AUDIENCE OF ONE | How I feel about church hurt. | EP 17 | SavedNotSoftPodcast

I would like to take this moment to thank you, God’s people; for always encouraging me, praying for me and loving me as a sister. Learning how to navigate leading a ministry is still something I am in the works in. I wasn’t lying when I told y’all that this isn’t an easy journey. I know with Christ before me and the Church along with Him being my backbone; I have nothing to fear. At the same time; this doesn’t dismiss that negative comments can be hard. Words have power to hurt my mental health. This isn’t a softy journey but I know that at the end of the day, for the Kingdom; it is worth every struggle and tear. We must do better as a church to stay unified, rather than persecuting one another. Pray for one another, love one another. Hold each other accountable, but do it from the fruits of the Spirit. We must stop with the bitterness and show grace, while also being rooted in the Truth. Vulnerability is my super power and I hope you guys can learn or even relate to what God has put on my heart. Sanctification is a process. I am not perfect, but my willingness to intimately submit to God is what He admires. I love you all. Thank you Jesus, my King and Savior. Spread the gospel along with love.
xx Emy

[@livx5684]

Emy, I appreciate your vulnerability. You have been online for a while, so I am sure you know by now-but just to remind you-the hate is oftentimes so much louder than the love. You impact so many people with your calling and your platform. I know, because I am just one of the people who can so clearly feel Christ moving through you. I am not somebody who comments on or interacts with social media posts, and I’m sure there are a lot of people like me who love you but do not make their thoughts known. I’m sorry that those who do choose to comment, choose to speak discouragement and judgement over you. Please be encouraged in knowing that God brought you to this place and wants you to use your voice for His glory. Anyone opposing you over the mistakes they believe you are making clearly does not know how deep grace runs. Do not let it stop you from the path God has put you on. And to the people who are so quick to throw stones-be humbled in the fact that Jesus died for you at your most evil and imperfect self. Look inward and you’ll likely find many places where God wants to refine you.

[@emilysims1885]

“SANCTIFICATION IS A PROCESS!!” Amen amen amen

[@klearnsmore]

When you said, your sin is public I couldn’t hold in the watery eyes😭 something about being bold in what Christ wants us to do in being vulnerable but to know that He encountered all the backlash before us, is a great reminder. It’s scary and I pray to walk in that courage each day. It’ll be hard to step out in this culture but you are doing it!! You are walking boldly and faithful as a servant of Christ. Keep it going Sister🤍🙏🏼✨

[@kaylakate5919]

“I’m not in a battle against the enemy because that battle has already been one” “I’m in a battle against my flesh” “a spiritual being in a nonspiritual body” SO GOOD

[@heathersinclair4150]

God is pleased with my progression and not my perfection! Preach!❤

[@loisansah-agyeman6496]

'And you did not receive the “spirit of religious duty,” leading you back into the fear of never being good enough . But you have received the “Spirit of full acceptance,” enfolding you into the family of God. And you will never feel orphaned, for as he rises up within us, our spirits join him in saying the words of tender affection, “Beloved Father!” ' Romans 8:15 TPT

[@SamanthaNicoleVlogs]

I know this is a year old but I just gotta say God ain’t ever expect us to be or call us to be perfect. He just wants us to honor HIM. He judges our HEART. Shoutout to you for being real and vulnerable and pleasing to God. You were one of the first people I started watching when I ran back to my faith and really started learning who Jesus is. God bless you Emy 🤍

[@maganwinston]

Your tears are like prayers to God when you don’t know what to say. Blessings are on the way!🙂

[@layomionafusi]

Hi Emy, I’m really sorry that you’re experiencing all of this. But please know that creators like you are greatly appreciated. Especially by me. As a young person myself, I love seeing other young people who are authentically themselves preach the word of God. I was so happy when I found you. Sanctification is most definitely a process. For me personally, giving up secular music was one of the hardest things I’ve had to do. I even still miss it sometimes. Or at least my flesh does. You’re way ahead of me by taking criticism, though. And for me that’s way more important right now. The rest will come later as your relationship with God grows deeper and more intimate. You are loved. You are appreciated and you are valued. Thank you for taking on the call of God ❤

[@milca712]

Watch out for wolves in sheep’s clothing. A lot of these people come at you after comparing themselves with you and then proceeding with basically attacking you. If they « get to you », they can probably say to themselves : « See, she or he is not better than me! ». Once again, let’s watch out for wolves in sheep’s clothing. Let’s not let them un qualify us or distract us in any way. I’m not trying to disqualify these people in return because we can all change for the better so extending grace is important. May God help us with this. Amen.

