Been sobering up for over a week, eating healthier, exercising, I start my new job today. Alcohol was a quick fix but working on a long term healing project...it's worked miracles for me.
@wanbywalby82404 жыл бұрын
Hope you're still doing good man xx
@starrynights63784 жыл бұрын
Take care of yourself ❤️
@therealmeemawmallen94934 жыл бұрын
That's awesome free fall into God's arms of love He will NEVER fail you!
@thetab01794 жыл бұрын
Awesome! How's it going now mate, still truckin'?
@ChristianChancemix4 жыл бұрын
TheTAB01 yeah man, best decision of my life
@nicc25104 жыл бұрын
“And I’m running through the fire. But the flames are getting higher. Every day’s a little harder.” This hurt. Right here ❤️
@mrblo_ody42004 жыл бұрын
Have you ever feel that?
@leviathan75164 жыл бұрын
MrBlo_ody no I’ve never “feel” that. Jk I’m sorry for picking on you so ima god sub to you now
@nicc25104 жыл бұрын
@@mrblo_ody4200 Honestly? That's my every day man
@takenoprisoners8372 жыл бұрын
@@nicc2510 me 2 brother
@moses32914 жыл бұрын
The way he sings this sounds like he's going to cry while singing. who hurt my guy?
@louartsy77524 жыл бұрын
Idk but I'mma hunt them down
@brianpost10594 жыл бұрын
Not who, but what... Answer: life
@stychrisolecra42274 жыл бұрын
@@brianpost1059 57.
@sarahberlin56722 жыл бұрын
Alcoholism is the answer. Disease
@VocalTranceUK Жыл бұрын
He hurt himself. Addiction is a pain like no other.
@arielle49234 жыл бұрын
Today I am 3 months clean of self harm and I really hope I can make it to four months because that would be a new record
@wanbywalby82404 жыл бұрын
I dont know you, but im proud of you x
@fredriksteiring52244 жыл бұрын
i have dealt with this in my own family, both me and my little sister. I dont know who you are, but I want you to no, you ARE loved, you ARE cherished. Take care of yourself, I'm proud of you
@hermabad50014 жыл бұрын
Arielle Potato Gamer I'm super proud of you
@Smells114 жыл бұрын
I hope you do, this is one month old, did you do it?
@jefftilt12904 жыл бұрын
Proud of you my G
@Stumdie4 жыл бұрын
This Song Gets me Everytime... Billy's Voice Is Truly a Gift From the Heavens
@kytabian36084 жыл бұрын
Can we just take a moment to appreciate everyone who didn't get to say I'm sober, who thought they wouldn't ever be good enough and now are unfortunately done.
@LeAh-kf4gs4 жыл бұрын
:(
@whiteviper81424 жыл бұрын
Hey would you reply me i wanna be a friend im lonely 💔
@jacobball38374 жыл бұрын
@@whiteviper8142 family doesn't end in blood as hard as times may be now just know someone always cares about us even if we don't think so they could be in the next room or on the other side of the world but someone always will care
@charissapeters92894 жыл бұрын
Ky Tabian ...I appreciate them. It is the hearts that truly desire something different, something better that are usually the ones that are truly good...
@zerorin25384 жыл бұрын
Hmm. am deciding for perfect moment to suicide 😴.
@songbirdforever89624 жыл бұрын
This is the epitome of what a heartbreakingly, but beautiful song all at once sounds like. He is one of my favourite artists at the moment.
@freedom4all1084 жыл бұрын
I've been struggling for 3 years alone now. To all of you who have overcome your challenges, I solute you. No one else will ever know what it's like to be you. I hope to overcome mine soon.
@J_larry4 жыл бұрын
The songs on this channel are amazing
@MadVibes182 жыл бұрын
So emotional listening to this. I am 6 months clean and still feel everything he sings about. I have never (even in sobriety) felt good enough. Good luck to everyone staying sober and if your not, i pray you get help soon!🧡
@juliam.mallen31813 жыл бұрын
Sobriety is a gift that should never ever be taken for granted..One day at a time is s lifestyle..Thank God I've been sober for 24 years now I've lost everything and everyone I've ever loved or cared for in my life in sobriety..But God's been too good to me to ever turn my will into self will run riot again..No Matter what! I pray you stay on the straight and narrow..And God blesses your every effort with great success in Jesus name! I love your song it is quite beautiful!
