Surgery Helps Me Cope With My Boyfriend's Murder | HOOKED ON THE LOOK

[@Luvsinging100]

I love a doctor who can say “No”

[@hotcheetosqueen5841]

Unfortunately saying no wont make money

[@IHateEverythingInIife]

@@hotcheetosqueen5841 all money isnt always good money

[@rx6483]

The doctor said no because you can’t have filler after a surgical rhinoplasty. Chances are high the filler would block the few blood vessels that are left.

[@Ilovecerealcerealcereal]

@@rx6483you can Kim K has it done all the time. Notice her nose after North was born and her nose now looks more like her original without the bump. One trick they like to do is dye their hair a different color when they get work done so you think it’s just a hair change

[@adamghammouri]

Lol

[@jessicagrover402]

This is definitely her like 12th time on this show. She’s been dealing with way more than her boyfriends murder

[@hissweetestsin143]

I feel like shes been raped/abused

[@missc4867]

Exactly 💯

[@mirandasummerset]

shes addicted to plastic surgery on top of fame & attention more like it

[@ashleymarie2021]

Maybe she wants fame... Clearly isn't working out and she def not coping she got addictions

[@mermaid30019]

@@ashleymarie2021 she probably does want fame. She’s destroying herself in the process

[@arijitde161]

I think she needs to have better friends and a better understanding of how to cope with situations because this is not how you cope up for a loss.

[@genph4954]

Agree

[@shantaleechambers5802]

Everyone does it differently take me for example mines piercing but I slowly got over it and am doing much better

[@decepticum]

i know her plastic lips probably feel like soda yokes on it

[@einienj3281]

@@shantaleechambers5802 When my husband died I started drinking, like a lot-A LOT.. I'm a recovering alcoholic and doing better now..

[@mermaid30019]

Friends nor family will change her mind. She’s been doing it for years way before her boyfriend passed. It’s a personal issue she needs to work on

[@cicely4628]

Wasn’t she already obsessed with plastic surgery before his passing? My condolences for her loss because she genuinely looks stressed.

[@thelovelykimmi7920]

I was just about to comment this. Thank you! She’s been on here as obsessed with her surgeries before his passing

[@queenlashaye]

She needs therapy and a relationship with God. He can only heal that void in her heart. ❤

[@Pack_Watch]

“Genuinely” LOOL 🤣🤣🤣

[@nancycontreras9951]

😂

[@GalaxyHD...]

Amen to that ​@@queenlashaye

[@rosie6]

She’s beautiful, her insecurity is the real evil

[@9395gb]

This isnt beautiful. It looks weird and alien.

[@lovekikitoo]

Yes insecurity is evil let that go viral👍

[@Jakaibaby]

Absolutely I been learning to love myself also Naturally

[@satsukiseremya2295]

No, she is not beautiful and she wasnt beautiful. But it doesnt matter, she needs help

[@classysubliminals4121]

Like her or not, Shes actually likeable, honest, has good energy, doesn't deny getting work done, and she's open about being insecure without caring what people will think or say. I like her. I watched her on the Cartel show and she's seems so sweet and fun.

[@Anthony.and.Bigsis]

❤

[@adamghammouri]

Ya

[@CpT_PrInCeSs]

I agree, it just sucks that she's doing this to herself 💔 I remember her saying on the TV show that it was because she was over weight growing up so she became obsessed with her weight and looks as she got older.

[@carmelnicole9772]

I liked her on coming up Miami too she’s really not stuck up she seems really nice

[@willowtreezx]

Exactly! I love her energy

[@cottoncandydaiysi]

Nicole is a sweetheart, I like way she looked before. I hope she gets the help she needs.

[@sylwiamariemrch7463]

This💝

[@spiritualaesthetic]

Yes I like her and I really am rooting for her but I can't deny the more she does the worse she looks. Hoping we can all find happiness with ourselves.

[@velvetmonroe9441]

I think she ruined her pretty face. Hopefully, she's just swollen from surgery and is still recovering.

[@frenchfryfrenchie5402]

She’s using her boyfriends death by as a excuse . You didn’t get all the surgery done after his death you had them before as well …. What was the excuse then ?

