Derealization - Bambi Baker (official video)

[@bambibaker]

Love and appreciate so many of your comments, thank you all so much I hope you all are well🥹🥹🫶

[@lasttiger221]

Still such a talent bambi👏👏 you have always done such amazing job💜

[@AsAuvAge]

merci jolie voix p'tit ange

[@AsAuvAge]

avec plaisir c'est quand même plus agréable de faire des compliments plutôt que de chercher des défauts, j'en ai bien assez pour savoir que tout le monde a ces défauts, mais bon qu'es qu'il est plus agréable de faire des compliments . que de vomir sur les autres, par rapport à nos déviances....

[@TIKITECHA-2095]

this song blew up omg that's awesome you deserve it and i hope you get better soon

[@Myaukis]

[@dylidyl7169]

I don’t have derealization, but there have been many times in my life when I have felt like this, like an outsider, dissociated from reality, from the world, from everyone, from myself. I felt apathetic yet in pain, frustrated and trapped yet careless and unbothered, observant yet blind… lovely video. The wicked, ethereal quality was depicted beautifully. 💜

[@Nikko2I]

This is such an ethereal, melancholic piece, especially for a budget production, that I'm shocked it has only 250k views after 4 months. This is art.

[@Arrrrrrrrikived]

This song is SO TRUE. I love the detail of dressing all white like a ghost or angel. It truly does feel like I've been dead, and I have no clue for how long

[@KUKAKYOTOTOKYO]

I can tell the writer understands derealization/depersonalization intimately. Listening struck me with this intense feeling of not being alone with this, and there's someone else who really understands. I understand the theory on why and how it happens, but it still catches me off guard. Still comes and goes after 20 years ago when I first started having it.

[@trivari]

oh i absolutely adore this. the visuals perfectly capture the experience of derealisation - the contrast between your pure white image and the darkness of your surroundings create such a perfect visual representation of what it's like.

[@Emisnyan]

Me at 15 when I realised I have this would've been so happy knowing they're not alone in it. I'm 26 now and all I can say is for me, the numerous of traumatic event I've been through, the childhood and , well, not getting any help for it (which worsened it) are some causes. I know its hard... believe me. But please, know that you can get better... I've even heard of people who don't feel it anymore lol. But yeah love to you all, you are loved, worthy and most of all youre HERE. ❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@chryslite589]

I’m 15 now and I feel like I relate to what you said pretty accurately. When I looked up my symptoms I found that, and to my surprise I had every symptom of the disorder- I’m pretty sure I had it for much longer but it only recently started getting worse. Of course I told my parents but they, thinking I was making it up or that it would go away eventually, did nothing for it. I’m glad I found this when I did otherwise I would’ve believed I was alone in how I felt since no one else in my life has this

[@PoisonelleMisty4311]

Thank you for sharing your experience and offering words of encouragement. It's important to remember that everyone's journey with mental health is different, and while some people may completely overcome their struggles, others may find ways to manage and live fulfilling lives. It's great to hear that you are feeling better, and I hope your message provides comfort and hope to others who may be going through similar challenges.

[@Nibiru3600X]

@@chryslite589Your parents’ dismissal is a BIG part of this feeling. I’m so sorry 😢 I know this all too well. Narcissistic abuse comes in MANY forms & can be deadly-even neglect of emotions. I’m so glad you’re learning to KNOW YOURSELF 🙌 Break the cycle & do your best to not end up in any type of similar relationships that ignore you or dismiss your feelings & truths. Find someone that CONSISTENTLY hears & validates you-no back & forth BS ppl making you question if you even exist! Online support groups with people going through similar issues are very helpful, as well as Bambie🖤 ✨ and any other you can identify with. Some solitary time to think, reflect & scrape off others’ opinions they’ve forced on you is good too… You exist & you matter!! 💫 Hope this helps 🙏❤️‍🩹🙏

[@chyennewhisman7166]

I'm 25 and it's gotten worse 😅

[@mudkips8399]

As someone who struggles with depersonalization-derealization disorder, this video was cathartic. I haven't really related said disorder to any other music other than Radiohead's "How To Disappear Completely." Beautiful, but haunting song, this video matches perfectly.

[@bambibaker]

Thank you so so much!! I adore how to disappear completely 🤍 appreciate it

[@mudkips8399]

@@bambibaker I'm glad you dig How To Disappear Completely, I hope you're very successful with your art!

