APTV Sessions: NECK DEEP - "December"

[@kerby3145]

"Pain is never permanent but tonight its killing me"

[@princessfonacier3836]

kermmo1999 same

[@bradyfranks6739]

That part gets me everytime

[@kerby3145]

and I'm here again lol listening this song.

[@lancerivera3997]

Noob lol

[@Rodriguez.951]

Me right now 😭😭

[@corybeddington2934]

This is the first song I heard by Neck Deep and then I fell in love with the band!

[@carlapaz8534]

Plant Powered Strength same now I listened to one of their albums

[@mychemicalrmancetrash412]

SAME

[@youthanek]

yeap. me too. first song i heard and now i'm listening to it everyday

[@looping300]

same bro

[@helixshark1753]

Plant Powered Strength same

[@johnmorgan497]

'There's always hope kids, it's good, it's fine!' The tone of this line sounds like IT'S fine but not like HE'S fine. Been there, Ben. Still there, Ben.

[@trevisz182]

John Morgan i thought the same. This guy must be really strong to write a strong like these after a cheating and a broke up.

[@RatedRoeh]

funny, my ex introduced me this song... didn't realize that I'd experience the lyrics.

[@trevisz182]

spiderbros roehandjunel fuck him or her you deserve better

[@IncurZeAwperator]

it was a warning lol

[@westernwizard13]

Saaaame

[@johanz2460]

We on the same boat bruh

[@tamia6805]

f

[@poppunkpresentpast2518]

WOW 4:47 GOT ME SHOOK. I WAS NOT EXPECTING THAT FROM BEN, BUT I CAN'T STOP REPLAYING IT.

[@miftahulfalah3480]

and then Sam face make me laugh af! :)))

[@Mocci-Eli-]

Pop Punk Present & Past ?

[@transc3nd]

He was like "What???"

[@nerissaxx4548]

Pop Punk Present & Past i love talent

[@emilee4965]

that mayday parade riff at the beginning of the video made everything 10x more emo

[@danashyaaa]

i think that was just them practising the riff for december

[@emilee4965]

Daniel Ashmore yeah but after that they definitely played the intro to three cheers

[@ChicaRawwr]

YAS! I was like "wait what D:"

[@nicoleisasupreme]

Yes! Three cheers omg

[@TheShangryLlamas]

I could imagine Mayday Parade playing this lol

[@queenbean4632]

When the universe gives you something you didn't know you needed, that's how I feel right now with this song. I'm sobbing 😂😂

[@invictarose203]

This song probably means more to me than anything else I've heard.... I was married, had 2 kids with the woman of my dreams. I fought so hard to win her back and I would have done anything to just be with her again. I've been single since June 2018 and no girl has seemed to fill the void she left in my heart. To be honest this song has saved my life and I have nothing but my love and appreciation to give this band and this song. It's nice to know you're not alone when people hurt as much as you. But it's also painful to know someone else has to deal with the same pain. Thank you neck deep.

[@MrHazzaHazza]

Hope you're doing good pal 👍

[@girlywolfpup1588]

Ben's right, there always is hope.

[@siavashmassoudi]

Ben's ending high note sent chills down my spine, my God

[@lexuhpro]

"Where's Dani??" I literally said the exact same thing, Ben

[@dezmondmahoney6022]

he's one of the only people who actually sounds how he does on record

[@untamedbanana3794]

Brent Walsh from I the Mighty sounds exactly like the record when sings stuff live

[@thomasmurray2731]

Dezmond Mahoney WTF lol this sounds nothing like the recording. What was that las "December!" That's not how he does it in the actual recording.

[@nathanlinares5503]

Dezmond Mahoney listen to La Dispute

[@hannah-vv9ru]

Thomas Murray most lead vocalists when they're doing acoustic sessions or sessions like this don't strain their vocal cords to hit those high notes but instead sing a set of different notes that still sound like they make sense

[@thomasmurray2731]

Hvnnvhc k lol

[@fernandacardona8238]

Ben's such a cutieeee, even when he looks like a werewolf

[@jxmj4507]

Fernanda Cardona agree 😂

[@90sblinklifeforlife40]

Benny is the biggest crush I've ever had!

