Literally no one Lewis Capaldi:*calm* AND IF ONLY I COULD HOLD YOU
@kt8oz4 жыл бұрын
i'm being yelled at every time that part comes on
@AtemiRaven4 жыл бұрын
Kind of mirrors real sorrow though. You think you can handle all the hardship and heart break for a while and you remain calm, if a little numb. Then when it all settles in like a flash flood, and you fully see the scope of all you lost, your heart explodes with grief and you just want to scream.
@agriffith37664 жыл бұрын
That part scared me at first ngl
@gabriellaorsini50634 жыл бұрын
Right when I read this he screamed LMAO
@maddiehurley434 жыл бұрын
FR I FLINCHED SO BAD XD
@citizenoflmanburgo77674 жыл бұрын
Being sad is better than Seeing your happiness Fade away. 💔
@musiconthegog75644 жыл бұрын
my happiness is already starting to fade-away
@santassugarbxby21844 жыл бұрын
but thats why im sad
@citizenoflmanburgo77674 жыл бұрын
@@santassugarbxby2184 I meant fade away forever if this happened you would be depressed and honestly being sad better than being depressed don't you agree? You know the difference between sadness and depression right?
@elakoc6354 жыл бұрын
this hit me so hard 💔
@cesalivingston50704 жыл бұрын
Both already happened 😶
@ash-mz6dv4 жыл бұрын
"oh my lord, oh my lord I need you by my side" . . . that hits hard
@jelloello95924 жыл бұрын
100th like
@jelloello95924 жыл бұрын
It does really 😔
@livvyyt29344 жыл бұрын
Me praying to god to help me, nothing happens and life gets worse and worse everyday..
@jelloello95924 жыл бұрын
Livvy YT It will get better- today is National Prayer Day..
@livvyyt29344 жыл бұрын
@@jelloello9592 :(
@solvieto4 жыл бұрын
Someone once said “the worst pain is when the person that gives you the best memories become a memory ..” and that hit hard.
@keynanbowerman6764 жыл бұрын
yes queen
@naveahvaldez44914 жыл бұрын
Yea that did hit hard
@리아장-r1b4 жыл бұрын
Just like my dad
@someoneontheinternet47444 жыл бұрын
thats deep but true, im going under the worst pain ever. i wish it can end
@Ola-oy2vb4 жыл бұрын
just like all of my friends 😃
@kyahfrancis72484 жыл бұрын
I'm tired of trusting people only for them to leave me
@ivanapetko70084 жыл бұрын
Kyah Francis I felt that
@milliesmallwood1674 жыл бұрын
@@ivanapetko7008 didnt everyone
@luvmaia214 жыл бұрын
Ouch
@dm-ng2dy4 жыл бұрын
Everyone felt that.
@nadiaguled1284 жыл бұрын
Well damm I relate so bad. I don't bother with anyone anymore.
@kjbotha72864 жыл бұрын
Why is being sad so easy ..
@kimberlyarmy97034 жыл бұрын
and being happy so hard
@jenny-chan9174 жыл бұрын
I dont know
@lunamoonsolos4 жыл бұрын
But being happy so hard ..
@lunamoonsolos4 жыл бұрын
@@kimberlyarmy9703 oh , i said that without reading your comment LMAO i'm so sorry-
@jenny-chan9174 жыл бұрын
ǝuılǝnbɐʎ ɐıɥʇuʎɔ yeahhh
@libbybarr15754 жыл бұрын
I feel like I'm watching all my happiness fade away and there is nothing I can do to get it back. I'm not okay and I'm sorry because I feel like everyone hates me for who I really am so I have to fake it all.
@oliviadiez53854 жыл бұрын
i have been where you are at you just have to make the choiceof who you want to be ive had some things happen in my life and it scarred me shit less to the point where i realised i had to stop i was tearing my family apart. im always here if you want to talk
@libbybarr15754 жыл бұрын
@Callie Heck ty 🥺❤
@libbybarr15754 жыл бұрын
@@oliviadiez5385 tysm 🥺❤ and I'm here if you want to talk too xx
@valerielagrosas9794 жыл бұрын
I’m sorry you have to feel that way darling🥰🥺 but I want you to know that even tho it seems like everyone hates you there will always be those people who care about you like me, I hope you’re doing okay❤️
@libbybarr15754 жыл бұрын
@@valerielagrosas979 aw ty xx hope your doing okay too x
@vouila15404 жыл бұрын
The reason I keep my feelings to myself, is because I can't explain them.
