ASMR For When It's Not Going To Be Okay

[@juneshidden]

You possess such a warm soul!! Love radiates through you so intensely, it’s beautiful to see somebody with such empathy and compassion. Im so happy to have come across you. I needed this, thank you!

[@benji_2049]

You are very welcome. Thank you for listening!

[@Sammy_Marx]

Thank you for sharing this. It made me feel better. It's so hard to see the silver linings during dark times, but the new dawn always comes and shines light on new opportunities to grow together. We've made it this far after all.

[@benji_2049]

We have. We’ll find out where the road takes us together. Thank you for listening.

[@azanthal]

❤❤❤

[@benji_2049]

@@azanthal 💚🫂

[@juneshidden]

🧡🧡🧡🧡

[@minty_1fighter498]

i wasnt sure how this video was going to go, and tbh im very much suprised, i have been dealing with issues and myself alone for years now, there is a quote from the end of a game called "A beginners Guide" its the last line before the epologue that weights heavily on my mind sometimes, or perhaps often, that perhaps you can also appreciate "Im fading. And all i want is to know im going to be ok." i guess it can be hard to know if it will be ok sometimes.

[@benji_2049]

Knowing you will be is that sliver that enables you to hold on when you’re fading. But of course we don’t always know, and that promise can’t always be made to us. I hope you are finding ways to cope.

[@minty_1fighter498]

@@benji_2049 tbh, i kind of gave up trying and i just let things happen around me and remove myself from all of it, thanks for the kind words 🙂

[@benji_2049]

@@minty_1fighter498 of course. 🫂

[@Background_Gamer]

What album were you mentioning at the start? The criminals one

[@benji_2049]

@@Background_Gamer the track Criminals is from The Tallest Man on Earth’s 2012 There’s No Leaving Now album. One of my favorite records of all time.

[@Background_Gamer]

@@benji_2049 I'll go check it out! I've had a horrible day - this video was amazing btw.

[@Background_Gamer]

@@benji_2049 Thank you!

[@user-rb4lv4if9q]

The ending 💛

[@benji_2049]

@@user-rb4lv4if9q 💚

[@MD-_-0]

asmr viewer for 4 years, this is the best asmr video ive ever watched

[@jellyjessjello]

I didn't know what to expect from this video but to me, this video is one that I was meant to see tonight. Grief is the most debilitating and strangest thing I've ever experienced. Even years later, it's a pain that doesn't dull. Watching this comforted me in that I can relate to your story deeply. What impacted me the most is when you say some things may never be okay, some things will always be horrific. However it is up to us to live our lives in spite of it and with love since all grief is, is love. Thank you for making this, I shall thank the youtube gods for putting it on my homepage :D

[@benji_2049]

@@jellyjessjello I’m glad that it can offer some comfort. You’re absolutely right: grief can remain and offer fresh pain years after the initial loss. But yes, it is up to us to learn to live with it, and remember that it is love enduring.

[@Ellie_Kat]

Thank you so, so much for this, I needed to hear it more than you will ever know.

[@benji_2049]

Of course. As a semi-anonymous VA, one always wonders how much truth to tell, but today's a day for brutal honesty and emotional outreach. Hope you're doing alright.

[@coxie31]

Thank you for sharing this with us. I'm sure it took a lot for you to put this out there. I am crying as I listen to your story because it reminds me of the loss of my own father and our experience with the stress of caring for him til the end. I'm still not ok, but I hope I will be one day.

[@benji_2049]

@@coxie31 it is incredibly stressful having to care for your loved ones, because it’s not a clean end. It’s not a simple goodbye. It involves pain and exhaustion and resentment and guilt. It’s tough. But you’re a tough cookie.

[@PresidentGrant54]

I'm thankful for the election outcome.

[@jmcgreenjr9573]

Same here my brother

[@БогданКрименюк]

🤡

[@Mini_MirandaParker]

Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing this. I’m not ok but, I know it’s ok. 🫂

[@benji_2049]

@@Mini_MirandaParker exactly. We’ll get through and, hopefully, come away from the hardship wiser and tougher. Or just utterly fall to pieces - but not today, Satan!