[@sandrasoto8317]

Luke 6:41-46 NABRE How can you say to your brother, 'Brother, let me remove that splinter in your eye,' when you do not even notice the wooden beam in your own eye? You hypocrite! Remove the wooden beam from your eye first; then you will see clearly to remove the splinter in your brother's eye. We are not perfect, we are going to make mistakes. I know I’ve made them even after getting saved. God will convict us about the things that aren’t meant for us. You are beautiful ! And I’d like to say the in person I can feel how beautiful your faith is 🙏🏼 You are being obedient to God and he is cheering you on! Love you girl, God bless you 🙏🏼🕊️

[@dunnitall23]

Girl! I love Future lol I am a Christian I love God ppl need to drop them stones give it to God girl and don’t worry about it they judged Jesus Christ himself stay true to you!!!

[@ivonnemendezquijada6366]

emy, girl, you are in your early 20’s. you know how many kids wish they could be as strong as you are! i am 25 and i look up to you! keep your head up sister 🫶🏼✨ thank you for sharing and it’s ok to let it out

[@angelasantiago7797]

I work at a church so I get it sis. People are quick to judge. But you’ll learn what convicts you and you’ll learn what God says is ok and what is not ok. You’ll learn what God is and is not please with. That all takes time. Like you said your new to this and your so so young. Gods got your back sis. Take what people say as a grain of salt and if it really bugs you take it to the quiet place and ask God to break your heart for what breaks his and he will show you what’s breaking his heart so you can fix whatever it is. Love you sis. Gods got you #graceissufficientforu

[@Mxrxaz]

Also to touch on the running race part, it’s a race with yourself and not with others. You are in a lane all by yourself. Will you be better then what you were yesterday? If you’re not that’s okay because you can always try again tomorrow. For some of us that race is a marathon and it’s long and hard and for some it’s a sprint. Our goal is to stand before God one day & him to call you “His good and faithful servant”.

[@Truthtelling101]

Won’t lie, I’m 2 days deep and I genuinely see how God is moving through you. It’s planted seeds in my own life and has encouraged me to start following Gods voice more on my purpose. He has corrected me and directed me with your voice, your vulnerability and your way of speaking and putting things together. A true vessel of God that you are. May you continue strong in your faith. You are needed here. 🙏🏼

[@Mxrxaz]

I was struggling with perfection as well and although I’m not a leader per say I still felt that I had to look a certain way. Why are we so afraid of making mistakes in front of people? Why are we doing things to please others? It hurts so much because I know that the community at my church really understand grace but something within me just wants to be a certain way. I feel it comes from a place of not being listened to when I was in the world. I wasn’t told that I wasn’t good enough but peoples actions in the past showed me that they felt that. I’m still trying to work through it and sometimes my faith is effected by it because I start to rely on my own strength to be something I cannot be in that moment but might be in due time. I love you so much ❤❤

[@dreambig911]

Girl this relates I just KNEW I had to click this ep and watch. Although for me the wounds are not from the public, they are from private matters. People I have been hanging out with after church have been disqualifying me and looking down on me because i am a 'baby Christian' even though I have been SO committed to my faith and dedicated to the Word - I have NO DISTRACTIONS IN MY LIFE, Jesus is all I consume 24/7 - longer than they have in their years of Christianity. I feel so close to Jesus then the enemy speaks through these people in the church itself, trying to knock me off course. People preaching at me when I didn't even ask for advice. I even vented this woe to my closest Christian friend and guess what - she preached at me instantly too !!! Literally disregarded what I was saying and was like 'nononononooooo!!! oh goodness this is so bad' (that i feel that way) and told me a parable from the Bible that I don't even remember at all, cos it wasn't the HS speaking thru her she was just regurgitating legalism. I vented to her seeking compassion and got slapped in the face big time. But guess what - it taught me a HUGE lesson which is - it redirected me back to God's Love and God's Love only. To seek compassion from Him and Him only. To soften inside my heart and not put up barriers after these attacks. To LIVE Christianity even if I see Christians fall prey to legalism. After these church attacks (all happened in 1 day) I had a moment the next morning where i got woken up at 4am and saw it was still ruminating on my mind - and I was like OH HECK NO! And I started speaking to my heart saying; come on heart, we got this, we are not going to be failed, we are not going to loose weariness, you ARE special, you ARE important, you ARE seen, you ARE heard. And it made me realise ; that's the first time i actually spoke to my own heart. That's the first time I actually saw mySELF. Validated mySELF. These people wounded me actually taught me so much - it is the sanctification process of not seeking validation from the outside and instead seeking it from within (and therefore from God; who dwells within you). Turns out I loved that whole experience and can't wait to be armed with even more Love so they come at me again and be surprised when this lil baby Christian (me) hits them back with the true essence of Christianity; CHRIST'S LOVE.

