Beth Crowley- Standstill (Official Lyric Video)

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[@CJ55981]

This song reminds me of my mother`s first love story. When she was young, she had a friend who had a crush on her, and she knew about it. One day he asked her if she will marry him. My mom answered that she`s not ready yet. He accepted her choice. Years passed, and my mom found out that he married someone else. Then she met my father. They married, I was born, but soon my mom realized - he is not who she needs, he`s not meant for her. They divorced. She has been trying to find him a replacement, but still didn`t. It hurts me to see that she`s lonely. When she told me this story, I was shocked. I know what meeting my father brought me to her, and she loves me. But...I wish she said "yes" back then. Maybe, if she did...she would be happy.

[@desaster903]

Ouch. Really hits you in the feels...

[@Kamili_Creations]

I know the feeling, But your mom dose not need a man to help, she can be happy on her own, don't let her forget that.

[@hollyshi9031]

i never thought i cuold relate to a comment so much

[@princesscrystalofthejewelw9178]

Hope your mother's life get's better soon!

[@thedeliisle7716]

When ever i hear this, I imagine I died, and only when I was in heaven did I realize that people cared about me. It sort of helps me with my depression.

[@babysnoops14]

Me 2.

[@michellehostutler5032]

Strangeness everywhere Yep I just tried commenting suicide & I almost died!! I had a really bad seizure!! I swallowed my vomit and it turned into pneumonia!! Also caused me to have staff infection!! I was in ICU for 3 weeks in a coma!! I got to come home from the hospital this Christmas Eve!!

[@jocelynv7138]

To me it reminds me of the guy I loved who passed a few months ago when I was saying wait because he lived in town and I lived in the country and it was hard and we both loved each other and we were on a break till I moved to town but we had a fight right before he passed

[@ClovertheUnburnt]

It was only once I came out the other side of my depression the I was able to see how bereft my whole family - and everyone who knew me - would have been. Before then I had to take it on faith, because I could hear it but I couldn't... feel it. Not really. It was one of the strangest feelings to look back and realize how bad I had gotten, and how desperately I had wanted out. I'm not saying I don't have hard days now but... I had only a few good moments/days then, and couldn't imagine a life where they just kind of kept going continually. I couldn't really picture having enough energy each day, or not being in pain even when I'm in pain (if that makes any sense). I couldn't picture truly understanding that I was a plus instead of a negative in life. For what it's worth... when I waited it out, I ended up coming out the other side of it. My sister once told me "you're in a battle, and all it takes to win is not to lose, and all it takes to not lose is to not give up." She wasn't wrong. I don't know if it helps but... It got me through it.

[@alwayshere3126]

Felt that. ♥️

[@wildlifesymphony]

This song is like a musical version of my thoughts after my amnesia fog started first lifting. I realized in my pain, I hurt those dearest to me. But it was nearly 2 years after the initial amnesia when I had enough memories to realize it. I'm not good with people, but I'm moving forward in my animal rehab and training... Getting my life back to being mine, and not my injury's. I miss my old friends, but I'm too different from the girl they grew up with. It's too noticable for many, same face- completely different temperment etc. Making new friends the more I get out, the more dogs I help train so they can finally be adopted out... I never had a true regret before my wreck, I was content. Now that I've got many of my memories back, I dearly miss the bulk of those that are in my memories. Even the ones I had to cut contact with because they became toxic... When I get a memory of us as kids back, I miss what we had. At this point though I'm able to look ahead past all the medical stuff... And I can't wait to get out there and be able to do what I love for a living... Even though I can't work with livestock(my first love), I love working with other animals. It also helps that a dog saved my life when I was lowest, a dog everyone else had given up on being adopted... He was 10. I took him home and that was that, he went everywhere(that pets were allowed/my family and friends allowed him to be with me even when they didn't like animals inside) with me and began picking up on my medical issues and with my mum's help we trained clear alerts and he became my service dog, I carried him in a hiking bag since he was old tho. He helped train his replacement, and retired to my bed and the family... Even the shelter owner didn't think I'd keep him. She loved me afterwards, and mentored me to work with shelter dogs. Paired me with my current dog and found someone to help me train him for mobility assist...(he's 60-70 pounds haha) So with the right help, I think all dogs have a place they could belong and be able to help their owners... I work with unadoptable dogs that no one else can handle... I love being able to fix major behavior issues and see the dogs go to homes that truly love them. And if a dog is helpful to its owner, the chances of that owner being willing to abandon the dog drops drastically... So that's my thing now. Me and my SD train dogs to be companions, and a couple have went on to be adopted for the sole purpose of being trained further into a service dog. :) So anyone reading this that's low, find a cause- no matter how little- that you believe in. I've been in a place I physically couldn't do anything, and I've been in a place I was fine to move but my mental state was such that I had no will despite having things I wanted to do... Don't let someone picking on ur interest get to you, it's not always easy to understand how someone else works.... And many don't try. I've been told all the things I could be doing other than troubled dogs... Yeah I could. But if my heart's not in it, I can't guarantee it'll be done RIGHT... I can be great at what I do. And I will love every second of it. That's what matters. That I'm excited to work with my dogs everyday, and even when I'm low I dont have to argue with myself to go do it... I just do it. Part of me feels like I owe my first service dog. That this work is nothing compared to what he and my current guy have done for me... But it's a good feeling. One I'm reminded of Everytime my dog alerts before I pass out, and Everytime he lays on me to hold me down during a seizure... A human couldn't help with this. So how great could someone's life be if they get one of my dogs and said dog helps them? Be it through actual work or just by being there.... It can make a world of difference. One of my dogs saved his owners life. That dog wouldn't have ever gotten adopted without my help... (He had major issues when I got him, which is why I had him.) Takes alot of work and patience, and taking the time to teach the dog how to properly communicate... But it's worth it.

