2024 EMOTIONAL CLEAN WITH ME 😭 DEPRESSION CLEANING MOTIVATION

If I can do this, YOU CAN DO THIS! Today is an emotional clean with me as I reset my home after our Hawaii vacation. I'm getting raw and real with you about what I've been feeling lately two years after my divorce, and I hope it helps you know you're not alone and gives anyone struggling with depression cleaning motivation. It gets better. Some seasons of life are HARD. if you need a prayer or some encouraging words, please let us know in the comments. This community is here to support you and cheer you on!! Remember, everyone you know is going through something. They just might not talk about it. Please be kind.
All the love and aloha to you,
Brianna K xoxo
#briannak #cleanwithme #encouragement #depression
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[@darbibrumbaugh9956]

You should put the prayer in the community tab so we can screenshot it.

[@BriannaK]

Oooh okay I will!! 💕💕💕

[@BriannaK]

dear god, please lead me to the people and the places and experiences that I need to have the best life possible in the future. I know you have the best intentions for me, I know you want me to live out my true purpose, so just lead me to where I am supposed to be and what I am supposed to do, and prepare me for all the good that is to come. Amen 🙏🏻💕💕💕

[@kendrafuller1768]

Amen 🙏🏽 mahalo 😇 ❤

[@carolesmith6620]

@@BriannaK Amen🙏🙏🤗

[@lintb6030]

​@@BriannaK❤big hug for you 🙏

[@drivingadventures9020]

It was heartbreaking listening to your voice when you talked about feeling lonely when they went out for 4th of July and you were home alone. It made me cry. How can anyone even do that to you and not realize that you would be alone. I pray that you find someone as caring and loving as you are and who values family, love, and loyalty the way that you do. You are an amazing and inspirational woman.

[@tamib64]

Me too! Hugs and love

[@rebeccaharris7893]

Brianna, just know, everyone here loves you, we hear you, we support you, we have seen your journey. honestly I’m so impressed. You should be so proud of the mom you are!

[@krystleklear3881]

Praying for God to send you your forever partner that is going to bring you so much joy and what you need! ❤❤❤

[@BriannaK]

Thank you so much!! 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@robinhigh4265]

Being raised by a single mom, you are amazing! You make life so much fun for your kids and even for us who watch you whether you're decorating, traveling, or hosting parties. Also, I want to say thanks for making mental health an important message that you send out in your videos. Even though many of us have never met you, we definitely support you ❤️ Much love!

[@BriannaK]

Awww omg thank you so much 🥹🙏🏻✨✨✨

[@karenmathis5817]

I know you think you being a single mom may not be enough for them when they are with you. As a follower I have seen the love your children have for you. Its a beautiful thing to watch and you are doing a fantastic job. God knows who your future love is. He is working on it... 😊

[@BriannaK]

You are so kind 🥹 thank you 🙏🏻💕💕💕

[@jenniferberkel7623]

That was very big of you to explain your feelings about the relationship with your ex. All the different feelings .. good for u!! Also I appreciated the prayer

[@dinogaming1518]

That was so generous of you! Your kids are watching you and learning from you. In reality if you can continue being friendly with your ex it will make a huge difference in your kids! For generations.

[@Miszally23]

I wouldn't have

[@juliemiller4288]

With every video, you continue to amaze me. I have severe depression and anxiety. Cleaning is very challenging for me. I am single and have no kids. I am extremely lonely. I am learning to accept the fact I will never have children. Thank you for encouraging me and being there. Those children are so lucky to have you as their mom. YOU ARE ENOUGH ❤❤❤

[@sheemaalen9286]

U can start even by volunteering with Big Sister type! 😊

[@chellemichelle5269]

You are not alone! It’s hard accepting that fact. Over time, you learn that it’s not so odd after all and we are all just living our lives each day trying to figure it out. We may be the minority but everyone is a minority in some aspect. Sending love, Also doesn’t have kids.

