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@phiffie Жыл бұрын
Spot on. Horrible relationship with my mom where she would either ignore me, abuse me or ask for something from me and be nice for a minute before starting the ignore/abuse cycle again. My parents shamed me for my sexuality growing up and I think it made me mom treat me even worse. Hatched a plan to move out at 17 and finally escaped in mid 20s. Mom never calls if only for favors and if I call her she asks why I bothered and then finds an excuse to hang up. First boyfriend was a controlling s** addict but I didn't realize until I was much much older. Would force me to do things I didn't feel comfortable with and I talked to my therapist she says it impacted how I understand that aspect of myself for all of my other relationships. I tell my friends if a man likes me it's a red flag. Any man that pursues me first and insistently has proven to be an abuser, narcissist, sex addict or other unsavoury things. They often also become very possessive, stalking me, trying to control my finances or life choices or seem to take pleasure in abusing me mentally. I now do not date and am extremely careful about people who show interest in me. I swing between helping and hurting my partners. I have trouble trusting my instincts, giving, recieving or sharing because of my past experiences. I often say it feels like men want to have me for their benefit not to nurture or protect me. I am older now so I now use my energies for my own growth, exploration and financial power. I have been outright told that I am a cold selfish b*tch by many men and women in my life but I no longer care as I see my sexual and intuitive power as my greatest asset. I've shared my entire life but rarely benefit from that sharing, it's sad but I'm happier being 'selfish'!
@forceofnature1311 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing your story & thank you for tuning in I appreciate you 💛
@nicoleprommer65342 ай бұрын
I can relate.
@5EmBem Жыл бұрын
Yeah, moon opposition Lilith and I moved away from my home town when I was 18. Am healing a lot of past trauma now. I can swing between lots of sex then none for months. I don't think I find it difficult to get emotionally involved with people, it is only selective people I get emotionally involved with however. I'm completely straight and not attracted to women and my taste in men is terrible. You can always tell when there's a narcissist somewhere because it'll be guy I'm attracted to. (My mother has a lot of strong narcissistic tendancies) I've been deciding whether to move home or stay near where I am and work on my spirituality. I used to be addicted to smoking but I quit 9 years ago, I'm not addicted to anything else. I spend a lot of time on my phone but if I'm at a friend's house or my friend is here I tend to 'forget' about my phone. I love my children very much and wouldn't even dream of abandoning them, I wanted to be a mother for a really long time and for told that I could have been infertile due to thyroid issues. Your video was great. Very insightful ❤️
@cian28982 жыл бұрын
Virgo moon, Mercury, venus, Lilith, rising all in 1st house. Can’t mess with anybody. Always had the swing between pleasing everybody and thinking about myself. Always got cursed out one way or another. Always wanted to be emancipated. I don’t talk to my family. Mentally and emotionally detached from my children? Yes.. my own mother mentally and emotionally detached? Yes. Trying hard to reverse that while still choosing my happiness. And sometimes those either or decision lead to neither. Yes too much then too cool. Always attracted perverts and addiction or some kind of narc and abuser. It’s always hard to get or stay stable in the home which causes me to not want to make a decision for the sake of stability for myself and my children. I love my parents I just refuse to talk to them and anybody they’re related to
@michaeljeanguerrero Жыл бұрын
I love your style of astrology 😅
@forceofnature13 Жыл бұрын
Thank you and thank you for turning in I appreciate you
@shayarzachary Жыл бұрын
4:17 SQUARE/OPP/CONJUNCT
@evelynrose925 Жыл бұрын
Spot on with moon opposite Lilith. Im choosing spiritual path over family. Childhood was somewhat difficult. And the swing between sex obsession and no sex is very real. I believe you right about this foreign guy i met a few months ago he has moon square Lilith. Moved away from family but still in contact and keeps a lot to himself. Very bubbly on outside tho and sexy lol. Hopefully he can feel comfortable around me eventually.
@corlolitamiller909 Жыл бұрын
Cancer moon in the 2h and Capricorn Lilith in the 8h. This is painfully accurate. I still live with my mom and leaving is all I constantly think about. Like I really love them but separation constantly calls my name 😭. It’s crazy how accurate u are about me feeling guilty about my sexual orientation and sexual liberation, I’m mad secretive about my sexual expressions.
