Hi! I am the maker and publisher of this video, and I would just like to say that I am truly OVERWHELMED by the feedback I’ve gotten. I made this video not thinking much about it, I was just experimenting and doing what I loved - editing. Regarding all the comments: I do hope you don’t use this as a reason to kill yourselves. It might not feel like it right now, but you truly are loved - if there is one positive thing I have gotten out of reading the comments, then it is the fact that the world hasn’t gone to shit just yet. Not everyone are evil and rude, so many have offered to help and be someone others can talk and vent to. I really believe it’s good for anyone who is suffering something - anything really - to talk to someone. It doesn’t matter who, as long as you feel comfortable telling the person. If you would rather talk to a stranger than someone you know - go ahead! Take someone up on that offer! If you don’t want to talk to a stranger, please, do talk to someone in your family, or a friend, a teacher, a colleague, someone that you trust, and just maybe you will feel a little better. Killing yourself is NOT the solution, it never was. You have SO much to live for, and if you don’t believe me then I guess you will just have to wait, LIVE, and see for yourself. Everything gets better. Don’t strive to have the perfect life. Just live YOUR life, it’s worth it. If you are feeling down one day, that’s totally ok. It’s completely normal. You aren’t supposed to feel your best every day, that’s just going to kill your spirit. Everyone has ups and downs, and that’s ok. Everything might not be ok right now, but if you just hold on and live you will see that things can and will be. Please, live your life. You deserve that.
@nguyenjamie2973 жыл бұрын
Thanku ♥️ bestrong Loveyou
@jeffjeff21393 жыл бұрын
...if so, they might've listened to it, but they didn't hear it. Well done. Keep up the good work.
@AvatarArrowYT3 жыл бұрын
i dont deserve life, not after what I did
@jeffjeff21393 жыл бұрын
@@AvatarArrowYT those with the biggest smiles, are often the very same that have shed the most tears. So, if it was really that bad, than it was to make you wonderful. "Be the change..." ☝️🖤
@alanthornthwaite95093 жыл бұрын
That is some inspirational words :) thank u. Great edit and keep up the good work 👏
@Jessica-ue2fe6 жыл бұрын
the saddest part? we’re all just kids being told “you don’t know what sadness is,” so we pretend to be okay.
@deathclaw60336 жыл бұрын
Yeah
@tofix33086 жыл бұрын
that's right
@yourfangirl56106 жыл бұрын
yeah 👍
@8-bitbrick2635 жыл бұрын
Yeah and your never really happy if you can be sad
@anonymousgirl68555 жыл бұрын
True
@varonika46444 жыл бұрын
Every time I come here the comments are so fresh...
@darknox36214 жыл бұрын
That....pain. that is pain, my friend. Pain of the other people, who are lost like we are. Lost in a cold, deep, dark void without emotions and sounds. That is pain
@varonika46444 жыл бұрын
@@darknox3621 hmm and the no. of these people are gonna just increase
@Apparently-An-Otter3 жыл бұрын
Hanako-
@germansheperdlover45995 жыл бұрын
we are all just suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids suicide is not the answer
@davidparkinson63725 жыл бұрын
If your life's shit tho what's the point
@fia27095 жыл бұрын
yeah, i’m trying my hardest to give out support to people throughout the comments in these certain types of videos to assure them and give suggestions where they can go to vent, deal with shit, etc. but while doing that, it hurts to know that i have no one to do the same for me.
@davidparkinson63725 жыл бұрын
I feel shit now nobody to turn to
@germansheperdlover45995 жыл бұрын
@@fia2709 ikr
@gsrtsere35 жыл бұрын
@@davidparkinson6372 If you wake up and you have a heart beat in your chest and air in your lungs that means god is not done with you yet he sees you he loves you and he has a plan for your life, talk to someone, anyone. You know every person who has tried to commit suicide off the golden gate bridge and survived to tell the tale said the second they let go of that railing they instantly regretted their decision. You've survived 100% of your bad days dont let this day be your last, Godbless and hope you get better. also this might help you a lot of his videos helped me (kzbin.info/www/bejne/gmSWlZ17erJ4e5o)
@thelostonere-acclaimed19763 жыл бұрын
Why does it hurt so much to hear this but feels so natural?
@theforsakenhorde3 жыл бұрын
Im with you......your not alone my friend....shit sucks
@detromine3 жыл бұрын
because its our turn to go and leave it all behind
@bee-square31453 жыл бұрын
I feel the same way
@bee-square31453 жыл бұрын
@@theforsakenhorde it dose suck
@carolinetorres87063 жыл бұрын
Bc your so used to the pain and tears that it's just normal to you
@eef96243 жыл бұрын
I don’t want to die I don’t want to kill myself I just wish to simply exist no longer
@complicatedwords4263 жыл бұрын
Same
@adonnabrons22133 жыл бұрын
mood
@vidavida86923 жыл бұрын
I want the pain
@cottonwolfuu3 жыл бұрын
mood
@MythoMars3 жыл бұрын
Mood
@Leila-mp1pf3 жыл бұрын
The real pain is when you want to cry but cannot so you lay there and then think “I’m being dramatic, I’m so ridiculous why would anyone want to have you”
@William0977-b1q3 жыл бұрын
That’s the thing..., we tried to show our true feelings but society, people, parents, friends and etc, they just shut us out..., and telling us things like grow up/man up, something like that..., it’s just hurts u know...
@kotheral-hasan44993 жыл бұрын
yea. just know in that moment your thoughts are not always true. you ARE stronger than the thoughts :)
@iloveu55763 жыл бұрын
AprilFoolsPony i do the same every single night cause at the night time i always cry and let my feelings out hating on myself and why i am good enough and even tho we don’t know i hope you will have the best day/night of your life and i love you
@disposedjewel42563 жыл бұрын
I agree it happens every night to me
@loonaris11273 жыл бұрын
This hit too hard
@Mami4u4 жыл бұрын
The worst thing about depression is that you don’t want to die but you don’t want to go through the pain either
@ellyxa25254 жыл бұрын
This is so true.
@gachafoxgirl74313 жыл бұрын
'I'm empty inside, I just don't feel alive and I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die.' - Empty. The most relatable song ever..
@axelierman3 жыл бұрын
Omg yes. So true
@theogernie4643 жыл бұрын
This is makeing my tear up. I swear...
@jacqulinesims62853 жыл бұрын
That has to be the most accurate comment i have heard in years
@jeans68083 жыл бұрын
I love stiles, we have a lot of things in common. The sarcastic personality, Always trying to help their friends and the constant feeling of worry, being scared and trying to cover everything up by being sarcastic.
