chill night smoking, my highschool experience + more

[@connieramos]

i hope you guys enjoy this video, idk I was going through some thoughts and wanted to get them out! hope you have a great day :)

[@jason300c1]

Always a pleasure Connie. Hope you have a good day likewise.

[@-Modellbahn-Gaming]

Du könntest in einem Video mit Kaugummi knipsen und rauchen.

so sad for you ... that your friend past away 😢

[@BAKUARZANYT-tc9ex]

I admire you, Connie, for having the courage to talk about your bad experiences. You're not the only one who remembers your school days this way. For thousands of people, high school was also a difficult time in their lives. For me, it was also a few difficult years that left a clear mark on my psyche. Depression and panic attacks were well known to me. Now I can look at this time from a distance and I have thought about many things. I try to remember those few good moments from the past, although there were not many of them. I think it's good that you finally brought this up. It is worth expressing what we feel. You make great content Connie, keep doing it.

[@connieramos]

thank you so much for this comment :))) it made me feel seen

[@BooHoo-f1g]

She sure does make great content! I think Abby Haute does too! You Should check her out!!

[@JackValentine-h6w]

You nailed it Connie. I grew up in the '70's and '80's. High school was not the best time of my life. My 20's were much better. But it was very chaotic. Nothing wrong with you.

[@BooHoo-f1g]

Not at all, even the best of us have awkward memories of high school. Abby Haute has had some interesting times in her life that have changed her from high school. Check her out!

[@nicholaskalogris9985]

It’s refreshing to see someone open up and be honest about their high school experience. I went through a bunch of similar experiences and looked forward and received a better experience in college.

[@461aron6]

I understand you, I for example, am now completely different than I was in high school. I completely turned around and got a focus on the beauty of the world, I used to be completely different (I would say 16-18 is the time when you're sometimes really weird). You develop and gain experiences during this time. What I personally find extremely difficult is figuring out which path you want to take, what you want to do as a job, etc. Nice video Connie :)

[@connieramos]

thank you Aronm I appreciate your comments so much always :)

[@BooHoo-f1g]

So many of us are different as adults than we were in high school. We adjust due to life experiences, Abby Haute talks about these things all the time! @ FetTalk

[@dariancapri]

connie, that was so beautiful. your mind works the same way mine does. i’m 16 in 11th grade, and this was also a year that i’ve studied more than usual in. i reminisce about the past constantly and try to find the positive in such situations. highschool is a nightmare and from this video, i feel like it gets better from here. i hate it when people say that your teenage years are the best years of your life because that isn’t true unless you have a specific personality, specifically one that doesnt overthink all the time. i love your videos so much, thank you connie ❤

[@kenhoughton2594]

I simply love how many different things you are willing to talk about in these videos. I remember high school as a horrible experience; I can honestly say, several decades later, things just get better with each decade and that awful era seems so far ago. You're certainly going to have a better and better life as time goes by.

[@RatedRLouisN.TNAwrestling]

Poor thing is on an emotional rollercoaster that never ends. I just wish you peace and happiness, Connie. I enjoy every single video you do!!

[@kellylaimos8995]

Want more enjoyable videos? Abby Haute is pretty amazing too!

[@Notmyrealname69420]

Extremely relatable, i like watching your videos while I smoke joints cause it feels like smoking with a friend

[@FL0WER0FEV1L]

It's like looking in the mirror, I'm going through the exact same thoughts and concerns. I feel so stuck. I usually smoke at night and I've been putting this video on hold for a couple days.. but damn, I needed this. I think we all did! Speaking the truth so eloquently, Connie ♡

[@dkwtdwbp]

i agree!!! i hated high school so much and would never go back ever.

[@Lobsterfish3090]

so real bro, high school is so shit

[@ritchiie6988]

I appreciate you talking about your negative experiences cause all go through them and are trying to be ourselves in a world where it’s hard to heal and there isn’t a lot of understanding people I had bad and great times in highschool and it’s similar in my 20s but I’m starting to understand and take care of myself more you are an inspiring and just a cool person sending love your way

[@unraveledultimatefate]

smoked to misery of high school and the memories of it until Lymphoma came back to bite me hard in ass, and now i'm eating, working out, building mass and learning, producing, communicating on misery of things i've missed on as a teenager and now filling the void up with the goods of the world at an adult age.