[@sakn104]

You should check out the song "Is Happiness Just a Word", by Vinnie Paz.

[@laloelsalamanca]

Stop making up disorders to justify your own failures and laziness.

[@jasonsnyder5469]

Dumb question I have did what's the difference

[@DascorpFr]

oh my fucking god i thought id be the only one whod also have an artistic expression for my issues, i have DPDR (depersonalization derealization disorder) and the notion that the disorder makes you feel out of place and vivid in everything you look at and do feels so fucking stressful and sad, you dont feel real enough to feel safe or feel sure that you are where you are physically. you want to feel YOU WANT TO UNDERSTAND AND FEEL YOUR RELATIONSHIPS BUT YOU CANT. everything feels like a blur even if you dont want it to be. thank you for expressing it in your way. it means a lot.

[@jonatasvieira4025]

I had expressed dpdr also by pictures, poem, histories and draws

[@sudaiiice145]

YESS I GET THIS! i suffer from DPDR and have for about a year now, i used to think i was seriously mentally ill amd schizophrenic but oncr i googled it i realised what i was going through, i then told my therapist. Im so happy to see people who r like me and the comfort of knowimg im not alone

[@ekata.dracomancis]

Wow... I can relate to this

[@corvus-nexoria]

This just hits hard as stone, I suffer from schizophrenia and many are the times I feel nothing at all, no emotions, no colors, nothing feels really like living. This song describes my situation perfectly, to not be able to feel and being desperate to find yourself being conscious of the life you are living and that you are breathing air just like the rest of the people. Your music is now one of my favorites, love the way you play synths and even more your skills at singing. Love from Mexico, never give up, I'm pretty sure you'll get far with all of your dreams. 🖤🥀⛓

[@jb.burnheart11030]

This is like a Tim Burton character coming to life. Ethereal, haunting, beautiful. 🖤🖤🖤

[@qiwnie]

Perfeição 💗

[@yago7289]

@@qiwnie foda

[@pizzayologame]

I think I know which tim burton's character she makes u remind of, the hearts queen sister in the alice movie

[@MeuNome-gk1of]

She look more like and beserker characters

[@hanielarindel1408]

@@MeuNome-gk1of Well... at first glance I thought it was a Griffith cosplay since many Griffith cosplays are done by women but then I opened the song and got to hear the song and see her more clearly... But yes. She does have a resemblance in appearance to the Queen sister from Alice in Wonderland. I think even better. We got the feelings of the song.

[@SadieXMoonLight]

Bambi Baker's music hits me in a way that's hard to put into words. It's like every song pulls at something deep inside me, whether it's the raw emotion in the lyrics or the way the melodies just flow so naturally. Her voice feels so genuine, like she's singing straight from the heart, and it makes me feel things I didn’t even know I could feel. When I listen to her music, it’s like time stops, and I get completely lost in the sound. There’s something about the way she tells stories through her songs-it feels personal, like she’s been through the same stuff I have, and that connection is just so real. Her music has this way of bringing comfort, even when the songs are sad or emotional. It’s like a reminder that it’s okay to feel all the messy stuff life throws at you. At the same time, some of her tracks make me want to dance like no one’s watching, just completely free. She has this perfect balance between vulnerability and confidence, and it’s inspiring. Honestly, I can't get enough of her music, and every time I play her songs, it feels like I’m discovering a new part of myself.

[@adoringcatfish]

Finding something that represents dpdr so accurately is rare. I relate to both the visuals and the music here so much. Thank you for making it. I find that over time my struggles have gotten less. Both in terms of the actual symptoms, and my rationalizations of it. Over a decade in at 23, dpdr is still something I deal with daily but the full blackouts I used to get are completely gone, and the glass between me and the world appears less often and is less thick. It gets better. Part of what made it get better on the rationalization side is realizing that other people struggled with it it too, making art like this is so important for that.

[@sleeplessangelz]

1:09 really close to what it feels like in real life. She is so talented, the voice the visuals everything just perfect!

[@jonatasvieira4025]

And 1:50

[@jonatasvieira4025]

I take a lot of pictures on liminal spaces backrooms style too

[@Ravenist]

0:50-1:20 is exactly how dpdr feels like; one moment like a slideshow, then other times a disorienting mindless existence blurry like a dream, but then there are also moments of clarity that are eery and calming yet confounding in an odd surreal off-kilter crooked way of being lost like something (that you are unaware of) has gone terribly wrong and that you aren't supposed to be when/where you are or that you think you should be feeling a certain way but you aren't.

