Bipolar - A Narration Of Manic Depression (Full Short Film - English)

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“Bipolar” is an experimental short movie with 35 minutes of runtime,
entirely shot in split-screen.
It follows the manic-depressive author Andrew Gony, through his phases of mania and depression.
The split-screen is used to visualize both mental stages at the same time.
On one side you can see the manic Andrew and on the other side you can see the depressive author, and how he reacts to different events in those phases. Both sides have different things to deal with, the manic Andrew has lots of energy and ideas, he doesn't require much sleep and in order to deal with his overage of energy he runs, while the depressive Andrew is suffering from insomnia, he is uncreative, non productive and in battle with his inner self.
The movie was made to give the viewer a deep view into the mind of a
manic-depressive person.
"Bipolar" was shot in early 2011 and won several awards at Film Festivals all over the world.
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Contact: [e-mail]
Written, produced & directed by Daniel Ruczko (www.danielruczko.com)
Co-Directed by Florian Kelm
Music composed by Daniel Ruczko
Color Grading by Florian Kelm
Editing by Florian Kelm & Daniel Ruczko
www.bipolar-shortfilm.com
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www.imdb.com/title/tt1874429/
#bipolar #depression #manicdepression

[@dingleberryjones09]

this is real, this accurate. if you’re reading this, you’re not alone. you got this. we got this. i love you, suffering stranger.

[@statusmedia1158]

🙂

[@Dr.JudeAEMasonMD]

Thank you. I was diagnosed a year ago but I’ve lived this my entire adult life. I have rapid cycling bipolar 1 and not knowing which side of the split screen I’ll be living each day is so terribly exhausting.

[@LordFlashheart1]

Bipolar 2 here for 20 years, the stories I could tell of situations I’ve been in would make a good read. All the love to everyone out there suffering

[@ROM.1089]

@dingle😢Thank you God loves you, you are kind❤🙏

[@cristinawilliams7870]

I am diagnosed with bipolar disorder 😭 I didn't want to watched this but I did. I'm glad I am not alone feeling this way..I hope we can all survive this and God may help us all..

[@mfoster90]

I understand,I am 51 years old and if I can stay alive you have to too. Don't ever leave you have to endure this suffering we have to show each other that we have to stay till the end. You have to show the younger ones how strong we are. We are not weak. Thank you for this video it is very much appreciated Thank you

[@dylanfultz23]

wonderful response.

[@EERussell]

Well done. It captures the condition, the struggle. It hurt to watch it almost as much as it hurts to live it.

[@titostewart6139]

E. E. Russell

[@nancydashiell1429]

Amazing how all of us with this condition live parallel lives.

[@user-vh8gg1zh7o]

"the condition"? There is no normalizing mental illness, it effects each individual as differently as there is personalities.

[@Hayed999]

"And I feel like I was always looking for something, and I doubt it even exists".

[@ninaalyziaperalta1333]

EXACTLY HOW I FUCKING FEEL!!!

[@ninaalyziaperalta1333]

ALL THE TIME FUCKING DAMN

[@AnanyaChakraborty_777]

Exactly

[@heidipom1184]

I felt every moment of this in my guts. I've never seen a more visceral, unflinching, or accurate (for obvious reasons) portrayal of bipolar disorder. I've lived every moment in this film (ok, I don't run, I snowboard), and knew I had to share it. It both hurts my heart and gives me a tremendous sense of relief that I can finally show someone how it feels instead of trying to explain it one more time. Thank you for giving me that.

[@sunstillshining3927]

My relationship ended a few months ago with my ex who has bipolar. I could understand to a degree he's depressive state as I myself suffered from anxiety depression. I still worry so much about him as i have seen him in his worst state. He has told me that he's moved on and i hope it is true, so that I can feel he's not alone and someone can at least watch over him. I loved his mind and after watching this short film, I feel a deeper sense of what he maybe going through. The film really projects it well to try and explain for others to understand bipolar. I really felt the pain and anguish.