[@ziahdawson4494]

People HATED Jesus. Our Lord. They hated him so much that they killed him. God himself opened up the heavens and said it himself this is MY SON who I am well pleased. And still people called him false and wicked and all these other things. There are pastors and leaders who are 2, 3 or 4 times older than you who the are truly false believers. I’m talking about loud AND wrong. The people you reach will be greater and better people in their day to day than those who try to persecute you. Thank you so much for staying strong and being obedient. I’ve been a Christian my whole life and you’ve done nothing but teach me and help me grow. Keep doing this for God and he will carry it to who needs it. Take the conviction, be obedient and stay encouraged. I love you so so so much. I pray for your strength and your health both mentally and physically. ❤

[@AaronArnoldaquapod]

I get this. I get this pushback every single time. It recently made me not wanna look for a church or go to the church I've been at for months. Because back home and here, I get criticism for what I am and how I am. But I don't extend that same judgement for how they are because I'm not that kinda guy to just make someone feel like crap for every single weakness they have because we're all here to be healed. There's more grace outside the church right sometimes. But I have to love my family in Christ, but it's becoming like my actual family where I am not accepted for what I bring. Meanwhile outside the church, men see what I am and what I bring to the table and celebrate my unique qualities.

[@annelotte2520]

Yes I feel you so much! Hope you still go to church tho; for God, yourself and "body of Christ" , because NO church is a perfect church:) But honestly I feel so much more myself around my non-christian friends then my Christian friends/church people. IM LEARNING, BUT LET ME LEARN IN PEACE. Okey bye haha

[@AaronArnoldaquapod]

@annelotte2520 yep I still go to church since this comment. And I realize I've got a community here at my church now.

[@annelotte2520]

@@AaronArnoldaquapod Thats beautiful, happy to hear!

[@nancyvelasquez5373]

Remember, the world hated Jesus first. ❤️‍🔥

[@yagirlrachella35]

God qualifies you. He qualifies the unqualified! It's going to be okay. Don't look to man for approval, but the Lord. The podcast is helping me and so many others. God decided that you were worthy so that's the end of it. No one else has the final say. ❤

[@thato_mulaudzi]

We love you Emy,I'm a few weeks in to your podcast and I've been loving the depth of your teachings.You have your own conviction that you are dealing with and people need to understand that we are still dealing with it as believers.They need to know that you don't owe them anything,your relationship is between you and God.

[@TheKaylaThompson]

watching this 1 year later and it’s still so powerful. your level of vulnerability is freeing me. thank you. & thank you Jesus ❤️

[@mirimyung6940]

God has put you through this situation to guide us who are going through the same. God is amazing, thank you emy for being so open!

[@marleybrites4457]

We all out here battling our flesh.. no one not one ain’t struggling out here ! But God 🤍🤍🙏🏼 GBY Em

[@nandibrown4852]

Thank you for this episode, Emmy. I have struggled with returning to God after I slipped into sin. I felt like I wasn't good enough. I felt like I lived a lie. I appreciate your vulnerability and your relatability. It is refreshing to know that I am not the only one going through this and that there is hope for me and my spirit. I am saved and a child of God. My flesh hates me; it is all about PROGRESSION, not PERFECTION. I think that's what got me caught up. I was trying to be the model Christian woman and a "Proverbs 31" woman, without realizing that I am at war every day. But I have a Father who will stick by me through it all. He brought me to this, He will be with me through this, and He will see me out of it. I love what you are doing with this ministry. Thank you. I love you and I will be praying for you.