[@PoisonelleMisty4311]

Thank you for sharing your description of how depersonalization and derealization (dpdr) feels like between 0:50-1:20. It sounds like you experience a variety of sensations during this time. The fluctuations between a slideshow-like experience, a disorienting and dream-like state, and moments of clarity can be unsettling and confusing. The feeling of being lost and disconnected from your surroundings, as well as the sense that something is wrong or that you should be feeling a certain way, adds to the surreal and off-kilter nature of dpdr. It is important to seek support from a mental health professional if you are experiencing these symptoms.

[@GPWT-video]

@@PoisonelleMisty4311 🥳

[@jonasgeez2140]

Odd I usto feel exactly like that but it was psychosis from drug use

[@deflawed1602]

the visuals are so beautiful and dreamy i love it and the song is actually so good, i rarely like any new music i find so thank u for making this masterpiece 😭

[@deflawed1602]

i forgot to add that i also find it very comforting bc it makes me feel a sense that im not alone bc i go through rlly bad derealization everyday 😭this song is exactly how it feels

[@Lunniezz]

I want this video tattooed on my body for absolute eternity. This is pure perfection! It makes me hurt it makes me happy! Even quite nostalgic- I thank you Bambi Baker for making this masterpiece.

[@bambibaker]

Oh my goshhhh that’s so sweetttt thank you so much😭😭🫶🫶

[@hannacolo]

And I!!!! ❤❤❤

[@jasonsnyder5469]

I hate this fucking song so much

[@imperialchalice]

Oh man…this takes me back to my Japanese goth music phase. Hauntingly beautiful, and absolutely relatable.

[@njux1871]

!!! This is fuxking phenomenal. I'm a goth who's deeply into music of any genre that's about darkness though and this just hits every note for me. Didn't know I needed a dissociation song in my life but retrospectively it's pretty obvious lol. amazing. Could be nine minutes long honestly, Dead Can Dance style. But do what you feel it's right obviously, I will root for you.

[@PoisonelleMisty4311]

Thank you so much for your enthusiastic feedback! I'm thrilled to hear that the song resonates with you and captures the essence of darkness that you appreciate. Your support means a lot to me, and I'm grateful for your encouragement. While the length and style of the song may be subject to personal preference, I'll definitely take your suggestions into consideration. I'll continue to create music based on my artistic vision, and I appreciate your belief in me. Thank you again!

[@xxxsugarcookies9909]

the tone of your voice mixed with the lyrics and the video gives me exactly the feeling of what my depersonalizations were like when I was younger, they are memories that simply disappeared after I had them, it makes me feel at home

[@VAVORiAL]

Beat has a Silent Hill feeling to it, whole thing feels dreamy af, love it

[@zim-p]

First of all, this is a masterpiece and I'm so grateful KZbin recommended this to me. As someone who suffers from frequent dissociation, this is spot on. And your voice, don't even let me get started on that. You sound like an angel. And your vocal technique fits this song so amazing. But out of all of the amazing this, the video really stood out of me. It's truely surreal and shot so well. I'm obcessed with your stuff. Wow. You should be popular really.

[@PoisonelleMisty4311]

Thank you so much for your kind words! I'm glad to hear that this song resonates with you and captures the experience of dissociation accurately. It means a lot to me that you appreciate my vocal technique and find my voice angelic. I put a lot of effort and emotion into my music, so it's heartwarming to know that it connects with listeners like you. Regarding the video, I'm thrilled that you found it surreal and well-shot. Visuals are important to me, and I strive to create an immersive experience that complements the music. It's amazing to hear that you're obsessed with my work, and your support means the world to me. As for popularity, that's something that can be subjective and unpredictable. However, I'm truly grateful for every fan and every person who connects with my music. It's the listeners like you who make it all worth it. Thank you for your kind words and for taking the time to share your thoughts.

[@rashidjurgens9992]

i have no idea how the algorithm introduced me to your work but I'm an absolute fan. this music video represents the existential dread i constantly feel. finally something that i truly resonate with. amazing.

[@babybutterflyzz]

This really resonates with me, sometimes it feels like nobody sees me or like I’m a ghost, or in a dream this is really a beautiful video and song.

