i genuinely dont think this is supposed to be some twisted creepypasta version of BF but rather a really beautiful personification of grief's toll on a person and the fact that he looks so near tears during the actual lyrical part really tells me that
@riotes1118 ай бұрын
This bf story is rather tragic his gf died and he became like this you can see her for a moment here the red smoke
@toastedprocastinator8 ай бұрын
makes sense, this version of bf (yourself.) lost her version of gf (herself.) which led to yourself well... turning into this.
@First-to-last8 ай бұрын
Plus there's some interpretation of the lyrical part is yourself singing to his creator, who died in their sleep Edit: look at @Yuna_channn. 's comment for more context
@multiprospect67288 ай бұрын
@@First-to-last i agree but i didnt say anything because i will be honest, i wont lie assuming things like that especially in the presence of a friend of Divide's. while a beautiful allegory its rather personal
@mrmac23408 ай бұрын
@@First-to-last His cause of death was never disclosed, the cancer claim is misinformation.
@splatterkayАй бұрын
I think part of what makes Yourself stand out is that, unlike a lot of the other horror-based songs, he's not 'oooh, established beloved mascot character has turned evil and all-powerful, watch them do all this horrible stuff to their former friends, and now they've come to do it to BF and GF!!!'. He's ultimatly not malicious. He's a version of BF that has lost it all, found a way to cross over into our BF's timeline, and is using the chance essentially to just... vent all of his grief and sorrow onto who may be one of the only people to understand him. We see it in the song progression, too. Yourself comes out swinging, taking the lead, BF often on the 'backfoot', then towards the middle of the song, they're starting to play off each other. And finally, after the climactic vocals, all of the notes turn blue. The both of them are on the same page, harmonizing, until they're singing as one and the same at the very end. The horror aesthetic is beautifully subverted, because what 'turned' Yourself into what he is isn't some madness, or some otherworldly power. It was just grief, sadness, and the lack of a will to even take care of himself. Like most of anyone, he didn't go insane or turn evil for it. He was alone, depressed, and used the one chance he found to try to find some semblance of relief and closure.
@wyguyagainАй бұрын
Thanks for prying my disjointed thoughts out from my mind and and putting them here for me to understand.
@Lucarioaura212Ай бұрын
I thought he was just some homeless mf that decided to rap against Bf
@pablovalle9357Ай бұрын
If he didn't go insane, how did he lose his innocence?
@Imaginen_un_nombreАй бұрын
@Lucarioaura212 that would have been hilarious asf Like making this song with an amazing singing just for the rival to be a random homeless dude
@RomeoAlvarez-d6eАй бұрын
HE NEEDS MORE LIKES
@CopyNinjaJay4 ай бұрын
5:13 I love how the first "My Way" is more in tone. But then when he sings it again, it feels like he's almost screaming at you.
@toastedprocastinator4 ай бұрын
fr, and his pose just highlights it so much more. 5:31 also seeing him slouching down after the second one kind of adds to it so much more, like he sang his heart so much that it has completely tired him, and now he's almost on the verge of tears from his grief.
@Tryvns3 ай бұрын
I think it's bc he's noticed that boyfriend doesn't really notice what's going on and he think it's just a normal rap battle like usual
@bonedude6663 ай бұрын
I think you got it reversed. The second one is definitely softer than the first one.
@SOMBB03 ай бұрын
“ my way” “MY WAY”🗣️🔥
@loganAnimatioms2 ай бұрын
I actually see visions of him literary rapping at him
@evanspicer1569 ай бұрын
It seems that no one's noticed, but the reason that the song is called silly Billy is because it's a nickname that " yourself" was given by GF. It's seen in the music video's thumbnail
@lunixin_9 ай бұрын
Great eye
@WhyHandlesIMeanFroggchamp8 ай бұрын
Oh my god now the name is sad
@mmanbrianblue99528 ай бұрын
This means it isn't a bad song title
@spaghettiiwithjuice98268 ай бұрын
@@mmanbrianblue9952but was it ever really a bad song title?
@tobillooo8 ай бұрын
@@spaghettiiwithjuice9826that’s a good question
@lexcentrique25548 ай бұрын
Fun fact: Boyfriend is canonically pretty tall (7 foot tall), and he's just drawn small by Phantom Arcade to represent his innocence in contrast to characters like Daddy Dearest. So understand that Silly Billy or whoever this guy is happens to be a Boyfriend who LACKS that innocence, considering his size.
@Scraps-da-protogen8 ай бұрын
That's cause the innocence left with girlfriend but girlfriend is still has a small presence in him hince why he can change into a copy of small bf plus you can see she's still there during the lyrics for a frame a red aura appears around silly in the shape of gf
@CommunicationsOfficer5358 ай бұрын
he is the no more innocence
@thatonesigmer_guy8 ай бұрын
Short : innocent Tall : not innocent
@whosjoesquidwardgaming20098 ай бұрын
no more innocence 😋
@thegameplayers4948 ай бұрын
the innocence was the friends we made along the way
@OwariDragon232 ай бұрын
0:35 Did anyone notice Bf mimicks his movements ? In return he mimicks his small form and his laugh
@7deezo2 ай бұрын
That's actually a really nice detail
@Spearmint42 ай бұрын
Huh. The more you know.
@toastedprocastinator2 ай бұрын
subtle foreshadowing. [ but good! ]
@GamerAccounts-s7sАй бұрын
There's always a detail I missed with Silly Billy. 😮
@hashiragamers9321Ай бұрын
Your overthinking this
@james_the_epic_gamer7 ай бұрын
hit single devs on their way to drop the most peak fnf song you'll ever hear just to call it dart fart or i just shit myself
@idkdude13507 ай бұрын
True
@okhello45047 ай бұрын
*Darnell wet fart
@splitfancycake90697 ай бұрын
Johnny glarblesharts amazing schnarble wall
@salesmon78717 ай бұрын
darnell wet fart
@lasteri7 ай бұрын
Darnell fart:
@TheWindBlack8 ай бұрын
The pain in his expression when he sings the lyrical part is like a man fighting through the pain to put a smile on but when he got to the lyrics "How proud you are of me" he looks like he's about to burst into tears.
@mrgamemaster77618 ай бұрын
From the concept art. It seems to show the shirt tugging is to hold in his anger. I wouldn’t be surprised if this anger is to himself, BF, or both of them for being fools (Yourself letting Herself die and BF being cocky and not realizing what will happen if he stays like that)
@Crimson-jf1sl8 ай бұрын
@@mrgamemaster7761so bf bring cocky = death for gf
@EnsignChummi8 ай бұрын
@@Crimson-jf1slyeah cause cockiness makes you disregard everything due to pride
@toastedprocastinator8 ай бұрын
fr, 5:30 just shows it all.
@Crimson-jf1sl8 ай бұрын
@@EnsignChummi yes it makes sense and reason as to why he grew 5 fingers
@pinxelated27998 ай бұрын
Love the detail of the icons changing here, esp when the lyrics are just about to be sung, his icon is laughing maniacally
@sonickidd1278 ай бұрын
what even is the pattern for the changing icons??? i could never figure out :(
@usuarioaleatoriodegoogle83878 ай бұрын
@@sonickidd1271. When he turns small 2. When he becomes tall again 3. The one at 4:05 4. When he is about to sing
@Sir_Persassy118 ай бұрын
Yourself has like... 4 or 5 different icons, lol
@songokusa6028 ай бұрын
@@usuarioaleatoriodegoogle8387why 4:05 givin “im boutta touch you in ur sleep” LOL
@TheSkrunkyScrimblo8 ай бұрын
@@songokusa602 NAHH I CANT UNSEE THAT NOW😭😭
@JaketeCake3 ай бұрын
2:03 goes insanely hard and insanely slept on
@Pancake_Catx_Arcade3 ай бұрын
Wait- If you look at Yourself’s head icon, it changes into a more chibi look- I never noticed that-
@JaketeCake3 ай бұрын
@@Pancake_Catx_Arcadewow I only noticed that because you pointed it out
@travis777773 ай бұрын
Same lol, but yea that part is too slept on bro.