@lilosnitch32474 жыл бұрын
I accidentally clicked on this....i dont regret it
@jagrathty27434 жыл бұрын
Neither do I 😥
@zouherhelmi3 жыл бұрын
Same
@ispeakfactslol3 жыл бұрын
Sameeee🥲
@vain78893 жыл бұрын
I do regret this.
@brendaroman34434 жыл бұрын
I'm gonna cry I love this song thank you so much. I like how his voice cracks with emotion.🥰😪
@RayTheKeks4 жыл бұрын
I don't have to leave scars on my body for you to see I'm hurt...right?
@paulself86983 жыл бұрын
9 months sober, Billy, well done - you should be very proud.
@cassielmoon80704 жыл бұрын
God.. this song hits so deep. Been trying to heal for 3 months now, and just today I had someone else walk out, I’m gonna keep fighting depression. My job on this earth isn’t over yet, and the same goes for you.
@Darksnake874 жыл бұрын
Good luck man you can do it
@Darksnake874 жыл бұрын
be ready for people to come in and come out. be ready for them to go out of your life. Be ready for a loved one to go. Just be ready to let go and move on it'll be hard but you will fine someone new
@cassielmoon80704 жыл бұрын
Thanks man, I really needed that. It’s hard but I have to keep going, I can’t give up.
@PiercedpixieSav2 ай бұрын
I’ve been fighting this disease for 5 years and it is the hardest thing I have ever done. This song is amazing and the lyrics definitely hit a chord with me.
@iremslyy4 жыл бұрын
Your songs are my style.♥️🖤♥️
@takenoprisoners8372 жыл бұрын
I'm a recovering addict and this song is so incredibly powerful. It brings out so many feelings that are beyond emotional.
@akisgone4 жыл бұрын
Beautiful🖤🥺
@Pengwing24114 жыл бұрын
It's midnight and I really feel this rn...
@SeanFitzpatrick444 жыл бұрын
There’s emotion in this mans voice that is felt not heard I struggle to comprehend how such a talent isn’t given the exposure he deserves
@alarynwolvesofficial4 жыл бұрын
This song This song is just. Just beautiful😔 "I been tryna tell myself I'm good enough" felt that
@AlabazterAl4 жыл бұрын
this song sounds like someone's heart really bleeding. deep
@marvelite34774 жыл бұрын
9 months clean from MDMA. Love this song.
@ChinKyss4 жыл бұрын
I've been working hard to heal but nobody ganna feel like how I feel😔😔😔😔😔😔
@issyjordan51044 жыл бұрын
keep working hard. trust me. things get better
@ChinKyss4 жыл бұрын
@@issyjordan5104 thank you so much
@ThatBrownBoy964 жыл бұрын
Just remember, “Rome wasn’t built in a day. So, even if you just lay a brick today, it’s a success.”
@wonder60134 жыл бұрын
I feel you, but we'll be okay.
@BrisketSurge4 жыл бұрын
No one truly understand what everyone's going through no matter how hard they try. Everyone is different, everyone takes everything different. I live in pain everyday, both physically and mentally, although people have been through worse, this still hurts. Being different is what it means to be human.
@tinkerbeltinkerbel59814 жыл бұрын
i know u love to hear this song when ure feeling down. I just want to say , stay strong dear for whatever coming. I love you ;)
@dreadedfate97794 жыл бұрын
My yt feed flipped and then this video came up. I needed this. Its hard.
@coldblooded54074 жыл бұрын
The pain in his voice makes this song so beautiful 💕♾
@The_Tru_Wolf4 жыл бұрын
Thanks, Mellow. I just found a new artist with a mental problem. Time to support an amazing artist and the person/people that reuploaded the song.
@ГалинаХолмецкая3 жыл бұрын
Can't stop listening to this over and over, can't stop singing along...
@benrhysf4 жыл бұрын
one of billy’s best work❤️💪🏼
@konstantinakollia38534 жыл бұрын
I can't stop crying
@sarahlee74992 жыл бұрын
the fact that this was posted on my former "best friend"'s birthday just hurts even more
@b.b78414 жыл бұрын
So many wonderful artist on this channel💚 Thank you😊
@alexlemelle91252 жыл бұрын
Man this song has me in tears
@kathleenwatkoski65414 жыл бұрын
Keep at it! Never quit! And talk!!!!!