[@janeclarke7755]

wat a shame hun i suffer from it n have done for years its a horrible cruel thing

[@ryanchurch9501]

Jane Clarke I suffer too

[@nana-ys4jd]

Dope Fiend I know someone myself who loved someone with bipolar. after years of trying to help her he just couldnt bear it anymore and left her. he is going to therapy himself because he cant work anymore and she destroyed his mental state.

[@vibhutikaul3836]

@Pulling the Strings don't say that.. We don't need to drag the others down with us

[@pm5155]

With right medicine u cab cope with it

[@jamessbh6463]

I know that in this short film he discounts the effectiveness of medication, and I know that every individual is different but once I got onto medication it changed my life completely. Don't give up hope on finding the right fit for you!

[@christinebrown179]

Me too

[@Bluebonnets373]

This is my boyfriend’s life. Everyday I try so hard to understand what he goes through. I will never know what he feels or goes through, but I can try to understand the symptoms. There are days where he’s incredibly happy and so fun to be with, then you have the days where he’s a completely different person I don’t know. But I’ve learned not to take it personal, but sometimes it’s hard. It’s like you build a wall around your heart and self so you don’t feel hurt.

[@amalsleiman5726]

Hi I'm bipolar 27 years ago and never too easy to live with medication ... But when I decide to start to live my life day by day i feel better now ...Amal from lebanon

[@jamesemslie1897]

This. Sums. It. Up. This film gave me shivers and touched the deepest part of my soul.

[@thiagocardoso5301]

After being diagnosed having bipolar 1, my life became into some kind of sub-existence; at least is how I feel. Empty, without goals to achieve and last but not least, the prescribed drugs are killing me, In addition to the many times I have been in and out of psych wards. Sometimes, I think I'm better off dead, instead of being a living burden for my family, it's impossible to stand.

[@praveenkumar-yo1xg]

Even I have bipolar but I am standing strong

[@ROM.1089]

@thia I so get you, God loves you so much needs you here still❤I completely understand you❤🙏

[@mapulaledwaba9373]

I hope you are somewhat better a few years after this comment❤🙂? What you said hit home

[@bluegypsydoll]

The split screen is good way to visualize exactly what happens. Beautifully done👏

[@jgabb005]

Finally.....a video that actually represents bipolar disorder

[@time4chai995]

Dammit, this hit me hard. Imma continue the fight, though👊🏼 #NotAlone

[@titostewart6139]

Time4Chai

[@blurry_face1604]

Time4Chai i wish i could be as strong as you....

[@crystalmilhoan5278]

✊

[@crystalmilhoan5278]

Blurry_Face you got this sweetheart 💙✊

[@adianezfernandez34]

Time4Chai 👍

[@CM-mi6bq]

So relatable. So sadly relatable. With the years going, I feel that all the times I came out from an episode, it's always more difficult to remember or use the tools that helped me in the past. Now 41 years old. Bipolar 1 . Hope.take great care ✌🏼🐻🌊🌊🌊

[@zan1158]

Very well-made video showing two sides of the same person at the same time.

[@StirredStill]

God damnit... I am coming up off a manic depression... Right after I am done typing this I am gathering 'my collection' and getting it the fuck out of this house. Thank you for this.

[@fotini19881]

We love in a world that we can't stand! I am both bipolar and i have personality borderline disorder .never give up. I suppose only someone with our problems can understand this situation!

[@alyssa5663]

same

[@statusmedia1158]

🫂

[@ROM.1089]

True

[@raymondezell7817]

I can write a full book about how bad I feel but can’t even fill ONE LETTER about how great you’ve made me feel…welp

[@roselarue1696]

thank you for this. this is pretty close to what happens to me. I dont sleep a lot during a depressive episode, cuz my mind doesnt stop!

[@fionadowman7400]

thank you for letting me into your bipolar mind ..i am also bipolar 1 and im struggling to cometo terms with it i feel sooooo alone ...but its my own fault due to my crazy ups and downs that i cant control and i just hurt everyone around me ... :(

[@Mycenea]

It's not your fault! Dude - it's just a different perspective. How can you use your unique perspective of modern life? That is the key! You're perfect!

[@peacepathseeker7920]

I know exactly what you mean. Im BP2, Still prayin for it all to get better. God bless you and stay strong 💪

[@janeyhazelwood9894]

Fee Dowman you never come to terms with it. It takes over your mind and destroys you.

