Back from my Break - Let's talk! (TW: discussing eating disorders)

Hello, my friends! Welcome back! 😊
In this stream, I talk about why I had to step away from KZbin for a bit.
Getting clean after many years of prescription pain pills exposed a lot of internal, emotional struggles; struggles that I'd been masking and avoiding looking at. After recognizing the issue, and addressing it, my recovery today is much more well-rounded, and I'm focusing on ALL areas of my recovery...
Thank you all for listening, for sticking around, for checking in, and for being such amazingly supportive individuals. I appreciate all of you!
Love, light and respect ~ Jay
This stream is created with #PRISMLiveStudio

[@golddustwoman104]

Jason, I can't believe I missed the Live Stream...I really wanted to be there. What I see in you is So Much Resilience and Perseverance! You know the saying "It doesn't matter how many times you fall down, What Matters is How Many Times you Get Back Up" That's what I see in you, that is just so Important and Valuable. You look so Great too! It's just so good to see you again. I think it goes without saying You Absolutely did the Right Thing by stepping away and taking the time to get help. Ya Know, You give out So Much Kindness and Understanding, that's why you have attracted the same kind of people to You. I wish I could beam myself to where you are, and give you the biggest hug🤗💜😗. I'm really proud of You, Until next time...Love You, Jason.

[@heartslove1942]

Gold Dust Woman I agree whole-heartedly. Nicely put. Showing the real struggle helps more than any ideal, easier version we might have imagined for ourselves. Which I think most of us hope for & dream of. But there might be the random person who doesn’t or can’t understand, but but thankfully they seem far away. I’m just so proud of him & all his hard work.

[@candiceyoung8244]

Im sorry i missed the live,,,,and im so happy to see u back again,my friend,,,im sorry u went through that,,i thought of u often, and prayed for u as well,,,u have so much to offer the community, and i know ur helping others by sharing ur journey,,and its so true,all our journeys are going to be different,,,but im just thankful ur back,and btw i watch crimson studios also,i think hes great,,take care sweetie, love to you😘💙❤

[@TheseFourWalls]

Thank you so much for your comment, and your kindness, Candice. I appreciate you so much, my dear, and am nothing but grateful for your warmth and support. Much love in return.

[@candiceyoung8244]

@@TheseFourWalls you're so welcome sweetheart,,,take care,my friend, have a wonderful week 😘❤

[@jenispants]

I'm so sorry I missed this!!! I'm glad to see you back, and so glad to hear from you on what's going on.

[@TheseFourWalls]

That's ok friend, maybe you'll catch the next one. Thank you for all of your support and and your judgement-free kindness. ✌😊💛💪😳

[@jaimereynolds258]

I'm always proud of you no matter what. I understand the not eating. I have used that as a control and punishment many times. Often in life, when you have no control of anything else, it can be refreshing to have that. I'm glad you got help. You're the sweetest person. 🤗❤️

[@TheseFourWalls]

Thank you for commenting, and for being kind and understanding, sweetpea. Much love.

[@sabbithablood5219]

Hi Jason! Well I'm almost caught up with your channel! It's been very enjoyable apart from the obvious male creature that you have been troubled by! The rest of it is terrific as it shows you in the best light! I only wish you all the best for the future!🤗👍👏🙏❤

[@lauriep3547]

Great to see you Jay❗️hang in there .

[@honor2798]

Jason, I am sorry to hear how badly you were doing, I am so proud of you for taking a break and doing what you needed to do to get yourself back on track and to feel better. Sending love ❤️

[@TheseFourWalls]

Thank you, as always, dear friend. Much love and support to you in return. 💛

[@nikkirevasmrplus5313]

Awe missed you. 😫👍🥰🥰🥰

[@TheseFourWalls]

Hope to catch you next time, beautiful!

[@filgood76]

Hey jason, heureux de te voir de retour💪

[@TheseFourWalls]

So happy to be back.; and glad that you all stuck around Thank you, Mon ami. Your support means a lot.