@libbybarr15754 жыл бұрын
Why do I relate so much to this comment 🥺😔
@ariberri71134 жыл бұрын
vouila I’m afraid nobody will understand
@vouila15404 жыл бұрын
Ari Berri if you need someone to talk to I’m here.
@lillysteinbrich98834 жыл бұрын
@@vouila1540 honestly I love that everyone here supports everyone so much
@vouila15404 жыл бұрын
Lilly Steinbrich yesss!
@frannaert35754 жыл бұрын
‘I’m tired of being so exhausted’ 😔
@smg19254 жыл бұрын
Stay strong 🥺❤️ I feel the same
@juliannam.71544 жыл бұрын
felt that holy shit
@valerielagrosas9794 жыл бұрын
I hope you’re okay darling❤️
@dhruvsbeloved3 жыл бұрын
same
@zzz-uk7uo4 жыл бұрын
2016:😆 2017:😁 2018:😀 2019:🙂 2020:💔😭 -same? : )
@arianesarasua33464 жыл бұрын
Same.
@astraea_49254 жыл бұрын
Same...
@jyleneruiz10244 жыл бұрын
same.
@elizapatricia33493 жыл бұрын
Same...
@ari-xk1el3 жыл бұрын
Same.
@kidflavoredjuulpod26634 жыл бұрын
Someone: Why are you crying? Me: Because it hurts someone: What hurts? Me: Everything
@dhruvsbeloved3 жыл бұрын
oh my god exactly.
@nonametay.41593 жыл бұрын
assuming someone cared enough to ask me..
@Unemi-11053 жыл бұрын
Me normally
@Jade-bd6of3 жыл бұрын
Same life sucks 😭
@alex68603 жыл бұрын
@@Jade-bd6of that's relatable
@belswrld4 жыл бұрын
Dad: its not that big of a deal Mom: I hate you. School: Yes you are a good student but maybe participate more? Guidance counselor: try and be happy Sister: go die My mind: you’re worthless. Music: it’s okay. You’re safe with me and you’re aloud to cry baby. Edit: Hey I wasn’t expecting anyone to see this or to hear so many stories or to get so much support. Thank you. Yes I am doing better. I am still battling through all of this. I really appreciate all the support and love. Thank you. I hope you all are doing okay. ✨ I’m doing okay. I just got a therapist recently and I’m so happy about it. I love you if you see this. I love you dearly. You’re not alone. I see you. I hear you. You are alive and real and that’s good. Thank you 💙
@katielillys4 жыл бұрын
Undertaker cos same
@jelloello95924 жыл бұрын
My mom gets on my alot for literally listening to music all day and night- I feel like music understands me more and comforts me...more than my family does....
@sophiaketikyan89884 жыл бұрын
Felt that. Badly.
@belswrld4 жыл бұрын
• JelloEllo • same with my mom🥺🥺
@kitkat-bs3vu4 жыл бұрын
story if my life , just that mom and dad are switched around 😕
@habibayasser94684 жыл бұрын
i woke up I saw my dad from military coming back I cried I hugged him Correct order 2,4,1,3
@alainamurray49034 жыл бұрын
girl- i-
@briannaramirez23684 жыл бұрын
aww 🥺
@someoneontheinternet47444 жыл бұрын
im so sorry
@kory95164 жыл бұрын
alaina murray hopefully that’s a good “i-“ or we’re having problems
@abbyplumlee33964 жыл бұрын
I’m sorry
@calebloganeditz71205 жыл бұрын
Counting days, counting days since my love up and got lost on me And every breath that I've been taken since you left feels like a waste on me I've been holding on to hope that you'll come back when you can find some peace Cause every word that I've heard spoken since you left feels like a hollow street I've been told, I've been told to get you off my mind But I hope I never lose the bruises that you left behind Oh my lord, oh my lord, I need you by my side There must be something in the water Cause everyday it's getting colder And if only I could hold you You'd keep my head from going under Maybe I, maybe I'm just being blinded by the brighter side Of what we had because it's over, well there must be something in the tide I've been told, I've been told to get you off my mind But I hope I never lose the bruises that you left behind Oh my lord, oh my lord, I need you by my side There must be something in the water Cause everyday it's getting colder And if only I could hold you You'd keep my head from going under Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooooh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooooh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooooh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooooh It's your love I'm lost in Your love I'm lost in Your love I'm lost in And I'm tired of being so exhausted Your love I'm lost in Your love I'm lost in Your love I'm lost in Even though I'm nothing to you now Even though I'm nothing to you now There must be something in the water Cause everyday it's getting colder And if only I could hold you You'd keep my head from going under There must be something in the water Cause everyday it's getting colder And if only I could hold you You'd keep my head from going under
@nicoleisturiz19744 жыл бұрын
Caleb Logan Editz ily for the lyrics
@makavelj4 жыл бұрын
❤️❤️
@kaylafarnum43814 жыл бұрын
Wow that
@dhruvsbeloved3 жыл бұрын
ty..