@JaketeCake3 ай бұрын
@@travis77777it’s so cool because yourself and bf get in total sync for a moment too
@travis777773 ай бұрын
@@JaketeCake true asf
@XenhenAnimates8 ай бұрын
churgney gurgney the type of guy to make a banger ass song and then call it "yoinky sploinky"
@EnsignChummi8 ай бұрын
Then he makes the sequel called “awooga”
@itsmegoodbye92278 ай бұрын
Then makes a final called "yapenomics"
@DarcyelSax8 ай бұрын
Nah bro we call "pretzel ketzel"
@josuk88688 ай бұрын
And then, out of nowhere, "Zoinks"
@tequila.joseph8 ай бұрын
And then he finds somewhere to put it in the lore
@The29thTrashRat6 ай бұрын
This guy could release the most banger, emotional song ever just for it to be called "giggleshitter" or sumn and I'm here for it
@OfficialNoodIe6 ай бұрын
Darnell Wet Fart moment
@murder_gaming54416 ай бұрын
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
@eliximinatus6 ай бұрын
This shouldnt be that funny
@Kaz_Here6 ай бұрын
Isn’t there a cat on TikTok named Giggleshitter?-
@The29thTrashRat6 ай бұрын
@@Kaz_Here there's probably 10 named that 😭
@gorilla64__9 ай бұрын
Churgney hits like a fucking truck when it comes to his songs And then he gives it the most goofiest ass name and i love it
@@PumpKing_YTI think he meant the song name being "Silly Billy"
@afortress-n4b9 ай бұрын
fr tho like he'll pull out the most gnarliest shit that will burn your house down from how fire it is and then name it "mypenisisbroken"
@ChrisceeYT9 ай бұрын
then you have REDKILLER
@bl4z3st0rm53 ай бұрын
For some reason I don't see anyone talking about at ~3:20 the green notes completely disappear, leaving only blue and red notes, Not sure what this would signify, but this is also about when the last "build-up" before the lyrical part happens, which I take as "Yourself" finally having composed himself, to use this encounter less as a distraction of his loss, and instead use it as an outlet to finally "Let go"...
@lanty20923 ай бұрын
just spitballing, but if i had to choose 2 colors to represent bf and gf, itd be blue and red.
@Ph4ntomKirb03 ай бұрын
Maybe the green note was meant to rappresent pico (?)
@mylam6583 ай бұрын
notice the purple afterwards, that's red and blue mixed together
@maestro71233 ай бұрын
the color of each notes depends at which count of beat it was placed.
@IndyMine_2 ай бұрын
I'm pretty sure that this is a script that changes the note color based on the timing it's supposed to be pressed. That's why you only see 1 yellow note in the entire song, it's because it's the only note with that kind of timing.
@goosemanVEVO4 ай бұрын
His body language during the lyrical segment is incredible to watch. He slauches during the pauses between lines as if he's got nothing spare left to give. But also with that humungous excited grin on his face... It's like he's completely exhausted but also more full of life than he's ever been at the same time.
@SoCalledSwitch4 ай бұрын
awh im so full
@ILikeChaosSonic4 ай бұрын
in the lyrical section his fingers are twitching until we see the spirit of herself, that's when his fingers stop twitching that's just something interesting I noticed
@goosemanVEVO4 ай бұрын
@@ILikeChaosSonic To me it seems like he's emotionally exhausted and on the verge of tears, but spurred on by getting to do what he loves the most. Unkown to him, the loved one he lost is still with him in spirit.
@ILikeChaosSonic4 ай бұрын
@@goosemanVEVO that's a really good theory and I hope it is the official explanation for that
@CorneliusCob3 ай бұрын
@@goosemanVEVOthis part of the mod uses blue and red for the theming of the song it seems. Blue represents BF both as the player and Yourself with it being the player’s health color and the main color left when the red is drained. Red represents GF or rather Herself, as it’s the color of both the original character’s iconic dress as well as the sole color of the apparition of Herself. Red is the color of Yourself’s healthbar, as well as BF’s notes during the climax where it almost sounds like someone is singing along with him to Yourself The player’s first assumption will be to attribute Yourself’s red theming to him being another evil character to face like all the rest, but if you pay attention you can see it’s instead showing that he hasn’t moved on yet since after he finally accepts his loss every last hint of the color red is drained from him as well as the surrounding area. The health bar is also gone by this point At the very beginning you can see a red glow coming from within Yourself’s mic after he whips BF with it
@VanillaSaysHi9 ай бұрын
4:51 That was the best fucking during-gameplay cutscene ever
@Pro_Xeno8639 ай бұрын
ITS SOOOOOOO CLEAN
@Xenon_XTH9 ай бұрын
Nothing compares to an 8 ball of coke
@noonetalktomeyt9 ай бұрын
@@Xenon_XTHhonestly both are good but I prefer this one
@yanim8s3509 ай бұрын
@@Xenon_XTHthe lyrics here being actually serious makes more enjoyable
@Xenon_XTH9 ай бұрын
@@yanim8s350 while aethos had a joke of an 8 ball full of coke from jeffy the dealer
@faviansamayoa74939 ай бұрын
They did Divide’s character justice, a perfect send off to a great man
@shadesong_9 ай бұрын
Lookalike was Divide's character?
@guyferrari81249 ай бұрын
@@shadesong_yeah, and also there’s another lookalike song coming up
@feretymetal19339 ай бұрын
@@shadesong_ Idea by Saster and og design by Divide, according to the wiki
@Iockheart9 ай бұрын
@@guyferrari8124WHERE
@feretymetal19339 ай бұрын
This may just be me reading too into it, but I feel the lyrics were for him. But that may just be me
@minecraftandzomerblx2 ай бұрын
5:09 Wait you can see a tear in Herself's eye
@eversonandrade3972 ай бұрын
thanks now im even more sad. 😢
@sou6689 ай бұрын
so this is how a teenage girl feels when listening to Justin bieber in the 2000’s
@PolarisGD049 ай бұрын
Why is this so funny and accurate 😂
@IzzyThangs9 ай бұрын
Everybody gangster till you get Churgney Tier in Happy Wheels Ball Throw
@toastedprocastinator9 ай бұрын
don't disrespect lookalike, beaver got NOTHING on him. 🔥🙏
@muireannflynn78649 ай бұрын
@@toastedprocastinator That's what *I'm* saying.
@applguy7029 ай бұрын
@@WiseMan1.9🤓
@sweeteyes78 ай бұрын
Gotta love how BF IMMEDIATELY jumps into the rap battle with a giant shit-faced grin on his face and absolutely ZERO questions asked. He's literally like "I just found a demented version of me in this weird mirror? Eh, whatever, let's see what he's got."
@AzulStryer8 ай бұрын
After all, fight your other self the only way you'd be able to understand: With music battles
@SubzeroGtagVr8 ай бұрын
real
@Mangsterade8 ай бұрын
It was dilly billy who started though
@Da_Red_4rtist8 ай бұрын
Imagine if GF encountered the ghost-like version of *herself* in another mirror (BA DUM TSSSSS)
@gamerperson_epik8 ай бұрын
true
@_.trichael._9 ай бұрын
I just love the fact that while bf knows English and chooses to speak in beeps n boops Lookalike alternatively chooses to speak loud and clear straight to BF himself in perfect English.
@theant41848 ай бұрын
and the fact that Lookalikes vocals sound like an actual human instead of beeps n boops, even tho that's the same for most opponents in mods, it fits still
@cheeseeeeeee--8 ай бұрын
and your correct :) i think ninjamuffin confirms it
@yjoshuaart15048 ай бұрын
There's also this detail of their fingers. Typically in the fnf style, characters are drawn with 4 fingers. Lookalike BF has 5 which I found as a nice detail
@rihcdar8 ай бұрын
@@yjoshuaart1504DD and MM iirc also have 5 fingers so i assume it might also be a reference to that? im not sure lol.
@TaryPlayer8 ай бұрын
@@theant4184also I realised when “himself” is singing, he’s moving around like how someone would recreate the poses FNF characters do in real life, like that one kid in 2021
@jellonr7133Ай бұрын
This is genuinely one of the best pieces I’ve heard out of video game media in general. There are many catchy melodies making the song feel constantly fresh throughout, and the instrumentation complementing the vocals SO well to convey a sense of action and desperation at the same time. Your name will be spoken in my Thanksgiving sonnet (not really that ship sailed already but seriously thank you for making peak 🙏🙏)
@ursapolargalacticaАй бұрын
The Song isnt that good Its Just fine
@jellonr7133Ай бұрын
@ what criticisms do you have?
@nostalgiaking2024Ай бұрын
What would your feedback be?
@jellonr7133Ай бұрын
@@nostalgiaking2024 im just curious because it isn't really productive to say something's not that good and just not give a reason.
@nostalgiaking2024Ай бұрын
@@jellonr7133 that’s why I asked him.
@minosprimeultrakillreal6 ай бұрын
Showing Silly Billy to a 2021 FNF fan would be like giving a medieval peasant cool ranch doritos and a mcdonalds sprite.
