BRING ME THE HORIZON with LIGHTS - "Don't Go" // AP Tour Throwback

On the Fall 2010 AP Tour, Bring Me The Horizon joined forces with LIGHTS for this beautiful performance of their collaboration, "Don't Go."
This video captures the first time the band performed the song, because, as BMTH vocalist Oli Sykes says, "We've always really wanted to play it, but it would feel weird if we played it without Lights, so it's cool that we got the opportunity to do it tonight."
Check it out, and look out for more monumental moments like this on our current AP tour with Mayday Parade, Real Friends, This Wild Life and As It Is, continuing through late November.
THE 2015 AP TOUR:
11/7 Showbox at the Market - Seattle, WA
11/8 Wonder Ballroom - Portland, OR
11/10 Ace of Spades - Sacramento, CA
11/12 House of Blues - Anaheim, CA
11/13 SOMA - San Diego, CA
11/14 Marquee Theatre - Tempe, AZ
11/15 Hard Rock Hotel & Casino - Las Vegas, NV
11/17 The Aztec Theatre - San Antonio, TX
11/18 House of Blues - Houston, TX
11/20 House of Blues - Dallas, TX
11/21 Emo’s - Austin, TX
11/22 House of Blues - New Orleans, LA
11/24 The Masquerade - Atlanta, GA
11/25 House of Blues - Orlando, FL

[@benshaw2069]

The people who got to watch this are so lucky

[@bekahlarue2212]

Ben Shaw extremely

[@angoqtx4037]

they r lucky affff

[@claires_epiphany]

We're lucky just to see this at all✌️

[@slipbleach]

Good show, good memories.

[@cotycox542]

She’s the last artist on my bucket list but yeah if they toured it would be worth any amount of money

[@MedicalMeany]

12 years later, this is still the song that gets me through the day.

[@basement_refuge]

Same here brother/sister

[@LILPEEPENJOYER]

🥲

[@patriciamendez3767]

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[@hollowplanet1138]

it was my first video on youtube, and now I listen it again)) I love old bmth .

[@luisibarra-hf5kh]

el mejor tema el mejor ft

[@kevinramon5899]

This is one of the most deepiest song that bmth has and will ever have

[@ChocolateVideoss]

hospital for souls?

[@Vinicius-sv1gz]

Y E S

[@JOKE485]

Suicide Season

[@alexgrab3086]

and the snakes start to sing?

[@alexgrab3086]

@Limitless it says deep, not dark, it's a difference, fucking learn it

[@melissawilliamson6303]

this needs to be played at the royal Albert hall show!!

[@cynicalidealist11]

Oh my god yes!

[@thestr8person]

Yeah definitely because of the orchestra intro! Its a pity lights wasn't there.

[@Nightsnvke]

Melissa Williamson GOD YES!!!

[@urr3177]

This and Crucify Me should have been

[@tyesullivan5480]

@@goosebandicoot7083 you're behind

[@frejageorgia]

For those who don't know, this song was written about Terry Hurst who had learning disabilities and was murdered by his bullies who invited him on a camping trip. He was found in a ditch with over 60 wounds and a scythe buried in his head less than a day later. All three of them were sentenced life in jail.

[@budakciseureuhtimur6966]

Thx man 🍻

[@rizkyamalia7198]

🥺

[@3cho985]

Yeah Oliver’s cousin was the main guy who murdered Terry ☹️

[@so_trippy]

@@3cho985 omg I didn’t know that😰😢

[@leonamae3601]

@@3cho985 That’s not even remotely true, Oliver’s cousin was the one that got murdered. That’s why this song is so hard for him to perform. Don’t speak about something you have no knowledge on. Oliver talked about this years ago.

[@Bostyn333]

Best part is when Oli was screaming with the mic on the floor xD This was a beautiful performance.

[@sev4405]

Agreed. Always wondered why they never played this live.

[@patricknikolic7476]

No matter what this song will always be my all time favorite by BMTH

[@GustavoGomes-qq8fs]

Patrick Nikolic that song is awesome. Lights singing live is better than i've imagine

[@mvdtVitalli]

Me too

[@jonerbonerlol]

Marco Irazoque screw off

[@jacoba2901]

can anyone point me to any other great songs featuring female vocalists like this, Silverstein's the end, hold on till may by pierce the veil, I see stars' electric forest, if it means alot to you by a day to remember, all time low's remembering Sunday etc???