@mckenzigraham82734 жыл бұрын
Me:listens to fall asleep Song: "there must be something in there water, cuz everyday its getting colder" me:falls sleep Song:"AND IF ONLY I COULD YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!"
@MrFweep4 жыл бұрын
Lol
@dhruvsbeloved3 жыл бұрын
lol...
@synnemarkussen7574 жыл бұрын
to the person reading this, i love you, you will get through it, i promise you! time heals
@nickyy.dowling4 жыл бұрын
doesnt 4 me
@brookedillon61734 жыл бұрын
Nicky Dowling relatable
@dhruvsbeloved3 жыл бұрын
it doesnt it gets worse.
@janedoII3 жыл бұрын
Thanks.. I needed this...
@zhx59424 жыл бұрын
Im tired of not having anyone by my side.
@sadboihours32724 жыл бұрын
me too :( it really sucks
@victoria47064 жыл бұрын
You have You DONT know it
@ily4yah8264 жыл бұрын
it hurts
@ishww4 жыл бұрын
I'm pretty sure you have amazing people around you :')
@kacie17424 жыл бұрын
I'm tired of having somebody by my side that doesnt really care :(
@awvhe41304 жыл бұрын
*there must be something in the water, ‘cause everyday it’s getting colder..and if only I could hold you..you’d keep my head from going under.* 😖💔
@dhruvsbeloved3 жыл бұрын
bro it hit way too hard.
@xLxser4444 жыл бұрын
it sucks but id rather see him happy with someone else than unhappy with me
@lewiskelly90954 жыл бұрын
SKSK ANNAOOP that hit hard
@kyahfrancis72484 жыл бұрын
i felt that
@mai-ry14524 жыл бұрын
i felt dat....
@nana6588-f1f3 жыл бұрын
Relateable
@dhruvsbeloved3 жыл бұрын
Exactly, me but her instead of him
@daphne44064 жыл бұрын
Your skin isnt paper so don't cut it Your life isn't a story so don't end it
@notsurewhy32634 жыл бұрын
You're right, cutting papers not nearly as fun
@nour50514 жыл бұрын
@@notsurewhy3263 i love dark humour but i really hope ur okay and wanted to let u know that it does get better, ily :D
@notsurewhy32634 жыл бұрын
@@nour5051 it wasnt humor
@nour50514 жыл бұрын
@@notsurewhy3263 my ig is nourneffati_ if you ever need to talk, love you
@notsurewhy32634 жыл бұрын
@@nour5051 hell no
@hannahbolton6414 жыл бұрын
The lyrics hit different when they’re true
@dhruvsbeloved3 жыл бұрын
exactly.
@baldabrashley9564 жыл бұрын
The most difficult aspect of moving on is accepting that the other person already did. Who agrees;/?
@starsquad36124 жыл бұрын
Definitely 😔
@aaronrr10054 жыл бұрын
They had moved on long before they ended it:(
@dhruvsbeloved3 жыл бұрын
agreed.
@joiamcjimpson30715 жыл бұрын
this is so good! this deserves more attention💞
@joshuadeupree95604 жыл бұрын
joia mcjimpson ikr!
@erinwilliams37454 жыл бұрын
does anyone else puts a period after texts when theyr'e sad. :(
@lyana46424 жыл бұрын
yeah.
@leo-kp3df4 жыл бұрын
Me too.
@haileybachmann30434 жыл бұрын
i do to.
@oliviamae96914 жыл бұрын
I do.
@hollywish_playz89554 жыл бұрын
yes.
