Behind the Curtain: The Bam/Novak Saga

Brandon Novak discusses his up and down relationship with childhood friend, Bam Margera. They started skating together and as their friendship progressed, Brandon started using heroin and they lost touch. Eventually, Bam reached out to Brandon to get him help. Years later, the tables have turned with Brandon being there for Bam as he is on his path to recovery.
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[@stousers]

Who woulda thought out of these crews it would be Novak and Steve O who would be sober

[@mkvb58king]

not in a million years

[@Ajaxaxxess]

Right man.. crazy who cleans up and who doesnt.

[@JasonBroaddus]

I'm surprised and happy Steve O is still with us. I hope Bam gets better.

[@flowlineproductions]

Novak and Steve O went harder and reached their bottoms faster, so they cleaned up before they died. Bam might not be there yet sadly.

[@johnv6806]

I thought Novak would be dead by now. Bam looks like he is dead now.

[@craigwilkes]

Brandon you’re a good guy. The way you treated my son during a signing w/ Bam back in the day made that little kids year. He’s now 21 and we still talk about that day. Thank you.

[@kevinzhu6417]

thats an amazing story. when i was a kid i liked watching their shows etc. butthis made me develop so much respect for them

[@corrinaamato8805]

Love this.. great story. I love hearing people's actual experience with some of these celebs.. a lot of time they seem cool as hell when the camera is on but personal interactions from regular ppl tell another story i.e. "Ellen".. lol need I say more. Love that Novacks authentic

[@tegofido]

Nice!

[@quotemenot7000]

🤟

[@bronrivera6698]

That's awesome! I met them at an element demo in Chino,CA back in the day as well when I was a kid

[@jamieschumacher7989]

Watching Brandon talk about sobriety and how good and happy he looks I've finally decided to go into treatment for my alcoholism. I sent him a message on Instagram thanking him and to say a prayer for me. He replied back in an hour wishing me well. Top dude.

[@AntistarSessions]

Good luck man!!!! Be well and happy and healthy

[@psychoticmaniac8465]

did you fall off the wagon?

[@waffestompinusa3857]

R u sober

[@jamieschumacher7989]

Did 5 weeks treatment and had a relapse a month later and am happy to say I'm 131 days sober and don't even entertain the thought of drinking again. That will change no doubt but one day at a time.

[@chakkachewy8905]

@@jamieschumacher7989 awesome keep fighting the good fight

[@jacobalthiser5730]

I'm 60 days as of today. And this really hit my heart. I'm 35 year old and grew up watching you guys. And feel like I've grown up with you. All the best wishes to bam and you.

[@robbyproto8046]

Congrats man. Keep it up

[@pwallace5359]

Jacob Althiser , hope you’re still doing ok

[@jacobalthiser5730]

Yup still doing great thank you.

[@jacobalthiser5730]

@@pwallace5359 yup still doing g great thank you

[@lordbottaro4549]

Keep it up brother, you should be proud of yourself.

[@MrBeckenhimself]

As a former drug addict myself watching Novak being clean really warms my heart. Well done Novak. Well done. Stay strong and positive man. You got this.

[@drewchristenson6775]

I'm not judging im on subutex myself BUT ive done and been around opiates and maintenance drugs long enough to know this dude is definitely on methadone or subutex....I don't care what anyone says!!

[@Beth_Amphetamine]

drew christenson I was thinking the same thing watching him constantly scratch his nose. Opiates always make my nose itch and I know it’s the same for others. Now he might be taking it strictly as therapy for his addictions and I hope that’s the case but yeah I agree with you.

[@MrBeckenhimself]

@@drewchristenson6775 He might be on opiates to deal with the heroin addiction. Because I've met a ton of heroin addicts some clean some, well.. And let me tell you when that abstinense hits them. It's on an entirely different level.

[@qbclay2]

being on opiates to deal with the heroin addiction makes 0 sense. i could see him being on a maintenance drug of some sort maybe, but really doubt he is on any kind of opiate. that shits a slippery slope right back to heroin, i cant imagine the self control and discipline that it would take for a full blown heroin addict to just maintain with other opioids and not eventually go back to heroin

[@Beth_Amphetamine]

qbclay2 yeah I agree. I don’t think he’s on opiates, I think he’s probably on methadone or something similar. I was just saying that certain pills made my nose itch like that and maybe it’s the same for what he’s taking. I didnt really make my comment clear lol

[@greggallen7381]

He never gave up on you, now you never give up on him!

[@lau3503]

Arnold Palmer yes. You said it.

[@ELTALIBANEASTLA]

Big facts

[@christopherarellano3731]

Bomb tea

[@derekvalenti9365]

Absolutely we’re all in this together baby!

[@ELTALIBANEASTLA]

Fr fr It’s time for you to show bam some homie love ❤️ just like he Never gave up on you now you can’t give up on him!!! .....not to talk smack but Brandon you would be no one without bam not get me Wong I love y’all but the world wouldn’t have even known who you where if it wasn’t for bam.... put all them money shit n beef aside for a bit and be there for your friend!!

[@livethroughthis3863]

Who’s here after seeing bams rant?

[@CharlieBrownGaming]

🙋‍♂️🤷‍♂️😂

[@drunkenmmamaster419]

@@CharlieBrownGaming me

[@jasonlindquistmedia]

@@drunkenmmamaster419 me

[@nooodles939]

@@jasonlindquistmedia me

[@jasonlindquistmedia]

@@nooodles939 miss bamm

[@xlnuniex]

When Dunn pushed Novak... I felt that. From both sides.

[@stevennorris7181]

Its a disaster from all aspects. Dunn trying to be high and mighty towards Novak over heroin, to normalize and justify his own addictions, of which ultimately killed not only himself but another person. I just wish there was someone there to push Ryan too.

[@xlnuniex]

@@stevennorris7181 I get it. Novak was given a strict list of rules to follow if he wanted to stay at Bam’s home. I think they thought they could get Novak off drugs for good. Not realizing just how difficult the process is. Bam now knows the struggles of addiction too. Also, I think Dunn was really disappointed that he couldn’t get his friend off drugs. It’s hard seeing a friend go through an addiction. * I’m really proud that Novak got clean. He’s been clean and sober for several years now. Extremely happy for him. I recently read that Bam also got sober; celebrated a year clean too.

[@zippymufo9765]

Actually what I heard was that Dunn hated Novak and resented that Bam had brought him into the scene in PA. So that push had more behind it. Though it's ironic that Margera and Dunn wound up with their own addiction issues.

[@vudusid8717]

It was scripted, lol. You think that camera just happend to be there.

[@jasonkrohmer2325]

One and a half years clean off iv heroin. Your videos helped me cope.