[@eileenscat]

This reminds me a lot of what it felt like growing up with undiagnosed autism, even if that’s not the theme of the song I’m in love with the music and visuals alike, I only wish I’d come across your music sooner ♥️

[@bambibaker]

Currently in an autism assessment after 17 years no diagnosis haha it makes sense, thank you so much🫶🫶

[@LadyVenus125]

Oh my god, yes! I thought I was the only one.

[@PoisonelleMisty4311]

Thank you for your kind words! I'm glad that my music and visuals resonate with you. It's always a powerful experience when we find something that speaks to us on a personal level, even if it's not intended to have a specific theme. I appreciate your support

[@noctovania]

Can you tell me what it was like? I've been having some suspicions and, obviously, I won't self diagnose, but I've been talking to my therapist about it and he had some suspicions as well :0 I've had derealization many times as a kid and to this day I'm still trying to figure out more stuff about myself that I wasn't/can't be able to explain

[@LuumiBluee]

Omg right this would've been so helpful to listen to growing up realising I'm not the only one that feels this way

[@LiminalLegion]

I've been really struggling with derealization for quite some time. This song showed up in my recommendations and I'm so glad I clicked on it. Listening to it is super comforting and the lyrics really hit what I've been feeling. Knowing that I'm not alone in questioning what reality is and what it is supposed to feel like makes me feel more real. Thank you so much

[@JVERASJ]

Thanks for this! I suffered a lot with desrealization for years, today I can say that I'm much better, since I got better from my depression and Maladaptive daydreaming. I hope everyone who suffers from desrealization can get better one day... Your voice is so beautiful, incredible, fantastic, amazing!! I love it, again, thanks for this.❤

[@crabmaster6932]

Im not diagnosed with anything, but i heavily relate to this and do think i struggle with derealization and depersonalization. I struggle to feel real and then when I do feel real i feel gross and anxious. When I remember i am human and have to be human and am a person to others, that every single one of my choices and actions matter i feel gross and anxious. I feel like I should be anywhere else and anything else, just not here and just not as me.

[@LameMule]

No idea why this was in my recommendations a few weeks back but your album has become one of my most played in 2023 in that short time. I was stringing up Christmas lights with the album on repeat. As much as I enjoyed the juxtaposition, I just straight up love your music. So here's a comment for the algo gods, praying they bring your music to another unsuspecting soul who falls in love with the album as much as I have.

[@raccoonpandas1851]

I've always struggled with derealization and its destroyed so many relationships, I think its definitely always a good thing whenever I see media of it. It instantly makes me realize that I am real, I definitely have people who still care about and are willing to talk to me. I think I will definitely be adding this to my most played playlist and listening to the rest of your music, especially since this song alone is an extremely beautiful one.

[@Miniman15]

As someone else who was in foster care from 11-18 I completely feel every word of this in my soul. Thank you for giving us a voice and words to the feelings.

[@kannon2565]

Bambi, you are incredible, I have only been listening to you for 3 days and I have already listened to all your music like 8 times, you have a beautiful voice and your songs are masterpieces, I will not get tired of saying that you are incredible, I hope that many more people listen, you deserve everything the support you have and much more Greetings from Mexico

[@RayDavillah]

I finished listening, and WOW this is beautiful... this is perfectly Borderline disorder... congratulations on being able to perfectly portray one of the most stunning or dangerous moments of this disorder, which is depersonalization... feeling empty, not recognizing yourself, begging for knowledge or what you are...This is a perfect work... I just discovered it but I'm already hoping for more songs. Bambi, you are a great artist. GROW WITH YOUR CAREER ❤

[@eyelessghost_]

Not exactly type of music I usually listen to, but woah, your voice, your outfit, the vibe, everything is gorgeous

[@sesiele]

I don't know what derealization/depersonalization feels like but this oddly enough...kind of shows me an example of that. I can't explain it- this song + the visuals make me feel so light headed(?) like I'm dreaming....idk it just feels surreal-anyways gr8 job and keep doing what you love 👍🏻❤️

[@Moon_Spear]

This video fits the time some one threatened to kill me as a child. because i was talking to much? the feeling of dissonance within the piano chords really hits the "I'm disassociating: reality is fucked".

