Christmas Decor! + honest feelings about Parasocial Relationships as an influencer

[@Caroline_Winkler]

Thanks so much to Homeaglow for sponsoring today’s video. If you're looking for a really sweet gift to give someone, head to www.homeaglow.com/carolinewinkler to get your first 3 hours of cleaning for only $19!I

[@letitiajohnson6987]

Oh my gosh! Your earrings 🎄

[@caleydeannbrunner85]

How do I gift the cleaning service? I bought it but I can’t figure out how to transfer it to my mother 😩

[@user-bj2lu9qt3o]

Hi Caroline. As a german I was so excited to see these beautiful smokers! 😍Sorry for what your grandparents had to endure. Glad your family still seem to have a good connection to germany. And thank you for being so authentic (you made me tear up).

[@yeahweburnstuff]

Darling, I cried with you. I've been with my husband for 9 years and after a long and traumatising relationship I found it so hard to trust my now husband. It took years of him saying to me that he would never leave me and showing me in his actions that he was a man of integrity and honour before I could let myself relax fully into his love for me. God bless you both,;your Angels are always with you, as they are with us all. Kisses to you little sister.

[@michaels.594]

Caroline, you're such a sweet person. I wish I could meet a lady like you.

[@nobodynowhere_5141]

I loved how you left in the crying part, bless u, so real, thanks for trusting us with that.

[@mwyn5085]

Exquisite video in every conceivable way! 70+ year old great grandma here & I absolutely positively adore you. You are so precious and gifted and wonderful and also beautiful inside and out. Sending prayers for a wonderful, fulfilling, happy life. Every video has been a gem. ❤️

[@heidiv5720]

I wasn't expecting to sit down and cry with you today, but here we are. I don't think I'm alone in saying that you are relatable and refreshingly authentic and deeply lovable. Watching your videos truly, truly feels like sitting down with my bestie and catching up. When I watch your videos, I joke with my kids that I'm having coffee with my friend, Caroline. Your wisdom and vulnerability are qualities that I want in my friendships and I am so appreciative you share your wonderful, quirky self with us. I feel less alone in the world because of you. I'm sending you love and wishing you a very Happy Thanksgiving.

[@isabt4]

Beautifully said Heidi, what a lovely comment ❤

[@lisamartel969]

I completely agree. You said it perfectly.

[@LawnOrnament]

Omg i remember when you said you probably wouldn’t decorate for Christmas until you had kids, well look at ya now!! So fun! I feel like it just shows how happy you are right now, happy for you!!

[@dianemacdougall319]

So so proud of your hard work sticking to the process

[@Caroline_Winkler]

Omg wow i forgot I said that! Good memory! How fast thing change. I guess it felt a little more “worth” decorating this year because I got so many comments requesting it, and because I do feel I have a little family now with justin

[@marcelalopezlira7105]

Yes!

[@libertyblueskyes2564]

Its so human when we see another person cry, we cry, too. We feel all the feelings with you.

[@karapeak8176]

New hit single “It’s mother ‘effing Christmas time” by Caroline Winkler rockets to the top of the charts 📈

[@RogueDawson17]

The intro was so chaotic 😂

[@BeckhaDoyle]

Id buy it 😂

[@Laura-g1c1l]

I don't mean to be a "Debbie Downer', but if you truly celebrate the meaning of Christmas (along with all the fun stuff too), you'd never throw the word f-ing into it. I hate it when people do that. Only Christian holidays seem to be demeaned like this.

[@BeckhaDoyle]

​​​@@Laura-g1c1lChristmas was the date of a pagan celebration that was co-opted by the Romans before again being replaced by Christians. So it is not as rooted in Christianity as a lot of people seem to think, it was a replacement of a pre-existing holiday the church frowned upon and so decided to use the date themselves for the sake of convenience. It's a multi faith and no faith holiday that everyone can celebrate or not celebrate exactly as they want. The meaning you apply to it doesn't have to be the meaning everyone else also chooses to go with.

[@lklx88]

Above or below the Bombas song?

[@ShenanK]

The Internet is a wild and weird place, but nestled in it are nooks and crannies of true human growth and meaning. Thank you for providing a little crevice of kindness and sharing it with us❤

[@sarahmcintyre9330]

Rarely can a content creator or just simply a human being literally make you laugh, cry, relate, be inspired, and feel like they were just sitting there literally talking with you. You do that. It's a talent and a gift. Thank you!