@MoonlitPhoenix04 жыл бұрын
How can stiles be so sarcastic and depressing at the same time, in the same sentence
@angelpirtle67894 жыл бұрын
Who’s here in the middle of night.. trying to keep yourself together
@tiffydew59874 жыл бұрын
Me too sis
@iputkidsinsoup4 жыл бұрын
Sadly... yea but we can get through this together all 5 of us :3
@mystix19794 жыл бұрын
Yep...
@angelina._.28684 жыл бұрын
I'm back here from 2017 and i'm surprised people are still commenting... but same 💔
@daneen77384 жыл бұрын
I M
@ira96354 жыл бұрын
I dont wanna die I just wanna feel ok without faking it
@user-bb4vm1ms8r4 жыл бұрын
this
@jehmimahelizabeth97223 жыл бұрын
it will get better 🥺
@adelinesportel43 жыл бұрын
I don’t want to die because I don’t want to hurt someone else by dying.
@jehmimahelizabeth97223 жыл бұрын
@@adelinesportel4 pls don't die, hold on and do it for yourself not for others you're so worth it i promise
@ira96353 жыл бұрын
@@adelinesportel4 this...
@zos.o3 жыл бұрын
"I'm not suicidal to the point where I want to kill myself... but rather to the point where I don't care if I die."
@jeffreydarmisco70883 жыл бұрын
if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help..
@assilem50543 жыл бұрын
It’s like trying to die without killing yourself
@vikrammeena66143 жыл бұрын
@Sev i can relate, things can get worsen rapidly. I am also going through same, i think i have things under control. A phone call saved me last time🥺, don't know how I'll hold up if things worsen again. I'll recommend you to talk to someone, not necessarily your family or friends. Internet is beautiful place and many are here to help. Write about all those things matter, don't be shy sharing with someone, read books. chin up and don't give up.
@jeffreydarmisco70883 жыл бұрын
@@vikrammeena6614 if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help
@akashicuzumaki35203 жыл бұрын
@@jeffreydarmisco7088 what if you don't have anyone who really cares and people shun you before even giving you a chance?
@seiki6974 жыл бұрын
Is it just me or is it easier to talk to people on the internet you don’t even know and they can make you feel so much better then the people in front of you because they don’t get it or say it’s just a phase? Edit* if anyone wants to talk to me my discord is “Kami17#8790”
@jhopesheartu84254 жыл бұрын
Yep Its so much easier 💔💔💔💔💔💔
@littlekpopstanner13924 жыл бұрын
It really is
@gayestpotato43534 жыл бұрын
I agree with you it's like talking to someone who not there
@51GN34 жыл бұрын
Yeah
@tylergriffin14364 жыл бұрын
I'm 23 and still don't want to be alive. Can't tell me its a teenage faze
@ekho10833 жыл бұрын
It's scary how easy it is to fake a smile
@bloodw.y.92183 жыл бұрын
it really really... is...
@rach22643 жыл бұрын
Easy I do it every day
@annitaduran69313 жыл бұрын
It rlly is tho
@ilikedarknes33513 жыл бұрын
It's scary how hard it is for people to know we're faking it
@Charlsy-sd2hx3 жыл бұрын
So true
@andisitinafaalifya22564 жыл бұрын
I wish, when i say "im fine" someone would just hug me tight n say "i know ur not". But that'll never happen. My depression wants me to die. But my anxiety is scared to die. Yknow what, this is the reality of having mental healt issues. This is how ya feel sometimes.
@sherryward52674 жыл бұрын
But when you do fight no madder what there are people like you and. .... I am like you so we get through it together
@meow81114 жыл бұрын
The one friend that knows im lying just laughs and says same. Never a hug. Just a that sucks me too.
@psynyx3 жыл бұрын
@@meow8111 same
@kinleighpasher65163 жыл бұрын
Sometimes when I say “I’m ok” I want someone to look me in the eyes hug me tight and say “I know your not and that’s ok”
@MattyzBeatz3 жыл бұрын
Worst part, no one I've ever said that too has noticed. So I personally don't think anyone will no offense hun, but unless it's another person like us in pain, they'll never notice our fake smiles and lies
@axelfulk88873 жыл бұрын
You are right. It never happens...
@hamshaiwb58495 жыл бұрын
I laugh so much in school hiding the fact that i'm broken inside 3 years update: I have all I thought I couldn't have, or thought I was undeserving of. If I hadn't held on, I wouldn't have known what it's like to live out my dream life. I cannot even begin. I am just so, so happy. I am filled with so much love, I have become attractive and my family has been financially doing so well. I hope this will be used as inspiration, I was so scared of my future when I wrote this comment, not knowing that happiness was just around the corner. Sending lots of love to everyone.
@Jhyxzl5 жыл бұрын
I can relate so much
@dorenmnelosp86565 жыл бұрын
And sad that no one notices but at the Same time you're glad they didn't cause you dont want to drag them down it your puddle of self regret
@Jhyxzl5 жыл бұрын
@@dorenmnelosp8656 EXACTLY!!!
@payleigh47975 жыл бұрын
I do too...
@Philippians-kc4it4 жыл бұрын
I feel that man
@littlebears6 жыл бұрын
teen wolf is one show i miss so fucking much. its characters have marked my heart and i will never, ever forget that show and what’s it’s done for me
@keelysalter74076 жыл бұрын
phloral same this show has saved my life
@jayothemayo51356 жыл бұрын
agreed
@hey-uc3dd4 жыл бұрын
*Depression is like a black hole, once your in it, it’s almost impossible to get back out*
@hey-uc3dd4 жыл бұрын
Kennedi Aldrich Yup- ❤️
@kaitlynbuckner32644 жыл бұрын
But when you do, it’s a huge accomplishment and everyone’s proud of you for doing it. Other people trapped look up to you for it. You yourself will be so happy and proud of yourself. It’s worth the fight, I promise
@gachafoxgirl74314 жыл бұрын
Almost
@ilikedarknes33513 жыл бұрын
You're just waiting for the person to pull you out but they never come
@mrwruble18423 жыл бұрын
I'm not scared of dying, I'm only scared of hurting the people who really do care about me. I have always said "if I were gonna die, I don't think I'd stop it. But I'd want to apologise for leaving first."
@allyssalevine39866 жыл бұрын
i feel like the nogitsune, he symbolized more than just an angry fox spirit. it symbolized the darkness. the anxiety, the depression, the sadness, the grief stiles never allowed himself to show. it symbolizes what so many of us go through. we all have a nogitsune. all of us. its only a matter of how strong it is, how much it shows. *and this is what happens when its 2 in the morning and i find myself in stiles stilinski audios. thank you.*
@milfolsen4 жыл бұрын
Does anyone else feel so broken that you feel your heart literally breaking and falling to pieces? Yeah...Me too.