@seyiesoul31044 жыл бұрын
my self a recovering addict both alcohol and drug just 23 but life seems so hard even in this 4months clean but i know im never alone all i can do i pray on.my knees and hope for a better day as each day past
@uravity45484 жыл бұрын
i’m currently writing a novel and this hit me hard as soon as i connected it with one of my characters. :(
@dreyyyah4 жыл бұрын
Hope it goes well!
@mikalahh4 жыл бұрын
i've also been trying to make a novel in this quarantine. been listening to this for inspiration.
@uravity45484 жыл бұрын
grethan4lyfe7 thank you!
@uravity45484 жыл бұрын
mikalah yeah !! good luck
@iferawhite76614 жыл бұрын
SAME I started weeping for my own fictional character haha
@unitedculturesworldwidecho25634 жыл бұрын
Absolutely intoxicateingly peacefully luminating
@lorihilliard39314 жыл бұрын
Be good to yourself..drinking never solved anything..
@bea91893 жыл бұрын
This song is so perfect
@ratweird39374 жыл бұрын
I relate and it hit hard
@hoostine74763 жыл бұрын
hi! this is my list of depressive or comforting songs. i hope this will help u ghais :) • how to save a life by the fray • i always wanna die sometimes by the 1975 • trying my best by anson seabra • be alright by dean lewis • someone by michael schulte • heard u crying by michaek schulte • i cant carry this anymore by anson seabra • say something by kodaline • heavy by linkin park • iridescent by linkin park • save myself by ed sheeran • one more light by linkin park • if i die young by the band perry • i still talk to jesus by lany • malibu night by lany • thru these tears by lany • someone by michael schulte • heard ure crying by michael schulte • all i want by kodaline • everything changes by kodaline • drown by bring me to the horizon • terrible things by mayday parade • lost boy by ruth b. • life moves on by finneas • die alone by finneas • i lost a friend by finneas • too sad to cry sasha sloan • say im sober by billy locket • you said you'd grow old with me • care by kodaline • ur saving grace by kodaline i hope this could help. i think this is the only way i could help u ghais. why am i sharing these to u? bcs i wanted u to know that through this song, ure not fighting in this battle alone. i know what ure feeling ryt now, and i understand ur pain. i understand, believe me, i do. ps, if ud like to recommend me a song, i would rlly appreciate it.
@MasterOfPuppet7144 жыл бұрын
Keep coming back !
@ajwalton68224 жыл бұрын
I didnt think anyone felt the same way I do. I tried to express myself but I'm bad with words so I tried to write them but it didnt work either. Everything was building up and I became tired but I found this song in the nick of time. This expresses what I have been feeling for so long. Thanks.
@solokey7546 Жыл бұрын
This is perfect
@hehecoats69104 жыл бұрын
I'm 4 months clean from self harm
@katrin58794 жыл бұрын
I am proud of you I hope you get better ❤️
@hehecoats69104 жыл бұрын
@@katrin5879 thank you ❤
@feckingloser4 жыл бұрын
You’ve got this! I’m almost at a year. It’s really fucking hard but I promise you can do it. I believe in you! 🖤
@maha.s73614 жыл бұрын
idk u but im so proud of u
@jbyrnes6434 жыл бұрын
Well done, keep going and I pray you find happiness and peace.
@vincent2894 жыл бұрын
Beautiful song :')
@aminedhaouadi79324 жыл бұрын
holy shoot ,youtube actually recommended me something good !!!
@GeorgeKoukoulis-g6l4 жыл бұрын
One word ( amazing )
@erinspearing6832 Жыл бұрын
I’m sharing this song with my NA and CA groups in the next meetings it’s so powerful I’m 16 days clean 🥰
@FyodorDostoevskyisfineaf Жыл бұрын
I love this song!!!!!!!!!
@therealmeemawmallen94934 жыл бұрын
Time takes time~
@marial.51104 жыл бұрын
If I was a song, I'd be this song..
