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PaintingOurStars

PaintingOurStars

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@rileycaraway6657
@rileycaraway6657 7 жыл бұрын
I don't want this to be over Because when this is over I have to admit that I'll miss him Forever
@brendaviggiano5280
@brendaviggiano5280 7 жыл бұрын
You know where this audio is from?
@dianalopez-fs8hs
@dianalopez-fs8hs 7 жыл бұрын
Hi..my name is diana lopez..maybe by the time u read this I'll allways be a,goner,imvisible....forever,I can't do this anymore..what's my purpose here..I can't find love,I don't him to be go e forever.im not ready.but I have to.You may not read dear crush love one,I can't do this without u,u probably hate me or dislike me,I may not have the prettiest face or smile for you to look at but I promise...I have the biggest hearth to love you with..goodbye.forever crush.
@sem2709
@sem2709 6 жыл бұрын
Ditto true
@feliciadunham9164
@feliciadunham9164 2 жыл бұрын
I feel the same way @riley
@sandy-fo5rh
@sandy-fo5rh 6 жыл бұрын
hello everyone, i hope you’re having a lovely day so far. and if you’re listening to this at night; the tears streaming down your face and your hand over your mouth because you don’t want anyone to hear your sobs: it’s going to be okay. i know i’m being very cheesy, but it is going to be okay. alcohol, drugs and selfharm won’t heal you. time will. and for everyone losing the love of their life. losing the person who’s still alive but you are dead to them just remember that the love of your life would never leave.
@invaderrash
@invaderrash 6 жыл бұрын
this made me cry harder???
@jonathanssandwhich8606
@jonathanssandwhich8606 6 жыл бұрын
Or could he... but thanks for the hope anyway❤️
@briaeads2852
@briaeads2852 6 жыл бұрын
sandy, thanks you too
@lilithxx3317
@lilithxx3317 6 жыл бұрын
Thank you :)
@buddychloex7877
@buddychloex7877 6 жыл бұрын
Thank you, that is everything and more for what i needed to hear😘
@sweetcandy3677
@sweetcandy3677 7 жыл бұрын
He hurt me so bad. But for some reason I still miss him. He was everything to me. I would have done anything for him. That's how much I loved him. I miss him so much. I don't know what to do. He just let me go like I was nothing. The memories we had are alway in my mind. And I just can't shake my feeling for him. I miss you...
@dramaqueen7583
@dramaqueen7583 7 жыл бұрын
Sweetcandy this is how I feel.... he hurt me everyday and I still love him. He is everything I've ever wanted... and him leaving just broke me... I can't eat, or sleep without him....
@babbycaceyy_7186
@babbycaceyy_7186 6 жыл бұрын
Sweetcandy I know what your going threw ok and your gonna get threw it I promise I was once in your shoes
@melissabobadilla8592
@melissabobadilla8592 6 жыл бұрын
Sweetcandy this hurt the soul
@stephanieflenner8378
@stephanieflenner8378 6 жыл бұрын
I know the feeling I feel the exact same way and it’s been months since he left me and it’s sad to say I feel like I’m never going to stop missing him or even loving him. We gotta stick together and just believe that we’re going to get better. I say maybe in a different time we’re gonna be meet then we’re really going to be perfect for each other and that I’m gonna be enough for him and he would never leave me again. It’s hard to say but you can’t give up.
@emmagraceee3801
@emmagraceee3801 5 жыл бұрын
angel. I feel that. 💔
@-heyitznahnah-6172
@-heyitznahnah-6172 8 жыл бұрын
If you ever actually loved someone, from the day you broke up.. you wont stop missing or loving him. ever. even if he did break your heart. but people aren't meant to be together forever.
@dalilagaribay3035
@dalilagaribay3035 7 жыл бұрын
Amen
@alaynalomax9072
@alaynalomax9072 4 жыл бұрын
But that's the hardest thing about life to swallow
@srhprice
@srhprice 4 жыл бұрын
I broke up with my boyfriend for a dumb reason. And it's been a month. And I miss him so much and idky I only realised my love for him now
@Miniikittyy
@Miniikittyy 4 жыл бұрын
Still dealing with trying to move on, from my break up a year ago.. it doesnt get easier, you just learn how to live without them eventually .
@janeycooker3173
@janeycooker3173 3 жыл бұрын
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@cindyreyes128
@cindyreyes128 4 жыл бұрын
“I don’t want this to be over because when it’s over I have to admit that he’s gone FOREVER” hits different 😔
@lunaronald214
@lunaronald214 5 жыл бұрын
letting go of someone you love is one of the most painful things on this earth. but, sometimes, it’s for the best. you met for a reason. you parted for a reason. keep living. keep loving. don’t hold back. i love you
@brandonbean2748
@brandonbean2748 4 жыл бұрын
You love a person you stay with them through good and bad times
@jmorales81jm
@jmorales81jm 3 жыл бұрын
That’s so true. I am holding onto a small hope that my wife still loves me. Even though she admitted her feelings for another. We still laugh joke. She said she feels we are better as friends. But again I wonder the same If she met me for a reason and now we must part for a reason. Sucks because when I was diagnosed with cancer she was there for me and in my denial I hurt her to the point she felt unloved. Now I have to start all over gain wit a née cancer and she is now Miles away from me. I will love her always as she was the first to break down my walls around my heart.