[@kayla_luvme4083]

i read all of that, you are amazing and loved by so many people, im not just saying that to be nice, but becuase so many people care and love u . i have had a shit life too, becuase it made me try to kill myself twice soo.. but im fine, and if u need to talk i am here for u

[@stargazinggalaxywolf]

My support goes of to you. Stay strong don’t ever give up. To everyone that feels like they don’t matter , even your bullies have been there, they were hurt and they were hurt bad. Don’t let pride cloud your judgement or it might cost you too much to pay back

[@Edgejane]

wow I read that all...It's was so beautiful and you're loved! I think every ones life can be shitty but in the end it's great. The key to life is to live in the moment and not to think of the future! The world is so unfair but amazing when it wants to be, (How did you write all that?! You're amazing and great and loved)

[@wildlifesymphony]

Ty guys 0///0 I kinda am long winded, so that amount of text is nothing when my brain is buzzing and I can't sleep haha I guess my main thing is so that ppl know they aren't alone... The internet has alot of bullies, but it also holds the key to finding others like yourself. It helps to know someone out there gets it, even if we weren't hurt the same way- it has alot of the same effects. It's been crazy, but working with all the dogs I have has helped me. And it's gotten my name out there for the future hehehe

[@Edgejane]

@@wildlifesymphony True dat! I feel you!

[@learnerdecuriousqueen3320]

_Are you lonely?_ Me : *No. I'm not.* _Do you miss me?_ Me: *Yes I do. I **_miss_** you.*

[@faithwind3376]

Hmm.

[@mayranoguera838]

IFunny I tell myself every time you're grounded and all I can say is okay again

[@mayranoguera838]

I remind myself how much I miss me because I did change for others 98% still fighting the other three

[@bonitawhitethorn2714]

"But I've hit a standstill a brick wall" That line....

[@ren-sensei3718]

Describes what happened when I payed more attention to this song on my phone than where I was walking

[@Anne-wf1vo]

Ikr. I hate myself because I tend to always want to be right, so these lyrics kind of hit me.

[@emosam9517]

@@Anne-wf1vo same here I can relate to this song

[@Marie-rq2gp]

@@ren-sensei3718 😂🤪

[@Kamili_Creations]

right

[@aphvlons]

I love this so much 😍 my fav lyrics were definitly "I have nothing but my pride, it doesn't keep me warm at night"... That's some real shit...

[@Yeah-eu5cp]

E Va same that line goes so hard

[@eloisecarcini1280]

My favorite lyrics are "I just keep collecting regrets, how did I make such a mess of this?". That shit is nothing, but the truth. It's so relatable and I can deeply understand it.

[@uh...........]

so true, pride will do that to you

[@RekaCath]

😍I love this... why are all your songs so relatable?

[@melissaoleary623]

No not me

[@Itsme_rosy]

ikrrr they are all relatablee

[@zoeypotatohead9009]

I knoooow right

[@madeleinenystrom7158]

They weirdly are, especially since I'm 11

[@crystaldenton4347]

Amen.

[@az-daffodil]

Idk why but I love that high note in "like I'm trying to *be*". To me, it really hits the overall tone of this song...Maybe it's just me?