[@EsmeraldaWolfsbane7777]

Oh wow interesting 🤔

[@Bunny11344]

Exactly and I didn’t know how she could look even worst and more blotched

[@seratonin5709]

She had a long Natalie nunns face and I remember everyone calling her ugly. N she was a btch back then

[@seratonin5709]

Even the way she talks is fake she don't sound like this

[@graceghazaii4434]

Previously she used the ole "I was bullied as a kid" excuse.

[@popstarprincess123]

She says her relationship with plastic surgery is amazing yet admits it’s a coping mechanism

[@decepticum]

because she copes while she’s using those soda yokes on her knees

[@mikeRedMDK2032]

You hear the people on my 600 pound life say the same about food. It's definitely an unhealthy practice that never really fills the void. Same thing here

[@skrittle555]

@@mikeRedMDK2032 exactly this. it's an addiction.

[@amandadollrey3479]

Girl you’re not being strong at all. You’re the same as an alcoholic with a bottle. I’ve been you. Can’t out run the pain.

[@einienj3281]

Her coping mechanism is literally cutting.. physical pain.

[@sinderellidiaz9313]

Say something positive to inspire someone. Jesus.

[@georgieeve2026]

She's seeing a therapist weekly... And she said the surgery stuff was to help her feel beautiful after being essentially catatonic and isolated for 2 months with grief.

[@einienj3281]

@@georgieeve2026 the surgeries had started before her man died..

[@georgieeve2026]

@@einienj3281 I assumed so given how much she's had done and based on the before pictures shown. I think the channel made a bit of a click bait/ exaggerated title for the video. They've done that on other videos and I think they do the people a disservice by leaving out info about the person to give more context and show that the people have more depth to them than superficial stuff. I don't support unhealthy coping mechanisms but healing is not linear. The needles and tattoos, while it is/can be a form of self harm, it can actually make people feel better temporarily. It releases endorphins and natural opiods. ♡

[@Mom2jems]

She's been having surgery since before the murder. She spoke about it somewhere else. She's never liked the way she looked that's why she started having procedures.

[@ashleymarie2021]

Sayin it's to cope with a death prob figured she'd get nicer responses ... Idk why lying .akes her think that will get her what she's looking for being on that a channel a dozen times.

[@christinemeili2398]

@@ashleymarie2021 I mean she might actually use it to cope too. But since this started a long time ago it is definetly not the root of the issue at all

[@smileycakes9593]

She looks a mess. I need for these doctors to start telling the truth.

[@michaelmcclenon6663]

Not a mess them lips could do magic.

[@CB12345]

At the end of the day she is giving them consent to do these procedures. I feel no type of way about this.

[@ananimity7332]

@@michaelmcclenon6663 How? Make balloon animals out of them? SMH

[@EsmeraldaWolfsbane7777]

​@@ananimity7332 😂😂😂😂

[@smileycakes9593]

@@CB12345 that’s fine. Doesn’t take away from her looking a hot azz mess.

[@Phoenix56801]

The look on her mom's face says it all 😔

[@user-lc9qc3rp1k]

If I were her mom I would disown her. I don’t want to sound mean but these people should think about donating their money to the homeless or child without parents.

[@6lissdout]

@@user-lc9qc3rp1k disowning over them spending their OWN money on plastic surgery is crazy 😂

[@Coco-chrispy]

@@user-lc9qc3rp1ka bit much 😂 she needs therapy not abandonment

[@user-rk6bf4hj4i]

She was doing this long before the death of her BF. She's literally stated she thought she was ugly as a kid. She got her 1st surgery very young hope she finds some help to get to the deeper issue

[@satsukiseremya2295]

Pues si estaba y está fea, el punto no es eso. Hay que tratar de aceptar lo que somos y no autodestruirnos

[@Kayekayeeee]

💯💯💯💯

[@isobelle.London]

She is suffering trauma ❤ I hope she finds healing.

[@francesjeanlouis9285]

She's living for someone who unfortunately passed, meanwhile, her mom is still living and torn up over her daughter's obsession with surgery!