[@crystalmilhoan5278]

Janey Hazelwood speak for yourself sweetheart. 💛 i genuinely hope that your journeys not quite as shitty rn.

[@praveenkumar-yo1xg]

Guys why don't we create a group which can help ourselves

[@RProductionsOfficiel]

I've been struggling with bipolar for 11 years, which means I've been dead for 11 years, but lately I'm more dead than I've ever was, i can't enjoy anything, i can't do anything, even i haven't had a manic episodes for a long time, at least they used to make me feel good, there's nothing i feel beside the void in my chest, and lately I'm anxious and afraid of everything, my friends tries to help me but they have no idea what they're doing, they either make me feel worse or make me hate them and avoid them more, i loved the ending cause All i've ever wanted for years is a rest, i just wanna rest ... the only thing stopping me is my family finding my dead body, but this won't stop me for a long time ... I'm 25 soon, and i really wanna give myself the gift i've ever wanted ... Peace.

[@Athelstan_lothbrok]

i find myself in your story..

[@TheKenLucas]

Things are going to get better! exercising, eat healthy. I believe by eating a really healthy diet you can trigger a happiness episode. Research gut health and you’ll see what I mean! Things will get better bro save up some money and travel to a foreign country

[@praveenkumar-yo1xg]

How do we get away with this bipolar

[@yuzublossom42]

I know this comment was from seven years ago but I wanted to check in and see how you're doing. I feel like I'm reading about myself in your comment. I'm currently 25...soon to be 26. But for many years I've felt I've already died. It's my sincerest hope that you're doing okay and that you are in a better place mentally now. I'm holding onto the hope that things will get better with time.

[@mandyl0928]

This video definitely "hit home" for me. About 8 months ago, my uncle's life was ended by this terrible disorder. My grandmother also has manic depressive biopolar. I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression, but I am certain that I have bipolar. Thank you for sharing this video, I hope it opens more and more up about mental disorders and that they are a serious illness.

[@ROM.1089]

Heartbreaking😢Thank you for sharing this

[@kayarecee8111]

Wow! I am so impressed. I might watch this another time for maybe a reason. Or not. Love this film, so amazing.

[@mistipurohitpurohit8254]

R u alive

[@1.am_]

@@mistipurohitpurohit8254 lol wtf

[@kevindevlieger2542]

I lost a brother in law some years ago, cause he couldn't resist the pain anymore. I never knew about it, cause nothing is how it seems for some fellows. For a year I discovered by myself what's ruining my life. Once I feel better I want to help all of them feeling the same as me and avoid loosing again wonderful souls. Instead of trying to be part of short viewed people, being only busy with their successful life, I believe assembling a community talking in the same language would be lovely. Cause of my fear all I still left to free fall and lose my job I hold myself to open my own youtube channel and go on a mission. perhaps this could be my reason I became on this planet. This short movie is so honest and heavy to watch, but let it be worth it!

[@jaimeeiswriting]

The greatest mystery of them all: How THIS pure GOLD only has 110,000 views and videos of rappers shakin' de asses have millions and billions of views on here!!!

[@rockandrolllifestyle8679]

This is the best explanation of the condition. Thank you

[@user-vh8gg1zh7o]

I'm bipolar and I'd thank my luck stars if I could live as normal a life as you do. Gratitude my friend, gratitude. Just the idea that you NEED an alarm clock. I haven't sleep for more then 90minutes at a time in ten years. And wake up from nightmares I can't remember, regardless how long I sleep. It's like having a panic attack every time I wake up. It takes hours just to calm down most mornings and that's just the start of the day.

[@Moss-Teigh]

Hugs dear soul. And please consider talking to medical staff about sleep disorders and parasomnias. I have rem sleep behavior disorder as well as bipolar one. Treating the sleep disorder has drastically improved bipolar symptom expression for me. It did not solve bipolar. Only greatly helped. There are effective treatments for parasomnias. Sound sleep is essential for health. I wish you the best.

[@andrewmwini5116]

Just started watching this film and I can tell that he nailed it. Thank you for sharing.