[@briannaduke7738]

Allie Zhang Nope! It’s a really good note!😂

[@JhadeSagrav]

oh gosh yes, it's definitely intentional.

[@L_Ceci]

Why is it everytime you put out a new song, I feel like it's my new favourite. That is, until the next one comes out. I seriously do really love this one though, nice slow and emotional with painfully relatable lyrics.

[@cory1845]

Why do you always make the songs that I need most in my life...

[@thatone7589]

i know

[@taigabean7834]

I adore all of your music. 💞

[@Millie_marques]

you are an amazing singer. i love your music. keep going

[@Missy04]

wow, Beth, what a beautiful song.

[@mizi_]

I love this song! I hope you have a good day! 💛💛💛

[@balmedianomarineld.5588]

The heck. I cried a lot this song...... This song is so relatable!. Geeze it hurts.

[@llamaislovellamaislife6354]

Love this song. All the lyrics really stand out to me

[@kirstenlepage6065]

I agree

[@brandonwheeler8466]

I hold my emotions all day and at the end I burst.i only have my pride left because i through away everything i ever had.regrets are my hole life.

[@haveagoodmourning]

Hey, it's been a little while since you made this comment, and I just want to say that I hope you're doing better now. Try not to bottle up your emotions, it only causes stress. I'm just a KZbin stranger, but I'm here for you. You are strong, you are brave, you are loved, and never forget it.

[@strawberryghost]

you are my new favorite artist ❤

[@yaheldugma7532]

This.is.perfect.

[@bibbabookgirl8469]

This is what happens when you find out you're the villain in your own story. You truly have nothing but your pride. And it was never worth it.

[@maggierichesin1632]

Love this song I can relate to it so much

[@yoshieaugestya]

The first time I heard your song "monster" i think you're a great singer and i love your songs... Keep it up pal

[@honeyfire2986]

Same

[@hekkorules3394]

I absolutely adore all of your songs! Thank you for singing and making such beautiful music

[@hoangle4598]

My pride is nothing But you are everything

[@graceplayspiano8754]

This song is really great 👏

[@WeirdoGabbyGirl]

KZbin needs a love button- just for this song ❤

[@daphnedassant1028]

Must say, your songs including this one are absolutely beautiful, probably the most beautiful in the whole history of music! Truly sincere and relatable! You're the best songwriter I've ever known!

[@B.Melodic3239]

This song reminds me of 2 weeks ago where i lost everyone I loved or use to love... this song lyrics it's self makes me realize that I won't get them back.. "I won't admit it but I just keep collecting regrets, how could I make such a mess of this? I wasn't ready to love you, can't say it now though I want too!"🎼🎶🎵😭😭

[@doryinsanime6862]

I love this song and this song can help us with difficult situations too.

[@dorak.1375]

Beth!!😩😩❤️❤️

[@eggrollqueen0296]

You posted this on my 16th birthday. The day I wanted nothing more than to give up. But your music inspires me to fight, and the notification for this broke my heart. It kept me clean, thank you. Even though I only just now got the guts to say something, thank you, for helping one girl fight on

[@tianakbasran2328]

Well done for reaching 18 :)

[@eggrollqueen0296]

@@tianakbasran2328 thank you so much!!! ❤❤❤

[@luciatical130]

This is absolutely perfect. You’ve come such a far way since some of your early songs like Warrior!

[@smartsmar3856]

Finally found THE ONE who keeps defining me...

[@lisabrown4881]

Truth always comes out Beautifully broken

[@frenzdelacruz3133]

I have nothing now only my Faith to our God.

[@SherryRiveraVlogs]

"Do u miss me?" Lately I've been missing you. Although i am currently in a relationship i have been feeling like i have so much faults in my relationship. My depression has become one of the biggest wall, the biggest problem we have. My depression has been affecting him. Now, i distant myself not only to him but to most people to avoid them getting hurt. 😭

[@j.a.n_0343]

Sherry Lynn Rivera I feel you, this is how I lost and keep losing my friends

[@SherryRiveraVlogs]

@@j.a.n_0343 same. My friends left me just recently just coz i wasnt the same like how they met me before and they said i have hurt them, and it accumulated until they had enough. :( and i wasn't even aware of it

[@haveagoodmourning]

Hello, I hope things are doing better now. You can get through this

[@soumyaoruganti9990]

I have nothing but my pride. Say it all d time when i do or say hurtful things to ppl

[@gabbyflitman6630]

Your music brings the beautiful out of my brokenness that I feel and you have helped me piece myself back together for about 4 years now, Don’t ever stop! I love you truly 💔✊🏼🖤

[@eloelo5313]

You're truly remarkable.

