BBC Merlin AU ♕ "Can I Exist?"

#merlin #modernmerlin #savemerlin
!!!!!I OWN ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!!! THIS IS PURELY FOR FUN!! ALL RIGHTS GO TO THEIR RIGHTFUL OWNERS!!
Song: Missio "Can I Exist" (please check them out because they are amazing and deserves SOOOOOOOO much attention)!!
Story: Merlin has been around for nearly 2 thousand years and has seen war and been a part of it. He has grown weary and has PTSD from all the horrors he has seen: Can I exist?
I hope the story comes out clear!!!

[@evie1919]

BBC you are missing out wtf

[@MissCelticLover]

PREACH! Honestly I want in if they do a story like this ahaha

[@oliverkumm7340]

Can we talk about how AMAZING colin morgan is as an actor???????? I cannot get over the fact that he exists and this amazing video makes me think of what an amazing actor he is.

[@MissCelticLover]

YES PLEASE!! COLIN MORGAN IS AMAZING AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE HIM IN MORE FILMS/SHOWS! And thank you!! I'm glad you like it!!

[@efbless]

I was just thinking what a brilliant tribute to his acting this is! I love that you use longer clips than most edits, to let the emotions really sink in.

[@christina113704]

I can imagine that being alive that long and waiting would do that to a person. He probably didn't even have an option of ending his misery either. 😢 Why would ppl want to be immortal? It's depressing.

[@MissCelticLover]

christina113704 YES!! That’s exactly the point of this...and the injury he received in the explosion (in the vid) was my hint at Merlin being unable to die, but sees death and has caused others to die. He’s alone in a world that has forgotten magic, and Arthur entirely. Though they haven’t forgotten the crown and the glory of being in power. 😭😭

[@christina113704]

Lthien இ it wouldn't be all that surprising if he turned to drugs or alcohol (or something similar), considering everything that's happened. By this time, it's been what? 2k+ years? 😢 If he's gotten married and had kids even once, they'd be long gone. Depressing. 😭 Plus PTSD? No. Just. No.

[@MissCelticLover]

christina113704 YOURE SPEAKING MY KIND OF LANGUAGE! Yes! Exactly!!! Poor Merlin wouldnt be Merlin anymore, but a poor creature twisted by time and loneliness 😢

[@christina113704]

Lthien இ if I wasn't up to my neck in other stories (one being an Emrys fic), I'd do one like this.

[@MissCelticLover]

christina113704 ohhhh!!! That would be so awesome!! If you ever do, will you send it to me?? And FIC REC?? I would love to read!! I wrote a 253k fic for Merlin years ago and omg I miss it so much!

[@mikeykean3805]

I would love Merlin season 6 to be set in the first world war then 7 to be in modern day where Arthur and Morgana are resurrected and they kind merlin is a mercenary type Killer who, s all but lost his humanity.

[@S.S.Spirit]

mikey kean that would be awesome

[@figuratively1261]

yESSSSS and then they help him regain it

[@dannysimion]

awesome concept. im reading the season 6 script online. I want it to happen. man, wheres a petition we can sign off on for this to happen?

[@vonELI1]

i know that im 2 years late in replying but that would just be so awesome. Im sure there's a fanfic of this somewhere out there that can be the script for that entire thing lol.

[@user-zx5oo8si2s]

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[@AnimeLover-rq4ee]

I haven't seen any other Colin Morgan shows that he has been acted in and in Merlin Kilgraha said that Arthur will come back, so this video almost made me think that they made another show to continue Merlin, but then I realized that it was just the editing bc when Merlin went into the water it was scene from one of the episodes in Merlin.

[@MissCelticLover]

Oh my goshhhh, really??? I honestly couldn't find anything else that would work, so I just went with Merlin loll but thank you!!

