Checking In - Seasonal Depression
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My "Nasty Email" to The Rewired Soul
3:39
I no longer support The Rewired Soul
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My Addiction to Opioids / Percocet.
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@mariadavis3832
@mariadavis3832 Ай бұрын
you look like that guy "Tyler" that does celebrity readings
@_Roasted_Marshmallow
@_Roasted_Marshmallow Ай бұрын
How are you doing now?
@marcuscorralez9219
@marcuscorralez9219 Ай бұрын
I’m on day 2 !
@gerryhill4820
@gerryhill4820 2 ай бұрын
Love ya, man. Hang in there. Good luck with the rest of your journey.
@TheseFourWalls
@TheseFourWalls 2 ай бұрын
Thanks Gerry, that means a lot. You're appreciated. Be well, friend. ✌🏻
@gio1985s
@gio1985s 4 ай бұрын
im day 11 and still feeling it and sleeping like shit...7 years of 60-75mg/day
@spencercox3828
@spencercox3828 5 ай бұрын
Hi any updates
@babycakesweetiepie77
@babycakesweetiepie77 5 ай бұрын
Why does everyone say flu ? Its more like just terror
@user-wf6qr8pc5y
@user-wf6qr8pc5y 7 ай бұрын
Hope you doing good now
@mamashenny8811
@mamashenny8811 7 ай бұрын
Hey… I don’t know if you have the same KZbin but I just wanted to say me and you both. I’ve been clean for 2years and I’m on Suboxone and that’s a REAL bug help. Helps make me feel “normal”
@tomshortstop14
@tomshortstop14 7 ай бұрын
How come you seem so well your first days those are he worst help me!
@marlbat6075
@marlbat6075 7 ай бұрын
i am now going on my opiod withdrawal and gabapentine, its so difficult i really cant survive, what i need to doo?
@leanedoutrecordz1073
@leanedoutrecordz1073 7 ай бұрын
U there
@leanedoutrecordz1073
@leanedoutrecordz1073 7 ай бұрын
Bro u still thete
@leanedoutrecordz1073
@leanedoutrecordz1073 7 ай бұрын
Are you still clean
@leanedoutrecordz1073
@leanedoutrecordz1073 7 ай бұрын
Hey man starting this withdraw today any advice you can give me
@alonzobutler600
@alonzobutler600 7 ай бұрын
I dont know you but I’m proud for you !
@OGmediahub
@OGmediahub 7 ай бұрын
Dude you have no idea what you are talking about as far as gabapentin… You do bot develop dependency of gabapentin ! Many athletes take gaba and epileptic people take gaba. I was on gaba for a month and no symptoms… Suboxone is the devil thats killing everyone…. Dude is completely depressed and just looking for something to blame … 600 mg 3 times a day obviously makes you crazy 🤦‍♂️… Take 18 aspirins daily or 20 ibuprofen daily …. People are something else …. 300 daily or 600 during episodes work magic with zero side effects …
@OGmediahub
@OGmediahub 7 ай бұрын
How could gabapentin makes you addicted if it doesn’t make you high ??? I take it at night for the night sweats otherwise its game over …
@piercedxangel
@piercedxangel 8 ай бұрын
I'm on day 5 of oxycodone withdrawal. I have taken them for over 2 years for back pain from a tractor trailer accident. I literally can't drink water, I feel electricity pulsing through my body & I'm just done. I have been using Klonopin to help me sleep but I feel like they really dont do anything but help with sleep & RLS. I just want it to be over at this point.
@user-zv5bt1we4s
@user-zv5bt1we4s 8 ай бұрын
Hi there please to meet you ...I have a question if you don't mind? Do you get tolerance withdrawals from opiates? Thank you for your videos.
@backbudbonsai
@backbudbonsai 9 ай бұрын
I’m just about to start my attempt at getting clean…….. 17yrs of opiate abuse, at my worst I was gobbling 240mgs of perc 30s a day (some snorting of em too). Then I was on suboxone for 6yrs. I got off subs but quickly relapsed AGAIN with Vicodins…….. and I hate myself for it!!!! My issue is ALL MENTAL! But of course there is some physical dependence too…… I’ve been “dirty” for 4 months now and I’m scared I’m gonna get too deep again!!!! I know this video is 4yrs old, but I hope you have found peace and happiness, we all deserve peace and happiness………. Sometimes I think that I don’t though. Idk……… I am hopeful for the day that I can be normal/happy WITHOUT drugs or drinking!