@idkwhattowrite6209
@idkwhattowrite6209 5 жыл бұрын
He passed away 2 months ago. I feel like i can’t breathe.. I’m still here because of him, he taught me how to live and love. I live everyday honoring his memory. He truly was an angel on Earth, everyday I spent with him I asked myself what I did to deserve him. He gave me everything, with him I was whole. You’ll always be on my mind baby, you saved me and I will live on for you.
@minyoongi7005
@minyoongi7005 2 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry i hope your okay..
@prarthanadevu5791
@prarthanadevu5791 2 жыл бұрын
I'm srry to hear that hope u r doing well 💞my worst fear is losing my bf I luv him so much he's too precious 🥺my poor baby
@jessicaratekin2718
@jessicaratekin2718 Жыл бұрын
I know your pain. I'm so sorry but I know that doesn't make anything better. How do you live on ... Without him ?
@SamsungTab-zu4ih
@SamsungTab-zu4ih Жыл бұрын
My boyfriend passed away 1 year and 5 months and it feels like yesterday..I AM 21 now but I feel like I am 19 ...I feel like I will always be stuck
@SamsungTab-zu4ih
@SamsungTab-zu4ih Жыл бұрын
Um .. life sucks ..I get it ..
@kerrybecker4486
@kerrybecker4486 5 жыл бұрын
he left, then he left, he was never there, and now im losing him too
@kerrybecker4486
@kerrybecker4486 5 жыл бұрын
he’s gone
@noureltair8114
@noureltair8114 8 жыл бұрын
he was everything to me I dont know how Im going to do this but worst of all I cant help thinking what if he can do it without me
@jennaherbert1287
@jennaherbert1287 7 жыл бұрын
nour eltair exactly what I feel.. just got out of a 1 year 2 month relationship and I want it back but in scared he might like it better without me which is what he's showing to me atm..
@aaliyahfaith9909
@aaliyahfaith9909 7 жыл бұрын
nour eltair same
@Missbestofselenademi
@Missbestofselenademi 7 жыл бұрын
Thats the worst they always can
@alisiadecoteau9805
@alisiadecoteau9805 7 жыл бұрын
Same
@bxbyjordan6887
@bxbyjordan6887 6 жыл бұрын
I feel the same exact way what if he CAN do this without me.. not saying he needs to rely on me all the time but just every now and then would be nice and what hurts even more is that I know I can't do this without him... I dumped him for his friend and he fought for me for a little over a week and I told him to forget about me so when he finally listened to me he dated his ex and I broke up with his friend bcuz that's when I knew I could not do this with out him but it seems he can without me fml
@sarahcavero1177
@sarahcavero1177 7 жыл бұрын
I'm about to loose the guy who made my life the happiest. But I can't. He made it seemed like I was living. He brings me joy. I just can't loose him. I'm talking to him tomorrow. Idc if he said we are too different because I know he likes me too. I don't care if my guy friend said don't do it. I can't just let the most real thing I have felt in a long time go away.
@mikaelizabeth6682
@mikaelizabeth6682 7 жыл бұрын
sarita c how did it go?
@rowlemal
@rowlemal 7 жыл бұрын
sarita c what happened
@leylaromero3511
@leylaromero3511 7 жыл бұрын
sarita c this happened to me. It's been a month, I cry every night. I miss him so fucking much. 😭😭
@millsg8950
@millsg8950 5 жыл бұрын
i wish i had your confidence
@skyelasykes2239
@skyelasykes2239 4 жыл бұрын
Whatever you do don't break up with him cos you will regret it, I broke up with my boyfriend yesterday after 7 weeks cos I didn't realise how much I meant to him and how much he meant to me, now I will always regret the decision I made of dumping him cos I was happy with him but I threw it away so don't make yourself unhappy like I did, make the right choice
@meghanwuersig1388
@meghanwuersig1388 6 жыл бұрын
he’s slipping away. he’s here but he isn’t.... I miss him. And the person he used to be. It’s heartbreaking.
@jessicagranados8401
@jessicagranados8401 6 жыл бұрын
what hurts the most , is that we're friends. how do you stay friends with someone your madly in love with ? i can't. losing you would cause me to lose myself , and it's already begun because i'm losing you slowly . bit by bit. and i'm afraid that if i lose you i'll become my old self & you know me more than anyone else , you know me so well . i can't do anything without you ;
@lizzieann7366
@lizzieann7366 7 жыл бұрын
He promised me that he wouldn't disappear. I can't do this
@savannabanta4415
@savannabanta4415 5 жыл бұрын
Lizzie Ann my bf promised he wouldnt disappear anymore too....and hes currently gone now and it hurts....ive waiting for along time and he comes back for a few days and then leaves....its given me so much pain
@shayoui
@shayoui 7 жыл бұрын
Sometimes you can almost feel him.. I imagine him being with me and what he would say... I don’t want it to be over because then I would have to accept the fact that... he’s gone.. forever. I’m not ready. I can’t do this. He’s the only thing that kept me going and he made my worries melt away. But now I’ll never see or feel him ever again. And it hurts. It hurts a lot. I will still hurt years from now. I will still cry and think about him years from now. I miss him so much. I just want him back. That’s all I could ever ask for.