@pseudopedro Жыл бұрын
Moon oppose Lilith. I lost my Cousin in 2019 and my best friend in 2020. I been sad as fuck every since. These last few years I been keeping my distance from people who don't know what I been going through
@pseudopedro Жыл бұрын
I found out my dad had a child with someone else before I was born and they told me I couldn't invite him to my high school graduation. I don't want to be in the same house as my mom dad or sister. Also everything you said about sex is right. I want to have sex a lot but my mind just won't let me until it's with the RIGHT person
@clairem7787 Жыл бұрын
Sun ♋️ and Moon ♑️ Square Lilith ♎️ This is so on point! But then you always are 🙏🏼
@stephaniesimmons0723Ай бұрын
Also sun cancer ♋️, Capricorn ♑️ moon, but opposite Lilith in Cancer ♋️…
@amyhodges9593 ай бұрын
Moon opposition Lilith. I ran away when I was 15. Great video as usual. You are so awesome
@alibee7609 Жыл бұрын
Wow! 🤯 how did you know! Most of what you've said about Lilith Square ⛶ Moon was so true for me coz I have this placement. Thank you for holding up the mirror for someone like me. 😊🙏
@websurfer57722 жыл бұрын
Those temptations sound like fun! I'm doin' it all wrong. 😆 I have the Moon conjunct BML in my secondary progressed chart. I'm over here trying to be like Julie Andrews in The Sound of Music but nooooooo... I'm supposed to be livin' la vida loca. In actuality you told everything that's happened to me with my FoO and the one I married into. Dang, you're good at this, Miss Force of Nature.
@forceofnature132 жыл бұрын
Thank you and thank you for tunning in I appreciate you
@veroniquevero222 жыл бұрын
Thanks for this video, I have all the Lilith's conjunct my Moon and Venus in the 10th house in Aries. I love your insight in this video ♥️
@forceofnature132 жыл бұрын
Thank you and thank you for tunning in I appreciate you
@elizagraff90056 ай бұрын
My moon in scorpio in the 5th house is square my Lilith, my mercury, AND my sun in Leo!
@nicoleprommer65342 ай бұрын
Very spot on video. Thank you
@bfreebabe2 жыл бұрын
Omg I hope you are doing lilith trine moon next 😭 haven’t found a lot of vids on these aspects
@forceofnature132 жыл бұрын
I will soon thank you for tunning in I appreciate you.
@NayeCartelz3 ай бұрын
🙋🏽♀️ Moon conjunct Lilith in Scorpio placed in 12th house. I can relate to 85% of what’s been said. 😮💨
@elizagraff90056 ай бұрын
Oh and my moon is also squaring Uranus Rx. My moon really is not happy with many planets in my chart
@Sandra-hc4vo2 ай бұрын
great video!
@ILOVEMARYWEATHER2 ай бұрын
Thanks!
@MRcella-20147 ай бұрын
That was so good. Me on so many points
@saigeboerner888411 ай бұрын
Moon conjunct Lilith in 8th house....girl!!!
@PookieAkATiana2 жыл бұрын
I have moon conjunct Lilith in Cancer in the 12H
@forceofnature132 жыл бұрын
Thank you for tunning in I appreciate you
@jasminefaniel0772 жыл бұрын
Lilith square moon in Aries in 10th house here. Love all your videos! Not to get off topic but I need a nice pluto in 5th house please. Thanks!
@forceofnature132 жыл бұрын
Thank you for tunning in I appreciate you
@teddyboef28213 ай бұрын
I had to choose between good and evil ..
@A-ysha Жыл бұрын
thank you so much ❤
@israelkouakou1792 жыл бұрын
I have both Moon and Lilith in Gemini , 11th house , wow
@forceofnature132 жыл бұрын
Thank you and thank you for tunning in I appreciate you
@ILOVEMARYWEATHER2 ай бұрын
I don't have a 10 degree conjunction but I do have both Moon and Lilith in Cancer, H11. Would you say some of what you say may apply to me? Thank you.
@Golden_Empress2 жыл бұрын
Can you do Moon sextile lilith. I didn't find any video on this
@forceofnature132 жыл бұрын
I will soon. Thank you for tunning in I appreciate you
@AlastorTheNPDemon8 ай бұрын
"This is a difficult placement" Uhh... yeah. All of my placements are "difficult placements", and people wonder why I've been edging su1c1de since age 5?
@luciantempest12916 ай бұрын
All?
@AlastorTheNPDemon6 ай бұрын
@luciantempest1291 Well, some of them aren't. To me, they're simply irrelevant and don't seem to affect me much.
@tacety24736511 ай бұрын
🌑🌑🌑
@Hippielowkewy11 ай бұрын
Hi I have different question Do you think a 8 degree sextile would still influence me I have it in sun sextile Lilith 8degree orb
@Jay_den2 жыл бұрын
Does this relate to me if its my true moon lilith?