@jaydenlindley69544 жыл бұрын
Every day
@kaib_07984 жыл бұрын
Yeah.... every.single.day. Yet I still say “I’m fine” I’m pretty good at lying. I think a lot of people are.
@ilikedarknes33513 жыл бұрын
@@kaib_0798 it's because people that aren't in depression don't realize that smiling and laughing doesn't mean you're happy it means you're hiding that you're not happy
@veronicabomar92323 жыл бұрын
Me every day every single second
@moonchild48323 жыл бұрын
Every second of every day
@Amelia-fq5pc5 жыл бұрын
Is it just me or when you help someone else through a hard time it's like they give their Emotions to you
@LK-lz6lk5 жыл бұрын
Amelia, I know your comment is 6 mths old now but I just had to reply...in case you don't already know. What you are describing is called Empathy. It sounds like you've got the gift of being an Empath (aka: a healer)! If you don't know much about it, might I suggest you look it up. It is, no doubt, a spiritual gift! Although, many empaths say it's a gift that comes with lots of personal challenges as well. Learning more about it, can help you better understand how to use it & how you can protect & care for yourself as well. 🤞💜 & 💫 to you!
@Ollie-nt9vq7 ай бұрын
The way that this audio actually helped me not kms in high school. The idea of just holding on for one more second has been the best I could do so many times, for years straight
@cxg60376 ай бұрын
And look where you are bro, your still here and there’s a reason for that. I’ve been through some nasty mental health situations the past few years. But now my mindset is focused on myself. Fuck every single other person out there, become your own best friend learn to love yourself and love spending time with yourself. I am me, despite my problems and I’m learning to love it. You can to bro. Love yourself, suicide doesn’t stop the pain. It only moves it. Good luck
@amber92694 жыл бұрын
The fact that this has 7 million views And people still ask what is wrong with the world
@megandeinema19693 жыл бұрын
we are what's wrong with the world ,
@olive11173 жыл бұрын
@@megandeinema1969 heh
@sami90493 жыл бұрын
True. But its 8 mil now
@YuseiofMicah3 жыл бұрын
8M actually.
@meilyncarynb-77543 жыл бұрын
Oop! I’m the 666th like.
@ThatBoiBlaster3 жыл бұрын
The scariest thing is how recent these comments are
@zanifya3 жыл бұрын
Yep :/
@trinipoo_panda3173 жыл бұрын
Its scarier to relate to all of them👌...
@ThatBoiBlaster3 жыл бұрын
@@trinipoo_panda317 I hope you're doing okay, then. :)
@littlemisskiller71643 жыл бұрын
:'(
@tomriddle71783 жыл бұрын
💖😔
@avah33165 жыл бұрын
Do you ever feel like your giving out soooo many hints to friends and family that your not okay and hurting inside but they just brush it off like it’s nothing. Well if so.. same.
@Artemis-pn1ni5 жыл бұрын
Ava H same you give off so manny hints your not ok there’s something wrong but friends and family ignore it they don’t want to see that your so obviously not fine. I feel the same way
@avah33165 жыл бұрын
Haley Baker ik it’s like I say stuff that is sooo obvious and it’s like the topic changes really quick. Ugh good to see I’m not alone tho haha :/
@Artemis-pn1ni5 жыл бұрын
Ava H I know it’s cool I’m not the the only one
@anayanicole28095 жыл бұрын
Same but with me people never know cause i keep this stupid ass smile on my face every fucking day😭😭😭 im sick of this smile but then again who would care anyway 😒
@jessicalackey67265 жыл бұрын
Yes! Exactly
@bbsxscry_27152 жыл бұрын
If my family knew I watch video's like these they would probably think I'm trying to find reasons to be depressed and feel sorry for myself, but I'm not trying to do that. I just want to know that other people feel these things that I feel it gives me a sense of relief that I'm not alone. And I love how strangers know exactly how we feel better than people whom claim to love us
@avaroy6885 жыл бұрын
we say we’re fine cause we don’t want other people to think we want everything to be about us. or at least that’s how i am. i hate when other people worry about me.
@rubenhamadouche30206 жыл бұрын
The pain is his voice, the way he explains it.. damn that hit me..
@valeriesaena62276 жыл бұрын
"If you're going through hell. . . Then keep going." Just for all the people who was waiting for this part.
@yessir11492 жыл бұрын
"it's not just a feeling though it's like a panic attack" That hits hard
@Froocy-4 жыл бұрын
This was posted in 2017 yet there are comments from just hours ago. This is a powerful video
@tofix33084 жыл бұрын
I was here 2019 and here I'm again
@emmapresley81044 жыл бұрын
The fact that someone else in the world is watching this the same time I am makes me sad that someone else is feeling the same or maybe worse than me...whoever you are, I’m sorry. 💜
@poppymundy39274 жыл бұрын
Emma Presley
@luzzuniga93734 жыл бұрын
It is weird how this was in 2017, but we need this now in 2020.
@tamaragunzl69244 жыл бұрын
2020 hits Different..
@shanley73343 жыл бұрын
This kinda reminds me of the quote that bojack horseman said "usually when someone asks how I'm doing the real answer is I'm doing shitty, but I cant say I'm doing shitty! Cause then they ask why what's wrong and I just say, idk
@meher63533 жыл бұрын
"Why didn't you tell anybody?" "Nobody asked" Not my words, but it's scarily relatable
@arisa5753 жыл бұрын
and if you tell them, they don’t understand.
@terezastepanikova34323 жыл бұрын
I told them, no one belived me, that I survived two suicide attepms. They started think it might be true after I read them my suicide note. I should have kept it to myself.
@denki_kaminari_the_human_c84883 жыл бұрын
Bruh.. The only one that o trust in school just told something that was supposed to be a secret to the whole class... Wow... The other one listened to me then the next day she said that if i'm gonna seek for her attention again she's gonna block me... On the gc where the whole class was.... Wow... Now i don't have anyone to trust.. And now my only friends are my dog, my bird, and my cat.. 🙂And 4 fake friends
@jamessanchez87193 жыл бұрын
Literally happened to me and now I lost people who I thought actually cared. They never asked what was wrong or bothered to want to be there
@hairypotato84693 жыл бұрын
Personally I don’t tell anyone cause I don’t want to feel like a burden
@shark42314 жыл бұрын
i always listen to sad audios when im upset. honestly this one just hits me
@Kihameleon4 жыл бұрын
ruu I feel this soo much. I hurt so bad.