@routerTheWifiMachine6 ай бұрын
lmaoo real
@bruookie6 ай бұрын
i wonder how a 2021 fnf fan would react to the cutscene
@pepsiguy2266 ай бұрын
@@bruookieI am a 2021 fan
@ShroomyDoesStuff6 ай бұрын
@@pepsiguy226They meant like IN 2021, lol-
@pepsiguy2266 ай бұрын
@@ShroomyDoesStuff in 2021 I discovered fnf and became a fan of it
@galaxycamerata8 ай бұрын
The atmosphere for this is so wonderfully charged in all kinds of ways. Yourself captures a lot of BF's usual energy, but even beyond looks something's very clearly snapped in his mind. The smile is either forced to try and keep things light, or a default position for his face that betrays the maelstrom welling up in him. He's lost any kind of restraint he has in his posture and poses in an effort to capture your eye. All that being said, it feels like Yourself isn't outright trying to be hostile so much as he is desperately trying to change course, either by making sure BF never has to see his girl die like he did, or by taking over BF's life to do it himself. It gives off the feeling that all he wants to do is make the suffering and heartbreak worth SOMETHING, otherwise he chased a tainted dream that cost him everything, including his love, for literally nothing.
@trickturne8 ай бұрын
you get it
@toastedprocastinator8 ай бұрын
awesome sauce, fits *"im make you say how PROUD you are of me."* he wants all the hardships he's been through to be worth something, something that is worth being PROUD of, cool sauce.
@ethanwilde47168 ай бұрын
I don't think Yourself wants to take Bfs life and keep his GF for himself, it just wouldn't really feel the same. Sure their the same person but it be like losing a dog you loved with every fiber of your being that was taken from you too early and someone gives you a similar dog, same breed, and expect you to be better because you have something to fill the void in your heart, but you could never love a pet as much. Sure you can love this new dog. But nothing will ever replace your previous pet. No matter how hard you try to lie to yourself about it. So I would believe Yourself is just wanting to warn BF that he's needing to lose his cocky attitude and appreciate the time he has with GF, as their is no telling when one is taken from the other.
@a__-4207 ай бұрын
666 likes
@God24665 ай бұрын
@@toastedprocastinator you cannot die
@mrnaris48527 ай бұрын
I like how in this song the notes are colored not based on if they are the left up down or right arrow, but instead they are colored based on what beat it is. Main beats are Red, 1/2 beats are blue, 1/4 beats are green and 1/8 beats are yellow.
@Yorumaji7 ай бұрын
Me who wanna count how many times the yellow ones appeared looking for lore:
@goober43477 ай бұрын
@@Yorumaji once. just a lone yellow.
@Paddylol7 ай бұрын
OH i was wondering why it was like that, cheers
@mrnaris48527 ай бұрын
@@goober4347 twicenif you count the opponent's arrows.
@Yorumaji7 ай бұрын
@@goober4347 I swear there were more! I'm not crazy 😿
@GoldenMask6693 ай бұрын
3:54 makes me feel like I’m floating istg
@leash89323 ай бұрын
like gojo satoru
@CTRen2 ай бұрын
for fucking real
@SariSorta8 ай бұрын
Remember: This wasn’t all Churgney. Multiple people put in the effort for this song. And the end product is genuinely beautiful
@flyingstonemon35648 ай бұрын
The team effort pulled all stops, golden results, they all did their best and you can hear It!
@trickturne8 ай бұрын
not a single part of this mod is undercooked its genuinely astounding. everyone involved did a banger job
@ultra64dude8 ай бұрын
I keep seeing the end everywhere 💀😭
@Doggoflows8 ай бұрын
99% is EXTREME effort
@GyeYeonGye648 ай бұрын
And they made a cutscene in ibis paint how crazy it is
@Ilikesharks8707 ай бұрын
I find it funny that they don’t even talk to each other they just see the other person and go “ye ima rap battle this dude” not like “why does this dude look like me” just straight to the point
@silverpanseckhual65047 ай бұрын
Bros just like: huh?! This guy jumping out at me?! Hold on lemme grab my mike 🤬
@Calib_GT7 ай бұрын
i think its more like this is a representation of their confrentation i feel. so they wouldn't canonically be singing , but since its a rythem game thats how its presented
@silverpanseckhual65047 ай бұрын
@@Calib_GT nah boyfriend just like rhaf
@silverpanseckhual65047 ай бұрын
HOW DID I MISSPELL "THAT" SO BADLY SMH
@bluedoessomeamogusstuff67387 ай бұрын
@@Calib_GTYeah that's how I look at songs like these too.
@konorkaotic96578 ай бұрын
Yourself rly is tragic; he's smiling the entire time until the line about making Herself proud of him. Literally tugging at his own heart and going so hard he shatters the glass behind him, but when she finally responds and sings with him, he drowns it out because that's just how far he had to go to reach her in the first place, pretty well affirmed by the purple that becomes more vivid when she starts singing (literally combination of bf and gfs blue and red) fades just into blue as that section comes to a stop.
@Dynayoshi8 ай бұрын
In my opinion yourself is talking to Divide, his creator, telling him to be proud cause his creation has became famous
@freecandy738 ай бұрын
This makes sense honestly. The arrows were red during the lyrics with some blue arrows. But I think it was also directed to Divide.
@Homer_Sipmson8 ай бұрын
Fun fact: the lyrics is also related to DIVIDE who died by cancer while sleeping. Rest in peace, my dude.
@fanluka08 ай бұрын
@@Homer_Sipmson divide's way of passing was and is not public information
@mrmac23408 ай бұрын
@@Homer_Sipmson Divide's cause of death was not disclosed and the cancer rumour is exactly that, a rumour. Please don't spread misinformation.
@SILLYBILLY69420-s24 күн бұрын
SILLY BILLY ON 2025
@Neusa-b5f23 күн бұрын
😊😊😊❤❤❤😊😊😊
@TheMrwilks21 күн бұрын
Omg it's silly Billy himself writing dis before gta6 😮💀😮💀😮💀
@popcat_official-12321 күн бұрын
Silly billy omg😮
@SILLYBILLY69420-s21 күн бұрын
yes real
@zocchini3721 күн бұрын
I've got over 100 new streams of it already this year ❤️
@Reinfall.8 ай бұрын
I just realized that the notes are moving slowly and being yanked into position when they are played, like this is supposed to be a slower more emotional song but he is trying to force it to be more upbeat and challenging
@dalicode79618 ай бұрын
after I read this I went ahead to the part of the song after the lyrics and realized that the notes move even *slower* near the ending, like he's on the verge of crying but still keeping the song fast and fun. And now i'm sad
@Reinfall.8 ай бұрын
@@dalicode7961 good catch
@Dweller_party8 ай бұрын
@@dalicode7961😊
@CaptainWuzHere8 ай бұрын
It’s good at .75 speed
@speedysonic06998 ай бұрын
Im gonna try slowing down the tempo, I'll edit my comment with results Edit: GAH DAMN THAT HITS WAY HARDER
@JustJesting8 ай бұрын
For those who didn't know, the reflection is a version of them from Another Universe where the girlfriend is no longer around and the song he's singing is about wanting her to stay around just long enough to see him accomplish everything but she doesn't make it that's why if you pause in the Red Mist at 5:09 you can see her hugging him because even though she wasn't around she still got to see and is proud of him
@kabeezy232jr8 ай бұрын
That’s an insane catch
@Minimumwagesimulator8 ай бұрын
Jeez, that's actually kinda tough
@possiblyenoch43418 ай бұрын
damn that's really sa- THE RED MIST FROM LIBRARY OF RUINA?!
@Snowy_Is_Cool_2328 ай бұрын
So the girlfriend died?
@True_Dark_Angel8 ай бұрын
You can see her in the what now?
@Sen-ki-8 ай бұрын
I like that from 4:27 onwards whenever Yourself sings you can actually hear a bit of BF's voice in his (a higher bf-like pitch). It's like he's getting so into the song and the mood that he starts to get genuinely excited and happy again, just like how his younger self was.
@Robloxpwner298 ай бұрын
:0
@juliussalabao658 ай бұрын
They may be different but they are the same age and height, yourself is just drawn as that as he lost his sanity, innocence and well , her gf By thinking about it. is Mr bohoo wife has some connections to this man (Roland)
@A.FA28 ай бұрын
It’s gf
@Sen-ki-8 ай бұрын
@@A.FA2 naw doesn't sound like her. Straight up sounds like bf.
@WhatYouLo0kingAtАй бұрын
0:55 love how you can slightly hear silly billy playing/singing the lyrics cutscene at the end of the song.
@kindythecyborg9 ай бұрын
Crazy thing is according to lore thats not a Faker BF. This IS BF from another universe where he lost GF and got broken and twisted...
@Xl9N9 ай бұрын
Mario madness BF if he survived.
@lunixin_9 ай бұрын
@@Xl9N you're probably right lol
@bbanksracing9 ай бұрын
It really took him losing his girl to finally hit a growth spurt? (Edit) Aight I get it, bf ain’t short, he just looks the part. I was also partially cracking a joke, but I guess it went over a lot of your heads.. Eh, that’s what I get for trying to be funny.
