Body Dysmorphic disorder, people being nicer when you are thinner, & not feeling beautiful

Just one of those days.
The fact that people who ignored you always will do a 180 and suddenly notice you or open doors for you.
They “accept” you and then the wide range of emotions that come from the realization that the world is so flipping superficial.

[@plawz]

I totally understand everything you're going through. Your thought process is identical to mine and it's extremely existential. Random idea, I've recently joined an online support zoom group through bdd foundation where we all discuss our issues, what we go through, what we think about and how we deal with it. It's the 2nd and 4th Monday of every month. It really helped me realise I'm not alone in my struggles the one time I joined. Only thing is it's English time, but anyone from anywhere can join, just depends on where youre at time wise lol

[@plawz]

It's free too obviously

[@jessagainsttheworld5405]

Hi. I just saw your comments as I was sitting here with my insomnia scrolling TikTok. 😏 Thank you for your encouragement and support. It’s crazy that we can get to a place where we don’t see ourselves … properly (?), I guess. I feel like it’s such a taboo topic that it can’t just be brought up randomly in conversations irl… probably because I don’t have any human friends (obviously, human… but like real life people… kids and life and insecurities keep me away). Realistically, I’m probably awake in English time. What time is it there right now?!

[@plawz]

Please message me if you ever want to chat about your struggles