Billie Eilish - Xanny Lyrics, listen before i go, & Six Feet Under | Reaction

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[@rpavessi]

Actually when she says “Sorry, there’s no way out but down” she is talking about suicide. On some interviews she says that gladly she never got on that point but this was her way to connect with her fans that battle with depression just like her.

[@MissMollyDoll311]

Rafaela Pavessi a lot of her songs are also about fears and being on either side of a suicide is an underlying fear that so many people live with. Either you're the person who is struggling and you fear that one day you won't he able to go on, that you'll hurt everyone you love by actually going through with it, or someone you love is the one who's struggling and you live with the fear that they'll lose their battle. There's so much fear and guilt built into the topic that it's hard to process in that split second it takes to make the choice to take your own life. It's sad for the people who have to deal with the loss but it's also unfair to make someone go on living a painful existence just because you want them around. So much to unpack in this song but that's why I love it. ❤❤💔

[@romeromg3]

Do you remember what some of the interviews are called?

[@_officialjrg]

Ummm......we know that

[@romeromg3]

Funny Future57 you know what?

[@zakaimakai1367]

sorry to be off topic but does any of you know of a way to get back into an Instagram account..? I somehow forgot my login password. I appreciate any help you can offer me!

[@DanMcManus]

I'm 65, have been an intensely serious music fan all my damn life, and I love Billie and her music. I find her intelligent, creative, artistic, and adventurous. She's 17 and she has a lifetime of surprising us in front of her. I've seen her live. Will see her again on the new tour this year. She is the whole package. Music. Art. Fashion. Badass creativity. Best thing to come down the music road in decades... and I don't say that lightly.

[@icantthinkofaname1062]

I appreciate you for having TASTE props to you

[@Malin-yq1me]

^!

[@pshort3518]

There's definitely something special about Billie. She hits you right in the heart. Her stage presence is incredible too.

[@laurenduffy3567]

Dan McManus YASS!

[@mysticalshellyMJ]

I’m 46, and my 10 year old Daughter got me hooked on Billie I’ve always loved the 80’s hair bands, but I too am loving Billie.

[@jen.g.]

Definitely read the lyrics to “listen before I go”. You’re not wrong. It’s a crushing song.

[@_shoe]

Omg, I literally almost start crying every time I hear that song, it just puts me into the state of mind from only two years ago, and gives me the ability to feel so sad and sympathetic towards my past self. Idk, every time I hear the song I imagine the music video for my story (sorry if this gets kinda annoying, lol, but I really wanna explain it out). Like over the course of the song, literally pieces of someone would start falling off, and then at the end, most of the person is gone and you can barely recognize them, and they jump off the roof, but as they do a new version of themselves appears from the broken pieces. There's only a few differences in the new person. Idk, maybe a new hairstyle or clothes or something, idk. Then they just walk away. It's very symbolic of what I had to go through. It might sound really lame or something, idk, but yeah. Sorry for the rant, lol

[@ag-dn1vl]

lol :P It reminds me of myself now, Makes me cry every time It reminds me of my self now.

[@magical.turtle.dragon6570]

yet somehow it helps my depression

[@mikeala5889]

I love that you pay attention to the lyrics and really interpret them.

[@caitlinthomas2459]

The last verse of xanny before the harmonizing she was actually crying in the booth which is why it sounds so raw. Love your channel man, great reactions.

[@kazzai2085]

51 y/o Nana here, love her music, sass and style. Also went to her concert in April in Auckland, NZ. It was one of the best I have been too and there have been a few! The effects and distortion in Xanny replicates being sober at a party where everyone else is wasted and blowing smoke in your face etc.

[@merisimonyan4406]

Watching your evolution from the first video reaction like “this bitch is weird “ To your last one “wow, she has a gift” is so adorable man

[@user-ce9hp4uw5b]

The last bass drop on lbig represents a body hitting the ground after jumping of a building. That shit hits on a different leveb

[@chloesdeadinside8982]

Holy shit I never thought of that

[@chelseaakinwole2885]

She jumped off a building at the end that’s why you hear the sirens

[@vp4744]

no she did not, that's just your conjecture

[@magical_penguin9895]

Avocado Pirate well I don’t think he means it literally but in the music the person might have

[@vp4744]

@@magical_penguin9895 But her comment does not say "might" or not literally; We also hear sirens even at the beginning of the song. Here's my point, the song is unspecified, open for interpretation.