@tdchris20029 ай бұрын
with that said, I see the lyrics as his desperation for her affection but expressing it in a toxic/controlling manner; for an fnf track its surprisingly tragic & well done
@kindythecyborg9 ай бұрын
@@tdchris2002 Nono- apparently GF full on died.
@dimensionalhero91839 ай бұрын
Churgney Gurgney coming out of the woodworks to drop a song called Gloppy Sloppy and it's the most beautiful thing you've ever heard
@choompertbloompert9 ай бұрын
Why is this so accurate tho😭😭😭
@VyxiMainchannel359 ай бұрын
I wish Sturm makes this an actual song
@Bilal2704lol9 ай бұрын
@@VyxiMainchannel35 it is....
@bonedude6669 ай бұрын
If he does actually make this, I'm blaming you.
@tiled_mind9 ай бұрын
Either that or some nonexistent word (What the hell is a trichael or a supercanator???????)
@Aishu19918 ай бұрын
I know the lyric section is Yourself's message to Herself, but you could also interpret it as a message to Divide. Divide died before he got to see his character in action. He didn't stay awake just long enough to see Yourself's way. I hope Divide is living his best after-life and I hope he's proud of Yourself. Fly high, you legend.
@Cartooncityarchivist8 ай бұрын
Dang that's sad.
@shane18408 ай бұрын
If the e creator died then how did he release the mod? Or was that someone else? Edit: thx yall I know now🙏
@crashboxsinofstars28658 ай бұрын
@@shane1840 I believe the mod was finished/uploaded as a remembrance of the creator (I recommend doing research as I'm not entirely sure!!) Edit: Divide made the character, not the mod!!
@mirrozero8 ай бұрын
@@shane1840 Divide is the creator of the character not the mod creator. Churgney/Sturm made the mod.
@crashboxsinofstars28658 ай бұрын
@@mirrozero thank you for explaining it :D!
@Dev1n_mdf4n3 ай бұрын
4:43 Best part, no questions asked
@Naszu61668 ай бұрын
brooo... this was like a send off to this era of fnf modding with the new update coming out
@churgneygurgney98958 ай бұрын
Start of the New Era, actually !
@chudbobfunny8 ай бұрын
@@churgneygurgney9895 Thank you , Bro
@Seby8648 ай бұрын
@@churgneygurgney9895 thats crazy timing
@epibehr8 ай бұрын
fnf mod renaissance part 2
@MStandforYourMom-8 ай бұрын
@@churgneygurgney9895 nahhh cuz I rlly hope u make a sec part of "himself" or silly billy, cuz everyone seem to like it and want more lore😭😭or to see backstory when herself was alive and how himself used to look like, (if u want)
@therealonefrfr56769 ай бұрын
0:55 "Hey that kinda sounds like subterfuge, I mean he did just make a lyric video for it" 4:51 "Oh."
@autistic_potato10379 ай бұрын
Okay, so that IS Subterfuge! I thought I was going crazy!
@therealonefrfr56769 ай бұрын
@@autistic_potato1037 I mean the first line references churgney's lyric video which goes "I'll make you play along in time with me"
@brydoodlez_84309 ай бұрын
Yeah, subterfuge lyric video is referenced from this, since the lyrics from silly billy existed way before subterfuge lyrics!!!!
@WhyHandlesIMeanFroggchamp8 ай бұрын
LMAO
@spoopertrooper27268 ай бұрын
Other way around, the leitmotif used in Subterfuge was actually from this song. Notice that Honkish was part of the team for composing it. The melody was made for this song, and then repurposed as a sly reference in Subterfuge.
@darlinprosto99609 ай бұрын
Silly Billy looks like an anime protagonist who has lost everything and become distorted, but is trying to get it back, no matter the cost.
@autistic_potato10379 ай бұрын
I want to see a show where the villain is over powered but the Hero realizes the villain was right, and then becomes worse than the villain so the rest of the show is from the villain's perspective as the hero being so cruel causes the villain to start to side with the hero's original perspective. The villain goes from OP to insignificant in a matter of moments.
@misterboxhead30459 ай бұрын
He look like an singer of an edgy 2000 boy band
@WannabeArtist559 ай бұрын
@@misterboxhead3045 Bruh if this is supposed to be a joke just remember that the original creator of him died
@TheStupidVerdeDinosaur9 ай бұрын
@@WannabeArtist55 Gonna be honest, it is sad that Divide died. Divide was a great person who contributed so much to the FNF community. But the fact you're trying to make @misterboxhead3045 look guilty because he said about a lookalike kind of is more insulting to Divide because you're saying that he should only be interpreted as one way than in multiple ways. The lyrics of this song can be thought of in multiple ways. Where "lookalike" (or "yourself") is either talking to the player or "Herself." By bringing up Divide's death about something that isn't about him is more insulting than the actual thing that @misterboxhead3045. Thank you for reading this. Have a good day.
@Aiepathy239 ай бұрын
Distorted? Like library of ruina? Like distortions in library of ruina?library of ruina mention?
@SleepingDemo6 күн бұрын
Ain't nobody's gonna say a thing about how COOL was the countdown??
@slumberslushie8 ай бұрын
what's really interesting to me is that after He sings, shattering the mirror behind him and temporarily losing his connection and grasp on Herself, all of the red hues drain from the palette (even from our BF). She's so important to both of them that they became duller just losing Her presence.
@Adr3n0chr0m38 ай бұрын
damn. also the arrows on vocal part become red. didn't notice it
@darknight39748 ай бұрын
Here is a theory when he is singing the red smoke is actually gf(yourself gf) if you pause at the right time and stop can hear her sing as well (if you listen close) so when yourself says my way his colours (red and blue hair and clothes)become purple to show them becoming one or residing with one another.(Another theory at he start of the intro when the mic hits bf it is red showing that gf is always with him and maybe it became pitch black when she not inside it at he moment Ik this because i BC if you look at our bf mic its normal but yourselfs is not) until next time friends
@Discountbeans8 ай бұрын
Why his torso twist like that💀 5:05 Edit: this was supposed to be a separate message not a reply, my bad chat😬
@LutherArtwrightTheHero8 ай бұрын
@@darknight3974It literally is Herself (GF)
@otetdotdmg8 ай бұрын
the red color disappears even in the death screen
@oscarotoole7 ай бұрын
4:51 is easily gonna grow to become one of the most iconic moments in the FNF community
@winding657 ай бұрын
It already is, for sure.
@cousindaniel7 ай бұрын
yeah it definitely is now 🎉🎉
@ElHarmonyV7 ай бұрын
It's not going to be because it already is.
@lieberzoneentertainment34517 ай бұрын
No its 4:52 u missed a second
@bogonelle6 ай бұрын
@@lieberzoneentertainment3451🤓
@BLIZZARD19998 ай бұрын
the scariest thing about Yourself's design is that his shoes are untied
@kataveonevans62248 ай бұрын
His shoes are crease
@JstAnOscMembr8 ай бұрын
DANGIT I FELL FOR IT 😭🙏🙏
@CalicoC10V3RsViewingChannel8 ай бұрын
@@kataveonevans6224nah not his J's 😱
@idklelelelelelele8 ай бұрын
😰😰😰😰😰 he's gonna trip 😭😭😭 I'm so scared rn
@Gaminginvrrr8 ай бұрын
thats how the incident occurred
@unbanMerlli3 ай бұрын
I am glad we live in a timeline where this exists
@Vinicius.Cavallari8 ай бұрын
The fact that we went from mods like vs garcello,casanova and sky mods to THIS is jaw breaking ngl
@doctoc13348 ай бұрын
I mean, Garcello is pretty peak
@Vinicius.Cavallari8 ай бұрын
@@doctoc1334 It had voice acting, that’s what impressed people,but its nothing to others
@G36-t1g8 ай бұрын
The last song for garcello hit hard but sadly we never see hi. Again
@Vinicius.Cavallari8 ай бұрын
@@G36-t1g Yeah but still, this one hits harder than a truck
@SillyBilly-zy7cy8 ай бұрын
I dont like how youre like basically like the ogs r nothing in the replies bro, they are the stepping stones lil bro
@MauricioValerioBarroso8 ай бұрын
Someone else notice that Yourself have 5 different icons? 1.the beggining of song(0:11) 2.when he transforms into BF(2:03) 3.When he returns into his normal form(2:56) 4.Somewhere between the 3 and 5 icon(4:05) 5.A couple seconds before the super hype monologue(4:48) I don't known why of this,but i liked it
@boi45738 ай бұрын
There’s 1 more at 4:50
@LostExe4788 ай бұрын
@@boi4573 yup thats the last one we see for few seconds
@GrayGraymaa8 ай бұрын
That makes six times.
