As I realise how depressed I've got, it's time to make major changes

Follow a 63 year old nomad who has walked out on society. As my mental health takes a dip, I become houseless and start to live in my car. Watch me as I learn, make mistakes, and much more, as I travel round the UK in my car meeting and talking to people and finding services to help me with my day to day living. Follow me as I visit beautiful spots in the UK, set up a tent or stay at a hostel or in my car. How I spend my money, tricks I use to save money. Follow my continued nomadic life as it takes on different roles. See if I can change my life before I get too old. Can you live lite and travel lite and see your world through fresh eyes.
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[@Tearsofasilentheart]

I understand how it feels to suffer from Depression. Its awful... You explained how i feel all the time... I dont like being around alot of people.. It overwhelms because of the way some people behave.. Gossip or say nasty things. I actually enjoy being alone now.

[@olivernewton3979]

What can we do to help? Money? Food parcels? Books? Anything to make your life a little better? I really want to help in anyway ❤️

[@MaggieG70]

When I was in my early 20’s and suffering from depression I found it very hard to keep working a full time job. I would press on for months then quit. It wasn’t the jobs. Depression is exhausting. Quitting was like lifting a release valve to let some of the internal pressure out. It was either that or do something to myself. Then, after a little while, the change in routine allowed me to press on and pick up another job and try to redirect my life, as you are doing. That’s why I am so proud of you. You just walk away from a job, from time to time, when you have to, not give up on life itself. Then you rest, reset the valve, and figure out a way to move forward. 🙂❤️

[@w3w3w3]

@Not Me maybe you would be better signing up to Universal Credit instead tbh

[@w3w3w3]

@Not Me lol fair enough and i don't get why people say "ive never claimed a penny in my life" lol... it does not matter if you did... politicions live of tax pyaer money which you pay into it... may as well get it if you can lol.

[@keefnbailz]

With regards to the grey hair and applying for work .... I have had grey hair since my 20s ... 30s and I went to a recruitment agency for an interview with an employer a few years ago. As I sat down the interviewer said .... oh ... you've got grey hair! From that moment I may as well have walked out. It stands for experience ..... idiots. Good luck with all you do. Keep smiling.

[@sonjaferguson4970]

You are an absolute inspiration...your vlogs have taught me so much. Thank you. You are a very strong woman much stronger than most people I know. Please open a Patreon account as I would like to pay you for the life skills and knowledge that you have given me through your vlogs...come on let's get you started on getting a car and getting you moved down south. May God Bless You. X

[@mardygirl71]

Lovely post 😊

[@anaaltonaga7859]

I saw your story last night before I went to bed and I felt you had a real story to tell, so I subscribed. Woke up this am and your subscribers have exploded. Please consider adding a contribution option- channels come and go, so don’t pass up the opportunity. Hope my message doesn’t sound pushy- not intended that way. Keeping you in my prayers. Ana from Phoenix, Arizona

[@older-wiser]

You've got almost 3.5k subscribers, well done. I do admire your tenacity and drive to keep going. Well done. Please set up a buy me a coffee page so we can support you. X

[@avagreenall4671]

You're well on the way to 3k subs, what an achievement! I'm a violinist and I travel from gig to gig in my self built campervan, teaching where I can and throughout the summer I work the festivals. During lockdown I had little work- just a few recording gigs. The fact that you're formulating a plan is positive! I feel as though I've got a bit of a split personality - very extroverted when I'm out there playing in pubs/ music venues and with my students, and introverted when I shut my van door and leave the world to spin. As a single older lady people expect me to be lonely but I'm not, I thoroughly enjoy my alone time.

[@JohnDavis-gh4tl]

Thanks for sharing 👍

[@rachaelwootton834]

shes nearly at 4000 now 😀😀

[@ellenriemann576]

Dear Ava, you too sound like a wonderful lady and are truly blessed to be able to play the violin and to teach is sharing the most beautiful of sounds. I wish you well.

[@celticwarrior777]

im not lonely either you get past that

[@rachaelwootton834]

@@nightsupersteve wow, care to explain? or

[@ellenriemann576]

I hope things get better for you,I'm on my own also and it's so easy to get depressed, I think your a really sweet lady. Ive just started following you.