[@marib.364]

i’m struggling with derealization after some traumatic experiences this past semester. i wish it would leave so i could feel again. i’ve had to quit a class and retake it because my memory is just so shot. it’s so exhausting, but music like this is very relatable and gets me through it. you seem to understand. take care.

[@VesperGrim]

I love this song and your aesthetic. Truly ethereal. I really struggle with intense depression and depersonalization and this song captures it absolutely brilliantly...Please keep making music!!

[@playlistismo]

Thank you Bambi Baker for this video because this is exactly how a lot of people are feeling at this time... so you definitely got your message across to us! This music video was like a hug!

[@mainacc7624]

I was stuck in a dissociative state for over a year where nothing felt real, it's like I was seeing myself in the 3rd person perspective. I second guessed everything that I experienced including my own thoughts. I couldn't rely on myself anymore. Nothing felt real anymore. And I couldn't FEEL. It's like a sort of fog in your brain that doesn't let you be in the moment but rather be stuck in your brain. I hope that I'll never be stuck in that state for so long ever again

[@dollforever1749]

The feeling was so perfectly emulated not just with the music but the visuals living like constantly looking through a TV screen

[@TheDaydreamer777]

As someone who has experiences frequent derealization and also has psychosis (One of my psychotic episodes I actually had the delusion of being in a dream and that all of humanity was trapped inside of a dream) the lyrics "I can't do it, I don't know who is real, I don't know what's real anymore" hit me in the feels WAY harder then I expected🥲 That's honestly what I feel like during my derealization episodes and what it felt like during my psychotic episode except mix in a feeling of betrayal because I thought that my family didn't believe me and thought I was crazy even though I truly believed in my delusion at the time.

[@jonatasvieira4025]

But that sympthoms are from dr not psychosys.. its a feeling not a delusion.. if u question and know that is strange to feel and not normal to feel, that means u are lucid

[@jonatasvieira4025]

But yes psychisis or schyzophrenia also can have dpdr to protect from stress of having hallucination and delusions abd traumatic events

[@Milk_Carton11]

I’m so glad YT recommended this video to me. This song and MV are so sick!!!

[@concui]

WOAHHH so glad I got recommend this!! I love the visuals, the sounds, just EVERYTHING! I'll def check all the songs out! I love the outfit too!!

[@Kno3ledge]

Macabre...Your music is terrifyingly beautiful. It scares most, for they fear being lured into a deep psychosis. Can a blind eye make the distinction between enlightenment and illness? How does one 'derealize' without experiencing one or the other? Thank you for sharing your talent with us.

[@annaturquoise7701]

👍🏼

[@salvadorjester]

im struggling with dr/dp for 4 years and lyrics are awesome. probably the best description of this feeling. also im in love with music video, visions, looks. love u ♡

[@Veenoh-kachow]

Oh my thank you so much for this masterpiece and as a depersonalisation-derealization struggler, you really packed up the feeling in you music and video, and it just feels... I don't know how to put words on it. I'm glad I discovered you, I just love this kind of music so much, you're very talented, keep up the good work, I guess that I'll be in your fandom by the end of the evening to be honest, definitely gonna dig your music !

[@thatonepekokinnie]

I discovered your music from Spotify and I'm obsessed! All your songs have some sense of nostalgia and your aesthetic is so enviable. I love this music video especially for the relatable lyrics and accurate visuals to how derealization feels like.

[@Lylantz]

This song and video is ethereal. I'm glad I discovered your music. The ultimate vibe

[@JonathanCraneLover]

I relate to this song so much and it's so hauntingly beautiful😭

[@SypticParasite]

Thank you so much for making this masterpiece!! One of the best songs I've listened in my life. I really love everything related to ghosts and this song really evoke a deep feeling of solitude, just like being a lost soul, trapped and condemned to wander in a world without a purpose but with so many questions, confused and completely alone, hoping someday to get help, to get an answer, or at least, to rest in peace. As a new fan I'll be listening to your previous works. Have a nice day, and I hope you are feeling better now!

