Citizen Soldier - Numb To Everything (Official Lyric Video)

[@williamwinder5011]

Pain turns to rage Rage turns to hate Hate to suffering Suffering eventually turns to nothing And that's what you become. Nothing.

[@tammieknuth6020]

Hurting pple hurt other pple with actions and words.

[@tammieknuth6020]

Words break down spirit and kill life and actions stem out of hurt

[@RenTek_None]

Whoa

[@MothGM]

@Sarafina Summers and im a sith lord

[@SamSoto-Gamestreamer89]

We are all nothing

[@JT_Lich]

"You gave me everything, so why do I feel so alone?" God, that line hits harder than it should... I just want to thank you guys, your songs have helped me through some of the darkest parts of my life, and knowing I'm not alone in this is a comfort. Can't wait for the next track you guys make

[@CitizenSoldier]

😶💙

[@user-jp1zr1qw7j]

Fun fact - citizen soldier never makes a bad song

[@jasonhopkins8613]

I just recently found these guys and can confirm they do not make a bad song.

[@khornebloodgod5744]

Agreed would slaughter to any one of them

[@dersto1454]

No cap

[@igorskyflyer]

*true 😜❤️

[@lonelyboy8097]

Not fun fact , but true fact

[@Deadborn6891]

You guys help so many people deal with life , myself included..more than words can express. Thank you for everything. 🤘🏼

[@CitizenSoldier]

Much love Mark 😶💙

[@c-m902]

"You know depressing music music makes you depressed right?" "No it shows I'm not alone"

[@michaelcribb7205]

Not at all right with you every song of theirs just fits right into how I'm feeling 😪

[@simonbishop54]

If anything it helps us to feel anything in a world that killed our feelings

[@lizzieraugh]

💯

[@xceryxdemurstra6323]

I've told people this for years. I listen to depressing music because it's how I already feel. It helps me to break myself down and feel my own emotions. Otherwise I block them out and suppress them until I can't anymore and have a violent breakdown that usually involves some kinda damage. I've lost a few jobs because of mental breakdowns at work that ended with me cussing out co-workers. Sorry to ramble about my crap. Point is these songs, and this band specifically, are my self therapy. They're amazing and have helped me see a lot of myself I'd been hiding from.

[@c-m902]

@xceryxdemurstra6323 you don't need to apologize it's perfectly fine these comments are a safe space for you and anyone else who needs it just vent and try to relieve any built up stress and anger you have in a productive way and I promise things will get better. Don't hold your feelings back and don't ever deny they exist.

[@diamondbentley7469]

"Why do I feel so alone". That line hit me hard. 😭

[@zekethompson3607]

My issue is; I know how, I know why. Unfortunately I'm really effected by emotions around me, and I've lived 20yrs surrounded by negative emotions... It's hard to reverse this, but these songs hit hard enough to to help a little bit, at least. I really appreciate your hard work! Thank you.

[@Brandon2940]

I relate to that so much... this band is amazing

[@CitizenSoldier]

We hear you Zeke 😶💙 Glad the music helps

[@overemail6834]

I think this song perfectly portrays My Ex - he couldn't be faithful from Day 1, and never could stop needing the attention of other women. He set out to destroy me, along with his friends and family. Sad to think he is spreading hate which eventually his grandkids will learn. 💔 I'd rather live on the streets than have that kind of life and heart. Good luck to you and yours, revenge isn't a Godly life, its hypocritical. You'll have your own karma.

[@zekethompson3607]

@@overemail6834 i don't think this song is for those who have gotten numb and *refuse* to change, but for those who have, and *are* trying to change... Even when they know their best will *NEVER* be enough...

[@Sam_StillDrawZz]

"My sickness this has never been your fault" that part hits so close to home- your music is just something on another world. how you manage to make music that can make people feel less alone in the world, EVERY time you release a song is amazing. words can't describe the amount of gratitude

[@kindracorbridge6118]

This is spectacular!! The lyrics are really powerful!! I love the long intro, the best was in point!! I love everything about this song!! I can’t wait for your next beautiful masterpiece!!