@jayswonderland_4 жыл бұрын
the fact that this has 7,4 million views says a lot about our generation...
@LoveOnPages Жыл бұрын
6 years later, this is still a comfort video of mine
@pinnochiosbrokencoc94764 жыл бұрын
You know shits hitting the fan when you’re back to listening to this kind of stuff
@devos47854 жыл бұрын
Yeah....
@DASBOTSCH3 жыл бұрын
"One Day You're Gonna Look Around And You're Going To Realise That Everybody Loves You...But Nobody Likes You. And That's The Loneliest Feeling In The World." -Bojack Horseman
@benpanaser39233 жыл бұрын
Pushing on has to be better than seeing the view from halfway down
@eden83583 жыл бұрын
So i see the depressed people in 2021 have appeared
@abxsnce3 жыл бұрын
Started the year of crying alone at midnight this year is gonna be great................ I wish 😔
@eden83583 жыл бұрын
@@abxsnce started the year off drunk and on call to one of my friends then cried
@hazel65713 жыл бұрын
@Lotte same lmao
@jamesjacobaleena59393 жыл бұрын
@@abxsnce me too 😔
@Tina-vv1qb3 жыл бұрын
So yuor riht i'm depressed😞😞😞😞😞😫😩
@gracie15833 жыл бұрын
I love stiles he’s just so cute but he’s lost he’s funny but he’s also scared.This scene broke me that he feels like this I know it’s a series but still it literally broke me
@eijiroukirishima46874 жыл бұрын
I think its nice how all of these suicidal people have come together, and were all telling each other to not give up.
@viiiviii13 жыл бұрын
Ejiro???? Why are you here-
@eijiroukirishima46873 жыл бұрын
@@viiiviii1 shhhh I came from the shadows child :>
@viiiviii13 жыл бұрын
@@eijiroukirishima4687 YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
@viiiviii13 жыл бұрын
@@eijiroukirishima4687 Don't stop bein manly bro
@eijiroukirishima46873 жыл бұрын
@@viiiviii1 of course dude, same to you! You seem very manly!
@iamthewolfie_5 жыл бұрын
The moment u feel happy for once but then ur depression kicks in and you feel alone and sad and feel like no one wants you around or anything and u lock urself in a room and cry till u fall asleep
@cloroxbleach57343 жыл бұрын
I had that. I was driving and I actually felt happy for a moment. Then I saw a group of high schoolers in the back of a truck having a good time with their friends and it felt like a stab to the heart.
@moon-ys9dc5 жыл бұрын
*it’s so much easier to just say “i’m fine” instead of having to explain yourself.*
@myedits-p3y5 жыл бұрын
True
@Emryth-eb4zq5 жыл бұрын
It takes practice. Being vague is okay too. It allows the other person to ask more questions or leave it as is. I tend to say Meh, not really, sort of, or I'm alive. It took me awhile to get comfortable with these. Sometimes people don't know how to approach the subject with those of us who are struggling. The phrases I mentioned can open the door to deeper conversations, or simply let them know that you're struggling. They can then offer support and encouragement. Learning to accept those are ... Not always easy but definitely worth it. It's important to learn how to self advocate, it's So much healthier than the standard brush off of "I'm fine " Nothing worth anything is ever easy. Easy has no worth and only short shallow comfort. Easy does not last.
@sarahpatricia96413 жыл бұрын
Some lines just never grow old. They're ageless.
@twentynestylesatthedisc68454 жыл бұрын
This quarantine needs to end. I feel like I’m going back to the dark place that was so hard to leave. I made it through once but I’m scared about what will happen if I return to that state of mind.
@sylvansprecher79334 жыл бұрын
You know it's bad when you start coming back to these
@shanycarriere33974 жыл бұрын
Cuddlez really bad...
@isaigarcia88354 жыл бұрын
Fr now that I’m always home I feel so alone with me and my thoughts And I just feel so sad and empty
@twentynestylesatthedisc68454 жыл бұрын
Alexander Barker thank you so much! This mean a lot to me. Not many people offer to talk so just reading this comment made me feel better. Also if u need someone to talk to I will always be here.
@disgraceful3184 жыл бұрын
you know it’s bad when you start watching these videos again
@nickolaussanders41164 жыл бұрын
At least I know I’m not the only one that feels the need to comes back to these videos
@Yamomsamutt4 жыл бұрын
Facts man:/
@hifriend73304 жыл бұрын
Exactly..
@maddiewithington13376 жыл бұрын
HIS VOICE GETS ME EVERY TIME
@mars40793 жыл бұрын
I’ve faked being okay for so long I’ve started to believe that feeling this way is okay. It’s like I don’t think about it anymore. When I need to cry, I can’t. I just want to scream it out but I can’t. I think that’s the worst feeling in the world. And I don’t even know why I’m this way. It just feels so dull.
@laurenwilliams47924 жыл бұрын
It’s even worse when you’re crying so hard you can’t breathe, and your whole body is shaking all while you’re wondering why you can’t ever be enough for anyone in your life. You wonder why the love of your life will never choose you. You wonder why it is so GOD DAMN hard for you to be loved. But then again you’re used to it by now
@stephv79304 жыл бұрын
that hit.
@mariannesmess4 жыл бұрын
You all will make it, your life is more than what it seems. You will all be sad for now but it's not forever. Trust me, I tried to commit suicide a few years ago. Now today I'm in an amazing relationship and my family is more supportive than ever. Life gets better but it can not if you are not in it. I'm addressing this to everyone who posted a comment, you will be okay. my Instagram is instagram.com/officialkiwisimmer/ use this if you need a friend or a complete stranger to talk to, I will not and will never be judgemental and I will listen wholeheartedly. I'm also coping a pasting this into all the comments that are sad because you all need to see this. Talk to me or someone else who will listen because there are people who care, even if its a complete stranger.
@anonuploads38115 жыл бұрын
i have these moments where i'm fine then all of sudden i'm just not. i just wanna be happy.
@zeroeulpz95525 жыл бұрын
anon - uploads yea I feel u 😔
@elizabethlane25585 жыл бұрын
literally my exact thoughts
@kirakyouji10214 жыл бұрын
I've listened to this over 20 times now but have never seen teen wolf this just is relatable and makes me want to watch teen wolf
@harleyblaze47274 жыл бұрын
its so good i highly recommend it
@kirakyouji10214 жыл бұрын
Ok thanks
@pepegamasterdud344 жыл бұрын
Kira Killer someone told me to watch it and just judging by the title i thought it would be a children drama show and now it is the best show i have ever watched on netflix.
