SkyDxddy x Citizen Soldier - Heavy (Official Lyric Video)

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[@moramet]

"Nobody checks on you because you're the strong one, you're there for everyone" well sometimes the strong ones need to be checked on too

[@MeowingCat835]

Totally agree!

[@laceyherald6896]

The strongest ones are usually going through so much but are staying strong for others

[@moramet]

@@laceyherald6896 exactly, that's how it is for me anyways

[@kimberlybrown3614]

We are always there for everyone else and always push ourselves to the back burner taking on everyone else's burdens while we break in silence

[@eliorsesay]

I used to care about ppl but this song reminds me how hard it is to fully be part of a group most ppl avoid me even if im fully positive it's like I got a radar on my forehead written used goods broken I guess I just don't fit in cause I don't see world same way as most ppl not after what I been through

[@CrazyCae]

I can't say how much I love and appreciate this song. It's hit personally in ways that are hard to explain. Thank you for your art💙

[@KK_ventz]

HI CAE!!!👋👋👋👋❤❤❤

[@msfinley3000]

Hi cae I love your vids

[@TheaTheSunflower]

All hail Queen Cae❤

[@EldritchKloverThing]

Hi Cae I love your videos ❤️

[@rajeshsooknanan5738]

Omg hi cae love u

[@timverheij2228]

This is the hardest level of self reflection i've done in a long while and it is thanks to you. A thank you from the bottom of my heart.

[@letumopifex4427]

Much love from Tampa, FLORIDA!!

[@salinemilazzo9049]

This song is on repeat for me ❤

[@martinkasobcakova9351]

I don't think there is a chance, but im from Slovakia, if I could be on concert of citizen soldier and SkyDxddy I would be in haven finally ❤

[@TawniSearing]

Linton Ky! I love your music so much!! I relater to so many of your songs!

[@tariendemille2364]

Just came across your music and oh boy I wish I found you sooner!!! This song is amazing and so damn close to home

[@PrincessAlyssHeart]

This song is powerful and really shows how people can be affected because other people don't want to care because there not fun anymore . Also LOVE both artist

[@Nickywhitt23]

❤❤❤

[@sasseasheila]

Oh God, how did you put my life into words?? This life is so hard….😢

[@flipbbookart6777]

Relatable it's was like 3am where Im from when it came out been on blast Nd repeat on SoundCloud

[@livi1354]

Bellfountaine OH😁 So relatable😭

[@PeterKnowles-e6s]

✨🕊️✨

[@Lady_W1ll0w]

This hits too close to home I love it tho

[@TheRealMrCods]

💖😥

[@Cha0ticbeth]

Austin/Bastrop 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

[@SkyDxddy]

Comment your city for a chance to win free tickets to see me on tour!! Thank you for all the love and support on this one. It means the world to me

[@kay878it]

[@kittycas92]

Kingston PA

[@kotaslittleworld]

Lake Park, FL ❤❤️‍🩹

[@Floridahomegrowngirl]

Orlando FL

[@nathanpotter8569]

Jessup, Md

[@SkyDxddy]

Early gang wya??

[@crystallee133]

Here!!

[@kay878it]

Here!

[@pineapplemaster8092]

Watched the premiere thank you so much

[@emilyeisner7205]

Here❤

[@DeadPenguin6624]

Yo

[@gregoryritchey2457]

This is it... This is your breakout song. I am getting chills just listening to this for the first time and I have not even finished the song yet. You created a masterpiece.

[@ShaneBlackheart]

This is my f*in life. When I finally found my voice as a survivor, everyone had a problem with me eventually for one reason or another. I live in isolation now and second-guess everything I post online, or try to say. I feel like after years of not having a voice, I was pushed back into a corner again for others' comfort and it hurts. I'm that friend who is depressed every day and struggling to hang on. I've lost so many people for making mistakes or for them perceiving me as an attention-seeker or a liar. I'm just tired. I feel so f*in seen with this song.

[@KP-cq8rk]

Yup! This!