@evie7072
@evie7072 4 жыл бұрын
ummmm its been 3 years, did the hurt go away?
@shayoui
@shayoui 4 жыл бұрын
@@evie7072 LMAO I WAS 13 WHEN I WROTE THAT AHAHAHAAHAemmendnd i wrote it about my cat that died. it doesn’t hurt anymore im content but i still miss him. that’s kinda weird how i mentioned i wondered what he would say bc cat’s cant talk but i do wonder what he would say if he could’ve talked... ok anyways back to doing my homework
@madhatter1035
@madhatter1035 7 жыл бұрын
I'm angry! I'm angry at him! I'm so angry at myself! Why did I believe someone would actually stay?! Why did I let him in! Why did I let myself love him and believe that he loved me! I feel so stupid! I'm angry at everything, I don't and can't do this anymore...
@madisonconner9347
@madisonconner9347 7 жыл бұрын
Mad Hatter things will get better
@creativehacks2618
@creativehacks2618 6 жыл бұрын
how r u? now? hope everything is fine now
@teoo0110
@teoo0110 6 жыл бұрын
I feel the same..
@jacobjhonson8951
@jacobjhonson8951 6 жыл бұрын
I feel the same. He's about to commit suicide, he doesn't see how beautiful he is and he's blaming things on me. He made me the happiest girl alive and I'm the stupid one in this so of course I have to fuck everything up. If I'm not hurting myself I'm hurting everyone else around me
@teoo0110
@teoo0110 6 жыл бұрын
jacob jhonson try to explain he is the most wonderful person you ve ever met,just try to stop it,no one should commite suicide
@dakotaray2793
@dakotaray2793 7 жыл бұрын
in the end you have to accept that you're never seeing them again and the worst part is you know that not even in the next life I won't see him I won't get to ask him why he chose to leave why he didn't stay what on earth was so horrible that you decided to leave this earth, and most precious life without even saying goodbye? he committed suicide before he accepted Jesus he's gone and I'm never seeing him again not in 200 2,000 2,000,000 years from now I'm _never_ seeing him again. and in the end, that's why I am terrified of having to accept.
@creativehacks2618
@creativehacks2618 6 жыл бұрын
why?! why he commited suicide?? btw i also attempted suicide coz a girl rejected me
@tomasasoriano9462
@tomasasoriano9462 6 жыл бұрын
creative hacks that girl doesn't deserve u..idk who u are but if someone doesn't like or love you for who you are or ur looks then they don't deserve ur good heart..❤
@faithalucard2650
@faithalucard2650 6 жыл бұрын
I know the feeling..
@becomingdoctorkal
@becomingdoctorkal 5 жыл бұрын
this is my situation omg..💔
@apple8127
@apple8127 4 жыл бұрын
Dakota Ray you just put all my thoughts on paper, my brother committed 3 weeks ago
@pistemutaagio
@pistemutaagio 11 ай бұрын
I can't live in a world he is not part of. I love him.
@brina4506
@brina4506 8 жыл бұрын
oh my gosh, this is so emotional but it's beautiful
@mattySon123
@mattySon123 Жыл бұрын
I've never been in that same boat K' but When I was down in the dumps as a teenager, when I went A wall everyone I ever loved. You may not think it , I believe Most people on earth deserve something. It took me 24 years too find what I've been searching for my whole life, Life is full of it's ups and downs yet having heart and being determined. Anyone can dream big it's why it's called. Dream, The good people suffer. They really do.
@xoparadigm
@xoparadigm 8 жыл бұрын
this was amazing, it brought me to tears...
@bekahkinnear3067
@bekahkinnear3067 6 жыл бұрын
My brother died from overdose January, the 28th, 2018. I was eleven years old. Three weeks before, my beautiful niece was born. I’m beginning to realize with life comes *death.* From that day forward, I promised myself to never have to let my niece experience the pain I’ve been going through these past months. A couple weeks ago I found out she’s gonna have a baby brother in December. With that, I burst into tears. How lucky is she to have the opportunity to see her brother soon because I wish I could say the same about mine. Matthew, I miss you more than anything in this whole shit-filled world. Just, come home, *please*
@t.f.5357
@t.f.5357 5 жыл бұрын
Reading this broke my heart. I'm so sorry.
@serenitythesiren5031
@serenitythesiren5031 Жыл бұрын
Your brother isn't dead. He's alive. In your heart. You're never far apart. He's still in there. And when you finally pass on...the first one you'll see is your brother, welcoming you into his arms.
@danaziacrawley6056
@danaziacrawley6056 6 жыл бұрын
The ones that I've heard so far have really made me realize that itis ok to cry over what has happened to me over the years and it has helped me feel like I CAN heal. Thank you so much for that. Thank you
@msthing_a960
@msthing_a960 4 жыл бұрын
you know you are hurting when you watch this 10 times and you can quote everything they say
@dummy9060
@dummy9060 4 жыл бұрын
“Eventually it’ll get easier” Well, “eventually” is taking its sweet ass time.
@laurenbrennan3720
@laurenbrennan3720 Жыл бұрын
I feel the pain but in a different way. I lost a friend last January from drowning. I miss him so much. I'm not ready to say goodbye or forget about him.