[@tonybrain5995]

Hi I worked in care for years ,yes its good but rotten pay very hard work and heavy so be careful where you go xxxxBarbara

[@jaynekittycat9252]

I Suffer with Depression and Anxiety, and I'm like you, I just don't want to talk to anyone. It passes. Can you get your car back,you loved getting out and about. Get a Job you enjoy, like you said,you need to be around people. A Hospital Job would be great, you would meet patients,they probably need cheering up. I think it would lift your spirits. I'm so glad your subscribers are going up. People, like these Authentic type everyday vlogs. Lots of love to you. 💞

[@Smartgran]

Can’t believe your hardships. Heartbreaking.Caught your videos by chance and I hope you realise you’re a natural on video. I can see a great travelling blogger future when you sort your transport out. Do come to Scotland ❤️🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

[@MegaFoggy123]

@Kevin Young How if she doesn't want help?

[@MaggieG70]

The only thing she has ever looked for is EMOTIONAL support through our comments. I have been following her since she had 200 subscribers and was able to reply to every comment within hours. Many of us would love to help her out financially but she is trying admirably to make it on her on merit. Being from the same generation, I understand why and respect her for it even as I stand by with ready assistance.

[@darrenkelly1687]

Such a sweet lady. You need a break big time. Stay strong.

[@asham76]

You are a very brave, strong, determined lady. I hope that by doing these videos you can connect with people who can help get you to where you want to be. Safe travels 🙏💚

[@teresagates5121]

Moving south sounds like a great idea, working on the bank in a NHS hospital would give you satisfaction and extra pay for unsocial hours. Please keep up your videos,you are a lovely lady who inspired us all. Here’s to more subscribers! Good luck with your job search 👌😊

[@Sar.ah.Lou.ise42]

I suffer alot with anxiety and depression too. I've had many a times where I just grt that constant fight or flight feeling so I can relate. Hang in there, you're a strong lady 💪 ❤️

[@antoinette272]

Enjoy your authentic vlogs. I agree with someone’s comment that you are a natural. Also please realize it would be a blessing for others to help you. Hope you consider it. Hang in there. Thinking of you.

[@susabbrown9905]

Just discovered your channel and absolutely love it, what an amazing lady you are. I really hope things start going your way. Much love.

[@sallyp7503]

Just a thought but have you considered signing up with an agency to do care - I work for Nurseplus in Chester (speak to Olly he is so friendly) the care industry is so depleted you can pick your shifts, just let them know week by week what dates you want - it works for me as I struggle with my mental health so when I have a bad week I just say I’m not free and pick up again the following week, personally I like to do 3 x 12 hour shifts pw (equivalent of FT ) so I don’t feel like I’m living to work you’d have time to travel at the same time as earning a FT wage - there’s no way I could stand a 9-5 five day a week commitment anymore. You will go to different homes locally if you want local! and if you don’t like one you just don’t go back as there are plenty of others - times are usually 8am - 8pm or 8pm - 8am. Days are hectic with lots of staff but nights are chilled with just a couple of you. Love your channel - what I strong lady you are - total admiration for the way you have overcome every obstacle put in front of you - you are amazing 🙏 ❤️

[@MaggieG70]

Thank you so much Sally for giving Alpina such wonderful detailed information on a job lead, one that seems like it would fit her perfectly. She could do the 12 hrs/3 nights a week and have a secure place to park at night. I hope she gets a chance to read your comment if no one else’s. It was so kind of you to reach out to help her. ❤️

[@jojoFranklin]

If you’d like a weekend in Worcestershire being looked after (+ train tickets etc sorted) please let me know. Meanwhile, take care of yourself.

[@deborahr2236]

How kind of you 🙏🏻

[@jojoFranklin]

@@deborahr2236 How kind of you, but not at all … I’m a single, working mum with an almost empty nest. There, but for the grace go I. It would be a pleasure.

[@jstanders6973]

Bless your kind heart 🌹

[@thelovitcenter]

very kind of you indeed I get the impression she does not want any help, she has been offered just about everything she just seems to want to talk out her problems

[@elizabethtrainer9732]

@@thelovitcenter I agree with you, do you think she is stuck in a self-pitying loop where she's unable to make sound decisions because of her depression?