[@whithehearthro]

Well I cried along with you. I relate %100 to the fear of being misunderstood and the relief and comfort of being understood is intense. I feel like those big moments of someone validating my feelings has been pivotal in my own emotional growth. ❤ you’re awesome and thank you for posting these things that are scary to post.

[@wendybee8854]

I hesitate to write anything here, because so many are saying similar things to what I would say. That being said, I cried the entire time along with you. I'm 63 and I've had something wrong that causes me to feel off balance (physically), extreme fatigue that has varied in intensity throughout my life, etc etc. And I never feel like I'm heard or understood. I'm so happy that you got some validation! Thank you for being authentic and open. You are helping others! PS. I actually bought the pie earrings!

[@margaretjohnston5817]

Your feedback about the supportive comments had me in tears. It is so hard when we feel we are walking alone. We don't actually want anyone else to go through our same misery or trauma, but when we find another club member who has gotten to the other side, grew and maybe even thrived - well like you said that is special.

[@krsnalokacreations4640]

I’m so proud of you. Of your vulnerability, of your courage to do better, of your expression of your creativity,everything you are. You are genuinely amazing. Thank you for being YOU! And not hiding anything from yourself- or the world- for the benefit of others.

[@annaluz-v6p]

I just wanted to say how much your videos and podcasts mean to me. As someone who struggles with anxiety and often feels isolated because of it, your words always bring me so much hope and comfort. Watching your journey and seeing how you’ve faced challenges with such courage inspires me to believe that better days and exciting adventures are ahead. Thank you for being such a bright light in my life-you’ve helped me more than I can express. I’m so proud of you for staying strong and moving forward, and I hope you know how much of an impact you’re making. Please keep being your amazing self!

[@sosexymagazinerobinwatkins8467]

Beautifully said.

[@giamia.meditationen]

noo, first I was crying with Caroline in the video, and now again because of this comment, I can relate so much to you!

[@gabsasusual]

Shout out to your dining table, always there to support you! (literally)

[@Caroline_Winkler]

lol accurate

[@debbibowen]

Caroline Honey, I want you to know that I have never suffered through anxious attachment, but while watching your video - I understood it. I felt it in my heart. You did good. Really good.

[@andela212]

"Hope my lipstick doesn't look weird" after all that soul baring got me chuckling. Your authenticity is rare. It's why I've stuck with you for so long.

[@rbk2855]

I thought that exact same thing!

[@lorrilewis2178]

At 66, I can tell you that we accumulate PTSD from significant negative experiences. Sometimes, we don't know there's damage until a new situation triggers an old memory and the old feelings come back fresh as hell. The one blessing from this is that after living through so many things and coming out the other side, you begin to think of yourself as a bit of a super hero ... a feeling one usually doesn't have when they are young.

[@Laura-g1c1l]

Great comment:) I am 62 and agree whole heartedly.

[@lorrilewis2178]

@@Laura-g1c1l It's been a ride!

[@santisanti8386]

So true, series of bad or not so good dates can cause erosion of your self-esteem and make you doubt yourself over time...and then when the right one appears it's hard to believe it's real.

[@omaoffour1]

So, I am not the only grandmother in this family! love this girl and have turned my granddaughter into a fan. And moments like this sharing of feelings are so important! Been there done that and still get anxious like that. Glad Justin is not like my partner, who doesn’t get it. Happy you are working through this with his support!

[@lorrilewis2178]

@@santisanti8386 Yes. Past experiences of all kinds affect so many areas of our lives, whether romantic, non-romantic relationships, careers, health, money, and all facets of life.

[@emilycarr2983]

A big part of the reason I started following your channel was because of how you talk about relationships/mental health. I had been going through a really hard time after leaving a very problematic relationship and literally thought there was something wrong with me for feeling all of the things I was feeling. I found so much comfort in you and your channel at that time in my life. Thank you for being you and sharing your life with all of us 💜

[@kimberlyburk5446]

Caroline, first I want to say it is not “lame” to show your emotions. It helps others to know it’s okay to share their feelings. As for the man that wrote such a touching message, part of me believes he is an “angel” and a bigger part of me just hopes that he is just a kind, considerate person trying to make life easier for you and anyone else who needed to see his comment. Wouldn’t it be wonderful if we could all be so kind to each other. Also, love your decorations. Maybe you’d like a velvet bow on the top of the tree?