[@TheBrandonNovak]

Congratulations brother !

[@helenfaber7878]

That's awesome well done

[@enmeterdumheter]

Great work brother!

[@tbhwitchall3797]

U a beast bro.. that shit ain't easy. Not by a longshot

[@syrenamilani3115]

Blessings on cont. healing & finding purpose, joy & comfort again in life ... 👀💘💫

[@jasyn197]

I'm so far about 5 days sober. Shit is tough. But. I'm doing well.

[@UnimpressedGoose]

Buddy I’m 4 years clean off shooting up pills n I’ve been off methadone for almost a year now. Bro trust me when I say it gets easier. You may stumble a few times. But you can always pick yourself up. 5 days can easily turn into 5 years. And man you deserve to be clean. If my dumbass got clean I 100% know you can do it man.

[@SneakyHoboJesus]

I'm proud of you!

[@melissalykins8895]

Keep on keeping on. You’re doing great. Don’t give up. You are stronger than any addiction. You should be extremely proud of yourself. Wishing you the best. ❤️🙏🏻

[@jasyn197]

@@melissalykins8895 Thank you so much. Sincerely. Unfortunately I'm suppose to have a back surgery done at the age of 24. It's my second one. I finally broke down and took some meds for the pain. But I have it under control. I don't have access to my meds. So. That helps at least.

[@jasyn197]

@@UnimpressedGoose Thank you so much man. I'm trying really hard. I've been to rehab twice. I don't want to go back a third time. But I will. I've been going cold turkey. No subs. No methadone. Nothing. I did recently take some meds but I have to have back surgery and then pain was just too much to bear. But I don't have access to my meds. I have my parents holding on to them for me.

[@intothemystic5223]

It's sad seeing Ryan talk about how he doesn't want to lose Brandon to addiction while he's drinking a beer knowing that's basically what got him.

[@seahawks366]

Man thats so crazy to think about! Most people don’t think alcohol is a problem its just the other drugs are the problem

[@Alexandria87]

​@@seahawks366 I used to think that way when i was heavily into drinking back then. Even though people would tell me that i had a drinking problem, I'd quickly defended it by telling them "well at least I'm not a drug addict" as if I was any better. It took alot of trips to rehab and finally surrendering to recovery to realize that alcohol was no better.

[@Glibzer]

@@Alexandria87 alcohol is one of two things that can and will kill you from withdrawls

[@oldmanskates]

These guys chasing each other's tails trying to help each other. Hope the best for you both.

[@ELTALIBANEASTLA]

Fr fr It’s time for you to show bam some homie love ❤️ just like he Never gave up on you now you can’t give up on him!!! .....not to talk smack but Brandon you would be no one without bam not get me Wong I love y’all but the world wouldn’t have even known who you where if it wasn’t for bam.... put all them money shit n beef aside for a bit and be there for your friend!!

[@spookshow6999]

@@ELTALIBANEASTLA did you not fucking listen to a thing he said?

[@ELTALIBANEASTLA]

Yeah and to me he wasn’t there like bam was for him!

[@BrainbusterLeckie]

@@ELTALIBANEASTLA because it's a massively different dynamic to have a Rich Signed Skateboarder with a show on MTV helping out a homeless Heroin addict than it is with Novak trying to help a dude with Multiple Houses, constant royalty checks and who can sell out venues anytime he needs more cash. What is Novak meant to do? Throw Bam off his couch? The same tactics ain't going to work here, Bam needs to help himself if he wants to stay sober.

[@dolantho]

@@ELTALIBANEASTLA yo you gotta be a little kid bro ain’t no way

[@zachansard]

He was your rock, be his. You got this. Friendships hit a lot of waves, stay the course. Your story and your support will help him more than either of you will ever realize.

[@spookshow6999]

Zac Hansard bullshit

[@spookshow6999]

Bam will drag him right back down. He doesn’t want to change. You can’t go around even family if they use.

[@gcroller93]

So you expect novak to just turn his back on bam after all the help and support he gave him? Thats cold

[@fsdirtbear926]

Zac Hansard this made me tear up.

[@horrorfan4-life689]

@@spookshow6999 you can go around but dont stay. And I'm a recovering addict so I know what I'm talking about.

[@BackRoadStoneRevival]

Y’all are friends for a reason. Y’all get this fixed, be healthy together. Go skate together. Let’s get this going in a great direction guys. Cmon

[@robertlund5694]

Mehh

[@cherubsasquatch2987]

Trust Jesus

[@jamesodonnell7062]

Well said

[@DatFugginGuy]

Jackass 4! Here we go! We will see! I feel its better!

[@measydoesit289]

Hey....ya know you’re right....I mean it’s like “cmon” South Park 🤣

[@cesarmendoza8030]

Today is my 3rd day cold turkey from cocaine, ecstasy and alcohol. I’m 27 and for a long time felt like I had a death wish even doing crazy shit like driving candy flipping. There is much life to live and I hope people like Bam, myself and anyone else struggling with depression can overcome their demons 🙏🏾 Thank you Mr. Novak and Steve-O for inspiring me because nothing is impossible

[@theccwdad]

Hey man I don't know you I never will. But you go this shit. Stay strong. The samurai wakes up everyday knowing he is a warrior and his job is to put on his armor and go to war. Put your armor on and go to war with that shit. Kill it from your life and start again like a phoenix from the ashes. 🙏💥🏚️🏘️

[@ThorCarlton]

Stay strong man, best wishes.

[@CannibalOx99]

Update in 3 months

[@drunkenmmamaster419]

I feel for ya bro I'm 28 and have been on and off opiates for the past 10 years can't even stay more than a year clean half the time , life of crazy , shit I'm probably gonna die one day from it

[@justinhebert7580]

RIP to the nose beers. You got this bro!

[@jayski8987]

At the ripe old age of 45, I’m now 19 years clean from Heroin and Crack. It’s been a rough road, but I did it. I’ll still smoke some weed and drink some beer here and there, but that’s it.

[@LordRegaI]

Funny I have 19 months off heroin and crack. I get anxiety just thinking about that life I lived. I was Novak sleeping in garages and abandoned houses in west columbus. Even let some old dude suck me off for drug money. Im very ashamed.

[@Bonkaroons]

@@LordRegaI Thanks for the share and I'm glad you've stayed clean, but some stuff shouldn't be put on the internet lmao 😂

[@Blernster]

@@LordRegaI who cares? We all blast into stuff we don't want to every once in a while

[@RaveeMattRavee]

@@Blernster i respect him alot more if he’s genuinely telling the truth

[@carolgeorgeson9632]

@@LordRegaI we all had our dark moments but its behind us now...carry on and take care

[@TheCharcoalchicken]

Be there for bam, that's all you can do, he'll get sober when he's ready to

[@minkoil00]

Till death do them part

[@DoppSkates]

@Justin Mayberry how/why does bam have blood on his hands? Did he have a accidental part in dunns death?

