~Breathing Consciousness~

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This was shot by Bharath Parshuram
~Breathing consciousness~
Captured by @bharathparashuram and supported by this crystal angel @mahinaroh who grounded me through this journey🙏🌈 Thank you!
~When the mind wasn’t at rest, I followed my breath. I followed it to show me the parts of me I was running away from. I felt alive in the chaos until I made myself home bound and starting asking myself ‘Baby, what’s troubling you?’ And I sat with my solitude, within my hoop to reveal who is this breathing soul. Who am I?
I was adamant to find my purpose on this beautiful planet. Confined by the four walls not by force but choice gave me time to explore my hidden love. To lose a voice is punishment itself and to lose hope is the worse kind of pain. I burst into million tears within my hoop, sitting with my emotions to release the pain of unwanted touch over and over which I had allowed because I believed that I was incapable of being loved.
With each breath I felt an abandonment of my own soul. Flowing along my hoop, channelling all kinds of emotions and moods brought me to an acceptance of my reality, my pain. It didn’t matter if anyone could see it, I embraced my self to see it first. I saw and I gave my soul a safe place to grow, as I listened more and more to myself, I grew into getting comfortable with my uncomfortable truths. I knew I was feeling a lot and maybe the society has lost patience but I can be patient with me. If I am born on this planet and survived so far then I am sure I have a bigger purpose to serve.
Pain doesn’t know timelines, I stopped questioning and trying to fastrack my healing. I turned into becoming my own lover. Embrace my amazing body to express whatever she wanted without judgement. I was kind to myself and it has taken me two years to even get the courage to right it. I found peace by giving myself a piece of my uncomfortable truth each day, piece by piece. I found that my darkness and my peace can co exist in harmony. Emotions need only acknowlegement and understanding so I gave it all.
My shame, my guilt, the labels of my self created lower frequencies that made me a prisoner of my own voice became my friends.
We live in harmony because I chose to breathe into my consciousness and I pray the same for you!
🙏🌈🥰🦋🟣🌙🌟💫⭕️😇💪
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