@charissapeters92894 жыл бұрын
I understand this, and yes, I FEEL what you feel💙
@czarillepanitew10274 жыл бұрын
Holy molly. These words be hitting me to the core. 😶 Please tell me it's over that I'm sober. 😶
@abdelghaniaa4294 жыл бұрын
She rejected me with no reason, how can I forget her laugh, face and her character 😔
@experiment21484 жыл бұрын
Speechless🙃
@heathercollins3398 Жыл бұрын
I LOVE THIS Somg ❤❤❤
@samuelcornelius43774 жыл бұрын
I've been sober for 6 weeks and clean for 8 months and relapse twice but I'm done tell me it's over
@bradchampion22784 жыл бұрын
samuel cornelius it’s over for you and me both. Let’s be real with real emotions. Face whatever. No chemicals are gonna take away our clear thinking. No chemicals are gonna hold us back from being who we want to be or doing what we want to do. I’ve abused alcohol and substances for 14yrs and missed out on so much while getting mixed up in so much I didn’t deserve. I deserve better. You do too. You got this.
@jameswalsh85294 жыл бұрын
This...... Broke my Heart 💔 Because it's a long term affliction, and you constantly beat yourself up about how your handling life with alcohol 😞😞🥺
@emackgani17074 жыл бұрын
Cheer me up I'm so down💔😭
@ellesgggirl64704 жыл бұрын
I’ve been working hard to heal...build it up babe
@cloudyskies81774 жыл бұрын
Dear JM, I hope you will keep going, you are not alone :( dont give up okay? Im here.
@sammy-dawnellenleigh-johns62724 жыл бұрын
You are good enough.
@dionneharrison14373 жыл бұрын
I came across this song by accident ... im now inlove
@youdontknowmeanymore-oj1rt3 жыл бұрын
“These broken pices” what broke me the most
@joesmo47294 жыл бұрын
Tough time don’t last tough people do
@mainee36992 жыл бұрын
Break it down to build it up ...stay 😔 ☹️ 🙁 sober💖❤💗
@zuleikhaahmed72204 жыл бұрын
What a sad song !!!😪
@mardi_cambodia514 жыл бұрын
Seem like I only addicting to depressing music and sad story .
@michaelcalvin83084 жыл бұрын
This is my life story all over again
@pandaman57394 жыл бұрын
I’m trying my best to get sober it’s rlly hard there’s not a day that goes by I don’t think of drinking I’m left to face my emotions now 😔it hurts so much
@bradchampion22784 жыл бұрын
Panda man I’m right there with you. Been burying my emotions with booze and drugs for 14yrs. Now it’s a waterfall of emotions that I’ve been hiding from. Even worse, without clear thinking and real emotions, I’ve pushed those away that were real and got run over by those that were fake. Missed out on being who I really wanted to be. Missed out on taking a shot at real love, because I didn’t have the confidence. I can’t go back to that. I cry when I need to and it’s real. Music helps tremendously. Talking to friends helps so much. Especially talking to those that have gone through the same. You got this.
@toni-annlynch1121 Жыл бұрын
I pray for you guys. But only God can help.
@toni-annlynch1121 Жыл бұрын
@@bradchampion2278❤ pray
@James.is.boredd3 жыл бұрын
I’ve been clean since April ain’t finna last to long
@beverlykovach51684 жыл бұрын
We aren’t over
@SandalGuy13 ай бұрын
So much pain.
@EosMuse4 жыл бұрын
I lie flat through my teeth whenever people saw my scars.. It's better that way than to explain how fcked up my head. I've been diagnosed with depression, hypertension,anxiety and suicidal since 2013. I kept that quiet because I know how people will judge me. My older sister was diagnosed with anxiety in mid 2019. She told me I don't know what that feels like.. And whenever I act psycho (distant and quiet) as she said.... I should understand how she deals with anxiety . 2 attempts and I'm still here... The 3rd one I promise I'll have it done properly. I tried telling her of my conditions but she shrug it off as an act.. As an attention seeking.... It's fine.... It's okay.
@vixune42054 жыл бұрын
instantly related to this wow
@alvineomondi38724 жыл бұрын
Have been trying to convince myself that am good enough😓😓, that line though
@chintusrinu10804 жыл бұрын
❤️
@ariefbrainfuck38574 жыл бұрын
Nice❤️
@pillsberrydoughboy71504 жыл бұрын
Question for you all. Who or what made all of your pain end? Even though im searching for my painkiller it just gets worse. How do I truly end it? Cose if I stay like this a bit longer my broken pieces will break into 1000 more.