[@AnimeLover-rq4ee]

thank you for making this video

[@puck4049]

Ohmygod it's been what? 5 years? I'm still not over these two, I can't ohmygod -heart breaks all over again- At least give us something for closure BBC! I can't bear the thought of Merlin as an immortal, forever wandering the Earth, waiting, heart so ancient slowly losing hope, losing light. Gah T.T

[@MissCelticLover]

I'm not over them either (clearly) lolll and YES! I really think they should at least have an hour special on what happens next at least...to leave it where we only see Merlin as an old, heartbroken, man is just too much! Merlin is such a sweet character and to think that he's become broken...my heart just can't handle that!

[@puck4049]

You're in luck then because I juust found out there was an actual script for season 6!!!!! It's on tumblr!!! O.o I'm reading it right now (currently on ep 2), and gaaaahhhhh my heart freaking DIED reading that first episode. I was crying so much!!!

[@MissCelticLover]

ImStranger ThanYou WHAT!! Can you link it to me?? 😱❤️

[@puck4049]

It's merlin6kingdomcome . tumblr . com Have fun reading!!! I would advise reading it somewhere where no one can see your huge grin and tears running down your face so you could properly fangirl but I feel like you're not reading this part anymore hahaha ^^

[@leadingwarwriter135]

ImStranger ThanYou Honestly same!!

[@Joceline6789]

where do I even start? first of all, the concept and execution is incredible. this song? match made in heaven. the idea that Merlin took part in all these horrible wars and goes back everyday to wait for Arthur. Arthur returning when England needed him most. Them meeting in heaven and seeing each other for the first time in thousands of years?! Absolutely breathtaking. I understand that Merlin is suppose to be a tragedy, and he's cursed to roam the earth, waiting for someone who might never return, and that's the beauty of the legend. However, it just breaks my heart because we have seen how little he's enjoyed his life, and it's comforting to know that in another life, he is reunited with Arthur.

[@MissCelticLover]

Thank you so much for this beautiful comment! I always thought Merlin to be very much the tragic hero and when I thought about him witnessing the War of the Roses etc and all the bloodshed over the throne...This was born!

[@mrosag1405]

Beautiful. The scenes are very well chosen. And the story ends with a smile and a longing for hope.

[@MissCelticLover]

Thank you!! I'm so glad that you think so!! I really enjoyed creating this story!

[@BigFanOfManyThings]

Oh my poor baby! Series 6 needs to come NOW to save my Merlin! Bring back Arthur for him :'(

[@azizahmed724]

I agree. I hope they do make another season for the fans and bring Arthur and Merlin back 🙏

[@MidnightPhenomenon]

Never gonna get over these two😭 Your work is killing me Thank you so much for putting this together!

[@MissCelticLover]

MidnightPhenomenon Ahhhhh neither will I!!! I love them now as much as I did the first time I watched!! Bradley and Colin were so amazing together...😭❤️ Thank you for taking the time to watch it!!! 😘

[@mosiacsoml]

I want there to be a revival event where all the fans get together in France with the cast and we all sleepover in the castle and talk about the future scripts because let’s be honest, we’d be writing it. I just miss merlin so much. I think it really a hit a big part of all of us.

[@MissCelticLover]

Blonde Ambition PLEASE!!! That would be AMAZING! BBC is seriously missing out by not continuing...

[@minik746]

Invitation to fans to watch all his movies and tv-series and discover the amazing Colin Morgan, the Irish Prince, and best actor of his generation. One critic wrote: "In acting, "range" refers to the variety and breadth of emotions, characters, and styles that an actor can convincingly portray. It encompasses the actor's ability to switch between different roles and deliver performances that resonate with authenticity across various genres, such as drama, comedy, or action. A wide range indicates that an actor can perform both subtle and extreme emotions, embody characters from diverse backgrounds, and adapt to different performance styles. Range is often assessed through an actor's body of work, including their versatility in portraying complex characters and their ability to engage audiences in various contexts.'' Bravo ! Love your video paying tribute to our belove Colin. Love xx

[@ninango8291]

The music and the scenes fit so well. I really love it. If BBC ever does sth about Merlin in the future, they’ll better create a masterpiece like this.

[@dannysimion]

Oh Merlin, that look of anguish as Arthur takes his last breath...I want this show to go on and get an actual proper ending!

