Back when everything was good... | Vlog clips, day in my life & where I have been | tw ed

Hello everyone ❤
I'm not dead hah
I know it's been a year...
I'M SORRY :(
Hope you still enjoy this one, there's more to come I promise ❤
BIG DISCLAIMER & TRIGGER WARNING
If you know that these videos trigger you then please don't watch this!
I will mention and show my weight on the scale, I show food and what I eat throughout the day and there is general ed talk.
I am not responsible for what could trigger you but since I myself enjoy watching those vlog-style videos because they comfort me, I began making them as well in the hopes that someone might feel less alone in their struggle ❤
Please understand that for people with an ed a sense of community is a huge need. We often feel alone and thus watching someone else around the planet struggle with the same things can be a tremendous help!
Anyway, in this video I show you a bit of my usually boring life as an adult who lives with a restrictive eating disorder.
If you have any suggestions on the video itself don't hesitate to comment them, I'll take any criticism and discourse there is ❤
Let's talk in general!
I know that it's out of the ordinary for our typical videos to have a VO instead of subtitles and if that isn't for you, then that's okay~
Stay safe y'all ❤
Music used in the video:
(Intro) Music by Bmyshadow - Dreamy Loop - thmatc.co/?l=4...
Music by Blue Sirens - 16th Lane [Thematic] - app.hellothema...

[@jisookim8336]

your voice makes me want to sleep. so soothing ❤ but it did scare me at the beginning of the video lol it's the first ed video I watch with a voice over. not complaining, it was good. thanks for this!

[@tatsnbones]

Aww you are lovely🥰❤️ Tbh it was only out of sheer laziness even though I knew it wasn’t gonna do that well but I personally enjoy voice overs so maybe they might come back one day🤭 At least now I know it wasn’t all too bad for some of you!

[@aurorasdeath]

your voice🥺❤i love your channel so much

[@tatsnbones]

No I love YOU

[@ramintasa9188]

omg your voice sounds so soothing

[@tatsnbones]

🥹 thank you darling❤

[@arshiyas7659]

ur comeback might be the best thing happened today );)

[@tatsnbones]

Naww stop it

[@jnxkeks]

@@tatsnbones, i agree!!

[@not.m.e.]

You are the only person i've ever seen eating the same salad as me!!!

[@tatsnbones]

Isn’t it so good!!??! Ugh I need me that once I might be able to have tomatoes again😭

[@fragilexylem]

I love your voice so much and I hope you can pick yourself back up

[@tatsnbones]

You are too sweet, thank you❤ I believe I can do it! Let's see where I'll be going...

[@cryyourangerout]

i love this video 😭❤️‍🩹 so melancholisch, aber irgendwie wirkt es auch beruhigend

[@tatsnbones]

Exactly how I felt making it🥺

[@Dre2Dee2]

That's what makes living in hot places like California so great, you're never cold no matter how little you eat Cool to see a nostalgia vid, looked like a great time and a healthy diet

[@tatsnbones]

I swear I love cold weather deeply but as soon as I don't eat 20.000calories a day my body shuts down or smth😩 But I think hot places like Cali would kill me too, I can't seem to regulate well at all with temperatures😂 Anyway, thank you! I hope you enjoy your hot temps, I was super happy back then and felt seriously good on that diet, can't wait to get back to it❤

[@Loveyourselfok856]

I love your voice

[@tatsnbones]

🥰

[@AmandaGDumas]

What changed that caused you to stop this routine? How much weight did you gain back? (I doubt you are fat now like you said!)

[@tatsnbones]

I’ve always had major difficulty with keeping things going and seeing stuff to the end (I might have adhd) but then it was also that this routine changed when my parents came back from their vacation, so I went back to my life. I would visit my boyfriend and keeping up a diet like that with a guy who HATES when I don’t eat and who himself can eat three cars worth a day ….🙃 I gained back almost 10kg but around 3-5kg above my set point that I have always been at, which used to be 60kg at 170cm and I know, that is NOT fat, it’s just that my brain is screaming that I am😭

[@AmandaGDumas]

​@@tatsnbones Take care of yourself. We are usually in a better spot than the negative side of our brain tells us. Also you have such a nice voice.

[@tatsnbones]

@AmandaGDymas Thank you love, much appreciated

[@factoringpractice]

[@Designswithshree]

Hey! Do you want an intro, outro, banner & exclusive thumbnails?

[@tatsnbones]

I’m mostly doing them all myself and I wouldn’t have any earnings to spend on getting them done so no but thank you, I appreciate it :)