[@CitizenSoldier]

Appreciate those words Kindra 😶💙 Much love

[@DarknessRealm]

Facts

[@patriciaspires5450]

Like this song even though it appears to be about couples.. list my soulmate.. but I can identify with this as my loneliness

[@agentmangoprime5532]

Love all of your songs

[@CitizenSoldier]

Much love 😶💙

[@jessetuominen9551]

@@CitizenSoldier great music 👍🏻

[@KalecgosBlue]

I’m a veteran and all your songs just seem to hit home, especially this one 🖤 these songs keep me going, I swear they speak to me. Keep up the amazing work!

[@CitizenSoldier]

Thanks for your service 😶💙 Glad the music helps

[@dustinjohnson4758]

Hits so hard and so close. Trying to explain being numb to someone, even a mental health care provider is so exhausting. Song sums it up well. ❤

[@salemwitch4138]

I don't know how you manage to do it every time, but I was left so shocked and moved! As always, I watched it with my best friend and... We couldn't stop talking about how damn accurate this song is. And this is so good on so many levels! The animation also adds another layer of depth, showing how excruciating depression really is, having a "good" life, yet being so broken. "You gave me everything, so why do I feel so alone?" It's just so powerful - I felt guilty (and was told that I should be more grateful that I have everything) that I had a good life and everything I could ask for and still was so sick. I was told many times how ungrateful I was and that I shouldn't have reasons to be sick. And of course "You let me in, I let you down" is by far the best verse. I always felt so much guilt for telling people how I felt, because they were always let down by my words, so I stopped telling them. I stopped asking for help. As always - thank you so much for your music. Please never stop writing more 💛

[@CitizenSoldier]

We hear you friend 😶💙 Much love

[@josephpaye7025]

I pretty much came away with the same feelings you had. You and I seem to have the same people in our lives… lol. I love that Citizen Soldier is bring awareness to depression and anxiety, and what the struggle feels like.

[@shadowcat1691]

I completely understand how you feel. I am lucky to be born in a family that gave me everything, and yet I couldn't help but feel lonely. Nobody in my family takes my side or stood up for me when my aunt from my father's side kept talking shit about me. Even if I wanted to tell my parents how I feel, they did nothing for me. So I simply stopped talking with them, knowing that talking with them always leads to fights or them being 'Ooh, I'm older and more experienced than you, you should listen to me because I know more' that kind of bull crap. I'm so sick of my parents thinking they know everything about me and yet they don't. I'm just so used to them that I've already grown numb to the pain. But anyway, this is good music.

[@tonnielizette]

you never create a bad song! i love all ur songs!! thx this made my day better :))

[@CitizenSoldier]

😶💙

[@oogabooga1185]

The powerful vocals on “Why did I get so numb” it’s so chilling!!

[@xsbgxbeast371]

I'm sure you hear this a lot but I'd like to share this anyway. You are the reason I am here today. Your music saved my life. Your song "would anyone care" is the song that made me take my finger of the trigger. I had heard the song on by a complete miracle. I was in a dark place and had made a will. Life had broke me and I was listening to a Playlist of 6 songs I made called "my goodbye". It had finished and I put the finger on the trigger when auto play started that song. In tears I listened when at 2:27 of that song right before putting full pressure I on the trigger my attention drew to a line of lyrics. "If your dying inside". i listened tears running down my face. Finger on the trigger when one single line changed everything "You can't be replaced, no, tonight is the night". This line made me think of all my successes. In the moments after that line my finger left the trigger and I started crying hysterically. It was 4am and my girlfriend heard me in my gaming room. She opened the door and grabbed me. It was that line that brought out the sounds that saved my life. I cannot truly thank you enough. A year ago would have been my last. Immediately after this I called and checked myself in to a temporary mental health hospital. Sought help and I am in a much better place now. I've got the correct medication and I have come so far. I gave my firearm to a family member and sold everything associated with it. Tore up that will and deleted that Playlist. Found a support group and started talking about whats going on in my head. Thank you citizen soldier. 🙏 your music helps more than you'll ever truly know. I'm sure there are others like me. With life stories just like mine. But I hope you stop to read them and realize that you have done so much for so many. Much love to you and your families! Stay safe.