[@annalise4189]

You know for the future Colin Morgan was in the testemamt of youth, a war and love film so ud be able to get clips of him in a war uniform and that in that film, but great video, addicted to it

[@MissCelticLover]

Thank you so much!! When I was making this, the movie was still very new and I couldn’t get clips of it easily…I wish I could have! I may edit this again one day to add it, but who knows 😂💓

[@gregoryamour3388]

This is good, but I like the first much better. The first one actually brought tears to my eyes and gave a slight hope that possibly one day the cast can be brought back to the middle ages where they belong.

[@leadingwarwriter135]

This is torture but beautiful 😭😭❤️

[@MissCelticLover]

Laura Warwriter Thank you so much! ❤️

[@adrianjohnson4474]

I PUNCHED MYSELF IN THE FACE TOTALLY FORGETTING ABOUT THAT TIME MERLIN DID REALLY PULL ARTHUR OUTTA THAT FUKING LAKE IM SHOOKEN

[@themarieseries]

I’ve been in love with this video ever since it came out.

[@MissCelticLover]

Thank you so much I really appreciate it!! 🥺💓

[@misshobbity]

ABSOLUTELY MINDBLOWING AND BEAUTIFUL

[@MissCelticLover]

Thank you sooo much!

[@frannyhavern3783]

Within 10 seconds of this video, my heart was ripped out... 😭😭😭

[@MissCelticLover]

I'm sorry...

[@b.b.a.2573]

still my fav merlin fanvid

[@cassie849]

Love this ☺️ great video 😉 I miss Merlin so much I wish it could of had a bit longer, enough to Not Rush it's ending

[@MissCelticLover]

cassie849 Thank you for the comment!! I wish they hadn't canceled either...so much potential 😢

[@annalise4189]

I would love to see a modern day merlin where merlin can not aged due to some curse (or something) and he now in modern day society raises Arthur from the dead. We hv to see Arthur learn and fit into modern day society and we get to see merlins traumatic past eg world wars, famine ect and most especially past lover who who lost ( who would be male cause it feels right). We would see them have to deal with the dangers that have been raised from Arthur's resurrection as a void has opened that cant be closed. Arthur would see how merlin has changed but he will bring out the old merlin too x

[@anfran4148]

I'm not crying... YOU'RE CRYING

[@larryjones-emery9832]

Colin is Merlin and so much more! He and his family I will pray for as long as I live.

[@brunellamanetti2289]

... e Arriverà un nuovo Mondo di Unità, Amore Vero, Pace , Armonia, Bellezza, con il Piacere di Vivere e di Condividere, nel massimo Rispetto di Ogni Essere Creato!!!

[@arianneholodnik]

This is absolutely beautiful, from the music to the editing. These two are well worth all the tears. Easily one of my favorite merlin videos.

[@MissCelticLover]

Ahh! That's so sweet of you to say! Thank you!

[@MyVwccStar2023]

My god, this was an amazing video ❤❤ the scenes were very well chosen, and the music was a match made in heaven ❤

[@MissCelticLover]

Thank you so much!!

[@antross6433]

this is so amazing! dang it... you're great, please keep doing what you're doing cuz it gives me *life* OH AND SEEING TARON ACTUALLY MADE ME SQUEAL

[@MissCelticLover]

Headfirst For Llama THANK YOU VERY MUCH!! 😘 I'm so glad you enjoyed it!! And it took FOREVER to find good clips of that scene...and Taron is AMAZING!! Such a brilliant film ❤️

[@kael7451]

This is absolutely amazing, and it brings back all the memories from when I watched this when I was younger. Keep doing what you're doing ^^

[@MissCelticLover]

Thank you so much!! I'm so glad that you enjoyed it!! And I miss Merlin very much...

[@wynflaeth]

Oh my goodness, this was wonderful!

[@sofia-dt1ti]

Amazin video and Music cool and ever Arthur merlin 💖💜💚

[@timothymiracle8955]

Bring the show back. Please.