[@sants0]

@@DoppSkates He/they all knew Dunn was a alcoholic and liked cars/ driving fast. They should not let him take the car that night.

[@tanishareynolds3748]

@Justin Mayberry everyone Dunn was hinging out with at that time was drinking and doing drugs. Why is it Bams fault? Did Dunn ever take bams keys away? I actually remember seeing them take a televised road trip where they were fucked up the entire time. Dude, you're a piece of shit for trying to lay that on anyone else besides Dunn.

[@p_j_238]

People get sober or die young. Not too many old junkies. My bf said that to me and I got sober 3 days later

[@adriannefrias8563]

Bams rise was during Novak’s Fall. And now Novak’s rise is during Bams fall. These Pennsylvanians are a interesting breed.

[@JonCollinsMedia]

I hope Novak can help bam get through this. Depression is a disease and death is the outcome unless you can climb out of it.

[@LUImusic856]

PA👌👌👌

[@themantheledge]

Are Novak and bam fighting at the moment? Im in Aus I don't see much media relating to this?

[@themantheledge]

@S S KZbin is my only social media 👎

[@rab46290]

Novaks rise was a long time ago. Now it's a plato

[@StephenAlexWalker]

Seems like people who have experienced the deepest darkest places in life are the first ones to help others recover. You don't give up on good people that took the dark path.

[@VestaJ17]

thanks for this comment

[@astroboy5456]

Not just recover, they will help anyone anytime....

[@brookeb452]

It’s true. With other things aside from recovery. The ppl who have helped me most have always been the ones who couldn’t afford to, but somehow found a way.

[@FACEGRINDproductions]

That's the damn truth. You have more empathy if you yourself have struggled in one way or another. Some of the best people have been through the worst shit.

[@sashaburton9042]

Most people look at us addicts as a lost cause. Your comment is so beautiful and sweet and I appreciate it

[@kegalormoon]

Bam kissing his Bro when novak was down and crying gave me a whole different perspective on bam

[@TheShred]

Yea dude bams a good shit but nobody wants to talk about that do they? :(

[@psychoticmaniac8465]

@@TheShred no cause he abused novak friends don't do that

[@FukaiKokoro]

@@psychoticmaniac8465 exactly.

[@nateaustin362]

They are just people. We all need help sometimes

[@kegalormoon]

God fifty nine likes av never had that lol and and never had any notice until the last reply there it's not that no one wants to talk about bam but he if he starts bettering himself then we will but bams in denial a seen him do a rap the other day with his own writing and a was just sad for him as you can tell we're somebody's at in there head with what they say and a don't think he will be getting better soon it's a slow process people go through addiction an bams no different and people Co signing the madness won't help him bam has to get to his bottom before he can start growing after being humbled acceptance of his addictions is key and that other people might know better than him what's wrong with him when bam gets to that point the sooner the better for him and his family deep down he knows because one thing bam isn't is stupid thanks everybody

[@NocturnalRS]

9:40 Bam is cradling you like a mother, man if that is not a sign of love idk what is.

[@ojeda5577]

That got me...💔

[@NocturnalRS]

The biggest thanks he could ever give is to just be there and chill with him but at the same time you have to isolate your self from people that will bring you back to your old ways when are trying to stay sober

[@Behehee]

Nocturnal RS wtf you doing here bro haha!

[@NocturnalRS]

@@Behehee ahhaha

[@kineticblues2766]

Behemeth's OSRS Highlights and Nocturnal RS 🙅‍♂️

[@user-me8hc3bs7i]

I think the chemistry that worked so well in the show was the fact that all these guys really were childhood friends and really did care about each other. Seeing the videos of bam and Ryan Dunn show just how much these guys cared. Hopefully bam can get it together before it kills him.

[@mattsharkey8437]

Brandon Dicamillo was the smart one of the group and he knew where the group was heading. Hopefully Bam gets better

[@thegatekeeper9566]

I miss Brandon. I think that we all do. Listening to him on that Attic Aficionados podcast a couple of years ago or whatever was awesome, but sort of surreal because it was the “real” Brandon and not him playing a character or even trying to be funny.

[@pillandatti5043]

@Uncle Junior ikr remember the drive thru pranks

[@abudhabi5546]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/baKkfXeurculfqM

[@drunkenmmamaster419]

Brandon was the smartest one of them , I'm glad to here Rabb is doing better too

[@lolmanyeah1]

@@drunkenmmamaster419 rake a legit chemist tho

[@andrewdoney6271]

4 years clean of herion this sept. Thanks for the inspiration

[@PapaGoodTymes]

Congrats dude, hopefully your closing on on 5 years.

[@kxsess91]

I'm thinking of Bam and praying that he can find the strength to get better. Bless you both. Thank you for all you do!

[@joeturner9280]

Bam prays to satan, is that an issue for you?

[@Mr.Meyhem]

There making a new jackass .. im sure he will be sober

[@rebeccamcguire2798]

@@Mr.Meyhem sadly wasnt the case im suprised sadly that we havent seen qorse then a bunch of instagram meltdoqns bams at a low . Sadly if he doesn't get away from the largee amount of enablers we will have a death rather thr sucess he needs to realize hes a large part of the issues in his life but thus is the nature of addiction ... i hope bam wakes up hefore hes dead like his good friend that was a tragic death as is

[@SchMasHed]

Bam did so much For Novak and I really hope someone will be there for Bam cuz he needs it.

[@Josji22]

Well... Bam won't let you be there for him.

[@gregsage-if7yv]

Bam played Novak. Hey Novak jump of a.building for 100 bucks meanwhile bam got millions. I think that's what happened to bams friends dicamillo.... Most likely bam never paid them what they were worth. Bam just takes all the credit and gives them crumbs

[@nedscheebly731]

literally everyone is there for bam.....and he wont accept it

[@guyincognito9831]

On Viva La Bam I couldn’t stand Novak. Really amazed to see his transformation. Takes a real man to grow and get clean like this. Hope he can continue to inspire others struggling with substance abuse.

[@mongogojjo5944]

Yeah you were a punk for thinking like that. Look at bam now, completely 180. These 2 completely switched spots, You did wrong by being judgemental should feel bad.

[@guyincognito9831]

@@mongogojjo5944 I never judged. I just said I couldn’t stand him as in he was kind of annoying to see on screen. Now I’m praising him for cleaning up. Also, now you’re calling me a punk so who’s judging who? That’s not very nice.