@monicamorris4212
@monicamorris4212 10 ай бұрын
Tomorrow I'm gonna start day 1 again...had 7 months clean then relapsed for 1 month. Made it to day 3 last week and gave in. Gonna start again tomorrow, my DOC is fetty btw..
@thomasmacgruber6701
@thomasmacgruber6701 10 ай бұрын
I was an opiate addict from 21 to 42. My last couple of months I was taking 15 30mg oxys a day at 40 dollars a pill. Basically my entire paycheck went to pills, juggling the other bills with my wife's pay. My wife gave me a choice. Divorce or rehab. That was 5 years ago. Been on suboxone since, since then we have moved, had a new house built, 3 new cars, vacations, kids are in travel baseball and I lost 90lbs. I know I am bot totally clean but my suboxone treatment has saved my life, marraige and future.
@2000s_Gaming
@2000s_Gaming 7 ай бұрын
I was on multiple roxi 15s, 20s, 10s, and 5s a day. Paying from $5 a pill to $25 a pill on them daily. Never found the 30s to often. I know what ur talking about, I've been on methadone for 7 months now and has saved my life. I've had 2 relapses but I don't really count that. I definitely don't miss spending all that money! I love blowing my money on more fun things lol
@tango-bravo
@tango-bravo 10 ай бұрын
Is it possible to have withdrawal symptoms after taking 15 5mg Percosets over a 15 day period in the wake of surgical recovery?
@xStarblazer
@xStarblazer 10 ай бұрын
Here I am again, afternoon Day 5. Heavy codeine habit, started in 2013 with a handful of withdrawals but never stuck at it. But they seem to always get worse. Not really eaten in 5 days, had 3 bits of toasted bread this whole time. Good amount of water at least. Dry heaving, aching, luckily the migraine/rebound headaches stopped this morning after days, they stopped my in my tracks entirely, even moving my eyes hurt. Cant get comfortable anywhere, can’t focus on anything, not been out at all. Also feel wobbly, like a pathetic lack of energy throughout my body (tbh no food prob doesn’t help) where even walking down stairs or moving from chair to a bed feels like a whole mission. Had the week off work but back Sunday, kinda wanna tempt fate and get something. Just for one day of this vacation to feel semi normal. Honestly that method “worked” in the past, it was always the boredom 7-10+ days out that ruined it. Only thing is I don’t know dealers, you can buy it OTC here (have to some sciencey filtration) and that would mean a 16km cycle to a couple pharmacies who might serve me, with a tyre I bust down to the protective layer so it’s kinda unsafe. I can barely walk room to room, so…yeah. Crazy how the mind works though. I’m genuinely contemplating that as I sit on the floor typing this as I didn’t have the energy to even sit up and just…slid off. I’m such an idiot.
@ShawnTylerMusic
@ShawnTylerMusic 11 ай бұрын
I keep coming back to you, Ryan, and Tim Crawford. How are you man?!
