Can I Quit Already? | Renovating My House in 90 Days Episode 3 | Living to DIY

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Episode 1: • Renovating My House in...
Episode 2: • I Built A Floating Bed...
You know I like to keep it as honest as I can with you guys so this episode is a rollercoaster of the chaos of the truth of my emotions lately. Renovating, living alone, living in a small town with nothing to do, taking no breaks but telling myself that I am with small breaths here and there …it all takes a toll on you. I find myself trying to heal by helping others as much as I can so no wonder I’m exhausted, drained and done. In the wise words of Chef, “Airplane rules - you need to put the mask on yourself before you help others.” I want you to know that in this episode off screen I did ask and seek the help I needed to walk me through what I was feeling. Thank you Amanda to being the healing human I didn’t know I needed yesterday, I owe you.
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Hi, I'm Rachel Metz. Everything I know about building and design is self-taught and learned. My content creation journey began a few years ago when I quit my job in search of a career that would bring me fulfillment and less stress. I began creating content as a creative outlet and, ultimately, as a means to prove to myself that nothing was beyond reach. Most recently, I moved from the Los Angeles valley to the desert to put my
craft to the test. I purchased a property, moved alone, and began renovating, re-doing, and making over the entire space. You'll see a lot of this content on my KZbin and social channels. I'm all about showcasing that my trade is achievable for anyone, regardless of skill level. My passion really lies in helping my audience and ever-expanding community to realize that they are capable of DIYing their lives, top to bottom. As a human, some things I love are: lifting up and empowering women, my dogs, fresh flowers and bouquet creation, getting crafty in the kitchen, sunrises and sunsets, and adventure. I'm here to show you my mistakes, my wins, fails, learning process but above all else I'm here to inspire you to pick up a power tool and DIY a life you love.

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Episode 3 and finishing week 2 not so strong in the physical renovation but making strides in my personal renovation. Shoutout to Brooklinen to sponsoring today's episode! Get $20 off your Brooklinen order over $100! Just click here bit.ly/BrooklinenRachelM and enter my promo code RACHELMETZ

[@hannahleeduggan]

My flight to London is about to take off and now I’m crying. I love you more than anything.

[@flrnceyou]

👏😘🍀❤️

[@nayerie24]

I don’t think you know just how happy your uploads make me. Was having a rough day. This is the comfort I needed ❤️

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

I'm so glad! Thank you!

[@PeaceLoveJoye]

I second this! Terrible day that semi turned around 💜✨✌️

[@lillianruiz3491]

Same !

[@amberfrazier575]

I’m with you! All the way around!

[@alanareynoso2579]

Ditto.😊

[@afroborilafemme]

Rachel, your tenacity is unmatched. We might not know what’s happening in your life behind the scenes, but we all know what it feels like to feel like your world is caving in. In those moments it’s so easy for us to give up, but in your videos you have showed us time and time again that you don’t quit. If you have to pivot, if you need a moment, if you need a breather, anything… you take your beat and refocus, no matter how daunting the task. I suffer from perfectionism paralysis. I put so much pressure on myself to do things perfectly, that sometimes I completely psych myself out from doing them at all. But your videos are inspiring and they’ve helped me put on my big girl panties and get sh*t done. If I don’t like the outcome when complete, I pivot and try again. Thank you for always being so vulnerable. ❤ And thank you for being a bad ass chica.

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

This hit me in the chest - thank you for being here.

[@lechatbotte.]

Watching you enjoy yourself, living your best life with a good friend is so healing for all of us. I’ve recently been through two weeks of crap that’s still not fixed. I break down when I’ve worked so hard. Sometimes I just rant and cry for a while releasing my pent up frustration. It’s cleansing then I can go back to the task and finish it. Rachel you’re an inspiration to all of us especially an old woman like me.

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Thank you! I did the same processing through all this and wouldn't be able to do it without you guys.