[@zionfarms360]

This is exactly how I feel. The minute you speak up about something upsetting you, everyone thinks you're just looking for attention.

[@leeannharvey8702]

I found my voice, kept it, they continue to have problems. Now we can all be uncomfortable. At least it's not just me anymore. Thank you for sharing, I feel a bit less alone.

[@RobertDuensing-xp5wu]

I feel the same in my life. You're not alone.

[@PrincessMary-dz5jl]

It feels like u narrated my life, huh

[@katimitchell670]

This perfectly explains why those with trauma will suppress what they are feeling. We will always have an open heart to listen to others, but we will never share what makes us heavy.

[@itznakoma]

yup...

[@skymercii]

Exactly this 100%

[@walker96284]

Indeed.

[@AmyKalish-te3ot]

music.kzbin.info/aero/PLZB5vxxOYDDmeRAaC8QYZexjeAmbTMISn&si=XNoBNIOdlQtPlt0m 0:42

[@kaitybell]

I extend a grace to others that I can never accept being extended to me also. Why are we like this?

[@alishaburdine977]

2 years ago i was S.A. by someome in the church i was apart of. My husband and i stepped away from church because of it. Stepping away fron church and my mental health caused us to loose all of our friends. i dont know how you did it but in a matter of 3 minutes you wrote down everything i was feeling and thought i could not out into words. Thank you for this.

[@HH_heavenlyhope]

Im so sorry this happened to you Jesus wasn’t in that person know you were innocent ❤

[@ARJSN]

Thank you for sharing.❤ May you and your husband find fulfilling/loving friendships. I hope that you don't ever have to stop at a red light ever again. That you love your job and your boss treats you amazingly. Have many free, tasty desserts. Win your dream vacation. May your darkest years be behind you❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@postscriptciara]

I’m so sorry 💔 Jesus is the One who will carry you. He has not forgotten you.

[@Phoniexwolf209]

It’s sad when people especially the church, stop acting like Jesus and start having their own agenda. Jesus had more patience and understanding, we should all be reflecting that on each other. Pray for them, I know that’s hard, I’ve also been through some of that stuff to with the church, and God told me and my mom to step away as well, but continue to pray for them, and continue to seek God.

[@brother_bear_one7340]

"Bleeding out, biting on my tongue..." That line is a huge gut punch...

[@walker96284]

Exactly.

[@DigiDoesStuff]

That line hit me the hardest. Something I've always said to myself, "I've bit my tongue so much I've damn near severed it."

[@thebutterflywarrior28]

My 2 favourite Artists whose songs help me so much!! I cannot believe this is happening... it's amazing, thank you both for all that you do, there are no words for all the good that you do with your music, you help so many, including myself, and even though you have your own battles, you still find ways to help others. And though you are helping others, know that your pain doesn't go unnoticed, you are heard and you are seen, and you will never be alone. Much love and care sent your way 🔥💙🦋

[@bananarose9953]

This is beautifully said and couldn't agree more❤

[@Asher__4801YT]

I love this as well.

[@melessachamblee8655]

Same

[@Rebelle_Elegance]

"The more that I speak my mind the more I get left behind" resonates with me big time...

[@ForeverWinterandHope]

Who's here because of Crazycae?

[@Ilovetraveling-A]

Meeee

[@swiftie_7135]

wait i thought i was the only one 😭

[@ariannalucia5293]

Partially. I heard this demo feom citizen soldier dueting skydaddy, then crazycae reminded me about it

[@KelliePackman-fo3nq]

Yes

[@PhoenixHalliwell-ou8ln]

Me she's low key my favorite

[@danielwells6319]

I can relate to these lyrics reflecting on my traumatic experiences and dealing with PTSD, depression, and anxiety. My story triggers people, so I am forced to keep it iall balled up inside my head. I have learned, in my case, that no one truly cares that I am dead inside. I have lost childhood friend and even family members because of my mental state. It is sad. My situation is completely different than SkyDxddy's. I am truly sorry that she went through those experiences. I have been exposed to the aftermath of similar experiences because my ex wife experienced similar circumstances throughout her childhood and teen years. It stopped when she and I became a couple. I even tried to get her some help, but she was not ready to begin the healing process. Both of our traumatic experiences cost us our marriage. She hid behind her pain by cheating on me and getting wasted, while I worked on trying to fix myself by going to counseling and praying.