[@WaterproofSoap]

Sometimes I wake up after 3 hours of sleep...my heart racing like I've had 10 cups of coffee. Ten million ideas surging thru my head. Can't get back to sleep......and the worst is knowing that this is just the beginning of it. "Forced to stay awake and watch the train derailing" Yup

[@mikazuki66]

This made me cry. I attempted suicide many times. even in my mind.. it just hurts me to think about doing it and seeing someone do it.. I still don't know if I have this disorder because I've never went to a psychologist before.. but this quite described some point in my life even up until now.

[@OnlyForAngels]

+Mellanie Ferrer Mellanie, if someone thought they had a serious illness like cancer or AIDS, one would assume that they would want to go get medical treatment ASAP. I would strongly suggest this for you. The first person you see might and might not be the right fit for you. Unfortunately, you are going to have to do some research and follow up and this sucks when you are suffering. I would suggest a psychiatrist first but trust is most important and this is hard to do again when you are suffering.. I would also suggest that you take things like diet, sleep, exercise very seriously everyday. I am working with someone on a treatment plan and while there is no cure you can maintain this but you have to find out if this is accurate diagnosis first. Borderline Personality Disorder is very similar in many ways to Bipolar but only a medical professional can determine that.

[@mikazuki66]

+The Green Cesspool I have already researched the symptoms of bipolar disorder and how they diagnosed it. My mom knows what I've been going through and I am regretful of telling it to her because she was so disappointed, sad and worried.. she's taking me to the psychiatrist when she gets home. It's quite hard for me to sleep too.. thanks for the advice

[@OnlyForAngels]

Mellanie Ferrer Keep in touch if you have any questions or anything else.

[@mikazuki66]

+The Green Cesspool Yes thank you

[@janeyhazelwood9894]

Mellanie Ferrer I've done it a couple of times, but I guess I wasn't as educated as this guy was about meds. But he nailed it. Not a day goes by that I don't think of killing myself. The doctors don't care. They just keep pumping drugs into you. I was saving my meds. also. You can tell the doctors they don't work but they just give you more. So now when I go to the doctor, I just say "I'm fine".Get some meds and come home. I'm so tired. And I have given up. And nobody cares. And I will die like this dude.

[@livhall3655]

Thank you for sharing. The struggle is too real.

[@abornleader2474]

Its showing the side that I can relate to.. Where I'm so aware I could have been doing my routine life the way the great me is the normal me...yet I am trapped in solitary confinement in the chains of the disease. Whilst I am up all is well and nothing is impossible! Oh, the COLOURS! THE SMELLS! THE BRIGHT CHEERINESS OF JUST BEING ALIVE IS SO GRAND AND IMMACULATE. IF I COULD BE THIS WAY FOR EVER ID BE WHOLE.... IF ONLY , IF ONLY, THE WOODPECKER SIGHS.... XOXO -AUDREY

[@SD-wu3sg]

Wow...brilliant......and brilliant because sadly the fight is real for many people. Thank you for this....i can relate.

[@knockknock9502]

And there I was, manic on the fact that I survived club27 call. Felt every bit of it. Also, There is this urge to self destruct intentionally just to get that push off the ledge...

[@BluntlyBlondie]

Trigger warning: Don’t watch this if you’re already depressed.

[@vibhutikaul3836]

Ohhhh, thank you then... I won't, much love

[@sonyaedwards3311]

very good. i can imagine how it feels im bipolar.... its like a living death. apart from the brief interludes of "stability" whatever that is.. the highs are good, but often destructive.

[@stt9379]

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[@sonyaedwards3311]

is that for me.......if so many many thanks:0) im going through a horrid low.

[@Mycenea]

I bet you make beautiful creations!

[@sonyaedwards3311]

Franklin gatthie Huffington vionia thanks

[@sonyaedwards3311]

Mycenea Worley Ah many thanks :0) that's so sweet of you

[@phillipfranklin9353]

I have BP II. For the last year+ , I have only suffered from depression. I am beginning to feel that I am not bipolar , but unipolar & suffering from treatment resistance depression. Hard to beat when due to the depression you have ZERO energy and motivation. Thought obsession with thinking about the past ; what if's , recreate life before, obsessed with changing all aspects of life since being a child, fantasize past being very different.