[@atpmachine]

I'm glad you talk about mental health so openly. As someone diagnosed with bipolar, one of the underratedly awful parts of dealing with severe mental illness is that you're just... Alone. You're an alien; you're a changeling, and even your closest friends won't really understand without effort (if at all). For me, it's always that PAUSE that grows into concerned confusion when you try to make a universally relatable joke. Millions of ambient reminders that your foundations are different-it's like walking around with a target on your back. Your channel is always one of those places where I DO relate, though. Thanks for being so open, it's really helpful :)

[@Caroline_Winkler]

I am really honored to hear that. I hope it always just feels like comfort and safety here. That’s part of why I love how good people are in the comments - even the comment section is a place of safety, and I really want to protect that as long as I can. Bipolar is a very tough one - there is a lot in my family, and I was actually (mis)diagnosed as bipolar and medicated for it in my 20s when I was struggling to figure out what was “wrong” with me 😔while I have not had your direct experience, I wish I could give you a big hug for doing the hard journey of taking care of yourself. It’s worth it and you deserve it ❤

[@Michelleigram]

How sweet! I am probably older than your typical demographic but I found your videos a while ago via your viral organizing video. I just instantly loved how genuine you are. It is a breath of fresh air on social media to have someone willing to be so open and vulnerable. It gives the rest of us permission to acknowledge and embrace our whole selves. Thank you for all the great tips and advice, presented in a way that is so real and engaging.

[@WellEditedCo]

I think there's a lot of us here! I'm in my 50s so also probably not her typical demographic, but there's something about Caroline that is so refreshing and appealing. I think we saw it in spades in this video--for one her approach to family and traditions, and then her tears and vulnerability in sharing about her mental health journey and the help she's found along the way. She's just a wonderful person to follow.

[@ginaguacamole9676]

Thank you for being so open about the anxiousness in relationships! This is the good that can come out of the internet 😍 Beautiful and makes me feel not alone. Such perfect timing because the holidays can be extremely isolating and it’s hard not to feel alone. Hugs Caroline!

[@mrspatriciasteele]

Well now that I’m certain this isn’t a one-sided friendship lol- I love you, Caroline! You made me cry.. and smile. And I needed both. Merry Christmas, friend.

[@roxanabuckingham5096]

You are a very blessed woman to have learned this at your age ...you have your life ahead of you and you deserve to be happy.❤❤❤❤❤❤❤. You are very brave to have shared your journey...You moved me with your vulnerability.

[@Hollyramona]

I’m not 30 yet but i will say i am also the only person i know who cuts paper snowflakes and also i am really freaking good at it. As a fellow paper snowflake enthusiast, i must say i really like yours ☺️

[@hoby7439]

I got out of an emotionally abusive relationship with a narcissist over the summer. Only one or two people have “got it” every time I’ve been brave enough to explain it, but each time it has felt like oxygen. I haven’t watched your Anxious Attachment video yet because I think it will hit close to home and I want to prepare myself. I’m terrified about dating again one day, and I already know I can relate to some of your worries. I think you are brilliant and I’m so proud to see you’ve come through it. It gives me hope that I will too. Sending you so much love, enjoy the holidays, keep doing what you’re doing xxxxx ❤️

[@kylie1510]

Girl. The way you described feeling touched by that comment on your last video and like it was a message from the future is exactly how I felt watching your last video. I didn't comment on that one because I honestly didn't know how to summarize how unexpectedly seen I felt afterward. I saved it and thought about sharing it with my therapist. I cried. I watched the whole thing thinking "holy shit I'm not alone". Anxiety/ocd about a perfectly healthy relationship can be embarrassing and isolating and feel completely unsharable with people in your life. Seeing your video and the comments was so validating. It's so touching to see your honest reaction to sharing it. I'm here and I'm growing through it right along with you. I'm so so glad I had the wherewithal to get the help I needed and didn't let it ruin a really good thing, and you should be so proud you're doing the same. I still battle a lot of guilt for the way I've allowed anxiety to make me act out in the past, but hearing it from your perspective helps me have some self compassion for how much I was suffering and how far I've come. And god am I grateful for my patient partner. THANK YOU for sharing.

[@maryeveylon]

oh sweetheart, the tears and the honesty and the hilarity of “the _best_ part of a parasocial relationship”? so wonderful. thank you

[@ExploringthWorld]

Justin dressing up in his red Christmas flannel for this video is so cute!