[@michelleburns8849]

I really appreciate your honesty in those tough moments and you showing us that side of your life. A lot of the internet only shows peoples’ highs, and that always makes me feel worse about myself when I’m at my lows. I just want you to know that you showing us your lows really makes a difference for me personally - this amazing woman that seems like she can accomplish anything is a normal human with struggles just like the rest of us. Your content means something to me, it means a lot to me, and thank you for reminding us that we are never alone ❤

[@HughMadBro]

This 💯💯 we know this 💩 cannot be easy & she's being transparent AF.

[@JennaMcCallister]

Rachel Metz. You are a tenacious, creative, beautiful fucking specimen of a human being. Life can be one giant gut-punch sometimes, and I’m happy you’re learning how to navigate it for yourself and have people you can trust to soften the blow and help you pivot. Thank you for showing us the icky parts, because we all have them and it feels so much better to know that. You’re doing good shit. 💜

[@sharonclarke8683]

Rachel iv had some shit in my 53 yrs that no one would believe as a mother of a 14yr old who is my saving grace,let me tell you now if you were my girl I would be so proud of you you are the strongest the hardest women iv watched on KZbin you deserve to cry,get angry get pissed off etc,if you ever get to come to the UK you look me up girl because you will always have a place to stay at my home,you got this got this,❤❤❤

[@helensadra6867]

“fine! i’ll keep renovating it!” is so me. i’ll do the hard thing i just gotta cry and rethink everything that led me to this moment first 😂

[@wqmanawqke3375]

You should do a dutch door so the top can be open to let helpful horses pop their heads in without entering the home.

[@courtenayguillory9005]

Just put a Dutch door into my laundry room! (I have a cat that needs a break from our pups!) great idea for the guest room!

[@charlottehall5191]

Great idea

[@TamarLitvot]

First -- putting the glass door there was genius! completely transforms that room from a small pleasant room to a wide open, airy space. Second -- being an individual online creator must be emotionally very difficult. You're doing it by yourself, all your motivation, deadlines, etc must come from inside you, your most frequent interactions are with people you never see or actually talk to, you're always being judged by an invisible but vocal audience, and that judging determines the financial success of everything you do no matter how well you do it. I hope you find your way through the difficulty because you have lots of interesting ideas and skills you've taught yourself through your own hard work and initiative.

[@daisycruz2667]

When you said “I have a tendency to help others to heal myself without actually healing myself, helping myself…” I felt that deeply, it’s the empath in us 🥺 Coming to that realization is the 1st step… you’ve got this! We got this! Sending love & light 🫶🏽

[@charlottehall5191]

Have the same problem. Sometimes you have to say no and do for you.

[@jackandlill]

You are NOT Alone Sister! So many of the days wanting to quit life... i'm tired. Trying a new med - hopefully it will hope. I would be so grateful to be close to outside, to nature, which always finds a way to help me feel better to some degree. Living in a third floor walk up - a truly beautiful pre war building that I love & love my apt & my cat - but getting shit out of here is so daunting as is doing laundry 4 floors down. I really struggle to leave this apt even tho I know going outside is good for my soul! I just don't know how to re engage in life...

[@melanieg.9092]

For me the biggest barriers from going outside revolve around my ADHD so I feel you even if our barriers might not be the same ❤

[@jackandlill]

Thank you friend! It's nice to know we are not alone....@@melanieg.9092

[@amberbiggs]

Look at you just add a door in like it's no big deal. Don't forget to look around and appreciate all that you have accomplished 💙

[@sambradley3179]

I’m so happy to see your perspective of camping with Hannah!! Love you both 💕

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Hope you enjoyed it!

[@jaimeleon4950]

Your transparency is a breath of fresh air. A thousand times, thank you for the boldness of being vulnerable. The last 5 years have been so hard and peeling back layers hasn't been easy.

[@peggyengland2341]

I love the glass door. Don't give in, keep working.

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Thank you, I will mainly because I got you guys.

[@zanesutherland406]

I am turning an existing farm shed on family land into a long term rental and it has been a battle! Learning as I go, doing it alone. It’s hard when it was never previously a home. My biggest tip is make progress towards your goal every day, no matter how small. Make sure to rest, get good sleep, and make the most of your awakened time. If it’s too hard know when to hire it out, you’ll save yourself so much time and headache. Installing a proper water system is my main challenge currently. I replumbed my camper in 2021 but it’s still challenging to have to install a water filter, water heater, etc.

