Thank you to the host and to Tova for sharing this inspirational journey! I am a 'not yet' Jewish neshama, descendant of Iberian Conversos, Crypto Jews, Bnei Anusim 'cut off' from the Jewish community centuries ago. I served as an ordained Christian teacher, shepherd, and congregational leader for over 30 years. I have been on a path of teshuva while studying Judaism since 2006. I want to fully reconnect to the Am Segulah but my dilemma is that I have been married to 40 years to the Christian mother of our sons and grandma of our grandchildren and she doesn't share ANY of the Jewish beliefs and practices that I have returned to. My favorite part of this story was the request for the Mezuzah and the most heart wrenching part, when my tears began to well up for me, was the recognition of the trauma of alienation when a Jewish neshama is learning and connecting alone and without any significant Jewish community support 😢 Shalom, shalom.
@72Yonatan15 күн бұрын
You must divorce her after explaining your own position and then let her make her own decision whether she will follow you or not. Hard choices, and you can get advice from Rav Tovia Singer in Israel.
@BenjaminVela-uf3eu15 күн бұрын
@@arroyonpr the omnipresence of our Creator is not a holy ghost, for the eternal Father never sleeps, never dies, and is present without any third person needed, Torah has no such person, PS 51 WHERE CAN I FLEA FROM.YOUR SPIRIT, WHERE CAN i FLEE FROM.YOUR PRESENCE.
@gaylejideofor619815 күн бұрын
Please continue to love your wife, God has not divorced you! I would like to recomend meeting middle of the road, please find a messianic jewish congregation that follows torah, tradition and embraces Yeshua. I took Hebrew online from Jerusalem for a year and connected with a local Messianic Congregation who's Rabbi found Messiah in the 70's. Their worship, prayers and observances were beautiful. On the overhead they would have the Hebrew( with pronounciations) and english under. We celebrat the feasts and observances. As a former missionary and Christian Pastor with my Nigerian husband who has Igbo/Jewish roots, we continue in our congregation to celebrate feasts and educate Christians about what they call the last supper was truly Passover. May you find a solution. The Bible teaches Christians that the unbeliever is sanctified by God and will have special mercies- so that your children will be holy: 1Corinthians 7:14 For the unbelieving husband is sanctified by the wife, and the unbelieving wife is sanctified by the husband. Else your children would be unclean, but now they are holy. | Matthew 5:31 It hath been said, Whosoever shall put away his wife, let him give her a writing of divorcement:32 But I say unto you, That whosoever shall put away his wife, saving for the cause of fornication, causeth her to commit adultery: and whosoever shall marry her that is divorced committeth adultery.33 Again, ye have heard that it hath been said by them of old time, Thou shalt not forswear thyself, but shalt perform unto the Lord thine oaths:34 But I say unto you, Swear not at all; neither by heaven; for it is God's throne:35 Nor by the earth; for it is his footstool: neither by Jerusalem; for it is the city of the great King.36 Neither shalt thou swear by thy head, because thou canst not make one hair white or black.37 But let your communication be, Yea, yea; Nay, nay: for whatsoever is more than these cometh of evil.
@shirleyannelindberg169215 күн бұрын
@@72Yonatan The Scribe / Prophet Ezra advises this, too 👌🏻
@DrD2You14 күн бұрын
@@gaylejideofor6198 The "Messianic" faux-rabbis lure unsuspecting Jewish people into idolatry and lie to idolaters by telling them that they are Jews. "Yeshua" was, at best, a highly flawed human being who taught contrary to Torah and taught people that they could sin. I urge everyone to stay as far away as possible from these charlatans.
@rosebakhash438716 күн бұрын
I read her amazing book years ago. I recognized Tovah right away. So good to see and hear her. Chazaq u Baruch!!!!! 😊 She should be blessed
@lcs896716 күн бұрын
This was such a beautiful interview. I got the chills so many times throughout.
@patricialeeder180716 күн бұрын
This was one of the most amazing beautiful interviews I have ever watched !!!! What a gift that hashem gave her .