[@jessicaenriquez5917]

I fucking love Ben dude he's just the best and neck deep is fucking gr8

[@dnelson9498]

I'm glad to see Ben's doing okay Love these guys, love this song

[@mahferrazffsouhomem7689]

D Nelson Like i would be glad to see Tom's doing okay :/

[@Sen-jy3wk]

Lyrics Stumbled around the block a thousand times You missed every call that I had tried So now I'm giving up A heartbreak in mid December You don't give a fuck You never remember me While you're pulling on his jeans Getting lost in the big city I was looking out our window Watching all the cars go Wondering if I'll see Chicago Or a sunset on the west coast Or will I die in the cold Feeling blue and alone I wonder if you'll ever hear this song on your stereo I hope you get your ball room floor Your perfect house with rose red doors I'm the last thing you'd remember It's been a long lonely December I wish I'd known that less is more But I was passed out on the floor That's the last thing I remember It's been a long lonely December Cast me aside to show yourself in a better light I came out grieving, barely breathing and you came out alright But I'm sure you'll take his hand I hope he's better than I ever could have been My mistakes were not intentions this is a list of my confessions I couldn't say Pain is never permanent but tonight it's killing me I hope you get your ball room floor Your perfect house with rose red doors I'm the last thing you'd remember It's been a long lonely December I wish I'd known that less is more But I was passed out on the floor That's the last thing I remember It's been a long lonely December I miss your face You're in my head There's so many things that I should have said A year of suffering, a lesson learned I miss your face You're in my head There's so many things that I should have said A year of suffering, a lesson learned I hope you get your ball room floor Your perfect house with rose red doors I'm the last thing you'd remember It's been a long lonely December I wish I'd known that less is more But I was passed out on the floor That's the last thing I remember It's been a long lonely December

[@taleea]

i swear i heard him play three cheers for five years at the start rip me

[@AmongTheUnknown]

SAME

[@adamrodriguez4240]

I cant be the only one that listens to sad songs when you're sad af to hype up your own sadness in the hope it gets better

[@baidajel]

"*Pain is never permanently but tonight it's killing me*" I felt that so hard

[@mcd_238]

I've listened to this song for a long time, and one of my favorite books is The Catcher In The Rye---only recently did I notice how connected they kinda are. Both taking place in a cold city, and just like, wandering around searching for SOMETHING that might not ever arrive.

[@allornothingsc]

growing pains and december are the first songs i heard by neck deep and i absolutely love these songs. i hope their other songs are as good as these

[@weenologist]

Every December is always bad for me so I love this song

[@natalie_rose2861]

Id never heard of Neck Deep, then I watched this video which turned into an hour of Neck Deep videos & 15 minutes later I was ordering all of their albums, 1 Ep, & the single of this song on colored vinyl...now I'm broke but totally worth it.

[@rosieprado6843]

Ben's speech was beautiful, my heart!! An amazing band that I love so much

[@naufalsyafardan2042]

Stumbled around the block a thousand times You missed every call that I had tried So now I'm giving up A heartbreak in mid December You don't give a fuck You'd never remember me While you're pulling on his jeans Getting lost in the big city I was looking out our window Watching all the cars go Wondering if I'll see Chicago Or a sunset on the west coast Or will I die in the cold Feeling blue and alone I wonder if you'll ever hear this song on your stereo I hope you get your ball room floor Your perfect house with rose red doors I'm the last thing you'd remember It's been a long lonely December I wish I'd known that less is more But I was passed out on the floor That's the last thing I remember It's been a long lonely December Cast me aside to show yourself in a better light I came out grieving, barely breathing and you came out alright But I'm sure you'll take his hand I hope he's better than I ever could have been My mistakes were not intentions this is a list of my confessions I couldn't say Pain is never permanent but tonight it's killing me I hope you get your ball room floor Your perfect house with rose red doors I'm the last thing you'd remember It's been a long lonely December I wish I'd known that less is more But I was passed out on the floor That's the last thing I remember It's been a long lonely December I miss your face You're in my head There's so many things that I should have said A year of suffering, a lesson learned [x2] I hope you get your ball room floor Your perfect house with rose red doors I'm the last thing you'd remember It's been a long lonely December I wish I'd known that less is more (I miss you, I wish you well) But I was passed out on the floor (I miss you, and I wish you well) That's the last thing I remember (I miss you, I miss you) It's been a long lonely December

[@TheQwertyuiop69er]

that three cheers for five years sound check before the performance. Mayday respect there!