[@judyward4602]

You are such an inspiration for me. I'm 66 and left my job at a cancer centre due to burnout and now find I've fallen in a heap. I feel like I've lost my purpose and identity. I really admire you applying for all those jobs and nothing is considered beneath you, you will try anything as long as it is not illegal or immoral. You are truly amazing and so inspirational, I wish the young folk today had even half of your work ethic. Take care 💗

[@margaretomahony7528]

Delighted you have 2 thousand subscribes hope you make few Bob on tube stay safe and warm brighter days ahead ❤️🇨🇮

[@graemefenton1724]

Friend. Your welcome to stay here for free for however long it takes to better. I've suffered with depression myself and i understand. Gx

[@ScottishLass1]

You have a plan...and it sounds like a great one. Have been looking forward to your video all week as I find myself living vicariously through you. Yes it's true.....my life is even more empty of people than yours is. But hey, life just has to go on and thanks to you I am gonna attempt to get myself out there. The only people I connect with are the folk I come across when i am out food shopping and come to think about it it is the only exercise I get. Hey ho....things have gotta get better....RIGHT. 1000 SUBSCRIBERS....VERY WELL DONE YOU. Hoping it's gonna be a great week for you Blessings in your day Kxxx when out food shopping shopping shopping.

[@jeanprobets6188]

You have got a good plan. I wish you well! Take care xx

[@elenabergami1997]

You have more than 2,5K subs. Maybe you recorded this a while ago. Well done 👍

[@kevinmason5350]

Hi , i have only just come across your channel and i find you fascinating how you handle your hardship and get on with it. I suffer from depression which means i do not go out much and also PDSD from my time in the army . I wish you well in every thing you do , and if you are ever in Wakefield maybe we will bump into each other ?

[@healingvibrations7845]

@kevin mason THANK YOU for YOUR service Sir

[@leslieclaire]

Sounds like you have a good plan. Keeping moving forward!

[@rachaelwootton834]

Ive been looking forward to your next video and clicked so fast when this one popped up I hope things work out and in the future you can get back to where you were when you had Lexi. Same path just a little detour xx

[@anonanon17]

You’re so brave. God bless you.

[@joandarragh8900]

Your are so courageous, such determination to overcome life's difficulties , good luck with all you want to achieve.

[@KellyC77]

I hope things turn around for you soon. I suffer with my mental health and its tough. I do cleaning and it's all I have done, I would love to do something else but don't have the confidence to go for anything else.

[@susangranger3089]

Aww hope you are feeling better soon. I am sure you will get a decent secure job soon, a Carer sounds like a good job for you, whether it be in a care home or going to peoples houses. Stay safe and warm. Looking forward to your next Vlog.

[@Tamsyjo]

Have been thinking of you all week since your last video, so glad to see you’ve posted. We are all here rooting for you (over 2.5k now!!) and would love to contribute so you can keep filming your lovely videos and do some of those travelling vlogs! As others have also said, if you felt comfortable with Patreon or an Amazon wish list i know myself and others would love to show our gratitude. Life can be so cruel, but I hope you feel through having your subscribers here that you are never alone. Very best wishes to you x

[@olivernewton3979]

I agree! I hope she does as I would love to support her. I waste so much money on silly things when it could make this ladies life so much better ❤️

[@MichaelCook84]

I thought exactly the same. But Patreon is a bit like begging. I don't see this lady as the begging type. I would love to help her out though, is there any way to contact her other than the youtube comments section? 🤔

[@Tamsyjo]

@@MichaelCook84 Hi Fransisco, I don't think Patreon is seen as begging at all in the KZbin world - its just a way to make a voluntary contribution to someone so they can continue making the content you love to watch, no different to paying for a streaming service etc. But totally appreciate she may not be comfortable with it.

[@Nomoretime33]

@jackie miles why you said that?

[@currentconditions962]

Queen Elizabeth has an opening for a part time maid. I would love to work at the Palace or any of their houses. I am a new subscriber to your YT channel. It's nice to see women close to my age on YT. I will be 60 in a couple of weeks and I want so bad to retire now, but I actually have to wait 2 more years to retire. I'm single as well, been married once, that was enough for me. I live in Montana USA, I wish I lived in Britain, it is so beautiful there and I love the people, and I especially love it's long History. Hope things get better for you soon.