@rutbrea879615 күн бұрын
It happened to me 48 years ago today. Since the last 35 years I have dedicated my life to research on if my family was Jewish. They , my grandparents were from Castilla La Vieja in Spain. I didn't know anything about the Hebrews or of Torah, as well as the Tetagramaton 4 letters of HaSheem. In my research I found the truth of it all. I remember my mum throwing an egg because it contained blood in it. One of the signs she was Jewish. We have Austrian, Spanish and Peruvian bloodline in Jewish people. HaShem, blessed is He, brought me to the Holy Sanctuary in the desert and showed me His tetagramaton in Hebrew in a vision.
@DrD2You13 күн бұрын
Baruch Hashem!
@tottymommy819716 күн бұрын
וואו , סיפור מדהים של נשמה יהודית . יברך אותכם ה' בכל הברכות שבתורה . שנה טובה ובשורות טובות .
@ruthietaylor875616 күн бұрын
Bless you, amazing lady!
@ABUTARI7014 күн бұрын
She has the sweetest soul,
@Zipster1315 күн бұрын
Thanks to Tova. I am now living as an Orthodox Jew in America having converted from Messianic Christianity. I was raised Seventh Day Adventist and I identify with your story of the Mazuzah bringing out your Jewish soul. For me it was Shobbos, or Sabbath, which had me follow a path from Seventh Day Adventist to the truth of the Jewish G-d, Hashem. May He bless you continually.
@mweinstein154215 күн бұрын
Welcome!
@stephenwillis998815 күн бұрын
Wonderful Baruch HaShem prayer and meditation hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah Shalom
@AdaraBalabusta16 күн бұрын
Baruch HaShem! Welcome home! ✡️❤️
@valetterhone530015 күн бұрын
Thank You for sharing!
@Micog-i7c15 күн бұрын
What a scary place! The government haves to lock it up and put the leaders to jail!
@mimiandthemuse15 күн бұрын
This is an amazing story. Extraordinary. Thank you both so much for bringing it to us. ❤❤❤
@drbsd802416 күн бұрын
Tears❤
@newnewsbrooklyn151315 күн бұрын
I didnt come from a religious family and my mother fought me becoming a religious jew. A week after she died i woke up in the middle of the night and my mother was standing at the foot of my bed. My mother told me she came to tell me i was right in becoming religious. I got so scared and begged G-d that my mother never come to me again and she never did.
@paulawallace878416 күн бұрын
As Jeremiah prophesied, the Gentiles will come to see that they have inherited only LIES, EMPTINESS in which there is nothing of any avail!
@HisMessenger-wf5qd16 күн бұрын
Lies from whom?
@Nonya-x4k16 күн бұрын
the Adversary, with replacement theology .
@HisMessenger-wf5qd16 күн бұрын
@@Nonya-x4k Who is the adversary?
@Levychosesemet15 күн бұрын
Paul. He was a heretic. Without Rome/Constantine/ council of Niacea canonizing Paul's alleged letters, all believers in the One true God would be Jewish @@HisMessenger-wf5qd
@paulawallace878415 күн бұрын
Lies fabricated by Heathen Man, Contendeding and Rebelling against the CREATOR.
@NeshamaNation16 күн бұрын
There's a wonderful book, Miracle at El Alamein, that tells the history of how the tzadikkim prevented the Nazi incursion into the Land of Israel.
@ronelbarak175516 күн бұрын
24:40 Tova, todah raba. I found so many golden nuggets in your journey reflecting on me and my families journey from Xtianity to orthodox Judaism. But one statement more than anything else...you hate religion...I thank you for this statement because I have exactly the same sentiments. Blessings to you Much respect
@BenjaminVela-uf3eu15 күн бұрын
More than religion equal to family I am, Ion of electron around Atom a vibrant nation, in orbit of solar systems. Or galaxied.❤
@mariettapascual645216 күн бұрын
It’s amazing how God reuniting and bringing home His children.💖🙏
@amethyst499016 күн бұрын
Beautiful story 🫂
@hanochcohen224315 күн бұрын
Baruch HaShem !