[@Duckphobia]

I'm always amazed by how Citizen Soldier can keep pumping out songs that sound so different yet have such soulful lyrics! Powerful song. Keep on rockin'!🤘

[@javelldunn3379]

The Citizen Solider never disappoints making a good music will be rock

[@Springtrap11556]

Whenever I’m in a bad place, music is how I get out of the hole. Sometimes I listen to it by myself, other times I try to get others to truly hear what the lyrics are, since I’m not good at communication.

[@KataHime]

Haven’t even listened yet but I know it’s gonna be another banger 💜💜💜💜

[@CitizenSoldier]

😶💙

[@kalseru]

I am so thankful for your music, this song made me cry. There’s no band that speaks more to me than yours. Thank you so much for your music!

[@CitizenSoldier]

😶💙

[@cozykiok1890]

another amazing song from the best band ever!!!

[@CitizenSoldier]

Thanks 😶💙

[@alexguerra6837]

I really needed this tonight. Your guys music is my therapy. Thank you

[@CitizenSoldier]

Glad the music helps Alex 😶💙

[@blitztherescuepup4110]

well done man your music hits home for me

[@CitizenSoldier]

Much love 😶💙

[@sadiejoncic681]

You guys are insanely talented! You’re the only band that produces banger after banger, no flops in between. I genuinely can’t think of a single song of yours that’s bad. Keep up the great work!

[@CitizenSoldier]

Appreciate that Sadie 😶💙

[@izmizcha955]

Thank you Citizen Soldier for this. I really felt numb last night after almost doing something I would regret but decided to continue on and seeing that you posted today really motivates me even more to keep going.

[@CitizenSoldier]

Stay strong friend 😶💙 Much love

[@izmizcha955]

@@CitizenSoldier Thank you, You too!

[@AmityMika]

Wow waking up tu such a masterpiece is just perfect. Good morning

[@CitizenSoldier]

Good morning 😶💙

[@princesscrystalofthejewelw9178]

😍😍yes. Just.. yes. I love it. Wonderful. Amazing. Brilliant.

[@CitizenSoldier]

Thanks 😶💙

[@xhavairlinton6121]

Awesome song

[@CitizenSoldier]

😶💙

[@Dalko91]

Just ended an almost 13 year old relationship due to my scars and traumas. Just cannot feel the same future she sees with me. She gave me everything, but still I've felt alone all this time. This song, these lyrics. They relate so goddamn much.

[@CrystalSetsuna]

I'm in the exact same boat right now, except i couldn't take how he kept treating me. Dimissing my pain, endless cycles, and he can't step up for me. It's hell to walk away but hell to stay.

[@joshyoung3096]

How are you guys so consistent? Your music never dissappoints and just gets better and better everytime!

[@CitizenSoldier]

Much love Josh 😶💙

[@renzrenz7186]

Every song you release is the best.. Keep it up :)

[@CitizenSoldier]

😶💙

[@your_local_baka]

This song is amazing! It's always so difficult explaining that you feel numb and alone even when you have people around you

[@your_local_baka]

Especially explaining it to someone you love and feeling like you're just dragging them down because you just can't be normal

[@CitizenSoldier]

We hear you Kai 😶💙

[@starvsreality8160]

Every song you guys drop are pure bangers

[@CitizenSoldier]

😶💙

[@Ethereal.Comatose]

damn this one is so good! "feels like youre so out of reach standing right in front of me" that one hits

[@CitizenSoldier]

😶💙

[@Luximinata]

I guess there will be people who will feel identified with this song,💔❤ we hope that we can continue. and excellent song, keep it up😃💜👍

[@CitizenSoldier]

😶💙

[@Thgrandfinale]

this song was exactly what I needed right now. always had a really hard life with so many traumas cuz of my past and that made me a broken person. i really hate myself for being this, my demons took away from me the person that I loved most, my depression is crushing me so damn hard again and I don't know what to do cuz i just wanna give up. thank you for making such a powerful song, u guys helps a lot when I'm in my worst days!

[@DarknessRealm]

Can related.

[@CitizenSoldier]

We hear you Vinny 😶💙 Stay strong friend

[@dotsolution2357]

The instrumental in this song is on fire, and the lyrics made me feel in a way I haven't feel in a long time. Thank you for this song

[@CitizenSoldier]

Glad the music helps 😶💙

[@angeldust6666]

I understand the feeling of being numb. This song is so powerful! Keep up the awesome work!