[@x_nalei]

Lyrics~ I just wanna sing along with her UwU I guess it's my fault this time I used to think that it was so important to be right So I didn't call you Say "I'm sorry" You wouldn't have answered The damage was done I should give you up But I've hit a standstill a brick wall I won't admit it But I just keep collecting regrets How did I make such a mess of this? I wasn't ready to love you Can't say it now though I want to I have nothing but my pride It doesn't keep me warm at night I heard you met someone else I ask our friends about you 'Cause I just can't help myself I push down the feeling That I'm breaking And smile when they tell me It's not going to last I just want you back 'Cause I've hit a standstill a brick wall I won't admit it But I just keep collecting regrets How did I make such a mess of this? I wasn't ready to love you Can't say it now though I want to I have nothing but my pride It doesn't keep me warm at night Are you lonely? I get lonely too Do you miss me? Lately I've been missing you Are you happy Like I'm trying to be? Have you moved on Or do you ever think of me? 'Cause I've hit a standstill a brick wall I won't admit it But I just keep collecting regrets How did I make such a mess of this? I wasn't ready to love you Can't say it now though I want to I have nothing but my pride It doesn't keep me warm at night I've hit a standstill a brick wall I won't admit it But I just keep collecting regrets How did I make such a mess of this? 'Cause I wasn't ready to love you Can't say it now though I want to I have nothing but my pride It doesn't keep me warm at night It doesn't keep me warm at night

[@noraburke5403]

I know I say this about all your songs but this so relatable

[@annafarar8077]

Her songs are easy to relate to

[@sophieflying2534]

I keep coming back to this song

[@rosebrown7673]

I love how she has lyrics on most of her songs. It makes it easier to understand the song.

[@user-nt3fe4pn7i]

Being Alone is Critically Dangerously Bad Bad "sigh" Thanks Beth Crowley 🐦

[@autumnlvc]

This is such a beautiful song, like everything you write!

[@twilightsparkle4378]

I love the line I have nothing but my pride it doesn’t keep me warm at night

[@AlecSpell]

Holy hell this is great.Exactly how I feel about something now

[@m4g1c1ts3lf]

I love this so much ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@-ReinyDays-]

This song is beautiful, I love every single one of your songs. Please keep up the work. Never give up on your beautiful voice or anything you believe in. I believe in you😊 😄

[@JudDoFinDovahhe]

Already added it to my playlist of you on Spotify!

[@hearts4mystechaos]

this song is so relatable and makes me cry 💔

[@horse_lover3896]

Ugh I relate so much. Thank you for sharing your voice and your songs with the rest of the world ♥️

[@anneblake9421]

Beth you have such a beautiful voice. I love hearing it, this will become an iconic part of my childhood

[@shauryapsr8799]

Thank you for such a beautiful song♥️

[@dwaynehall2721]

Love it

[@YaraiiiYaraiii]

I really love your songs😊

[@annafarar8077]

Her songs are touching!

[@starwire23]

Her: "doesnt keep me warm at night" Me: no a blanket does Also me: realises I honestly really like being single yet not 😂😭😂

[@transmogrifying]

Scientifically, a blanket keeps us warm by trapping the heat oir body radiates, so its technically ourselves keeping ourselves warm

[@ankitaaarya]

Its Beautiful beth 😍😍😍

[@becca_rotras]

I really really love all of your music. And I really can relate to most of the lyrics. And o love your voice! "I have nothing but my pride, it doesn't keep me warm at night" ♥️♥️

[@laurawebber6945]

This is so relatable for me on so many levels

[@mimnimpetite8681]

Your music is the best!

[@jafftellderfeuersturm2825]

Wow What a wonderfull song with so much deepnees♥♥♥ don't stop making things like this♥- sorry for this awful english but i'm not quite good at it because i'm german and 15 Years old- i defently speak it better than write😂 but i love this song

[@nikekatinka8412]

Ich auch, nur bin ich (fast) 14 Jahre alt🤗

[@balindadodds7661]

Nothing but pride left.