[@MiraclesNicole]

Her Brother Is So Sweet , He Was Being Very Nice And Respectful With Telling His Sister What She Needs To Hear .

[@thegamerrlynn2190]

As a person with body dysmorphia this girl definitely has it it’s the need to always change something because you always pick something to change no matter what is changed one with it will never feel happy

[@KayciazWorld]

This is what obsession with social media and fame will do to you. There's no limit to the chase of vanity, it's endless. To me, that's like constant torture day and night. My heart goes out to her. She's hurting from a lot it seems and she certainly needs therapy. Praying God can help heal her✝️🙏

[@username104dsgdd7]

actually, she says its because she was heavily bullied back in highschool

[@einienj3281]

To cope with her bf's murder.. it's like self harm.. cutting is a coping mechanism too.. she needs a psychiatrist, not surgery.. she's hooked on physical pain.. cutting/surgery/needles, cutting/tattoos and piercings..

[@lievekseen2320]

I feel like it might be distracting her, and control

[@Phoenix56801]

Our ancestors hunted mammoths, went to space, landed on the moon, but here we are

[@CB12345]

This new generation and era of people for the most part add no substance to life. Nothing, but big disappointments. Nowadays they are adding nothing or any big accomplishments like our ancestors did. 🤦

[@scarlettkhan9667]

Haha

[@victoriaR587]

This feels like an addiction induced by grief. The problem is, she can't keep doing it forever.

[@hotcheetosqueen5841]

She could definitely die in less than 5 yrs considering the amount of work she's getting done

[@faith_God]

May God give her the strength each day to cope with the loss of her Partner 🙏🏼

[@decepticum]

may god let me feel her lovely DSL one day 🤤

[@faith_God]

@@decepticum Your God and my God are not the same bye !

[@austin_316]

Religion = mental illness.. magical invisible space aliens living in the sky? 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

[@decepticum]

@@faith_God your god will take you away from your family and loved ones tomorrow and make them forget about you in less than a year. keep praising him on those same knees you will be using for me (your other god)

[@Bclle128]

Amen!

[@saintsinner7565]

She’s so broken and lost,and I can’t blame her,if anything would happen to my family,I would probably drink myself to death I hope she finds peace and comfort and better ppl around her to hold her hand to hold it not to drag her to a plastic surgeon

[@cookinghealthy8049]

The Lord Jesus can give you strength through anything 🫶🏽🙏🏾

[@lovefalcon1111]

Oh my goodness sweetheart, your boyfriends soul came to earth and completed its purpose. Your journey has just begun! What your looking for is inside of you. Trust me, I’ve been looking for something that has been missing all of my life! If I had the money I would step away from it all, take it all off and step into nature. Because you will continue to be in pain unless you feel it and work through it! Maybe look for a retreat where you can hear the peacefulness of nature, or sit by a body of water or waterfall and soak it all in. The biggest thing is step away from everyone and everything so you can hear the guidance inside. Im so sorry for your loss. Sending you love from Texas…❤

[@KAIJUKING123]

There’s a better way to cope with your boyfriend’s murder rather than surgery it’s called therapy and love/support from those closest around you that love and care about you and are there to help you get through the pain. Edit: there also there to help you heal and move on with your life.

[@kenny995]

Plastic surgery may be a temporary bandaid/coping mechanism, but it won't heal a broken heart and in the long run it will ruin your body. She's been through something so painful and I truly hope she can heal one day with proper love, support, and therapy.

[@lianereading6707]

I really don't understand these people who go overboard with the plastic surgery. It's totally fine if you want to have some work done but not to the extreme. She really does need help to find another healthier way to deal with the loss of her loved one.

[@Supre3m3Kai]

There needs to be stricter regulations on plastic surgery, globally. You can't rely on doctors to have morality.

[@ayyo84]

Her family is so sweet. She is very fortunate.

[@shanabanana9948]

At least she is honest where this is coming from. Alot of people doing this, without thinking they have deeper issues as to why they go down this road. She does need help and more guidance, to deal with the loss and emotions. At least she understands it's deeper then just modifying her body.