@xSnowyui11 ай бұрын
I still listen to this audio till this day. I've been constantly thinking about the agonizing pressure we suffer as children, teens, and even adults. We all think it's a phase, but it's not. It's that false accusation we tell ourselves to move pass. Yet, we still continue to grow and that agonizing pain or pressure is still a build up of our lives. As people ask us, "how are you," the response is always "i'm fine or i'm good." This is because, no one is interested in what we feel, because they can do nothing about it. They don't care. We realise until the immense build up we endured throughout our lives is at it's peek that it wants to burst. Society these days are messed up and we all know that if we end things right there and then, we've shut down generations. It's selfish to die from such thing but its as if we were born to live with it.
@nxtkyzh4 жыл бұрын
Someone: hey are you ok your looking a bit down.. Me: oh, yeah I’m fine! I’m Fine with crying all night I’m Fine with getting bad grades I’m Fine with arguing with my parents every day I’m Fine with having no friends I’m Fine with having no one love me I’m Fine with having everyone avoid me I’m Fine with people ignoring me Fine with putting in a mask everyday to cover up my ugly face I’m fine with being called names I’m fine with crying myself to sleep I’m fine with failing school I’m fine with not paying attention in class I’m fine with my brother hurting me I’m fine with being called ugly I’m fine with being depressed I’m fine with not having fun Someone: oh ok! Me: bye!
@amberkuns33124 жыл бұрын
I can relate don't worry your not the only one that feels that way
@littlebobaluv66214 жыл бұрын
I can relate
@mysticmusic58234 жыл бұрын
You hit it spot on
@bobaschannel64213 жыл бұрын
That is me
@haikyuuweeb51173 жыл бұрын
Relatable
@maar1r1nnn5 жыл бұрын
it's been years but i still come back to this every now and then
@hyoken5 жыл бұрын
same... don't worry, im here for you, we'll be sad together bro..
@riccardomorariu47274 жыл бұрын
You know... I’m that funny guy at school, the one that with his friends and in public always laugh, but the nobody knows... when school finishes, that guy returns home, that guy goes into his room and starts crying...
@lunnight66414 жыл бұрын
Friends are there because they care about you. They appreciate you for being yourself and they can't help you if you don't let them know. Your friends are you friends because they like who you are. You are loved and cherished. Don't forget that ❤️
@alexisbaxter28934 жыл бұрын
Talking to people about it helps.
@andreamae91163 жыл бұрын
Our parents say “Don’t talk to people online” but.... Maybe strangers are the ones who understand us most.
@Audentes_Fortuna_Iuvet3 жыл бұрын
I feel you, my biggest relationships are online people from all across the world, and I feel deeply that I can trust them more than anyone I know in real life, because all they know are the things I tell them (e.g. I’m having problems at home) I never tell them personal things like names, specific roads/ buildings (unless public e.g. Big Ben, Windsor, London, Buckingham palace (I don’t talk about these they’re just big places in my country)), ages or anything like that we just chat and talk about random things like “oh once this girl came up to me and asked me this stupid question” (obv just referring to them as girl/ boy/ them/ it) and it makes the relationship stronger for me to not know them in person, maybe know what they look like or hear their voice but nothing past that. Because everyone I’ve ever known in person feels like they are going to leave me whenever they want and judge me however they want even right in front/ behind me. E.g. I had these 2 girls in my class and everyday I was sat in front of them I didn’t know what they were talking about me for (I could only hear giggling and my name) and it made me so mad that I couldn’t hear those girls cause I seriously wanted to out them so much. I do have a few friends I feel okay with (I don’t talk about personal issues with them) and they all don’t really have good feelings with the girls I was just talking about, anyways. Never trust anyone you know in real life always trust the ones who don’t know you, cause they can’t do anything to you if they don’t know you. (Not saying it for people you’ve built a good relationship with online but trust them more than face to face relationships. EDIT: that’s the end of my writing marathon and have a nice day
@andreamae91163 жыл бұрын
@@Audentes_Fortuna_Iuvet i totally understand… it’s kind of like when you can have occasional interactions over the internet it’s easier to tell them what going on because they won’t tell anyone you know because it’s anonymous. the interaction can be like bestfriends over the internet but faceless. i can put my trust in you even tho you may not put yours in me. i can do that because i know that you don’t know me personally. the everyday people don’t. have that trust has they kno to much about me already. i feel like you have your own problems that you can’t tell your friends or family but when you are completely down, to say the least going on to youtube and opening some sad songs to cry to while searching for comments that relate, it’s honestly everyone’s sanctuary. i really appreciate you reaching out to me and expressing your thoughts. i’m only 13 but i can tell that this is something everyone is struggling with. trust. that’s also the end of my writing marathon too. i did this during my google meet. lockdown in new zealand haha wishing you all the best
@Audentes_Fortuna_Iuvet3 жыл бұрын
@@andreamae9116 same to you, wishing you the best. Idk bout these days but it’s never the angry teens anymore it’s all the depressed ones. I don’t mind about reaching out literally anyone can reach out to me because I’m kinda considered the therapist friend LOL.
@andreamae91163 жыл бұрын
@@Audentes_Fortuna_Iuvet bahahah same. taking on everyone’s problems and helping them with it.
@thoelalger2244 Жыл бұрын
@@andreamae9116 I dont think you should people as much as you think especially online
@toriloehn57406 жыл бұрын
For all of you feeling hopeless, depressed or suicidal... You don’t _really_ want to die. You just want the pain to go away. What if that pain _could_ go away? Your life would be so much better, right? So what if it could go away? It can. It totally can. You are not an exception to all the people who get better out there. You are not a mistake. You are not an accident. You are put here for a reason, and if you struggle with finding that reason, you can’t give up. Ever. Sure, there’s terrible things going on in your life right now, in your head right now, through your eyes right now... but there is always something to hold on to. Whatever brings you joy, or even used to bring you joy, find that. Whether it’s the sunshine on an autumn day. Whether it’s late night reading by the fire in winter. Whether it’s hanging out with friends, laughing with family. Whether it’s writing in your diary, or rocking out to your favorite song. You wouldn’t want to give that up. I know I wouldn’t. Ending your life is _not_ an option to stop your pain. Speaking up and getting help *is*. This is your life. You need to live it to the fullest, because you only have one. It’s gonna be hard, but who _ever_ said it would be easy? Rough patches make you stronger. Wow I typed a lot and clearly you can see I’m passionate about this kind of thing haha... what I’m trying to say is just hang in there. If you feel hopeless, talk it out. Get the help you deserve. Because _everyone_ deserves a bright future, and a beautiful life. 💫
@robinaniqkarabulut49436 жыл бұрын
Thank you, I really needed to hear that
@robertstanley45736 жыл бұрын
I totally agree Tori Loehn but people do speak up and ask for but what do we get pills thrown at us or pointless counciling thats of no use if and when you fall into your darkest times the mental health service and civilians need to help more
@haleynicole11596 жыл бұрын
I kind of think you're being mean and don't understand people I don't deserve a bright future stop thinking everything is ok because it's not
@knightwolf78075 жыл бұрын
Tori ! To say these words you must have lived em And you know what pain is But like you I’m here to save these souls I won’t let this fucked up life get to em I know that pain.. of being :p nvm lol But you are an amazing person *huggles* You are really special ya know ! Take care love be safe always
@aaaaa-zx1fk5 жыл бұрын
Your lying stop lying
@madalyn57614 жыл бұрын
life fucking sucks. why can’t i go to the old days where i was happy and content with my life. now i stay up and sob my eyes out because of all this stress i get. i hate my life.