[@Alex123321Alex123]

Wow, I gotta wait till 68, and I bet it goes up a few times before I get there

[@samanthawilliams5889]

You popped up on my KZbin as saying something I may be interested in and I’ve subscribed. When people complain about little things annoying them they should watch you for some motivation and inspiration. Sending best wishes from County Durham. Take care 😊

[@davejenkins6896]

We only discovered you by chance on YT but find you very inspirational have a good feeling for you about the live in carer job you applied for it's interesting to hear about the characters you recently worked with - I do admire you for having the strength to walk out - Ive been in a similar position in the past doing a job I hated for 17 years & feeling trapped due to having a mortgage to pay at the time & in the process ruining my health, good luck !!

[@deemarie1271]

I only came across your channel recently, but I have to say you are an absolute warrior, you keep having it every day despite your depression and it is inspiring. One day will be the day that everthing changes for the better and I wish for that day to come very soon for you. Take care x

[@terry362]

Stay safe and warm. 🧡🇬🇧🧡

[@joyofthings]

Shame on the government for taking our pensions off of us.xx🐝

[@indigoday420]

Wish you luck n hope it works out ✌💜

[@ariroxyoursoxoff]

Thank you for sharing your life with us. I wonder if there's any way you could increase the volume on you videos as sometmes I find it a little hard to catch everything your saying. I really hope your life improves, for such a nice lady you deserve some good luck.

[@sheilacarter7875]

I thought the same the vdeos are really quiet. L thought it was my hearing going.

[@MaggieG70]

Just turn on your closed captioning. Just tap the screen, then tap the [cc] on your screen. Done

[@Alex123321Alex123]

Just turn the volume up on your telly?

[@sharonjones4718]

I came across your videos by chance I am so glad I did as your amazing lovely person who has been through so much I stay in Scotland wish I stayed near you I would of meet for a coffee anytime you need to chat here for you sending you a big hug x ❤

[@janicecass2713]

There is a place in Warrington , called green core they are good to work for.

[@allisontonkin745]

Hello , wishing you well from Australia I come across you 2 days ago I hope you get back om track soon stay safe luv from down under Xx.

[@daveyboyprice6351]

Blessings n peace love your videos davey full time van lifer uk

[@paulmckenna1085]

Hope your OK and feel for you as its very hard. I had a friend work for amazon flex delivering parcels in his car...he said it was OK and plenty of work available.

[@johnwilliam1945]

Have you got your car sorted?

[@amylou5759]

Only recently found you. Love listening to you and I really hope and pray that you get a job that you want. You look fine to me. Good luck and May God Bless you🙏🏻

[@scharfam5770]

Hello TL! 🎉🥂CONGRATS on over 2500 subs!! 🥂🎉 Glad you are feeling better. Good luck on your job search, hoping all goes well for you.

[@thelovitcenter]

Hello there, just to say we are thinking of you and just saw the comment about how you can get a free bus pass. I had no idea about this, so I AM APPLYING FOR ONE Hooray for bus passes, without your channel I would not have known....THANKS!!!

[@annettewalter2273]

You’ve got 3000 subs. I think. You are so strong. Hang in there I’m sure things will get better. I’m a new subscriber just discovered you.

[@christinewood8331]

Well done i hope life changes for the better very soon for you

[@_Break_Free_]

I love your channel. I know how much of a survivor you are, but I wanted to say to you, why not set up a crowd funding website? We are all one humanity and we all need help at times. I’ve been there too and when you find a kind soul/souls it helps. Give it some thought. I would be willing to help you set it up

[@leshunter5972]

Oh please please take care of yourself with your physical and mental health. And DO NOT be so proud to ask for help from friends or family. You have over 2500 subscribers who are looking out for you, so please reach out and take our help and advice. You and nobody else should not have to live a life out of a car in this day and age. stay safe lots of love and good luck.

[@TheGazLab]

There are some people in this world that would be interesting to talk too, I think you are one.. all the best.. Gaz

[@martin_wilkes4625]

Hi, why don’t you apply to become a bus driver? It’ll be full time and most bus companies will put you through your pcv license. Just a thought. You’ll earn decent money and you’ll be working with the public.