[@CitizenSoldier]

😶💙

[@LightOfChristOfficial]

Always feels new when I hear it!!!

[@lyulf]

"Hate so much what I've become. Where did I go? How did I get so numb?" I came here to have a good time, and I'm honestly feeling so called out right now. 😜 Seriously, though, this song is amazing! 🔥💜

[@CitizenSoldier]

😶💙

[@Kevin-jc1fx]

I hate numbness but as the time goes by, I feel it stronger and stronger. I see something that I know I like but I feel like I am totally indifferent to it. The best food in the world is worthless when you have no appetite. May God help us all get our appetite for life and its little things back. 🙏

[@peninakrischer6140]

Why is every song so good?! My favorite part is the almost echoing "so numb"s. It adds so much depth of sound and gave me a serious case of goosebumps.

[@CitizenSoldier]

Thanks Penina 😶💙

[@mattputland2362]

These Lyrics. WOW. Tell a story through a whole new perspective.

[@moonzain.]

It's crazy to think how we already got four new masterpieces in 2022 alone, and it's just February!🤯 Really amazing and hardworking! So much respect! Thank you for making songs that many of us can relate to and help us to feel less lonely❣

[@CitizenSoldier]

More music on the way 😶💙

[@Sheamuscz]

The best way to start a Wednesday morning. Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart, Citizen Soldier.

[@mikjallarnzs392]

I LOVE to see that more people are noticing you guys! You deserve this and more!!! Great song. Can't wait for the whole second part of TIYS 💙

[@CitizenSoldier]

😶💙

[@the_campfire_official]

Banger after banger. This is true talent and dedication.

[@Vinzlinz2222]

this song rocks so hard its incredible

[@CitizenSoldier]

😶💙

[@shelbywilkerson235]

You all humble and hug me with each song you sing! Can't say thank you enuf but please never stop giving all of us need to not feel alone in this.

[@starwarsfanboy6235]

This band has helped me so much I don't understand how every song seems to capture someone's struggles so well keep fighting the good fight everyone

[@CitizenSoldier]

Glad the music helps 😶💙

[@strohhutchen6490]

This Band is so underrated !!!

[@nathanh.9767]

This… this is a masterpiece.

[@CarolMarineMom]

I'll say it again!! This Band is so Under rated!!! Looooove this!!🤟👍❤

[@Mae_095]

It's amazing how they can transmit so much in one song, I'll never get tired of saying it. Another great song, great work, guys! 🖤

[@CitizenSoldier]

😶💙

[@theoffensivememeguy1394]

The fact that the artist replied to so many comment makes me glad to see that there are some who truly care about fans and what effects their music has on people's lives

[@mikedutka5561]

Such a great and such a relatable song that really hits hard love this band

[@CitizenSoldier]

Thanks Mike 😶💙

[@fluffy_0792]

Another beautiful masterpiece with well spoken words.

[@lucifermorningstar5258]

I've been numb for a long time. I've been through a lot, and I continue to go through stuff. My relationships with people have been affected by how numb I've become over the course of my young life. It's hard existing when all you feel is a numbing feeling. I don't know how I get through the day anymore. My girlfriend left me for someone else, and even though I've been through that before, I don't feel the pain anymore. I guess I've gone through that so many times (people leaving me whether it be someone I'm romantically involved with or just a friend or a family member), that I've just grown used to it. The hardest part for me when it came to my depression, was to admit that I wasn't alone. I'd say it, but I wouldn't ever believe myself. I made myself believe that I was the only one who was born in hell. That I'm the only who is so numb, and that I'm the only person in the world that doesn't know why that is. There's still days where I think I'm the only one suffering, and that is a battle I'm always going to have to battle. But this song, did something for me tonight that you guys will never understand. I've been a fan of this band and it's messages ever since I heard you guys a couple of years ago. And finding you guys was like finding a band for my mind, because you guys are always writing songs about things I and many other people deal with and go through. I honestly don't know how to thank you guys for the amount of graves you helped me out of, and I'm not quite sure if I'll ever be able to thank you guys for all that you've done for me and my mental health, but I just want you guys to know that I'm thankful for this band. Citizen Soldier really deserves so much more recognition for what this band does for this community of Earth's population. Some people who deal with depression are lucky enough to get out of it. For other people like me, who are just stuck in it, there's movies, there's music, and there's Citizen. Fucking. Soldier. Oh and great animation by the way. -Travis