[@bongripskickflips8245]

@@mongogojjo5944 yet you're in here being judgemental to others because they had different views then you did. Do you see the irony in your comment?

[@IAmKrazyKyle]

Drug addiction doesn’t discriminate and will tear any person, family, or even nation apart. I hope Bam gets better. He is lucky to have you, just as you were lucky to have him. This is an example of how “what goes around comes around”. No magic or karma. Just being a good friend and having that reciprocated at the most needed time.

[@jlcollins7673]

Dude... You look SO HEALTHY. Tears and smiles.

[@PaulMeranda]

9:31 - awww, that footy of you crying and Bam hugging your head is so heartbreaking & beautiful all at once. i loved hearing your words regarding how solid your friendship is- after the hell youve both gone through, after we all lost Ryan Dunn (seeing the Haggard Doc clips in color was a treat), its great knowing you both still have each other. love you, Brandon 💙

[@nicke1903]

I felt that....

[@ColinBurkeMusic]

I cried for a sec near the end there. 3+yrs clean from fentanyl here. I wish I had any friends for life that cared about me like this- hold onto it! Proud of us both.

[@robertjones1838]

Brandon and Steve - O. How nice it is to see them sober enjoying life.

[@leyroy1980]

3 years sober on 11/11/19 And from Baltimore

[@TheBrandonNovak]

Congrats!

[@Bennybeenhad99pts]

From Baltimore also. Hard to make it out the bullshit

[@rellgreen6558]

I'm turning 40 this year, and been clean since 2006. It CAN be done.

[@jeremylamovsky3669]

For some reason the clip of him crying with bam comforting him after not being allowed on tour really stuck with me.

[@mrturtletail3945]

Seeing Bam hold Novak in the bus while he's crying. Damn, man...

[@jessicagenemarsh]

Yep. You can really see that Bam loves him. Those two have been through a lot.

[@jimmyjohns6516]

And the part where dunn says what the fuck is that Brandon and then pushes him shows how much dunn cared about him he was legitimately concerned

[@eZaFJDUBB]

I like Novak but he kind of left out the part where he stole thousands from bam

[@devon9249]

@@eZaFJDUBB did he

[@GamerSkinny]

@@eZaFJDUBB he actually mentioned it if you paid attention

[@gokuvegeta6922]

At least Novak has admitted his part in driving Bam insane and he's trying to be a friend with full understanding and no judgment. I honestly feel that MTV's greed really ruined CKY's friendship.

[@MikeLAslade]

CKY is the band that bams brother is in, also the name of his old videos.

[@gokuvegeta6922]

@@MikeLAslade I really wish you'd've said something that was interesting.

[@MikeLAslade]

@@gokuvegeta6922 same man

[@gokuvegeta6922]

@@MikeLAslade Go back to bed Mike.

[@MikeLAslade]

@@gokuvegeta6922 I really wish you would had something interesting to say

[@jds6014]

Love seeing someone get clean. My childhood was spent watching these guys and I love to see this man look as good as he does. Now go help your friend!

[@plaztik767]

Honesty is bravery, this is a powerful story man. Stay strong, stay sober. We all want Bam to be sober as well. Respect..

[@marcioffi27]

i’m sober 4 years in june, your story in rehab spoke volumes to me and it really hit home. Proud of you Novak, you’ve come a long way, One day at a time.

[@kcgman]

Congratulations hope you are doing well!

[@gmuesthavo]

Relieved to hear that you’re there for Bam. Take care of each other always.

[@KIP_KnowledgeIsPower]

So glad he got sober!! If he & Stevo can both get sober, absolutely anyone can!! I love how he kept that book & pants. Absolutely beautiful. I hope so much Bam gets well. He deserves it & Ryan would want that so bad!! “Cause he’s a fuckin awesome dude!!” 🥺🥺💜💜

[@alexramos1435]

Novak and Steve O killing that sober life!!

[@gigistephens4633]

That was such a beautiful clip seeing Bam comfort Novak like that. As addicts, that's what we all need. And yes, I'm saying we because I too am an Opiate addict, and have been experimenting and getting addicted to drugs ever since i was 13-14 years old. It started with weed, then progressed to adderall, xanax, alchohol, and then it settled with pain pills and suboxone. The latter of which I'm currently addicted to. I think it all started for me as a way to comfort myself physically and mentally. Growing up in a household that was super unstable never having a true mother or father figure that would comfort you in a time of need because they too were drug addicts. My dad was always gone. He was home 1-2 days a week my ENTIRE life. He had a terrible sex and drug addiction. He cheated on my mom with prositutes and other women for years, and when he was home, it was a constant fight, seeing him beat my mom, badmouth her, and then proceed to beat or badmouth me and my brother, it took it's toll. They divorced after 28 years of marriage. Long story short, I'm still searching for that one thing that's going to replace drugs as a comfort. I'm just now realizing that I should probably comply with people more and love myself, because I've spent so long in the throws of addiction isolated from everyone in the world I completely understand why I am the way I am. It only took half of my life. I'm 27 now, and knowing what has happened to so many people my age is almost enough alone to quit, but the main reason I'm ready to quit.. Is because I'm so tired of hurting. Being in pain, being alone, unloved.. I finally want to surrender. I just hope when I do, I can find someone like Bam is for Novak here, and feel loved for the first time in a long time. People, if you have someone that loves you for you, I strongly advise you that you keep him/her in your life, because you never know.. It could be your last. I'm beginning my journey soon. To love myself, and to find someone who loves me, without drugs being the main factor. I hope I succeed, and If I do, I will go out of my way to let you know how it is. Wish me luck.

[@brandonjames_]

good luck, you got this!!! just keep moving forward and find something constructive and enjoyable to put your time and effort into. it takes a while but you’ll get there

[@patsysadowski1546]

I find you have to love yourself first. Tomorrow never comes either. When you just do it and I hope that’s soon, make it for yourself and try to believe you deserve better. Hopefully you can look outwards more and I wish you well.

[@gigistephens4633]

@@patsysadowski1546 Thanks a lot. Means more than you know.

[@brandontaylor3339]

Stay strong my brother or sister you’re loved

[@Pariah_Larry]

I have seven months sober today from Xanax and heroin. I credit your book as something that really woke me up. I seriously appreciate you Novak. You spoke to me on the phone when I was at rock bottom and sent me some texts. Thank you for being such a positive role model to drug addicted kids and young men around the world. Keep fighting the good fight. Much love, -Louie

[@GMPGMP-jp5ut]

Coming from a family with a long history of alcoholism and addiction issues, I know how difficult that shit is to deal with, it's draining. I hope Bam and Novak continue to be sober, nobody deserves to live in the hell of addiction.

