big feelings, a very messy apartment, and an empty studio ☆ studio moving vlog (pt. 2)

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And just like that, I'm completely moved out of my studio :') My next vlog is gonna be about the organizing of my new home studio, so keep an eye out for that !! I meant what I said -- thanks for watching and enjoying the things I make, cause as a result, I get to have the coolest career and life I could have maybe ever dreamed of ToT so thank you for everything!!!! and I'm excited for whatever this next era of my life is
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[@oliverjoukowsky4451]

As you thanked us for being a part of your world, thank you for letting us be a part of yours! You’re always so thoughtful, present, and intimate in your videos, and it’s such a gift to experience. It’s always such a relief to hear from someone else who does struggle with executive dysfunction, makes me feel seen. Also the closing shot was beautiful!

[@cheyennebarton]

🥹❣️❣️❣️(and thank you, i was really proud of the closing sequence hehe)

[@missannaventure]

Frozen pre-made meals have saved my life so many times. People without ADHD can’t even imagine what a strain it is to have to cook a simple potato and a vegetable from scratch, when in overwhelm. I used to be so ashamed my whole life for not functioning properly, but finally have the answer… I think it’s so inspiring seeing your process of packing and moving!! I felt the stress every box of the way. Seriously, well bloody done!!!!!! ❤

[@user-he7hx5uh8g]

hearing you open up about executive dysfunction and seeing you cry made me cry because i'm struggling with this too currently 💖 thank you for sharing, you're the resson i ever figured out i'm neurodivergent and my life as been so much better ever since ✨️

[@courtneymfultstaylor]

I remember being fresh out of high school and opening up (as a waitress) the restaurant in my small town on most mornings and just watching your vlogs while I took down chairs and started the sweet tea. And now I’m watching your vlogs while juggling 2 kids and a husband.. a household.. and I’m so grateful to you and for you. You’ve kept me creative, shoot, I had some of your work hung up on my birth alter for my last baby. Thank you so much for sharing with us, you inspire me to capture more memories and I thank you.

[@rolandtowen2595]

I'm so grateful to be on this cozy side of the internet! I watched a ton of your vlogs to feel less lonely during lockdown, and now I'm watching this one as i pack for grad school 🌱

[@reigenistic]

i've been following you since 2017? 2018?? and it's always been really special to be in these continual varying periods of growth in my life and seeing you progress through your own life too. i'm so excited that you're beginning this new big step and wish you all the best! :]

[@alyssarobinson2041]

The tiny audible Soph sniffies really warmed my heart. 🥹

[@madisonyelle872]

Not me getting emotional about being along the journey with you 🥹🫶🏼 Thank you for being yourself and taking me along, Chey ❤

[@fremont111]

moving pro tip: if you are overwhelmed by organizing in new places, take pics of where everything was in the old place 🙂 then go from there after you move in and place things back tentatively (or not)

[@fremont111]

and don't take those shelves apart! move them whole if you can...boxes in between

[@katherinewest2925]

CHEYENNE THE SCREAM I JUST SCREAMED! I have put off buying new stickers for so long hoping you would reopen your shop! I'm a pre-k teacher and my kiddos love your art style - they want prints for our classroom. I can't wait!

[@cheyennebarton]

Yay!!! ahhh i’m so excited 🥰

[@indigog.9991]

Thank you for sharing your journey and processing the impact of executive dysfunction. As a fellow independent AuDHD artist, I tend to forget my capacity to ride out the waves of overwhelm so I greatly appreciate you sharing those self healing moments of affirmation and comfort. Sending much peace and power to you as I also flow through these waves of transition 🙌🏼💛🌿🙌🏼

[@Fairess]

OH BOY 42 MINUTES!!! So excited to watch! Gonna need my tea and snacks!!

[@cheyennebarton]

i keep trying to not make almost hour long videos but alas!!!!