@kingkiller_1001
@kingkiller_1001 11 ай бұрын
Dude it's a chore to watch this video
@TheseFourWalls
@TheseFourWalls 11 ай бұрын
Sorry dude. Guess it's hard to be entertaining when you're coming off drugs. If I ever relapse though, I promise to try harder. ✌🏼
@yourmom2107
@yourmom2107 11 ай бұрын
day 6
@TheseFourWalls
@TheseFourWalls 11 ай бұрын
Massive congratulations, fellow warrior!!! 🙏🏼✌🏼😊
@Simmyfso
@Simmyfso 11 ай бұрын
I relapse multiple times a month but each day I try for better I jus don’t do pills everyday I’ll skip 2 r 3 days here n there I’m aiming for a month clean I just be so bored
@TheseFourWalls
@TheseFourWalls 11 ай бұрын
Good on you for continuing to try for better. Congratulations for every step you take, my friend. No step is too small or unimportant. Be proud of yourself, cuz this stuff is HARD work. 🙏🏼✌🏼
@xStarblazer
@xStarblazer Жыл бұрын
I’m also in this weird spot where I’m on and off, like one day I’ll take loads of loperamide (Imodium), which does actually help, next 2 days nothing, then have work so I take something that morning, then off 2 days so I’ll have nothing the first day, but then panic and take loperamide the next day, and feel 50% at work. And repeat. Coming from 2x a day use it’s a big improvement and not bad, but I wasted a week time off work I had last week messing with a weird loperamide taper where I also used halfway through. I have work tomorrow (Wednesday and Thursday), and I’m likely to break today and get something because I’m feeling withdrawals and worried I’ll wake up in full blown withdrawals, can’t be off work, but I’m away abroad Monday next week for 14 days. So I’m at another crossroads of “do I get enough to survive 14 days and tackle it when I’m back”, or “do I take nothing the couple days before we go, and risk ruining the trip for not only me but wife and kid going into withdrawal or feeling off?” Last thing I wanna do is go through the stress of travelling with a 2 year old when I’m supposed to be excited withdrawing.. I was lucky to have a week off and then 2 weeks off not even a month later, just had to use the time up, and I feel like I ruined it because I was feeling sick overnight and today feel mild withdrawals. Dammit
@finegirl-ko9cx
@finegirl-ko9cx Жыл бұрын
Am here Tuesday 20th June 2023 , I start my tapper date 📅 today ...am on 450mg tramadol, yesterday I was on 600mg , but I decided to start tapper off with 450mg because am not taking it for fun anymore, am about to quite ...anyone like or reply this comment and I'll update u on my journey..I plan on taking 450mg a week and 50mg less every week
@brandycolwell747
@brandycolwell747 Жыл бұрын
Can we please talk?
@TheseFourWalls
@TheseFourWalls Жыл бұрын
Hey friend! My email is always open, and I'd be happy to chat with you. ✌🏼 [email protected]
@josephinemiller68
@josephinemiller68 Жыл бұрын
With all due respect, I can tell by looking at you that you’re not getting enough healthy fat and protein. I bet you are B vitamin deficient and could have hormonal imbalance. Restless leg is due to magnesium deficiency. Really important you are getting proper nutrition. You may want to try carnivore diet healthy grass fed meats. Good luck and God bless!
@ShawnTylerMusic
@ShawnTylerMusic Жыл бұрын
Day 7 for me. The struggle is real man. Can’t sleep at all and the anxiety is brutal. Hope you’re well man!
@averyshenandoah1637
@averyshenandoah1637 Жыл бұрын
You seem precious I’ve watched ur videos and are helping. I’m so sad today and I needed this so if u see this thank u
@TheseFourWalls
@TheseFourWalls Жыл бұрын
I'm so glad my videos could help you in any small way, my friend. Ebbs and flows... yeah, the emotions can get intense. 🙏💛 But there's always hope. And you are worthy and deserving of happiness. In your most difficult moments, remember your end goals, and reach out to others. Wishing you the very best on your journey. Thank you for kindly commenting. ✌
@lynnpatenaude5548
@lynnpatenaude5548 Жыл бұрын
I completely understand you when you talk about putting a face for everyone. I hope I can start my detox but I’m afraid of doing it alone. I have no family and no friends. You should be proud of yourself!!!!
@ShawnTylerMusic
@ShawnTylerMusic Жыл бұрын
Jason! How are you bro?!
@martinmena6463
@martinmena6463 Жыл бұрын
Thanks for the video I'm starting my withdrawal now pray for me I will pray for you to
@TheseFourWalls
@TheseFourWalls Жыл бұрын
🙏🙏🙏
@mikeflo6459
@mikeflo6459 Жыл бұрын
How you feel now
@user-ln2wu2ri2p
@user-ln2wu2ri2p Жыл бұрын
fire shirt love Bjork
@TheseFourWalls
@TheseFourWalls Жыл бұрын
Thanks! Yeah, she's friggin increadable. ✌🙏
@averymargulies2124
@averymargulies2124 Жыл бұрын
Bro my legs too.. can’t quit Ut sucks seriously
@TheseFourWalls
@TheseFourWalls Жыл бұрын
I know, the legs for me were the worst part. (Make sure you're getting lots of potassium; uncooked potatoes, bananas, ect. - that helped somewhat.) Sending you positive thoughts and strength, friend. 💪🙏✌