[@theronirose]

The only one who can disqualify you would be God, you keep spreading the Word and your testimony love🩷🩷

[@SincerelySepp]

i honor your vulnerability, emi as a man i may never experience what it’s like to be a woman or be in your shoes AND i know what pain is like and the constant fight of your flesh. thank you for shining the way you do so others don’t have to live DIMLY when they’re meant to overcome i would like to offer a poem i wrote a while ago. The most beautiful, powerful words come from those who’ve outlived bullets, battles, and warfares meant to kill them, though it only killed their hopelessness it left a space for Jesus to take home in their hearts. The most impacting, wonderful words come from those who have lived to testify the scars on them. the stories and words that whisper, sing, and worship with a roaring sound of love, to the King who is so Holy he showed us how to be like him. so Humble he did what we couldn’t, So Beautiful he shared it with us, His Scars prove that our wounds can heal, not only will we recover but we have the power to help those who hurt as well, in loving him we look more like him, in Worshipping him we can look more like the image we were made in. what do i know about honor? enough to know that it belongs at his feet with my face bowed to the ground. - sepp

[@kierraalbertson-jc8rw]

I listen to this on Spotify and I had to search it up on KZbin just so I could say Thank you so much ❤ it’s so hard being on fire for Jesus one minute then turning around and realizing you have so much work to do still, and everyone can see it. Especially when you feel like you’re supposed to hold up some standard for others. This was very encouraging for me and got me through a similar feeling ☺️ blessings sister

[@NewLayersPodcast]

This spoke to me, I have a problem of people pleasing and I forget I serve God alone. In the church and out the church, I struggle with this. And sometimes i wanna quit because of this pressure. Something that liberated me is when God called me to leave my friend group, and when I did I felt like I was being so selfish and cruel for leaving them because they didn’t directly hurt me, but what they did impacted me and my behaviour. So I had to leave. These 2 girls in my class I used to struggle and I might still struggle that I feel they dont like me they hate me and think I am annoying or a hypocrite, and it hurt me and consumed me so much. But God told me after I left my friend group that I wanted new Christian friends not for the right reason but so that I can get over my old friends, and that also told me that I do not need to rationalise what God told me to do because often times I cant at first, and that I do not have to please people because they wont be in my life longer than God will be. It doesn’t matter, everything is useless without God. (Ecclesiastes 1:2 “meaningless, meaningless, everything is meaningless.)

[@karissabaughman6496]

Sooo, I’ve been listening to you for at least a couple months and have just been a silent listener, never commenting, mainly because I didn’t think it would matter or be heard. But after hearing this, I now understand that maybe it does matter… because you need encouragement. (Everyone does.) So… from my perspective, I’ve seen you teach biblical principles that aren’t easy. You’ve tackled some hot button topics head on, boldly… stuff that other teachers might shy away from speaking on. I actually wanted to comment on how impressed I was to hear you speak on love in the podcast you did a few weeks ago, “A Friend Who Knows A Friend.” When you talked about what love REALLY is, you hit the nail on the head… the Lord has been teaching me about love, in particular, for the past five years. Their was a lot of wisdom, maturity, understanding, and truth in what you said about loving God and others. It was refreshing to hear that what the Lord taught you, is the same thing he taught me… meaning we’re on the right track. This is long, but I’d encourage you to not give up. To have grit. To refuse to become angry/bitter with people and to love them with all compassion and mercy by God’s help. He WILL help you love them if you let Him. Additionally, nobody is perfect, we’re all growing. People may be quick to point out your faults, but you be quick to love. “…for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, and all are justified freely by his grace through the redemption that came by Christ Jesus.” Romans 3:23 “You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you so that you might go and bear fruit-fruit that will last-and so that whatever you ask in my name the Father will give you. This is my command: Love each other.” John‬ ‭15:16-17‬

[@Moham_07]

“So why do you condemn another believer? Why do you look down on another believer? Remember, we will all stand before the judgment seat of God. For the Scriptures say, “‘As surely as I live,’ says the Lord, ‘every knee will bend to me, and every tongue will declare allegiance to God.’” Yes, each of us will give a personal account to God. So let’s stop condemning each other. Decide instead to live in such a way that you will not cause another believer to stumble and fall.” ‭‭Romans‬ ‭14‬:‭10‬-‭13‬ ‭NLT‬‬ We all aren’t perfect and we all stumble. Show love and give grace and help pick each other up when we fall.