[@Vinicius-sv1gz]

me too

[@rossanred]

I specially love when Oli magically changes clothes

[@agustinb7656]

Yeah man wtf

[@user-ik8yx1tb8y]

Diefferent stage

[@katherinesanchez1040]

As soon as Oli started screaming I felt so bad because he sounds as if he's in so much pain and straining his voice so much.

[@countb5842]

+B. Roman Sounded good though in the beginning. Olis screaming in the first years (Count your blessings, This is what the edge of your seat was made for...) was pretty much the best I've ever heared. It's just the price you pay for perfection ;)

[@countb5842]

+B. Roman I know that he used the wrong technique but I gotta say that it sounds better if it comes from the throat instead of the chest. I know it ruins the voice very fast but I think it sounds better...and It's probably a matter of taste but I was on a lot of deathcore/metalcore/hardcore concerts in the mid 2000s and I remember that Olis Screaming was really on another level than most other bands. I don't know, man, it just sounded so raw and good back then...but yeah he totaly fucked up his voice on a day-to-day basis after Count your Blessings blew up.

[@FairyCRat]

+B. Roman Yeah, even Jona sounded better than him during his time in the band.

[@TyStone80]

+count spex if you learn how to do it properly you start to sound better and better. I used to do vocals from my throat and it tore up my voice and I after I went to a BMTH show this past month I decided I needed to learn and I already sound better doing it properly. But he fixed his technique and sounds incredible these days

[@izzyohalloran6147]

He can't scream anymore because the drugs he used to take completely ruined his vocal chords, it's so sad :(

[@FairyCRat]

MASTERPIECE ! But Oli looked super tired and in pain at the end.

[@cooperhall3953]

+MushyTheCraft he was probably high as fuck on ketamine.

[@realAlphaa]

+cooper hall nah man he stopped a year ago

[@rorysommerville3502]

+Simon Nilsson this was a few years ago

[@realAlphaa]

rory sommerville oh shit sorry

[@arafatwuzhere]

+MushyTheCraft from the heart mate

[@cptzachsparrow]

Such a powerful and great performance

[@altpress]

+Zach Uchiha Right? It's like a punch straight to the stomach.

[@cptzachsparrow]

+Alternative Press haha exactly!

[@Stevie1996]

Alternative Press this is fucking awesome

[@valizeth4073]

Metal core will never be as powerful as melodeath

[@caitlinkennedy9383]

The crowd doesn't seem to be fully appreciating the glory that is before them

[@insidiouskid9703]

sometimes professionally shot preformances block out the audience to give better sound quality

[@TheAndreluizcarneiro]

who cares for the crowd

[@MrNotYet1]

also they heard it live not this edited sound you hear here :D

[@christian8175]

Listen to the song again, it's not a mosh song nor one to jump too.. XD it's on the slower side of them! If you get what I'm saying

[@mclovin6224]

Right?!

[@kawaiikawaii4261]

This was legendary for my generation

[@aykutkose7092]

lights' voice hits so deep and different when she starts to sing

[@alorawebber2620]

u can hear the hurt in his voice

[@MegaMadcow11]

What do u mean

[@parkermartin5799]

Emotional or physical cuz both are viable

[@tylereastburn1721]

Damn, first time playing this song live and they nailed it :)

[@sxumsxunq8559]

Tyler Eastburn I also like white chapel

[@408Guzman]

his voice is way better now I'm sure if he brought this song back everyone would flip

[@insanetaco98]

all the fucktard fangirls will hate it. I want count your blessings bmth back but all these little 14 year olds say that cyb wasn't true bmth. it's a sad sad world

[@tylerjordahl8161]

I totally agree im good with anything before thats the spirit fucking fangirls screaming now there is rarely anything beyond thats the spirit it sucks ass anything before is good and ten times better

[@Imachinina]

Mate if i was at a bmth show and they played this, I'd just sit there crying with happiness. This song is amazing and I love it!

[@mariesahodgins7109]

guys you have to remember oli fucked his throat up, so it's hard for him to scream now and before say im a fucktard fangirl that hates it, you are wrong. I love BMTH old stuff

[@meapantz1983]

No it ain't 🤣it's the same

[@gustavoduarte6671]

This girl 😍, her voice is wonderful!

[@ericmarques902]

What's her name?

[@TheorySecretPlay]

@@ericmarques902 just searching "lights cover hotline bling" on youtube

[@veroleemustdie6143]

😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

[@mandya9067]

her name is lights and she also has her own music career, you should all check her out, she is amazing

[@AlexanderL23]

Lights! Beau Bokan's wife

[@phanicwiththescene2361]

BMTH needs to collab with Lights again they make songs sound even more beautiful than they already are

[@zacharywilliams3631]

Seriously. I've always thought that she should be in the band as a perminent member. It would've been way better than Jordan. I'd give anything to see this performance in person.