@archanakuppachhi9764
@archanakuppachhi9764 5 жыл бұрын
you know, it's hard. when your heart just feels SO heavy. day and night. everyday you wake up with the same feeling. feeling sad and regretful. like you just go about life breathing...but not living. but i cannot stress this enough...you HAVE to keep going. you HAVE to. do not give up. you didn't get this far just to get this far. you have been surviving for so long, that is something to be proud of. at the end of everyday that has passed, you only had yourself, and look, you still do. don't give up on yourself. i promise, better days are already on their way for those who didn't give up. i love you, angels. you got this.
@MyahDerepentigny
@MyahDerepentigny 2 жыл бұрын
he caused me so much pain and it was a toxic environment to be In, but after everything I’d still go back to him in a heartbeat because he is my world. He’s my everything, my person, my bestfriend, he’s my happiness. After everything he’s the one who truly gave me hope, motivation in everything. he brought happiness in my life.
@himoonlightkid5616
@himoonlightkid5616 5 жыл бұрын
I thought I was over him but when I saw him with her my heart felt something that it has never felt 😩😞
@xxhollyherexx3957
@xxhollyherexx3957 4 жыл бұрын
To anyone reading this, no matter what has happened or who hurt u. U are u and u can overcome anything. It may take time and they will be tears but u can do this. If u love someone tell them. Try be true to yourself and keep smiling. If u feel something follow it just stay safe and have an amazing day
@melic1999
@melic1999 8 жыл бұрын
I miss you so much. Why'd you have to leave me I love you. I can't do this without him
@sophiedeacon4706
@sophiedeacon4706 6 жыл бұрын
This has litrally brought me too tears😭My ex broke my heart but I can’t move on coz my heart still belongs too Him💔
@carrottwinklestar6996
@carrottwinklestar6996 5 жыл бұрын
Hurting and being hurt is 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦. That’s just how it works.
@peytonchandler-i5x
@peytonchandler-i5x 11 ай бұрын
I lost my boyfriend last year in april and at that time I was so lost and confused and struggling to learn how to live without him and now 9 months later still single i am now learning how to truly love myself and I can say if you’ve lost someone you love i wanna tell you It will get easier your better days are ahead of you not behind you. yes i still grieve the loss of him but I grown so much since then. new beginnings are just now starting for you and for me love❤️ stay strong hold it down for it all.
@peytonchandler-i5x
@peytonchandler-i5x 11 ай бұрын
I didn’t know how to live without him I Didn’t know if I could even ever love again. till this day i am still confused by it all. The pain I felt during that time was extremely painful. and scary at times. this has been such a difficult and rough ride but every day I wake up I make it through another day with him by my sice
@madison_088
@madison_088 4 жыл бұрын
Losing someone you love is harder than a breakup because it's impossible to ever see them again.
@LCops69
@LCops69 7 жыл бұрын
My boyfriend and I just broke up. He decided that he liked my best friend more than me. We were together for 3 1/2 years, and now he says i ruined his life and he hates me. I don't know how to live without him... he was my world.... but he used me and not i want to die...
@izzy-pw1li
@izzy-pw1li 6 жыл бұрын
He never loved you someone thats with you for that long dosent move on like that if he really loved you he wouldnt have done that or maybe hes a good faker Cuz god damn either way you deserve better💗
@2young4you13
@2young4you13 4 жыл бұрын
@@izzy-pw1li preach now thats words of love
@KatherineRoseArt
@KatherineRoseArt 5 жыл бұрын
I spent literally years alone after my ex-fiance left me... like 5 solid years and then more in between a few failed relationship attempts with other people... well I felt like this too ... for most of that time. I just wanna say to whoever is feeling like this after a breakup or losing someone... no you never forget, and nothing ever is the same, but things get better and you'll meet someone better. I met a nice man eventually. I've been with him like 6 years now... he makes me feel safe and loved... and appreciated. I have a lot of deep seated trust issues due to my ex-fiance and those won't ever go away, but my man is understanding and patient and good... and it doesn't bother him. You'll find someone like that too... when you least expect. it. Hang in there.
@andreeagamer7573
@andreeagamer7573 4 жыл бұрын
I remember every single thing he has ever done to me. Everything he said, it stuck with me, I remember it everyday. I will always remember him. I fell in love. I love him. I just want him to be happy. I miss him.
@rosamonroy964
@rosamonroy964 5 жыл бұрын
THIS HITS ME IN THE FEELS EVERY TIME 😭😭
@36E36
@36E36 5 жыл бұрын
He's hurt me more times than I can count, but each time I somehow managed to overlook it because I finally had someone who made me smile like in the old days. I didn't want to loose that supposed happiness, but now that I see him up to his old tricks again, I now know that enough is enough. I have to let go. I have to find the strength to finally let him go.
@kaitlynb8449
@kaitlynb8449 5 жыл бұрын
Omg 😭 this is stabbin me but i cant quit watching these i relate so much i wish i could just crawl in a hole n cry n scream his name 💔
@otakugirl6031
@otakugirl6031 6 жыл бұрын
I’m in love him but He likes someone else and I’m the one who pushing him to be with her....so he can be happy and I’m hurting myself like an idiot...
@otakugirl6031
@otakugirl6031 3 жыл бұрын
@@yunasele7832 yes I am ok now...honestly it was hard to move on from someone who wasn’t yours but as time pass I accepted it. Thank your for asking and it will be ok :).