[@dogdog9857]

can i give you some advice ? dont get involved in politics at work you are there for you no one else... let them do what they want to do ...you are there for you

[@reviewer1248]

Having an expectation that people should follow the rules and be truthful all the time makes it very frustrating and stressful when you find out that this is not the case and people do not have the same moral standards as yourself. In unskilled work those people are somewhat easier to spot, but this still goes on in professional sectors too, just a bit more covert and sophisticated. Maybe try to learn and accept that wherever you work you will encounter “dodgy” people. Just try to not let them affect you emotionally. I know from first hand experience that this is very hard but will eventually help you to accept that there is no universal “moral” norm that all people stick to. Just be true and honest yourself and learn to love yourself. I sincerely hope that things improve for you. Xx🌈

[@dinacox1990]

I am your age (will turn 63 on the 17th of this month) and live in the U.S.A. I just found your channel last night and find myself very moved by your struggles. Please consider contacting some of the people that were your longtime clients when you had your thriving business. These are likely to be people that are highly successful and could indeed hire you, provide references, and/or, suggest contacting others that might provide some assistance. As I learn of your difficulty 'being approved' on these apps, I worry for you. Please consider asking for help as I am guessing there people liked you very much and would want to know what is happening to you.

[@lilyrosesoul0077]

Agreed your advice is good. I hope she reads your comment .

[@Hayleee100]

Hi! Just stumbled across your videos and it seems we live near another! I'm on the Wirral, if you ever fancy a coffee, or a walk down West Kirby beach, or a lift to work, I would be thrilled to help you out

[@qwertyqwert2772]

Found you in my recommendations. ❤️

[@kellybelle8960]

Where are you now? You're journey weighs heavy on my heart...x

[@Alex123321Alex123]

It's a random offer, but If you're bored, I have a small motorhome and looking to spend about a week around Snowdonia, I would be on my own, which is okay, but does sometimes get me down, really I need a dog for company, but I live in a flat with no garden and can't guarantee a future of not having to leave dog alone all day which wouldn't be fair.

[@lisahardy5153]

Keep positive you lovely lady 😍

[@gj5666]

Hi, I can't find where I can buy you a coffee on your KZbin. I'm 62 this Year! Keep going with your vídeos!

[@hsh8729]

You have growing fan base 4.03k a 12:39 am Eastern time! Two days have quadrupled! Do that Patreon n Amazon wish list! You represent many ! We are with you!!!

[@maryw3345]

I've worked at hotels as receptionist and got accommodation

[@margaretomahony7528]

4000 subs mighty woman upwards and onwards brighter days ahead ❤️

[@justsayin3097]

Well done 1000 keep on going 👍

[@EppingForest304]

I pray you find nice work that will give you stability & joy

[@carlwoodcock9249]

You go for it girl , you are a inspiration 👍🇬🇧

[@smallfruit9135]

U so strong and deserve to get something that works for you. Something that’s inside nice and warm, social nice hours and decent people to work with. X

[@carriexplores]

I think you're a remarkable lady and I'm really enjoying following you're journey. Only just found your channel, but I'm hooked! I suffer with my mental health so can relate and you are inspiring me with your strength and resilience. Wishing you all the best and my fingers are crossed for you with your plan to move South 🤞🙂

[@rachaelwootton834]

congrats on your 4000 subs now....your channel is really growing xxx

[@annazrelli4954]

Thank you for sharing. Bless you and I wish you all the best 🥰🥰

[@zetametallic]

I'm from Liverpool originally, love my city and go back to visit friends and family regularly. I suffered with anxiety/depression pretty badly in my teens-30's and struggled to hold down a job (relationships scared the pants off me I felt trapped and would end it). I moved all over the UK but eventually, at 39, I took a long hard look at my life and decided to take a bit of time for me. I worked but in something that didn't require my heart and soul- I took walks and reconnected with friends and was honest with them. My cats too are brilliant company. I'm 45 now, married and I've lived in the Midlands for the last 4 years; I'm retraining in a career that I want to do and working part time in a job I enjoy. I desperately want to have a child as luckily I'm not in menopause (yet) so fingers crossed. Personally, sitting down and being honest with you is the best thing you could do, it's okay to feel depressed and realise that you need to do what makes you happy. 😘