[@amandav42]

I was watching/listening to this as I was making my holiday cards out, and when you started talking at the end, I had to stop and truly listen completely...and Caroline, I started sobbing...I felt every word you said, and then that song started playing...and I was like "oh shit, here I go with the hard tears!!" I don't know you in real life but I am so damn glad I found your channel and I love you to bits. You came into my life when I really needed it and I thank you for being real...for just being you. So, now I need to clear my throat and make my eyes stop leaking and finish these cards. LOL xx

[@joyfulsquirrel]

Babe it's not lame! You're so strong for sharing in your last video and your follow up here. I do believe we really are all in this together, and while the internet can suck, it can also create amazing moments of connection. My grandmother passed in July and I've been managing the process of clearing her house. We're at the end, the fb marketplace phase, and we had two estate sales earlier. * multiple * instances have occurred of the beautiful or unique things my grandmother owned and loved going to people who seemed like the exact fit. On the final estate sale day we had someone come buy a lot of wall art, and she was so in love with some of it that she was tearing up. A friend said that she was sent by my grandmother. There were moments that felt like that. Time and again people shared their stories with us, and it felt like every special piece went to exactly the right person. All this to say, it can feel big and disconnected and overwhelming but with just a little bit of reaching out, we're all right here together. Happy Thanksgiving to you and yours, I'm grateful all the time to have found your channel. So for all the laughs, the tears, the silly giggles, the bombas ads- we're here with you. ❤ -Kelsey

[@shelbsmk]

Absolutely loved this video! And thank you for sharing that vulnerable moment with us. I cried along with you cause I also struggle with anxious attachment. Thank you!

[@2cats1gurl]

This is so relatable for me. I spent a long time in an unhappy relationship where my anxiety ran rampant because I lacked emotional support. And this year I married the absolute love of my life, who has shown me unconditional support and love, and who meets me where I am and helps me navigate my anxiety in a healthy way. He is my best friend, by biggest supporter, my rock - and I'm his! I am so happy for you Caroline. You deserve happiness and support. I'm so happy you have it now.

[@FavoritenFebruar]

Hey Caroline, I just wanted to take a moment to thank you for your amazing and honest videos, especially the one about anxious attachment. I watch your content while declutter and clean at home, and honestly, there's nothing on the internet that calms me as much as your videos do, especially in the days where my heart is heavy. I never thought to write to you before because I didn’t think it was important, but seeing you sitting at the table, arranging flowers while feeling so much, really touched me deeply. You’ve become such an incredible source of inspiration for both interior design and life in general. I’ve learned so much from you! And I have to say, writing this under your Christmas decoration video is a little significant-since I hate Christmas, so I guess that says it all about how much I enjoy your content. Thank you again for everything you do. You truly make a difference!

[@stuff.6108]

I’m not a religious person and I get those moments too, it feels like the universe is just giving me what I really needed to hear in that moment - it always comes from a random stranger.

[@katemcmanus4182]

This is a sweet and cozy video, and I'm so glad that the comments on your last video gave you such powerful moments of grace. You ware a wonderful person, sharing such a vulnerable piece of yourself. You deserve all the angels for that video. Have a beautiful holiday season.

[@BrendaApt]

Love the way your tree lights reflect off your pictures and furniture. Earrings are amazing

[@SandraRossmann]

Dear Caroline, I don’t think I’ve commented on your channel before. I appreciate your authenticity, your humor cracks me up, and your content is just plain enjoyable. I want to say thank you for sharing your soul today. I’ve walked through painful life experiences with a compassionate therapist and felt both your pain and gratitude at a very deep level. Count me as Thankful for your vulnerability.

[@breannaemmett49]

As someone who is currently going through a break up and not knowing what my future is going to be or who my partner will be, the idea of “getting a message from the future” is relatable. Im not having that moment myself but hearing you have that moment makes me cry too. We love you Caroline, thank you for sharing your life so that none of us feel alone!

[@HappyHarryX5]

Take care of your heart. ❤ Sending you bear hugs. I call people who tell me it gets better divorce heroes and they live on my shoulders. I’ve been divorced a year now and I’m still not there yet but my therapist says it takes at least 2yrs to get through this chapter of adjustment. Having lived with hyper viligence and rumination for over 30yrs with the ex, it’s been hard to let my guard down even at home by myself but it’s slowly receding. I wish you all the best and that this be the best chapter of your life. I wish you love when you’re ready for it. Hello from Australia.

