Autoheart - Agoraphobia (Official Music Video)

[@PJsFirstChannel]

His voice has such a range and he controls it, seemingly, with little effort.

[@AutoheartOfficial]

We really appreciate the support, thank you :)

[@RedstarIsHere]

I know it's been almost 8 years since this song and album were released, but I just found it last year during possibly the worst year of my and many other's lives. I rented a cabin up north and, on the first day, I woke up early to catch the sunrise and went out to the private dock. I looked out at the immense lake blanketed by a thick layer of fog and listened to the world wake up for a bit. I then put on my Spotify recommended playlist and heard this for the first time and cried harder than I have ever cried in my life. All of the past year's woes and turmoil welled up inside me and all came flowing out at once. Nothing has ever felt more cleansing than that moment in time. This song will forever have a sacred place in my heart.

[@natemcnate9699]

Your welcome

[@RedstarIsHere]

I know it's been almost 8 years since this song and album were released, but I just found it last year during possibly the worst year of my and many other's lives. I rented a cabin up north and, on the first day, I woke up early to catch the sunrise and went out to the private dock. I looked out at the immense lake blanketed by a thick layer of fog and listened to the world wake up for a bit. I then put on my Spotify recommended playlist and heard this for the first time and cried harder than I have ever cried in my life. All of the past year's woes and turmoil welled up inside me and all came flowing out at once. Nothing has ever felt more cleansing than that moment in time. This song will forever have a sacred place in my heart.

[@stitchgor3]

I’m glad you had a nice time, man.:)

[@Apollo9898LP]

"...It's just a lack of air supply, that keeps me up at night." Get a C-Pap Machine, king. Sleep apnea is no joke

[@artistry7919]

He's probably talking about having a panic attack and is in denial about it being his agoraphobia. It would make no sense to reference sleep apnea in a music about agoraphobia and the anxiety it brings

[@muddigutz]

@@artistry7919 i think the commenter knows lmao, it's a joke

[@artistry7919]

@@muddigutz Maybe. Still, if he isn't joking, now he knows something new. If he is, I look stupid. Seems like a win-neutral situation to me

[@Apollo9898LP]

@@artistry7919 It was a joke. I've had panic attacks, I know what the song is talking about

[@LewdPromise]

I developed agoraphobia back in September after I had a series of horrific panic attacks for the entire summer. I went through a very traumatic experience with my boyfriend and it ended up messing up my hormone and chemical balance I do believe . It was.. hard. And in September I started to isolate and change . I couldn’t go 3 minutes away from my home for months . But in January I finally did it . I made it all the way to town and stayed at my friends house because of endless support. It may only by 7 minutes from my home but it is extreme growth for me. In October I couldn’t even sit in the car in my own driveway. Being away from my home or in a vehicle was terrifying . I couldn’t eat, I showered 3 times a day to quell my panic attacks.I would vomit and cry and scream and I felt like I was absolutely losing my mind. I started to have dreams of going for road-trips and to the store and I’d wake up immediately in a panic attack . It was getting so bad that the moment I woke up I was hyperventilating and crying . Sleep was my one and only escape for 2 months . I would watch the world pass me by as everything changed around me. Being alone was horrifying , I called he ambulance multiple times because I thought I was dying. I suffer with hypochondria as well. The thought of having to leave this house and go into the world was simply too much. I was told I had to move out soon because my boyfriends parents didn’t want us here anymore.. they wanted us to spread our wings and become independent…it was absolutely horrific. But I had enough.. I forced myself into the passenger seat and I started taking drives a mile away from home until I could start going farther. Now I go to the store and hang out for hours at my friends house . We’re even about to move into our own apartment in a week . Growth is long , hard, and painful but it is worth it . This life does not come easy , god will not help those who are not willing to help themselves .. that’s what my Dad believes. So I decided to lace up my boots and take this world head on.