[@Vivian-y3r]

Okay so i’ve already commented today but i feel like i need to come forward here, i dont know why, but i feel so safe with you and i have NO CLUE why. There’s just something so comforting yet eerie about you and you’re music especially. Again, still love you’re aesthetic and songs they’re absolutely amazing and ethereal. ❤😊

[@danowo1048]

i love when the algorithm shows me the good stuff

[@wobbles1149]

Such a distinct and hauntingly calming voice! I started listening a few months ago on Spotify. I saw this video today and I am so glad I did

[@robertromero5769]

The beautiful girl turned up the music at full volume, I love you Bambi

[@tomochka_]

прямо сейчас наткнулась на эту песню и послушала все остальные песни Bambi и черт ВАУ! почему она не популярна? текста превосходны, звучание идеальное, эта музыка погружает тебя в атмосферу уютна и мрачности, это ощущается как что то родное. я благословлена тем что нашла это, спасибо!

[@EddieAllenPoe]

omg i knew you made cool pictures and stuff but i had no idea you made music!! this genuinely captures the feeling of derealization so perfectly as someone who experiences it a lot myself!

[@Michael_RA_Duffy]

Damn, this song's so perfectly aligned with the vibe, it's basically a bloody platonic ideal

[@solan2915]

As someone who struggles with derealization a lot this song really resonates me :)

[@blinkie_shine]

You are so amazing singer!! You should be more famous 😍

[@Angeledits2759]

Your aesthetic and music style are to die for 🤍 so ethereal.

[@xbrandi12345x]

I have had this in my watch later for a few months and finally watched it today. I am not familiar with Bambi Baker before this but it made me an instant subscriber. This isn't just a song and video. It's a literal work of art. Bravo! Encore!

[@nietzscheente1271]

This is brilliant. What a beautiful voice, deep lyrics and haunting music video.

[@MissPinterestGirl]

bambi, I'm glad i found you, you're really talented, never stop doing this🥺💖

[@bambibaker]

THANK YOU SMM I could neverrr🫀🫀

[@silver_dusk]

I'm so thankful for discovering this video randomly, this is intricate and melancholic and angelic and ✨BEAUTIFUL✨the visuals are so immaculate and mysterious, this song is too underrated and I hope this video and your channel get more popular, this is brilliant👍👍👍

[@Zhenchi]

I don’t see anyone mentioning this and idk if anyone gonna see this comment But I like how you were wearing all white in this video, it gives the feeling of “out of place” in comparison to the world/environment around you, relating to how people who struggle with this concept feel disconnected from reality/feeling out of place Great storytelling! Not only the music is ethereal but so the video does the great job in capturing anyone with the disorder or not can relate to it

[@bunnibun148]

this just randomly popped in my recommended and i am SO glad i clicked on it you are amazing!!!!!!! i HAVE to check out more of your music now

[@Jasminesoutcast]

Ur so prettyyyy also love this song and ur voice is just so majestic for me 💗💗

[@meruted]

LOVING THE VIBES SM UGHHH BOTH YOU AND YOUR VOICE IS EXTREMEEELLLYYY GORGEOUS

[@azoth._.]

This is beautiful, I'm surprised you don't have more than 13k subscribers :D Also the fact that you started writing this at 13 is crazy, I believe you hit all the notes you wanted to hit with this project overall too, especially the outfit

[@kkruch_ka]

this masterpiece deserves more than a million views, why are you still not popular?😭💗💗💗

[@dollellaa]

Your music is so lovely i js can’t stop listening

[@Dun-N-Dusted]

One of the better Indie songs I've seen on KZbin over the last bit, nice job

[@aaronlosey7201]

I've been fighting off derealization for over 5 years. I really don't see it talked about often enough. The worst moments of it are so surreal that I think a lot of other people don't believe me when I try to describe it. I had a therapist for a while and he had never heard of it. Thank you for writing a whole song around derealization. I've never belonged anywhere yet, but I'm still searching.

[@cianb8741]

this is actually insanely good wtf never seen music actually express the feeling this well

[@fabianpertschi1500]

Listen now to this beautiful voice in this beautiful piece of art the third time in repeat. So a powerful yet melancolical song. And I was there too, don`t feel right here and feeled to much pain here on earth so got depressed for many years. Be blessed beloving being

[@greysmoke111]

this is such a masterpiece with the vibe of home hitting hard it feels divine in a shadowy and dark yet clear way and so much like a ghostly embrace that you always craved but now that you felt it it filled you up with warmth of being understood i am so in love with its everything the singing, the lyrics, the vibe, especially you're voice is so enchanting and hypnotizing better than any siren and also so healing to me I'm so in love with you and your art!!!❤

[@tabitharainesmusic]