[@untitled_paintings]

As someone who is terrified of change, and dreading having to potentially move out next year once I graduate and moving into a new chapter of my life, this was incredibly comforting. Thank you for sharing this with us, and for all of the company all of your videos have ever kept me while working and for the inspiration to keep making art. Thank you🤍

[@sophiablum1436]

Like so many here said, and rightfully so, thank you for being part of our world 💛 I've been here for years and I feel like we went through some stuff along side each other. It's always been a comfort to me to hear you talking honestly about your struggles, which oftentimes seemed similar to mine, and then seeing you make it through the tough times, just as I have. So thank you for being there and letting us all be part of your world in a way 😊

[@fuzzydragons]

LOVE the checkered nails 🥰 moving is just so stressful, I always breathe a sigh of relief when its done. and with my recent ADHD diagnoses, everything that has happened in the past while moving just makes sense now.

[@kaltespopcorn4087]

Watching this having just struggled so hard to brush my teeth and wash my face - thank you for sharing. I don’t feel so alone now. We will all be a okay as you said ❤ 19:03

[@dani.w]

cheyenne, your videos have been such a source of comfort to me! it has been so wonderful to see your art evolve and watch you discover new things about yourself. thank you for these beautiful, vulnerable vlogs. wishing you all the best !!

[@hayzeeanak]

Stopping halfway through the video to write this comment because I just wanted to thank you for opening yourself up to us and showing those ''embarrassing'' moments of getting overwhelmed when your coping mechanisms stop working and when you had the little moment of realizing that autism and adhd are both disabilities. I am always in awe of how open you allow yourself to be on the internet and while I'm definitely not happy that you're feeling that way, I am happy to see that the feelings I'm having about those/similar things are not something that make me ''strange''.

[@sorimir695]

this means so much to me :,) my family and i just moved out of our childhood home and being able to sympathize with these emotions meant a LOT!! thank you for sharing a very big & vulnerable part of your life :)))

[@sn00gums]

Ares is a sweetheart! All your friends who helped out are such angels. ❤

[@layersofloriiii]

I love your honesty. I greatly appreciate how vulnerable you are with your videos, sharing your accomplishments and your struggles. You’re doing amazing. You are enough. 🖤🖤🖤🖤

[@maiog7935]

28:22 - "When" (dodie) came straight to mind! also thank you so much for this beautiful vlog cheyenne, it's been a privilege to be a part of your journey. you inspire me so so much and i wish you all the best in this next little chapter xx

[@sianfilms]

Thank you for talking about executive dysfunction - it's SO hard to explain to people who don't experience it, and I experience that embarrassing/what-will-people-think feeling too. It's easy to say, but all we can do is our best - however that looks today. I hope your next chapter is kind to you! 💖

[@tjtay02]

Thank you for talking about these things even when you feel embarrassed. For different reasons i have been having a difficult time recently and was only last week saying the same thing "i wish these things weren't so hard for me, i wish they were easy like they are for everyone else" and the difficulty is no one around me can properly understand. Thank you for making me feel seen and understood even though i also feel sorry that you have to go through this too

[@MyArtsMinions]

I also get so stressed when it comes to moving. As creative types we feel our emotions in so many ways that on top of moving you are uncovering and changing your surroundings, show the age of creativity in that space. It's hard to process but feels better over time as you find your new flows as a creative in a new space.

[@stonedsnail]

I have been a long time watcher, and I find your videos so comforting and reassuring, beyond words. As someone with severe (teenage diagnosed) ADHD, I find the number of people who abuse the term online is really disheartening, upsetting and isolating. I, 100% understand most of your struggles with change and executive disfunction and I wish I could give you a pat and tell you everything will be alright . I am so grateful to be able to watch your authenticity and open-ness with ND struggles, for the sake of helping others like myself feel not so alone in the world. Thank you for sharing your life with us

[@thegraveyard1858]

I've been watching since the pandemic and quarantine, you really got me through that time and even inspired me to finally make own little small business. Due to a bunch of little issues in my life it didn't really work out but I'm on my way to hopefully something better. There's been quite a few times where after watching your videos I just feel more seen and encouraged. I want you to know you make a difference, and It's a positive one. Even in the little things you say. Definitely gonna steal the strategy of "lazy doesn't exist" and finding a new way to word it. I hope life treats you well in the future and you're able to have a long moment of peace soon. I'll see yah round ♥