[@bankos10]

I remember when you guys recorded the demo for this at the studio I worked at in Shoreditch (BFS) in 2009, have spent 5 years waiting for it to be released so I could hear it properly. Amazing. One of my favourite songs. Brings back amazing memories of my time there. Hope you guys are enjoying the success

[@AutoheartOfficial]

Hi Stepehen - Ah, yes we remember BFS well and you were very patient with us. When did the studio shut down? Such a shame, as we loved recording vocals there. Hope you are well! x

[@charsismith5752]

6 years ago and spotify just now puts this on the hot indie list this song was before its time

[@murad6731]

If you gave me all the money, I would buy such ordinary things like TV magazines and coffee beans I have such simple needs. Tried on 13 different pairs of shoes and not one made me want to leave this blessed house of mine That’s just fine I really don’t want to go anywhere I don’t really want to go anywhere I don’t really want to go anywhere I am dented by the skies they keep me up at night And it’s not agoraphobia, it’s just a lack of air supply That keeps me up at night I know I’m getting older but I’m told that I’m not momentarily out of my mind. Don’t need to be hospitalized to make me realise that I’ve got a problem No I haven’t Let me be I really don’t want to go anywhere I don’t really want to go anywhere I don’t really want to go anywhere I am dented by the skies they keep me up at night And it’s not agoraphobia, it’s just a lack of air supply That keeps me up at night I know I’m getting older but I’m told that I’m not momentarily out of my- I don’t really want to go anywhere I don’t really want to go anywhere I don’t really want to go anywhere I don’t really want to go anywhere I don’t really want to go anywhere (I will not go) I don’t really want to go anywhere (I will not go) I don’t really want to go anywhere (I will not go) I don’t really want to go anywhere I am dented by the skies they keep me up at night And it’s not agoraphobia, it’s just a lack of air supply that keeps me up at night I know I’m getting older but I’m told that I’m not momentarily out of my mind.

[@bard_alacray]

Murad Madridista thank you

[@lolasparks275]

thanks!!!

[@hamkyo07]

Thanks !!!

[@asanoodle1164]

these lyrics are amazing in capturing the feelings of agoraphobia. thanks for the lyrics

[@andybodies]

Be blessed in the house of yours

[@TwitchyMoth]

Agoraphobia is toxic. But this video realy helps a bit. I listen to is always when I'm on my way to school. It helps me calm down

[@andeggbreaks]

Best wishes

[@icecreamtruck2993]

Peace to us.

[@dipplink1814]

I hope you're doing better now

[@flwrfan1752]

@ Noel The Tree-Hope you are doing well.I have it too.

[@TwitchyMoth]

@@flwrfan1752 Honestly it gets better. I still struggle to go outside and panic in newer spaces. But I finally look forward to doing stuff with people outside and living.

[@cookiewess3001]

Oh my gosh that voice

[@s1rdaddy]

+Cookie Wess haha ikr

[@pixelfish3395]

Truly beautiful.

[@Ooherenren]

»Lyrics« [Verse 1] If you gave me all the money I would buy such ordinary Things like TV magazines and coffee beans I have such simple needs [Verse 2] Tried on 13 different pairs of Shoes and not one made me want to Leave this blessèd house of mine That’s just fine [Hook] I really don’t want to go anywhere I don’t really want to go anywhere I don’t really want to go anywhere [Chorus] I am dented by the skies They keep me up at night And it’s not agoraphobia It’s just a lack of air supply That keeps me up at night I know I’m getting older But I’m told that I’m not Momentarily out of my mind [Verse 3] Don’t need to be hospitalized To make me realize that I’ve Got a problem, no I haven’t Let me be [Hook] I really don’t want to go anywhere (to go anywhere) I don’t really want to go anywhere (I don’t really want to go anywhere) I don’t really want to go anywhere [Chorus] I am dented by the skies They keep me up at night And it’s not agoraphobia It’s just a lack of air supply That keeps me up at night I know I’m getting older But I’m told that I’m not Momentarily out of my- [Hook] I don’t really want to go anywhere I don’t really want to go anywhere I don’t really want to go anywhere I don’t really want to go anywhere I don’t really want to go anywhere (I will not go) I don’t really want to go anywhere (I will not go) I don’t really want to go anywhere (I will not go) I don’t really want to go anywhere [Chorus] I am dented by the skies They keep me up at night And it’s not agoraphobia It’s just a lack of air supply That keeps me up at night I know I’m getting older But I’m told that I’m not Momentarily out of my mind

[@mswolfie3136]

Eren Pastel thank you for the lyrics 😊

[@lolasparks275]

thank you!!