@rebbecahisrael26314 жыл бұрын
Love it 💙 💝💛 🎵🎼 🎶
@NEXTRS4 жыл бұрын
Nice
@wonder60134 жыл бұрын
If someone needs to talk I'm here
@エイジャ4 жыл бұрын
This is such a beautiful song oh my fucking god
@aveegirl6554 жыл бұрын
PHILIPPINES🇵🇭
@e-jay97303 жыл бұрын
This really describes my own sickness and more
@kaungkhant12283 жыл бұрын
Overview Lyrics People also search for Main results Flushed out the demons And I've been blaming someone else I have my reasons Why I couldn't be myself And I've been trying But it don't come easy to me It don't come easy to me Total disaster Grew like a cancer in my chest And in the laughter Was it pain I thought I'd left? But, I've been trying But that don't come easy to me And I've been working hard to heal But nobody gonna feel what I feel And now I've been tryna break it down to build it up I've been tryna tell myself I'm good enough So, tell me it's over, say I'm sober And I'm done Done with staying out all night until the dawn Saying I'm alright to cover up the storm So, tell me it's over, say I'm sober These broken pieces Stitch back together by a thread I know I'll never Be the same inside my head But, I've been trying But that don't come easy to me It don't come easy to me And I've been working hard to heal But nobody gonna feel what I feel And now I've been tryna break it down to build it up I've been tryna tell myself I'm good enough So, tell me it's over, say I'm sober And I'm done Done with staying out all night until the dawn Saying I'm alright to cover up the storm So, tell me it's over, say I'm sober And I'm learning through the fire But the flames are getting hot Every day's a little harder on and on Goes on and on So, I live like it's my last Keep the pain inside the past I won't go back, won't go back So, now I've been tryna break it down to build it up I've been tryna tell myself I'm good enough So, tell me it's over, say I'm sober And I'm done Done with staying out all night until the dawn Saying I'm alright to cover up the storm So, tell me it's over, say I'm sober
@issyjordan51044 жыл бұрын
i’m in pain man
@paulnummer1064 жыл бұрын
You know, pain is a sign, that you're still alive and that ur still able to feel. But dont let the pain overcome you. I wish it'll get better soon 🙏
@issyjordan51044 жыл бұрын
PaulNummer10 i take it back. i’m numb. i want to fucking leave this world. what is the point anymore. i am sitting in a hospital bed. failed overdose. i can’t do anything right. i can’t even fucking kill myself.
@marissaberry62304 жыл бұрын
just breathe, i understnad that. just stay. there are so many reasons to stay and one day the beauty will overcome the pain. im here for you
@paulnummer1064 жыл бұрын
@@issyjordan5104 Nah, you dont want to leave this world, I'm sure. Many people leaving this world way to early and they had no chance to regret something. Dont be one of this kind. Many people want to live, dont throw the chance away to get a good life.
@thatsabop39994 жыл бұрын
@@issyjordan5104 well, if it's any help, i'm glad you failed. i know i don't know you, nor you me but i'd like it if you stayed. that's not much, i know, but i'd much rather you be here than have flowers and tears take your place, yk? in the end, it is your decision, but i'd like it if you didn't leave just yet.
@FABIANO_OLIVEIRAX4 жыл бұрын
Que som maneiro me fez parar no tempo e querer amar alguem mas esqueci q nguem me qr 😢
@migdaliapinto45482 жыл бұрын
I haven't been able to break the generational curse of addition...lost both Parents and coping poorly.
@tabathaaywoodhaywood81354 жыл бұрын
I'm sober
@lisascamponi37134 жыл бұрын
I know I've been working hard inside my head every day goes on and on am I good enough
@AndrewGarrison-o9l5 ай бұрын
Happy late 2024 and late day of died happy late gold age
@szilvasgomboczsemlemorzsav9114 жыл бұрын
I know 💕
@jenniferbaxter964 жыл бұрын
❤❤❤❤
@spirit80934 жыл бұрын
i have cancer in my chest im 15 year old i have gynecomastia 😔😔im poor im from India in sikkim nepali boy
@godblessaj4 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry brother
@spirit80934 жыл бұрын
@@godblessaj its ok this my life my journey thank u for chat with me