[@angelabacatano6323]

Hey girl! Just listened to this episode like literally right now and I just want to tell you that I appreciate your vulnerability, and to also let you know that I struggle with the same thing too, about getting validation from men and stuff, especially when you said that God is filling your cup but it feels like there are holes in it, I can relate. I praise God that He's using you on this platform. You're in my prayers Emy girl, persevering with u.

[@underatedSokka]

Emy you're doing so great. I felt God lead me to this podcast and I love and respect your honesty. The Holy Spirit is using you in such a unique amazing way. He definitely showed me through you it's okay to be vulnerable and not seem to have everything together all the time. Keep going your obedience will come with its own reward. Thanks again 🙂

[@monicarenee.__]

this podcast had me washing dishes while crying😂🥲 much needed like always! 🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@jesussavesall8454]

Emyy, even Jesus had people that disqualified, judged and challenged everything He did - aka the Pharisees. -The Disciples didn't have it all together, Jesus taught them along the way. Like you said Sanctification is a Process. May God give you the strength and peace to endure through and to His will and way. May He show which comments are constructive and to consider while which ones are judgement and to ignore then pray for. We love and appreciate you sis❤❤

[@madisun7870]

Awww Emyyy, I love you. I feel like we are best friends for realll, and you are sooo LED by the spirit of the living God. Do not listen to the haterssss ‼️‼️‼️ You’re valuable, and you are a wonderful ❤️ Ephesians 2:10 ❤️❤️❤️

[@user-qh9vp3cv5o]

Emmy God will tell you what to do when he knows you’re ready I’ve been with Christ for 2 years and I’m just now feeling gross and bad about cussing and starting to stop and still slip up but not intentionally it’s a bad bad habit! Just pray girl you’re not on anyone else time you’re on your time because as you change God puts it heavy on your heart and reveals the things that no longer serve you just listen to him and you’re beautiful you have given me confidence to find a man of God and stop settling so you better not ever give up girl you deserve true love just pray about it

[@debmwana3555]

Amen this ministry has positively affected my life in so many ways ❤️ in ways I couldn’t even imagine

[@marleybrites4457]

Completely see what you’re saying. It’s important that our brothers and sisters lovingly share and rebuke us.. it’s hard to receive it. I often go into defence mode when my husband says something convicting to me.. like you said if it’s petty / salty take it with the grain sis but there will be times where someone will eventually share genuine concerns as we go.. we aren’t perfect (never will be) but if we’re unaware of things and our fellow people in Christ bring it to light it’s good to receive it.. to humble ourselves and grow from it. Much love -

[@RPDec20]

Her fan's not spinning. This video really is special.

[@asherabeckford5237]

I will praying for you, God loves you Emmy. God will see you through ignore the haters

[@HeLeftThe99]

Keep your eyes on Jesus, sister. Sending you love and prayers. 🙏🏼

[@3RINN_06]

We get you Em💖and we’re all here to help you! Yk we praying for you🙏🏾 nd I just wanna say that knowing I have a teacher that isn’t scared to show humility makes you even more trustworthy and qualified in ur position! But it don’t matter what we say positive or neg but what the father says abt u! KEEP YOUR EYES FOCUSED ON GOD. He’s the Awnser to every problem. Take out every weed and distraction so that your wheat can grow. Just stay focused and be still, take a breather, and ask God what he wants you to learn thru this. Just a bump in the road girl, let it be a footstool to the next level! We luv you sm and thank u for being a vessel💙✝️💙✝️

[@cerenasejour]

Emy I love how vulnerable you are and I truly love how God is using you I’ve literally sent all my friends your channel because the way you speak and execute your words I can see God is truly using you🦋

[@chrislynmccloud8895]

I am so proud of you for pouring your heart out like this! I've watched all your videos and been blessed by each and every one of them. I appreciate you and pray for you that God just continues to keep you. I know where you are at and have been there as well as far as growing in Christ because like you said sanctification takes time. It really does! God has got you and will continue to keep you! Life takes time period and there are things that I've grown through myself. Keep going baby girl and I appreciate the transparency! I don't worry about you because you are in God's hands! I love you!