[@CassioVA]

Bipolar, + - lithium batery, only the strongs will understand

[@mae8861]

Good visual of replacing the lithium battery in the fire alarm.

[@thehoneybeequeen]

I'm afraid to strive for a job in the creative field because my productivity and ideas are so unreliable

[@somnium5603]

Exactly!

[@OfficialEddieE]

Described perfectly..

[@Neworldorder2512]

It hurts to be bipolar but I am not alone with this. God has given me this and the courage to fight also

[@hadron21]

this is really true! now i try to manage my bipolar with proper nutrition.

[@doinamarina6616]

Is not gonna work, sorry. You need meds for the rest of your life. Everyday.

[@hadron21]

+Doina Marina Olaru you try Usana

[@astridjrgensen4219]

The way the colors are just colder when he's depressed and warmer when he's not.

[@angelconner4959]

I find this painfully relatable 😔

[@Athelstan_lothbrok]

im so sick of living this

[@Hoodoosoulguidance]

Yildiron hang in there just a lil longer...ur definitely not alone

[@harlenmaguiRee]

suicide is debest

[@vibhutikaul3836]

@@harlenmaguiRee please don't say that... We might take you seriously

[@realestateinantigua3702]

This is very well done, I think it should have subtitiles in german, french, spanish etc. A great shrare.

[@key4250]

This was a great video I could really relate to the parts of sleeping and thinking of jogging during the mornings but not being able to get out of bed but I could not think of taking my own life no matter how hard it gets i will fight being bipolar myself I know its a difficult life but I will not give up even for my daughter

[@Moss-Teigh]

Well made. Thank you.

[@mae8861]

Finally peace, RIP young man.

[@jnn-v2z]

Perfectly executed. Keep strong.

[@wednesday459]

I was just diagnosed as a manic depressive.. I'm on the verge of losing my loved ones. Im exhausted.. But I'm still in the fight..

[@Dr.JudeAEMasonMD]

_They think I’m just like them. It’s like wearing a mask. I could be in a room full of people and feel so f&$@ing alone_

[@rigelwagner8045]

Please include a trigger warning for our more impressionable​ viewers.

[@MissCookie8260]

Thanks for the recipe. Currently manic with a ton of depression piled on top. Didn't know it was possible to experience both extremes at the same time. Other times, I flip back and forth all damn day long for months with no break. I'm exhausted. Spent 3 and a half years literally laying in bed 24 hours a day.

[@HabibeBoyraz-hg2nk]

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[@youtubert3138]

Meh... he didn’t show the escence of both stages. Shallow description. Mania is not just “ running”

[@TonyFrickey-ur9jy]

Holy cow. At 9:25 that's how I felt every day when I was a kid getting up to go to school. I couldn't understand how anybody could just get up and go to work. I was undiagnosed at the time, and I assumed everyone was just like me and they just dealt with it. Boy was I wrong.

[@brudyboy58]

Great movie with a really good ending. it's the only answer for people like us.

[@brudyboy58]

Excellent video!

[@kizzymulcaster6057]

So moving .... The struggle is real.

[@dzenish.2262]

Hmmn, I'm really critical about this type of shit, but this one really hits the heart with actual facts. Recommend this!

[@DJ_20_THOR_7]

This hit me deep as I feel this way to often. I am Bi-polar on the Manic Depressive side. I have made a group on FB called Bipolar Living In Darkness it's a support group and its closed to the public so u can say n post how you really feel without public backlash. I have tried suicide 5 times n God kept me alive for a reason. Plz feel free to join the group. I also have another closed group called Depressions real colors

[@ROM.1089]

@dj how can I join, I'm tired of being so alone😢and Thank you🙏

[@mayaraantunes4032]

"I spent 29 years trying to figure out what kind of life I want, and I came to the decision that I don't want any life".😞

[@lahirubastian6404]

Hope your keeping well 😊

[@enricosalvatori4061]

The key is to stick to treatment. He shows he avoid medication. It’s a perfectly manageable condition if you stick to medication and therapy. This is a crude representation of the condition yes but is caused by lack of treatment also. Stick to your treatment, get support.