@jesusalfaro8438 ай бұрын
Stages of grief I assume?
@AlifRizqi-sz9vn8 ай бұрын
Lol probally most peoples didn't realize
@bananerbug1658 ай бұрын
I believe Everyone has a genre of music in fnf Saruky: techno funk Saster: flashy and showstopping Churgney: the final boss
@Quickdrawingartist8 ай бұрын
Are... we the "final boss", too?
@averyfishyfish8 ай бұрын
I would definitely say fast and vocal tracks.
@averyfishyfish8 ай бұрын
For churgeny
@ultra64dude8 ай бұрын
Kennyl: fire beats but can't beat churgney
@SprainedSentinel8 ай бұрын
@@averyfishyfishTrichael would like a word with you, kind sir.
@thewickedaeon20327 сағат бұрын
5:37 is so slept on, and I don't know why, it's a beautiful ending to an amazing song.
@SunkenDolphin8 ай бұрын
5:26 bro just went back to singing like he didn't just drop the hardest bars ever
@Haiiiii_Helloooo_Hiiiiiiii8 ай бұрын
NO WAIT CUZ BRO LITERALLY BROUGHT SUBTITLES AND DROPPED THE MOST FIRE BEATS KNOWN TO MANKIND THEN WENT BACK TO SINGING????????
@JezusKriztus8 ай бұрын
I AM THE 500TH LIKE ON THIS COMMENT OMG
@FaketriangleFake00018 ай бұрын
He sounds like the hard metal scream isnt it?
@Pxltzi7 ай бұрын
fr
@Something4717 ай бұрын
Fr, and he acts like nothing happened
@DamianDeSouza325 ай бұрын
"Bf is drawn in this chibi-like artstyle to prove his innocence." 2:02 "Bro i'm innocent i swear"
@Imagine_65 ай бұрын
Lol
@klashslash69195 ай бұрын
Its as his memories of Herself flood through his mind... but when he gets snapped back to reality, you can hear the laugh that sorta sounds like him trying to force an "oh....... yeah, im currently in a rapbattle against my non-grieving counterpart" into something that resembles a purposeful thing having happened
@EthanYZX5 ай бұрын
LMFAO
@WhyHandlesIMeanFroggchamp5 ай бұрын
That's funny as hell
@S0L8R-0105 ай бұрын
bro: im not depressed. meanwhile bro: 2:57
@fordthelord11339 ай бұрын
Churgney: “wanna see me make an absolute banger song out of nowhere?” - Fakebaby “…wanna see me do it again in a month?” - Silly Billy
@EsoRevin9 ай бұрын
This one actually took a year if i'm not wrong 💀
@mewxtherealitygod47069 ай бұрын
@@EsoRevin with the quality that makes sense
@bread_the_god67379 ай бұрын
@@EsoRevinyeah fakebaby was originally gonna be in exe 3.0 I believe? It just got repurposed to be a hit single.
@alexcat66859 ай бұрын
Churgegy Does Not Miss. I haven't really heard a song of his the fails to hit it's appeal, I've heard plenty of others that are good but have major flaws that take away their unique aspects becoming bland as a result. Churgegy gives it emotion, which then applies what the songs should be about mainly: Giving a feeling. Though while there should be unique ones aslong it gets you to care about it in way I'd say It's a good song.
@kirbythegameryt93649 ай бұрын
@@alexcat6685 Honestly I feel like the only one I could say *kind of* missed was Manual Blast, and that's moreso because it can be hard to hear Scorched's vocals later in the song.
@あけぽよ-n5x22 күн бұрын
今年も聴きまくります。 よろしくお願いします
@joelabner06119 ай бұрын
4:50 My jaw genuinely dropped when this part came up. The art, the animation, the effort, the way character here conveys his emotions. Everything about this is something a lot of people could only dream of doing. This has to be one of, if not the best songs to EVER come out of this community. You've been, and will continue to be my biggest inspiration music wise. Holy crap I can't believe RichaadEB of all people made a cover of this song. Goes to show how outstanding this is.
@ruebke14859 ай бұрын
Put it perfectly
@ItsAzurian9 ай бұрын
funkadelix in the corner
@jadensees9 ай бұрын
@@ItsAzurian trippin
@greenchaos37849 ай бұрын
They poured everything into the sense this is practically a tribute to divide a guy who passed whilst working on vs sonic.exe
@thestarryeyedobserver8 ай бұрын
@@ItsAzurian they're speaking of the animation as well
@dmartinez71258 ай бұрын
4:57 I don't think enough people talk about how beautifully the voice matches the pitch and streght of the mirror shattering behind him, also the fact that once the mirror shatters the whole stage turns darker and stays like that until the end (mirror shattered and everything) as if even if just a reflection or an abstract creation his powers (or his version of gf's powers) can affect still affect our world
@zippydoda83179 ай бұрын
The lyrics make me thinks that this "faker" isn't inherintley evil, just desperate to be recognized as a star by its own idol and become its own person but still fails. But I may be overthinking again. God I can't stop replaying the lyric part.
@ingridmota7549 ай бұрын
Me too lol
@drakobloodwing5409 ай бұрын
Do you think it's like a Lord X Scenario where lord ex doesn't want a kill Sonic but is just a very big fanboy
@sethbarler12009 ай бұрын
its seems to be more Towards Herself not BF and i know this is gonna sound werid Burst out of Yourself which is the Name of the BF And Herself being the name of the GF
@sethbarler12009 ай бұрын
but at the same time you can also think he is singing about Divide the Sonic.EXE Dev that passed away
@tiled_mind9 ай бұрын
Oh my god you get it
@thatepicgamer3859Ай бұрын
5:15 "Take the Left Blue and the Right red, then smash together those two infinite notes to create Imaginary Notes." "Imaginary Note: Down Purple."
@melonbutters35688 ай бұрын
The name: Silly Billy 😂 The background of the entire character from beginning to end: 👤
@katskratch998 ай бұрын
The backstory: 💀
@vor.c8 ай бұрын
The lore:
@S0L8R-0108 ай бұрын
Silly Billy is the nickname that Herself (Yourself’s girlfriend) gave Yourself, which is actually sad-
@secretman28 ай бұрын
@@S0L8R-010 first of all, yourself (literally) is his name Second of all, god that's deep.
@S0L8R-0108 ай бұрын
@@secretman2 Herself is Himself’s GF
@Ralsei7867 ай бұрын
middle child and youngest child arguing over who ate the cake before dinner
@felipegameplays65857 ай бұрын
Lmao
@Gemmed_Misfortune7 ай бұрын
"I KNOW YOU ATE IT YOU LIL SHIT! IM TIRED OF TAKING YOUR BLAME" ahhhhh the memories.
@God24667 ай бұрын
@@felipegameplays6585essydy
@Teddie-BlueAllen7 ай бұрын
Youngest kid be like HEY U ATE THE CAKE
@minecraftlover-oj2xj7 ай бұрын
The oldest watching knowing damn well they ate it:
@Yuna-channn.8 ай бұрын
4:51 the way I realised that this lyrics really ment to divide, the "I'll make you tell me how proud you are of me" means that divide would be proud of this mod. The "so stay awake" means that he died in his sleep but I heard he died because of cancer. Idk much of it but this is what I found. (R.I.P divide..)
@АнжеликаАзарова-г5ю8 ай бұрын
Yeah, i think so too, especialy the phrase "so stay awake, Just long enough to see my way" i think looalike would love to see Divide looking at way of the character, he was drawing
@thedrooler8 ай бұрын
divide is divine (quite literally)
@SpinnerVr8 ай бұрын
Who is divide
@gmathv94118 ай бұрын
@@SpinnerVr one of the main devs who made sonic.exe and yourself Wich is the character in this song
@Inf1nity_Ang3L8 ай бұрын
Cancer? I thought it was cause of the pandemic
@most_ly8 ай бұрын
the subtle differences between bf and himself in the mirror is pretty cool. i didn’t even notice it the first time but, untied laces, ragged hair, eyebags etc.
@jimjam22828 ай бұрын
Oh wow you're right 0:04 that's REALLY subtle
@zegstop4567wy8 ай бұрын
the prohibited (🚫) sign on his shirt is also gone
@S0L8R-0106 ай бұрын
@@zegstop4567wy I like to imagine the line on BF’s shirt as a symbol of currently dating while Yourself’s shirt has an x symbol to symbolize the loss of Herself (Yourself’s GF)
@toastedprocastinator4 ай бұрын
@@S0L8R-010 that... actually makes sense since both have the color red in them. 😭
@BitBlush4 ай бұрын
4:05 is a part I don't see talked about a lot. Everyone focuses on the iconic vocals but I feel like they'd lack their punch if it weren't for this buildup. This **feels** like the climax of any other FNF song. The melody is memorable, bouncy, and the build-up at 4:20 to 4:27 into repeating that melody, the little chromatic walkdown they do there makes it a real rollercoaster for me. It's buildup on top of buildup on top of buildup, building tension and speed until That Part, where you're perfectly set up. Slower, longer notes, an even fuller instrumental that's hinted at all the way back in the first minute or so.