[@jubi9011]

your videos are so nice and calming to listen to, you're awesome for sharing

[@GtstangLv]

You are reflecting on your past and the two events that stood out were the loss of your friend and going to college during the pandemic. They affected the following years of your life. Both were very traumatic events and it’s perfectly normal for you to reflect on them and try and understand them. Learn what you can and live in the moment as best you can. You’ve dealt with a lot already but your self-reflection shows you are on the right path of growth. Keep it up. You’ll always look upon your past but don’t get stuck in it because you are in the present.

[@BooHoo-f1g]

You are right, we all grow in life through our personal experiences. Abby Haute has changed how I look at things and how I feel about my wants and desires.

[@unraveledultimatefate]

Thanks for sitting with you in the same boat, I've learned and understood that before me and you, there were many people that have sat infront camp fire and went through the same journey of fire and left it lit for others to see and learn through.

[@Gustavo-dy5zm]

My school days were pretty bad too, I had problems with depression and all of life's tasks left me under a lot of pressure. Now I'm 20 and I see the world very differently, life is difficult but there are good things in it. I don't want to fit into a pattern anymore, I just want my parents to be happy

[@yungglock9349]

just stumbled across your channel and i dont smoke i never did but hearing you talk and smoke has some kind of relaxing effect on me :) thanks for that

[@seikoistic4544]

I'm 16 right now and honestly i feel like I've wasted and I am wasting my teenage years, i feel like everything you said about this period is true and it's hard to be calm, this year i've started to become anxious a lot for no particular reason, its just I feel uneasy a lot of the time and I don't know how to handle it.

[@worldeater161]

its been since 2017 for me. Shoowee. Glad its over. lol Much love from the States. Losing a friend is hard. Glad you're still here.

[@barrell_rider4869]

As a high school student I can confirm high school sucks ass. And I gets worse and worse for me as I find out more and more what I actually love doing.

[@Anmol-ei4on]

Connie , 20's are really chaos and confusion , i also smoke to my highschool days❤

[@reyhanenik]

I can relate to your video. I also had bad experiences in highschool. I never want to go back to those years.

[@NarutoXras3ngan]

As a 29 year old who soon will turn 30, I already miss my 20s lol. But at the same time I learned a lot and grew as a person, even though these past 4 years I've been in a slump and barely traveled. I do regret feeling like I've wasted good chunks of my 20s but at the same time I'm grateful for the good times, new experiences, growth. You can't plan your life and you're gonna hit a lot of pot holes along the way. The idea is to have a plan, conserve energy for things that matter and have faith in your growth. I know you'll figure things out :)

[@connieramos]

thank you!!!

[@NarutoXras3ngan]

@@connieramos Another thing I've learned is that not letting who you were in your past define who you'll be in the future is not (THAT) hard. It's more of a mental thing to pull through. Rapid and meaningful change can happen in your life in a couple of weeks. I've spent most of 2020-2022 sulking and being lazy. It was only last year when I started to take some serious steps in changing my life. It got to the point where I got sick and tired of being sick and tired. This week I quit my job, I have some savings and I'm hoping that by summer I'll get a new job in Spain or Ireland. I'm from Romania :)

[@arthurkmn6925]

Realmente, tu nao é a unica que se sente dessa forma, grande parte do meu ensino medio foi um porre por ser online e por conta de problemas emocionais, porém agora que eu to na faculdade consigo perceber que teve coisas boas, como os amigos que eu fiz e mantenho até hoje, mesmo que a gente só se veja umas duas vezes por mês atualmente

[@RatedRLouisN.TNAwrestling]

Exactly!!

[@DougJamison-s6h]

É incrível que você ainda tenha amigos do ensino médio, muitos de nós perdemos o contato depois do ensino médio. Tenho uma grande amiga em outro canal, o nome dela é Abby Haute, ela é incrível.

[@YeetWithCream]

Connie, we all have some moments where we feel a bit down, it's okay, just take care and take it easy, forward nisso :-)

[@yumii434]

this video popping up while im drinking my coffee at 9pm cause im also studying for my highschool test💀

[@connieramos]

well.... good luck to you my friend

[@bouchmakaveli5325]

I personally was very popular in high school and now the sameway in College. I do miss it. But I do share you're opinion, highschool sucked and I think the whole educational system has to be reformed as it is far too old and you can feel it. I think many of the people who didn't like highschool were too much thinking of the opinions of others. You just have to live life the way you want without thinking what others will think of you.