@leehenson1578
@leehenson1578 3 жыл бұрын
Don’t let him go off with another girl
@houdaarch4890
@houdaarch4890 6 жыл бұрын
He broke my heart and i still miss him everyday, i can't do my life without him
@tatumbarker9466
@tatumbarker9466 7 жыл бұрын
Rest In peace Joesph Matthew Myers💙 5/4/17💙 you were everyone's favorite.
@livlucia11
@livlucia11 8 жыл бұрын
we miss you baked potato CL
@dominicanmaa2941
@dominicanmaa2941 5 жыл бұрын
I miss him so much 🤦🏽‍♀️ we just don’t make eachother happy anymore .
@bethanyreneeo
@bethanyreneeo 2 жыл бұрын
I loved him so much and he knew that. He knew I’d stay he knew I’d forgive him. He knew I’d give him any other chance. He knew I was strong when I didn’t even know. He knew I could handle the pain he put me through. He saw me time and time again pick MYSELF up and put myself back together. He knew I’d be okay. But he never knew I’d leave for good. And I’m proud to say that.
@MJG1491
@MJG1491 7 жыл бұрын
I replayed this video probably 50 times, I cried so hard. It was the night me and my ex had broke up. I stayed up til 5am. The song was once our song... life is a trip. I lost this video after that night couldn't find it. It's been since Sep 5th and today I closed a chapter and found this beauty once again.
@alexisellsworth6545
@alexisellsworth6545 4 жыл бұрын
I love him. I couldn’t possibly stop loving him. And I know he hurt me pretty badly but even then I still love him. No matter what he’s done I can’t bring myself to hate him. I’d never wish anything bad on him even though he did me bad. I thought he was the one. I was so sure of it this time. I miss him. I miss him so much. All those “I love you’s” all those promises all those goodmorning and goodnight texts all those falling asleep on FaceTime and all those memories..he..he just walked away. Like it was nothing...like I was nothing.😔
@minnamoon5734
@minnamoon5734 8 жыл бұрын
this brought tears to my eyes, i feel like i need to use it but i dont know whether i can bear starting a video with benny clips as it will make me so sad :'( its really gorgeous morgan
@toricatalano9227
@toricatalano9227 4 жыл бұрын
I don’t think the pain will go away. I really want it to thought! He literally destroyed me. Thanks for that!
@acey2918
@acey2918 2 жыл бұрын
He died feb 25 2014 from a gun shot wound. Its been years, but i still hold on to what we had. What we could have now. Though i know i'll never see him again or even hear his voice ik hes watching over me telling me im doing a damn good job at what im doing (not rn tho hes probs looking at me like "wtf boy stop crying"). Though we may have been young and stupid, but oh did we care for each other. 2 peas in a pod we were.. He confessed he liked me a week before his passing.. I never told him i felt the same till he was in my lap slowly leaving the world that we fought so hard to stay in together. Theres times were i think "maybe i should join him?", but ik thatd makes him mad if i did. Ive still got a lot live for. Maybe he will come back as someone new. Maybe he already has and is looking for me.. Or maybe im just hoping for something that'll never happen, but i hope he knows how much i miss him, how much i love him. How much i hope hes eating some popcorn while i write this. (lol) I miss you jason.
@amysmith1636
@amysmith1636 4 жыл бұрын
He means everything to me, he’s done so much for me, but I’m too broken, and I need to let him go, because I can’t bear to hurt him any more..
@andrewquisquinay6173
@andrewquisquinay6173 2 жыл бұрын
Letting me go? What!!!
@jasminehaule7294
@jasminehaule7294 6 жыл бұрын
I love and miss you so much rip so many memories and your bright smile
@anushkasingh9993
@anushkasingh9993 4 жыл бұрын
This was such an honest video because it told EVERYTHING i feel, exactly what i feel. Thankyou💕
@mizphavaron8606
@mizphavaron8606 4 жыл бұрын
It's so sad to think that this quarantine makes us break our hearts into pieces.. Just continue to rememder it's okay to miss someone, love someone, feel it everything then drop it nothing last forever..
@nicolepaulsonrandall1577
@nicolepaulsonrandall1577 4 жыл бұрын
This is how I feel. My husband passed away 4 months ago. I'm so heartbroken and lost without him. I miss him so much.
@noname.707
@noname.707 2 жыл бұрын
Aww ):
@vanessaharris8664
@vanessaharris8664 4 жыл бұрын
I just listen to free audios to put me in my feels
@cynthiadanque8256
@cynthiadanque8256 6 жыл бұрын
You know what’s hurts so bad... when someone is alive but it feels the same as if they are dead..you miss them that much, need them to be with you. The worst part is when someone’s dead they have no choice but to leave. When a person is alive and chooses to leave, especially when you loved them,and you know they are never coming back it hurts so fucking bad.
@gracepadillaa
@gracepadillaa 6 жыл бұрын
This pain i have on my shoulders is unbearable! I cant handle this anymore. I miss him, how can one ever get over this pain? No one can. Just the relization that they are never going to come back is painful. Years have passed and I still remember him, and i just have to deal with it every day knowing he is gone forever. Knowing he will never grow up and deal with real life issues, he will never feel love, he will never know the feeling of having a crush or becoming a husband and having kids of his own one day. I just miss him so much! I miss you Michael...