[@giorgostsak427]

Best song on the album! I'm calling it!🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@codeakira1981]

I'm not very good at expressing myself through words and was struggling to tell people how I felt.. I was finally able to express to people just how bad my mental health was thanks to you guys... So.. Thank you

[@nyx__gacha219]

I really felt this Being numb is sometimes the only thing stopping you from feeling the pain of everything going on, but at the same time, the numbness hurts just as much

[@darks1de.]

Already loving it!

[@CitizenSoldier]

Glad to hear that 😶💙

[@cyndercosmosTTV]

As usual, this song pulls at my last heartstring and strengthens my desire for life. My will grows with every masterpiece, my faith restores with every word that shines like a millions stars in the sky or a lighthouse leading me back to safety like I’m a boat and the oceans are my problems.

[@CitizenSoldier]

Glad the music helps 😶💙 Stay strong friend

[@cyndercosmosTTV]

@@CitizenSoldier I don’t intend to give up. I’ll fight until the end.

[@antoniononas293]

Omggg, love the new song. Never disappointed with these guys!!!

[@CitizenSoldier]

Thanks Antonio 😶💙

[@silithacarr7295]

The amount of relation i feel to this is astronomical ..Thank you so much for dropping this !

[@JC-bq3vd]

Thank you. Words can't express how much your music has done for me. This song has left left speechless. its everything I feel but can't say. I hate being silent and hiding it. Numb is what I wish I could be. I should be happy right now my 16th birthday party is in 3 days...but I'm not. I just want to feel something good. I just want to fix myself. But no matter how hard I try I fail everytime.

[@abdullahhamidaddin8156]

Felt every word. LEGENDS 💙💙💙

[@CK-lr7sd]

😶Another great song! As always CS blows me away! I hope everyone that sees this has a great day/night! Sending hugs and love to anyone that needs or wants it. You're doing great! And you're so worth it! You're great just the way you are don't let other's take away your shine. And don't listen to them if they say you're not or you're not worth it. You are. Keep fighting keep pushing on you've got this!😶💙💙💙💙💙

[@CitizenSoldier]

Much love 😶💙

[@mackenzielynn4307]

Wow. This song is so raw, and so eye opening. Oh my god. You guys are amazing.

[@MalivoreKai]

This is coming out while I am going through a very numb and destructive phase. I fell in love with someone who simply gave up on me and moved on from me after allowing me to get close to him. I was willing to stay regardless how hard it would be. The only thing I feel now is pain and this emotional numbness to everything and everyone. I don't fall in love so easily, I am greyromantic and this feeling is super rare and this is why it hurts even more than it should. You guys always deliver songs with deep and true meaning and I am so thankful for everything you do and every song you release. Love you my dudes ♥

[@Serenity_93]

Love love love love.. this song is going to be on repeat for a long time! 💙💙 just hits you right in your soul 🥲

[@CitizenSoldier]

Glad to hear that Heather 😶💙 Much love

[@BulletForMyWaifu]

This song made me cry. It was very emotional and relatable because it si how I feel, I feel numb to everything and everyone that it blinds me, constricts me, chokes me. I have been looking for a song to describe the thoughts in my head and then you released this work of art.. Thank you..

[@CitizenSoldier]

Much love 😶💙

[@devi.village]

Wow... I feel this sometimes. So powerful. I love it. 💜💜

[@Saturnioo]

Amazing song 💫

[@CitizenSoldier]

Thanks Ronja 😶💙

[@luciferpetrenkoff5040]

“Numb to everything, I feel so far away, hate so much what I’ve become, where did I go, how did I get so numb” that part matches how I’ve become after shutting my emotions away and hits me a lot. The other part is “My sickness has never been your fault, It’s not you it’s me, I’m so sorry, I can’t feel your here at all” this to me is the thing I feel towards my family

[@CitizenSoldier]

We hear you 😶💙

[@XxSoruResuxX]

Every song you guys make is a masterpiece love you all ❤️

[@CitizenSoldier]

Thanks Tomas 😶💙

[@andrebritto6097]

Another stunning song! Thanks guys!

