Rack up again, already can't breathe I just want some air before the high leaves Drugs are fake and nothing's real I'm awake, but I wish I was dead I wish I was dead I think rock bottom's fake 'Cause I've been here for a while now Don't think I'll ever leave 'Cause pain just makes me smile now Yeah, I think rock bottom's fake 'Cause I've been here for a while now Don't think I'll ever leave 'Cause pain just makes me smile now Crash and burn, that's my end Now it's in my dreams, can't get a single normal thought Baby, I'm too sweet to rot Drugs are fake and nothing's real I'm awake, but I wish I was dead I wish I was dead
@zuzkaletosova55833 жыл бұрын
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@s.t.r.a.i.g.h.t.87953 жыл бұрын
I'd love to contribute a verse, I dont want money just do it for the art I dig your style I'd love to show you some writing or my music kzbin.info/door/6sZ_ZYC2KGhmyjpczo6pyg
@alannahlathormvang2 жыл бұрын
@@s.t.r.a.i.g.h.t.8795 the person that sings this is actually carolesdaughter :)
@Kaidatheone Жыл бұрын
Its actually m.o for motive not end! :)
@dhampirsilver12602 жыл бұрын
The kind of music that makes me want to smoke a blunt alone in my garage while I'm in a melancholy depressive mood
@Spectrumshawty Жыл бұрын
It just reminds me of my coke addiction tbh
@TrolluxCaptor3 жыл бұрын
Wish she had been around when I was in highschool. Love her sound
@robertpaulson29462 жыл бұрын
same bro i would've been crying to violent ever night🤣
@rebeccashifflet88433 жыл бұрын
Where was her music when I was a teen. Love her sound.
@juliastimecapsule2 жыл бұрын
rly happy this song does exist // rly wishing i didnt relate to it this hard
@bobthebuilder89533 жыл бұрын
Commenting on all her amazing music
@luyandalamula90092 жыл бұрын
Twinzies
@theoptimisten51832 жыл бұрын
if i would have found this when i was 17 i would have replayed it for 150.000.000.000 times
@dissolvedtruths3 жыл бұрын
Rack up again, already can't breathe I just want some air before the high leaves Drugs are fake and nothing's real I'm awake, but I wish I was dead I wish I was dead I think rock bottom's fake 'Cause I've been here for a while now Don't think I'll ever leave 'Cause pain just makes me smile now Yeah, I think rock bottom's fake 'Cause I've been here for a while now Don't think I'll ever leave 'Cause pain just makes me smile now Crash and burn, that's my end Now it's in my dreams, can't get a single {?} Baby, I'm too sweet to rot Drugs are fake and nothing's real I'm awake, but I wish I was dead I wish I was dead You can add a few more scars to my body or my heart Just be careful with my love I don't want you, I want your plug I don't want you, no, not at all I just need a number that I can call Just one more hit, I swear that's all Just one more hit, I swear that's all
@missiw64413 жыл бұрын
question mark is normal thought i'm pretty sure lol
@dissolvedtruths3 жыл бұрын
@@missiw6441 I'm confused lmao
@creon38663 жыл бұрын
“Crash and burn that’s my M.O” “Can’t get a single normal thought” 👍🏻
@chrisdunavan26813 жыл бұрын
She looks so fucking beautiful.
@Lily.luscious2 жыл бұрын
Getting at that point where uncomfortable situations feel comfortable. Keep pushing
@Snizake20123 жыл бұрын
Great another artist I found that I like to not help my depression. Oh well
@thethree60five3 жыл бұрын
Well, when all that is left is to get better, this is home.
@notsure92593 жыл бұрын
Preach.
@pinksapphire28983 жыл бұрын
Depressing music cheers me up when I’m in a rut, :). It’s like talking to a relatable friend.
@Snizake20123 жыл бұрын
@@pinksapphire2898 that’s true.
@thetova62323 жыл бұрын
Same
@Mr.Pink2.03 жыл бұрын
i love this vibe ahhh its so chill
@Minkeythemonkeytemplerundaddy2 жыл бұрын
Damn, I feel this completely. Like the whole rock bottom thing. I lived there. Made a home there. Years. Had to sell that house and well here I am.
@justinbarton22782 жыл бұрын
Why is everyone saying they wish they would have found this when they were a kid? I'm 31 and I love it lol
@stevengriggs15433 жыл бұрын
My life is spoken through this song
@Bugsyymalone3 жыл бұрын
She was amazing live!