@dontcallmedaddyk5300
@dontcallmedaddyk5300 4 жыл бұрын
on the 13th november 2020, I lost the person I love, my future, he was only 15, he died from a car crash and you know I cry and cry and cry because I know I cant go back in time and stop it from happening, I wake up and hes the first thing I think of, and now hes gone but its like I can feel him around me, watching me, and now hes gone forever and I cant accept that, maybe over time I will but now I cant, I have nothing to live for, I miss him so much and there's nothing I can do to bring him back
@mystery_shygirl
@mystery_shygirl Жыл бұрын
I imagine this person with me still. I hurt them cause I didn't think i was doing anything wrong. I cry myself to sleep every night hoping i could re do it all but really inside i want to tell him i love hima nd i miss him but he has ash now. I cry and sob at night thinking about everything he said abojt me and now that ik what he said was right its too late i miss him so freaking much. My meantal health has gotten really really bad and im not happy anymore. Ever since he left the first time it has hurt he had put all of his love and faith in me and i broke it but since i was raised with leeping secrets and hiding who ans how i feel and felt it hurt the relationship till i explaoded and just hid and kept secrets please have someone u trust and never lie or hide things from them cause it hurts to know the person u love is gone to know thT there is a person out there that love you for who u are and is helping u and your ruining there lives cause ur not letting them on the inside i wish i was raised so much different i wish i was loved by my parents and family. I wish i dodnt cry myself to sleep. I miss homa sn i love him. If he sees this ill be thankful. So here it goes im sorry for hurting you and making ypu feel like u didnt belong im sorry for hiding who i was as a person im sorry not not telling the trueth and letting you help me. Im just so sorry that i couldnt put all my faith into you when u needed me to i love you and miss you.
@TheKellie890
@TheKellie890 7 жыл бұрын
10/28/16 ...... I won't ever forget. I still listen to this to remember him. RIP.
@someonearound100
@someonearound100 4 жыл бұрын
I'm not ready for it to be over
@materialgurlmozart
@materialgurlmozart 3 жыл бұрын
This is literally my comfort video- i-
@ellabby6169
@ellabby6169 3 жыл бұрын
Dr Frank can make your ex come back to you begging you for a second chance. He helped me restore back my broken relationship of 5 years by bringing back my ex Also Dr Frank always keep up with his words I strongly Advise you to seek help from him...
@ellabby6169
@ellabby6169 3 жыл бұрын
Text him on WhatsApp.....
@ellabby6169
@ellabby6169 3 жыл бұрын
+ 2 3 4 8 1 0 8 7 6 2 6 5 2🙏
@ellabby6169
@ellabby6169 3 жыл бұрын
Dr Frank can help you solve it, I strongly advise you seek help from him..
@idkwhattowrite6209
@idkwhattowrite6209 5 жыл бұрын
She said it best I don’t want this to be over, everyday when I wake up there is a split second I forget that he’s not here. Sometimes something happens and I go to call him or text him, and then I remember. I’m angry and sad. Sometimes when I see people going about their everyday lives I get angry. Don’t you know that a tragedy has happened. How can the world keep spinning. I had to go back to school 2 days after I found out he had passed. It was just so weird to me that this had happened, and I still had to go take my test. I still had to punch in to work and smile at customers, when I just wanted to break down and cry. I hate this. I miss you. So much.
@Swamp-King
@Swamp-King Жыл бұрын
He was the only thing keeping me here, now that he's gone I don't know why I'm still here. He was my home, and now he's gone forever and I'll never get to see him again because I'm not good enough to go where he went. Even after 6 years I'm convinced I could have saved him from the storm in his mind.
@noone-ug4pn
@noone-ug4pn 6 жыл бұрын
it’s almost 10 years to the day i lost my dad. i’ve grown. he never saw me graduate high school, he never met my first boyfriend, he wasn’t there to wave me goodbye as i left home for college. he won’t be there walking me down the aisle at my wedding. he won’t be giving me away. he won’t meet my children, his grandchildren. all i hope is that he’s proud of me.
@slimehubsubscribeandlikefo502
@slimehubsubscribeandlikefo502 7 жыл бұрын
I miss my cat he died
@lindseyrae4421
@lindseyrae4421 5 жыл бұрын
Is this what makes you think of your cat
@janice1469
@janice1469 5 жыл бұрын
SLIME HUB Subscribe and Like for more vids bro i’m sorry for your lost
@pupp3tm4st4r
@pupp3tm4st4r 4 жыл бұрын
Saaaaaammmmmeeeee
@kaysibrown2420
@kaysibrown2420 4 жыл бұрын
@Lisa van der Veen someone who is hurting will bring others down, that's most likely what is happening here
@esterfear7376
@esterfear7376 4 жыл бұрын
Omg
@xoclare3073
@xoclare3073 7 жыл бұрын
I'm glad, I'm not the only one ~hurting.~♡
@Ninapatine
@Ninapatine 3 жыл бұрын
It's now 4 yrs since my sons father passed away. The day he died I couldn't imagine life moving forward without him. Our son graduates high school this year and is enlisting. I wish his Dad could see us and how well we are navigating this new life without him. I will forever miss him.