[@jeziahlewin8550]

@@zacharywilliams3631 have you seen how much jordan also does behind the scenes? He is a major part of the band

[@czexplosion]

@@zacharywilliams3631 jordan does alot too

[@zacharywilliams3631]

@@czexplosion they band was best before him hes a great producer he should make all the records but no he doesn't add anything to the music for me. Lights can sing amazingly though and if she had a more punk vibe shed be perfect for the main vocalist and let oliver scream more often.

[@Colt2OO2]

@@zacharywilliams3631 He does add a lot though, Sempiternal for example turned out the way it did because of his involvement in writing it even though he wasn't officially in the band until after its release. It's still their best album for that reason among others and whether you like the direction they went in afterwards or not, I honestly don't think you can actually deny that his parts added quite a bit to the music especially with how fast their sound was evolving. That's not to say that anything he does that Oli and Jona were the ones playing in the studio for songs before he joined wasn't good because I think they were, but some could argue that some of those parts didn't really fit that well with the sound they were chasing at the time whereas now, I think everyone agrees that his inclusion and his role fits their current style way better and he makes those parts flow so seamlessly.

[@lizbeths.l.7770]

They need to collaborate again with Lights she sings amazing

[@budrothefox3666]

I've watched this double digit times and every time @3:43 when Oli is screaming and Lights is singing at the same time gives me goosebumps. Such a great combo of voices.

[@lovealways6597]

Lights has such a gorgeous voice and Oli's voice is so rough and full of emotion- it sounds amazing omg

[@karzimegmusic8437]

it seems like he is closed to tear his throat

[@LeoMuzi]

Much respect, I love their music so much, they put so much heart in it. The production is simply amazing and everything sounds perfect, although, he lacks vocal technique and we all can feel that singing like this is being harmfull to his throat

[@MultiKamil97]

It's quite weird tho because I can hear that in this performance he was using proper technique.

[@CT-Dana]

Nekros97 he doesn't use proper technique. for example when he growls he doesn't correctly do fries or false chords and pushes too much from his throat and lungs rather than his diaphragm. He does it wrong and that is how he damaged himself so much.

[@MultiKamil97]

When he's growling yes, he used bad technique but he uses proper technique when he screams.

[@CT-Dana]

Nekros97 his screams are fry right?

[@carolinecoy3164]

Actual chills.. this song.. id love to hear it live. I believe this is the only time they've sung live.

[@sarumadaki]

This is so emotionally charged. Phew.

[@chasfrizzell1290]

Honestly the emotion he puts into his performance makes his live performance even better

[@louygirl7]

I have goosebumps. That was incredible and amazing.

[@Bubblegum_Blossom_]

I LOVE THIS!!! 🇲🇽💜💜💜

[@graysong.5280]

This song makes me feel so sad. It's not even the lyrics. It's the violin or whatever in the background. I love the song a lot but I just kinda can't listen to it. It's weird idk.

[@dunwithmcr4602]

+Zoe G. Same

[@FairyCRat]

I agree. The songs in drop B flat off Suicide Season and There Is a Hell make me bang my head until I break my neck, but the ones in drop C make me want to cry like a baby because they're in a kinda melancholic mood.

[@DanielSilva-ul8ok]

I agree in some point with you, but my feeling is different, actually i can't listen suivide season or there is a hell songs, just some of them, because they make me feel sad and I don't like of it.. i used to like but i don't now if it is bad for me or whatever .. It's so weird 😂

[@bernieforche3574]

Daniel Silva xr 56i

[@waschbaraccoon]

+Zoe G. Just Oli's voice.

[@nymf4e]

This was, vocally, a great performance from oli!

[@MiguelBotequilhaPapuno]

his voices is fuckd up ... but gettin better

[@aguspermana1780]

Anyone still watching this 2020?

[@czexplosion]

yes

[@claires_epiphany]

OMG the fuckin RAW passion Oli emits... OLI - "Can you feel my heart?" Me - Gotdamn! Yes Oli, and then some💥💞🤘

[@mattruiz6458]

@@claires_epiphany I definitely read RAWR at first, too many scene memories coming back.