[@home.sick27]

I'm only at like 12:04 but I'm watching this while tryna recover from an autihd burnout from moving house myself (where i was both moving out of my own flat but also helping my dad move out of my childhood home), and "packing is adult tetris but hard and boring" was Very Real Moving in itself is so emotionally taxing but man.. it's also so taxing on the brain and body

[@adelvellan]

i really struggle with accepting that my executive dysfunction is a real thing, and i never realized that adhd and autism is technically a disability ... that's gonna take some time to process lol. But thank you thank you thank you so much cheyenne for being so open about sharing, you are such a big reason why i decided to try looking into adhd and autism and realizing that i do indeed have a spicy brain. I hope it isn't too much to ask, but if possible, are there any resources that you have found helpful in learning more about neurodivergency that you can share? I know there's a ton online, but i just don't know where to start

[@cheyennebarton]

you should check out “unmasking autism” by devon price!!! an incredible book !!!

[@adelvellan]

@@cheyennebarton 🩷🩷🩷 thank u I will! Been wanting to get back into reading anyways, thank u for responding so fast

[@cheyennebarton]

@@adelvellanthe audiobook is how i’ve been consuming it, which is also really good the narrator does an excellent job. navigating neurodivergence as an adult is hard and weird, so be kind to yourself in your journey!

[@inkvisama]

Honey you are saying that moving and planing are supposed to be easy, but they are not! I don't have ADHD or any problems with planing, but it is SO HARD to do it! It's a lot, it's endless, you have to keep a lot of stuff in your had and plans for any of them. It's hard! And you are handling with that. You are doing a great job!

[@buffienguyen]

42 minutes omg this is gonna be a fire crochet session for me!!!!

[@intergalacticpeachpatrol]

i have tears haha. god, i have watched you in this space for so long. i've watched you since before this space! i have enjoyed every moment! and i cannot wait to see what comes after this! so happy for you, and so excited for you, and so proud to have had you be part of my world for so long. (also, this video came out on my birthday???? i turn 29 today. haha TWENNY-NOINNN!) so much love for you. be well! XOXO very good video/10.

[@cheyennebarton]

AHHHH happy birthday!!! 🎉🎉❤❤

[@ellispipermusic]

when you mentioned how you were setting up your videos for editing one day, and then coming back the next day to actually edit them, i said YES!! out loud haha. it's really the best way to go about editing & avoid feeling too daunted by it!

[@sykomo]

Big Ares fan hope he shows up more! Keep up the great content (with Ares)

[@basnt1147]

You are strong, and when I watch your videos, I always become stronger. Thank you very much. I like your house more than the studio. I feel that it is full of warmth and creativity. Be healthy.

[@keltavuokko]

You should also remember that in psychology, there's a rather short list of the most stressful events in a person's life - and moving is on that list, somewhere in top 10 if I remember correctly. so don't feel embarrassed. It may seem like everybody is better at coping with rearranging their lives, but it just seems like it. That list I mentioned exists for a reason. You are not alone in feeling this way. As somebody who struggles with anxiety, I for one can relate. I hope you feel better.

[@potato5602]

My psychiatrist told me that moving was in the top 2. I had to move twice in 7 months 😩

[@maeganh1169]

I really appreciate your vulnerability, even though I wanted to hug you when you started to cry. I see myself in you a lot and I know what it feels like…it makes me wonder why I can’t be as kind to myself when I’m pushing through….as I am to others. I think your acceptance of your challenges is important to keep close, so you aren’t castigating yourself for not being able to stack up to the universal standard. I’m glad you seem to have a wonderful support system.

[@tinymillymakes]

As someone who is AudiHD as well, I relate terribly hard to your heart to hearts. The talk at around 16 minutes is a talk I've had many times with myself and others. Executive functioning struggles are really hard and I see you.

[@newtcookie]

i watched this while unpacking stuff because I've been moving back into my parent's place again for a while after college. So i really get that weird emotional feeling of being in a new era of ur life.