@Whoisager14 күн бұрын
So sweet
@VioletACordy15 күн бұрын
🌴🌴🩵🩵😎😇🌷🌷 G-D BLESS YOU, TOVA AND CHANAH HANA, FOR THIS BRILLIANT AND BEAUTIFUL HEARTFELT STORY💙💙🌸🌸”Ex-Christian REVEALS How She Discovered She Was Actually Jewish” WONDERFUL AND UTTERLY VITAL AND IMPORTANT🌴🎄🌳Violet ADA C. (Australia - Toronto)🩵🌴🌴🌴🌴🌴🌴🌴🌴🌴🌴🌳🌳🌳🌳🌳🌳🎄🎄🎄🎄💙🩵❤💜🩵💙🩵🩵💙🌴
@invictusOne15 күн бұрын
I cringe when I hear her story as I share many of her experiences.
@shirleyannelindberg169214 күн бұрын
@@invictusOne *Be thankful that HaShem opened your eyes to the Truth of His Torah* 📜 *No need to cringe* 😬 *Gratitude is Key* 🔑
@ShmirchikArt16 күн бұрын
gripping story, wow
@psicmariomartins17 күн бұрын
Similar to my history. I am a Bnei Anussim.
@DrD2You16 күн бұрын
I have read that there are millions of Bnei Anussim. May we all be gathered to HaShem.
@psicmariomartins16 күн бұрын
@@DrD2You My family and i are in the process of converting to Judaism since we discovered that we are Bnei Anussim. My wife is an Ashkenazi descent. And i a Sefardi. Both of us were Christians.
@goldengun997016 күн бұрын
@@psicmariomartinswelcome home
@arroyonpr16 күн бұрын
@@DrD2You Amen, may every Jewish neshama return to Hashem AND to His Am Segulah!
@yochimevaseret487816 күн бұрын
Really incredible story.. If I understood it correctly giyur was not required. Is that right?
@mweinstein154215 күн бұрын
If all of the mothers are Jewish all the way back, that's correct. It does take some investigation to be certain. If you're born a Jew you are always a Jew.
@newnewsbrooklyn151315 күн бұрын
Her mother and grandmother were jews. Converting to christianity doesnt stop someone born jewish to stop being a jew
@paulawallace878415 күн бұрын
Judaic Halacha Law Forbids Jews to step into Christian Churches and Hindu Temples, as they are HOUSES OF IDOL WORSHIP, ABOMINATIONS to the CREATOR, WHO Commanded that HE alone is to be worshiped!
@paulawallace878415 күн бұрын
Jesus is a carnal idol of flesh made in the Image of Man, an ABOMINATION, the Barbaric Heathen Cult of Christianity is who alone to a T, fits the description of the morphing LAST BEAST/Gentile Empire, Enemy of Gd and His Chosen Priestly People/High Holy Ones, Israel the Jews.
@zilpah989015 күн бұрын
Hour is not required but still there is a special ceremony called טקס החזרה ליהדות. An ritual retuning to Judaism which includes dipping in a Mikvah. A ritual bath without a Bracha. This is done for all Jewish Christians especially Maranos or anyone who did idol worship.
@ytsi750515 күн бұрын
Can this treatment be considered physical and emotional abuse?
@DrD2You14 күн бұрын
Definitely.
@72Yonatan15 күн бұрын
I feel sad to hear how the dualistic Christians treated her and I have to say that this story doesn't help me to have a positive attitude toward Christian doctrines at all. They are without any clue about the unity of God.
@pepepena193713 күн бұрын
-“they are without any CLUE about the UNITY of God”- says someone that believes in a Trinity on steroids. 10 instead of 3 having an orgy 🤣🤣🤣🤣
@NeshamaNation16 күн бұрын
Sneaky missionaries.
@marciem249815 күн бұрын
The most profound thing to me was her father's message in her dream. It makes me think.. I need to be a better a Jew
@ariellalevy716 күн бұрын
Same thing happen with me
@stephenfisher372116 күн бұрын
Nottingham? Do you know the Sheriff of Nottingham, Robin Hood, and Friar Tuck?
@DrD2You15 күн бұрын
Cute.