[@jonatanpanjaitan523]

Indo nih wkwk

[@kylew6635]

I'm watching in 2021

[@justlely2391]

2.13 That "don't go" gives me a goosebumps...I love this song Oli's voice convey so much pain...it's moving 😥

[@fairyglade_1]

OMG!!! LIGHTS looks so beautiful af! Her style is so perfect! her voice is so outgoing! ❤❤

[@kaecinnabon]

Oli really sounds like he's in pain I was told that he hurt vocal cords from screaming so much but now I'm really starting to see it

[@VakoCavender]

Is not pain, is his technique that makes him look like that, trust me. And he sound like that cause all the years touring

[@madisongeorgia4692]

Juanthe3rd pretty sure its also the pain and emotion he's feeling that's making his voice even rougher than usual. do you know the meaning and reason behind why the song was made?

[@carolinecoy3164]

@Porteros FC You can hear it the most in this song though for sure, he actually sounds like he's going to cry while screaming this, on the album and here live. The rest of the album does have a similar sound, you're right, but this song is so much more powerful and emotional. You can feel it. Well I hear it anyway.

[@badiaz]

Todos los años vuelvo a este video después de un tiempo sin verlo y se me vuelven a poner los pelos de punta :)

[@nefpineda7014]

lml la canción para el alma

[@thenashodrill7974]

(;

[@badiaz]

y aquí estoy :)

[@FreddieNelson1]

Who still comes back to this brillant song? Would love to see this being played live one day!!!

[@cokesusu3381]

Today bmth fans not gonna know this song.

[@Em0globina]

Not really

[@faanius9678]

defuqs wrong with you

[@seba8194]

i do

[@weeeeee374]

Made me cry. I wished i was a teen again. 31 is boring in comparison to youth.

[@Ezgiizengin]

most underrated song of all time. I mean how can you hear and feel the pain in his voice and still not like it?

[@carolinecoy3164]

The story behind the song probably adds to that, it's about the murder of Terry Hurst. And 1 of his cousins was apparently involved in the murder. Look it up. It horrific what happened to that poor lad. He sounds like he's cry/ screaming in the song, you can defo feel it. Gives me goosebumps

[@AwfulWaffle6]

I somehow feel like this song is meant for me. I like BMTH but haven't heard this song before until today. These lyrics represent exactly what I'm feeling. Sometimes the universe gives you a clear sign that smacks you in the face and this is one of them right here.

[@carolinecoy3164]

The song is actually about the horrific murder of Terry Hurst, such a horrible murder and 1 of the murderers involved was apparently oli's cousin. But the beauty in music and lyrics is, when fine with such emotion can reflect in our own lives and situations, hope I didn't ruin the sing for you. I also do the same, and his emotion is so raw and real, you can feel it. I feel your pain. Bring me the horizon have helped me through so much. They can drown out and help you get through so many feelings in my opinion. ❤️ Love and healing to you ❤️

[@fefedove1710]

omg I remember getting my ribs crushed for being at barricade and lights coming out on stage at the TORONTO show during this song, I lost my voice from screaming so much at that show. Honestly one of the best shows, can't believe that was 10 years ago. Hopefully once the pandemic ends Bring me the horizon can come back to Toronto.

[@stephenprendergast3397]

This gives me tingles in my spine, Oli Sykes sings pain in this so passionate!

[@budrothefox3666]

Goosebumps every time. Even still at the end of 2019...a legendary performance.

[@ch0mper]

I love lights so much, her acoustic stuff is my fav. Cool collab.

[@Cyproduction]

This is so very strong, one of the best collabs I've seen on KZbin

[@carmens.3436]

I really love the mix between the sad and the angry parts. Oli is one of the best vocalists. Big Compliment to BMTH

[@adrienflood1836]

Lol, Oli is changing his shirt like 20 times. That's awesome!

[@khofidlatief9098]

2021 still watching this ❤️🇮🇩

[@darkestmode129]

this girl reminds me of christina grimmie idk why

[@mariak8845]

Tina Kovac holy fuck same

[@emilyarias7172]

Tina Kovac you mean Christina grimmie reminds you of lights because lights is older.

[@june2908]

Tina Kovac me too..

[@magickmoth]

Lights was actually one of Christina's role models :)

[@alvongientz2207]

@@emilyarias7172 your logic is flawed.

[@sokar5804]

This may be one of my favorite lives ever. It's just stunning.

[@joshmcgrath4341]

I’ve only just clicked that the female vocals are lights… been listening to this for 6 years and always loved 40 days… and counting by Blessthefall & lights . Only just made the connection now 🤣

[@dergottlichehostesaft1028]

You can hear how difficult it is for him to perform it because of the emotional part

[@failbro23]

back when jonah hill was keeping bmth heavy

[@hussguy1990]

leon kennedy LMAO Jona Weinhofen?