[@mermaid30019]

But she was doing surgery way before he passed

[@Thekrystalshow]

She looks beautiful the way she is and no more surgery is needed. She has to fix what’s on the inside.

[@Allaboutthe80s]

Exactly! Thank you for saying it! FACT.💯

[@missvida6251]

If that’s beautiful then I am one of the most beautiful women on earth

[@eshqa]

She said she's humble but that's not how she is, the way she walks, talks, poses for selfies, and the way she ushered her mom and brother quickly out when they were honest with her. Her bother seems very down to earth. I liked what he said.

[@Giovannni]

9:24 "Okay mommy love youuu gethef*ckouttahere"🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

[@mybrokenmindddd]

My mom died of two rupture brain aneurysms and I'm not changing my image for grief

[@neen42]

I'm sorry for your loss. Plastic surgery is a poor coping mechanism - she's trying to distract herself and make herself feel good, but it doesn't last long.

[@elisejessica267]

Girl you had a lot of this surgery before this happened.. this is your second video with truly

[@paigeharris9909]

I know what you are going through. I lost my boyfriend, my life partner on August 19th, 2022 of last year. Its been 6 1/2 months and it still hurts just as bad as the day I found out.

[@angela-ji1cg]

Hugs 🫂

[@paigeharris9909]

@@angela-ji1cg ❤️❤️

[@gothlizzie1665]

I hope her heart can heal sorry for your loss that’s terrible

[@rosiereddsworld4784]

I feel so sorry for you, I know losing a loved one is the most heartbreaking thing ever. May God bless you and heal your heart as much as he can. It'll hurt forever but let his memory live on. 💔😭🙏🏽😇

[@Andrea-zv3up]

She’s going to look so crazy once she gets older. Her doctor is so wrong for sitting there doing that to that girls face knowing dang well that her face doesn’t need anymore work. All for money. This girl needs BEHAVIORAL therapy because she needs to find different ways to cope with what she’s going through.

[@shygirlflygirl]

I like the Cartel Crew show. I hope it comes back. But she really does need therapy. Also, the boyfriend thing is recent recent. She was supposedly dating a basketball player on the show. And on the show she said she started getting plastic surgery because she was bullied in high school. Maybe I misunderstood what she was saying. That she got more addicted to surgery because her boyfriend was murdered? Anyway I hope she gets help. Also I feel like if you have more than one cosmetic surgery within a span of a few years, they need to mentally evaluate you before clearing you for another surgery or some kind of standard like that.

[@nancyayotte2297]

From a 58 year old woman that's made a million mistakes, let me kindly tell you that you can fix the outside all you want but you won't be truly happy and peaceful until you fix the inside honey. " Happiness is an inside job."😮😁🌺

[@dcallan812]

What a shame she out her energy into looking different. Working with a charity that helps people recover from the death of a loved one. It would have been so much more worth while, and not a total waste of money.

[@conishkee]

6/20/23: You have ALWAYS been one of my favorites on the show, but I have to keep it 100 'cause I haven't seen you in a while, but I'm in shock with the way your lips look. Aye Dios mio, Nicole, what are you doing to yourself? I get it, your choice, your money to have all the surgeries you want, etc., so I won't go any further, 'cause it's your business, but I had to ask. I hope you get the help you need in order to deal with your loss, but please, no more surgeries! Your body (and lips) can only take so much, and you looked fabulous before mamita. You really did. My condolences to you and your boyfriend's family. Stay strong and cuidate!

[@freedomofspeech2420]

I like her mother. I do think if she hadn’t touched her lips, she’d look less botched. The lips just top it off. Cause I wonder what they look like without the lipstick etc.

[@CrazyLady-NoCats]

Can’t help but think negative comments are fueling her addiction

[@tracysteele7652]

I lost my mum and dad 18 months apart the way I coped was remembering the good times I still do that now it's been almost 4 years since I lost my mum and 3 years since I lost my dad

[@Majesticlioness90]

My condolences sweetheart🙏🏾❤️

[@stinabby]

not only is this scary for health issues in the long run but that’s a lot of times she’s been unnecessarily put under anesthesia which isn’t okay….