@amypost9174
@amypost9174 5 жыл бұрын
I see people talking about him, so I'm going to too. I miss him, a lot, I love him. Idk where the time went, idk what happened, and idk why he doesn't care anymore, but he doesn't. We were amazing, couple goals, then all the sudden, he went weird, he acted like he didn't like me, but would still tell me he did. And it funny, really, bc he used to talk about how much he loved me, and how I was going to be in his future, and now I'm sitting her, 11:15 crying bc we broke up. He hurt me, a lot, but I'm still so damn in love with him that I can't be mad and I can't get over him. Ik it hasn't been that long, but I just want to the pain of him to go away, to be a distant memory, bc that would mean I'd be okay, and not crying every night bc I miss him that damn much. I miss everything about him tho, and it sucks. At this point I wish I didn't have feelings. Anyways, if you actually are reading this, sorry for wasting your time, just had to get my feelings out rn
@annelizelohane831
@annelizelohane831 4 жыл бұрын
God...... how this hit..... how I miss him....why...
@Brooke-of4si
@Brooke-of4si 4 жыл бұрын
"I wasn't ready to admit it. Because the second I do- it becomes real. So very real, and I wasn't ready for that." It's from a book I read on Wattpad.
@unknown-ro2no
@unknown-ro2no 4 жыл бұрын
how hard I try to think of someone else he always pops up..I wish he was still alive and making me happy again..
@yarissa172
@yarissa172 4 жыл бұрын
i still love him n i miss him more than ever. 🖤
@brookestiff6777
@brookestiff6777 6 жыл бұрын
I miss him so god damn much. He really is gone forever... I just need to hear his sweet voice one more time. He hates me. and it kills me. I'm dying. And I need him.
@colleenwood95
@colleenwood95 2 жыл бұрын
you know when you finally realize you are numb, but you are still in pain? Well, that feeling has happened to me over and over again. It is peaceful, but hurts still.
@celanimaddr
@celanimaddr Жыл бұрын
I can't articulate how badly my heart aches. I can't even say how much it breaks over and over again, every fucking day. I can't do it.
@v11ckb
@v11ckb 5 жыл бұрын
It will never stop! Ive felt like this for years! Its never got any less? Coz hes the only person i want, ever! He never leaves my thoughts! ..I love Ryan, i will never stop😪
@soniaangel2027
@soniaangel2027 7 жыл бұрын
I miss my boyfriend so much! I always imagine him being by my side all the time and like i can feel him. It hurts to miss someone who loves you so much but that person doesn't show as much effort as you do
@shaonnipulsifer5512
@shaonnipulsifer5512 7 жыл бұрын
The Aching Will Hurt Less...I Promise.
@rowlemal
@rowlemal 7 жыл бұрын
He was my childhood best freind...I loved him so much but I guess it just didn't work out. I stopped talking to him after he found out and rejected me. I guess I just felt like it would be too awkward to keep hanging out with him. But as years went by he found new freinds. And I became more depressed, anxious, and quiet. I was usually a very loud funny social person. But somehow, he just had that effect on me, and changed my whole personality entirely. He was different... It hurted so much without him, and I want to talk to him..but I'm just so scared of the outcome. I lost all my confidence in myself and always feel this...ache in my heart. I know that sounds cheesy, but it really hurts, Alot...to the point where I just feel empty, and alone...
@pamelaro4563
@pamelaro4563 4 жыл бұрын
Since I met him there was something about him. With time he made me feel like no one else did. I felt safe. I felt like I could actually be myself. He made me so happy. He was actually the type if person that I thought I didn't want in my life. We had the same dreams, everything, we were so alike in every aspect. He had everything I could ever dreamed of. He was so attractive to me in every way. He didn't know how much he liked me, the only thing that makes me happy right now that I lost him is that he liked me back. We couldn't be together even though we thought of being together and made plans. I will always love him, he will always be in my heart. Right now we're just friends, we don't talk anymore. It broke me so much losing him but I wish him the best. I hope one day we could see each other.
@youyoutube4190
@youyoutube4190 5 жыл бұрын
obviously i’m crying over nothing. he needs time.
@bandobssesd6190
@bandobssesd6190 4 жыл бұрын
I broke my own heart, I let him go, and now I can’t live without him... but I know that him not being with me was breaking me, but now I’m breaking into a million pieces without him, and I don’t know what to do, if I tell him I want him back, I’ll just end up hurting again, hearing his voice isn’t enough, I need him with me, but I can’t have that yet, I can’t have him back yet, and it’s breaking me. “I need him, I can’t do this without him, I can’t live without him”
@inevp9790
@inevp9790 2 жыл бұрын
I am in the same situation, did things get better for you by now? Are you happy again? How are you?
@bandobssesd6190
@bandobssesd6190 2 жыл бұрын
@@inevp9790 I’m happy now!! I have a new boyfriend and now I can’t imagine life without him, it’s funny how things work out in the end, really. But I’ve been there and I know exactly how that feels man, wishing the best for you, hoping you can learn to heal and move past it like I did. It’s probably gonna take a while, but you’ll get there eventually and you’ll find someone or something better, it just takes time, I wish you the best of luck.