[@TheBrandonNovak]

If you or a loved one are struggling, feel free to give me a call: [phone].

[@Jokerasmaw]

You're the man Novak! When I was at my darkest I threw you a text on the number you were giving out publically on the Dopey podcast (RIP Chris) and you responded right away. It's amazing your commitment to your sobriety and being of service, it really restores your faith in humanity to know people like you exist. Thanks for sharing this story man, it's so important.

[@TheArbitraryObserver]

Service or selfish? I'm not so sure about this one. I think it's very suspect that a person of his notoriety puts his "personal phone number" out to the public to "help people get treatment and get clean". Is he helping people get into any treatment they can or is he only referring them to Banyan? Seems like a whooooole lot of people are going to Banyan. Could there be a reason for this?? Let's think about it together. 🙃💲💰 I'm an addict in recovery and on methadone for 6 years now. This is SHADY. It's bizarre to me that more people aren't asking questions.

[@Jokerasmaw]

@@TheArbitraryObserver no I hear you, you do have a point. I don’t live anywhere near a Banyan where I’m from and his quick response was indeed to check into rehab for my issue but he didn’t suggest any facility in particular but I didn’t end up going to rehab and ended up sorting it out on my own so I don’t know. At the end of the day I don’t know the guy or his motives but if he’s helping addicts get clean even in some small way I’d count that as a win, BUT that is only my personal opinion… Like I said I really have no idea what the motive is there.

[@TheArbitraryObserver]

@@Jokerasmaw You are definitely correct about even if he's helping a very small amount of people it's still a huge win. As we know most of us won't make it so even a small percentage is great. I completely agree. I can't put my finger on exactly what it is that bothers me so much about this guy but....🤷‍♀️. I just feel very suspect about he and his motivations. The rehab and recovery industry is HUGE, body brokering is real, I went to American Addiction Centers Singer Island and in South Florida. Soooo much weird and dark shit (at least I felt) with shuffling people into different places, halfway, three quarters houses, etc. Ugh. I don't know, man.

[@TheArbitraryObserver]

@@Jokerasmaw Also I genuinely hope you're in recovery and doing well. Such a long, hard road.

[@Jokerasmaw]

@@TheArbitraryObserver yeah part of why I didn’t want to attend a rehab for my issues was the money making aspect of it, I’m sure I could have used benefits to get into a centre of some kind but I listen to a ton of podcasts and read a lot of articles on rehab and the sad fact is that it seems like a revolving door designed to make money and attract repeat customers. People always openly say “you probably won’t get it on the first try” which is absurd really, these places are super pricey, they really should be offering some sort of return program where you don’t have to keep paying for a full stay again and again but the unfortunate truth is that they are a very lucrative business that bank on the fact that desperate addicts, much like myself, will feel like rehab is their last hope and will find any way they can to come up with the money to return time and time again hoping it will take on the third, fourth or even tenth try. They also rely on the desperation of the family and friends of addicts willing to put up the money to get them into a rehab. I couldn’t agree more that the rehabilitation industry has some real dark and shady things going on… I’m very grateful I was able to correct my life path and get to a better place. I am sober and doing very well thanks so much for saying that. I think as addicts in recovery our best course of action is to be there for each other and not shame people for slipping up and also not act like one slip up means you’ve erased months of progress, I think that ideology only encourages people to continue down a bad path because they think “well I lost all my clean time, I may as well keep going” that state of mind is dangerous. You can indeed slip up one time and then continue being sober. I also hope you’re doing well and I appreciate the comments! Sorry you had to go through that bad rehab experience.

[@Jknives]

267 days strong and to be honest Novak when it comes to sobriety, it will never JUST be a beer again.

[@fourleafcloveer5011]

Been clean for 4 years. And still every single day all i want is to get out of where I am. Just wanted to say that finally. But I count my blessings and consider being blessed for my sobriety. Just wish life changed with it.

[@Andy-1234]

- C3AutoShop -BMW Dealership Life I'm so glad u shared that and I feel that same thing. Been clean a few years but when I'm at my shop all I want is the day to end,then I get home and I can't wait till I can go to sleep. If I'm busy with my hands fixing a car it helps cause I can get immersed in that and out of my head. I started going to a lot more meetings and that seemed to help a lot. We can't stay stagnant, we need to stay busy. Others at work are maddening bro! Keep at it bud. You helped me today just from your comment so again thanks!!

[@fourleafcloveer5011]

@@Andy-1234 thank you for commenting. That helped me as well. I know the exact feeling you're describing. Feeling like I'm always waiting to kill the day in the fastest way. I'm happy to get home from work but all I want to do is sleep. Then wake up to reality. It's horrible. It is worth getting clean. But honestly, what's it all for? I've never been in a lower place mentally even though I hold on to sobriety with everything I have. I just can't go on like this anymore. Constantly waiting to not be where I am and am only happy when the day flys by fast and I'm back in bed again. It's like I'm killing time, but just waiting to die. I need more than this. I hope anyone reading this is in a much better place. Live for something. Don't do everything possible to pass the time faster because you're just wasting life in the worst way. I don't want to kill myself at all. But if I had a choice to "turn off" life, I would without hesitation.

[@rachelyea5915]

Congratulations!

[@Voujdjr]

I’m proud of you man things will Change

[@joshuashemesh3067]

Something that helped me early on in sobriety was trying to think about what I enjoyed before I got into partying. For me it was being outside, movies, and reading. Slowly I realized I had to give it away somehow. That lead me to volunteering at my local library. This was awesome for my self esteem. It was the boost I needed. Meetings and program wasn't enough. They were a huge part in my recovery, but building my self esteem gave me worth again. My addiction kept me isolated. My addiction wanted me to go home, shoot up, go to bed, and do it again tomorrow. Fortunately my sobriety gave me a freedom. Your guys freedom awaits you just get out of your own way. The struggle is very real and my hopes and prayers are with all of us still in the struggle. Much love to you all

[@roweannihilation1278]

Brandon, i gotta say, i have never been more impressed, amazed, shocked, mindblown at the rebirth of somebody before you. This new you is absolutely beyond beautiful and special and smart and cool and calm and collected. You are a god right now man and i know everyone is fuckin proud of you if you aren't already. Keep being amazing and i cant wait to watch all your content from now on and to keep watching you become the amazing man you always could be. Congratulations my man. I love you x

[@Sameoldage]

Brandon, you are an inspiration brother, I’m still fighting my demons.. not heroin but beans.. and I wanna say keep going brother.. I wish I had any friends like you guys., so keep on keeping on

[@TheBrandonNovak]

Thanks for the love brother! If you need my help, give me a call: 610-557-3942

[@Sameoldage]

@@TheBrandonNovak - Thank you brother, if you get a text from a 505 area it’s me. Take care man I appreciate everything

[@sharpentertainment6355]

Just seeing this in Feb 2022 and with Jackass 4 coming out and all the shit that’s gone down recently with Bam. It’s so great to see you doing so well, Novak. Us fans just want to see all you guys healthy and happy. Prayers up for Bam

[@tylerdyrdan3005]

Yeah, so glad to see Novak clean and as successful grown up man. Also hope the same for Bam - he have good familly and friends so he just need to keep strong in the battle with himself.

