Brother. This is exceptional. Not only are you a talented videographer, but becoming a dad has seemed to make you all the wiser and shift your perspective. Hear this happens and it's inexplicable until you have it. Resonate with the the dream thing. We hold onto and let go because we feel we're not good enough, or Time outruns us. And then when we have a chance to do what we want to do it almost has less pull than it did when we were younger. Sidenote: that song by VSC hits, he popped into my old church some time ago so I only heard about him through there but he's also got that gift of expressing emotion through art. "Living Water" especially got me through some seasons, but "Someone to Stay" always managed to express that longing.