[@BrunesGaming]

hussguy1990 he's memeing

[@hussguy1990]

BrunesGaming pretty dank

[@cluster3594]

Brings me back 💔

[@anialopatiuk2467]

Ilove allof their songs,but"Don't go"is special

[@taylorhammersla7342]

his emotion is so deep in this performance sends chills down your spine

[@tawneeens436]

An amazing performance. I wish I was there in person, but got to see them once which was also breathtaking!

[@luluagustiani3957]

I was raised in the valley, there was shadows and death Got out alive but with scars I can't forget This kid back in school, subdued and shy An orphan and a brother and unseen by most eyes I don't know what it was that made a piece of him die Took a boy to the forest, slaughtered him with a scythe Stamped on his face, an impression in the dirt Do you think the silence makes a good man convert? We all have our horrors and our demons to fight But how can I win, when I'm paralyzed? They crawl up on my bed, wrap their fingers around my throat Is this what I get for the choices that I've made? God forgive me, for all my sins. God forgive me, for everything God forgive me, for all my sins. God forgive me, God forgive me Don't go, I can't do this on my own Don't go, I can't do this on my own Save me from the ones that haunt me in the night I can't live with myself, so stay with me tonight Don't go Don't go [Lights:] If I let you in, you'd just want out If I tell you the truth, you'd vie for a lie If I spilt my guts, it would make a mess we can't clean up If you follow me, you will only get lost If you try to get closer, we'll only lose touch But you already know too much, and you're not going anywhere Tell me that you need me 'cause I love you so much Tell me that you love me 'cause I need you so much Tell me that you need me 'cause I love you so much Say you'll never leave me 'cause I need you so much Don't go, I can't do this on my own Don't go, I can't do this on my own Save me from the ones that haunt me in the night I can't live with myself, so stay with me tonight Don't go, I can't do this on my own Don't go Save me from the ones that haunt me in the night I can't live with myself, so stay with me tonight Don't go [Lights:] Don't go, don't go Don't go, don't go Don't go, don't go Don't go, don't go Don't go, don't go Don't go

[@clairedebear2652]

This song is beautiful. So much emotion and amazing vocals.

[@angelakraft6572]

One of my favorite songs. Awesome performance!

[@ivegottaluvlikewoe]

this is amazing

[@dushyantsingh5598]

OMG! this song is already so punchy. And it got Lights too. Too much of goosebumps.

[@julyhaste]

This was my FAVORITE song for so long. I love this. Thank you thank you thank you.

[@Elfumaderodecarolynn.]

I cry.

[@winterfirefly101]

her smile will always be the death of me

[@gabriel92959]

CARALHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO COMOO EU AMO ESSA MÚSICA E COMO NESSE TEMPO A VOZ DO OLI TOCAVA NA ALMA

[@yansantos93]

A voz da light tbm é linda

[@deathtolg]

esse dirty vocal faz falta

[@leonardojara7739]

@@deathtolg así es.

[@ryantozer7729]

I'm coming to Sheffield to find you. I've researched the back story of this song and my heart goes out to the family involved. I know it was a while ago but the pain never goes away from a tradegy like this. Youre probably the biggest star in the world right now but even 30 seconds with you would make my day

[@carolinecoy3164]

Agreed. And he sings it with such emotion, like he really feels for this poor guy. Just horrific human beings that could do this shit to a vulnerable person like this. It's vile. Life should mean life in these instances.

[@markgreen7378]

Means a lot to me,cos I use to run around the reservoir every weekend where the boy mentioned in the song was Sythed to Death,I know oli didn't live too far away from there as well.

[@youcantjusthang]

4:32 That's me tbh

[@jassie8248]

Lol 😂😂

[@Breeboi_j]

Go listening to old Ollie live, and hearing the strain on his vocals. No wonder he blew his vocals out, was using his speaking voice half the damn time

[@zacharywilliams3631]

You don't even fucking know how to scream. It's the hardest thing in the world. Especially when it's lyrics that you write from your heart. People can only love others as much as they love themselves so do not be like that. That's toxic mate. You go try to do that. Seriously. You'd be made fun of way more than Oliver that's for sure. He puts 100% into every performance. Takes a lot out of people to scream like that. I should know. I've been going it for as long as I can remember ffs. My voice is still fine because I can rest it whenever I want and I'm not touring so fucking hell disagree with me idgaf. I know this is just youtube and you can't hear me but if this was in person you fucking know who'd win in a screaming match. Lol grow a pair and stop complaining like a fucking pussy.