[@MonicaMolinar]

Less than three minutes in, at 2:57, and I have already burst into tears twice, and been inspired to share more of my story here. Sheesh. Rehabbing a home in 90 days? Are you f-ing kidding me? *AND* you want to “look pretty” while it happens? With you doing the work? By yourself? Really!? It is OK to take off your superhero cape and spare yourself the burnout. Aren’t you also healing from past situations? It is OK to take your own sweet time, with all of it. To sit in a cozy spot and simply absorb where, why, and how you are now, in whatever moments that you find to do just that. I first found Hannah’s channel, around the start of the everyone’s lives drastically changing about three and a half years ago. Yes, she has helped me - and a multitude of others - to get through some tough stuff, whether she knows it or not. Maybe some of us do feel that we might be lost without her. Then again, our teachers come when we are ready to learn, don’t they? We would have found others to learn from, and grow with, if we were in a place to do that and she hadn’t been the one we found. This isn’t to say that what she offers isn’t of value; it is, very much so. What I mean is, that we ALL have the capacity to be both student and teacher, whomever we are, wherever we find ourselves, with whatever we are doing, based on our current level of knowledge, skills, and abilities, don’t we? I found your channel, while watching one of Hannah’s videos. She was helping you with a kitchen project, as I recall. I don’t remember what it was, at this point, but I wanted to watch you fix that place the way you want it, and so I subscribed to your channel too, and watch often. Somehow, I’ve missed the past few months though, so I didn’t know you’d set for yourself a 90-day goal. Firstly, if you *really* want to do it that fast, go for it. Who am I to say that you can’t do it? Or that your shouldn’t? I don’t know you or have the slightest idea as to why on earth you’d commit such a project to a time frame such as that. It’s truly none of my business, is it? That having been said, I can say this: My family spent almost exactly twenty years working on a home that we lived in for almost the entire time. Sometimes, we were in rehab mode, like when we had to put in a new well, or the roof was leaking, or the floor was rotting. Other times, it was renovating, redecorating, or otherwise making something “better” than what it once was. Twenty years. Not 90 days. Sometimes, I feel like my story isn’t “worth” sharing. Sometimes, I see individuals such as yourself, or someone else I recently ran across on here, and I think, “Whoa! Hang on a sec. Do you realize that there’s so much to gain from a pace that doesn’t break speed records?” Some have called me lazy, more than once, over the years. Maybe I am, because it truly does take a long time for me to accomplish some things. I have just finished knitting something that I worked on for over three years (and through two sets of broken circular needles and umpteen dropped stitches as a result), and it is STILL not finished, because I’ve decided to finish it in a way that will require a piece of leather that I don’t think that I have on hand at present (Hmm… Did I discard the broken leather handbag, or did I hang onto it for that “someday” project that I finally need it for?) What if, in the showing and telling of my story, people of the world could understand that a pace of grace - living a lifestyle that is peaceful and calming and kind to ourselves - enables us to be more like that with those around us? What if more of us could find the joy in watching a rising loaf of bread that isn’t full of preservatives, or as Hannah said recently while foraging food on her property, about wealth? Sure, a lot of money helps us buy the things we sometimes need and often want, but does money or our lifestyle make us feel rich? There are so many humans who are still feeling miserable despite piles of cash within reach. Best wishes for you, and for whatever you choose to do in this lifetime, at whatever pace is comfortable to you. I for one, will continue watching whatever it is, even if you decide to take your own sweet time going about doing it. Cheers to you, and all that you do. Now, I’m oft to see the rest of your camping adventure, and see how many more times, I view the world through your eyes, and cry. Out of my own .I know what pressure feels like, and I do all that I can don to avoid it. Healing happens, in spite of it, although I rather like to encourage healing without rushing through it. 😊

[@songjeena]