[@MilaHolmes9]

So can I ur not alone in this 😢😢😢😢 but my situation is way more like Skydxddy every since I was baby so I can relate to her and her music all the way 😢😢😢😢

[@lilcheybaby1008]

Ive realized the only people who care are the ones have been through it too!

[@disableddramaqueen9602]

You’re not alone I experienced very similar experiences in my life with my friends and family as well. The song really hits hard for me me as a complex PTSD Survivor that also has it rooted in childhood and my physical abilities song, literally almost made me sob because this is what I’ve been trying to explain to people for years and I’ve lost relationships with people because my physical abilities apparently are too much for them or my mental state or both. They never consider what it does. I think this song calculates that perfectly and you said in your comment, I feel wholeheartedly and I’m glad that you’re feeling heard by this song too

[@ShelbyRoberts-bg4hr]

I suffer with the same thing you suffer with. I agree with you.

[@walker96284]

Oof, you're not alone though.

[@izzydarklord7927]

HELL YEAH GLAD TO SEE YOU AND CITIZEN SOLDIER WORKING ON MUSIC TOGETHER

[@walker96284]

*woo baby!*

[@kittycas92]

I absolutely love this song it's been on repeat since it's release..your songs really do speak to the soul of those with trauma at least for me they do❤

[@heatherwarren7988]

Omg!!!! Sky!!!! You're going to get that Grammy darlin!!!!!

[@aprilthreatte9190]

These words are hitting hard. Love the song!!

[@walker96284]

Me too ❤

[@ashleycumming9326]

God you doing a song with him is just beautiful, you have pulled this 34 year old out of a very dark place. Don't stop your recovery and shinning so bright after a storm

[@ZAB_Dragons]

My two fave artists did a duet..Im crying! This is so relatable!😭😭

[@heatherwarren7988]

I can't get enough of this song!!!! I have chills and goosebumps every time I listen!

[@tiffanyhull3397]

The fact that I've loved citizen soldier for a while and my daughter introduced me to your music. This song is amazing and so relatable! Thank you both for doing this song! Can't wait to see you in Springfield

[@walker96284]

❤❤❤❤❤

[@beachhorse5443]

I'm 34 years old and this song speaks to my soul. I never cried this much in years. Thank you for validating my feelings.

[@ELIZABETH.GOODMAN]

I HAVE TO SAY SOMETHING. I needed this today after having a major seziure in walmart yesterday. I needed to hear strength words . People looked at me and my small kids made bad comments I am beyond embarrassed my husband and 3 small kids ... I don't want them to drown with me . We already in a weekly due to stupid cancer appts and seziures... I'm gonna listen and share your words to others may help them tooooooo😢

[@walker96284]

I'm so sorry about that. You okay now or you don't want to talk about it?

[@elizabethjustingoodman2296]

They are happening daily now . I feel like a burden to others can't provide for my children the way I should it's hard at times. I wish I was a different person

[@scorpionqueen9652]

​@elizabethjustingoodman2296 as a mother of 4 who have dealt with seizures and mental health issues as well as being a SA and every type of demistic abuse it's extremely difficult to be a parent and or a girlfriend/ wife when you are either recovering from an episode ( seizures) or trying to heal from whatever abuse. No one ever thinks of the person who takes care of everyone else as possibly needing not someone to take care of them or to fix them but to know that someone is there for them when they are recovering from a seizure or an addiction or even battling a war with their mental that absolutely no one can see just to know someone is there to help them even if it's just to sit with them

[@scorpionqueen9652]

​@@elizabethjustingoodman2296feel free to message me sometime I will be happy to bounce ideas off of you to help with the seizures and the mental issues that come with them as well perhaps some things I have found that's worked for me possibly could help you as well. Meantime keep your head up with or without physical issues and possibly mental issues raising children is never easy ain't like they come with warning labels instruction manual or a return policy 😊 we all are just trying to do the best we can with what cards we are dealt but remember you can always change the cards to your favor

[@walker96284]

@@scorpionqueen9652 sorry about that.