[@ordinaryowls]

cheyenne, i’ve followed you since tumblr days. sharing your world has literally changed mine for the better. just through your art, your emotional honesty and heartfelt vulnerability, and your calming and cheerful spirit. but also in a really tangible way. so it’s a bit funny, it was the darkest time in my life when i saw you posting about a group called bts around the beginning of 2017. truly, finding them saved my life and brought me to all my dearest friends now who i can’t imagine my life without. in a small and silly way, you helped truly shape the path of my life. anyways, i’m thankful, and just so proud watching you grow and change over the years. ❤

[@gentlygrace]

Hi Cheyenne! I understand the executive functioning stuff. I think you are doing the right thing by talking it out, yogaing it out, and journaling it out. Thanks for being vulnerable. You made this a very relaxing video, even though maybe it didn’t feel like that on the inside sometimes. I appreciate you, and I am supporting your moving process!💪

[@ezerstudio9195]

I love being a part of your world too! I’ve been watching your videos for a long long time now and I’ve been rooting for you and growing alongside you. I feel like we’re stars that sparkle in life and it’s fun to twinkle together.

[@shelbshmelb]

Oh man-I moved house this same week/weekend this year, and I wish I’d watched this video (and part 1!) earlier! I too have ADHD and the “I’m gonna be fine” refrain is REAL-I have never felt so seen haha. Moving is only ever terrible, I hope you’re feeling settled now!!

[@emmys.youtube]

so glad i clicked on this video and found your channel today of all days, because i happen to be moving houses currently, and hearing you talk about executive dysfunction and having trouble prioritizing things and being reminded that ADHD/autism is a disability made me feel so validated and is exactly what i'm going through right now. And how embarrassing it is! Ahhh! My partner has said they wish they could just do it for me because its so hard watching me struggle through something that should be more simple. Anyways, i've been branching out to new artist channel's vlogs and somehow it's happened multiple times where i think "wow, theyre doing so much better than me its almost infuriating" and then half way through they talk about how much their ADHD is affecting them, gosh it's just so comforting, especially growing up watching vlogs where people would get like 5 times more things done in a day than i ever could. Thank you for this

[@cheyennebarton]

we are never alone!!! happy i could offer some validation and comfort for you

[@emmys.youtube]

​@@cheyennebarton thank you!! that really is a great reminder. and moving does suck. i hope you are extra kind to yourself as well, even with the bulk of it done the organizing after the fact seems to go on foreverrrr!

[@WhaleTank]

Getting the Miner's armor really helps in the depths. it makes you glow.

[@cheyennebarton]

oh, i'm all set now, i've unlocked the whole depths and beaten the game since i recorded this!! i do love the miner's helmet, it is SO goofy

[@youknowyoulovekatie]

Unrelated to the content of this video, but I watch KZbin in my living room while my 9 month old daughter plays in front of me and she kept staring at the TV and waving at you whenever you faced the camera. So cute! She just learned how to wave last week and has been waving at everything and everyone with a friendly face 😊

[@nettlesap]

Executive dysfunction DOES suck so so so so much, I felt this so hard

[@kittea1804]

i'm in the process of a big move and i feel you so much on the moving stress. i just feel frozen and paralyzed and it makes me want to donate everything i own and live out of a backpack lmao

[@katiekelly6200]

You said that all of the coping mechanisms I use to manage stress aren't working right now. and I just went through a move and I CACKLE laughed. because it was exactly what I went through. so relatable.

[@katiekelly6200]

i also have adhd, so big moods

[@michellejohnson6346]

Yay for new beginnings! I love your candor and how authentic and honest you are when you talk through what is hard and how you celebrate when you get something done. Loved the vlog!

[@vickypotter.]