[@thebee9131]

I feel like when he would get out of the water he'd get a good look at Merlin and be like, "wtf are you wearing?" *(looks over at cars that are on the road* "WTF ARE THOSE?" *(looks around at surroundings)* " *WHERE THE F*CK ARE WE?!* "

[@MissCelticLover]

Hello, Hello , and more Hello 😂😂😂 Arthur just died of shock and Merlin’s like « ARE YOU SERIOUS RN ??????? »

[@user-jx9pw1rz3u]

Потрясающий абажаю сериалы Мерлин Class

[@charliemacdonald9879]

Who's watching during the cough cough

[@destaabebe2151]

Colin is a best man

[@athenali3132]

ahhh your editing skills are just outstanding!! I love how their voices sync with their lip movements and how everything is so cohesive and makes sense!

[@MissCelticLover]

Oh my goodness! Thank you so much!!!

[@danielapapa4462]

Questa canzone e video lo sento almeno 3 volte al giorno da quanto mi piace

[@nitakusifuphilips1404]

Why can't l get over merlin😭

[@avals_01]

Он наш вечный Мерлин!!!

[@Rache28]

Wonderful video! Very well put together and the music fits perfectly!

[@sariahnicely9909]

Oh, why must you torment me like this? I love it, but still... Also kudos for your other Merlin vids! I am actually using the basic premise from this vid for a fic I was writing. (been having problems with motivation, but what else is new?) I just realized I haven't credited you for the idea, so I shall be sure to get on that! (in case you want to check it out, it's called "dear dollophead" on ff.net)

[@MissCelticLover]

Ommggggggg!! I will definitely check it out; thank you so much!!

[@timothymiracle8955]

These videos are awesome 👌 👏 😎

[@noahkirby3883]

I’m crying, this is so perfect. Like I can’t begin the imagine the pain Merlin must have gone through while he waited for Arthur to rise from the dead. Breaks my heart into a trillion pieces. Beautifully edited!

[@MissCelticLover]

GAY aka T5W Thank you!! When I first heard this song the idea popped in my head and I started bawling lol

[@alanverdi9430]

Gwen is horrible and ridiculous queen of Camelot, looks like a witch. Beautiful video.

[@MissCelticLover]

Alan Verdi Poor Gwen, ouch lollll but thank you!! ♥️

[@figuratively1261]

I swear this is the most beautiful Merlin amv ive ever seen Just The emotions, the shots of Colin, the timing, just YES WOW I WANNA CRY AND SCREAM AND LAUGH BUT I'M JUST SILENT And God... Im not sure if this was intentional, but the symbolism of the ending, where when Arthur comes back from the lake of Avalon Merlin is who he used to be again... Arthur's return brought Merlin's, too...

[@MissCelticLover]

F i g u r a t i v e l y Awww thank you so much! So sorry this is such a late reply!

[@figuratively1261]

@@MissCelticLover omg its fibe, i didnt expect a reply at all honestly 😂

[@gigirose8893]

This is absolutely amazing. I can't believe I've only just found this video!

[@MissCelticLover]

Aww thank you so much!!

[@juliarahn8683]

MISSIO AND MERLIN?! I HAVE BEEN BLESSED

[@MissCelticLover]

Julia Rahn 😂😂 thank you!!

[@EthanSantiago]

Incredible! What an awesome AU vid!

[@MissCelticLover]

Thank you so much!!!

[@sandrakarnon4125]

Miss this show so much!!

[@MissCelticLover]

Same here!! I love it dearly; even 6 years later...

[@paulj6138]

MERLIN DOESN'T SMOKE JUNK

[@figuratively1261]

His eyes are fuckin FANFICTION BLUE, LIKE HOWWWW

[@MissCelticLover]

Heavenly blessed tbh...♥️

[@Fernandaonix]

😁👌que musica linda❤

[@crazylpsfilms8361]

what episode was it when Merlin was trying to find Artur in the water plz reply thx

[@MissCelticLover]

it's from ep 1x07 with the character Sophia; where she tried to drown/sacrifice Arthur in order to go back to Avalon

[@crazylpsfilms8361]

thx

[@polynectar9575]

You did an absolutely wonderful job with this video and you honestly deserve thousands of views ! You managed to convey a mood that is your very own with the clips you selected and the music you chose and we can't help but trudge along on Merlin's difficult path through grief, wars and trauma towards the desperate but undying hope of Arthur's return. Thank you for that

[@MissCelticLover]

OH MY GOODNESS! Thank you very much!!! And I'm so glad that the story came out well for you!! You are very sweet, and this comment has made my night!!