[@magical_penguin9895]

Avocado Pirate true

[@ckmate23]

I'm 61....I think she is the most creative artist I've seen in 30 years....and as a musician, I think creativity is the most impressive part of the art.

[@ckmate23]

BTW, the best Billie song I've heard her do was one of her few covers that sounded like something she and her brother easily could've written. It's called End of the World. I think it may be my all-time favorite song,

[@tokoshiro5]

look her series called "a snipet into billie's mind", short videos about the creative process of the songs of her debut album. There's one about xanny and bury a friend.

[@michaelson8740]

40 year old fan here! My 16 year old daughter introduced me to her music and became an instant fan..

[@vp4744]

👍👍👍 for reactions 2:44 yes that's a fan video, a better version is "Six Feet Under, Sofar Los Angeles" on youtube 4:05 yeah she knows how to make grown men cry 11:41 about her fan base, she answered the question like this in an interview: they're all over, all ages, but these are issues that teens encounter for the first time in life and they are clueless even to talk about much less find solace. Her topics of losing love, suicidal thoughts, fear of falling in love, fear of aggression, prescription drug abuse, environmental degradation, etc., are all complex emotions that teens need help dealing. Not all teens are into Disney-style happy child-like innocence dancing in mini skirts and pointed boobs. These topics are as shocking as a music label developed starlet saying the f word in front of 100,000 people in a live concert. Billie's showing a big fat middle finger to the status quo.

[@darkstar-mq3mb]

i don't think the "six feet under" video was a fan video tho, it was on her official youtube, i think they just did not have the budget they do now when the song came out.

[@vp4744]

@@darkstar-mq3mb yes you're correct, I confused that with another one

[@Z1ppyy]

Thank you Sombody said it I only listen to Billie because I can relate to her music,I love it, and She really creative

[@sassliseray6816]

The crazy thing is she was crying when she was making this song cuz it was around the time that x had passed away so she had to keep redoing the lines BC she was crying and at the end u can kinda hear the way her voice was sounding

[@sample.text.]

Wise beyond her years.

[@tokoshiro5]

33 here, I discovered her because "ocean eyes", bellyache" and "bury a friend", a week before the release of the debut album. Bury a friend catch my attention and since the album had been out I'm listening it, become my most heard album from the last 180 days on last.fm scrobbler. She gives me Björk vibes (another must listen artist, fan here). I'm curious and hyped about Billie's next years. Also is valid to mention how good is the album production is ("when we fal asleep, where did we go?", with the exorcist like cover) .

[@fregiaj87]

I'm 32 and love the hell out of Billie. I want to go see her at ACL but I dont want to be the old one in the crowd 😂

[@mias1385]

33 and i really enjoy her stuff! But yeah same, worried I'd just be like. Momming all her younger fans lol.

[@fregiaj87]

@@mias1385 exactly! It's a bummer.

[@kaylanewell1301]

She loves all her fans don’t be afraid to go see her.

[@mikemattoon2388]

I am in my 60's and I love everything she has done! You are right on......she is beyond age, she is a real amazing talented genius.

[@zoeyellowlab]

Love her. I’m 61. Can’t wait to see her in concert

[@Mickiethenothingness]

She was actually crying while recording the end of xanny. She had just lost a friend to drug addiction and said it was really hard to sing while crying. It brought a whole new level to the song hearing the cracking in her voice. Please react to the rest of her album!!! Loving it:)

[@renmarcdelara3323]

"Take me to the rooftop" was the first line and "there's no way out but down" was the two line sentence that tells what indicates the base beat (might like something falls) before the siren and woman screaming.

[@LionPoe]

I'm 47 y. old and I love to listening her songs...in the morning under shower, at breakfast, when driving, when writing my movie scripts, at lunch, then little more at afternoon and when I'm done with all things in my day I can finally lay down and listening to her voice and lyrics feeling happy she exist.