[@briannasanchez3847]

Speaking so much truth!

[@ZoeBennae]

I’m glad you posted it. Period.

[@user-ie9gd3rc2u]

Emmy please do not ever stop! This podcast literally brought me to God and completely saved me. I can’t find anyone that speaks to me the way you do, I listen to you every night even if I’m rewatching it for the 5th time lol. You have such a soft and inviting presence about you, I relate to your testimony so much. Babe you are still in the process, they aren’t any better than you. Please only listen to God! This one made me cry and pray for you! I love you girl❤you can do this, please never give up!

[@Kayfr2888]

so proud if you bae, God loves and sees you, im always praying for you ❤️

[@rociocartes]

I know this is an old video but I’m just watching it now. Everyone has different convictions from the Lord in HIS timing. People being hella judgemental need to take a look in the mirror, cause there’s FOR SURE something they need conviction of themselves, that hasn’t come yet. We love and support you. Your journey with the Lord is YOURS. Nobody else. God judges the heart. ❤️

[@ShawnieSon1]

I have been looking for believers to follow to help replace the things im used to. I love podcasts and hearing people have real conversations about this life. This is the first video of yours I’m listening to and I am in LOVE. I connected so much to the things you were saying and I’m so inspired by you. Thank you for being so open and real, I feel that we need more talks like this and to be real about how difficult this walk can be, the need for grace and the space to grow. Love ya girl!

[@emrollsss]

Amen!! Thank you for creating this Podcast and this episode specifically, been battling the hurt from Church and it made me feel alone but this episode just comforted me and made me feel sad at the same time, this really is a fallen world. Praying for you! I knew this was not an accident when I bumped into this Podcast. You are qualified because God qualified you, no amount of people can disqualify you and I pray that things will get better soon. love lots!

[@Emily784]

We love you Emy 🥺❤ WE love you and God loves you. You're in our prayers

[@cheyennenisley601]

Emy I love u and am praying for u♥️♥️ I so appreciate ur honesty GBY

[@dlk2188]

My love ❤ I’m so sorry 💔 wow, what can I say. I wanna say thank you for being so vulnerable on here. You don’t know how refreshing it is to see a Christian on social media that is so transparent with their struggles and the true struggle of having God’s spirit in our earthly bodies and fighting this very real battle. Thank you and thank God 1000x. I’m so sorry for all that has happened to you online but I want you to know that this video? I can feel a breakthrough through this. And this video is God’s restoration from what happened to you online. It’s His silver lining. Because this video helped me SO much and gave me so much relief as I relate to what you said towards the end so much, and I’ve only ever heard Christian KZbinrs talk about these issues in the past tense, before they were saved. I rarely hear of the progress and the real raw emotion of what it’s like to go through this from someone else walking in Christ and showing it online. So thank you for your bravery, it’s truly The Holy Spirits work

[@meathys4814]

I'm so sorry you going through this but as you said God is pleased with my progression not my perfection 🤍I love you and you annointed by God and you've been such a inspiration for me and I thank you for leading me deeper in Christ.God is truly working through you, so DO NOT GIVE UP❤️❤️

[@linalingling]

Im so proud of you! What youre feeling is the fire process of being refined. It hurts to learn the things that we will be helping teach others. You see the brokenness in the church by experiencing it first hand but guard your heart. You are doing AMAZING!!!! Keep going and pushing 🔥🔥🔥

[@marleybrites4457]

I’m not qualified to teach and share on marriage, and gentle parenting.. sanctification is a process indeed! And we can’t talk and teach on all the things.. and that’s ok! You’re amazing

[@melissaaponte9341]

No judgment I love you my sister in Christ. Gods timing is perfect. Guard your eyes and ears which are the entry point to the mind(you) if you hear it you feel it (heart) and it’s in you (Soul). The enemy(satin) is using this to his advantage what you listen to and what you see to find a way in how ever small it is to plant the seed of Doubt and confusion, that spreads and thinking it you start feeling that your not good enough But you’re where you are suppose to be! His plan His timing. You have to be the vessel ready to receive. Weather the storm and pray for those that are causing you turmoil. Let go and let God. You are a child of God beautifully and perfectly made. You are blessed. You are smart, strong, brave. Let Him guide you listen to HIM and him alone and quite the background noise don’t pay it no mind don’t give it your time! Amen I pray that God continues to bless you in the unimaginable ways that only HE can do. 🤗🤗🤗