[@juliekostas7322]

Big big hugs your way, Julie (from another Julie :)

[@sheemaalen9286]

@@juliemiller4288 let me know if u wanna hear the resources we have in Denver to foster. U can foster for year and then adopt. Many options and process is not difficult w the State! If u have an xtra bedroom, u take like a 2 month class 1 day a week. Then u can start! The old is past Amen! ♥

[@sheemaalen9286]

@@juliekostas7322 💕 🌺

[@SalmaandMinaandMaya]

I think you are happier without him even tho it seems to you differently. I used to watch every single video of you before and gosh you energy was heavy now your eyes are shining and such a strength coming throughout you, amazing

[@BriannaK]

My day to day life I am so happy. Holidays are just a major trigger for me. I miss my babies. I never ever expected holidays without them until they were older and have their own lives and partners, you know? All those post about “18 summers” it’s even shorter when you have to split time, so just hard to deal with when you love your kids so much 🤍🤍🤍

[@lucreceanderson]

Hello beautiful woman I completely understand how it feels to raise children on your own. I have three young adults, and depression is real. Be grateful for what you have, because other people, like myself, do not have their own business or home. I've been depressed numerous times since I have several degrees yet can't get a good paying job. Blessings to everyone 😢 please pray for me

[@BriannaK]

Praying for you 🙏🏻💕💕💕 and big hugs 🩷🩷🩷

[@nicolemcgriff8597]

I loved the prayer at the end. Your selflessness with the Hawaii trip is commendable. Your children will look back on that one day, and will understand how difficult it must have been for you. And you did it for them. ❤

[@BriannaK]

I hope so! 🩷

[@kimberlyr872]

You are amazing Brianna! You’re an incredible woman and mom. I know you wish you didn’t have all these feelings, but please continue allowing yourself to feel those emotions so you can heal. There is no time limit in healing. You are human. Im so happy you were able to go to Hawaii last month. Hope you’re able to go again next year. Love seeing you happy. Keeping you in my prayers so God continues giving you the strength you need to move forward. Hugs 💕

[@BriannaK]

Awww I hope we can go every year too 🙏🏻💕🥹🥹

[@taylorthompson4308]

I’m so proud of you Bri. Trust in God always! He will always ordered your steps. Thank you for praying with us! Amen 🙏🏾👑✝️💕

[@Duma39]

At the end of this video , after cleaning all day and you say that you’re so tired- you still look stunning ❤ Keep working for the best version of yourself and the right person will find you. Thanks for that prayer too. It was much needed🙏🏻♥️

[@partyoffive3913]

If any mom could do this all on their own, it would be you. ❤

[@landesproperties]

So true! When I was a single mom, my grandmother used to tell me one day I would be so proud I did it all on my own. You are right to be proud of yourself, Bri 💞

[@BriannaK]

Awww thanks to you both 🥹💕💕💕

[@chanelle7484]

This made my heart hurt for you!🥺 Prayers for you, your future and your sweet babies!🫶🏼🩷

[@angelaanderson2648]

I’m being truly honest when I say this…I wish I was half the mom you are. You ARE the fun mom, whether you feel it or not. Your kids will know what you did your them for years. You are two parents in one. You’re a super hero ❤

[@home_everlasting]

I cried through this entire video... I'm so sorry you have been feeling this way. I am definitely going to be praying for you Brianna. You are absolutely right to place your full trust in God for every detail of your life. If we knew each other I would have invited you over for the 4th! lol. God will care for you day by day... don't look too far into the future.. just get up each day asking God to provide all of your needs (emotional needs too) and give it all to HIM. He loves you and your babies... you are in the palm of His hand. Love to you and your family, xoxo ~Ashley

[@elliemariscal3019]

You are a great person, there is someone or something better in store for you. Bless not stress girl! ❤

[@candyvigil550]

Everything you talked about was everything I went through. All the feelings, all the lonely events, everything. It's behind me now, but it does take time. You're right. You're their mother and they will always cherish you as such. It's so unsettling not knowing what's ahead. It may or may not turn out the way you envision it, but it's in your soul's journey. Life goes on and you just don't know what's around the corner. Stay strong. Love is everything.