[@coreyg14]

Hey Brandon I just really wanna say thanks for sharing your story bro. In October of 2017 I was listening to your " Tomorrow is going to be Better" riding in the car sick as a dog heading to yet another detox. And something really stuck with me that day. I also listened to it as soon as I got out on my way home in the car. I found so much inspiration in your story and I am proud to say now two years later I am still sober and I want to say thanks for that story two years ago it played a big part on my hope of getting sober... Keep sharing your story and experiences, you never know who might be listening and who might hear something that makes this shit click..

[@ThereGoesTheNeighborhood]

Beautiful to hear. Thanks for sharing. Keep at it brother

[@coreyg14]

Thanks my guy, just sharing my story and maybe one person will see it and get something out of it. Most importantly by sharing it Takes me back to that place in my life, where I don't ever want to be at again.

[@daniisaurushax]

The moment with Novak and Dunn 💔 Novak’s friends loved him so much they didn’t want to see him doing drugs they all tried

[@charlesblake3370]

Just got outta rehab, Brandon's story saved my life

[@aenesthesia]

Don't let go of Bam! He's probably not seeing straight now, but one day hopefully. He needs friends and support

[@scottblenson3857]

I called u one time , was on pills at the time u told me this is how good it’s Gunna get whatever time it was on a Wednesday , you knew I wasent ready to go to treatment. 1 year later ended up 200$ a day fentanyl habit ... 4 months clean on the 15th , thank you Novak.

[@TheBrandonNovak]

Congratulations! 🙏

[@MrBlack252]

Man, I wish I had a friend like Bam. That would've been there in my darkest hour and offered a hand. Instead, all of my so called friends left me in my dark time and said they couldn't handle it. So I had to dig myself out. Now that I'm clean, I trust nobody and I will never let myself down again because I was the only one there to dig myself out. If that makes any sense

[@Room-uc5se]

It's really fucking hard for people to understand brother. No need to keep your guard up. You are sober....those same people do care...they just didn't know how to deal with that shit.

[@MindsetMastery75]

Makes perfect sense bro. I been there and was in the same situation. Even my own family threw me out of the house and wouldn't even take my calls. I had no one and was homeless in the streets of New Haven CT. Been clean since 2015 now but things aren't much better due to all the prison time i did during my active addiction. Nobody will hire me now. So i am clean but jobless and broke and don't trust anybody.

[@shaneshane8482]

The same happened to me, but I don’t blame them. They didn’t deserve what I put them through - anybody would have walked away. Don’t not trust people, its your illness that’s the problem

[@alley-man0557]

Mr. Black yea bro everyone’s got their problems but it is incredibly selfish to think people are supposed to help because that shit is tougher than a motherfucker if u don’t have the slightest bit of will to quit deep down Inside nothing could help you.

[@MindsetMastery75]

@@alley-man0557 Well of course you have to have the will power to quit. That is not what he was speaking on He was simply wishing he had at least one good friend like Bam in his time of need to help him out in his darkest time. And i can understand exactly where he is coming from. If you haven't been there you are clueless.

[@str8frmthacr8]

So fuckin proud of you, brother! 05/22 marks 4 years for me. I was on the bottle and it was running me straight into the ground. At the end of this year I'm getting married as a brand new, sober man. If we can do it, anyone can do it. Thanks for sharing your story. Wish you nothing but the best, brother! ❤️🤘🏼

[@TheBrandonNovak]

Thank you brother 🙏 Congratulations on 4 years of sobriety and your wedding

[@TheBadGuuy]

Novak is one of the best inspirational stories. If himself and Steve-O could turn around their destructive lifestyles anyone can. Unfortunately, some people don't know where or how to start until it is too late. :(

[@Elguapo93]

Novak was a legitimate junkie, stevo just wanted and craved attention.

[@alexyoung1331]

I stumbled on this video while on a trip down CKY memory lane, but I have to say this video has left me with a strong feeling of appreciation for my life and what I have. Your perspective and your story is really worth sharing and I want to thank you for creating this channel Brandon.

[@SquareMines]

You're great novak, been watching you guys since I was a kid. Show him all your love and help him get thru this. He will. Maybe he needs a healthy way to cope with everything in his life. You both are so blessed, don't waist it. 🙏🏼

[@IchDuForeverExplorering]

same brother, i feel you

[@degenerati]

That pen & pants thing was some really kind, tender , and thoughtful stuff ! I just never imagined that Bam had it in him.

[@titantron5840]

@KZbin Deletes my comments stfu with your horoscope bullshit

[@jeremyrafuse5330]

@Corn Pop if you're letting a birthday dictate who is a good person in this world, then you're pretty terrible

[@thefoxhound]

You and so many of you have been a part of my life granted through a screen and not in person but still a very important part to it which I'm sure is the same for many that watched this or commented. I'm glad you have stayed sober and that you have shared more insight to some of things that went down. Thank you for the video.

[@willdegray8147]

Having done the Opiate thing for 10 years i can relate to this a lot. You are a true friend Novak. Just be there for Bam as he was always there for you.

[@volcommadness]

Dude I wish I had a friend like you. You are so god damn inspiring bro and you liked a comment I made awhile back on Instagram and that made my day. The fact that you really do read each and every comment and sometimes even give advice is awesome. Novak you are the fucking man!! 🤘🏽🤘🏽

[@tayloremriectx]

He somehow managed to make a video about how Bam is supposedly doing, all about himself. Lol This video was supposed to talk about Bam and how he is doing, where he’s at right now in his recovery, or lack of. Instead, Novak decided to make the video about him. Bam is the friend you should want to have. Bam is the one who gave this dude a million and one chances.

[@boofert.washington2499]

@@tayloremriectx That's bc AA/NA assholes ALWAYS find a way to make it about themselves. Novak is a shining example.

[@marksantory4405]

How was it all about Novak? He was talking about how they met and how bam was always there for him. Everytime he talked about himself it was to lead into examples of how bam helped him or just bam in general. Lol I swear man people just jump in these comment sections filled with so much ignorance, it's actually funny as fuck.