[@hotskaterchic9993]

she’s so beautiful. i love her soul! i hope she’s doing well

[@barbieetherockstar5767]

Omg Nicole nooo I’m so sorry babe😢she’s such a sweet soul it’s sad seeing her go through this, I wish she had more real friends around she deserves so much better 💔.

[@BuddyVR2017]

I knew her boyfriend personally and I’m far from famous. She never spoke on her dude I guarantee because of his past. Rip MEECH 💙

[@Thisisbananas2]

She was a beautiful girl before all the surgery but i feel like she’s using every excuse in the book on why she needs to do certain procedures 🤷🏻‍♀️she should quit before she ends up really botched or dead

[@apoorvaurs7889]

She was obsessed with cosmetic procedures way before the boyfriend's passing away.

[@mendoza19751]

Oh wow she looks so different now wow she was perfect before 😢

[@snehamomlifestyle]

She didn't mention from where money come from to spend on all this surgery...It's self distracting..

[@Fitbitfonk]

People are saying a ton of crap about her not actually using this to cope. But honestly. I wouldn't be surprised if deep down she does this because this is what her boyfriend found attractive. Sometimes we obsess over what our partner potentially wanted in us. It comes in many forms.

[@jennisacostel7605]

“Besties” who they think they foolin 🤣🤣

[@destinymena]

❤❤ I hope she finds peace

[@jerryoboyle2327]

I love her and my heartaches for her. I hope she gets to a place of happiness someday. A sweet human!!!

[@synivy4576]

I don’t think she’s ugly especially when she’s not overdoing it with makeup her bare face is cute

[@alyshakelley403]

Despite all the cosmetic procedures she's so real and raw 💯

[@PinkPlusOrange]

This is terribly sad. I wish her the best. Healing takes time.

[@mirandasummerset]

I feel like when plastic surgery starts getting dangerous for a person, its on them to say no more, especially when someone obviously is addicted to it

[@CB12345]

This is what happens when dumb people receive money. They end up wasting it and adding no substance to life. Honestly, I know her boyfriend is disappointed in the grave. 🤦

[@sylwiamariemrch7463]

I wish her nothing but the best 💝

[@taliaasims]

Grandma right “SHE NEED A DOCTOR” not a surgeon

[@Ann-e1s]

She is a beautiful being regardless of what she does to herself. Blessings and light on your journey ❤️

[@jessicak7750]

I loved her brother on the show. His expressions always made me laugh

[@ShaneOMalle]

Difference between this poor young lady and homeless is $$ ..serious issue with mental health. 3 years is a glitch in time and she uses as an excuse to affect the rest of her life. So sad.

[@LuxeMindsetVibes]

I think she looks great. She at her limit though, she’s literally on the cusp of being botched. Girl, leave your face alone. One bad procedure & she’s done.

[@skunkie110]

Girls those lips are botched. Way too big for her face... looks ridiculous. Edit: okay nevermind I saw the part where she's getting filler and it's all too much. Her face is looking distorted and overfilled, not just the lips.

[@ayoolukoga9829]

Come unto me, all ye that Labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. Matthew 11:29

[@perryh.5306]

Her and the make-up artist are both beautiful 😍

[@anatejada1100]

Omg she’s changed so much😩, girl you were already beautiful

[@locstarkg]

im happy that she stopped her from doing her nose. i mean she is pretty but she went a little overboard. i hope she gets help and sees a therapist 💓.

[@scarlettkhan9667]

She is beautiful, I hope she can accept herself and find a new loving relationship.

[@mikeRedMDK2032]

As sorry as i am for her loss, surgery never truly fills a void. Why else can nobody ever seem to stop at one or two procedures? They keep getting injected or carved up until they're unrecognizable amalgamations of flesh and plastic

[@Lizzie_Lizz]

Gosh what has she done to herself! 😮I remember when she first started on tv. she had worked done, but still looked like a cute girl. Now…I can’t recognize her.

