do not not not feel guilty! Sending u sm love and support 🥹🤍💐& of course some big hugs

[@raimireyes]

AWWW BABE!! I'd give anything to be dancing around and eating yummy food with a sweet gal like u rn♥ I appreciate u so much for taking the time to watch this, you're SUCH a bright light and I can seriously feel ur love thru the internet. thank u thank u thank u!!!

[@okdesiree5283]

i love you raimi

[@raimireyes]

this comment is all the motivation I need to keep uploading!! my goodness my heart is bursting over you right now, thank you for watching & being such a consistent person I see on my socials. its comforting to see ur lil icon🤍 I love u & ur existence more than words could say, MUAH!

[@okdesiree5283]

@@raimireyes my heart 🥺🥺🥺 you have a great day my luv 💌 MUAH!!!!

[@desireeaniya]

ur videos bring me so much joy. & ur plating is stunning & super cute !! 💌🍛

[@raimireyes]

AWWE u bring me more joy than u know! thank u thank u thank u!!💌♥️

[@ellaabliss]

You inspire me so much because you have gone through so much, but are still so strong. Please don’t be sad or feel bad about yourself if you’re laying down in bed all day. All of us deal differently with our emotions/trauma and that is totally fine! It’s also not bad to take a break from social media - just do what makes you happy in that moment! 💕

[@raimireyes]

it resonates even more to hear this advice from someone else- so thank u so so much for your kindness & love♥ xoxo

[@ayonniburrough1822]

You motivated me to reset and refresh my mind thank you. Also, can we get a updated makeup routine

[@hajarspitz9824]

ahh yes my day is complete >>>> love u 😘

[@raimireyes]

AWW I love u MORE

[@mina4217]

You are an Angel💕Praying for your peace and happiness✨

[@raimireyes]

oh my- thank you so much my love♥️ sending comforting & encouraging energy your way xo

[@parkjayscorn360]

raimi just want to let you know that i really love your videos,you radiate such a positive energy even when you don’t feel your best,and i love that about you sm

[@raimireyes]

wow I appreciate you taking the time to leave this comment with my whole heart. sending you so much love & light, muah!🤍

[@stargirlabi_111]

u look so radiant!

[@raimireyes]

i’m blushing heheh thank u!

[@danaastp1760]

raimi i love you stay strong

[@raimireyes]

I love u sm more ♥♥♥♥

[@samisha2149]

my god raimi, i got super choked up when you were being vulnerable with us. we don't know each other but i am so proud of you for being here, as you are today. you are so incredibly strong, and thank you for being open to your community. sending you lots of love xx

[@raimireyes]

awwww thank you for being so comforting and kind, I appreciate your existence more than you know❣xoxo

[@irienejones274]

we all need an ASMR break and u provided that within this awesome video and yes I haven't finished this video before commenting but hope all is well

[@maggiezecker7859]

i love u bae!! loved the vid n looking forward to seeing ur face more!!

[@raimireyes]

I love u more!! & YAYYYY❣❣❣

[@97lealgenesis]

I can’t believe I’m only now finding your account, ilysm alreadyyyy

[@dreamingsliv]

i am hugging you so tightly. it is okay to share your feelings online if it helps u cope but u don’t have to do anything you’re not comfortable with. sending so much healing energy and love. you’re loved more than u could imagine. pls be gentle to yourself.

[@raimireyes]

you are so warm & comforting, thank you so much my love I really needed to hear this💌🤍

[@annabadoobee]

YOU’RE my favourite person

[@raimireyes]

& now im emotional!! ILYYYY

[@eden3141]

my comfort creator 🤍 missed u so much raimi!

[@raimireyes]

AWW!! I missed being here, ty for watching love!!

[@beronam]

so obsessed w u

[@ginak1647]

oh how I’ve missed you 💓

[@raimireyes]

& i missed making vids!! so happy we’re back🫶🏼💌

[@akosibail]

I love that Kesha song !! #freekesha !!!

[@raimireyes]

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[@lilcrossaint]

♥️

[@kaykayrayi9953]

We've missed you 💗

[@raimireyes]

the feelings mutual!!🥺🥺

[@ameliajiang_]

the most beautiful person i've ever met :,) grateful for you 4ever

[@raimireyes]

a whole half of my heart is dedicated to you🥺MUAH

[@dear._sky]

6:30 oml make an asmr channel plz miss girl !!

[@matildeconcha9842]

Raimi te amo

[@raimireyes]

te amo mucho más♥️

[@latishabrown27]

“It’s not funny, I’ve got school” lol my boyfriend and I giggle about that TikTok about once a week

[@raimireyes]

SO DO WE!! giggly couples are healthy couples HAHAHA

[@NotVivianASMR]

Wow you have changed so much in 3 years I found your channel from your Day In The Life As A Drop Out video because I am also a drop out myself. I'm happy to see how far you have come I hope I can do the same. :)

[@syv0nne]

when u dropped the hello panda 😭😭

[@raimireyes]

pure pain HAHAHA

[@StarStrUck2205]

Hi raimi

[@raimireyes]

hi love, the brand is Yop & Tom 💌

[@StarStrUck2205]

@@raimireyes thank u queen

[@kaykayrayi9953]

Raimi>>> anybody else

[@raimireyes]

STOP IT UR SO SWEET

[@kaykayrayi9953]

@@raimireyes 😳😢😢💗💗💗💗

[@charlottegude2337]

Hey, what does exactly apt (in the title) means? (Im french so i dont understand everything)

[@raimireyes]

hi! it’s short for “apartment”💌♥️

[@ronjakirschbaum5816]

Hey ... Where is your shirt from 👉👈

[@raimireyes]

hi! it’s from sun bum ☀️

[@aaliaog]

missed your beautiful face! TT

[@raimireyes]

aww i missed u too!! happy you’re here love🫶🏼♥️

[@mollybell22]

raaaaimi my love. hi hi hello. i missed ur pretty face and ur videos so very much. i love you and thank u for this comfy ass channel. 🫶🏼🤍

[@raimireyes]

hello my love!!! ugh thank u so much for being here, im so happy to see u🥺 & i love u more than words can express

[@medalinrivera8981]

hi sweetie you have to spay her or the cat also gets her period so keep a eye on her

[@raimireyes]

we are spaying her very soon!! ty

[@medalinrivera8981]

@@raimireyes i also love cats

[@aiza8400]

i highly recommend neutering ur kitten bc heat is so painful for them :(

[@Severianaxo]

Thank you for making this so raw 🥹🤍 this is literally my day today cleaning the chair 😭 litter box troll and now I paused to watch this video. 😭🤍 I’ll get up soon lol

[@raimireyes]

thank u for allowing me to be so raw with u!! & hehehe i hope ur cleaning day goes so well, remember to take breaks🫶🏼 ILYYYYY

[@Severianaxo]

I’m at the end of this and can I just say sameeeeee dude omg sameeee I feel seen