[@heyyitsnickfam]

btw it’s scars not skies! :)

[@OutlawMantis]

@@heyyitsnickfam No, it's skies. You misinterpreted the meaning of it.

[@leekc2998]

As someone who never goes outside casually, and stays inside for months on end, This song hit hard. Wanting to cover this song also gave me the motivation and confidence to get back into music and I can't thank you all enough.

[@1gnore_me.]

This song is amazing. I've never heard agoraphobia personified so well through music before. Thank you

[@AutoheartOfficial]

Gawd bless Mr Fry!

[@shadow_shine3578]

Your amazing

[@dttplm]

Your songs calm me down, no idea why but I'm not complaining

[@michaelaradke1987]

His voice so so amazing. It literally brought me to tears.

[@Colourfullauriecake]

Hi there. I'm very curious, what was the inspiration for this song? Was it your own personal experience? I suffer from agoraphobia and I find this song very touching. Thank you for making me feel less alone :)

[@laser_detxx]

Colourfullauriecake same 😔

[@joeybanuelos]

Your voice pierces my soul.

[@zhengsor]

Moscow & Agoraphobia are definitely the best of the album! I also like The Witching Hour. Hope you guys will make a nice MV for it!

[@jasonbezuidenhout968]

Heard this on spotify and they actually recommended something good for a change. Grateful for the work you guys do it's really beautiful

[@navaehw.2750]

1:18 that kid looked so happy when he saw the bunny head 😂

[@vegartotland6752]

made my day

[@rickiy1233]

it's not agoraphobia it's just a lack of air supply that keeps me up at night ❤

[@christine7521]

I just want to sit in a train with my headphones on and play this throughout the journey This also sorta reminds me of the train ride from Narita to Ikebukuro when I was in Tokyo On a side note, the video also reminds me of those evil carnival bunnies you shoot in Silent Hill

[@eebyab_5407]

you guys ever have that moment when you look up a thing and you realize 'wait this is a thing and i'm not the only one? what?' i just had that plus ten or so

[@hjue44]

This is my favorite song from you. I would write out a paragraph, could turn into an essay if i'm being honest, but that wouldnt do it justice. This is perfect in every way for me. Thank you so, so much for this experience

[@KrazyEngima]

Dear god you just touched my soul.. I’m in tears ❤️

[@AutoheartOfficial]

don't cry!

[@Americanogig]

You GUYS! This is *wipes tear* amazing. *Faints* *Dies*

[@NoName-rf3rn]

The way his voice pulls you and pulls you through waves of emotion is amazing

[@sassyunachievablemitchell9524]

I've just found this band, I've been lonely for so many years but it's nice to find the small things that make people like me smile, so from me and others like me, thank you for existing

[@IAmTheFerociousFury]

I'm thankful for the fact I heard you here on KZbin and later rediscovered you because I heard this song on a Spotify playlist. This song really gives me chills in how it repeats the feeling "I don't really wanna go anywhere"- when my anxiety hits and can't even look out my windows, that weird pang that hits and forces your body to be like a deer looking into headlights when you dare to think of going outside. Thank you for making this, it gives me comfort. I hope someday I can work to be better at overcoming my agoraphobia.

[@AutoheartOfficial]

Thank you! Don't suppose you're in London? We're selling 200 signed CDs at our Hoxton bar & kitchen show on Sat 20th July. If not, message us on facebook or twitter and we'll try sort something!

[@w6263]

what was most noticeable throughout the video besides you bugs!....that the people around you didn't bat an eyelid. Cutest moment when the kid came towards you. people have so stopped taking an interest in the world around them. Even when a person wearing a rabbit head walks through the streets..! Good video. Cute bugs! X

[@frodobeutlin9151]

I stumbled over autoheart a few months ago and i immediatly fell in love with the music. Check them out!