[@polynectar9575]

Lthien இ haha you are welcome! Also, I wanted to ask you if I could write a fanfiction based on this? To be honest, I've already kind of started writing ideas xD

[@MissCelticLover]

Yuki PrepareToCry 😳😳😳 Totally!!! Yes, oh my goodness, that is so exciting!! Could you tag me in it when it's done etc?? My Tumblr is @sofancydancy if that's easier!! I'm so happy/excited now you have no idea loll

[@polynectar9575]

Lthien இ REALLY? OMG THANK YOU SO MUCH! I looove this video I have seen it way too many times and it is just so inspiring that I HAD to write a fic based on it! I definitely tag you and if you want I can keep you posted on my progress!

[@MissCelticLover]

Are you kidding?? THANK YOU!

[@thefandomfish3071]

NOAH FENCE BUT THIS SHIT GOT ME FUCKED UP

[@MissCelticLover]

SORRY

[@thefandomfish3071]

Lthien இ HOW COULD U DO THIS IM FJSBDKDBDJ

[@MissCelticLover]

TheFandomFish I HAD NO CHOICE 😭♥️

[@user-bj2xq4rz5o]

I'm ganna cry 😢😢😢

[@attilatalarico6460]

I don't like Gwen queen of Camelot. Nice video.

[@CantStayAway]

AMAZING VIDEO!!!!!!!!

[@MissCelticLover]

Thanks so much!!

[@user-oj2pn3gx3z]

MERLIN.........!!!!!! 😓😓😓 ...YOU KILLING ME...!!!!

[@MissCelticLover]

😘😘😘❤️

[@heidiland1761]

2:08 - 2:13 Was a good scene!

[@jackorozco3510]

Que pasa con la productora que aun no sacan estos nuevos capítulos

[@christina113704]

I have to wonder (after all these years) why the faeries were so afraid 😨

[@MissCelticLover]

I wanted to put them there to show the tension between Arthur and Merlin after a millenia apart... Not necessarily because Arthur is /scared/ of Merlin, but he sees that he's been alone for all these years...

[@MissCelticLover]

It's kinda an insight into Arthur's mind when suddenly he's alive again and now looking at a face that hasn't aged in a millenia.

[@jackieparfitt7925]

So sad

[@mariamangano203]

Quando ci sarà la sesta stagione di Merlin e dei suoi fantastici interpreti? Vi prego ci mancano e manca una conclusione degna di tale successo.

[@Ghoul_Boi]

AMAZING

[@MissCelticLover]

Thank you very much!! I'm so glad that you liked it!!

[@angelica0834]

this is beautiful i like it so much

[@MissCelticLover]

Thank you soooo much!!

[@angelica0834]

Your welcome 😘. Would you like to check my channel? You could tell me how to make better videos cause yours are amazing.

[@onderozyol8283]

6.sezon neden yok lutfen devami gelsin

[@adelaydefrancoforte.5525]

When...the new stories?

[@Ace_of_hearts_.]

The fuck you made me cry that's fuckin rare 😭😂

[@MissCelticLover]

Mika The anime person Sorry!!! 🧻🧻♥️

[@Ace_of_hearts_.]

Lthien இ don’t apologize!!! It was just sad and really well made like really well made ❤️

[@MissCelticLover]

@@Ace_of_hearts_.

[@ctfangirl]

where is the bit at 2:30 from.

[@MissCelticLover]

ctfangirl from the Movie “Parked”

[@alexarendell]

so u just broke my heart.......

[@MissCelticLover]

I'm sorry!!