[@kelseyyamamoto4688]

Another awesome song made🔥🎸🔥 You guys rock 🤘💜❤️️🖤💛💙💚🧡💖🤘

[@CitizenSoldier]

Thanks Kelsey 😶💙

[@kelseyyamamoto4688]

@@CitizenSoldier You're welcome😊

[@callumdean]

One of the best modern hard rock bands. Glad there's still people with talent and dont have to use autotune to sound good. Heard this band yesterday and in love with every song

[@ttv_bloodfiregaming]

Never Disappoint! I love all your music. Hits me hard everytime cuz it's how I have felt for so long! Thank you for speaking all our truths for us😊

[@CitizenSoldier]

Much love Kaitlyn 😶💙

[@wdwruler1823]

Another Relateable song. Love it 💚💚

[@CitizenSoldier]

😶💙

[@rk5357]

I don't know why but I love all of ur guy's songs. I listen to them every day.

[@CitizenSoldier]

Much love 😶💙

[@callforhealing9842]

Thank you & love from Poland ❤

[@Red7Jessie11]

I’m about to have this on repeat all day!! Yes!! 🖤🖤 you guys smashed it out of the park again! 🖤

[@CitizenSoldier]

Thanks Jessie 😶💙

[@melissaalleshouse302]

You see I haven’t listened to his newer songs but I gotta admit He knows me better than anyone I’ve ever known

[@Flamus_12_]

Absolutely awesome as always your music is always incredible

[@CitizenSoldier]

😶💙

[@NIGHTMARE_KRATOS]

I guess i found my new favorite song of all time. Immm in love with it!!!!!

[@CitizenSoldier]

Glad to hear that 😶💙

[@blackbirdleleOvO]

When you're in so much pain you can't feel it anymore.. Awesome song!!!! Can't wait for more :D

[@CitizenSoldier]

😶💙

[@andrewberry2007]

You're music is truth and helps heal scars that tend to hurt all the time

[@CitizenSoldier]

Glad the music helps Andrew 😶💙

[@BrutalBrandan]

I love hearing the old Three Days Grace influence in their music. Takes me back to when I really started discovering hard rock, bout year 2000. Keep it up, I love every song you guys release. Never cease to amaze me 👍

[@Mangapatty]

Another great Song from a great Band. Thx So much 😁

[@CitizenSoldier]

😶💙

[@marsonevansgrey8601]

Absolutely amazing 💙💙

[@CitizenSoldier]

😶💙

[@NearLover15]

Once again, another amazing song from the best band I’ve ever found

[@CitizenSoldier]

Thanks Heather 😶💙

[@ulrocgaming3346]

Love you guys keep up the amazing work!!!

[@CitizenSoldier]

Thanks 😶💙

[@darkvoid2260]

These lyrics have such a deeper meaning to them and it gets the point across to those who need to hear it as well as me.... keep up the good work

[@jxworker2099]

Every single song from you guys is just great. Please keep it up.

[@CitizenSoldier]

😶💙

[@jadedflames2809]

Now the hype has worn down and I can calmly listen to the song, you once again made a song that resonates so well better than what I can describe, the sense of numb and loneliness, despite having people with you, even next to you. It's not the same and sometimes can't always fill the empty hole in your heart. And all you can feel is a void. A void that no one can hear you. You're included but yet excluded. I have so many emotions with this song, especially when I went a few days literally emotionless and back to an emotional mess, this song feels like something I need to listen to and you never disappoint. I love all of your songs and your band is a comfort for me and I feel so connected by your songs.

[@CitizenSoldier]

Much love 😶💙

[@mirandabueckert2244]

Absolutely amazing!💙💙

[@CitizenSoldier]

Thanks Miranda 😶💙

[@samanthalawrence2416]

Numbness is definitely a way to survive. Thank you for your lyrics, they always cut deep inside me.