[@AshleyPaquin1]

thank you for keeping in the emotion and honesty. it's the real art of you and this channel

[@maria-sinverguenza]

Caroline, I appreciate your vulnerability so much. You made me cry with you. We NEED more vulnerability in this world, there are so many people hurting and we need to share our experiences. It takes a lot of courage and a lot of generosity to put yourself out there knowing that people may not understand you at your most vulnerable. Thank you so much ❤️

[@auntkaz815]

I love that when you made yourself vulnerable to help others, you were so greatly blessed. That’s as it should be. I don’t think you will ever know how many of us you have helped in a huge way.

[@rebecca6944]

What a fantastic, relatable, warm, compassionate, beautiful person you are! Whether you're crying, singing in tights or rocking huge christmas tree earrings!

[@melissal.5199]

I truly appreciate your genuineness and the fact that you left it all unedited. It felt so real, like I was right there with you. I feel like I just need to say that you’re such a sweetheart, and you truly deserve the best. ❤

[@cameragrl2222]

Of course I'm jealous of both pairs of those earrings! This is the only Christmas decorating video I need. You are a genius designer. Warm, cozy, personal. As all geniuses struggle with mental or emotional issue I'm not surprised that you have challenges. It seems to be the price of true talent. Keep strong and sassy! Love you!❤❤❤❤

[@santisanti8386]

Caroline, dearest Caroline, now you understand how you touched our lives, mine for sure. I teared up with you, I'm sure thousands of viewers did... Every Christmas is better than the previous one with you...today KZbin was on and auto play led me to your The Date video, the street man era...and now seeing you sitting at the table with Justin just melted my heart... you deserve all the happiness in the world, both of you, you are such good people... Bad dating can erode the sense of self, and finding the one can make you believe that it is too good to be true, especially if you've been told previously, one way or another, that you are not good enough and deserving of true commitment. You are so deserving of love and commitment...you are such a gift...Thank you for Robert Frost... I'm so glad you have someone wonderful to go miles with...Happy holiday ❤️

[@stephaniemaloney4324]

When you said "like a message from the future" I was like, YES! I have to believe the other side is beautiful. The lessons you are learning at 33 I did not learn until 53. Better late than never! The road sometimes seems uphill, but there are fellow travelers on it, with inspiring and hilarious stories to tell as we go.

[@ysmsmlt]

oh dearest caroline, I haven't even watched your last video yet since I knew it would hit me right in the feels and so I postponed it ... will watch now. Thank you for your authenticity, for your honesty, warmth and kindness, for all the ways you decide to show up to yourself and also to and for us - I have been watching for the last two years and although we have never met in person, I am so so proud of you. You have inspired and motivated me to embrace my own inner self in all its bits and pieces regardless of anyone assuming them to be weird or off. There is just something pretty damn assuring to watch someone else drift off or zone out, not just that but actually take all the time and space they need to do so. We need more of that! So with this video my TOP 3 CAROLINE WINKLER-LIST just upgraded from 3 to 5, I am assuming the next (last) one will be up there, too. (other ones are your honest reflection of your outdoor picnic, the two parted deep dive in your romantic history, your lazy girls' guide to working out - srsly anything with you and Luke or any of your siblings is just solid gold - aaand ofc the glow up video. so yeah guess that already makes up 6, but who's counting anyways?) I am sending you lots of love and a big hug from Germany. also - love your tree and also the fact that we share some heritage in some way. Glad to hear your family found their way to ... not necessarily safety, that would be a bold thing to assume, but just .. somewhere else. Sometimes that's all one needs. It's so much more than so many people have ... I sincerely hope we'll do better, as humanity. Not just someday, in general, but actually soon, right now. 🥀🎄🐞

[@pacito3700]

Thank you for opening up to us, it will help me a lot ❤ you're awesome!

[@liadanlei]

Thank you for your vulnerability in this video Caroline

[@katiakyriakou3071]

I was going to comment mid video on how wholesome and cozy and wonderful this video is, and then you completely stole my heart and brought tears to my eyes. I always felt you were an incredibly sensitive person and seeing your vulnerable side completely reaffirmed it. We love you Caroline Winkler with all your insecurities and your funniness and all! ❤ Happy Holidays friend 🥳🎄

[@rocklobstah1876]

Caroline...you've changed me in positive ways too. ❤😊❤ Thank you, too

[@sierraogas8792]