@iheartmikey4 жыл бұрын
shyshyshy sana hey i’m sorry you feel like this :( just stay strong and remember *things will get better*
@aliciahayhope22524 жыл бұрын
shyshyshy sana I don’t hate my life I actually think I have a good life but I feel guilty I feel like it isn’t for me and I’m just not good enough...
@aliciahayhope22524 жыл бұрын
But I promise you will get through it
@aria59815 жыл бұрын
My mom thought I wasn’t going to make it past 15, but I’m still here. And so are you. Keep going. I love you.
@kylieh8333 жыл бұрын
I remember him saying this… I listened to much and knew what he was saying and it honestly made me wanna cry. I love stiles so much and people don’t realize how he is the friend that helps everyone but needs help
@itshailey57564 жыл бұрын
you know it’s getting worse when you come back to watch these..
@lexisylvain35924 жыл бұрын
it’s going to be okay. stay alive for me❤️
@bluellama5104 жыл бұрын
How did u know
@inkthelosermoonshine20944 жыл бұрын
You read my mind, huh.
@nataliamartinez50644 жыл бұрын
Here we are....once again...at square 1
@giadabadaa4 жыл бұрын
You realize how 6.4 million propel clicked on a video titled “i’m fine” let that sink in
@dakota-kun3955 жыл бұрын
God. Why is it midnight while I'm watching these sad audios?
@Simplynotherelolll3 жыл бұрын
Every single day I live, I wonder about the future. Everyday I can feel this overwhelming sense of grief and just anger that I’m stuck in this world that doesn’t care about me. Everyday I look for someone to care, I look for someone to ask what’s wrong, but every time it becomes more apparent I’ll never be with people who care. I’m depressed, I’m tired, I’m so very tired... but I’m the fun friend, I’m the one who always has a smile on my face making sure everyone else is okay. I’m the friend that is always there, but I have no friends who are always there. I’m just tired
@MasterOfPuppet7143 жыл бұрын
I feel you. And im you my friend 🤗
@Tw1nter3 жыл бұрын
Same, I searched too, found my dog who was right next to my side the whole time..(I hated him and blamed him for my moms cancer/death as childish as it may sound). It’s still oh so hard but.. the nights are warmer with my buddy...
@dominiquegarcia94634 жыл бұрын
I told someone everything i felt and they said you were always smiling i never knew someone like you could be so broken inside
@TheSilverizer4 жыл бұрын
It's a heavy weight in your chest that makes you not wanna get up. That it's so difficult to breathe, every night is the reoccurring pressure and it always hurts. That this pain will NEVER go away..as if im in an endless hallway and no matter how much i try to reach the end it just goes further and further away, then the tears fall for hours on end the insomnia continues and the thoughts of "I can't" or "I won't" echo through my head. I cry out for help but my parents call it an excuse, they dont understand. Dad never really cared...Mom only turned my issues into a financial crisis, like it's my fault I have anxiety and depression. 12 years of special education thought my parents were doing what was best, but after those 12 years I developed PTSD from my teachers and classmates, the thoughts got worse. Started stealing and lying and getting into all sorts of trouble cause it was the only way to get noticed. Started taking medications for anxiety and depression. It helps but it only masks how I truly feel. The scars of memory cause nightmares, just reliving each day in and out, time after time, and it makes the pressure in my chest get worse and worse until I feel my body will finally give out from the stress. That I may finally achieve peace. But I can never be that fortunate..
@raiebel11314 жыл бұрын
Silverizer true x
@autumnleleika24704 жыл бұрын
5.8 million people clicked on a video called "I'm fine" let that sink in ☹
@koenthepadawan22444 жыл бұрын
Autumn Leleika and half of them are dead now.
@autumnleleika24704 жыл бұрын
@@koenthepadawan2244 damn :(
@kirakyouji10214 жыл бұрын
@@autumnleleika2470 damn that hit me I've never thought of that before now
@lucabennison14333 жыл бұрын
When you can't live but dying would hurt others so you have to suffer for them and it crushes you every day to pretend it doesn't
@hajaribrahimi18273 жыл бұрын
Ur so strongg!
@The_realHector4 жыл бұрын
“If it’s about survival...isn’t a little agony worth it..?”
@abigailletts91854 жыл бұрын
It's not just a little agony though, there is so much agony that some of us aren't strong enough to handle, some of us are trying to go through this alone because you don't want to bother the people around you, you don't want people to pity you. So you push through all by yourself until someone finds you and they make you feel something you've never felt, you finally feel happy. You fell okay. We can't go through these things alone, we need to find someone who can put the agony to death. Survival is much more difficult than any of us can imagine
@혜진-m5h5 жыл бұрын
You know it's getting worse When you start watching these Again And again
@teamess46805 жыл бұрын
I wrote this poem, I think someone needs to hear this Like, a blue house Your eyes stand out so tattered Torn apart like the siding, Your windows- Boarded up, Because they too were broken too many times, The bright freshly painted door however, Much like your smile so welcoming Was opened to find the living room where the couches are so worn it seemed as if no one ever got up I find comfort. A broken piano with ivory keys One beautiful, playing melodies Now sits still with a newfound beauty And much like the candle in the corner that can't quite seem to be blown out You keep fighting Because in this home I find comfort Because in this home I find warmth In this home I find you.
@kateduncan505 жыл бұрын
i love and appreciate you.
@yeahidkk37295 жыл бұрын
“i’m fine” a phrase we use so much but never mean...