Yes! Can't wait

[@Ghost_bunni68]

I just found your music today, and it's so unique ♡ For years I couldn't find out how I was feeling. Most of my life forgotten, half the time I feel like I'm fake or something. A few months ago I found out about DPDR and it was exactly how I feel. Sometimes it gets so bad to the point where I'll touch my hands and I feel like I'm touching another person instead of myself. This song I feel captures it wonderfully (well wonderfully for what it is, since dpdr isn't wonderful.) Regardless, its safe to say I'm looking forward to more music in the future ♡♡♡

[@H1N4_N1NJ4]

This is so good!!! The vibe, vocals, music everything is just perfect!!

[@honkmimir]

Crazy coincidence I was recommended this song today, because today I felt like I could see for the first time in years. Last night I had a dream meeting my past little girl self, cried all morning and when I went out side everything was just clear. My hands were mine, the sun wasn't too bright and I felt just, awake. Idk if my dream has anything to do with it, but I finally beat dpdr for the first time ever, I thought I'd never know what it felt like to feel awake again. I leave for basic training in 2 days, I hope this sticks and the stress doesn't pull me back in 😭 Beautiful song by the way :') almost cried

[@bambibaker]

@@honkmimir oh my gosh thats so beautiful I am so happy you were able to feel right again I hope it sticks too💕💕

[@naenae1114]

This is crazy good. I literally feel like you made this song for me, as somebody who struggles with this on a daily basis. I have tearsss in my eyes fr. The whole aesthetic, visuals and song is GORGEOUS it’s literally everything I’ve been looking for in a song. Thank you sm. Keep it up 🫶🏼

[@bambibaker]

THANK YOU SO MUCH it means a lot 🫶🫶

[@e.l.7116]

So underrated. Vocals are not what I expected!! So cool and love your deep melancholic voice

[@Sımona-12.123]

Приветствуем восходящую звезду. Это шикарно!

[@Generic-Internet-User666]

Honestly the song paired with the visuals are perfection, It captures the feeling really well Thank you for making this peice of art (:

[@Blaypopz]

ur actually amazing, this explained derealization perfectly, thank u for this song, thank u sm, ur underrated asf

[@livingdeadgirl5917]

This is a work of art. You are such a beautiful person. Thank you for the beautiful music I listen to every day.

[@lucc1800]

CAN'T WAIT OMG I LOVE UR MUSIC Edit: IT CAME OUT SO PRETTY I LOVE THIS SO MUCH

[@kiarrafaulkner3270]

I've listened to this so many times Thank you

[@Floop246]

IVE BEEN LISTENING TO ALL OF YOUR SONGS ON REPEAT!!!! Your one of my new favorite artists and i love your music videos AMAZING!!

[@niravelniflheim1858]

I found that landscape so fascinating. The woodland. The green. The sea. The monument. I used to live in England; not any more, and it reminded me of it. Then I started guessing where it could be. Trees that like the cold; a coast; the sun setting(?) over the water. Maybe on the west. North. Maybe Cumbria. Reminded me of going to Hadrian's Wall one time. And that time I went to Scotland for a funeral. All very curious experiences.

[@Tiger_Lightning_Music]

Really nice sound, like a songbird of the underworld 🔥🔥🔥

[@proudcracker]

ive never heard a song i relate to more that this ,this actually spoke to me on a personal level with every line i felt more seen . beautiful song beautiful visuals beautiful lyrics love

[@Hempie3333]

My my my … what have I found here ? Bless my aching soul . What a sight and sound for sore eyes and ears you are ! One thing that’s for surely real is your ethereal beauty.

[@berrierchan]

Your work is super cool, haunting, ethereal, unbelievable, unique, and so many others, recently I’ve just discovered you, and now I can’t stop listening! I love Bambi!

[@MikuoHatsuneVocaloid]

You have such a beautiful, ghostly singing voice. It's very calming, please continue to hone your craft. You are unique!

[@gpxgd]

This is absolutly beautifull

[@Evelyn-wd7so]

I found your music not long ago, I feel like I'm so lucky now ♡

[@uppercase_rage]

Art in its purest form 🤍

[@Wiltinggarden]

OMG?! this literally gave me chills, your vocals are so angelic, and the way you express yourself is honestly amazing. I am grateful for getting your music on my reccomended videos, keep the good work!! You are incredible