Absolutely loved this video ❤️ girl don’t even think about apologizing for crying! Your video about anxious attachments was SO reassuring to me and so many others, as were the comments on it. I was in an extremely toxic/emotionally abusive relationship in my formative years (late high school/all college) that contributed to my anxious attachment style. I too know the feeling of thinking you’re crazy/alone/unfixable/unable to sustain long term healthy relationships. Waking up from dreams of being abandoned or betrayed, sort of self destruction looking for problems/reasons to second guess. But you’re so not alone, not crazy, and certainly not unfixable. We were not necessarily born this way, we learned it from past relationships, pain & possibly trauma. Time, patience, effort, and the right person can help undo this defense mechanism/walls that have been built up around you. To our journey of finding peace enough within ourselves to find the peace & joy in our good relationships 🥂 Happy holidays!! & thank you for becoming so much more than a channel that teaches me how to make my home beautiful! You’re all that & more!

[@jugua]

10:00 "No, I don't think it's ridiculous" says Justin as Caroline crawls over the table to move around the tree 😂

[@mariabeaulieu3732]

This can’t be easy. I don’t know how you do it. I leave one comment on an Instagram post (Vice President of the US) and 75 responses later about what I wrote, I can’t sleep at night. KZbin is another animal. I’m so glad you are open to all of it. Congratulations on being so vulnerable with the other video and again now, brought to tears talking about the other video. You made me tear up. Then you turn to saying how the flowers are not how you wanted them to look like and your comedic timing makes me laugh out loud!! Tears to laughter. Thank you! Life is not easy. I say this all the time. There are going to be good and bad days. It’s just the way it goes. We are here to learn lessons. I agree completely that there are angels around us to help guide us through our most complicated times. Thank you for the tutorial on your beautiful decorations, the wreaths, the candles in the windows and the snowflakes. The tree is absolutely beautiful. Well done on all of it. Keep going. Happy Thanksgiving 🦃🍁🍽 and Merry Christmas 🎄🎁

[@idancealways4ever440]

Make your ugly sweater! Cheap thrift store sweater, then crafty mess! It’s pretty fun and you can make it as chaotic as you like. Puff paint, ornaments, bells… it’s so fun

[@DanRobards]

Warm white lights. I knew you were one of the good ones

[@alenalevina]

Girl. Since you’ve shared how important we are for you I really want to share how important you are for me. Your videos got (and sometimes still are getting) me through some really tough times in my life. Whatever happens, I know that there is a video from Caroline, old out new, that would make me giggle or cry or generally.. feel alive. I’m very grateful to you for that, and I have a lot of love for you as a person. And thank you for leaving this beautiful vulnerable part of you crying. It was very necessary for me, I cried with you All the best to you and have some mother-freaking happy holidays ❤

[@keebly6107]

My partner also has anxious attachment and I can totally understand what you and him are going through. It's tough when your brain plays tricks on you.

[@Thelastunicorn-w9f]

First of all, noticed the earrings right away..my mind went “yeah she’s a statement earring girl now she already told us” love it lol Second of all, thank you for the anxious attachment video that was very helpful to me personally as I’ve been discussing this recently in therapy so it was great in conjunction with that. Thank you for your vulnerability. Your videos have helped me in a million ways, Caroline. Blessings in your new chapter, sending you so much love ❤❤❤⭐️

[@metanisha441]

Didn’t know about your roots - many heartily Greetings from Leipzig in Germany! I love your videos and your honesty. Have a wonderful Christmas time 🎄

[@CPhoto1111]

We have tears of sadness tears of joy and tears of growth! I’m honored to be witness just a little to your growth! Wishing you much happiness!

[@therichardsfamily5603]

Caroline, your vulnerability and tenderness is so so touching. Thank you for allowing yourself to let us see this sweetness, it’s very special. You’re a wonderful person. And thanks for saving that baby rat!!

[@kylerandall9141]

I'm glad you're in the world.

[@emmal260]

The vulnerability of this lady is on another level. Thank you for sharing your art and your life experiences. Both relatable and inspiring 🫶🏼

[@veronicahaleyeah]

Your feelings and crying are not lame. You cried because putting out that video was hard and the comments you received made you feel seen. It was healing for you and I am so proud of you. ❤ much love

[@officerjazzi]

100% agree that being misunderstood is the worst thing ever. I have had my own personal mental/emotional struggles where I felt similarly alone. But like you, I have also found help and support. Thank you for sharing your beautiful Christmas decorations, and being vulnerable in a way that brings people together. 💝

[@MizJilly]

Love your earrings! And I need one of them smokers! And there's no better Christmas gift than to have someone understand and respect your journey. I'm so happy for you. Merry Christmas.