These days I’ve been doing all that I can to hold my life together.. but sometimes I feel like I can’t do it, and want to just run away and hide in a black hole, and forget everything. Sometimes I just want to quit everything. But hearing you say “It’s just hard right now” nudged me back on track. You’re right. It is just hard right now. Once we move past this stage, I will be a stronger me. Thanks for that reminder. I almost forgot ❤

[@gerihenry2261]

Gurl.... the realness... I swear.... it's so helpful to all of us. You know why? Because we're so tired of comparing ourselves to people who seemingly have their shit together. We're looking for people who breakdown for the simplest things like we do. We need REALNESS. So thank you and don't apologize. People out there are too fake and it makes us look crazy for not having it all together so we feel even more like crap. But we're all human and we should know that the little things matter. We got you girl, love ya!!

[@raeraet12]

The door looks so wonderful, the amount of light that will go into the room will make such a difference to the whole space! Rachel, you’re such a strong person and you need to try to remember to acknowledge all the great you do! I know It’s hard to do in the moments we feel down and defeated, but celebrate your wins and yourself. You deserve it 💖

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Thank you xx.

[@Blehmerp]

This is why I loooove Rachel! Some of my diys trigger my already bad mental health, to make it worse. And some help it. It’s always good to have some to ground you back again. Wether it’s a friend or therapist!

[@kellilandry2825]

First, the door is perfect, so happy you kept it. Showing the transition from falling apart to pulling yourself together is so IMPORTANT! Thank you for sharing all the diy/design knowledge but thank you so so much for bringing us all on this journey! We are all better for it! ❤❤❤

[@user-bk7od8eh6c]

Ok I officially have chills.. at 7:24 boy was this psychic energy, because it’s maybe a week later and Cali is no longer with us. I’m sorry to point that out and seem insensitive. I have nothing but empathy for you Rachel

[@AdriWiid]

You are relentless at pushing yourself to evolve and grow... emotionally and DIY-ing. I am in awe at the projects you take on and I adore your realness ♡

[@eloughman21785]

Rachel. Thank you for being honest and showing the RAW. This month is the best month for this. 2 years ago my dad killed himself because he refused to get help. I miss him every day. You are soooo inspirational and thanks for being so real. You use don't get thay anymore. All people want to show is the good things the pretty things. Not the blood sweat and tears. You are one KZbinr that I would love to meet and just hug. Thank you!

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Love you so much and am always here for you xx.

[@MsArtistwannabe]

Some days are just so much harder than others. I’ve bee in my place since 1988. Still so much more I want to do.

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

We got this.

[@MsArtistwannabe]

@@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz I’m certainly tackling projects I never thought I could do. Thanks to channels like yours. I just took out some concrete sidewalks in my back yard I never liked. All with a pry bar and small sledge hammer. It wasn’t even hard and didn’t take long at all. I figured I might as well try and could hire someone if it was too hard. Keep in mind I’m an obese senior too. I am thrilled about it. Even used a bunch of the concrete pieces to decorate the edges of my soon to be meditation garden.

[@revolutionaryflow4819]

i'm having a few mood swings of my own recently. also, this rachel & hannah combo is giving me life. thank you!

[@SweetYellowHouse22]

sometimes the rain happens to remind us that we need to stop and enjoy the peace the rains brings so that we can reflect for a moment gather our thoughts, gather our strength and gather our grace. When the rain stops we are now rested and humbled and ready to move forward again. Peace be with you and remember the rain is reminding you to stop and love yourself for just a moment.

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

I love this.

[@wood_brain]

Oh my freaking gosh Mrs Rachel Metz, that door is stunning! Can’t wait to sit on the door step with Cali and Blaze in the morning and enjoy a cup of coffee! So freaking proud of you! Heck yeah friend! LOVE YOU! 11:11 🫶🏼

[@grisespino5342]

Much love Rachel 💐. A blessing that Hannah and yourself have each other. Sorry about your puppy.

[@ananunleysmith]

These uploads mean so much to me. I really missed your content but THIS is church. Thank you for the honesty, it made me feel very seen.