[@TravelOhana]

you're the best mom they could ever have. a big hug

[@AmandaRatz]

You are a strong and amazing Mama! So much good is coming for you ❤! You got this and thanks for being an inspiration for other Mamas out there.

[@emilythungkaew]

You’re more than enough for them. So proud of your co-parenting abilities. The kids will understand one day the strength it took from you. ❤

[@BriannaK]

🥺🥺🥺 thank you for saying that

[@erikae3302]

I went through the exact same thing, I did and felt all of the same things you did. It’ll get better and easier and watching my kids grow up they have such fond memories of us spending that time together so hold onto all of the time and memories you are building with them, it sticks with them more than you know. You’ll also always be home to them…doesn’t matter where you live. They tell me that all the time also ❤❤ you got this Mama!!

[@meredithtyber9943]

Thank you for sharing even in your vulnerable moments. It’s easy to share when things are going well but it takes a different kind of courage to be transparent in the darker times. You’re helping people you may never meet but I’m sure I speak for everyone when I say thank you.

[@tammifields4142]

Thank you Brianna,I needed to hear this message!🙏 May you continue to Be Great!🤩

[@stphnea2010]

Totally normal feelings, I can imagine! But you’re right, you should be proud of yourself! You’re an inspiration to so many people! Don’t forget that you’re not alone either!♥️

[@lisalisa107]

I love how you explained how it feels as a newly single mother. Grief is hard but it too shall pass. Love ya Bri! Sending hugs!

[@BriannaK]

Hugs 🤍🤍🤍

[@paulachapin7081]

What a sweetheart you are to take time out of your day to make others know you really care ❤

[@captainunicorn9014]

I fully hear you, with you sending SO much love and thank you for your honesty and positivity x

[@BriannaK]

Thank you so much! 🥹💕💕💕

[@carolesmith6620]

Brianna you are a amazing mom and you are never alone we are here to help you by just listening to you, your kiddies are amazing too and you can see that you all love each other and you are giving them beautiful memories take care and their is light at the end of the tunnel 🤗❤️

[@sharonedwards3372]

I am praying for a school job near my area where I live and I have felt defeated and in God's timing and know I have to wait on him for that. I am so praying he will open that door for me. Prayers are greatly appreciated. Love your videos. You bring so much love and joy in your videos

[@sheemaalen9286]

🙏

[@BriannaK]

Praying for you 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻✨✨✨

[@aleshaclaywell3699]

Prayers you get it!!

[@Walla184]

Thank you for your venerability, truth and courage!! ❤❤❤

[@theofehsenfeld635]

Bri you have a heart of gold. I absolutely love these videos. We all have these days and having your support is the best!!

[@SusieQZee]

Thank you for your open heart and honesty. From one former single mom to another- it will get better! Sending LOTS of love. You’re not alone.

[@BriannaK]

Thank you so much! 🙏🏻💕✨

[@micheletallent5514]

Hugs and love Bri! I think you are an Amazing Mother and Person! I miss Hawaii so much! Thank you for sharing!! Praying!❤

[@rhondaharold3191]

You are the best Brianna! Keep your head up:) You are such a wonderful Mother.. My prayers are with you.. ❤

[@juliekostas7322]

You have so much of which to be proud. You know that all one can do is take it day by day. You're on the right track to have your own comforting Plan B for certain holidays. My family is unfortunately going through this EXACT scenario--- so just know not only are we with you, but we're also *inspired* by your journey.

[@aubreesummerhays2616]

This is why I feel in love with your channel in the first place thank you for being so real ❤❤❤❤ praying for you 🙏

[@stormydawn1969]

You are precious, you help so many people, be so proud of your strength. You got through it 🙏 you got this girl ❤

[@BriannaK]

Thank you so much!! 🥹💕💕💕

[@junec.rodriguez1115]

Continué your amazing work Bri. You are enough! Those kids will always want Mom. Wether she’s alone or with someone. Props to you for trying the blended family trip, it’s all learning experience. Hugs to you.