[@ariannamclean8398]

I literally wrote a whole thing and it’s vanished. But! I love that your on here speaking yours and God’s truth, this is real, you’re real and He allowed you to be. Your progress and journey is between you and Him, shame on those who feel the need to interfere and wrongly accuse or condemn. May God show them mercy..Living in His walk is not easy & only those close enough would understand that (non-condescendingly) so you keep going. Trust that the mature, wise and graceful individuals will understand when and how to use discernment when listening, otherwise they’re looking to you for only what God can provide🤷🏽‍♀️ so go ahead girl! and this one hit for the emotional, yet strong courageous girlies- keep going! Know I stand with you babe🫶🏾

[@kashahartz345]

We love you ❤️❤️❤️ the enemy is attacking you because you are bringing ppl closer to Jesus

[@maganwinston]

Emy, the people of the church are trying to get to the same place you are, Heaven. I think they are new Christians honestly or ones who haven’t gathered enough knowledge because I do that sometimes and I’m 12, but I don’t go onto people’s platforms and put them down. But this video has changed my perspective. People think that when you get saved, it’s time for perfect living. But in reality some people in Christ are 60 and still are learning God. Nobody is perfect and neither do they have to be. It’s crazy that the church’s expectations of you are higher than God’s expectations of you. Follow God Emy, and I know you will.💗

[@ashleymartin5357]

I love you so much and I thank you for making this podcast when first came on here I saw you and Malik do one I just loved it so I started from the beginning I started to love it everyday and get to know you are and so beautiful and powerful

[@nokuthulamthimkhulu8008]

People will always talk, you're doing good or bad, just stick to what you're called for, yes it hurts stay true to who you are i'm glad you vented to help heal the pain,i appreciate your work, may God continue to use you immensely ❤❤❤❤

[@mamhunzeapphia7661]

You're doing great sweetie 😭😭❤️

[@BryannaGordin99]

one thing i’ve had to learn is that more blessings come with more responsibilities edit: it’s literally so crazy that people are condemning you so much when everyone’s walk is different and it’s something that’s between them and God. also no one is sinless like what the heck! like you said this is is a process. and i joke you not, your podcast and your public sin and upbringing and vulnerability made you SO freaking relatable and made me feel not so alone. you made me feel normal when I was fighting a perfectionist spirit. Love you Emy🤍

[@aliquintana3652]

Im sorry you went through that I hope everything gets suitated and you come out stronger from this 🙏 remember theres always a rainbow after the storm .. you should go back and listen to your videos “God will wokt it out” Ep 10 .. sometimes we need a reminder.. I’m currently listening to it and you talk about church hurt

[@babsmohler933]

No lie i love the way you dress!!!!

[@yarexysanroman9298]

Ur so real

[@akenleo15]

Emmy I just want you to know that you are on the right path. God is doing a beautiful work in you and even though I'm not in your position, I feel for you. My mum has always said that people will disappoint you, but God never will. He loves you so much and will provide you with the resilience that you need to continue on this journey. I pray that He is provides you with encouragement and all encompassing peace. I pray that He seals your cup so that your spirit does not run dry. When it comes to your father, I pray that you take your concerns to God and He shows you that He is the ULTIMATE father, always willing to comfort you, shower you in his love, uplift you and be there for you. In time, you will find in Him, all that your heart is yearning for. I pray that those who are saying hateful and harmful things learn how to operate in love because that is how Jesus operates. Sending you love and the biggest hug today

[@nasticachirica9631]

I think a lot of people are looking for a perfect leader but the truth is, only Jesus is the perfect leader. And there are leaders who are "perfect" but then tend to be prideful and boast. ONLY JESUS IS PERFECT. I pray God will lead you, teach you and guide you, Emy. May you continue to be a humble follower of Christ and may His Will fulfill for your life!! Life with God is not a religion where you have to follow each rule to be perfect but to have Jesus' blood cover you because only HE is perfect and only HIS BLOOD IS PERFECT. "Above all, put on love" !!!