@o.iiosesav8814 жыл бұрын
I think this song which is slowed has more emotions
@zygis-68024 жыл бұрын
These are the Lyrics: Counting days, counting days Since my love up and got lost on me And every breath that I've been takin' Since you left feels like a waste on me I've been holding on to hope That you'll come back when you can find some peace 'Cause every word that I've heard spoken Since you left feels like a hollow street I've been told, I've been told to get you off my mind But I hope I never lose the bruises that you left behind Oh my lord, oh my lord, I need you by my side There must be something in the water 'Cause everyday it's getting colder And if only I could hold ya You'd keep my head from going under Maybe I, maybe I'm just being blinded By the brighter side Of what we had because it's over Well there must be something in the tide I've been told, I've been told to get you off my mind But I hope I never lose the bruises that you left behind Oh my lord, oh my lord, I need you by my side There must be something in the water 'Cause everyday it's getting colder And if only I could hold you You'd keep my head from going under Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh It's your love I'm lost in Your love I'm lost in Your love I'm lost in And I'm tired of being so exhausted Your love I'm lost in Your love I'm lost in Your love I'm lost in Even though I'm nothing to you now Even though I'm nothing to you now There must be something in the water 'Cause everyday it's getting colder And if only I could hold you You'd keep my head from going under There must be something in the water 'Cause everyday it's getting colder And if only I could hold you You'd keep my head from going under
@dhruvsbeloved3 жыл бұрын
ty...
@waakeme-uppp4 жыл бұрын
I’ve been listening to this song so much when my best friend died in 2017, it still holds so many emotions.
@ballzluvr1524 жыл бұрын
Currently listening to this with rain and thunder sounds in another tab, it's even sadder but bomb af.
@santassugarbxby21844 жыл бұрын
ok so i tried it and well thank you cuz it slaps and now I'm finna cry 2x harder now
@ballzluvr1524 жыл бұрын
@@santassugarbxby2184 np lmao. I cried for ages after listening to songs slowed songs with rain n thunder in the background.
@santassugarbxby21844 жыл бұрын
@@ballzluvr152 you my friend know what you're doin
@ballzluvr1524 жыл бұрын
@@santassugarbxby2184 y ty good sir or ma'am.
@dawn.2224 жыл бұрын
"oh my Lord,oh my Lord I need you by my side." I honestly really do but nobody is ever there anymore. Don't worry I am used to being ignored and getting treated differently from my siblings.😔😔 I'm not crying....*sniffs*
@raisondetre58094 жыл бұрын
Izabelle long Ik it’s hard, but trust me you only need yourself in your life
@smg19254 жыл бұрын
Stay strong Ik how it feels 🥺❤️
@finn-qf2jn4 жыл бұрын
Does anyone else actually really like it when he starts singing louder? I really like the passion in that part, and I feel like I can almost feel what he is.
@lunamoonsolos4 жыл бұрын
Something sad to me? *my crush.. died January 8th , 2020..* :(
@yaz84824 жыл бұрын
im so sorry. prayers ❤️
@lunamoonsolos4 жыл бұрын
@@yaz8482 || thank you 🥺, he told me "I love you , take care and stay safe , goodnight.." :( He's in a better place 🥺❤️
@iamalwaysbored13824 жыл бұрын
@@lunamoonsolos omg I am so sorry :(
@allisonc5884 жыл бұрын
omg im so sorry :(((
@kawwiiroblox74144 жыл бұрын
Im so sorry.. My crush said i was a scum bag and that he never liked me and that im mean..
@Maddie-es1ko4 жыл бұрын
to the 1% who see this i just wanna say hi i'm depressed to and i want you to read the following things: we crawl before we walk we walk before we run we run before we can sprint we fall before we can fly we fail before we succeed we are sad before we become happy we take things step by step in life. life is full of steps. we only have taken a few, but each step gets harder. we have to work through that pain and suffering to know that the journey is worth it. pain is something you have to face in life no matter who we are. "we accept the love we think we deserve"- The Perks of Being A Wallflower he or she might not love you and guess what? that's okay! that is one step you have just climbed up so keep climbing. you will find that special he or she that will make you happy! my point is keep fighting! you are a king/queen and deserve the world!
@dhruvsbeloved3 жыл бұрын
damn..
@AtemiRaven4 жыл бұрын
This song is like a fucking freight train crashing into my heart and bringing back all the memories of the worst three years of my life when I was in my mid twenties and everything that could have gone wrong did. Started out amazing at 23 with an amazing job, sober, in love, no debt, optimistic and full of hope. Then by 26 I was homeless, alone, unemployed, addicted to drugs and out of shits to give. I am now 27 and things are getting better. I have never heard this song before and it was almost like a PTSD flashback. I froze while walking to my brothers house, and was brought back to a moment where I was drunk, trying to sleep under a bus shelter in the rain, and whispered "If only I could hold you, I'd be okay," then passed out. I think my dad put it really well when I was about to move out on my own at 19 "Be careful out there, keep your wits about you. You don't get to 30 without some damage,". He was right. I wished I believed him back then, I could have spared myself a lot of pain.