[@angelicahorspole3742]

You are such an amazing mum, thank you so much for sharing your heart with us

[@maryb2563]

Sending you love ❤ I’m sorry you’re feeling down and I hope things start turning around for you.

[@JolieB227]

Girl, I feel that on a level I can't explain. Sending you so much love and you are killing it as a Mama!!

[@BriannaK]

Hugs 🩷🩷🩷

[@carolynjeandorfner6012]

I have been there, it hurts, with time it gets better. God Bless Amen 🙏 ❤

[@jenniferl8967]

💞You got this mama. Your kids will remember how special their mom made everything for them growing up. I always wished my parents could get along for mine and my brothers sake. That alone is a gift and amazing example that you are giving to them 💞

[@BriannaK]

Aww thank you I hope so 🙏🏻💕💕💕

[@kyraj8670]

Thank you for being vulnerable & opening up ❤ hearing your raw, real story is more helpful than you may think! Thank you 🙏🏼

[@BriannaK]

Thank you so much! 🤍🤍🤍

[@aleshaclaywell3699]

Im so sorry youre going through all that. I almost started crying listening to your story. I hope you find the one someday. ❤❤

[@JessicaMillerNashville]

"Dear God, please lead me to the people and the places and experiences that I need to have to have the best life possible in the future. I know you have the best intentions for me God. I know you want me to live out my true purpose, so God lead me to where I'm supposed to be and what I'm supposed to do and prepare me for all the good that is to come, Amen." Briana, just keep putting your faith in God. You will get strength from him.

[@SamanthaCamacho]

I’ve watched your videos off and on for quite a few years and this is the one that got me. When you prayed. ❤❤🙌🏻

[@BriannaK]

Awww hope it helps you too 💕🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@joannajenquin7381]

Being a single mom- all those things.. we’re right there with you. I’ve learned to create my own little life so when the kids are gone and I’m alone, I do something special for myself.

[@BriannaK]

Awww I’m so glad you do that for yourself! It’s so important and such an encouraging thing for all of us in this community going through that too

[@KatP-go1jf]

Brianna... I want to give you a big hug. I cried throughout this video. You are an amazing mom.... stay strong. Building these memories with your kids with only make your bond even stronger. Praying for you ❤️

[@shortypShortyp]

Hi Bri! You are an amazing Mom and have such a big heart! Sending you lots of hugs!

[@BriannaK]

Aww thank you for saying that 🥹🥹🥹🙏🏻🙏🏻💕💕💕

[@lauriebertrand9319]

Thank you for the motivation! I love your daily prayer and will be adding it to my morning routine. How lucky your kids are that you’re their Mom!

[@anettelifestyle4249]

Don't give up! You are enought! You are amazing Mom & beautiful person ❤ God bless you🙏

[@crissycrochets]

So sorry you’re dealing with this, I know how you feel 💯 % Cleaning and decluttering is definitely therapeutic during these times. Hugs 🤗

[@BriannaK]

Yes it helps SO much!! ✨✨✨

[@pmdtill2]

Thank you for the prayer. You’re channel is a blessing

[@BriannaK]

Aww I appreciate that so much 🙏🏻💕💕💕

[@cinthiasvids175]

Brianna sending you all the love and good vibes!!! I can definitely understand ❤ You are doing amazing!!! You are great mother & and incredible human being… always look forward to your videos!! Thank you!!🙏🏼

[@pinkfrenchie]

First thank you so much for making this video for us even though your going through a tough time. For me, I appreciate more than I can tell you you're honesty, your vulnerability and your openness about your life struggles. I adore your strength, and because of you, even though I personally am having a bad day, I got up and cleaned which helped. You're encouragement is what my soul needed as well as your kind words. You are a gift to this world and your family, and you also are not alone. ❤ Sending you all the love ❤

[@BriannaK]

Awww sending you love right back 💕💕💕 thanks for helping me through the hard times. Making these videos help more than you know

[@pinkfrenchie]

@@BriannaK healing in any way that works is a beautiful thing 💖

[@HoloHoloAdventures]

Hawaii was great for you and your family! Love what you said. You truly do grieve the life you hope you would have with that person.