@isabellas7997
@isabellas7997 4 жыл бұрын
I looked him in his eyes while i was crying, i told him i didn’t want to lose him again. He just wiped my tears away knowing he needed me to let go. I told him i loved him and i had to say it otherwise i would regret it. He looked at me with tears in his eyes and then walked away. I’ve never felt my body hurt so bad i couldn’t breathe and i had to let him go while i was still madly in love with him
@melikey.3319
@melikey.3319 5 жыл бұрын
I don’t want this to be over because when this is over I have to admit that he’s gone..
@deargothh
@deargothh 8 жыл бұрын
gosh this is beautiful :,)
@jenpascarella5811
@jenpascarella5811 4 жыл бұрын
I lost my best friend last month. He wasn’t a human and he wasn’t mine, but I loved him. Yes, he was a horse. He meant everything to me, then when I heard that his owner took him back to her place, I think I’m Chicago, but I’m not positive. A bit of me broke inside. The memories kill me, of me jumping him, teaching him tricks, my first buck on him, the cuddles, we had this thing where he would nibble my shoulder when he wants attention. Now I wish I could have him back: have everything back. But he’s gone, I’m not sure if I’ll ever see him again.. but I know I have him on my heart and memories. Fameous, I love you boy, you mean so much to me, please don’t forget me, please. I love you, goodbye.
@heaventodd5597
@heaventodd5597 2 жыл бұрын
Hes been gone for 10 yrs now and I still have a hole in my heart. Sometimes I can’t breath all I can do is cry and scream. It’s not getting any easier I need him. I never needed anyone else’s love or validation. But why when we were together he would control and mentally and physically abuse me. But I loved him enough to stand bye him. Maybe that’s the only way he knew how to show love. I finally walked away 12 years ago and he spiraled down got into drugs and eventually lost his battle with heroin. I can’t keep asking my self if I’d stayed would he still be here? I wish I could feel his arms around me just to feel him kiss my forehead anything💔
@yasminclarke469
@yasminclarke469 4 жыл бұрын
This audio speaks to me.. my best friends died and everytime I listen to this it just breaks me..💔😣
@heavenkush7806
@heavenkush7806 2 жыл бұрын
I felt this way after finding out my first true love was gone.. we were high school sweethearts together 4 years. Sadly we broke up and as time passed we both moved on. On the inside my heart never stopped loving him but my mind told me to stay away. After years we met again I thought it was faith but I was to nervous to say anything. A year later we were spending time together as friends. I thought this was my chance to be close with him again wether we were together or friends. 3 months later we all lost him. Young amazing guy. A man I will always love and always wished I could have forever. Still in my heart ❤️ r.i.p hunter
@elisehopkins8186
@elisehopkins8186 4 жыл бұрын
i remember listening to this audio 3 months ago crying about a boy who told me he would be my best friend for the rest of our lives. he promised me he wouldn’t leave me like the other ones. but he did leave. and you know what? you get over it. it hurts for a while but it stops
@KuroshitsujiSebastianSebby
@KuroshitsujiSebastianSebby 7 жыл бұрын
I've always missed him so much and it hurts so much. I've always think about him and I loved him so much I want him back 💔
@cypher8383
@cypher8383 5 жыл бұрын
I have never had a couple, but, if have I want to tell you that you are special, beautiful, amazing, wonderful and you don't need to be dependent, you are strong. He/She will always be with you, in your heart. 💞
@robertpeed8217
@robertpeed8217 6 жыл бұрын
my pain from my past love is like rain, it comes then goes away. but it always comes back, its like hail raining down on my life and damaging everything i've ever had. but still i miss him. and now thsat hes gone , i want my life to be over.
@whatthefuckrichard9769
@whatthefuckrichard9769 6 жыл бұрын
he hurt me so much. he hurt me like I didn't matter. but he did make me feel wanted too. I got so quickly attached. he has now left me for 4 months, no goodbye, no explanation. he just disappeared. fuck, I miss him like hell. i hate myself for missing him, but I love him.
@junehavens2670
@junehavens2670 6 жыл бұрын
what the fuck richard same thing happened with me he just left without any explanation without any reason and I still love him and miss him everyday
@jaebetcher3982
@jaebetcher3982 4 жыл бұрын
crying to this at 4am hits differently tho
@madhorsyvids
@madhorsyvids 8 жыл бұрын
This audio is gorgeous! I was wondering where the quotes were from? xx
@candypaws08
@candypaws08 8 жыл бұрын
They're from Season 2 of Chasing Life :)
@madhorsyvids
@madhorsyvids 8 жыл бұрын
Thank you! x
@weirdotye6285
@weirdotye6285 7 жыл бұрын
This made me think of my first love... He left me,i loved him.. i really fucking loved him.He had to move but didn't tell me,didn't say a damn thing to me and just left without me knowing but i soon learned that he moved away.He abandoned me and i still wonder where he is and if he still thinks of me.Probably not...ik this may not be a big deal to people but it still breaks me to this day to know i was just temporarily his girlfriend before he left me lost in the dark.I was so heartbroken id spend some of my nights every year crying and staring up at the sky wondering "is it my fault?" "will he come back?" "my heart belongs to him and he took it with him" Now that i have matured more i learned to move on because he clearly didnt want me and i dont need no guy to love me when i can love myself and succeed in life.Its been more than 5 years and i haven't heard a word from him,didn't even get to say goodbye to him when he walked out my life without say "I love you" or "im so sorry"
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