[@techtinkerin]

Just found your channel, sorry if you've heard this before but have you not considered a transit van or even a canal boat? Massive respect for taking things into your own hands! 😎👍❤️

[@thelovitcenter]

we did offer her a free van but she doesnt want it although she did say to keep it on my drive as her situation may change,she has also been offered a free room with free food and another lady offered a rent free room to use as she pleases, we also offered to help set up a go fund me and lots of people have offered to send her money but she has no pay pal

[@healingvibrations7845]

@@thelovitcenter I miss uk but most of all live aboard boating on the canals just wondering if the priority academy online courses such as life coaching etc might be of help to alpina The professional membership is about 27 sterling a month and she would then need to sign up to ctaa or iphm whom are better known for accreditation and she would need insurance there's many insurers of holistic therapies and coaching such as honeybee,,bgi group,,ongst others

[@stevecunningham6537]

I've subscribed take care, wish you well, An caring job seems a brilliant idea.

[@murielmoloney1043]

Fascinating woman and fascinating life story

[@esthers9140]

Hope you find some employment soon...keep your videos coming letting us know how you're doing.😊

[@deborahhuffman3231]

Your strength and determination really stand out. You are being seen and heard. You are gonna be ok.

[@steobrien2907]

Amazing woman, such strong determination I wish u luck!! ❤

[@kimannharper3222]

Hi so so glad you are better, your subs have grown too over 2000 now! Wow. Have you got anywhere with the subs rev's? Have you thought about claiming university credit? Another van lifer has to claim this, ( socks with sandles ) and he gets by, it's worth a try, even if it's just enough to pay your rent at the moment. X

[@junehansen5220]

Missing you! Sending kove❤❤❤

[@cagefighter436]

Well done you keeping a positive outlook 👍 I struggle with depression and ended up unexpectedly loosing my job, without money and homeless, and had to sleep in my car for over two weeks which I found horrendous. Fortunately I got in touch with landlords who offered supported housing for the unemployed and found myself a really nice houseshare and lived off benefits until I got back on my feet. Just wonder if it’s worth getting on universal credit and free housing or getting your rent paid until you manage to find yourself a stable long term job? Universal credit also offer training and courses which may help you get a better long term job and don’t expect you to look for work whilst your training With your driving experience they would pay for you to get your class 2 licence as there are loads of part time and full time jobs going for drivers In a day and age were most people don’t want to work it’s really encouraging and motivating to see someone in your position who has given up everything to try and get work Best of luck and take care J

[@lilyrosesoul0077]

Your suggestions sound very concrete & do- able. I really hope she reads your advice. I notice most people here in the comment section are quite sympathetic towards her but not many give useful advice and some other trolls can be rather nasty. Im a viewer from a different country btw - is her homelessness common over there in uk? I saw another video of hers - she claimed that she bought a council flat ( i assumed this was homes built by the government for citizens to purchase) but she was forced to sell since she could not pay the tax on the flat? Not sure if i understood her correctly - seems uk government is crazy if many uk citizens are forced to sell their flats ( thus become homeless) because they cant pay taxes? As i said im not from uk - literally an outsider's perspective here - but i cant help but think she was misinformed & made a bad choice by selling her flat. Maybe you could share your perspective with me? Several people in the comment section ( in her other videos) have mentioned - it was a mistake on her part to sell her council flat because the government could have provided her financial assistance...so i found it confusing that she felt becoming homeless was the best solution.

[@cagefighter436]

@@lilyrosesoul0077 - There are benefits the UK government offer unemployed people. And she could get free or very low cost rental housing whilst unemployed and an allowance of around £430/mth which just about puts food on the table.. However the government expects you to look for work or they will stop your benefits. Sounds like she didn’t own the council house and was only renting it. But had to move out because she couldn’t afford the council tax and bills. And the reason she decided to start living in her car. She could get a free Houseshare like me we’re the rent is paid and isn’t any council tax or bills as that’s included in the cost of the rent. And would be enough benefits left to survive and put food on the table. And at least she would have a base and a roof over her head. However to her credit she hasn’t taken the easy option and has chosen to move around the country looking for work and sleep in her car If she gets a long term job and some stability she will be able to rent somewere proper to stay Plus she only has to rough things out until 65 or 67 when she will get her government pension and will be a lot better off financially and can afford somewere to rent Hope this helps 👍👍