@sansy49514 ай бұрын
Thank YOU for highlighting this part, people focus on the lyric part (and they're right, it's amazing) but it's the specific portion before it, the build up starting at 4:00 that make the lyrics so impactful yet it goes unnoticed, glad to see someone appreciate this part too
@joshiffy4 ай бұрын
I made a comment similar to this more recently, I think it's genuinely the best part of the song. I love the lyrics, but I find myself repeating the build up to them more often.
@toastedprocastinator4 ай бұрын
HOLY SHIT im surprised people don't talk about this part more, it feels like THE perfect buildup to the lyrics, especially signified by yourself's icon change at that part. 😭
@quackersi4 ай бұрын
FR
@mogusisfunny4 ай бұрын
teehee 420 funny number
@Matnarock_X9 ай бұрын
Your own reflection will lead you to see the darkest part of yourself.
@nahfamyouaint9 ай бұрын
What's your darkest part of you?
@ScorpionX19809 ай бұрын
@@nahfamyouaint My asshole
@Anarqism9 ай бұрын
what if I turn on the light
@kojoattah39879 ай бұрын
“I have two sides” face ah
@mrgamemaster77619 ай бұрын
@@AnarqismThen you can see your reflection
@옥수수된장국19 күн бұрын
8개월이 지났지만 여전히 다시 찾아보게 되고 또 감격하게 되는 노래다 진짜 어떻게 이렇게 노래를 잘 만들었을까..맨날 들어도 질리지가 않아
@zaljackal78398 ай бұрын
i feel like billy (i know his actual name is "yourself" but we calling him billy now) so billy probably lost his passion for music when herself died and throughout the song as it gets more and more intense he starts getting the passion back then he starts singing instead of beatboxing
@dwayneisgod8 ай бұрын
Timestamp where he beatboxes and sings?
@A-DumbPerson8 ай бұрын
@@dwayneisgodhe beat boxes for most of the song, the singing part is at 4:50
@plagued32458 ай бұрын
@@dwayneisgod 4:43
@jupolios8 ай бұрын
It's uhh, not beat boxing, beat boxing is making drum sounds.
@SVD63Ninja8 ай бұрын
@@jupolioseither way,he got passionate enough,even just for a moment,to full on sing rather than the usual beep boops bf normally does. Fun fact:bf if iirc can actually canonically sing normal but instead chooses to beep boop. And the lyrical remix version of fresh is bf's canon voice singing for gf. Which adds to the tragedy of 'yourself' singing since it's also for his own gf 'herself'.
@Glaggle6258 ай бұрын
i love how it goes to from a normal song to a depressing banger
@creepytyper8 ай бұрын
it goes from banger to otherworldy banger
@buttonsonyt8 ай бұрын
@@creepytyperfacts
@mockingbird.3258 ай бұрын
Even the slightest details, from the own version yourself does of “ oh, yea, haha! “ at 2:56 , the shaking hand movements at 5:05 , to the red smoke of gf and her line behind “ long enough to see “ , and to the way yourself finds himself breaking out of his continuous painted grin really pulls the ENTIRE mod together. Not a moment was this mod cringey, or at all weird. It builds a beautiful representation of what grief can toll on a person. Truly a masterpiece.
@Stop-right-there1118 ай бұрын
Why does yourself say “oh, yea, haha” tho? Was he annoyed at his happy self?
@Whatthellamisupposedtoputhere8 ай бұрын
@@Stop-right-there111 it’s his own way saying it like how bf occasionally does
@Stop-right-there1118 ай бұрын
@@Whatthellamisupposedtoputhere k nice but I never heard BF say it in the og game. Am I missing something?
@battery_acidd8 ай бұрын
@@Stop-right-there111 bf says it in Spookeez
@dariusjones62808 ай бұрын
@@Stop-right-there111he says it occasionally in the og game
@nrthy2 ай бұрын
20illy 20illion is fucking crazy, Sturm might be a celebrity in FNF community at this point
@lemoncookie50908 ай бұрын
Just a quick thing: Notice how the red colors of both versions of Boyfriend disappear after the lyrical part, and, given the context of this song being that Girlfriend passed away in Yourself’s and ( I think ) the main Boyfriend’s world ( Yourself being the tall Boyfriend ) I feel like the red disappearing symbolizes both of the Boyfriends moving on, the main one realizing that there is still meaning in rap battles post Girlfriend, and Yourself feeling like he has finally made Girlfriend truly proud and, therefore, feels that he’s finally come to peace with Girlfriend’s death.
@spookytimejunction8 ай бұрын
also note that during the played section of the lyrical section, the notes are EXCLUSIVELY red and blue and do not appear as any other color until the solo ends.
@samjetstream98 ай бұрын
I think its actually a bit different. I think yourself represents giving into grief and using validation to try and escape that pain. Boyfriend represents confrontation of those feelings, choosing to stay strong, and the desire to move on. He's still affected as you can see with his expression being a bit more serious and his colors being faded, but at his core, he's still himself, and he's still trying.
@Raybro168 ай бұрын
Alternatively, it could also represent how much Yourself misses his girlfriend after her death. You know the adage that life loses all of its color? Since Girlfriend and Herself tend to be represented with the color Red, that color completely disappears during the lyric section. After Herself’s death, Yourself’s world became much less colorful…
@ANobodyHere8 ай бұрын
Also the fact that during the solo, the notes were mostly red. Then after, they were just blue
@brinst_ar8 ай бұрын
LMAO WHAT. Where did that come from? The mod doesn't even have any of that
@mizosis8 ай бұрын
i'm so glad this mod isn't just edgy for the sake of being edgy; it's about grief, not being able to move on from a loved one passing away, and the depression and sometimes anger that comes from feeling that way. not only that, its extremely well drawn and the music is amazing. i love the little touches like the notes reflecting into the mirror when yourself sings, and the microphone flashing red and being able to see girlfriend surrounding yourself in the singing section. this might be the best mod i've seen yet, i would play it but i have a mac, so watching gameplay will do for now.
@maryrosedelrosario13928 ай бұрын
No the girlfriends name is herself
@brentongamingssss45438 ай бұрын
Tbh, I first read it as you have a bigmac instead of a mac
@gigachad35468 ай бұрын
It’s more of a tribute to the owner, which makes it even better considering what happened to him
@mizosis8 ай бұрын
@@gigachad3546 Ive learned about what happened, since, it's really sweet they made this for him..
@abrahamtejada16058 ай бұрын
Idk I can play it on a school Chromebook so it may not be a problem.
@MaleficArken8 ай бұрын
I'd go even further into what is being discussed in the comments. It isnt that he lacks innocence, *innocence was forcibly taken from him* . With the passing of Girlfriend, reality was forced into him. He had to deal with it, but he couldn't. Reality tore him apart from the inside out, leading him to no longer care about his appearance because Girlfriend was no longer there to look at him. However, his memory of Girlfriend and his longing for her was the only tether he had to that once innocent part of him. He can put on a very flawed, barely presentable image of what he used to be (evidenced by how he can take on a very ragged persona of his innocent self [small version]) that if anyone even payed a bit of attention, would realize that it was just a façade. The only reason why his body still hasn't fallen apart is because hes holding himself together, just barely, to keep that last piece of himself he gave Girlfriend. He longs to hear her tell him that shes so proud of how long hes continued. That every step he takes in what pretty much amounts to a husk of his former self is a triumph. He wants her, wherever she may be, to see that she was never wrong in loving him, someone who is capable to keep from sinking into the abyss for so long. He continues because his body *subconsciously* recognizes a sound that sounds like Girlfriend, but he, himself, cannot actually interpret that it is her. It's like being flashbanged; Your vision is blurred, you can barely make out someone talking to you but you can see their lips moving, so your brain *knows* they are saying something, you just cant actually hear them. Girlfriend lingers both due to his frantic love and relentless desire to hold onto the memories they shared so she inhabits the very object that hes poured his passions into. She hugs and tries to whisper to him whenever he raises his mic, at the peaks of his emotion, trying to tell him exactly what he needs to hear, but it is lost as very faint background vocals.