[@tregiskey]

Fuck - that is amazing, I"didn't want to go anywhere" for about 5 years, you must have felt the same to hit the spot so well!!! Thanks love it xxx

[@hannahfaith4962]

Ive been listening to this song practically on repeat because it helps me calm down. I didnt realize until now that it came out 7 freaking years ago. Funny how life gives you things in times when you need them.

[@DanielArzola]

I'm in love whith your music, hugs from Venezuela.

[@ianabroad]

I can't believe that I only just heard this song today. Poor me , poor world. An amazing piece of music, vocals and arrangement. So appropriate for these times too. Excellent.

[@Zirendarilful]

When Autoheart becomes the next Coldplay (Am I the only one who sees a resemblance between the rabbit and the elephant?) I'll brag to everyone how I was their fan since 2011.

[@disgruntledtoad2585]

i have harm and contamination ocd and i can’t leave my house as i’m convinced something terrible will happen if i do. this song encapsulates that perfectly.

[@kelpstorm]

i think this is honestly one of my favourite songs that i have ever heard. its just _beautiful_ every time i listen to it i just wanna play it over and over again. and then i have to stop myself from doing that cuz i know id just get sick of it, and i couldnt bare to ruin this song for myself :P you guys really outdid yourself with this one. genuinely gorgeous to listen to. (and your vocal control is _amazing_ )

[@RICKANDDIANNE]

Wonderful. In love with this voice. Tears to my eyes. Thanks for sharing.

[@katie3740]

Jody, you sing like an angel. You've got such a gift.

[@satmar_4226]

Just started getting into your music and I've really liked it. I think this song is a new favourite of my the vocals are great in this.

[@AutoheartOfficial]

thank you! it's still one of our faves to play...

[@JakubMcJabbo]

This one is special.

[@martapalagyi980]

Ive never heard a song this special. Thank you for this

[@mika3ra]

Beautiful song, beautiful lyrics, beautiful voices, and a beautiful melody

[@vlmelo1]

Utterly and completely in love with the band.

[@nyssalynn5216]

Yall are my absolute favorite band. I am in love with your work. It speaks to my soul

[@rouenpucelle]

Wonderful voice, wonderful lyrics, wonderful song, wonderful video.

[@g0thicghost]

i love this song it’s been in my head for months i swear-

[@zulaisamoose]

this song is gorgeous this band is so underrated thank you so much omg

[@bossboi2544]

The kid waddling his way towards him has gotta be one of the cutest things ever.

[@dude210]

oh this is... so amazing

[@MilkyGlass00]

Beautiful....... This needs more views.....

[@Swaffles23]

Still listening after all those years ❤

[@tolasian9793]

You guys are so good... idk I want you guys to continue songs... its so sad... I feel like so much people should know about you guys... I love you and hope people start catching on, you're so talented.... keep it up...

[@Jethro-m6o]

I discovered this band like 20 minutes ago and I'm literally crying. These vocals were carved out by Michelangelo himself, and the instruments were made in the breaths of angels. If ever there were a verse that God sang, it was wrote by Autoheart.

[@Nightswarmer]

Yeah, I don't have agoraphobia, either.. But listening to this, while chilling in my apartment that I've barely left for the past two years and thinking that maybe it's okay if the world doesn't open just yet.. xD

[@xgcx]

This is WONDERFUL.

[@v4mpyy.]

Omg this voice is so amazing.. Literally how can a voice be this beautiful 🥺

[@anud9459]

Such a beautiful song !!!

[@igorsutak]

really, really good song...looking forward to your album

[@trishasandgren9840]

i am obsessed with you guys. best thing I've come across im a long time

[@VlogDinMersVLOGromania]

This band it's sooo underrated ! Check them out guys.... #Autoheart

[@brandonharris9160]

Underrated artist and release, this should have views in the millions

[@Masykification]

Still loving this 5 years later

[@Damal_]

im here from a fanfic its pretty good and I love the song!

[@katieleya2401]

Which fanfic?