@beagleman12345678915 күн бұрын
Baruch HaShem ✡️🇮🇱
@BneiAnusim15 күн бұрын
**Mishneh Torah, Kings and Wars 11:6** Jesus of Nazareth who aspired to be the Mashiach and was executed by the court was also alluded to in Daniel's prophecies, as ibid. 11:14 states: “The vulgar among your people shall exalt themselves in an attempt to fulfill the vision, but they shall stumble.” Can there be a greater stumbling block than Christianity? All the prophets spoke of Mashiach as the redeemer of Israel and their savior who would gather their dispersed and strengthen their observance of the mitzvot. In contrast, Christianity caused the Jews to be slain by the sword, their remnants to be scattered and humbled, the Torah to be altered, and the majority of the world to err and serve a god other than HaShem.
@pepepena193713 күн бұрын
-“vulgar among your people shall -*-EXALT-*- themselves….but they shall stumble”- Last time I checked Jesus taught against “exalting” he actually said “For those who exalt themselves will be humbled, and those who humble themselves will be exalted.” And *NOWHERE* in the verse you provided says that the “vulgars” will *CAUSE* anyone to stumble
@pepepena193713 күн бұрын
-“Christianity caused the Jews to be slain by the sword”- First of all Hundreds of years before the first crusade took place there were the massacres of believers by Fake messiahs Bar Kochba and Nehemiah Ben Hussiel. Now in regards to Jews been slain all you need to read is Zechariah 11 and what would happen due to rejection of *THE TRUE SHEPHERD* . Verse 11 in particular says that only some *KNEW* who the Shepherd was
@DrD2You12 күн бұрын
@@pepepena1937Jesus taught contrary to the Torah. That disqualified him as messiah. See Luke 16 v 18.
@DrD2You12 күн бұрын
@@pepepena1937There were multiple pogroms before, during, and after the crusades. In addition, AH, Goebbels, Mengele, and 90% of ss officers were Jesus-worshipers.
@pepepena193712 күн бұрын
@@DrD2You -"Jesus taught contrary to the Torah. That disqualified him as messiah. See Luke 16 v 18."- What does that have to do with anything that I wrote? How about staying focus?
@bettyk810516 күн бұрын
This woman is lovely, but I found this interview hard to listen. Too monotone. Perhaps I’ll listen 15 minutes at a time.
@ShmirchikArt16 күн бұрын
put it on faster mode. 1.5 itl be easier to listen too
@raquelhernandez723115 күн бұрын
Read her book… it’s very lively. To Play With Fire
@DrD2You15 күн бұрын
@@raquelhernandez7231 Thank you. I will!
@LindaFullerton-x4h14 күн бұрын
I am a Christian and I have never been asked to deny all things of the world. The world is God’s wonderful creation. There are many wrongs in the world but also much good. We hold to and embrace the good. In no way are we to reject the physical and embrace the spiritual. I have never fasted or been asked to fast. I have never imposed my faith on anyone. This is not typical Christianity. I would be most interested to know what strange denomination or sect this was. Completely alien to me! You mention a Mother Superior ?? Such a title is found in a convent. Sounds like an exclusive cult. Please do not use this woman’s troubling experience as an example of Christian living or Christianity.
@paulawallace878413 күн бұрын
Christianity is like Hinduism, it stands in OPPOSITION to Gd, Scripture, His Son nor His coming instrument of His Will, King David's progeny, a mortal man of flesh and blood who Isaiah tells comes at the End of the Days and will be ANIMATED BY THE FEAR OF THE LRD!
@HisMessenger-wf5qd16 күн бұрын
Why do some Rabbis refer to Matthew Mark Luke and John as the Christian Bible when there are no Christians in those books?
@jtprobst115 күн бұрын
Why do you? There is no truth in them, they are not Jewish text.
@jalemairliha15 күн бұрын
Well ... One reason. It's not part of the Tanakh. And the Gospels are central to Christianity. Besides, have you read Paul and the idea of supercessionism?
@Brandon-y5t9j15 күн бұрын
Because it is about Christ. It is not about the Jewish messiah. It is not part of Tanakh.
@DrD2You15 күн бұрын
@@Brandon-y5t9j Christ is the Greek word for messiah ("anointed one"). That is why some of us use the term xtian. HTH.