[@Sarah_C68]

YOU JUST CUT A HOLE IN THE SIDE OF YOUR HOUSE! You are such a bad ass, brave and talented person. Thanks for walking us through the ups and downs. Here for it all . Thanks for uploading Take care x x

[@denises9426]

Thank you Amanda and Hannah for being such supportive women. Rachel you give us so much, share so much, and I appreciate you and your channel more than you’ll ever know. Sending positive healing loving vibes your way as always. 👑🥰❤️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

[@sempiternality]

Kicking the wall out before you set the door... It was so powerful and beautiful at the same time! I can't stop watching this! ❤

[@sarahcampolin]

Rachel I could not relate to you more in this video.. I just had a full meltdown painting my bedroom ceiling (after spending hours & hours, months & months reno-ing the room). I see you sis, thanks for always being so real and reminding me I’m not the only one who struggles with these things! Sending you lots of love & strength xx

[@naturalgalwilliams]

Just keep moving onward and remembering the lessons along the way. OneLove ❣️

[@sallytodd1300]

the amount you do in a week is INSAAAANEEEE. Love the vlog style video and the way you take us into your life each time. As much as i love your designs and style, I truly just think im so invested in who you are as a person.... You just really are the wild woman we all want to be

[@JazmineShay92]

I'm sending light, love and positive energy to whoever needs it!!! You got this and better days are coming 😊😌

[@2HotAtlanta]

Needed!! Thank you 🙏🏾

[@pats1998]

You are Stronger than you give yourself credit! Your a Champion!! Relax and Enjoy, we only have one life! Proud of YOU!!!

[@aprilchennuri2906]

Rachel thank you for sharing your feelings and letting us see that renovations can take a lot out of you. I'm sorry you've been going through a tough time, you've got this! That door looks AMAZING! Love all the light it brings in the space and the view is so nice. Keep going, you've got this! 😁🌄

[@dianacockerill9479]

It’s so hard being a grown up sometimes. We tend to put all our faith in a select group of people because once upon a time they made you feel safe. Then one day something changes. You didn’t see it but you felt it. Sometimes it not you, it’s them. They don’t see it because they think it’s you. You know it’s not and sometimes you just need to let them go, figure it out then hope they come back……sometimes they don’t. We just have to keep going, others need us ❤❤❤. Hang in there, you got this 😘😘

[@kaitlinmeadows6273]

You just keep plowing through: over, around, under, right through, emotions blazing, tears gushing, rage boiling, joy spilling, feelin’ it all, sharing it all, with a huge big generous heart that touches us, your far-flung warrior woman tribe, to our cores and back! Love you!

[@LaverneLovatt]

Keep up the great work. I love the way you do stuff. Unconventional at times but effective. I especially liked the kick down wall

[@jennafaye8337]

just sitting here crying, then you say, "Fine. I'll keep renovating it" & just full on burst into lol.. all because I know.. I know. The synchronicity in lives right now is crazy

[@terrypierce1661]

I love your home and its style. You visions open it all up and bring in the light that you have shining within you.

[@sosexymagazinerobinwatkins8467]

Beautiful statement ❤️

[@lir9875]

Have you thought of possibly making interior shutters for the wall window and making the door a ditch for with a ledge on one side? I grew up in the desert and shutters really help keep the room dark and cool when needed. I'm always looking forward to your vids. It's okay not to swim when those waves come in, just float. 🌵🏵️

[@kristirichards2249]

I envy you so much mostly bc you are fearless - theres nothing you wont try even if it means learning a completely new skill. You must be so proud of your amazing home that you have put and continue to put so much love and hard work into. It's no wonder so many people love you. And I love you.❤

[@beatricebraswell4677]

I appreciate you for being honest and vulnerable. You are a precious being with flaws just like the rest of us. Keep doing your best. It is "enough". Peace and blessings.

[@TeresaSlivinski]

The door and the view it brings are so beautiful.