@GAMING_WITH_--DASH--18 ай бұрын
wow +1 👍
@andrewtrimble87808 ай бұрын
I ait redin aldat
@NRVNQSRR8 ай бұрын
@@andrewtrimble8780 rased and bedpilled
@GlowGuyVR8 ай бұрын
@@andrewtrimble8780i will summarize it for you: yourself’s innocence was taken away from him
@andrewtrimble87808 ай бұрын
@@GlowGuyVR thats better
@Robloxplayer1098-fq8ep3 ай бұрын
5:16 MY HOLLOW PURPLE
@MonstaGamezАй бұрын
HOLLOW WAY!
@PongPing2010gamesАй бұрын
lol😊
@Dammisit0_120428 күн бұрын
Toji: 🥺
@ileyanluiscasillas63989 күн бұрын
Why do have to ruin it
@bryleei9 ай бұрын
Bro just casually soloed every fnf mod in existence with this one song, just for it to be called Silly Billy 💀
@Xl9N9 ай бұрын
FR
@TC7-Thecomplex79 ай бұрын
Absolute Chad behavior 🗿
@storm_fling10629 ай бұрын
And somehow managed to make it more emotional since the actual full title is "She calls me silly billy" so it's like a tribute to herself
@boombox128 ай бұрын
Bro makes the most heartbreaking yet banging song, that by itself could solo half of fiction in 1v1s and calls it Pingas Dingus and idk how he does it
@slidersides8 ай бұрын
We need more depressed bf mods than Sonic.exe
@JustZal8 ай бұрын
whoever animated the singing part, and whoever sang that part, props to you guys yall single-handedly made this even more of a masterpiece
@Takuradiorr8 ай бұрын
Rip David he was the legend that created this masterpiece but passed away sadly to cancer so when yourself said "so stay awake just long enough to see my way" that line Really hits hard because yourself wasn't only referring to herself "his dead girlfriend" he was also referring to his creator 😢 dude it just hits different
@JustZal8 ай бұрын
@@Takuradiorr you mean divide
@PEBBLESKITL8 ай бұрын
Marco Antonio (Director of the Mario's Madness mod) made the art for this and animated the whole thing particularly, the backround and the health bar is probably made by triki-troy.
@Nootren8 ай бұрын
iseta also animated almost all of the singing part
@taintedbloodlives68518 ай бұрын
The singing was a vocaloid.
@mutevert8 ай бұрын
i love the piano that starts with the icon change at 4:05, its like to show that yourself is getting sadder as the song goes on
@Finnisaquitecoolskin_dw8 ай бұрын
Looks like bob eye
@vxbes71928 ай бұрын
where still don’t hear it😂😂😂
@Colosuss72348 ай бұрын
@@vxbes7192 look at his icon
@BEEgGGI8 ай бұрын
@@vxbes7192wear headphones
@Rip_cheeky_ball8 ай бұрын
His icon also changes at 4:43
@skibidi_toiletfan125Ай бұрын
I am bored so I am going to list every single thing i have observed, no matter how obvious, throughout the entire song. starting from the beginning, we see that at 0:04, the reflection of bf has differences, including eye bags, untied shoes, no design on the shirt, more sagged down hair, the mouth is more of shape of a smirk rather than that of curiosity. at 0:06, we can see a red lining on yourself's microphone, already hinting at something special in this BF alter, and we can also see that the mic is being thrown at BF with the hand not touching the mirror (I thought the mic came out of yourself's hand at first). once Yourself does the countdown (since there is no gf to do it), we notice that yourself has marks on his chin and cheek, as well as his mouth not being drawn on, but more realistic instead, being fully attached to his face. once the song truly begins, we see that yourself's notes are not consistent in speed, showing that he may be forcing the song to be more upbeat than it should. We also see yourself taking from BF's health, as to keep him singing with yourself so yourself has someone to hear him finally. We can also see that over the course of the song, yourself's icons change, almost representing the 5 stages of grief. Yourself's animations are shown to be more exaggerated and shaky than BF's are as well. BF does extra poses occasionally, but stops doing them around 0:46, as if hes reading the room and realizes that Yourself is not just some faker. We can also see that at 1:51, all the notes are red, as Yourself would not be able to hit these notes himself, and maybe herself is singing these notes for him. once Yourself shrinks, he holds up his pinky when he sings, basically saying "I have five fingers and you don't lmao" When yourself goes silent, and BF sings alone, it seems that Bf may have said something that could've angered yourself, as the song gets more aggressive once Yourself goes back to normal size, and even lashes out at 3:21, which starts a back and forth almost. at 3:46, they sing in unison, having a great harmonic moment, though brief. at roughly 3:03, there is a callback to Unnamed Xterion Song, which was also by churgney gurgney. Once the Lyrics begin, after yourself says "proud" there are exactly 2 frames where hes seen to be near tears. in the closeup part, his hands are shaking, until at 5:09, where herself is shown, as well as yourself's damaged wings too. But anyways, he's stopped his shakiness, as well as not caring how close the mic is to his face anymore, which could be because of herself being gone from the mic. the second my way is more of a scream, showing how close yourself is to losing it. after the lyrics are over, the healthbar is gone, yourself seems to get extra notes in, and all the red is gone, and now the song is over. thanks for reading this if you did. EDIT: 1:51 is a rickroll i just noticed that oh my god
@ericadorce3935Ай бұрын
I read all this and all of these seem to be true. Nice discovery, btw!
@skibidi_toiletfan125Ай бұрын
@@ericadorce3935 thanks fella
@ericadorce3935Ай бұрын
@@skibidi_toiletfan125 np, mate
@ericadorce3935Ай бұрын
@@skibidi_toiletfan125 Also, he does a fake smile on 5:02
@GuimaGamesXD27 күн бұрын
bro note colors are timing based, its just a script, you can see the same thing on fakebaby and partner gameplay vids
@AxelPoggers8 ай бұрын
what an absolutely fucking incredible way to give justice to a character made by someone who was taken from us way too soon. This mod is already amazing enough on its own, but knowing who made the character makes it all the more impactful. Astounding work from everyone involved. made my eyes get a little moist. What a great fucking sendoff to someones legacy. Cheers to a new era of FNF mods and many more to come. RIP Divide. Fly high bud.
@SubjectYeti6 ай бұрын
my man would make the best movie ever with a wrenching plot line and incredible visual effects and call it goofy poofy’s wacky adventure
@Zenith-0066 ай бұрын
goofy poofy's 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔃 adventure
@KyuuMinamoto5 ай бұрын
😨@@Zenith-006
@ssflame4515 ай бұрын
goofy poofys bizarre adventure
@kirbYT5 ай бұрын
goofy boofy monster
@StringedHeart48.5 ай бұрын
Is that a jojo reference?
@TheBatinBlack-f7y9 ай бұрын
I think of it as a representation of how it feels to not receive the proper love and care you needed as a child. Therefore it manifests as an adult into someone who needs validation or resents all forms of it.
@troysides79549 ай бұрын
Dang bro, really felt that one.
@genericfriend25688 ай бұрын
Look, I'm not gonna say any names, but at least one of us definitely ended up like this.
@jeepercreepers98 ай бұрын
I think that may be looking into it a bit much as this is an already established character, but I can't discredit your line of thinking because you can see many, many examples of that in real life
@inconsideratebox30008 ай бұрын
This is exactly what I thought of when hearing the lyrics. Interesting to see I’m not alone.
@AlyxTheProtogen8 ай бұрын
Well when you put it that way, I can definitely relate to this 100%, as this is something that I've definitely thought was missing of myself
@jaelynlily3 ай бұрын
At exactly 5:00 ... Yourself is sobbing for like 3 frames. I wish Ghost GF could hug him for a little longer than she gets to. 😭
@certifiedjetsfan22825 ай бұрын
I know I'm late to this, but I LOVE how every little detail is important. The amount of health drain, even. Comparing characters who canonically have this power, Yourself and Tabi, Tabi takes MUCH MORE health from you, since you're fighting him, and he wants that fight. Instead, Yourself isn't searching for that fight, and I believe he really only takes some health so that you have incentive to keep singing with him. And after the lyrics, that incentive isn't really as necessary, because you know why he's doing what he's doing. Damn I love this song so much.
@toastedprocastinator4 ай бұрын
ngl i really love that headcanon, he just wants someone that could listen to him, so he decides to approach himself.
@crosssans61333 ай бұрын
@@toastedprocastinator he doesn't seem the type the fight too, tbh just want someone to sing
@CTRen2 ай бұрын
what if he takes health because he’s BF also that’s what he does naturally when singing
@toastedprocastinator2 ай бұрын
@@crosssans6133 i was trying to say that he basically decided to vent towards himself, or atleast a more innocent version of him. mb if i worded it wrong lol.
@crosssans61332 ай бұрын
@@toastedprocastinator i take that as headcanon
@starrysouI9 ай бұрын
I love how the second “My Way” at 5:25 is almost hushed but still loud. It’s his own self affirmation, a last ditch effort to confirm his convictions and beliefs. Churgney will drop the most hardest and gut churning song only to call it the silliest name i’ve ever heard.