@matildawinduss12464 жыл бұрын
damn this song really hits
@mirrenhewett83564 жыл бұрын
mom: well maybe if you told me more things, id know how you feel. later... me: hey, can we talk? my mom: no please leave I'm working maybe later. later... me: hey, can we talk now? my mom and dad talking about me: mom: she never tries to talk to me ever dad: I know she never comes out of her room, the door is always closed me: *leaves crying in my room with the door closed so no one sees me like this*
@safridaoktariamarbun49533 жыл бұрын
Heyy it's okay :)) I was like this, let's fight with this heartbreak! 🤩
@dhruvsbeloved3 жыл бұрын
exactly.
@BH_Reining3 жыл бұрын
You ok? I’m here I accept most friend requests.. dm me on discord. ❤️ Thing1#8891
@evelynlazo25214 жыл бұрын
This song always pops out in my playlist...
@millieleah20214 жыл бұрын
I’ve cried so much today that my cheek burns,my crush leaked something about me and finds it funny while I’m sat here listening to this no wonder he don’t like me.
@adrianap21014 жыл бұрын
Millie Leah I’m so sorry please dm me on Instagram -imagirlcalledadriana the people that we trust or love can do some disgusting mean things and I know that because it has also happen to me it will get better I promise just lift it up to god he really does help it may take a while but he hears you I promise.
@joshuadeupree95604 жыл бұрын
Adriana Luc3ro I agree god hears you it might take some time but he will help you.
@anac68014 жыл бұрын
Millie Leah im so sorry . 💔😓 keep your head up bb
@takiyasaibou27414 жыл бұрын
omg that was not right of him
@dhruvsbeloved3 жыл бұрын
same and oh my god thats horrible you arent alone i am here
@apostolatouukk99114 жыл бұрын
In 5 days is my birthday. I feel empty. All my friends dumped me. My bff left me. I need music and dance And now coronavirus is propably gonna kill my grandparents who almost growed me up. Im broke🥺💔 - - - - ' Thanks so much for those who responded also my bestfriend and i are ok now and today is her birthday. Its already a month later and things have change and as for the problem with dance i have a sister and we have the same room thats why i cant dance but my parents told me that after quarantine ends we will build another roof and we will have space to make a room and propably we will make it a "dance space" also thanks for the happy birthdays thank you so much🥺💕
@d4ydr34min24 жыл бұрын
i know im late, but happy birthday!!
@thisisnotjanett4 жыл бұрын
Happy late birthday and I’m here add me on Snapchat if you need someone talk to -janettj1234 and I can become your new friend also stay strong I know it hurts but there will be a good outcome out of all this situation it’s never bad forever🥺💓
@123aliiah4 жыл бұрын
apostolatouu kk feel u so much but don‘t give up ❤️🥺
@apostolatouukk99114 жыл бұрын
@@123aliiah i wont let them i promise🥺💕
@oliviamae96914 жыл бұрын
I know I’m late and ik you edited it and explained it but happy birthday ily 🥺❤️
@Sorupdeb0003 жыл бұрын
It's very hard to forget the moments that we created to remember forever🥺
@horisungz4 жыл бұрын
I cried with this music literally explains my feelings.
@sugarwondrs4 жыл бұрын
Some stories do come to an end.
@susansila89053 жыл бұрын
Damn this hits hard
@7urgery6874 жыл бұрын
*comments: "reasons to live:"* *me a severely depressed individual: "Don't take life to seriously, nobody makes it out alive"*
@ryannehofkes75994 жыл бұрын
I'm not enough for anybody. Everyone has someone better than me
@imgbitch58274 жыл бұрын
“You keep my head from going under” felt.
@the_stupid_bitch67544 жыл бұрын
This hit me hard!
@nayah29144 жыл бұрын
“oh my lord, oh my lord, i need you by my side”💔😔
@kaydencepearl30364 жыл бұрын
I woke up, My brother came home, I cried, I dreamed good that night reality 4 2 1 3
@annarodopoulos91724 жыл бұрын
" I've been told I've been told to get you off my mind, but I hope I never loose the bruises that you left behind" yea that hits hard
@Gosick024 жыл бұрын
everyone who is falling, rise again. . . . . . . Just rise again buddy, life ain't let everyone live peacefully. Everyone has their own challenges but ppl that could overcome those are the ppl who are called "successful ppl" No matter how ur family is, how the fake friends are, how bad ur study goes, how low ur grade, is, how u r broken for losing ur beloved ones and most beloved one. Just bravely stand and face your destiny. You will nail it over time with God.
