I tried to keep a diary To let it out away from me Maybe I should've burned your memory Instead I let it ruin me You see Watching the moon I feel its pain Idyllic but cold inside Eating my soul you're shattering, I love you boy You were my sin so hard to hide But I'll promise than from now on You're gone It's been a while since you and me Have shared a real memory You see I feel the need, quietly To have you here close to me Maybe Watching the moon I feel its pain Idyllic but cold inside Eating my soul you're shattering, I love you boy You were my sin so hard to hide But I'll promise that from now on You're gone All I remember Cold like December She cries on the sofa Still wating for him to call her But she shouldn't notice It was only August The cold that she felt wasn't from the weather Was from his poison