[@GoldenKnight010]

the anguish is so deep in this one

[@CarCrashesTime2]

Absolutely perfect!

[@BauhausBarbie]

I miss this BMTH

[@samvit1651]

poor oli is so much into the music while playing that he got crazy and fell 3:29

[@nooreuis5024]

Didnt notice before saw your commment

[@rachelamber4581]

Oli is literally my favorite human

[@andreasberghaus313]

Das Lied haut einen aus die Schuhe....es ist unbeschreiblich stark und extrem traurig, wenn man die Geschichte dahinter kennt.

[@Kherkasch]

SO AWESOME! i really like this Song, but live it is just amazing. Lights got such a beautiful voice and with Olis old one, they are so good. I understand, why they changed their style of music and im fine with it, but i really miss the old good times like " this is what the edge of your seat was made for" - "suicide season".

[@nzz1272]

Mano, essa música é uma das melhores do BMTH! ♥ #Brasil

[@lugals3573]

this has got to be one of my favorite performances ever

[@pivarikejriwal4883]

this is so brilliant and genuine I'm so happy you guys exist

[@UNFORGIVENDIMENSION1]

I've had a crush on Lights for almost 5 years I swear, she's cute as fuck.

[@phandomislove6325]

Same. And I'm a straight white girl.

[@lon-zf2wb]

theyre just legends c:

[@jerivaisal335]

Lagu ini mengingatkan seauatu,,,😖😖😖 ini salah satu lagu favorit dan masih banyak lagi seperti shadow moses,sleepwalking,its never end...

[@c0rxpseb0i13]

Lights was loving singing with them while oli was just dying from the inside out

[@Fr33Candy]

Not gonna lie when I came to this concert I didn't know much about bmth.. I only went for August burns red, and after August burns red me and my brother left because we didn't know know bmth like that. But when I see their setlist from what it was to how they are now... I literally am filled with so much regret I hate myself for not staying

[@carolinecoy3164]

Omg no way, bet you kick yourself ins fault basis. I know I would, you paid for the concert, so you should have given them a try. Crazy fool 🤣🤣

[@bakedbean2415]

All these comments saying that Oli's voice sounds different. Like, yeah. We get It, his voice isn't the same as what it used to be. But Idk, his voice for me in this particular song gives me goosebumps. Nostalgia.

[@SkyeHyuuga]

Lights' voice is SO fucking powerful and raw in this

[@fionawilliams2938]

My favourite perfomance of Don't Go

[@TheEmeraldEdits]

3:28 lmao oli

[@holytrashart4031]

oli really feels the song

[@xzxradial8579]

kudos to LIGHTS not only for her great performance, but also for the fact that she is so humble at the same time

[@juni5628]

The in their voices, the vocal preformance It was all amazing

[@annasadrieva3158]

2019 before and forever

[@odinbliss7184]

this song makes me so sad.. but that's okay, it's a masterpiece. i remember blasting this song on the day i got out of rehab (after being there for way too long, trying to get my act together) when my bestfriend/girlfriend/first love/whatever had just pretty much left me on my own. one of the saddest days of my life - not just because of that. being stuck in a treatment center messes with your head. it made me wicked depressed to see my home town for some reason. anyway. this song has always been very important, before it was my heartbreak-song it was a good friend of mine's favorite song, and i think it meant a real, real lot to him, back at age 16. to me personally, i feel that this is BMTH's saddest song, and their most dark. the opening violins - and the really distorted and cool sounding guitar, that gets especially loud at the very end of the song - add so much emotion and power to this song. and the vocals from LIGHTS of course. she's just incredible. every time i listen to this song it kind of makes me feel like i'm in a lucid dream, or a trip like state... the way the sounds collide transports me to a different world. every time. FAVORITE bmth song of all time, easily, i am so glad they got a chance to do it live with her. it's a freaking amazing performance. god i think i'm gushing. ah. sorry. nostalgia man, you got to love it right.

[@agusttt17]

This always give me chills

[@TheActualSandman]

This almost always brings me to tears.

[@jankarlovic]

They need to do more colabs with Lights

[@stucpeed]

Jan Karlovic true true.

[@taylorpeck8205]

This is my fav song😍😍

[@mj521]

Two of my favorite artists, so beautiful :')

[@ReSliSt]

That performance was insane, so much emotion.