[@logoutplz]

Big fan of both artists 🔥🔥🚒

[@louisechristensen4569]

Two of my favourite artists doing a song together.......... Dream came true!!! LOVE this song. It tells the story of the pain and consequences of PTSD. I suffer from depression, social anxiety, agoraphobia and PTSD, so this song speaks to me on a level I never thought possible. Even writing this comment is hard for me, because I'm listening to the song at the same time, and the tears blur my vision. THANK YOU SO SO MUCH for creating music that breaks the taboo, and provide awareness that mental health is just as important if not more! Please keep doing what you do and again THANK YOU so much!! Much love from Denmark

[@walker96284]

😮 OMG I made an OC that suffers from childhood trauma.... this fits him perfectly!!!

[@garmadonthesensei59]

You both did absolutely amazing!! One of my new favorite songs! 🥰

[@TinkFL]

I have been waiting - you are my 2 favs! West Palm Beach, FL

[@azrailgrimm9718]

Dream collab + amazing/relatable song= new favorite song

[@Annasimonds1655]

I’m so excited for this song. It’s been on repeat since released.. Michigan is my state!

[@onemoretime106]

"My story makes you so uncomfortable" that part.

[@DarenReed]

Same for me as well. It's the reason why I don't have many people in my life

[@Thesilentbookkillet]

This hits hard for the therapist friend in my opinion

[@mistress_of_the_dark380]

This song has become like free therapy for me. Apparently I also need to return to therapy myself. ❤❤❤ 3:07

[@RomeoDeMarco26]

A beautiful voice to match a beautiful message.... Keep up the good work....

[@crystallee133]

This lyric video is amazing!!!

[@Grace.Mundy2004]

Hi y'all

[@msvalcalla3409]

Holy cow these words hit extra hard.... Houston Texas here by the way!

[@tom24865]

I got a good friend in Houston great city, nice people. ✌️

[@R0zieP0zey]

The lyrics "So now I'm too depressing to be around I'm guessing, being friends with me is just too hard." and "The more I speak my mind, the more I get left behind." are so relatable, a lot of the song in general is.

[@RoryMar90]

Thank you for this song. It hits so hard with my life. Between my mental trauma and my physical health issues I can’t honestly think of a person who fully and truly knows me now. Anyone who had gotten there or close… well they left. It’s just a lot. Been following you for a few years now on other platforms and each one you make hits my soul.

[@LordBungeekrum]

Its hard to truly express your sad points in life. Even to people that are close to you because you might not think they will listen. You are never alone in this world. That's why the internet is good place. Your comment is 2 months old, but damn if im not right there with you my guy. It might be hard, but you have real people in your life that care about you. Music is a way to better yourself.

[@Izzy-ff4xf]

Hey sky

[@BLACK_GOLD1627]

I swear this is my anthem!! I have so much that I keep to myself because I always get asked"why are you so negative?" Or "when are you going to let that go? The past is the past." I feel like I'm alone and when I listen to your music I feel like you're speaking to me. You understand me. You see me for who I am, flaws and all. You are not only an incredible artist but also a courageous person and I am so grateful you can speak up for yourself snd for people like me in this world. Thank you SkyDxddy, I truly thank you❤️❤️❤️. You are my therapy.

[@mandamadigan3302]

This song hits the right spot. Going through DV and keeping my mouth silent for so long about everything. And losing people when I decided to speak out. This song just speaks loud.