[@dani-ih3ny]

Maybe you could check out Break My Heart Again by FINNEAS? Billie's brother. It'd be neat to see you react to him on his own.

[@olivia7276]

“Almost sounds suicidal” - the whole song is about suicide, luckily she never got to that stage but billie battles depression😔 glad you liked her music ❤️

[@orlaflynn6017]

I'm 15 and a huge fan of billie eilish as her content is how I feel, I suffer from suicidal thoughts an depression and she helps me to realise there is a purpose I am meant to be here. I say her again range is massive but it is possible for people who are young to feel like this.

[@dugite007]

im closer to 30yr old and I absolutely adore her! cried when I saw her perform at Groovin the Moo here in Townsville.. we were so far back that we could hardly see her.. but it was amazing to dance and sing to her songs.. amazing!! even my husband was impressed with her performance.. and he's fully over her songs, as I won't stop playing them tehehe poor fella

[@QUIET7447]

Can you react to billie eilish fingers crossed and when I was older and ilomilo

[@ilikememesanddogs6052]

Piriodicpokemon I'm actually surprised you want him to react to when I was older cause I don't know anyone who likes When I Was Older, cause it's such a great song that not very many people listen to. But I love that song

[@alybova5953]

@@ilikememesanddogs6052 I love when I was older.. 😍 but yea I have never seen anyone react to it

[@christinen4425]

@@ilikememesanddogs6052 oh I can’t get through the first verse of that song without cringing because the auto tune is pretty icky

[@B4466]

Recently discovered Billie and have become a fan of her music at 37. Been listening to everything I can find. My favourites so far are "I love you" and "When the party's over". There is so much of her music I still have to hear. Looking forward to it and to great reviews like yours - intelligent, balanced and with strong focus on lyrics. Billie seems like an old soul with a childish innocence. It's a wonderful combination.. and just so much talent.

[@reaganpearson1903]

love that you really listen and talk about the music and lyrics instead of just bumping to beat like a lot of other reaction channels. like listening to the beat is great too but i like to hear what other people think of when they hear music.

[@normamunguia5278]

I’m 43 and I’m absolutely obsessed with Billie! She reaches deep inside of you, squeezes your insides until you can’t breathe and then she loosens her grip just enough to make you ask for more. Loves her!!! 😜😜😜

[@jenniferrepole5424]

I'm 43 too and hooked. I think I relate to her because she thinks like I did as a teen. Her voice is amazing and the way she and her brother produce the songs hits on so many sensory levels. I think they are both neurodiverse which makes them even more amazing!

[@MissMollyDoll311]

You gotta listen to "I love you" it's not quite sad, but it really captures the "oh shit" feeling of someone telling you they love you for the first time and catching you off gaurd and it is a beautiful song.

[@brendamoon2660]

It's like you're a friend Im I'm watching Billie with. She's too scary to watch alone

[@saramesa9407]

I love your reactions, and how open you are with the fam. ♥

[@sarahg2653]

I wish I'd never picked up a pill. At 15, I tore my ACL and miniscus; the doctor gave me so many Percocet after surgery. My parents even monitored the dosing and kept the pil ls, but I would stash and steal them when I could. This was 20ish years ago, before we knew how addictive opiods were. I can honestly say I was addicted from the first pill. The feeling it gave me was indescribable. I felt superhuman. I also did terrible things to keep that feeling. Decades later, I'm on Suboxone for opioid addiction still. I haven't been able to kick this crutch. I have a real appreciation for Billie and I'm so happy she's anti-drug (or so it seems.) For all of you struggling out there, keep on trying for sobriety. You may not always stay on track but it's a worthy pursuit. I wish you all well.

[@zoeesloane7912]

I just turned 50 and love, love, love Billie! My daughter introduced me to her music. Now I listen to Billie more than she does.

[@ashleyfoust2564]

The song is about suicide. The sirens at the end are officers called when they see her body falling

[@christopherwcazares7054]

Deep music she makes, just started listening to her yesterday, I'm hooked!