Ahh, this felt like a movie. So, so beautiful. I loved every second and I’m sure whatever the future holds for you it will have so much love and sweetness and kitty cuddles to boot🤍

[@leilathecuttlefish]

ahhh executive dysfunction! i also cease to be able to prioritize when in a state of overwhelm and i relate to feeling silly or embarrassed by it! Like sometimes I get stuck just deciding what to do for dinner. Big hugs to you. And I appreciate your vulnerability and sharing your journey. Good to know I'm not alone

[@omgitsbees]

I also love that you have been doing so much crocheting, my wife is as well, and I wish you two could share resources and tips cause that would be fun!

[@uhhmanda]

I just wanted to give you a hug when you started talking about executive dysfunction. :( I know that feeling so well. You definitely aren’t alone so please don’t be embarrassed. ❤

[@mosslou9854]

i can only say whag others already have here: thanks for letting us be a part of your life! thanks for showing us around and for all the cat cuddles, i must live my cat dreams vicariously through others 🐈‍⬛🐈‍⬛🥰 also thanks so much for just being open about neurodivergency and the struggles ™️ seeing myself in people and feeling represented and seen, especially outside the context of content explicitly about adhd/etc. just really means a lot 😊🌿🌟

[@gatina7713]

I'm glad you made it!!! Moving is horrible. I went through a move at the end of may too and I still haven't recovered....yikes.

[@lolabo8264]

As a fellow Cheyenne who is neurodivergent (at least adhd) and who has a lot of trouble with transitions like moving - I feel this. I know I'll have to move out of my current apartment probably within the next 3 months or so & it's very overwhelming. Good for you on ordering groceries and premade meals - if it makes it easier for you to eat, its absolutely worth it (

[@ChantelleArts]

those nails look so pretty, perfect for summer ✨✨

[@xexemery]

moving is sooo hard with adhd honestly . i'm moving soon and it's so stressful so i feel you

[@cherryberry2423]

I remember when you moved into your studio and when you were moving out I got so emotional. Thank you for sharing.

[@AudhildTjugen]

Skip and loafer is so great!

[@magicwendy210]

just want to say you are a beautiful soul and l love your raw and authentic videos, no matter the over whelm (which l can relate to) always keep going and shining ☺ sending hugs 🤗

[@haleyspence]

My least favorite life phases are definitely the ones that are like "I'm going to be fine, but this moment in time is not fine and it sucks and I want to set something on fire" was like, the entirety of my 2022 so I feeeeeeeeel this video.

[@lunakrause984]

ahh that ending made me cry :') it felt like breaking the fourth wall haha. thank you cheyenne for your videos, i get really excited and happy whenever you post. that ending was poetic!!!

[@hawthornetherose2295]

My void kitty was engrossed in this video too 😅 Particularly whenever Pepper was on the screen. He usually doesn’t show any interest in the tv or other cats.

[@sarah_kale]

I will always choose you from the big old internet. Thank you for sharing your world with us 🩷

[@Maya-lr2yb]

Woke up with this, so lovely 🌷 thank you Chey for always being a safe space and such a loving soul. I always love your video’s and hope to see you so soon! On to the future ✨

[@meeejie]

so much love sent your way during this transitional period in your life! all my adoration sent your way chey

[@graveyarddirt13]

coincidentally i’m also moving out of my own apartment into a new one as you upload this video and i really resonate with everything you have to say, as always 💓 thank you for being you and allowing us to be involved in a tiny part of your life

[@javabeanstudio]

My hubby had luck making a hover bike and zooming around activating all the light roots in the depths! That made it a lot less scary. Hover bike makes it way easier to zoom away from things you don't want to fight, too!!

[@cheyennebarton]

oh i’ve got the whole depths lit up now!! just took me a long time to muster up the courage and i took WAY too long to get autobuild 😅 i love m’y hoverbike !!

[@javabeanstudio]

@@cheyennebarton Ya know, I think you plastered "May" all over this video and I still forgot about the passage of time. 😂 Definitely makes sense that you would be much further in the game 1-2 months later LOL. But I'm glad you got down there and got it done!! 💪

[@samanthachia1491]

Looking forward to the e-store! Can't really commit to be a patron, but definitely want to support in other ways~

[@ErickVarela11]

I dunno how to express how this vlog make me feel. But I can asure you that everything is ok.