[@lilyrosesoul0077]

@@cagefighter436 o.i.c thanks for the clarification. 😊👍 In one of her videos she mentioned "purchasing" her council flat. So to me that was puzzling if she had bought and owned a flat why pay rent for it ? But if she was only renting as you said , and had to pay taxes, rent etc then i guess it makes things more complicated for her ( although i saw some people advise her that she could appeal to government and the taxes rental etc would be lowered and she would have received some financial aid too & still keep her council flat) anyway whom i am too judge i am not in her shoes. I think this dear lady faced a lot of stress and deppression & maybe it was difficult to make good decisions - i know i am guilty of this myself even now when i feel under pressure. I hope she will ok , God willing. 🙏🙏🙏waiting till pension sounds risky since her situation seems rather shaky now.

[@sarahmc8309]

I wish I was in the UK - I miss my family who are all passed away now - grandparents / mother etc but I wish had someone like you about . I’m 34 with a child but family or friendship is that hat keeps us going ! I’m a qualified carer and social care support worker for the deaf 🧏‍♀️ I’m also going deaf too . I hope you can stay strong and find a job that brings you come steady income till you get on your feet more . It’s so tough out there ! U ain’t alone ! I work full time but I have my days - I just prep prep prep ahead but sometimes times are lonely when doing it all on your own : wish had someone like you to chat with over a cuppa and shared a house with !

[@xvsupremacy7190]

Bless you , you are still a family with your child . So cherish that. Going deaf is very isolating , as though things weren’t bad enough. It won’t always be like this , you have got to keep that upward look and keep on going .

[@3k445]

Admire your strength and resolve. Hope they are not exploiting you and you could review the following roles: if this is your treatment, I can assure you an BAME individual with limited English skills would be exploited. So many roles are going this way and it really is Dog eat dog. - NHS 111 - Care work

[@glastonbury4304]

Nearly 3.5k subscribers now 👍💕💕💕💕

[@susanwood8086]

Well done . good for you x

[@cyndeeh]

I'm new here. I saw your channel bc of the nomad thing. I can't wait to be a nomad. Love your personality. You drew me in. I'm going to send healing, positive vibes to you. Your a cool lady. Btw...here from Ohio, in the U.S. what happened to Lexi?

[@callfreddy8051]

Check Travelling Lite’s video ‘I messed up’. Your heart will be broken. We must help repair Lexi, I miss her too, the room just doesn’t have the same character as our Lexi xxx

[@cyndeeh]

@@callfreddy8051 I did,and totally agree with you!

[@edmccormack3418]

What a rad lady, you are always charging ahead no matter the circumstances, you should be so proud of how far you have come ❤️❤️ Fingers crossed you can get yourself a car or even a little van and live the nomadic lifestyle to the fullest! Rooting for you with everything I’ve got! ☺️

[@hayleymaccarthy5698]

The sociable idea is wonderful🙏 You've had a bad run, but it will turn around for you😊

[@Sunworshiper-l7z]

Hi I am sorry your going through this. I have depression and know how hard it is. Have you considered care assistant in the community? You don t need qualification or experience. They train you. X prayers

[@dugdale6038]

If you ever need a place to stay in Cumbria let me know. Me and fiance have a house here.

[@AlanCooney]

I’ve met some great people working nights in supermarket! But like you say some places take the micky and try operating with inadequate staff numbers!!! I’ve seen shift manager’s crying!! Not enough staff to meet their impossible targets!!! So wishing you good luck!!!

[@youtuber.2630]

I hope things get better for you, i love watching your videos, i can't stand lazy people either.

[@tinytrekkervlogs]

So pleased for you with how yr channel is blowing up, lots more subscribers 😊👍🥰, Remember u are AWESOME. ❤

[@winfrank1]

Good luck to you keep your head up 👍🏽

[@AllansStation]

An excellent story teller, with some excellent stories to tell. Next step. Get writing. There are opportunities waiting for you. Good luck

[@ariroxyoursoxoff]

Wow, over 4000 subscribers, well done.