@parkerdighton50455 жыл бұрын
s o r r y i don’t know how this doesn’t have more likes. I’m fine is the most common lie we tell as humans but it’s a lie to probably one of the most Important questions we ask. The people who ask this question care about us and just telling I’m fine is a response that means we are scared and scared of what they’ll say
@funkwest86025 жыл бұрын
"Go outside" , a phrase we hear so much, but never do........... The most common lie we tell people we are going to do.......... But how can I be sad outside? I have to stay inside to keep being sad....... They'll never understand........
@angelinarampersad82633 жыл бұрын
i read this in a few comments in different videos, "we are all suicidal kids, helping other suicidal kids.." so true >_
@marianabasilio21245 жыл бұрын
*When you say you're fine when you really aren't.* *But then you kind of wish you have told someone you weren't fine, you weren't okay so you wouldn't have to carry this weight on your shoulders but now it's too late for that and you know you didn't tell anyone in the first place because you knew you'd be a burden to them in some way.*
@keladwynsolkas5 жыл бұрын
Yet your resolution to not burden others outweighs that wish, so that every time someone asks, you say “I’m ok” “Everything’s fine” purely out of reflex
@whomyouask54485 жыл бұрын
The average person lies about 4 times a day. The most common lie is “I’m fine”
@shark42314 жыл бұрын
^
@charred_crow4 жыл бұрын
This was originally typed for someone else, but I feel like everyone needs to hear it. Turn off all the lights in a room your most comfortable being in. Sit int he middle of the room, and focus on breathing. Any negative thought you have, walk away from it, any positive thought you have hold on tightly to it, and do not let go. The second you let go, is the second the water floods in, the second you start drowning, but if youre drowning, you still see the light from the surface. If you can see the surface your instinct is to swim to it. In this case the water, is tears. Humans cry because of pain, sometimes physically, some times emotionally, and sometimes mentally. Sometimes we just need to cry, we need to fill the ocean, that is our negative thoughts, but what we cant do, what we cant do is have the urge to walk in alone. You cannot traverse alone, for what will happen if things go wrong? No one will be there, but if you have someone with you, weather its family, friends, a pet, an imaginary friends, maybe even an ancestor, someone to hold your hand and guide you, youll be okay. Its a bad day, its a bad couple of nights, its a bad couple of weeks, months, years even. But its not a bad life, its not a wasted life, not unless you make it. Its all about how its perceived, if you want it to be bad, it will be. If you want it to be good, it will be. No thing, and no one will hit you harder then life, it will knock you down to your knees and keep you there if you let it, but what matters is you dont. What matters is that you have the strength, you have the courage to stand up and hit back. It doesnt matter if your tall or short, strong or weak, obese or thin. You are you, and as long as thats who you are, then theres no one else you need to be. Theres no one else you need to impress, if someone isnt proud of your best, then forget them. As long as you gave it your all, gave it everything you have, then thats what matters, and if your not proud of yourself, im proud of you. You reached out, you asked for help from complete strangers, the world isnt all sunshine and rainbows, but rainbows wont light up the sky unless you let it rain, and candles just wont glow until they burn, but you cant give up your laugher cause your scared of a little pain, thats a lesson that the hole world needs to learn, and if you ever need someone to talk to, you ever need a shoulder to cry on, you ever need someones hand to hold. Ill be that someone, ill be that shoulder, ill be the hand that you need to hold.
@midhattasneem71014 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@sageverkerk20084 жыл бұрын
Wow this is wow.. I really appreciate this and I’m sure more people Will find it at the time that they need to. So I’m saying thank you now bc now is when I need it.
@skyowens1145 Жыл бұрын
you know It’s bad again when you start listening to these.
@peachylyn5 жыл бұрын
I haven't had an actual good night's sleep in days. Sleeping at 6am, going to school at 7am, getting home exhausted, staying in bed until 9, stressing out about stuff until midnight, doing homework at 2 am, then I stress out more. This is what happens everyday.
@ctherrera92405 жыл бұрын
I know this is cliche but. In due time. It’ll all get better. Trust me. After the storm comes a rainbow
@nurainunafifhah6865 жыл бұрын
石巻愛実 need someone to talk?
@nadiyaisml73624 жыл бұрын
i feel alone. and i'm surrounded by my friends and family but feeling so alone that you can feel it deep into your soul when you're surrounded by so many people, that, that's the worst feeling in the world. but that's the feeling i live with everyday and the words 'I'm fine' just don't hold any meaning anymore. i don't tell anybody because i don't want to be a burden or an annoyance and i just have no idea what to do.
@timmyg52464 жыл бұрын
i know what you mean in my experienxe its a big burden and you just keep on going but in the end it comes to a happy day or anything that makes you happy. I was in a dark place like 2 years ago i was an addict and just thought that life was pointless and just keept fucking around with tha substance but after a year of that i just came to a realisation that everyone feels like shit sometimes but the thing is that sometimes it last for a day and sometimes it can last for years but in the end its worth it and dont do it for friends or family do it for you, you have your own power but that dosent keep you happy all the time and friends and family cant help you with that either but to feel sad is to know what happy means. dont give upp sometimes its good to walk alone. I hope you the best and go all in and dont forget who you are!
@xraye_4 жыл бұрын
Same. However, I know what I'm about to say will make me sound mentally ill or something but I've found talking to myself and imagining an audience helps me gain my confidence and makes me feel less alone. I feel alone in my head so I simply place people there.
@nadiyaisml73624 жыл бұрын
Timmy G thanks that rlly means a lot to me❤️
@ellemckinnell82764 жыл бұрын
Add my insta elle_priivvv I’m here if you need to talk , I understand you ❤️
@nadiyaisml73624 жыл бұрын
Elle EQ thank you elle i will bear that in mind ❤️❤️
@biancagoncalves43765 жыл бұрын
FOR EVERYONE WITH DEPRESSION AND ANXIETY OR JUST FEELING LOW, WATCHING THIS VIDEO: I think it's very important that you realize that their conversation did not end here, on that desperate note of him wondering wether if it'll only get worse. In the actual TV show, teen wolf, she concludes saying a quote from Winston Churchill "if you are going through hell, keep going". I feel that the difference is huge, who listens to this and ends up in doubt will feel worse, but if you have a chance of reading the concluding quote, I think it might give you strength.
@julezcakez5 жыл бұрын
Bianca Goncalves Teen Wolf is so real man!!!