[@sunsetshadows4577]

That plot twist with the glass door was a breakthru. You broke thru the other side, literally and figuratively! Hang in there! The planetary energy has been escalating lately due to retrogrades and weather stuff. This is causing these type of glitches in our lives and wrenches being thrown in our plans to cause paradigm shifts in our soul's evolution. As above, so below. I can t even describe how the universe has been testing me lately., the universe is clever! Today thankfully, I felt a shift in learning to self-regulate when my pot is empty from giving too much, to life outside of me. i realized my remedy is just taking a day to just experience magic and wonder, such as my drive down the coast today...it totally restored my faith in myself being in awe of the scenery. Watching your video, and your badassery is so nurturing to my emotions. The visuals are becoming more and more stunning. You're creating a safe haven that I'm glad to witness

[@JPLGAUTHIER]

You totally inspired me to decorate my house my way and not worry about what others think. It is my space and they can leave if they do not like it.

[@brunagrazielasantos8441]

Yesss keep renovating please ❤ I am loving to see the real process and follow you through this journey

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Thank you for being here xx.

[@amandac6941]

We are not alone because we have you, but know that you are also not alone because you have us! I am standing right beside your girl Amanda and chanting that you've got this! ❤️💋

[@Silviamattos777]

Hey you beautiful person! All I can say is this, don’t alienate yourself from your support group of wonderful friends that you have. Life is so hard when you are alone. I say this with the experience of someone who’s done that. I cut my contact with everybody I knew and love. I’ve done it for so long now that I can’t find my way back. But you! You are so young and you are owning the demons that comes with a fragile mental health instead of hiding them and acting like everything is great. You are fighting them off. So I know you will do just fine. And you will find all that you are looking for and need in your life. Because you are a fighter!!! Keep on going. ❤

[@Kai-hy1wr]

I adore how in tune and vulnerable you are with your emotions. You acknowledge when they come, how they effect you, and pass. You're so strong. 🧡

[@JacquesSA]

The mere fact that your'e tackling a renevation this big all on your own is so inspiring to me, as a person that's also struggling with my emotions almost on the daily, watching your videos even the struggles you face gives me the strength to continue and push through the tough days. I've been watching your videos for years now and I haven't missed a single one! Love you! AND what you do!

[@finolaharvey8905]

This was so heartbreaking. Feel all the feels it's the only way you can keep mixing forward..we can wait and we will. Be kind to yourself x

[@samantharowley125]

I love the glass door! It just changed the room so much and what a view. Hang in there...Hugs!

[@LuxurCr3Tv]

I love the authenticity of ur brake downs shows were all human and it’s ok we got each other n we can all get through it it’s ok

[@jjames0143]

Your HAIR in this video is SOOO pretty

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Thank you!

[@cynthia425]

You have done such a great job. I look forward to your uploads! When you think about giving up on it just remember the pups and the horses are counting on you! 🫶🏼

[@DaniellaFagan]

There she is! 🤩 Isn't it wild that the first thing we think of doing is isolating?! Tends to be what were used to doing since a very young age... Asking for help and actually allowing yourself to receive it is so freaking healing!!!! This house is healing you, as hard as this is, it's healing. Shedding now shit with each renovation. Like renovating YOURSELF! 😂❤️🌹❤️🌹❤️❤️❤️

[@bonniepickering6949]

I have been in a funk lately myself. I admit I cried when I saw you crying and upset just now, but I needed it. So, as underrated as it may seem, Thank You. I know life is different behind the scenes, but thanks for letting us in a little and reminding me that other people feel the way I do too sometimes. Sending love and a hug your way.

[@Grace-st6id]

It would be realllyyyy helpful to have a video where you show us plans for the whole property/the house. Like a physical drawing from above view of the space. I have a hard time following along with your plans because I dont have a full understanding of the space. Thank you!!!

[@calyx_datura]

Rachel, thank you for all your content, but especially thank you for this video. The last year and a half have been rough for me. Today I was back in that place where you feel like nothing has changed in all that time and nothing is going to change in any of the days ahead. Yes, it’s been 1.5 years, and I’m still having a hard time. And, yes, people don’t seem to understand how it is that I could be struggling or why some of the easiest things like returning a text message are so hard for me. But your video changed the course of my day. Thank you for being so honest and vulnerable and for taking the risks you did by making and sharing it. And you couldn’t have ended it in a better way! What could been more inspiring than watching you just cut a hole in the side of your house, kick down the goddamn wall, and install a glass door all on your own?? You are capable of incredible feats, woman!