@skwoopy8 ай бұрын
Makes sense but the wording in your first sentence is hilarious
@ClownFromTheYear99988 ай бұрын
he churgney on your gurgney till you billy silly ???
@Wario_loves_Garlic8 ай бұрын
Why does it sound like "I'm gay"
@redTrickster8 ай бұрын
unrelated but your pfp is very rad 👍
@DilaccioLuna8 ай бұрын
@@Wario_loves_Garlic ofc its the helluva boss fan
@Bluereflect-7 ай бұрын
5:37 I absolutely love how different the energy in this last part is compared to the rest of the song. The blue notes, lack of hp bar, and the quieter instrumental really gives the impression that Yourself is on his last legs. It’s like after his emotional high all that’s left is a guy filled with grief and anguish who is trying SO HARD to keep it together
@theswineking40363 күн бұрын
Fun fact: this song clears 15/16 of the Hazbin Hotel soundtrack in viewer count
@Zhella_alt09992 күн бұрын
Ok?
@ursapolargalactica2 күн бұрын
What?
@marciiiiii8 ай бұрын
vry small detail i noticed but at the start at 0:03 when bf looks in the reflection, it isn’t exactly the same, as the reflection has eyebags, shoes that aren’t tied, and no symbol on his shirt which i thought was cooll
@Star_p4ws_l0l8 ай бұрын
I'm pretty sure the reflection gives him the design of yourself which is very cool!
@VALLYG4MER8 ай бұрын
Eu gosto da parte em que o "3, 2, 1, Go!" não existe e é feito pelo Yourself porque não tem a GF que aparentemente é quem faz o 3, 2, 1, Go! nas músicas
@matthewsanii49198 ай бұрын
not only was the eyebags, symbol, and untied shoes there, but if you looked closer the hair is messy also
@cometasadrach018 ай бұрын
bro i just noticed that@@VALLYG4MER
@ChaotixPlayz7 ай бұрын
5:15 bud popped out the domain expansion
@chikkin_thuggit8 ай бұрын
the fact that this was basically the last BIG fnf mod update before the main update came out, is really beautiful. It really does feel like a perfect final send off, with how long it is, the characters, the music itself, and the fact that some of this song, if not all of it is dedicated to divide, is truly just.. beautiful. I like to think that this really is the true final song for fnf modding. after everything that BF has been through, it all traces back to him. Truly a wonderful sendoff, even though it wasnt supposed to be.
@MolotovMaster_8 ай бұрын
also the rest of the mod + the 2 minigames are really cool asf
@simpleandrandom21998 ай бұрын
Cool
@toastedprocastinator8 ай бұрын
fr, it's almost poetic, like a triple tribute to divide and sonic.exe, fnf and it's community/fandom, and inlore, a tribute to herself, it's almost kinda beautiful ngl.
@Iuvfortnite8 ай бұрын
There is so much potential for a another big hit single update tho, like deathrun for example
@MonstaGamezАй бұрын
Fly high divide 🕊️
@charliedanoob8028 ай бұрын
I like how in the normal game boyfriend copys what the enemy says but since both of them are boyfriend they make their own thing and don't care if they don't repeat it
@aby_gaz7 ай бұрын
i like u profile photo
@charliedanoob8027 ай бұрын
@@aby_gaz REALLLLLL
@The_g00biest_g00b17 ай бұрын
Lol
@Brute_Studios7 ай бұрын
Personally, it sounds better that way to me.
@JesusisKingRevolution7 ай бұрын
@@Brute_StudiosGood one😂
@CTRen2 ай бұрын
Hottake: 3:51 - 4:06 is my favorite part. The distortion on Yourself as he hits his high notes is too peak. Meanwhile BF’s high notes are a godsend.
@pablovalle9357Ай бұрын
4:05 all the way until the solo is my favorite part
@Doodle1287 ай бұрын
I like how the blue notes at the end can be infered to be an actual conversation between the two, like a friendly conversation
@Meekuuuu7 ай бұрын
It CANNOT doodle😭
@bonedude6667 ай бұрын
Red notes: insults Blue notes: reasoning Green notes: backstory Yellow notes: racial slurs
@Shadownite_anims7 ай бұрын
@@bonedude666 yellow notes for racial slurs is crazy
@bonedude6667 ай бұрын
@@Shadownite_anims There's only a few of those, so I just thought that'd be funny.
@Shadownite_anims7 ай бұрын
@@bonedude666 well it is so congrats on being funny at least to me
@kazukiuzumaki51138 ай бұрын
"Hey bro are you crying?" "no, its just smth in my eye" "what then?" "TEEAAAAAARS-"
@CubeRob5588 ай бұрын
The awesomeness of the lyrics in this song fills you with determination
@Tmitric8 ай бұрын
Nyoo hoo hoo!
@Tmitric8 ай бұрын
@WeardGuyRoman it's a quote from undertale
@Tmitric8 ай бұрын
@WeardGuyRoman, none
@M1stful8 ай бұрын
@WeardGuyRomanUndertale language 😁👍
@Dra9on59 ай бұрын
if only divide could've seen the masterpiece yall made with his character, honestly blown away at the quality of everything here, yall finally gave Yourself the song he deserved.
@FrostyTheSnowman39 ай бұрын
I think that’s why he’s so Happy but a little insane in the head
@smufybufy8 ай бұрын
who’s that?
@cheeseeeeeee--8 ай бұрын
what happened?
@Dra9on58 ай бұрын
@@cheeseeeeeee-- this character is based off concepts made by an artist who worked on the exe mod named Divide, he shortly passed away before the reelase of exe 2.0. hes known for making EXEs sprites in faker and black sun
@Dra9on58 ай бұрын
@@smufybufy an artist who worked on the exe mod named Divide, he shortly passed away before the reelase of exe 2.0. hes known for making EXEs sprites in faker and black sun
@wubproductions97552 ай бұрын
Honestly this fnf song feels like a playable/moving art piece with the way people talk about it’s details and meanings in the comments. That’s how you know you’ve made something awesome.
@Pixelcraftian8 ай бұрын
If they don’t get you for the base game now I don’t know what they’re thinking Incredible stuff as per usual :]
@SprainedSentinel8 ай бұрын
If Sturm gets into base game then I will physically morb in real life
@TheBackShotter8 ай бұрын
Erm what the sigma
@mylam6588 ай бұрын
they don't deserve sturm
@SILLYBILLY69420-s8 ай бұрын
yo can you put silly billy in your videos? that would be funny lol
@loner10K8 ай бұрын
@mylam658 would make peak tbh
@shanshansan6 ай бұрын
It's good to note that Yourself doesn't have an image for when you're winning. It adds onto the fact that he isn't here to beat you, he just wants someone to listen or understand him.
@AtrotiousAnti5 ай бұрын
I'm pretty sure he is mad
@Couldntfindaname1115 ай бұрын
@@AtrotiousAntihow?
@AtrotiousAnti5 ай бұрын
@@Couldntfindaname111 in the indication of the animation by marco antonio, he said that he was "holding his agressiveness"
@Couldntfindaname1115 ай бұрын
@@AtrotiousAnti MARCO ANTONIO!?!
@blackbloom85525 ай бұрын
losing also only result in a black screen rather than a loss or death scene. But i think the best evidence of it is that once you reach the lyrics part of the song, the healthbar completely disappear as both are now singing purely as a connection rather than a competition.
@trogon45038 ай бұрын
Gotta say, as someone who's been in the fandom since practically its inception... this here single-handedly set the gold standard for what mods should strive to be also I love how its called Silly Billy lol
@rosisiciliana67288 ай бұрын
its a nickname herself/yourself's gf gave him before her death
@Promtheus2118 ай бұрын
@@rosisiciliana6728 that change everything I think about this
@themanofthe8 ай бұрын
same bru, but I left mid way in the community
@Johnsterman_123 ай бұрын
POV: my personalities fightimg each other to see who controls me today
@Random_Maths_Magician3 ай бұрын
Relatable
@WhyHandlesIMeanFroggchamp25 күн бұрын
Damn
@finnkingston55517 ай бұрын
I love that his arrows are placed behind him in the mirror like boyfriends arrows are behind him
@SayidRahman-i7z7 ай бұрын
Im surprised I haven't noticed that that's a cool detail
@Shadownite_anims7 ай бұрын
Well it’s supposed to be a mirror so that’s why
@zumorinari7 ай бұрын
@@Shadownite_anims Incorrect its supposed to show the people that are playing the mod that yourself (better known as silly billy) is actually just Bf but from another universe
@Shadownite_anims7 ай бұрын
@@zumorinari interesting thanks for the information