[@nathalieguiragossian6981]

Hi Brianna, I know exactly how you feel my dear! Time heals, take it one day at a time! Concentrate on being happy and positive, and this attitude will reflect on your kids. It’s going to be ok! 🙏💕💕🌸 Hang in there! Sending hugs!

[@jessicanelson7081]

To be honest this video made me cry. I’ve been going through this for 3 years now and you are finally someone who I can literally relate to every single word about coparenting and being the primary parent. This video made me connect with you in such a big way. When you spoke about your 30 day trip to Hawaii and inviting your ex…I so relate to trying to do what best for the children as well as putting your own feelings aside. The loneliness…I’ve never been lonely in my life so it is difficult for me to reveal that to myself and cope. I so appreciate you sharing and making this struggle known!

[@ambersmith5284]

Praying for you as well. You made me cry…..I know that you are hurting. My heart hurts for you but I’m amazed at how empowered you are. Keep going sister in Christ. And thank you for all the motivation. It definitely gets hard sometimes. 😘

[@kimberlyann4547]

I love you so much Bri! This video had me in all my emotions. You are such an inspiration!

[@sarahrowland8591]

You are such an inspiration!

[@Emily20467]

Aww so sad to hear about the depression bri hope you had a fantastic time in Hawaii and got home safe and by the way i have been praying for you bri! ❤️

[@BriannaK]

Awww omg you’re the sweetest Emily 🩷🩷🩷

[@Emily20467]

@@BriannaK ❤️

[@thatonefamilyMN]

You are an amazing mom and your kids know that and will never forget that. Don't even question it (even though I know that's hard)!! ❤

[@andreaandrea2000]

You have the cutest most supportive kitty following you from room to room. 🥰

[@kimrockefeller2485]

What a beautiful video. Thank you for being so open and honest. It inspires us!!!

[@mariabernardi7170]

Brianna, you are such a great mom! Hang in there and keep going!

[@madisonslife8242]

Praying for you mama! I think you’re doing a fantastic job. That man will come when you least expect it!!

[@BriannaK]

Thank you so much!! 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@Trisha12337]

I went through the exact same thing! Absolutely know how you feel, you’re not alone!

[@BriannaK]

Hugs thank you 🤍🤍🤍

[@Birdmom1823]

Thank you for this video, much needed. We’re here for you too 💜

[@janegardner604]

Thanks for your heart of love you share so sweetly to help so many. These kind of videos really speak to me

[@BriannaK]

You are so welcome I’m so glad you’re here 🙏🏻🩷🩷🩷

[@Anaynay4]

You are so real for sharing what you shared!! Thank you!! You are a strong mama even on the tough days!! Hugs!!

[@abbyo6774]

Sending you a very big hug! Love you Bri❤

[@karatheyaroxan6852]

I definitely agree with the grieving part of what Bri said. You are a great person, and it is so good and healthy to have those feelings. Let the tears flow, let out the thoughts, and that is one of the best parts of your videos. It is not just this sunny bright highlights only look into your life. Love you Bri. Have a wonderful week. Have a great time with the kids. Would you ever do video/day of letting your kids pick everything?

[@karinfarina9875]

Love you girl! ❤ You are doing great as a Mama and single woman. God's got something amazing for you coming! Keep trusting Him. ❤️ As Joyce Meyer said "God's going to give you double for your trouble". Your double blessing is coming! Thanks for being open and honest. I know this video is so helpful to many people out there. Love ya!

[@cherishcarlson8574]

I so appreciate you and what you choose to share. It helps so many!!