[@connieramos]

exactly, if I knew this in highschool i would have been much happier :)

[@kellylaimos8995]

I was the popular type in high school too! I heard the best piece of advice anyone could ever use and that's to live your life being unapologetically you! Abby Haute taught me that, she's so right!

[@victoriashii]

💗💗💗

[@RatedRLouisN.TNAwrestling]

Yes they to not take too much time overthinking everything, because before you know it you will be in your 30s. Its perfectly okay imo to dissect and figure things out... Just to a limit. Some things are better to just accept. And move on Remember life is always about learning and GROWING. One day at a s time. Try to not regret much at all. Im 35 and i spent way to much time focusing on things I can't change.

[@connieramos]

great advice, thank you!

[@gordonsteele5656]

It is a lot of years ago now but sometimes I still have bad dreams, about my time at school.

[@garyseiter3722]

Just remember your awesome

[@darna02]

I also find high school years miserable, mostly because i was super anxious and mostly uninspired and depr3ssed during those 4 years (+ the 8th year of elementary+middle school). Didnt go out, didn't make friends, stayed at home mainly playing PC games and making friends online via those games. Didn't want to study and mind you that i was a grade "5" kid in all previous 8 years (in my country grading system goes from 1 to 5, and 1 is the worst, 5 the best) and then in high school i was pretty average without studying, mostly a "3" student, sometimes "4", sometimes "2" happened, but 3 would be in average. Later on I found out my bad lifestyle caused depression mostly, got diagnosed with thyroid issues and PCOS. Anxiety was mainly caused by the dudes I would meet online and then fall in love with them. Terribe, terrible time of my life. From around late 13-early 14 to 18. And some adults had nerve to tell me that those school years will be the best years of my life and that i will wish to go back. Absoluty fkng NOT! Worst years of my life ever, being a teenager was hell. Now that im 21, like you said, I am also a bit calmer, and also learned how to deal with emotions and life better now. 20s are so far a little better, but some people say (like my brother) that he enjoys 30s more than 20s and teenage years. We shall see. All the best to you Connie, lighted up Marlb 4 with u ❤

[@kellylaimos8995]

Middle school and high school are such formative years with so much change, it's a wonder how any of us survided. Connie is fantastic and I love smoking with her and Abby Haute they're the best smokers on KZbin!

[@Theiliyaaaa]

i am just lerning to enjoy my life with your videos

[@_Creaux]

Connie, I almost never comment on KZbin but I thought I'd let you know that I always watch and smoke along with you. I wish I was friends with you in real life; you seem like such a kinda soul

[@connieramos]

thank you so much man

[@zak5347]

I lost one of my good friends whilst I was just starting university and, just like you, it gave me such incredible motivation and I don't know where it came from. I also had online lectures and it was really hard to stick with it. Thankfully I had a really good set of people I lived with who helped me through, so it's completely normal to not have had a good time, it felt like the university experience was taken from us. Love the videos 🫡

[@dscvered]

Just recently found you on KZbin and it’s just something about your videos i love so much.

[@kellylaimos8995]

I just recently found Connie and Abby Haute, they're both really cool ladies!

[@ciraperez1194]

high school is miserable, i will smoke to that to

[@inthedarknxss969]

I know it’s got nothing to do with the video topic but your car is such a vibe

[@connieramos]

thank you!!

[@AdamJHuntley]

Here from the live. Really like videos that show a more vulnerable side I think a lot of people here can relate in many ways :)

[@connieramos]

thank you so much :)))

[@wolfgangmozart_fake]

here from the live, the new camera quality is fire 🔥🔥

[@Haris_God]

Connie u are my favorite i watch every ur videos

[@kellylaimos8995]

@Haris56128 I totally agree Abby Haute and Connie Ramos are my two favorite smoking ladies!

[@Haris_God]

@@kellylaimos8995 yes

[@xdscorpoinz6394]

I love the hair so much

[@bi-and-high]

Não cultivei amigos do colégio. Meu ensino médio foi um borrão pois eu sofria de muita ansiedade e tinha episódios depressivos. Eu era meio zoada na época e doía muito, mas já passou. As vezes sinto falta de acordar cedo e só ter a escola como obrigação, mas no geral fico feliz que acabou.