[@heavenj7]

I have to admit, I’m sooo happy you’re decorating this year! I remember the previous 🎅 and it was a bit sad. I haven’t celebrated in two years due to a split and other issues…but I’m getting back to me! I was able to watch this and not run! 💕 💕 thx for sharing it’s beautiful! 🎄

[@emilycarr2983]

The wreaths in the window are so gorgeous 😍

[@Agussssssssia]

I love how many different segments there are, it really felt like a wholesome home Christmas show

[@sherielowe4256]

I feel like I just got the best Christmas present ever from Caroline. Now let me dry my eyes and rewatch how to cut snowflakes proper so I can impress my family. ❄

[@kcg285]

I watched your anxious attachment video and I felt like you explained it extremely well!

[@HomeByMon]

Oh sweet Caroline 😭💕 Thank you for existing on the internet and for always being so honest! You show up and you're so human.. we all appreciate it ❤

[@chocolina99]

Thank you so much for long videos. Any videos, but especially long ones. And thank you for that banger from the intro.

[@leftyofcool9213]

I doubt you will see this, but I wanted to chime in and say how much I admire your vulnerability, and you've inspired me to look inward and be a bit vulnerable myself by sharing my own experience. I have felt that insecure attachment on/off in every relationship I've been in (and unfortunately it's worse when I really like the guy, because the stakes just seem that much higher!!). For me, I think this is caused by putting the other person up on a pedestal while simultaneously belittling myself, so the chasm between how I view them vs my perceived self-worth is HUGE. If I'm not careful, I can start judging everything I do and say (or NOT do and say). Am I being boring right now? Am I being too weird? Annoying? Quiet? Am I making too much eye contact? Smile and laugh at his jokes. No, not like that, that's too much! It's like trying to walk on a tightrope 100 feet above the Earth while telling myself I suck AND trying to maintain the facade of chill indifference. And it's absolutely exhausting. Honestly I can be like this with anyone I care about, including friends and family, which then makes me want to push them away so I don't have to deal with the stress of tightrope walking; or the pain from potentially falling. In other words, I'd rather reject them first before they reject me, because their rejection would hurt so much more by "confirming" all my negative self-talk. All that to say, if you're crazy then we are all crazy

[@KTBCreates]

I absolutely adore you, I’ve watched your channel since the beginning and I can honestly say it’s one of the channels I can’t miss a video. Your rawness and honesty is so refreshing. I struggled with self sabotage my whole life but never really addressed it until a few years ago (at 43 years old). I’m still learning, healing and growing now at 48, I think I always will. We are our own worst critics and you have made it feel normal and accepted to struggle with mental health issues that so many of us live with in silence. It’s honestly a disease that for most people goes undiagnosed and un-treated for far too long. Thank you for being real and talking about the hard uncomfortable truths of life. Xoxo Kim

[@RogueDawson17]

I love how you filmed most of the video at night, so cozy! Also, nice earrings! 😂

[@teetaloo]

Ah, Caroline ❤ There is no need to apologize for your honest depiction of emotions, I really appreciated seeing the reality of processing such complicated feelings. It was such a genuine moment of human experience captured on film and something I deeply relate to as a frequent crier. Sending love and I'm so happy that you're feeling more secure in your relationship now.

[@kaylag9579]

Caroline has me blubbering at work and I'm not upset about it. You are so worthy of love and feeling secure. I pray that you continue to grow in these areas and continue to be proud of yourself. Anxiety is not easy.

[@lydiaasscher1203]

Thank you for this video Caroline. You have become like a long distance friend to me since I found your channel. May your holiday season be full of the people you love the very most ❤️ you and Justin have a very special thing going on. You choose to commit to each other every day, over and over. Bless you, you little cutie kook x

[@HappyHarryX5]

Wow. You have such a beautiful soul and can explain anything with such clarity. Bad relationships are very nuanced and only those who have gone through it can truly understand. I’ve found there’s a lot of heartlessness from people you’re brave enough to open up to. I call people who have gone through divorces/breakups and tell me it gets better are divorce heroes and they live on my shoulders. The flowers look beautiful. Take care all. ❤

[@HanniNanni1000]

oh wow, thank you for your vulnerability and trusting your community so much to post the last video and your comment in this video. Even though you might not feel strong, I think you’re very courageous to show me and everyone else here your feelings. I watched every „self help“ video you did and it really helped me to get myself out of my depression. I could relate to you and how you were talking about yourself. With all those perfectly staged lives on social media I felt you were and are true about yourself and your situation. Thanks

[@malinullberg]

Never clicked so fast!