[@JonCollinsMedia]

@@marksantory4405 I totally agree. He capped it off with how Bam is doing and what he's going through. The whole story was about them meeting and how Bam was there for him through the toughest of times and then the status of Bam. Some people just looking for reasons to bitch and moan about nothing.

[@volcommadness]

Dude some of y’all are tripping. You must have something against Novak for getting clean.

[@metalheadwhoplaysgames1826]

5 years clean from heroin... good to see you clean . its for sure so hard and ive hit rock bottom so many times but the people who love me bring me back, thanks for you encouraging words Novak

[@TheBrandonNovak]

Congrats on 5 years brotha 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@MrObliviousegg]

Just came across this and didn't even recognise you, looking healthy!

[@OhighOSkater]

You’re an inspiration. Thank you for always being honest in these videos

[@lsvtecb18c1]

Brandon is it truly amazing what sobriety can bring out In people. You and Steve-o are so much more articulated these days and just look so healthy and full of life. Its truly amazing to see. From one former addict to another stay strong brother. I'm going on 5 months clean off the smack and hope to keep on keeping on.

[@jamesbarker5254]

For the last 3 years I have been trying to find a way to thank you Novak. When I found out you were clean for a year i ask my self why cant I do it too. If you could get clean with the insane like you had at the time I had to go for it you motivated me thank you. Today the day after my birth day I am now 5 years clean. I hope one day I can thank you in person

[@TheBrandonNovak]

Congrats on 5 years 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@jamesbarker5254]

@@TheBrandonNovak thank you I really hope some how I can thank you in person you saved my life.

[@maddyfenlon9712]

Literally just watched your story. I’ve watched many (on other channel...) Yours resonates very deeply to me; despite lots of ‘pre-addiction ‘ differences. I really found your monologue very powerful. Thank you for sharing xxx

[@rubyfirefly2582]

Dude it's amazing that you're still alive. Amazing to see you clean. Life is good. I hope Bam lets you help him. You are both good dudes and have so much to give to the world.

[@seanyourhero1765]

Damn Novak...listened to every minute of this I struggled with heroin addiction from 18-30 ive got 1 year clean and I could relate to everything you said....keep it up Novak your an inspiration to alot of people!

[@tonythalocc5325]

Relapse pussy

[@randith87]

@@tonythalocc5325 not cool... also makes no sense.. He said nothing about relapses.

[@tonythalocc5325]

@@randith87 I'm telling him to relapse ,to stop being a bitch

[@B-Bibbles]

@@tonythalocc5325 you must be a miserable fuck.

[@seedsareus6853]

I have so much respect and love for you Brandon. Thank you for responding to me on FaceBook YEARS ago when I was struggling to get sober. You helped me, you cared to help me, and you gave me words of encouragement and hope. I'm sure you don't remember because so many people come to you for advice. You have quite the story under your belt which has granted you much wisdom that helps many of us addicts. Thank you again Brandon. Thank you. You contributed to saving my life from a dark path. You will always hold a place in my heart. Stay safe brother.

[@ran_d_d]

Really great and insightful video. I ran into you at the Baltimore tattoo convention some years ago. I was newly sober.. had just gotten out of rehab, and saw ya walking through and ran after you to say what’s up. I had heard you were getting clean again and asked about it. I guess it turned out that you were fighting through it still at that point, and shortly after got sober. Of all the people I’ve met in rehab, meetings, etc.. I pulled a lot of inspiration from your story. How you were even sharing your personal number with people on IG.. I’ve learned how important it is to be open about sobriety.. because you never know how many people that had no one to relate to, and felt alone.. can just flip a switch and realize they’re ready to live their lives again. I’m glad you’re doing so well. 🤘

[@tankboi8249]

Man, I listen to radio bam episodes still every day. Sometimes they are good, others they are sad. But seeing and hearing you now is fucking awesome. Good for you man. Continue to prosper.

[@JuggaloJacksonville]

Just hit 2 years from heroin , got a job driving semi trucks across america and that has made me never want to go back home. Kratom saved my life also

[@ThisIsMyYouTubeHandle69]

I second that Kratom statement right there

[@JuggaloJacksonville]

@@ThisIsMyKZbinHandle69 knocked the withdrawls out pretty good. Made it alot easier to focus on what I'm going to do next. Living next to the dope man was an endless cycle, I had to get out. I try to tell all my friends with clean records to get into truck driving and get away from the craziness. Something about the isolation in a beautiful place gives you a new outlook on life. And the money's great to

[@Deenihan18]

Fuck Kratom. Ok it helps, but only a very very tiny bit.. Please try "Loperamide." And share with any opiate addict suffering through withdrawl wanting their life back. It's a over the counter anti-diarrhea pill available at every grocery store in the US. I personally would take 60 2mg pills every 12 hrs the 1st 2 days coming off a 1 gram H habit nearly daily for years. (recommended dose for it's intended purpose is not to exceed 4 2mg pills in a 24 hr period. You will be in bad shape if you take more once your withdrawls subside. I know former addict far worse than I who would need 120 every 8 hrs 1st 48 hrs. Be sure to drink a lot of water when taking it and just eat healthy and if your body is was used to heroin or a similar opiate you'll shit just fine). By day 3, I was down to 20 every 12 hrs. But please read about it 1st- Google Lope. specifically for heroin withdrawal- no bullshit it will take away 98% of every single withdrawal symptom the 1st few days. Then 100% of them day 4 & beyond. Day 5,6 ect I'd take 12 every 12 hrs. Then fewer & fewer, prob 7 every 12 hrs at day 10. 4 every 12 hrs day 14. It doesn't cross your blood brain barrier, so no amount it will make u high nor could it cause you to fuck up a drug test. But please spread the word.. As it works better than Suboxone, AND it only cost like $5 for 72 2mg pills of the store brand at King Soopers. I wish I knew about it sooner- I was absolutely miserable at 1 of my best friend's weddings taking ridiculous amounts of Kratom.. even taking Xannax bars, edibles, & excessive bings drinking on top of the Kratom. Just 1 event that comes to mind -that involved travel, so inevitably running out of h- where I might as well of stayed home from that I would of really enjoyed if I wasn't w drawing from dope or knew about the magic of Lope. Please tell your friends, read about it on online ect. Pharmaceutical companies and rehabilitation centers sure as shit won't share anything on it. Best of luck to anyone struggling with any addiction.

[@rkje112]

Luke Skywalker Kratom and cannabis saves lives......but take it easy on the Kratom, it has it's bad side.