[@MissMollyDoll311]

It made me happy as hell that she's a viral, popular artist who not only doesn't glorify drugs, but flat out says no to them, tells the truth about what peer pressure feels like and what it feels like to have all your friends around you change into people you don't recognize or like at all because of drugs. Every bit of it is true. So if you're one of those kids who feels like this, you're doing the right thing by not following the crowd, it sometimes feels like you're being left behind but you're not, they're the ones left behind in their childish, poor decision making, blaming everyone but themselves for their actions. I vividly remember feeling this way in high school. All my friends were taking drugs, smoking, going to hook up parties and I'm over here thinking I'm bad as hell for taking my moms car late at night to get coffee and walk through the woods with my fellow lames. 😂 BUT THOSE WERE SOME OF THE BEST NIGHTS IF MY LIFE! We actually talked about our dreams and sang songs together and went on walks through the woods late at night instead of just staring at each other, high off our asses, hoping one of us doesn't die..

[@whitenailsnguitars]

Thanks for being real. Been with my husband for 8 years now and he's struggled with nicotine for 20 years. You said the same words he did so it's nice to hear another man come forward and tell the struggle, not many do. Love your honesty. I love Billie with a passion. Great video man

[@TheMatthewsFam]

1 day at a Time

[@bellaking140]

I don’t know if anyone has said this, but I’m proud of you! Addictions are very hard to quit. 🖤

[@stuartmorris7699]

I am 63...I stop drinking 1/8/1991...Stop all drug 1/1/2000...And I love my self more...

[@desireezachry8086]

I’m 37 and ever since I discovered her way before her album came out she is all I listen to. I put on other music and nothing compares. I used to feel silly intensely listening to a 17 year old but now I don’t care. I haven’t been into someone like this since Bjork. Love your responses to her. Keep them coming. Would love to hear what you think of When I Was Older and CopyCat

[@lillivineswhichwaytowitch9520]

I'm 45 and I love her. !!¡!

[@melissarieger1754]

Actually that's the perfect way to put it with how her words make you feel like she is sitting there next to you rocking with you

[@scwd-wd]

I’m 42 and love her as do my daughters. Discovered a remix of Ocean Eyes years ago and have just seen her blow up. Also enjoy seeing people discover her now and appreciate her and her brothers talent.

[@dmvsav]

I'm 34 years old and I LOVE Billie Eilish!

[@renmarcdelara3323]

In listen before I go. First line is she is in a top of a building. In the middle she is saying Goodbye At the end theres the ambulance which really give us the clear image of what happen.

[@Noxtrust]

I’d be interested in what you think of ilomilo, it’s one of my favourites on the albums. She actually has a common theme in this last album of people around her dying mistake or burying friends. I’d also check out the song that she tributes to xxxtentacion ‘6-18-18’

[@tokoshiro5]

ilomilo

[@captsparrowslady]

"Listen Before I Go" is definately about suicide or suicidal ideation. The First Lines say "Take me to the Rooftop, I wanna see the world when I stop breathing, turning blue." She's talking about standing on a rooftop, preparing to jump and this song is like a goodbye message to family and friends.

[@rememberme5751]

I am 19 years old. I recently fell in love with her and her music.

[@ErickFranco90]

I first knew About her when she sang the song 6.18.18 about x when he passed away

[@flawlessorca75]

im 27, been listening to her since i was 21.

[@MusicnessxDD]

Xanny helped me appreciate her so much as a person, someone that I can relate to. My dad’s struggled with alcoholism and cocaine addiction, and I just turned 21 this year. My friends from high school have all had their “21st birthday” experiences, getting drunk, shit faced, going to hookah lounges... We go out to eat at restaurants and they offer to buy me drinks, even my own mom. Not interested in that shit, you know? I refuse to be like my dad and go down the same path. “Don’t give me a xanny, now or ever...”

[@catherineraeder8559]

I am 64 and a huge fan and think she is amazing. We don’t have to many artists out there like her she is the full package. To listen to her and her brothers upbringing story makes you wonder if the rest of us have done it wrong. Check out her interviews she has no filter and swears like a sailor but on the other side is the kindest and mature beyond her years.