[@diywithgrace]

Be gentle with yourself ❤️ you’re there!!! You’ve made it and you make my day with all your uploads, honesty and transparency in your projects- “it takes a little rain to make love grow 🌻 I wish I had your camera/upload skills because GIRL I have poured my blood sweat and tears into my DIYs and it is hard! The fact that you’re a one woman show is project inception with all that you do😵‍💫 keep shining 🌞

[@jessicaruiz9676]

Girl, you are so bad ass!!! I look forward to your uploads and see what amazing new things you’re doing. You inspire me to try new things and what I want, not the new trends, in my home. Thank you for being so inspirational!

[@juliemagnuson1328]

❤Rachel. Thank you thank you saying your there for whoever needs it. I live alone, very I dependent which I love but it sucks sometimes knowing your so alone ❤❤❤

[@stacybroussard3097]

DONT you Ever Give Up Rachel, you've come to far. Many of us strive on the daily and I completely understand.... I do as well. Thank you for sharing your sadness frustration,joy and Happiness.YOUVE GOT THIS!!! YOU ARE INCREDIBLE AND BEAUTIFUL AND AMAZING 🤩 YOU'RE ALMOST THERE SO KEEP YOUR EYE ON THE PRIZE KNOW YOUR TALENT AND TAKE BREAKS WHEN YOU NEED TO.... IT'S OK NOT TO BE OK... SENDING YOU LOVE AND BLESSINGS RACHEL 🙏❤️🙏❤️🙏

[@KarinaSelfmade]

Aw Rachel you're such a beautiful soul! I feel strongly that this new door is also metaphorical for you and after all those doors that closed in front of you over the past years, this new beautiful sunshine-filled door opened up to new opportunities, new life and healing horses 💙💛

[@shirleycarter2451]

Rachel, I don't think your giving yourself much credit, your doing this all on your own, and one step at a time, personally I think your doing amazingly 👏. I knew you went to some stables but didn't know you had your own, will you be able to travel much after you bring them home? Is there a neighbour to look after them?❤❤❤

[@7love29]

The light the door brought into your home was just exactly what it needed! So excited for all the renovations!! Keep going! We are here to see it through with you!

[@purybookloverpr]

You are so amazing. I love that you show us the real you and make us feel less alone. We are with you too.❤️

[@madanium]

Every morning I wake up and feel like “I don’t wanna do this.” And every morning I fucking do it anyway. And most of th time, it feels worth it. And that feels relatable

[@srrockos4174]

My favorite video so far. Thank you for sharing and showing the ups, downs, sideways, and upside downs.

[@staceymcclellan5332]

I don't know what kind of strength it has taken you over the last couple of years to build and reshape a life that fulfills you in every way you need it t. But from what I have watched you my lady are a force. Keep going keep pushing. Nothing is in vain. Every hurt every tear every triumph will be worth it in the end. I don't want to get super religious on you but I will say. That the devil only attacks you when he's trying to prevent you from receiving the blessing you have coming your way. So don't stop. Keep going your not alone the amount of people who love you you will never be able to number. Never. Thank you for being open with us. The more we see people not afraid to address mental health the more people will see it's ok to not be ok all the time. And that asking for help is ok. Love you girl. Stay strong. BTS love the door

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Ugh thank you.

[@anna.l8829]

Way to go pushing through with the door! It turned out great, loving it. It's kind of funny, that even though we sometimes wanna brake and smash the shit infront of us and just give up, there is a will to succeed there somewhere in the back that fortunately sometimes is stronger then the giving up part. Happy you found it. Be well ❤

[@KnotHead01]

the negative thoughts i have about myself hold me up as well. It sucks! but like you said... Hannah said... just got to keep going. its nice to know i am not the only one that has thoughts that can destroy an entire day, but i keep going.

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Exactly.