[@Damal_]

@@katieleya2401 uhh I cant remember its been a year sorry :(

[@meepersgobeepers]

Everyone staring adds to the song so much for me, you feel like you're already fighting so hard to be in public and suddenly you can feel everyone staring at you and whispering about you, it's horrifying and makes you want to go inside again

[@NeBBeN22]

wonderful melody, beautiful voice

[@xolondon]

LOVE

[@MirrMirr242]

this song omg i really love it and autoheart.

[@jscott4158]

I just found this amazing song and now I can't help loving it so much!

[@karabirb]

only just found this song this year, it hits way harder in 2022 than I can ever imagine it would have back in 2013. Absolutely fantastic song

[@victoralves7648]

Omg, this is amazing, how i never heard this before? Thanks Saint Spotify for let me know this 💙 I already love you 🙌 Kisses from Rio de Janeiro!

[@Tbear995]

I still listen to this :)

[@stitchgor3]

I really want to learn to sing this song, and once I get a guitar play it :) I’ve came back to ur music after almost a years break and I’m glad I still love it lol! Been a fan for 4 years now!

[@SabirAbdulhasanzade]

I find myself.. Soo amazing musicians !

[@beebread2079]

This is in my top 3 songs by you guys

[@amparoohoo3532]

This is my anthem.

[@karlamonse]

I'm loving you so much...can't stop playing your music! :)

[@el10leo]

This is so beautiful.

[@shea4027]

this song is definitely in my top 5. its funny because i can connect to literally every song by autoheart in one or more ways. my favorite band

[@mic6412]

okay, so this is where I heard you guys from!! I found this song one day on soundcloud and found another song of yours on youtube and I was like ,, This sounds familiar ! I l love the cinematography in this video . Hope you guys keep it up

[@hannahng6853]

I don’t have acrophobia, but I just found this song a day ago, and I’ve been listening to it none stop. Don’t know why, but it never gets old.

[@carolinaarce5435]

amándo ésta canción desde México ❤❤❤ los amo!!!

[@chaoticchild6897]

Who else here thinks Autoheart is very Underrated?

[@june3bug]

I love this song so much

[@P0l2]

Hello from Thailand! I love your music. :)

[@fionadooley2437]

I feel like this song was plucked right out of my soul

[@moongibbous180]

안녕, 난 이걸 새벽 4시네 듣고있는데 시간대랑 잘 어울려서 듣기 좋아.. 보컬 목소리는 꼭 한국의 판소리가 생각나기도하네 시김새라고 있거든, 시김새 중에 떨림이 생각나. 사실 번역기를 사용해서 영어로 쓰고 싶었는데, 위의 판소리 부분이 어떻게 번역될지 몰라서 그냥 포기했어. 아무튼 노래 좋다고. 요즘 맨날 새벽 4시까지 깨어있는데 자주 들을게. I love your misic^▽^)9

[@AutoheartOfficial]

때로는 한밤중에 일어나 KZbin에서 음악을 찾습니다. 또는 SimCity lol을 재생하십시오. 우리를 발견하게되어 기쁘다! 우리는 음악을 만드는 것을 좋아합니다 xbjc

[@moongibbous180]

@@AutoheartOfficial I hope you understand if the sentence is awkward because it's a translator. Actually, I was still listening to Autoheart's songs. I am happy to know your music, too.

[@AutoheartOfficial]

it's not awkward! translators are great!

[@justDavidThanks]

Idk why it took me so long to find this song but man oh man am I playing this on repeat for a long time

[@TowmaBand]

Utterly stunning. Mark's favourite.

[@averyrist9474]

Anyone here from 2020 thinking we NEED this song as consolation during quarantine?

[@Sofia-jz9hj]

Beautiful, thank you

[@debb0r]

I can relate so much. Beautiful melody ♥

[@PJsFirstChannel]

Great band.

[@gemski500]

❤❤ love you guys

[@whiskeydrawn]

I would love to see you guys on Big Ugly Yellow Couch or La Blogotheque. Better yet, play a show in LA

[@gpabrougham]

I really love this song! And as another commenter mentioned, I would love a physical copy of the album, if available.

[@Mikelzzz83]

Great music guys, a gem in the rough