[@nalani18]

billie eilish always has me in my feelings

[@ginaquinn2]

I've enjoyed watching you reviews and watching your appreciation for Billie grow over time. My appreciation for you too has grown. Best wishes and healthy thoughts to you and all your friends and family 👪

[@andidreyes5323]

So everyone says Ocean Eyes is their first song but it was the first big single. 'Six Feet Under' was used on an MTV show "Sweet/Vicious" and that's actually the video for it. I LOVED the bit that the show used & that's how I first learned her name. Then 'Ocean Eyes' came out on Soundcloud and I KNEW in my bones she was going to blow up simply because her vocals are phenomenal. So the wait for her EP was forever and then she kept releasing her videos of her singles from her latest LP "When we go to sleep, where do we go" did so well that there's now a craving for lyric videos of every song. Almost like Melanie Martinez's "Dollhouse" LP. Also Billie is supposed to be the monster under the bed, that's also why it's called "Bury a Friend" since the song is told from the perspective of the monster under the bed... so when you rehear the song lyric, it will make more sense. She tries to make herself a character before she writes her songs so they may relate to her in a sense but she's also trying to be someone else. I LOVE her & I'm 38. But I still love new music and popular music which my family calls all sound alike... EXCEPT for Billie's music LOL. They dig everything I've played for them.

[@kyndalk.9852]

Im a fan of her and im 10 😂 i started on the day ocean eyes came out

[@andymosqueda1084]

Idk if you’ve already done it or heard any of these I couldn’t find them but you should do I love you Everything I wanted 8.18.18 All by Billie! Keep it up man, blessings💯

[@BeautifulLady2006]

Listen before I go gets me in all the feels bro🙌🙌🙌 it's like she knows and feels what I've felt wow

[@kazzai2085]

Another Billie option is Denzel Curry's Sirens, she sang the hook but wasn't credited because she went against her labels wishes.

[@doveyloveyluvsyou]

I'm 20 and discovered her 2 years ago I think on Pandora from ocean eyes 😍 so glad she's gotten the recognition she deserves. When I asked my 23 y/o coworker if she likes her she's like "isn't she for teens?" but the messages of the songs reach out to so many age ranges! Like damn give her a try!

[@SamoanObsidian]

I'm 38, and she got me spun. One of my new top idols after Michael Jackson, Madonna, Prince Rihanna, & Kurt Cobain. *EDIT* .... I wanna add, she does take me to my bone. Last night I cried all night repeating to *LISTEN BEFORE I GO, & I LOVE YOU (Tribute to XXXTENTACION)* the grip of her voice, melody, and bars kilt me. Imma have to stick to her *YOU SHOULD SEE ME IN A CROWN.* To stay up and going. Damn.

[@wotmot223]

I'm sixty years old, and I am a huge fan of hers. I'm an alcoholic, 27 years clean, but I never, ever forget what I am. To damn easy to slip back into a bottle. I love her song Xany.

[@mags.greene]

This song always makes me cry🥺

[@lisalegato0109]

The sirens at the end really bring the emotion

[@Mickiethenothingness]

The first time she performed "Listen Before I Go" live, she said she doesn't want it to make people feel sad, but for it to feel like a mental hug and that you are not alone.

[@michellekee1924]

I'm 36 y/o and I love hearing her songs. I can relate to every lyric. My 19 y/o daughter introduce me to Billie eilish. I got all her songs

[@melissarieger1754]

That's real good for you that's a great accomplishment with the cigarettes I'm a smoker and tried quitting many times it's definitely the hardest thing to quit so congratulations for real

[@chidibona1212]

I'm 45 and can totally relate to her lyrics.

[@joanbhamm9228]

Watch the others came back to best! Well never went anywhere 64 love her!

[@lizzyd.3300]

I’m a Billie Eilish SUPERFAN- 15 y/o :)

[@BengalBruin]

First time I've ever heard Xanny... gonna watch some more of L or Al... TMG reacts to Billie then I'll be sharing that song on my Facebook

[@leonaversoza2148]

I love your reaction to her songs 😊😍

[@SamWell-lh8so]

That tired weak sorry at the end of listen before I go and the sirens get me every time! And btw in the song Xanny it is about Billie Elish dealing with friends who do drugs and drink and how it affects her, but she doesn’t do that stuff luckily.