[@PastaSick]

Fu- this was good

[@MissCelticLover]

Thank you sooo much!!

[@betternamecame]

I love this video! Where is the part at 3:24 from?

[@MissCelticLover]

Hi there!! It’s actually a scene from Snow White and the Huntsman! I tend to collect scenes that I think could work for other things…like this one.l!

[@lanalove7639]

This is not fair

[@user-oj2pn3gx3z]

😓😢😭

[@MyVwccStar2023]

1:25 - 1:32 wait what was this from i can't remember

[@streamwallsbylouistomlinso2650]

I wanttttt merlinnnnnnn

[@katielyons8599]

This is absolutely amazing! Where did you get the modern clips from?

[@MissCelticLover]

Omg I just noticed I never replied...I found them on youtube and downloaded them! Most of them are from trailers that I slowed down and zoomed in on! Also, you can look up certain scenes and KZbin will most likely have them!!

[@QuintrellDemary]

I sub

[@MissCelticLover]

FlamingCrystal Alchemist Thank you!! I appreciate it! ❤️

[@annunziatapassarelli2700]

Perché e scritto tutto in inglese scrivete anche italiano per favore grazie

[@MissCelticLover]

per la descrizione?

[@toxicdonut4444]

Can you tell me what episode this is someone please

[@MissCelticLover]

Which part? I would love to help if I can. This entire thing has been edited together with multiple shows and clips from other movies!

[@katielyons8599]

Where did you get all the clips from? Xxx

[@MissCelticLover]

Katie Lyons I searched KZbin for the original clips (like certain Colin scenes that I knew would be on here/war scenes from movies etc). It took A LONG time to get good quality clips...I don’t use torrent sites because I love my laptop too much to risk a virus 😂😂 however, I have maybe a hundred clips that will probably cause an issue later on 😥 but, hey, if you know a safe way to get clips etc I’m all ears! Did this help at all?

[@katielyons8599]

Lthien இ yeh, thanks 🙏 I understand what you mean with loving your laptop too much 😂 xxx

[@MissCelticLover]

Katie Lyons Just be safe if you’re going to download clips! I use the site OnlineVideoConverter and it’s worked fine; just disable your pop-ups bc something WILL pop up (an ad etc); happy clip hunting! 😋

[@katielyons8599]

Lthien இ Awh thanks. Also what were the films? I know parked and the island (and obviously Merlin) but what are the films you got the clips from? Xxxx

[@MissCelticLover]

Katie Lyons oh yikes; his has been forever now. But: A Testament of Youth, Parked, The Laughing King, The Island, and the show The Fall!

[@mariavalverde9131]

Hello of is Costa Rica

[@MissCelticLover]

Hello!! ♥️

[@jojoschauman6055]

Alternate ending It's the present day and we see Merlin walking along the side of the rode, then we hear sum shouting of screen, and the frame shifts to, 2 13-14 year olds(one girl and one boy) being bullyd by a group of 16-17 year old kids Bully1:*puches the yunger boy to the ground* Yunger girl:*steps in front of the boy to protect Him* "stay away from Arthur" Bully1: "what are you gonna do WITCH" Yunger girl: "im not a witch" Arthur(yunger boy):*gets up from the ground* "leave her alone" Bully1:"or what your gonna call your dad and cry" Yunger girl:*trys to run at bully1* Arthur:*grabs girls arm to hold her back* "there not worth it Merlin" Merlin(yunger girl):"no one talks to my friend like that" Bully1:"what are you gonna do curse me?" Merlin:*clenches teeth*" I'm not A WITCH" All bullys: "WITCH! WITCH! WITCH!WITCH! Merlin:*puts hands over ears and crouches down to the ground*"IM NOT A WITCH * all bullys fall backwards to the ground as if thay had bin hit with a shock wave * Merlin:* looks up with glowing eyes*"oh no" Arthur:*tugs at merlins arm*"lets go!!" * Merlin and Arthur run off, leaving old Merlin watching what just vent down, knowing that sorcery might not be dead just yet *

[@PastaSick]

The one homophobic who disliked this