@CrazySimone053 жыл бұрын
First one to post. I’m getting Unaloon vibes and I’m so here for it
@conchita52293 жыл бұрын
Yey true. Unaloon is Queen, and we need more of this type of music 🖤
@MagklJellyBeanPastelLucidDream3 жыл бұрын
Lil Bo Weeeeeeeeeeep
@stevenholmes43223 жыл бұрын
Gimme one reason to stay here and I'll turn here back around...Said I told wanna leave you leave you lovely...ring a bell? hahahaha still love it though
@Something3333Ай бұрын
My mood all summer
@Something3333Ай бұрын
How can we not think of our own imagined conversation by now?
@robertfrost64213 жыл бұрын
New good music? Unheard of, new genre happy sad
@stevenholmes43223 жыл бұрын
please admit you are trolling. please. so i can sleep at night.
@aidanbrown72106 күн бұрын
I remember being so angry when she dropped this song because I wrote a song to this beat and now I can’t have it😭 but now I appreciate the lyrics she chose ❤
@wishiwuzdead6186 күн бұрын
where can i find your music?
@kathy12693 жыл бұрын
Woah this is so good
@undeadpixi66133 жыл бұрын
YES😩
@thahomiegonzo40213 жыл бұрын
Thea Taylor I ADORE THIS WOMAN!!!!!!
@nataliezieroth30213 жыл бұрын
I think she gets it......
@yuripiIIed3 жыл бұрын
she gets it 🧟♀️
@lilylily3683 жыл бұрын
I wish there's no tomorrow
@jasminehaussecker57843 жыл бұрын
I cant tell you how much a relate😁
@Ae-ne5iy3 жыл бұрын
i love this toilet loofah chandelier graffiti palace on the cover. It reminds me of a venue in Seattle.
@JohnDoe-vc7sq3 жыл бұрын
I understand this song.
@JohnDoe-vc7sq3 жыл бұрын
Sing More!
@craigfinne87732 жыл бұрын
she awesome
@KevinLavare7 ай бұрын
I've been trying to die but Everytime I die I get ressurected
@skulli8985 Жыл бұрын
She kinda sounds alittle like lil bo weep
@gaternisbet43993 жыл бұрын
been there for a while before.
@amandagonzales78033 жыл бұрын
She's so cute!
@sarafernandez43853 жыл бұрын
cool
@kidbyart62243 жыл бұрын
Thnx!
@Styxxed3 жыл бұрын
awesome boots
@Something3333Ай бұрын
Prob will do that still when I can again
@Something3333Ай бұрын
Another date goes on wall today
@stephanegarenc51173 жыл бұрын
I dead one day... it's not a joke.
@JohnDoe-vc7sq3 жыл бұрын
We dead today...it is a joke.
@Something3333Ай бұрын
Ahhh Friday night ur always there to kick me at my lowest plz year end I got to fix myself what I can I’m messsing up sooooo badly
@richierobinson8333 жыл бұрын
i love your shit, darkness is part of life. You will find the light easier from the dark
@nhumi17253 жыл бұрын
I wish it was available on apple music 🥺
@Something3333Ай бұрын
Hope she says yes
@Something3333Ай бұрын
❤ they don’t really understand me
@piffspotmusic62083 жыл бұрын
Cheaaa
@KevinLavare7 ай бұрын
Scars dam I got no fuckin legs haha
@Something3333Ай бұрын
Invisible arms?
@mattsivert25943 жыл бұрын
My new mazzy star
@Something3333Ай бұрын
Why post that 3 hours ago when I asked u out at 11am
@CaymanJim4 ай бұрын
Make some money and spend it all on learning whatever makes you happy, do it, and never feel like you did when you wrote this song again.
@Something3333Ай бұрын
Correct I said I wasn’t here cus I wanted to make music I sing when I’m sad bruh
@Something3333Ай бұрын
Bottle it up sell it
@carlhale40894 ай бұрын
Jesus Christ is the answer to despair, emptiness, and hopelessness! Died, buried, risen for our sins! Repent and believe! ❤❤❤
@wishiwuzdead6184 ай бұрын
🤡
@carlhale40894 ай бұрын
@@wishiwuzdead618 JC gives new life.
@wishiwuzdead6184 ай бұрын
@@carlhale4089 Lets stop it here i get your point. Some wizard will save us someday
@carlhale40894 ай бұрын
@wishiwuzdead618 Not a wizard, but a King, Lord, Savior, Creator, God!
@HazelYellowbird2 жыл бұрын
How I feel every morning when I wake up and have to deal with severe chronic pain. When people ask "where does it hurt"? My reply is "everywhere".
@izzahismail24503 жыл бұрын
I love your song babe😘😘😘
@dimorfismo2 жыл бұрын
eoa
@lightbulbgod65463 жыл бұрын
I can say I LOVE YOU!!!... $$$
@Something3333Ай бұрын
Her music is good I agree but what’s that got to do with anything rn
@party_dude Жыл бұрын
i hate myself
@wishiwuzdead618 Жыл бұрын
I feel u
@Something3333Ай бұрын
They will try to ruin this insanely watch already been trying
@needtherapyprobably44723 жыл бұрын
Lyrics?!??!?!?!