[@melissarieger1754]

I actually like the xanny song it says alot I feel it to the core

[@corean3polar]

32 so impressed with this album

[@SarahAnthonyNarouski]

Just have to say I LOVE your channel/content but most of all I LOVE how u keep shyt 💯 on ALL LEVELS NO MATTER WHAT! Keep it up bro 🔥 new sub here! Excited to see what else u got for us! Thanks for ya hard work and dedication!!! Much love and respect ✊🏼

[@TodorokisLeftEye]

"Help, I lost myself again.. But I remember you"

[@tiredallthetime1636]

I just wanted to applaud you for quitting smoking. My mom smoked when I was younger and when she quit, even I remember how hard it was. She still gets cravings nearly 10 years later. Addiction isn’t a joke.

[@earlwolf4291]

Her brother writes and produces her songs

[@Cassandra6]

I’m 24 and a huge fan of her

[@raghad2071]

check her series called "a snipet into billie's mind", short videos about the creative process of the songs of her debut album

[@Fairystarr1977]

I’m a fan you asked her fan base age range well let me inform you my daughter is 9 and she is a fan and I’m a mother And I’m 42! You read it Right I’m 42 and I’m A die hard fan ! So the age range can be from 9 to 42 and beyond ! It can’t be bigger than that age range she is a big thing Billie relates to anyone and everyone no mater what age , race, nationality. She just relates to whomever has the pleasure to hear her. She’s like a spell I love her 💚@billieeilish @thematthewsfam

[@XNuckingFutsX]

The genre I like to classify her in is “Bats and things”... dark and eclectic

[@christopherwcazares7054]

Love your real talk! And it is real, I'm in recovery, it's no joke......i am missing nothing

[@ashton4551]

Sick intro!❤️✌🏻

[@mikemattoon2388]

First saw her on Her SNL debut.

[@kholder88]

I'm 30 and love her

[@rpavessi]

Pls react to “You Sang My Song” with Billie and also to “Billie react to Teens react” hahaha 😂 Love your reactions!

[@luxmia296]

when i heard this song the first time i thought that xanny meant headache i didn't know it actually meant drugs until now

[@kieranmwade1687]

'ight -- I subscribe to very few channels since I don't like my feed getting inundated and things getting lost, my subs mean sincere interest and respect, and you've secured that from me my dude. Your reactions are legit, your person comes through, you're real and authentic. Thanks for all you do and say. I'll be seeing ya on my feed from now on 🤛

[@lisalegato0109]

I cried the first time I heard this while reading the lyrics

[@lisalegato0109]

You got a new subscriber

[@UnearthlyTerrorsAudio]

I know this is an old video, but did he reacted to I love you? If not he should! You have a new subscriber btw.

[@atoastedfruit8745]

Him guessing this is a suicide song, he’s right. She is talking about how she wants someone to take her to a rooftop when she’s dead so she can see the world

[@wooze4sho]

A man good reaction bro. Can we get a Slipknot 3 piece? Wait and bleed, surfacing and snuff? Those would be great for a balanced 3 piece no biscuit reaction.

[@celineas8086]

Bro you gotta listen to I Love You, My Strange Addiction, and Wish You Were Gay

[@jeremiah7236]

and all the good girls go to hell

[@orcus6803]

Idk im 15 and i love billie honestly really connect with her messages. Everyone i know does drugs and ive been suicidal since 13. Hell ive done drugs when i was younger. It was a prescribed medicine for ADHD called concerta. I used to go all day without eating or speaking. I was a zombie. I hate myself still and am still fighting from my plan to commit suicide. Honestly 'kids nowadays' arent given enough credit for feeling and even understanding these emotions.

[@Bohica369]

Billie isn't saying she feels like she's missing out for not doing drugs, she doesn't understand why her friends would want to do that to themselves. "What is about them?" = why are they so great? "I must be missing something" = I don't understand. I'm not well versed in music terminology, but I think it's the bridge where she says it best. "Please don't try to kiss me on the sidewalk on your cigarette break, I can't afford to love someone who isn't dying by mistake in silver lake." = I love you, please stop engaging in actions that lead to a premature death (in silver lake means old age).