[@cheeseloafyodels]

This song came out at the perfect time for me, really got me through my dark December a few years back after I was cheated on as well. Just felt like the song was written for me. Such a great song and will always hold a place in my heart.

[@0vum]

Don't mind me just crying over Neck Deep at 5 am

[@marshallbarbee8933]

Its 5am rn and i feel this

[@marshallbarbee8933]

Literally 5am on the dot lol

[@CardinalTreehouse]

@@marshallbarbee8933 2:35 here

[@Dick_Weasel]

This song makes me think of someone I still miss 😭☹️

[@andiniwirawan]

Now I know the context of the song.. Its heartbreaking that hes the one apologizing for his ex cheating on him like... Hmmm... Damn bro. Youre hurt hurt.

[@DaveRichardsonFitness]

They were like 21 when this was released. So much respect for UK artists especially how young they all start

[@nandapratama2527]

wonder how long ap waited to upload this on december..........

[@anymouse701]

2018-2024 im stay here😊

[@savannahlovejb1998]

I love them so much ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@liamjones1608]

I always related to this song, hearing Ben explain the lyrics it just means so much more to me now! ❤️

[@stewartwilson6668]

The way he looks down after saying "we'll just write songs about it" before the song starts.. The look in his eyes. I know that look all too personally. I can tell he knows he will never truly be the same deep down despite trying to force himself to be positive. I instantly started crying my eyes out. Ive never seen that specific masked raw human emotion anywhere but a mirror before

[@gavinlorenz6837]

Stewart Wilson Same bro its so deep

[@stayweirdkids7243]

10 seconds into the song and I'm already a mess (: this song speaks to me on so many damn levels

[@raymarttan7933]

Thank you Ben for making this song , it hit me so bad but its okay as you have said "there's always hope" . 💔

[@mariaclifford383]

Funny cause today is the first day of December

[@lynmark111]

Maria Clifford that's probably why they released it today

[@gabrielcastillo3416]

It’s December again🌚

[@lawrenceadornado9849]

it's December 1st again

[@ajarcillas]

It's that time of the year again!

[@musilyrics41]

their first song I've ever heard and it's always on my playlist every day

[@abhisheksawanthxc]

Bet his ex wants him back now

[@arzufbkz6099]

true

[@NoemiMorquecho14]

Omg i got chills at the end

[@K1ngK0ng15]

It's gonna be a long lonely December...

[@tokotams]

I can relate to him, totally. Been there, & tbh the scar is still there to this day & it still bothers me sometimes. P.S. I absolutely love this song, it was the first Neckdeep song I ever heard. It'll always be my favourite. 👍🏼

[@spravedlivejhejtr7256]

4:47 - 4:52 Alkaline trio style outro! :DDDD

[@thedudeofnothing7378]

I found this song, which was also the first neck deep song I heard, while trying to find a playlist for me and my ex to listen to. This became my favorite song for a while, little did I know she would dump me for another guy in december and this song would become my comfort song

[@Rodriguez.951]

I’m sorry dude ):

[@piercethenathalie2442]

This is so good.This bands Is so talented it's mind blowing!

[@elenatessariol4395]

The change in his voice tho ❤❄

[@aristokra]

this song is a true man's painkillers... pain is never permanent but tonight it's killing me

[@madhaimin432]

I always wish he would try singing that acoustic version on that studio version. The key is lower than this but he could actually give justice on that bridge part and on that "I miss you but I wish you well" on the last part.. Someday, please sing that to us Ben.

[@austinconsigny3006]

Really happy for these dudes. They've come such a long way!

[@madyaangsito7308]

this band is fullfilled by thousands of beautiful tears

[@giovannisinapi9948]

this version is amazing

[@taym8512]

Tomorrow is December again and this hits just like the first time

[@crybaby964]

he looks like a fuckin werewolf i'm in love

[@mitsos550]

4:52 he was like *what the fuck ben*

[@pimschilz7095]

the lead guitar work is really, really nice. like, i really like it a lot nice!

[@Sarah-og6ii]

feeling blue and aloooone

[@familiacampos4782]

Eu amo essa música !!!