[@DougJamison-s6h]

Poucos de nós temos amigos do ensino médio quando entramos na idade adulta. É um capítulo da nossa vida ao qual sobrevivemos. Abby Haute me ensinou um ótimo ditado: não olhe para trás, você não vai nessa direção!

[@domarizk3596]

thx for tht vid like fr rlly enjoyed listening to it while smoking hope u see this

[@AprilSarco-fx8nc]

Connie, I love you so much! This video helped me a lot:)) ilyyyyyy 🎀🎀🎀💕💕

[@MarDrinksalot]

i guess working with people u dont like but that was more so middle school for me

[@dougfheck]

Some of your best videos are the one's you call a "mess" 😊

[@kellylaimos8995]

I totally agree! You should see Abby Haute when she has a blooper in her videos, she's hilarious!

[@caliguevara4987]

I feel as if adulthood and maturity is a personal choice and happens at an individual pace so some people blossom later in life I suppose

[@johngiles6376]

High school is a waste of time.

[@daria0787]

Hi, your livestream was so relaxing

[@connieramos]

im glad u enjoyed it :D

[@eddy.mp4623]

You cannot swim for new horizons until you have courage to lose sight of the shore.

[@eddy.mp4623]

🍄👀

[@disko8291]

I regret once I had often seen your videos.. now your video came to me once more.. quite smoking and search for the purpose of life.. now I m feeling so peace.. also want you to feel the same.. Thank you..🥰🤗

[@Had-kf2cz]

I can absolutely relate, highschool was very much a part of my life I didn’t enjoy, or maybe didn’t get to enjoy because of covid among other things like switching schools. Off topic here but, since you only smoke once every other day, have you tried cigars before? For me as a semi-occasional smoker I prefer longer smokes, so cigars are great for me. If you want to try to something cheap and available with a medium to strong tobacco taste as you seem to like the taste of tobacco, you should pick up some toscanellos or full tuscanos.

[@Alonso_The_GOAT]

Eu sei como é isso. O ensino médio também foi uma experiência difícil para mim, sofri muito com ansiedade e depressão. Foi ainda pior porque fui para uma escola nova e não fiz novos amigos. Felizmente tudo acabou depois que o ensino médio terminou. Saudações de Barcelona, ​​gosto muito de assistir seus vídeos enquanto fumo.

[@tai.6794]

Hi Connie! i just went thru a break up it’s been tough & ur making my day a bit better. hope ur doing good ❤

[@I_worship_AxxL]

This is what addiction looks like, kids.

[@Raven_Charlees]

Going just off the title, same for me (though I don't smoke as much now than I did even a year ago) Highschool was the worst

[@YORKER_93]

I love your videos connie♥️

[@CJHappyMeal]

I love these vids so much and i relate too

[@ChristopherBarnhard-m2r]

I like your hair Ms Connie

[@prodzzeta]

love you connie

[@queefreak666]

My high school years were great. My high school experience was not great.

[@charliecheung4243]

were the same age im from ny same experience with school and covid im def more sociable now

[@MATTfindspeace]

I never realized how weird the word comparison is till this video 😭 and maybe we are thinking too much maybe we just need to sit back and see where life takes us.

[@connieramos]

i agree with both statements xD

[@harambo88]

i was more of the bully kind of guy when i was in school but i would had a cuty like you as gf. allways had a weakpoint for brownhaired nerds with glasses.

[@CuteCorvus]

❤

[@cluelesscuriousity]

Hi Connie! I really enjoy your videos. New Subscriber! 💜

[@connieramos]

hello!!!

[@liamodonovan6610]

You turned out a beautiful intelligent woman love you're videos you are awesome

[@connieramos]

i appreciate u Liam

[@liamodonovan6610]

@@connieramos i always appreciate you're videos connie

[@Sachin-ei1zs]

❤

[@cybrnova]

cheers

[@bradenmwalker]

Im not saying this to pester you or stress you out at all I’m just trying to do what I feel I’m supposed to do since I see no other comments mentioning this and I said the same thing on Jacob the CigMan’s channel too: Yo what do you think about your lung health and COPD and being required to live on constant oxygen machines? I don’t know if you’ve ever seen someone with an oxygen machine or tank and the little nosepiece cord they have to wear. I don’t see any other people in the comments mentioning that but my grandfather just died from his lungs completely giving out after being on oxygen the last years of his life and getting out of breath from doing nothing. Just taking the time to let you know big cat but if you think you’re cooler than that go rite ahed All Luv, I just seen you guys’ channels a few months ago when I still had my grandpa and just saw y’all again now so keep up the health and quality of life that comes from it