[@emilielefrancois5792]

I'm also going through something.., and my head cannot rest and I need to keep busy to be sane ? I was watching your videos while demoing and redoing my fireplace because I needed it to be nicer, but also needed to feel like I could do something like that. You gave me courage to start a project, and I'm gonna finish it. 💪💌 Keep going, you're awesome for doing it all. Like, a door by yourself? what ?

[@melexanie5403]

The door is fantastic! I'll just go finish crying, after Cali's appearance at the end of the video 😢

[@roundbumbles]

You're a huge inspiration, both in your renovations and in how open and vulnerable you allow yourself to me. I've struggled with depression and anxiety for almost a decade now, and it's such a comfort when other people are open with their own struggles too. You're a beautiful, strong woman, inside and out (seriously, where can I get hair like yours?). We all appreciate and support you! I also love horses so your idea that your guests can just... go out and meet the horses?? sounds like a goddamn dream lol.

[@annagyure4844]

Thank you for being real. I know what it’s like to have so much work left in front of you that you just want to give up. Thank you for inspiring me to keep going.

[@cantocant2346]

The glass door was a stroke of genius! Thank you for keeping on so we can celebrate your successes with you! Girl Power!!!

[@kayday1996]

You amaze me so much how you allow to feel how you feel but you also keep getting back to it. But i also want to say that if you at any point you really want to quit, you can. You dont owe us anything in terms of content. I hope you dont start feeling your audience push you further than is healthy ❤❤

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Thank you xx.

[@chelseabest4625]

The door looks so good! And that sunset! It really is beautiful and you’re doing amazing ❤

[@villevalo281]

When you share your story, it helps me feel seen in mine ❤ what you are doing here, is really really special. Your offerings are a gift and I am so happy you exist. Just, THANK YOU.

[@aprilbryant8641]

You & Hannah are my favorite YT content creators & have inspired me to take on some major projects on my home. I'm living in my own construction zone too. Yep, it all comes with blood, sweat & tears & a few laughs. You young women are awesome! Thanks for letting us in ❣

[@apotato2186]

hi, i just wanted to say that I've been watching your videos for a while, and I think that you are a really fun, cool and strong person from your videos. I really look up to you as a person and your videos help me get through my days and motivate me. You're doing great! I want to do the things you do when I get older and you really inspire me! Thank you for doing what you're doing, and keep doing it.

[@ruthannwobschall9172]

Awwwwwwwwwww Rachel, Callie... I'm soooo sorry to hear. She was a beauty! We lost our Dad GSD right before Xmas this past year. its not easy. Take Care Sweetheart!~ Much Love from CND💖

[@3dasa]

❤Rachel, sending You Pure Infinite Love Light and Blessings in all you do.... ❤ It takes pure talent creativity and drive to accomplish what you have done.... ❤We are all here with you and for you ....❤ ❤Hannah is a treasure to have....❤ ❤ Thank you for taking care of the horses.... miss them a lot....❤ ❤ Love your pooches....❤ Universe is with You.... may your days become beautiful and peaceful....Love and light ❤

[@luvjae3920]

You're truly amazing!!! Wish I had friends like you and Hannah! ❤

[@MorganScheer]

You're a very powerful lady. You are doing major renovations like a boss

[@karenalefounder4083]

Well done on the bargain door and installation. Try and stay positive you are doing great.xx

[@StephPerla]

I'm just getting over an illness and seeing you carry on is so inspiring. Thanks for sharing your story

[@ms.serendipitous2263]

I guess it's possible to love some one you never met...cause you ARE definitely one of those people for me. Every time I watch you I just want to give you a great big hug❤. Stay encouraged love!

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Gosh thank you 🥹.

[@everausten]

Two inches from gold - I love that! I'm mired in a two-year long project myself and it can be hard to remember sometimes that it will all be worth it 💛

[@sandrag237]

Having a friend to share special moments is priceless ❤😊 set realistic goals you’re amazing Rachel you’ll get the renovations done! Thank you for sharing your struggles and keeping things real… Love every single project look forward to your episodes 😊 Hugs from Canada 🍁

[@pressjidge]

I feel like I missed the horse interactive property announcement before now?! What a cool goal though!