[@bhirschm4647]

this movie is amazing... I.. I can hardly find the words to describe my feelings... I suffer from depression, not manic depression so I can't talk out of the same experience but.. I definitely know what it's like to have these depressive phases and the other phases when you think you were able to return to normal life again... but then you feel low again and it goes too fast before you can stop yourself from taking that blade or those pills... man I know I'm only 17 I'm too young to know what life's like but... it's bloody hard. and nobody unless involved himself will understand it. And I'm so sick of it. I'm so sick of getting punched in the face by my depression again and again, I'm so sick of having it always harder than the others and I'm so sick of all these weights on my back which I can't get rid of. But I've decided to fight. I didn't know first but then I realized... I'm not born for giving up life so fast again... what I want to say is ... keep going man. It only takes a second to end a life but it takes years and centuries to discover it's true meaning and.. giving up before that point is just ... sad. stay strong everyone, stay strong.

[@stt9379]

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[@bhirschm4647]

+Franklin gatthie Huffington vionia what's that ?

[@janeclarke7755]

god bless u sweetheart xxx

[@DJ_20_THOR_7]

meow stay strong. 48 yrs of this insanity for me bi polar manic hope your journey gets better than mine kido

[@valerietheuns5535]

Good film. But what happened to the cat?!

[@SarahDale111]

Story of my life. Minus suicide. Plus manic insanity. So very tired of it all.

[@jiwatvalhijrah2438]

good content.. if you dont mind, can i get your permission to use this content for my programme.. i will credit your youtube channel in my programme.. thank you

[@MindPollutionPictures]

Absolutely!

[@Ryl33hz]

currently, i'm in a deep dark, terrifying place in my mind. I just cannot fucking get over the goddamn repitition of the fucking alarm clocks. ENOUGH OF THE LOUD ASS FUCKING ALARM CLOCKS. i made it 8 fucking minutes and i have snapped.

[@lanishashrestha2702]

It really is what happens.....though the end is heart breaking....

[@crystalbaugh5105]

I was diagnosed as being Bipolar type 1. I have only ever been manic like once,and that was when I was diagnosed by a Psychiatrist. Ever since then, I have been dealing with the "Depression episode," and my primary care doctor put me on Effexor xr.... It didn't make me go manic, but I know Wellbutrin makes me feel like I just downed a whole pot of coffee... With the Effexor xr, I just feel super medicated. Effexor works on serotonin and Dopamine, two brain chemicals responsible for your mood.

[@Lachlansmummy]

And this is why there is no alcohol or drugs in my house. The temptation would be too much :(

[@praveenkumar-yo1xg]

Hi natasha can you share your number i am a bipolar too

[@vanillasunshinee]

My heart hurts😢

[@acampomft]

The days in bed. Staring at the little red light on the smoke detector. Turning off the alarm, only to roll over to stay in bed just a little longer. I do this on the daily. Wow. Just wow. But I am getting better slowly but surely. I push myself out and up. I take my meds. I pray for just one more day, hoping things improve. And they do. It's just a daily struggle. It is really one day at a time. To stay alive is an art. And I am an artist.

[@pierrejonas1]

thank you

[@hundredtimesrickandmortydo7266]

I think I saw a little easter egg with the author of An Unquiet Mind, Kay Redfield Jamison

[@amalsleiman5726]

It must stugle ..or you finish my dear friend I see ugly things thru the years ...so you have to face who you are

[@vanilla4948]

Hello can someone please help me what type is this?is it 1 or2 please answer

[@angelalupton2663]

How do we get out of this tunnel please???

[@miamilady2278]

The only thing that keeps me sane is magnesium. Since i started taking it, my happiness, moodiness, negative self talk, suicidal thoughts and chronic fatigue have nearly dissappeared. People think its easy to be like this but its not. U take everything personally and fell hopeless like no one gives a shit about u no matter what.

[@anastasiapaly4883]

magnesium + B6, they better work together

[@jackjudah5]

@@anastasiapaly4883 st john worth

[@jackjudah5]

and ashwangadha

[@boc413]

@Miami Trees how much magnesium do you take?