@soph83964 жыл бұрын
Ever get the feeling that your not sad but your not happy and you just can’t cry. You feel like nothing
@aliriley68265 жыл бұрын
This is so amazing 😍❤️
@mk-zo4kw4 жыл бұрын
you know its back again when you start listening to this kind of music again. join the club :)
@lenasad4584 жыл бұрын
💔ich liebe diese Lied mega ich höre es mir immer und immer wieder an 2020❤️
@juliusmmoloki89334 жыл бұрын
Sometimes things in life may hurt but we never know what to do
@andreamoran94334 жыл бұрын
You change me in good and bad ways. I never thought how one person could change you this much. A lot of things happen while we were together. I got to experience new things with you and you got the best out of me. And taught me to view things in different way. But also ever since you left I been so confused.
@itzmew2724 жыл бұрын
God damn I just the old us back💔🥺
@quietkid834 жыл бұрын
Gave me some peace😊🖤
@justdiane79134 жыл бұрын
To whoever is reading this there’s something i want to tell you.. you are perfect. you are beautiful just the way you are. no matter what happens, everything will become better. i know it’s hard these times, but keep your head up and believe that everything will become better. this world loves you. there’s someone who you can talk too. i promise, this world and your life will become better. God always has a plan for you, so please don’t take it away. i love you very much if you needed that. i’m going through some things too, but we need to to focus on you. this world will become better i promise. i love you very much. 🥺✨
@emmaandbrandonandnicole56574 жыл бұрын
skin isn't paper don't cut it.... your life isn't a story so don't end it... your life always has a happy ending... your life is precious and i just want you to know.... that your precious no matter what, no matter what your going through.... you can always fight... life isnt a joke don't abuse it... life is important.... life is valuable.... I hope i made someones day much better, ❤❤💞💓💗😋😀
@kacie17424 жыл бұрын
Paper isnt as fun to cut. It isnt as good when a story ends
@joyangel98724 жыл бұрын
This hurts..
@austejalickute81834 жыл бұрын
My dad: "ur over reacting" My mom: "be happier" My school: "u were such a goond stunent,what happned? My friends: "ignores" Myself: "u shuld be better " The comment secion: " its ok it will get better❤"
@aleydiscastro52264 жыл бұрын
Your skin isn't paper don't cut it Your face isn't a mask don't hide it Your size isn't a book don't judge it Your life isn't a film don't end it We are all beautiful I think you're the most prettiest person out there🥺💕 Also not my lines❣️
@Stry4 жыл бұрын
words cant describe the pain i feel
@Maddie-es1ko4 жыл бұрын
ik it sucks i'm so numb rn it's not even funny
@alexishernandez18754 жыл бұрын
She blew up hella fast
@julietkemp3534 жыл бұрын
So this song reminds me of what happened a while ago basically i took part in the lines project and my friend notices the lines in pen and asked me why i have pen drawn on my wrist and i told him that i was taking part in the project and so i showed him the colours of pen while i was covering my scars from s**fh*rm and he pulled my other arm away and he saw the scars and he stared crying saying that he could never understand why i would do that to myself and that i shouldn't ruin my skin like that and it reminded me that there are good people left in the world
@asswherenowheretobefindsis48014 жыл бұрын
PLEASE DONT hurt yourself, theres clearly people out there who love you so much ,but others dont matter ,just make sure to be healthy and happy for yourself first ❤❤ love you
@monov4 жыл бұрын
Please don't hurt yourself. Everyone you know loves you. You're strong. You'll get through whatever you're going through. Stay strong. Your friends and family love you. Always will. No matter what. I love you so much.
@nickerk95514 жыл бұрын
rip my skin thenn
@juliusmmoloki89334 жыл бұрын
I love this song so much good job
@riley55974 жыл бұрын
this just hits different if you were physically abused by somebody, but you still love them, even though you had to leave for your own health...
@heyitslauren53414 жыл бұрын
I've been told I've been told to get you off my mind but I hope ill never lose the bruises that you left behind HITS HARD LITERALLY
@annal54555 жыл бұрын
I cried 😢 i sub to you I love your vidd❤️
@al3xiagrace4 жыл бұрын
this is the song that makes me remember how much you hurt me. how much you broke me. but this is also the song that tells me to let go of you.