@DrD2You15 күн бұрын
"His Messenger" and I are old pals. He/She posts all over the Jewish channels of KZbin. I pray for his/her repentance and return to Hashem.
@thesoulmateconnection15 күн бұрын
There is nothing wrong with being who you are. If we all loved the other, we'd see we all are Jewish 👍
@DrD2You14 күн бұрын
Fortunately for the hog farmers, you are incorrect.
@mashariel15 күн бұрын
HalaluYaH! I have a similar story, and was completely disowned by my family after my Thashuvah but for my dad and mom staying in communication with me. One of my favorite parts of the conversation is the part about the Yahudym/Apharym Souls (Not just Yahudah) cannot find true fulfillment in Life outside of serving THE SOVEREIGN KING according to His Commands and Statutes in The Spirit of Truth! My other favorite part was hearing about her mother's miracle and returning to her Hebrew name Sharah. And praying the Shama'!! 😭 I do think she should have honored her father and asked for his blessing before marriage, I have made worse errors myself, so no condemnation! He is worthy of the glory, and worship that is His alone! HalaluYaH! Praise YHUH Tsavōth!!! 🔥💙👐🏽❤️🔥 Blessings!! עבדך נזיר ליהוה מאשריאל ישי
@toviaskryptonitelll97615 күн бұрын
Stop. With the bs. The only ones that disown family members are Muslims and you Pagan Babylonians
@Testbug-dy6tj15 күн бұрын
urim and thummim: What they are. By Ancient Egypt and the Bible, on yt.
@Simrealism15 күн бұрын
If God speaks to you, you never have to have faith again. I feel sorry for her, actually.
@MikeSmith-yl5md15 күн бұрын
What she is explaining must be some sort of a cult, but that is not Christianity and I have never even heard of anyone experiencing what she did. I think she was being held captive by a bunch of crazy people. Hundred percent not Christianity
@shirleyannelindberg169214 күн бұрын
@@MikeSmith-yl5md *christianity* ✝️ *is a Cult* *A Culture of IDOLATRY* *and *Cannibalism, eating human flesh and drinking his blood* 🩸 🤮😤🤮😤
@paulawallace878413 күн бұрын
Christianity is like Hinduism, it stands in OPPOSITION to Gd, Scripture, His Son nor His coming instrument of His Will, King David's progeny, a mortal man of flesh and blood who Isaiah tells comes at the End of the Days and will be ANIMATED BY THE FEAR OF THE LRD!
@morelife94316 күн бұрын
Christianity is at it’s simplest Christ -centered. If It is all about Christ - it is His words- His life.
@paulawallace878415 күн бұрын
Yes, it is like Hinduism, Heathen Man worshiping his own fragile, pathetic Ego, ABOMINATIONS to the CREATOR, WHO Commanded that HE alone is to be worshiped, not anyone or anything else.
@rareword16 күн бұрын
Yeshua was Jewish, Saint Teresa of Avila, one of the most important figures of Christianity belonged to a converted Jewish family.
@72Yonatan15 күн бұрын
Shame on the church for stealing Jewish children and converting them. Awful practice and not a good recommendation.
@DrD2You15 күн бұрын
If "Yeshua" existed, he might have been Jewish, but he wasn't very observant.
@paulawallace878415 күн бұрын
Your Heathen Greco-Roman/Christian carnal idol of flesh made in the Image of Man Jesus is an ABOMINATION, a composite of a myriad of Heathen Greco-Roman Idols such as PERSEUS the Virtuous Virgin born demigod, DIONYSUS the Water into Wine Miracle Maker and MITHRAS the Dying/Resurrecting idol who dies for the People, who raises the dead and heals the lame and the sick, whose Devotees Eat of the flesh and drink of the blood. Like his sidekick the Heathen Greco-Roman/Christian Devil with his lake of fire, they are but fabricated characters of Heathen Man, found only in the Greek Tall Tales of Heathen Man/NT and Joe Smith Jr's Book of Mormon, Not the 24 Books of the Bible, the Torah/Tanakh.