[@yasmedtaylor2117]

i have the story as you exactly the same

[@adambrooks6580]

Well I'm 39 and still confused so don't worry too much lol

[@jimmy18547]

Very intelligent for her age

[@Kayedencegoldfishy-kb7cm]

Ur really pretty I want to look like you

[@ArghaBandyopadhyay]

What is your fav cigarette brand?

[@Brendon22ASMR]

Hey Connie yeah kind of same here not a very fun time for me I was class of 2019 too. I’m 23 now how old are you now?

[@dantimber]

Try college again - in person. It ain't like high school. You might love it. BTW, I smoked my way through college. I quit several years later (thankfully) as it was hurting sport activities. Good luck!

[@xeniaschulein5681]

Thank you for this video its very relateble. You are not alone. What song or melodie are you using in the background? Thank you very much ❤

[@michaeljones348]

I fell you because I'm sad to fell like no one want to talk to me I hope you fell better😊😊😊😊 my college day its pretty boring because I'm no friend their

[@m__odriscoll]

hey connie I know this is weird but I think we leave really close together, so if you want to chill out and have a smoke I would like to, not in a romantic way I feel like you would be a great friend

[@luaneshaa]

definitely relate to your whole experience lol but also these past days/weeks have been pretty tense... im somewhat spiritual so i can blame astrological transits for this xdd do you feel like a lot of problems from the past decade are resurfacing? and sort of forcing you to change and grow?

[@connieramos]

for sure!! i truly think its in the stars because the amount of weird stuff happening lately cant be normal xD

[@luaneshaa]

babes send me your birth chart and ill tell you @@connieramos 🤭🤭

[@pedrofranca6963]

love your videos Connie

[@decoupage5582]

Oi, eu gostei muito da live ! Espero que tenham outras

[@connieramos]

obrigadaaaaaaaaa

[@---021]

Hey Connie! Plss make video with You and Piano with Lovely Rhythm...🙂

[@joyboy7693]

Have you ever tried coffee or tea whilst smoking a cigarette?

[@lxbxd6018]

Ur the goat bro🥲

[@rifraf7126]

Hi new follower here, I just have a question, so idk if Is marijuana is legal there, if it is.. have you ever tried smoking it? Just wondering, here in America it's basically legal now.. has been for some time, cigarettes have always been big here.. but weed is more popular now.

[@acro2324]

Weed will never be more popular than ciggies in the USA. And this is coming from someone who has never smoked a cig but has smoked weed daily since 14

[@srnoob2749]

do u only smoke cigarretes? like u dont smoke those disp pods? i think they are actually better than cigarretes (not talking about healthly, talking about flavour and smoke quantity)

[@connieramos]

just ciggies my man

[@srnoob2749]

try the cigarrete black, it got a menthol flavour @@connieramos

[@chrispchips34]

tobacco fans stand up 👆

[@connieramos]

im standing up

[@chrispchips34]

@@connieramos tobacco has such a good taste its hard to explain

[@torusfields3376]

@@chrispchips34to each their own yes?

[@chrispchips34]

@@torusfields3376 yeah especially unfiltered camel

[@garrycollins7955]

connie you are pretty think like what will ppeoplle give me for working i like you and i have a cigarrete in morning and watch connie for recreation! thank you lovely connie.

[@CaptainAmitie]

i didnt like high school :(

[@AbhishekYadav-kr5zs]

Nice video maam but i request you to show new crazy style of smoking

[@DevilsReject765]

Hey,Connie how are ya, Hope you are doing well 😊😊😊

[@salmonjoseph9970]

Tens um jardim botânico dentro do teu carro lol

[@MarcoMarconi-c9s]

Wonderfull...But a cigar more big ?

[@spongeboyonly]

Dont.......

[@SonnyTarin-q1o]

In high school I had a snake not that bad of an animal ❤❤❤❤

[@leoliu7840]

I honestly think you should focus on social and financial success in your 20s, definitely make friends with successful ppl and I dunno I think a waitress is a good job for you