[@SarahMakesAll]

Where on earth did you get that absolutely adorable orange plushie from!?!? I need one!!! 🥹😍

[@abetterjulie]

omg, I am also terrified of the Depths, BUT I did the fifth ring, and it wasn't too hard and totally worth it. You'll be excited, I promise!

[@letmehaunt]

so excited for your cheyenne!! i hope this next leg of the journey will surprise you in all the best ways, and i'm excited to be along for the ride :o)

[@JemibookSews]

I hate the depths too!!! I am scared of it as well!

[@modoodles]

I just started my art youtube, i'm aiming for one video a week, and your videos have been a big inspiration. Ty for this great vlog!!! I feel you on the executive dysfunction... especially on my period - 0 coping mechanisms lol

[@EmilyJahn]

I need to know where your pants are from - especially the blue ones. They look so comfy and put together

[@MeganWangart]

another beautiful masterpiece of a video!! thanks for sharing all this w us cheyenne its such a gift + joy to watch ur journey!!! :')

[@MeganWangart]

i love leaving comments that sound like someone's aunt but i truly mean it HAHAH

[@cheyennebarton]

@@MeganWangartyour auntie comments mean so much to me ❣️❣️❣️ LOVE U FRIEND

[@omgitsbees]

Its good to see you, Chey! I miss you on Twitch, our schedules don't really line up well, but I try to join in even to just lurk as much as I can.

[@ilawithlove748]

love you ever ever so dearly and so proud of you for the big little steps you always take so courageously, i'm grateful i get to be witnessing the greatness of your soul and dearness of it all at once ♥♥♥♥

[@tinypanther]

Cheyenne, you’re doing great. I feel the same overwhelm from moving and I end up trying to purge everything 😂

[@Pantonia]

for what it's worth, I've hung my full-size mirror with command strips everywhere I've lived and it's never fallen off! I probably overdid it with the qty of strips, but it ain't going nowhere!

[@cheyennebarton]

oooo this is good to know, tysm!!

[@Gracieee143AP]

carat cheyenne is everything

[@robnyyy]

im so emo over this. so excited for you 💖

[@nano-vx9tu]

thanks so much for this! ur videos r always so pleasant to play in the background!!! also side note: ur hair is soo cute and its making me wanna chop all mine’s off! i’ve been growing for a year now!!!!!

[@nano-vx9tu]

also congrats on the new era! im rooting for u so hard

[@dazedfiberarts]

🫶love you and your energy so much babes 🫶

[@joannacao]

Looking forward to the next time you stream your video editing! It's been really hard for me to focus while I edit my own videos so it'll be nice to have your company :))

[@cebedfg]

good luck on your next journey!!

[@nimk3222]

It is such a sims house :: i adore you😊

[@AliciaYellowLodge]

I really felt your struggle here. I think for us neurospicy people things like that can be sooo overwhelming. But i recently found an app that feels like heaven for my brain it's called Goblin Tools and breaks down tasks for you in a kit of small tasks like magic T_T Maybe this might help you too in the future. Happy to see you're looking forward to your new chapter and thank you for sharing your life with us 🥹💖

[@jamiechoi13]

💕💕💕Congrats on another new chapter💕💕💕

[@stagedstardust]

I have adhd too....I understand 100%. You got this! Hugs to you!

[@notjenkim]

thank YOU for letting us be part of your oh so lovely lil world ❤

[@VeraGolosovaArt]

Such a lovely video, thank you for being you

[@hopenitrous]

cheyenne!! where is your workout set from at 20:40? it looks so comfortable ahhh

[@cheyennebarton]

girlfriend collective!!!

[@meepitydoodle]

your videos are such good company, i will definately be re-watching this whilst i live the battle that is gremlin adhd brain vs organising/tidying. The bit where you were being reminded why adhd and autism are considered disabilities hit a bit close to home, aha

[@marian_berry]

the cutest vlog ever

[@akirin1128]

GAMBARE! がんばって❣

[@breehill9042]

we love you🩵🩵🩵