@julezcakez5 жыл бұрын
THE ISSUES IT TACKLES NOT THE SHOW
@biancagoncalves43765 жыл бұрын
@@julezcakez yes, especially when styles went through this, I related to it on a whole new level
@christinaokeefe11332 жыл бұрын
You be surprised what a smile can hide.And the words I'm fine.
@lunacxx13304 жыл бұрын
I'm scared of living but I'm scared of dying.
@roukilouis91334 жыл бұрын
Well better being scared of something you know you can make a difference than one you know nothing about.
@micahmonk24964 жыл бұрын
@@roukilouis9133 how can you make a difference
@roukilouis91334 жыл бұрын
@@micahmonk2496 dying i believe i just stop existing as a consciousness and alive i experience what exist and it's my only chance i have. The god envy us because we're mortal. Everything is more beautiful because we're doomed. Experience new things. Work to get opportunity and keep what you love close. Loving hurt cause your heart is layed on your hand. People can shared there heart or hurt yours when it's layed before you. Identify yourself and move in this mess the way you can enjoying most of it. Pain gets no results so why would you act like a victim. Overcome obstacles and don't take to much time to it slowing you down.
@micahmonk24964 жыл бұрын
@@roukilouis9133 well its hard to enjoy life if theres nothing to enjoy bud
@roukilouis91334 жыл бұрын
Theres plenty but your ungrateful
@kellyboers12596 жыл бұрын
His voice makes me so calm
@austinlovold3596 жыл бұрын
we r all just suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids that its ok even when its not
@gotham_michael6 жыл бұрын
that is so true
@iveyeatherton9246 жыл бұрын
True... it's something that I'm really good at...saying that I'm fine when I'm not...saying that nothing's wrong when all I want to do is give up
@MandyMoon126 жыл бұрын
I'm an adult who deals with depression, and I can promise you that the more you learn about it and the harder you try, it gets easier to handle. Now I only feel it once in awhile. I promise it is worth fighting for your life
@ketxmineking3 жыл бұрын
Drowning actually hurts. That one breath burns for the brief moment of time you take it.
@pinklight72923 жыл бұрын
Everyone thinks we need great advices, NO. They are wrong, what we need is comfort saying "I know you are hurt, I am here, cry on my shoulder."
@lmao69193 жыл бұрын
:)
@lilymelv15927 жыл бұрын
i love stiles seeing him like this was so sad
@lucid.ameliaa9736 жыл бұрын
anyone else ever says ''im fine'' hoping that the person tells you ''i know you're not'' but that person doesnt and beleives the bullcrap you just said?
@grosas20006 жыл бұрын
amelia ame and they never do
@AxesBeLike6 жыл бұрын
I say I'm fine hoping the other person doesn't ask any further questions.
@anastasiabozic75406 жыл бұрын
yeah..................
@childesbrokenribs5 жыл бұрын
YES THAT HAPPENS EVERY TIME 😭
@xLeafx5203 жыл бұрын
8 million people.. just like each other have watched this. To whoever is seeing this have a great day! You are adored, you are loved, there will always be someone to talk to and encourage you to see the the hope in the world. I know when you start watching these again its when things are getting bad again. Just know i may not know you but i am here. If you do need me.
@abigailhooper54174 жыл бұрын
you know your broken when ur listening to these trying not to cry incase somone hears
@pepiadj61714 жыл бұрын
Oh I’m not crying just listening trying to cry or feel something
@pepiadj61714 жыл бұрын
I have the most uncomfortable feeling in my heart right now
@pepiadj61714 жыл бұрын
I think my heart is trying to cheer me up by trying to tickle me I don’t know if this makes sense
@pepiadj61714 жыл бұрын
I think I’ve lost my feelings I’ve tried telling my friends this but they just shrugged it off
@pepiadj61714 жыл бұрын
I laugh But I am uncertain if it is real My heart aches as if it knows it’s fake But part of me says it’s real Maybe im just longing for it to be real
@aishajalloh30314 жыл бұрын
you know it's getting bad again when you start listening to these.
@zoska82214 жыл бұрын
Aisha Jalloh and it’s getting worse and worse
@alysasummer78734 жыл бұрын
As you think it’s over it comes back harder then ever
@HuntressDragneel4 жыл бұрын
Does it ever truly go away? or does it just hide itself better and better? until not even you know yourself, truly?
@luniticarmor68435 жыл бұрын
“Depression is like waves, crashing against me, but I still struggle. There is an island of hope waiting for me. But, this time, it may be too far away.”
@Rose_-yk5ux5 жыл бұрын
Daring Dog where you diagnosed with depression? (I’m curious sorry if it offends you, You don’t have to answer it if you don’t want to)
@luniticarmor68435 жыл бұрын
XxSavage_GirlxX Yeah, even though my mom didn’t want to believe it
@Rose_-yk5ux5 жыл бұрын
Daring Dog oh well I hope everything gets better I was never diagnosed but I know how it feels to hate yourself so much for no reason I have gotten a lot better I don’t want to kill myself anymore but there’s nothing that will change the way I feel about myself
@danielduke79362 жыл бұрын
The thing about it is as kids we are told “you are going to forget this ever happened by next week”. But the things that hurt as a child hurt for life.
@renatawierzbanowska78093 жыл бұрын
It's not that I want to die I just don't want to live anymore
@ponciopilato313 жыл бұрын
💔💔💔💔😞😞😞😞😞
@ilikedarknes33513 жыл бұрын
I wouldnt make sense to anyone that isn't trapped in depression
@sendmeyourdog35855 жыл бұрын
more that im older, i realizing how hard is life and how easy is to die.
@rachelmcalister95665 жыл бұрын
Why is this the realest thing I’ve seen? 😭😓😭
@Emryth-eb4zq5 жыл бұрын
Dieing isn't easy. It's a series of difficult choices and of letting go when we want to hold on. Life was never meant to be easy. Easy has no worth, no value, no comfort. The comfort and satisfaction of easy is fleeting, it does not last. Easy does not challenge, it does not learn or remember. No one on this Earth was guaranteed an easy life. Life wouldn't be worth living if it were easy, it would be boring. We have choices, to let this challenge that we've been handed break us, Or to fight and conquer the challenge we've been given. We know not what we are capable of until we try.
@mts0035 жыл бұрын
@@Emryth-eb4zq You're absolutely right but the older I get the easier it becomes to make the choice to commit suicide
@Layla-ec8hr6 жыл бұрын
One of the worst feelings is being able to actually feel your heart hurt. It feels like it's about to burst right out of your chest. Then you feel like your close to dying.
@andrewtabbert58996 жыл бұрын
Saucy Number15bkft i haven’t been able to get that feeling out of my chest