[@kyleramirez1574]

love u guys

[@evanrayswenson]

One of the best breakup songs ever

[@angeloayao2132]

last year my December was tragic and neckdeep helps me get through with it

[@b3zuka40]

Seen and met these guys. truly amazing they are

[@mikaylahunter6985]

God I fucking love this

[@donnylumpkinsss]

Mayday Parade Riff 😩💓

[@Celestial.Divinity]

Mayday Parade MY HEART MELTED

[@riccardosilva182]

title of the song? :D

[@donnylumpkinsss]

Rick 182 ; Three Cheers For Five Years ((:

[@donnylumpkinsss]

Karen Celeste SAMEEEE

[@riccardosilva182]

Mayday Parade thks :-) :-)

[@irfanindrianarsyah1013]

I love that guitar riffs

[@the215sean]

Love that 3 cheers for 5 years cameo

[@backtothepointband]

Such a great track 😀 Acoustic and Full Band version...and Mark Hoppus version of course!

[@allisonwulfhorst7706]

THIS SONG GETS ME EVERYTIME DAMMIT BEN

[@720jlconner]

Unfortunely weve all been there brother.

[@aran7teen]

The accent switch always gets me

[@iissunarko1704]

lagunya december pas banget putar lagunya di bulan desember 🤘🤗

[@amadvespambsc4267]

Org indo nih

[@kangtrobos7649]

Sama bng ini desember

[@iissunarko1704]

yap patah hati dipertengahan desember ,desember kali ini terasa panjang dan sendiri

[@hyuriaguirre2013]

It's 2021, still vibin on this song

[@jacobbartkus]

I'll be honest i miss when he couldn't sing

[@paulthomas9660]

JacobBartkus as someone who loves Neck Deep but doesn't listen to them live much, he's still got plenty of room for improvement haha

[@ChicaRawwr]

oh damn me too!!!! T_T

[@TheRuckus-ji4wt]

i don't understand this comment.

[@jacobbartkus]

Basically i miss his more raw and scratchy sounding vocals.

[@georgevincentiglesia5460]

I came out grieving barely breathing, and she came out alright. the pain the pain!

[@robertmonroy1446]

I heard this song for the first time 12/1/2020. I think I listened to it 6-8 times and goddamn it I sobbed every. Fucking. Time....

[@koyj0y12]

“pain never parmanent but tonight is killing me” from indonesia🇲🇨

[@PaperbackDreamsMusic]

Three cheers for five years of December :P

[@oxsannaturtles9748]

This is my favorite song 😭💕

[@angelencarnacioncastillo5876]

best songs come out of heartbreaks

[@lidanasosal]

Обожаю эту группу. узнал о ней когда начал играть в кс.Перебирал музыкальные наборы и мне понравился лоулайф. Так и поехало...а на этой песне я даже заплакал

[@johnross4227]

Been listening to this song coz the lyrics are kinda related to what happened to me. I just watched this video and learned about the inspiration to this song, sucks it happened exactly to me..

[@believeinmagicx]

LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH

[@rasmushaugaard6923]

damn thats good singing right there! I love this song soo much!

[@Nhlstt]

CASH ME OUTSIDE to show yourself in a better light

[@joeyrogerson83]

Oh my fucking lol

[@ricksanchez2878]

can't unhear it fuck.

[@starstrucklilly9024]

I'm laughing harder than I should 🤣

[@REMOVEDMUSIC]

" You dont give a fuck, you never remember me " 💔🥺

[@ragiltrianam]

I lost Neckdeep Wish you were here video on youtube. :(

[@infernus05]

u can literally hear the pain ben went through that time.

[@alecjonze112]

it's that time of the year again boiisss

[@aaronsalmon1376]

ABOUT BLOODY TIME ITS ACOUSTIC. YAY!

[@brandonwatson4197]

Man, I really wanted him to sing the second line of " I miss your face, you're in my head there's so many things that I should've said. A year of suffering a lesson learned"

[@ryanmclean2000]

I get to see them in December

[@henryjones1187]

I WAS PASSED OUT ON THE floor

[@cadenkratsch3057]

Hey guys im British and once I start singing I sound like an angst filled 18 year old from America. And i love that about him

[@casadyhemmo4511]

makes me cry every damn time

[@syauqiojie]

Pain is never permanent but tonight its killing me~

[@multiply3581]

Been waiting this for years

[@julianchichi7423]

Lo que canta este chabon 👏

[@tommyheete1006]

Brilliant performance!