[@jackjudah5]

@@boc413 You should take about 400 mg, magnesium. You should take 470 mg, ashwagandha. Must importantly you should take 600 mg of st john wort, its a miracle. You take those 3 different things and the amount i tell you, you'll be right back to your old self in just 2 week. From experience.

[@alperaka3847]

Well, this must be a type of bipolar with depressive episodes and disphoric manias only without any euphoric mania to it. Well, I never knew someone like this in real life, except for unipolars. But it says it's a fiction in the credits anyway. Many things I can relate but it's obvious that they only show the shadow side of bipolar in this short, which is kind of lacking the whole picture. Nice one though.

[@crystalmilhoan5278]

Alpie Al thank you for pointing that out! I completely agree

[@tanyacobb3604]

Maybe Bipolar 2. It is more depressive but the symptoms look different in everyone.

[@dian621]

You see his mania in the ability to write constantly.

[@luthfiaputriannida6043]

oh my goodness, how poor :'(. cant imagine how hard their life, onetime they gonna be so tired but cant take a rest and the other time felt so tired actually but dont need a rest

[@savior5225]

This actually is triggering me. Anyone else suddenly feel your throat closing ? The anxiety is kicking in. What do i do?

[@saadalmutairi4134]

I just been diagnosed after horrible manic so is the only solution to end my life too Thanks great work

[@jeniamoore5037]

Such a sad story.😢

[@Shines-On]

I don't understand. Someone please help me understand this. Please?

[@madisonhulton5813]

Vanessa McKibben what aren’t you understanding?

[@sheliageorge3848]

😢 I live this same life

[@Eric-lt3xq]

VERY good made movie!!!

[@lionlove26]

I would love to own that book, or have a way to read it...any possible way of making this dream come true? Because this film is almost exactly what I go though, feel, think, and act...and I believe that book could help me...save me from myself maybe...haha...

[@OnlyForAngels]

+rachael fallow The answer ultimately only comes from inside you. There are some great resources like medications, documentaries, support groups and therapy. Some people find religion or some personal calling like animals or the environment for example. But true happiness and contentment always comes from within. Most often, addiction and mental illness are symptoms of something traumatic as a kid. Could be genetic factors too. That is the core root of the behavior that ruins lives. Gotta work with a good therapist and deal with that shit or it ruins your entire life.

[@lionlove26]

Thank you (:

[@s.t.g3864]

So true!

[@user_abd9]

We need translation for many languages, specifically Arabic language, please

[@RainbowKid71]

How did this guy create a documentary about my life?? 🤨🤔😞

[@PoisonIvy1990]

I felt like I was watching myself...

[@crispycaveman9164]

Chapter one I wake up feeling like I've just survived another suicide attempt. There's no hope no joy just the aching pain of my atrophied muscles straining against gravity to get myself to the kitchen for my morning fix then the drugs that suppress my urge to kill myself the day passes me by and my night meds knock me out. When I wake it will be to face another day in a sea of days until the day I cease to wake.

[@harlenmaguiRee]

we need indonesia subtitle please

[@malu8710]

Guys I'm 15 and I have depression..But I don't know if I'm bipolar. My parents don't understand and I can't see a therapist.. I'm so fuckin lonely sometimes. I get happy from one second to too depressed the next.. And angry the next.. People say its puberty but I don't think so bcoz puberty and depression is different.. I have extreme mood swings, not the usual ones like mom can you stop, to crying..I begin to shout out loud and getting so angry for some time, then I get hyper...Then sad... Happy.. I know I'm depressed, just not sure if it's bipolar..Can anyone help me??

[@oliviaacosta6239]

Malu I hope you found help. I’m reading this now you must be 19. You need to get diagnosed and therapy. I’m sorry your parents don’t understand. Hope you are doing better

[@jannawalters232]

It sounds like what is called "rapid cycling." See a doctor!! You're worth it all!!! So young. I live with a loved one with Bipolar. It's hard but you gotta fight for you. Love and prayers 🙏

[@rangerdanger10]

Without the fear of death and blackness. Which is almost ironic having bipolar disorder, I wouldn't be alive today.

[@mac-ju5ot]

That just tragic