@AitanaMartin-mj7km16 күн бұрын
😂😂😂 how people came believe this ?
@uriel720316 күн бұрын
What's hard to believe?
@careerlifecoachskillsfacil453516 күн бұрын
Beautiful story, but sadly you miss out on the Holy Spirit that HaShem spoke through earliest prophets, and then used Yashua Jesus Christ to demonstrate the power of the Holy Spirit that gives direct access to Heaven and God Almighty HaShem, without following feasts, routine or rituals. You can speak daily to God HaShem in your room, while you mop the floor or knee bread or sew clothing. That's why HaShem used Jesus Christ to come and demonstrate exactly this method. No Wifi, temple or priests needed😅 as Jesus confirmed in John 4:21-26
@viviancorey182216 күн бұрын
u r clueless😂
@BenjaminVela-uf3eu15 күн бұрын
Shema sowed and reaped eternal especial links of other princes and princess link, one mitzvah how haShem uses to be in.our presence ❤❤
@paulawallace878415 күн бұрын
Your Heathen Greco-Roman/Christian carnal idol of flesh made in the Image of Man Jesus is an ABOMINATION, a composite of a myriad of Heathen Greco-Roman Idols such as PERSEUS the Virtuous Virgin born demigod, DIONYSUS the Water into Wine Miracle Maker and MITHRAS the Dying/Resurrecting idol who dies for the People, who raises the dead and heals the lame and the sick, whose Devotees Eat of the flesh and drink of the blood. Like his sidekick the Heathen Greco-Roman/Christian Devil with his lake of fire, they are but fabricated characters of Heathen Man, found only in the Greek Tall Tales of Heathen Man/NT and Joe Smith Jr's Book of Mormon, NOT the Books of the Bible, the Torah/Tanakh. What you have is regurgitated Heathen Greco-Roman myths Stand against GD, Scripture, His Son and His coming instrument of His Will, King David's progeny, a mortal man of flesh and blood who Isaiah tells comes at the End of the Days and will be ANIMATED BY THE FEAR OF THE LRD!
@72Yonatan15 күн бұрын
Every Hebrew prophet experienced Ruach Ha-Kodesh and it's the real experience, not some abstraction like Christian community believes. God is not separate from His Presence. Only the Jewish people are the teachers of the Torah and the world needs to show more respect for our function and the sacrifices we have made.
@DrD2You15 күн бұрын
The trinity is an invention of the idolatrous church. The idolatrous church took over 300 years to promulgate the trinity, likely done so to placate Roman idolaters whose deities came in threes. In any case, the feud between followers of Arius and followers of Athanasius nearly caused the first of many schisms in the idolatrous church. The idolatrous church decided to follow the teachings of Athanasius and declared Arius and his followers to be heretics. Religions that follow the teachings of Arius today include Islam, Unitarianism, Mormonism, and the JWs. "Yeshua" was not the christ/messiah. The "Yeshua" of the nt disobeyed the Torah, taught contrary to Torah, and encouraged sinful behavior in other people. If you worship "Yeshua" as a deity, that is sinful and you need to repent. If you merely believe that he was the messiah, you are wrong, but that error likely does not rise to the point of being sinful. I hope that you decide to repent, to worship only the G'd of Israel (Who is neither a man nor a trinity) and to obey the seven Laws of the Covenant that G'd made with all via Noah.
@MikeSmith-yl5md15 күн бұрын
1Timothy chap 4 says forbidding to marry is of the devil 1. Now the Spirit speaketh expressly, that in the latter times some shall depart from the faith, giving heed to seducing spirits, and doctrines of devils; 2 Speaking lies in hypocrisy; having their conscience seared with a hot iron; 3 Forbidding to marry, and commanding to abstain from meats, which God hath created to be received with thanksgiving of them which believe and know the truth.
@DrD2You12 күн бұрын
The nt is fictional, except for the parts stolen from Tanach.
@eliweissmann581015 күн бұрын
Well Tovas story is frightening and amazing. How chistians think that from something so bad can come out anything good. But the have by beat cheat and fire slavery got 2 billion follower.They are living in darkness and never see the light.A little spark in the jewish soul light upp the whole world.