[@briannau.9492]

My church isn’t the best but I’m staying because I want to be the change I see for the new converts comin in

[@SAMSONALEXANDERR]

keep it a bucckkkkkk!!!!!!

[@SAMSONALEXANDERR]

bit late but God has got it

[@angelasantiago7797]

If God has called you to it then he will get you through it . If you’re called to do this then you’re called to do it. God wants to use you and the devil hates you. He hates what God wants you to do. God wants you to do whatever he has called you to do. And you have to trust that God has the final say and the real people who God has really placed by your side. That’s all you need. No one is perfect but ask God what you are missing. What is it that you’re doing or not doing. And it’s all about your testimony and your calling 🙏 you don’t have to be perfect babygirl. You just have to say yes.

[@purplegirl91]

❤

[@Breanna73737]

WHO'S MORE SANCTIFIED? Emy you're so right. There are a lot of Christians who, instead of uplifting and encouraging each other, become like the three wise men who came to Job and the people who brought the adulterous woman to Jesus. They really need to do some introspection to find out what spirit they're operating out of, because it's definitely not the Holy Spirit. Ezikiel34:18 -20 Is it not enough for you to feed on the good pasture? Must you also trample the rest of the pasture with your feet? Is it not enough for you to drink the clear waters? Must you also muddy the rest with your feet? 19Why must My flock feed on what your feet have trampled, and drink what your feet have muddied?’ 20Therefore this is what the Lord GOD says to them: ‘Behold, I Myself will judge between the fat sheep and the lean sheep.

[@user-pe7gz1sw2v]

the devil will use christians people of the church to stop you from reaching your purpose if God says yes nobody can so no god put you here so nobody can remove you somtimes its hard to believe it i am stil working on that to remember that god is with you love 🥰❤❤

[@butusinamaria6004]

‭Colossians 2:16-17 NLT‬ So don’t let anyone condemn you for what you eat or drink, or for not celebrating certain holy days or new moon ceremonies or Sabbaths. For these rules are only shadows of the reality yet to come. And Christ himself is that reality.

[@brycearnold5232]

34:00 ❤ 40:30

[@kalebguindy]

❤❤❤ love you Emy

[@eryionwilliams3687]

If its one thing people will do, it’s put their convictions on you. You may not be convicted by listening to secular music and you may never be. Some people are convicted about wearing jewelry, but that’s between them and God. It doesn’t make you any less Christian than the next person. When you’re connected with God, it’s about relationship and not religiosity and legalism. Some people just don’t get that which is sad because it can turn a lot of people away from a relationship so full of love and grace 20:08

[@tessayjokozela7481]

Hey Emmy if you don't mind could you please link your podcasting equipment?

[@Coley_m]

14:13 As you said in the podcast before which was I know a friend who knows a friend, it’s not them talking, it’s the devil through them and honestly I’d say when you get such hate comments that you should preach more because the devil has his own agendas and let’s say many more people were supposed to be saved through your podcasts and you listened to the hate comments and stopped, that would’ve meant that the devil would’ve succeeded in what he wanted to do

[@alejandrarivera1334]

Maybe you won't read the comments after everything you're going through, but please read what I have to say. You came into my life as a gift from God, a tool to "fight my daily battles." Someday, you said: "This podcast is not for the faint-hearted but for those who are aware and ready for the daily war we face." As you said, this podcast is "for and by" God. It doesn't surprise me that there are people so reckless and with such poisoned hearts, but my dear, keep fighting the good fight. This race is for the brave, and just as in the times of Paul, we too must strive to the best of our ability. I will pray for you, and I bless your life in the name of Jesus because you are His instrument and have a tremendous impact on the lives of those of us who have eyes and ears to see and hear through God and not our human reasoning. I love you in God. From Colombia. Att: Aleja, another daughter with open wounds, letting herself be healed by the Doctor of Hearts.

[@milca712]

Watch out for wolves in sheep’s clothing. A lot of these people come at you after comparing themselves with you and then proceeding with basically attacking you. If they « get to you », they can probably say to themselves : « See, she or he is not better than me! ». Once again, let’s watch out for wolves in sheep’s clothing. Let’s not let them un qualify us or distract us in any way. I’m not trying to disqualify these people in return because we can all change for the better so extending grace is important. May God help us with this. Amen.