[@Witchyrose2349]

First seconds already made me cry😭💔

[@annafarar8077]

Beautiful song, heartwarming!!! ❤

[@DearDeer92078]

Wow this song really spoke to me since my friend isn't talking to me anymore after I did one little thing that I thought was helpful but she didn't think so and I'm wondering if she doesn't regret her decision to not speak or look or interact with me and I'm thinking this is her this song it just hit me thank you for posting and creating this song

[@maco.2379]

I have a friend like that... It sucks

[@sarkajavorska2482]

I can totally relate to your situation, something similar happened to me almost a year ago... It was tough, and without my other friend I wouldn't make it. But I'm here, at the place I want to be, just with the right people

[@Neeruther]

Amazing

[@sikandernuruddin9214]

Why is this so relatable 👍

[@fasilatsanusi7431]

Love the two questions "a u lonely, do u miss me? Such questions are relevant in this lockdown

[@tinadoyle9196]

You did it again!! Wow this song is so beautiful and relatable in so many ways! You’re a wonderful talented singer and writer! ❤️ can’t wait to hear more!

[@havana425]

My new favorite song.

[@caseybond5014]

Beautiful.

[@MTGTKalaiyarasiv]

Lot of love❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@mayranoguera838]

Our ego the Soul our spirit is like our pride or vice versa point is free will the Healer love those two because they makes you whole that's the worth that matters you are the treasure in this rotting world

[@wolfgamer2709]

I love all your music. It realtes to my reality and helps me cope with it

[@piaj160]

I love this song!😍

[@mariajacobs903]

I did hit brick wall with regrets I love still but I can't have him.. He doesn't want to love me like I do. ♥️

[@shriyapalwankar2223]

I understand. I have the same situation. I sometimes wonder if I should write this song on a paper and give it to him on his birthday.

[@gracemclaren2964]

YAY A NEW SONG

[@StarseekertheNightwing13]

OMG I HEARD THIS SONG LIKE 3 YEARS AGO BUT COULD NEVER REMEMBER THE NAME

[@banana_lunana]

I'm wasn't expecting to cry to this song but I am.

[@katinkabracke3506]

this makes me think about leta lestrange and newt scamander for some reason.

[@anneblake9421]

Katinka Bracke that movie was so good!

[@breanna8471]

Ok so I haven’t read/watch that yet but I got one question. Lestrange like Bellatrix Lestrange or nah?

[@anneblake9421]

Shadow Queen I don't know if I can tell you, do you mind spoilers?

[@katinkabracke3506]

Anne blake I know right and shadow queen no in my opinion she is'nt like bellatrix.

[@desaster903]

Woah, you too?

[@deb_souza9221]

The last verse as "I have nothing left but pride" "but now even that has died" would be my version of the song

[@firefloofdoodles]

So relatable I love it.

[@wishingtofly]

Beautiful song

[@celestialabyss3945]

I think Beth deserves more respect and popularity

[@nacshathrar9474]

Damn. It's beautiful.

[@Yeah-eu5cp]

Your songs are so beautiful and unique you're one of my favorite artists tbh

[@maricelreyes2873]

2020...i love her voice...😍😍😍

[@cassierexroad2154]

Wow! Great job! Love your music!

[@caitlin1008]

Beautiful as always 😍

[@clarinamascarenhas7499]

These songs keep giving me main character energy

[@kayla_luvme4083]

it might just be me, but when someone texts me something sad and i read it while listening to a sad af song, the text hits WAY harder, just me?

[@armywifemia2011]

Your music is helping me get through my divorce. Thank you!!! Keep up the wonderful music.

[@kylakeith8433]

okay so i know it's 2020 but this the first time hearing it, my point exactly is you have such an amazing voice i don"t know how many song i have that are yours but when i'm sad your songs and it's only yours that makes me happier and love singing to them. It helps with my anxiety by a lot.(like i said i believe) your such an inspiration !!

[@uh...........]

love this song 😍 this reminds me of a story i struggled to write, i hit a brickwall and was unable to write anymore on the subject. i really tried though.

[@michellehostutler5032]

And that regret would be... that my 26, young daughter just overdosed on fentanyl.. September 5, 2020l!! She had been clean for 8 months & left rehab early!! And 11 days later my baby girl was found dead in a motel room... all by herself!! I’m more lost & broken like I’ve never been before!! She was my very bestfriend and she was always my everything!! I’m so seriously not doing all that well with my angel being gone!! I’m so ready to go home & join her!! I truly have zero desire to still be here on this earth any longer!!

[@avocad0173]

Amazing ❤️

[@albobsweet5761]

Congratulation lady you are the best

[@uchenmtalizu4918]

So relate to my situation right now..it reflects me. 😊

[@karilim4627]

I really love her songs!! Just a simple yet gives you so much impact. The emotion the way e sang and the lyrics of the song. So perfect. 💕 I'm planning to make a short cover of this song haha. 💕😊