[@paulwong9248]

The pain in her moms eyes😢

[@MsJanetWood]

3:05 _We have to keep it natural._ 🤣😅😂

[@TLADRIANNA]

When I seen this title I was like I can’t wait to watch when I get home from school😂😂😂😂😂😂

[@ShannonSoSweeet]

I really like her (from the show) and I think she is beautiful. ❤

[@NieceyWeesey]

She looks waaaaaaaay older than 30. I would say she looks amazing for mid 40s

[@Gamer-qb1zj]

I love when people make themselves beautiful. Good work to surgery doctors that made it 🎉 it's beautiful she is really looking like doll, especially Bratz 🎉

[@KandiceTetlow]

I lost my innocent fiance Oliver Tetlow RIP here in UK in a huge Shooting in 2016. Y'all can look it up if you want as I don't mind. My coping mechanism was Jesus Christ and still is. I completely understand that we all have different coping mechanism. But she was beautiful post and after she had a few surgeries. I pray she doesn't end up destroying her face and end up looking cat like if that makes sense. I miss my deceased fiance till this day but honestly only Jesus Christ can heal our trauma. God bless her in Jesus name and may He lead her to receive healing through Him & His Son and The Holy Spirit.

[@driley5004]

ppl out here sayin "be yourself" -esp men saying that, but they are the ones with the extremely unrealistic expectations of women. which turns women into this.

[@einienj3281]

Agreed.. and some of them pay for these operations..

[@taliaasims]

@@einienj3281 sure do.

[@skunkie110]

And then women say they don't do it for men, but let's be real here, it is. Even if they don't even realize it. On a subconscious level, it is to be attractive toward the opposite sex. Men love curves... and look, women out here getting giant boobs and butts and lipo, trying to get a "snatched" waist so they can be deemed more attractive. But what if men loved flat chests and flat butt, zero curves. You still think women would be getting giant boobs and butt? Or wearing wait trainers and whatnot?

[@kidmid706]

Man people don't realize how this stuff make them look smh sorry for her loss but damn

[@camilosanchezcelis4153]

No matter babe, keep it up cc like You want it too! I support You as your Best fan and lover too ever! Go ahead

[@willowtreezx]

Oh Nicole… I hope she stops touching herself and starts getting psychological help instead 🥺

[@KaraNolting]

Only 30 and she looks so much older. Plastic surgery is just aging these beautiful young women :(

[@soxpuff]

When an elderly latina says you need therapy... I think you better listen. In their generation, therapy wasn't a thing, but a prayer was a war path.

[@j.3779]

She is beautiful. Even her soul seems kind. Reduce those huge lips and she is absolute gorgeous. She has the saddest eyes though. Hope she can find love again. Her deceased boyfriend is her guardian angel now and I'm sure he would love to see her as a wife, mom.

[@juliaparker09]

That’s not the way to cope with grief… she needs counselling…

[@deeplyfeminine865]

I saw her early days, she said she wanted to look plastic, and just knew she was going to end up looking exactly like this.

[@Latindama]

She such a beautiful girl she didn’t even need to go so far.

[@victoriab09117]

I am so sorry for her loss, but she is slowly damaging her looks, she has been on here about 4 times and every time it is getting more out of hands 😢

[@KAIJUKING123]

1:54 you shouldn’t really laugh honey you should take this helpful advice as a wake up call where not here to put you down or make fun of you for your life choices but to help you understand where you f’d up and don’t wanna admit to it.

[@CC-hz1qm]

I thought she said she had a therapist. !?

[@natalidolll]

She is Amazing !!! 💜💜💜💜💜💜

[@bigb853]

This poor woman needs therapy. So sad.

[@Amaddiegrace]

She looks horrible now….she was prettier when she first started on Cartel Crew…she looks sick. I love her personality but this is too much. She reminds me of corpse bride :/ she really needs help and surgery isn’t the way. She needs to seek further help because she is ruining herself and not even seeing it. Shes choosing to be blind about it. I know she went through a lot pero nah this ain’t it for real…what if she gets pregnant? I feel her stomach won’t be able to handle it because of how much she took out

[@_Marina_thm]

💔 Im so sorry, he was her everything..