@jaylengonzalez59064 жыл бұрын
"I've been told to get u off my mind but I hope I me loose the Bruises that u left behind"
@therka72654 жыл бұрын
Jaylen Gonzalez That’s *me*
@iz63953 жыл бұрын
the worst pain is when the person that gives you the best memories become a memory
@mariatlale96664 жыл бұрын
Even tho im nothing to you now
@chizhme75134 жыл бұрын
I getting so close to becoming numb, and not caring anymore, I try so hard to hold on. God be with me please. Great creater! Help me!
@shoutaaizawa65164 жыл бұрын
Hi I hope your good
@eyeyey97634 жыл бұрын
I’m sorry but I cry every time I hear this song. *it* *gets* *what* *needs* *to* *be* *out...*
@billrodgers88563 жыл бұрын
Its 2021 and this still hits
@icelat7094 жыл бұрын
Imagine knowing you want to die, wish you could die but your to scared to, you want to die but you don’t wanna leave some of those people. Boyfriend, girlfriend , mom dad, family in general but some family’s are shitty they think they are all that and parents don’t understand that that stupid ass joke from 5 years ago wasn’t funny it hurt and it still does, the marks you gave me, the marks you are still giving me makes me scream for help, right? In my head I don’t know what to do, I wanna leave this place but I think there is hope, 5 years later no hope. Gives up what can you do, you don’t show respect till I’m dead, I wonder why? Wipe those fake tears cause I’m tired of it, yet ya’ll wonder why we have depression, why we never go straight to you when we need help, wonder why we don’t socialize, and we are on the internet all the time, we have friends, gf-bf, who actually understand and I could state all the thing but ok, 1 if we asked to be left alone leave us alone. 2 we cry at night it’s just you can’t hear it. 3 we picked up a knife but just didn’t do it. 4 people bully online so if you catch us crying, just yeah. 5 you don’t support us they way we want you too. 6 I wanna jump off my roof. 7 we can fake a smile better then you expect. 8 we cry just cause we are depressed no reason we just cry. 9 anxiety isn’t an excuse it’s really true. 10 you make jokes that hurt deep inside. 11 if we don’t wanna go with someone it’s cause they aren’t as close as you think. 12 we are insecure about more then you will expect. So think about that 🙃
@sofaloaf024 жыл бұрын
Reasons why you should stay alive. 1. We would miss you. 2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you. 3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow. 4. There's so much you would miss out on doing. 5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there. 6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself. 7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise. 8. You are amazing. 9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better. 10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead. 11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive. 12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die. 13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about. 14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me. 15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born. 16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died? 17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect. 18. Think about your favourite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again... 19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day 20. Listening to incredibly loud music 21. Being alive is just really good. 22. Not being alive is really bad. 23. Finding your soulmate. 24. Red pandas 25. Going to diners at three in the morning. 26. Really soft pillows. 27. Eating pizza in New York City. 28. Proving people wrong with your success. 29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life. 30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can. 31. Being able to help other people. 32. Bonfires. 33. Sitting on rooftops. 34. Seeing every single country in the world. 35. Going on roadtrips. 36. You might win the lottery someday. 37. Listening to music on a record player. 38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower. 39. Taking really cool pictures. 40. Literally meeting thousands of new people. 41. Hearing crazy stories. 42. Telling crazy stories. 43. Eating ice cream on a hot day. 44. More Harry Potter books could come out, you never know. 45. Travelling to another planet someday. 46. Having an underwater house. 47. Randomly running into your hero on the street. 48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel. 49. Trampolines. 50. Think about your favourite movie, you'll never watch it again. 51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke, 52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more. 53. People do care. 54. Treehouses 55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse 55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees 56. I don't even know you and I love you. 57. I don't even know you and I care about you. 58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness! 59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor. 60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS! 61. Starbucks. 62. Hugs. 63. Stargazing. 64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is. 65. You've changed somebody's life. 66. Now you could change the world. 67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you. 68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you. 69. You have the chance to save somebody's life. 70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things. 71. Making snow angels. 72. Making snowmen. 73. Snowball fights. 74. Life is what you make of it. 75. Everybody has a talent. 76. Laughing until you cry. 77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy. 78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist. 79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down 80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive. 81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero. 82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections. 83. One day your smile will be real. 84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day. 85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds. 86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends. 87. Eating crazy food. 88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one. 89. Sleeping in all day. 90. Creating something you're proud of. 91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit 92. Being able to meet your Internet friends. 93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate 94. The new season of Sherlock 95. Cuddling under the stars. 96. Being stupid in public because you just can. 97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile? 98. being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years 99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this. 100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen - From someone that cares about you
@hisu90144 жыл бұрын
why can’t i have one group of friends that don’t talk behind my back.