[@medaspapas497]

Couple years ago I hit rock bottom drinking. I remember (parts) getting rolled into the ER with a BAC of .42, .47 and .32 respectively. It wasn't until later I found out .30 BAC is when you're usually comatose from alcohol poisoning and can be fatal. Kratom honestly helped out so much when I should be dead.

[@anthonye.2553]

I know this is a bit old but the 180 that Novak has done is tremendous! He should be proud of himself everyday.

[@benallmon5613]

You look great man. You were always one of my favorites on Viva La Bam. Addiction sucks, I went through it too. I was one of the lucky ones to get out, like you, and hopefully Bam will too. Stay strong brother.

[@blip3337]

We’re all looking at you to help your friend now Novak. It’s almost poetic. You got this

[@iceman314]

You were a huge step in my recovery. I was in rehab and someone gave me your book to read. I've only read two books in my life and yours was one of them. True friends stick together through thick and thin. Glad that you are still sober. I'm going on 5 years now and can say that I have no desire to go back to that lifestyle. Live the stories in your book BTW.

[@andybratz6186]

Thanks for being open about it all and telling it how it is. We all have our demons but alot of us don't put them out for others to see and most choose not to talk about them. I find it to be helpful to be open, share and talk about them. Much love and respect to you and BAM, God bless and keep it going one day at a time.

[@justinreilly3107]

Thanks for the words of inspiration Novak. It’s amazing that the rear view mirror is always smaller than the front windshield. There’s always time to make changes. And when you do, it’s our responsibility to help others that are struggling. It’s so painful to see what their family’s and friends have to go through before someone is ready, but you can make a full recovery and love an amazing life. Steve O is absolutely leading a perfect example of that and everyone else can too.

[@JxRocs]

Its like I don't even know this guy, ive seen him fucked up my whole life. Wow.

[@wickedskee213]

You were always the best part of the CKY videos! 😊

[@kmma1094]

@@wickedskee213 was she in cky videos?

[@wickedskee213]

@@kmma1094 I'm almost 100% positive that's her!

[@kmma1094]

@@wickedskee213 that is who? What was her name or what did she do in the videos?

[@kmma1094]

@@wickedskee213 also do you mean the music videos or the series?

[@77skaterboy]

It's good to hear Novak talking about something other than his scripted story hes memorized about addiction. I love Novak but every time I watched a new Novak interview he explained the same story the same way every time

[@streeturchin915]

But thats his story. Of course if its his story and thats how he remembers it thats what ur gonna say. I love novak because hes real and says everything. And doesnt hold back talking bout the horrible things he had to do when he was an addict. Im inspired and pray to god one day i can get clean and be a success instead of another statistic

[@wyyclef]

6 cigarette butts and a bag with a dozen scarfs that doubled as a pillow....

[@bee4590]

@@wyyclef eight scarfs, actually lol.

[@D-Fens_1632]

If I wanted to be ironic I'd suggest making a drinking game, take a drink every time Novak says "Pro skater, New York Times best selling author..." in an interview. I quit drinking myself, but maybe some kids out there could have some fun with it. Definitely repetitive 12 step speak, but hey whatever works, I'm happy for his sobriety.

[@leoo5552]

Teh Modest Mouse You're totally wrong. Novak was a pro skater at 16. He had the world at his feet. He did a lot of money. But heroin destroyed everything. Then he wrote the first book. Big success. I didn't even remember him frim the movies when KZbin suggested him. I had no idea he was with Bam.

[@anovaghost9693]

Seeing you and Steve-O getting sober and telling your stories is so flippen awesome there really isn't a word to describe it honestly .. going on 11 years sober and its been a wild ride for sure ... much love and respect Ill be keep yas and Bam in my prayers!

[@alienated6864]

Recovery is a hard road. But we'll worth it! Stay strong and true to yourself. You have to want it. And I'm pretty sure you have to have the lows to see what you need. When your priorities change you can do anything!

[@ElevnSense]

I’ve said this to you before man, but I love your outlook, and stupid proud of where youve come and how well you turned everything around. Wish I had people around me like you

[@TheBrandonNovak]

Thank you brother!

[@fja4916]

I pray to God you never lose focus Novak. You owe it to yourself, to live a beautiful n sober life. And in the meantime, just think about the people you have, and eventually will help... and Smile. Sincerely, All the Best.

[@MyName-yl2nc]

5 years sober myself off opiates and whatever else I could get now I'm a single dad with custody of my son got a job in the union your a inspiration keep it up grew up watching you guys

[@DarthEldniw]

I just happened on this. I love this. Congrats, Brandon, for your sobriety, And thank you for helping Bam, and always helping Bam, and never giving up.

[@habitualresistor9548]

I'm a 20 year recovering addict. Heroine. Completely sober now for 2 years. When you said, why not me? Wow. That's something I have recently started to really look at. Because say "why me", all the time. Becoming an addict was worst and best thing to have ever happened to me. I came out a better person because of it. I'm sure you can relate.

[@geniasmith5791]

God bless you I hope that you're still doing well 🙏

[@ItsAllison-ub3vx]

Thank you for this. After a kidney transplant gone wrong (kidney is great, but I have severe nerve damage from the surgery & it hurt to stand/ walk) I was on pain meds for 4 years. There was never a time where I took more than I was supposed to. I remembered your words of wisdom. Obviously after years of pain meds, I was addicted to them, and detoxing off of that was hard....but worth it. They recently rebuilt my abdomen with mesh and removed some nerves that were troublesome. It's been a loooong 4 years....but as much as I hurt (and it was fucking terrible) nothing was as bad as life BEFORE my kidney, on dialysis. Pleeeeease don't ever stop speaking out on addiction. So many people need to hear what you have to say. Some of us aren't the classic case (I hate to generalize, apologies) but still struggle. It helps to know that someone can relate and that things will get better! Thank you so much. Be well. Allison from Indiana

[@intertubicular]

Addiction sucks.I have battled my own vices for years. Some people don't understand how powerful of a grip addiction can have on ones being and soul. Thanks for sharing Brandon and being there for your buddy Bam.

[@gw593]

11 months sober, Started my recovery journey 10 years ago..Have to do everything that’s suggested by people in recovery. Get a sponsor, do the steps honestly, stay plugged in.

[@MrRob33072]

Novak you inspired me to get help. I am now 3 months & 9 days clean. Thank you !

[@TheBrandonNovak]

Congrats Bill!

[@NoizyBoyUS]

Good to see Novak doing better. I’m so used to seeing him wasted all the time, it’s good to see him start a new chapter in his life. Right on Brandon.

[@teddymoore6701]

Such a touching story that I’m glad you shared! He’d probably love to hear from you now.

[@jimmorrissy2276]

Brandon for all you've been through, you are inspiring.