[@BriannaK]

Awww omg thanks for being so nice 🤍🤍🤍

[@babygrizwold]

Brianna, you are doing everything right. Your kids love you and all the things you do for them is crazy because I never did that. As much as you I mean. As for yourself, you are still so young. Finding someone to share tour world with will come in time and he will probably fall into your lap when you are not even expecting anything. Keep it up. Holy cow I think you're a great person. I get the sadness etc. My sadness is for different reasons but I get it. Hang in there and thanks for sharing more about you. It helps it really does for us as well. 🎉❤

[@morganjones5328]

This video makes me sad for you, Bri! You do an amazing job with your kids, and you deserve nothing but the absolute best! You are so strong and amaze me in all of your videos!

[@Joanthomp]

You are such an inspiration! ❤ I’m older and alone and am inspired by your encouragement!!

[@BriannaK]

I'm so glad! 🩷🩷🩷

[@Nathalia_B]

You got this Bri!! Put the Lord in first place and everything else will fall into place! Love your videos!!💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

[@katliven]

Beautiful message and on so many levels I can relate. Sending love ❤❤❤ you’re an amazing person and your messages are always so positive so thank you for that and also for being vulnerable and raw and real. That is true courage ❤

[@jamybanderas3949]

I love you Bri. Your heart. Your passion. Sending you the biggest hug.❤

[@naireesakhan8584]

I needed this video today. I can relate 100% ❤❤❤❤

[@versteeghikayah]

Aloha Brianna, I'm so sorry that you've been having a hard time. Just remember you're an awesome Mom and doing the best that you can for you and your kids❤

[@BriannaK]

Thank you so much! 🤍🤍🤍

[@clairemasson8872]

You are doing amazing, your kids have a fantastic life and you should be so proud of everything your doing ❤

[@theworkstruths4528]

Great video! You are a warrior and helping so many with sharing so important. 🙏❤️

[@ebsangtemengil6050]

Stay strong 🙏 as always. Your awesome Mom 😍 you inspire me!

[@BriannaK]

Thank you so much! 💕💕💕

[@BrendaMendoza-ds1we]

Thank you so much for sharing. This was the video I didn't know I needed today. I have been crying all weekend because my parents moved out of state and I am not handling it well. You got me up and moving and cleaning up the house which I know is going to help so much. Such a lonely feeling I'm trying to work through over here.

[@BriannaK]

Awww big hugs that has to bring on so many emotions for you! I hope you can feel them and process them, and use cleaning as a positive outlet to feel better 🙏🏻✨✨✨ xoxo

[@rachelgwynn2410]

You’re doing a great job. It’s so hard to be a single mom but we’re so strong and your kids know that. There’s no one else like their mommy ❤

[@christianwhite4933]

Praying for you. That’s such a painful story. You are a machine for powering through this.

[@ms.vickieb]

Thank you so much for the encouragement and the motivation! You got this❤

[@BriannaK]

Thank you so much for always being here 🩷🩷🩷

[@cassandraholste1167]

Good Evening Brianna I think you are doing an amazing job being a single mom of not 1 but 3 kids is extraordinary. and co-parenting and trying to balance everything all at once I give you a lot of credit and I feel exactly the way you feel some days you feel so defeated by reality and so alone that it creates a lot of sadness. gods got a plan for you just stay positive and find things that make you happy when you start feeling alone or sad. weather its re decorating a room watching my favorite season of tiny homes,it always helps my sadness.Thank you for sharing your feelings on youtube not many people express how they feel on social media thank you

[@footballchamp1577]

Nicely done Bri 🤌🏻 and I j’dore that you got your getaway too. X

[@mariaserra8402]

Great video you did the right thing for your kids you are. As strong women May God bless

[@BriannaK]

Thank you so much! I really appreciate the support and encouragement 💕💕💕

[@PrincessKryssiQT]

Always holding space for you and lifting you up in prayers. ❤

[@BriannaK]

I appreciate that so much thank you 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@vvmarie9922]

This was so motivating and making me feel better I've been feeling down lately, I'm a care taker for my sister dealing with that every day with no help has really got me and every one always needs some thing from me so that has really made me feel overwhelmed, thank you so much for the incuragement I needed it