@wishiwuzdead6183 жыл бұрын
I did a comment now
@hendrixcastillo11812 жыл бұрын
cheer up sweetie ko
@dangermouse22352 жыл бұрын
Heard it all before. Good vocal nonetheless
@carlhale40894 ай бұрын
Romans 8:18-25
@metanoia.7772 жыл бұрын
what's the title ? i can't find this on spotify
@TheBlightedStreamer3 жыл бұрын
I don't know where she plucked that quote from 😂 "cleanliness=godliness" both contradict it's self only a demon could write something so delusional. Godliness would be pride and blasphemous to even think your anything like god.. I always say people who have never read the bible or bother to try and understand its teaching will turn on it or bash it..
@MagklJellyBeanPastelLucidDream3 жыл бұрын
Not what I believe, looked beyond the bible. Understood what Socratese says when he said "the shadows illuminating the wall are what make up our reality. I admitted to myself I knew nothing of these shadows, and took a yander with myself. Now my roots guide me.
@MagklJellyBeanPastelLucidDream3 жыл бұрын
@@TheBlightedStreamer Sure he did, and he had a tendancies to turn debates around. Regardless, no foul, what I mean by it is like this. So our lives are lead, we try to lead them. YOU want answers, maybe not something so grandeous, but if so, it would suffice none the less. So, you say, experience, and so did I. When I would ask Elohim, adressed Elohim with Elohim the aramaic word Jesus spoke, and would evocate, invocate God and the lord, with these words. Ancient traditions revolved around this belief, using these words. I thought a familiarity would help assimilate with the divine. Anyhow, I did attribute supernatural occurances with Christianity. But I had looked away, and found other things. The shadows in our cave, are our base level experiences. The day being the way it is, our boss' being upset, the cars in traffick going to work. So if we turned around, we would understand our boss is upset because they got stuck in traffick, just as we had, and accidentally spilt coffee. Religion, to me, and all things in life, are the same. We have a honey moon phase, we put up a faccade to please others in public. I could be reaching if it were at aa personal level, but for others not so much. We have layers to our livelyhoods. Same as religion, benevolance, and malice. The layers of Christianity are not around the morality, but age, how old is it? Semetic people lived in, and around the land of Isreal for a long time. Migration periods, evolution, etc. Many cultures speak on a beginning and an end. The story is man made, the real events not so much. That's for us to figure out, and of all religions. I do consider abrahamaiac religions false, as Sumeria, Akkadian, Assyrian, Semetic Phineasians, etc all lived with Hellenistic(?/ forgot description) pagan beliefs, Zoroastrianism for example. Some archiologists wanted to believe Judaism was influenced to have a Satan, because of a Zoroastrian persian, if not mistaken. So after all I read, looking at the shadows making up these illustrative lies, then seeing the outlines of what they were, too are. Is astonishingly different, we all have roots, to me, that are true. Some more difficult with regaining a connection with than others. Like an Incan trying to learn traditions and methods authentic without pseudo science. Vs some Druid Irish that runs off to Germany then Greece, then Egypt, then to Rome, then back to Egypt but this time in a desert, then to the ancient city of troy, were their scandinavian relatives true deities rest. Lol. We are all connected though spiritually man.
@mediocre_at_bestt3 жыл бұрын
pretty sure it's a reference to smashing pumpkins song "zero". i don't think it's that deep man
@MagklJellyBeanPastelLucidDream3 жыл бұрын
@@mediocre_at_bestt sinor, ellos bueno. ☺
@pascalmortiermoreisinu69443 жыл бұрын
Tonite I am in your neighbourghood. To fulfill your wish. Without any pain.
@pascalmortiermoreisinu69443 жыл бұрын
Haha, of course. Only coz I do not like someone saying (s)he wishes to be dead, without meaning it.
@conchita52293 жыл бұрын
@@pascalmortiermoreisinu6944 You seem like a grown men. Act like it ;)
@pleaseignorethisismyoldaccount3 жыл бұрын
You ok? Should I call the police or the therapist?
@wishiwuzdead6183 жыл бұрын
U good bro?
@tedsamuels32033 жыл бұрын
I think she's a unique and a very talented writer . But , instead of writing ✍ a song about dieing ? I wish she would write a song like I wanna be a Volcan ? Lol 😆 NO EMOTIONS, NO FEELINGS AND NO SADNESS ? Cause, I would hurt to see her really hurt ? When , I'm making no sense ..With you..The real u
@blur.73 жыл бұрын
Tô adorando descobrir essa garota
@rutelima3332 жыл бұрын
nossa, simm, as músicas dela são perfeitamente profundas e incríveis…