[@girlonfireproductions]

God, Caroline… I just love you. And I hope you know you feel like an angel too when you share your experience and show up so authentically. It’s a privilege to be able to watch you. And as far as the anxious attachment video… that shit was real and inspiring and I’m just glad you have a beautiful person in your life to grow with. I hope we all find that. Btw this is my first divorced Thanksgiving and I won’t be spending it with family for only the second time in my life and watching you put up your tree and share your traditions has been heartwarming. Thank you for that 🫶

[@Foundlilly11]

A new Caroline Winkler video?! When I'm eating dinner? Gonna get dessert and sit real comfy for this 🎉

[@HappyHarryX5]

Sending you and Justin hugs. Sending hugs across the world for anyone struggling. Sending hugs to all who are enjoying life too.❤

[@margarethastings3332]

OMG Those Earrings!! 💓💓💓 😅 PS - I’ve now finished watching your video, and I just wanted to add how much I loved all of your decorating ideas. The warm colours you chose for the baubles, the wreaths and single candles in the windows and your paper star making tips. Thank for sharing all of that. You have a beautiful soul. It shines through your eyes. And I also happen to believe that angels walk amongst us. My very best wishes to you and your family this Festive Season. 🎄

[@tamjg]

Caroline, I'd bet most of us cried with you. I certainly did. Have a wonderful holiday!

[@Bamgeutcutiepie]

what a cozy home 💜

[@shananiekamp3218]

You have no idea just how much your last video helped me see how I was not alone in my anxious attachment. It has been something that I have struggled with for so many years. I have ruined so many romantic relationships because of it and have been working on myself the last year to heal the deep core wounds that I felt I had keeping me in that cycle. You video took it to a whole new level of healing for me JUST by feeling validated and have been using some of the tips that you shared. We are all walking each other through this life and giiirl you are so loved and adored by so many. Thank you for being in this lifetime with me and sharing your vulnerability with all of us! I am so proud of you!

[@veronikab1607]

Im German and your favorite childhood Christmas memories are so similar to mine

[@Hannahbbbbbbbbbbbbg]

oh, sweet caroline. ❤️ your tearing up about the youtube comments on your last video got me goin too. we love you girl

[@Lia-lp2zp]

Thank you! Love a lot of things in this video. I forget, but need to remind ourselves, there are other who absolutely can relate to us, it's just that we don't know them...they are not around us...Thank you for sharing, you are making a impact in many lives ~

[@Caroline_Winkler]

i know, they sold out, sorry! but he says he's gonna restock probably this sunday!!

[@hollyjolly90]

Oh Caroline!!! When you started crying I just wanted to wrap you up in a huge hug. We all love you so much. You bring so much joy and beauty to us in your channel, and all of us who watch are your people. You’re not alone. You’re never alone, and I’m so glad you have Justin in your life. He seems like a really kind, warm, gentle person, and I just love you guys so much. ❤

[@donnareiffen9663]

You are special. You share yourself openly, honestly and painfully. Grateful and better for it are your followers. Thank you ❤

[@katefitzgibbon4270]

Caroline your such a great role model. The things that come up for us at unexpected times that take us back to hurt are unpredictable a lot of the time. I lost a grown son a few years ago and I can get hits that could floor me from the smallest things like whether or not to put an ornament on the tree that has a day of memories attached. What I know about myself being a tough cookie on the outside is that often no one has a clue how much work daily goes into being ok. You bring that balance to the video of it’s ok to cry, make a mess and life is messy, unpredictable yet you show how to cope and your not that stereotype instagram perfecto person which is why your resonating with so many. I love the other viewers comments. You have created a family of sorts here, and as one women said to her kids she’s watching her friend. Bless you and your deco is beautiful, I’ll give the snowflakes a go. 😘 loving your quirk

[@sarawofford]

While I can't relate specifically to your struggles with anxious attachment, I relate hugely to having BIG feelings about something that seem so irrational to everyone else. And feeling misunderstood every time you try to share... it's soul crushing. Your description of the isolation was so on point, I feel seen in a way that I've been fruitlessly searching for for a while.

[@krsnalokacreations4640]

You have such good style and are so wonderful at making things beautiful! I’m so glad you’re here and on KZbin!♥️