@lecleraep4 жыл бұрын
i can be your friend if you want and im always here for you
@hopeloveswolvesandanimash87934 жыл бұрын
"Even though I'm nothing to you now..." hits a different type of different
@juliusmmoloki89334 жыл бұрын
When I listen this song I feel like crying This is song the best School:kind of the worst thing in my life Music:the best thing that ever happened to me
@juliusmmoloki89334 жыл бұрын
School:it still fine because we meet new people and they become a part of our lives
@thepatricksterchak38814 жыл бұрын
This song hits me so deeply.
@sadboihours32724 жыл бұрын
I just want my soulmate already, I want to feel loved and important on this Earth because no one else helps me feel that way but I already accepted the fact that I'm not going to get anyone because I'm me.
@rixy12094 жыл бұрын
I feel this way too, your not alone. None of us ever feel lovable ;(
@rainbenet18714 жыл бұрын
u know that feeling of emptiness to welcome to the club
@isabelladenney77004 жыл бұрын
this song hits especially after being dumped by someone who used me
@hi......52643 жыл бұрын
"and if only I could hold you , you'd keep my head from going under" this part sticks out to me because we are all in lockdown and I get it it's hard for every person in the world but I'm struggling more than usual and all I need is somebody to hold me and keep me safe from my own emotions but I can't I hope everyone is safe and healthy please wear a mask if your reading this love ya and you are special ❤️
@xxlaureenxxxxlooxx7334 жыл бұрын
I saw the description, hi.
@hanaggyl15243 жыл бұрын
The one thing that’s more exhausting then being depressed is acting like your not...........
@ninamiljkovic24434 жыл бұрын
wow i can't even cry anymore..i'm losing everything and can't even cry about it, the only thing that i can do is now also gone..i just want to kill myself but i'm scared of death. i want to close my eyes and feel alright, but every day is just worse. i have nobody to turn to. i feel like everything's over...and even if i tell anyone they will just say that i'm too young for that..i hate myself..
@manolisrozakis91724 жыл бұрын
no no you are stronger than you think i promise to you!!!!!!!Juste try to write down on diary or piece of paper everythink.Your feelings your worries but dont forget your dreams!i am sure that you have a dream but you think that you are not strong enough....Spoke to someone, try to smile and find yourself. you are strong and loved!!!!!!
@ninamiljkovic24434 жыл бұрын
@@manolisrozakis9172 thank you so much, i needed that
@jamieleeanaru94524 жыл бұрын
Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem 🥺 pain is only temporary you will get through it trust me xx
@shoutaaizawa65164 жыл бұрын
Hey I know it’s been four months but how are you feeling
@dhruvsbeloved3 жыл бұрын
same and hey you arent alone
@editorsawards2654 жыл бұрын
idk why but I listen to slowed music and stare at something for hours and it makes me grateful for what I have ........
@ishww4 жыл бұрын
I CANT EXPLAIN MY FEELINGS.....
@bitter_peaarl4 жыл бұрын
So,,,i don't rlly know why i cry every night. But somehow it feels nice to just cry because my mind somehow becomes calm and clear after a while of crying. 'Crying' is kinda like my refresh button when im stressed out, confused, tired, sad, literally any overwhelming negative emotion i feel. Also, im not sure how to comfort anyone here who is going thru tough times,,,but pls just know that u are loved by someone and u are worthy. its okay to cry and to be sad,,but just know that sooner or later it will get better. *virtual hug
@emilisantos76183 жыл бұрын
Amei,simplesmente amei❣
@georgiagray52564 жыл бұрын
This makes me think about so many things
@mayanakayla92714 жыл бұрын
When you can’t sleep at night so you cry😢
@elena-ty2le3 жыл бұрын
this screams pain
@michigang72064 жыл бұрын
My dad died when i was 3 years old So i don’t remember him, but everyone said to me « you’re sad ? Are you okay ? I understand i lost my grandma » I’m sorry i’m not sad dad everyone, i’m sad when you remind me this..., i’m okay i don’t know and i didn’t know him So how can i be difficult...and that’s not the same your grandma wasn’t my dad » Being strong even if everyone hate you and don’t forget to smile in any situation
@samanthagamboa48594 жыл бұрын
I’m at the point where tears won’t come out anymore
@RawrRawrdino4 жыл бұрын
Me too
@WoahItsMello4 жыл бұрын
There must be something in the water...cause every day it's getting colder.....