[@walker96284]

😢😢😢😢

[@EmmaRoot-r7c]

Thank you, Sky. I really needed this ❤

[@TheresaNuttall-he7dd]

Man YOUR MUSIC SAVED MY LIFE THANK YOU PLEASE DONT EVER QUIT GIVING US MUSIC IT FREES OUR SOULS

[@sharlottelyman499]

I'm so so glad that you and citizen soldier did this one together 💜 it's beautiful

[@dianavandentillaart-kool9335]

I absolutely love Citizen Soldier, but I also love your music 💖 the both of you together is absolutely amazing... I just love, love, love this song 🌹💜🖤❤️🖤💜🌹

[@DeadPenguin6624]

Let go

[@aaronobrien2856]

Sooo glad this finally happened!!💜💜 Listening from Fulton missouri(for now bout to move to lansing Michigan)

[@amywest1533]

The past year, I have been recovering from an abusive marriage. The past year has been my hardest emotionally. Your music speaks the mental health of someone working through my trauma. I have had really good ups but horrible downs of depression. This song right here came out in the middle of a horrible triggering moment. For weeks I couldn't stop reliving moments in my head. Thank you for your music, I love In Tennessee.

[@randomgaming9062]

Omg this is so goooooooooood

[@Coolbreezy200]

This song is so good, and the lyric video was beautiful ❤

[@graceorrison2498]

Excited for the drop ❤😊

[@lonewolfpoetics]

absolutely LOVE this song already! Would love to see you bring Traumacore to Regina, SK, Canada!

[@patrickhall9309]

This right here.... This right here is itttttt.... ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@Aubrie-si9st]

You are just so amazing! The song is amazing! I first heard you earlier this year and I know it hasn't been a super long time but you are so talented and astounding.

[@angrydoomkitty]

Toronto, Canada!!!!

[@supergirlfan1587]

Words cant express how much I love this. two my favorite artists collabing? amazing. just... Speechless in the best way. 🎉🎉🎉

[@petallil5192]

Sky, your songs makes me fell heard everytime!!!! Monroe Michigan

[@shainecobar2054]

Checking and coming back to SKYDXDDY's YT channel if there's any new song but found out another heartbreaking relatable song that definitely describes my entire Humanity!🔥😭🫶💖

[@kevinmcintosh3222]

This song is 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 i relate so much!!! You and Cirzen Solider are amazing!!!!

[@rorytobin8825]

Just fuckin WOW!!!!! That's not saying everything I think of the song, but DAYUM yall took this shit to a whole new lvl. Bad part is this is one of those songs that ....... Yeah. Yall got a new fan. Fuckin keep it up.

[@ambergholson2947]

Killeen, tx i feel every word of this song thank you both.

[@rayax2805]

This song always hit really hard with me but everytime Jake Segura sings “Rather die than have you see me break” it hits in a whole new way after my father committed suicide last month. He was exactly like that. I’m so glad Citizen Soldier sings about men’s mental health. And I’m so glad Skydaddy has her songs that are so raw as well because I connect with so many of them. Thank you- both of you guys (and the rest of Citizen Soldier) for being such a huge help in giving people with mental illnesses and trauma (and everything yall sing about) something to relate to. ❤

[@rowaida1925]

The collab I didn't know I needed with my 2 fav artists 😭❤️

[@amandaquinn655]

I love your music i relate to it so much and ive been listening to this on repest for hours thank you sky keep going

[@HannahFaith08]

AHHHHHH!!! THIS IS INCREDIBLE!!! LOVE YOU SKY!!!

[@DawnWildFire]

These both favorite band and singer... Honestly thanks I'm not having a great day like most days... I cry hearing this... This is my life... I don't know how to explain but thank u for making this songs I go to music because the words are how I feel.... Thank u now I'm going to go cry and wishing I'm dead

[@InPieces_music]

Love this. Feel this one so much

[@ravenraven3588]

Thank you for making such a deep and dark part of my mind so beautiful. This song speaks to my soul 🖤 Much love from PSL Florida 🖤

[@shelbypevey400]

Hell yes! Exactly what I needed

[@midnightsleeper564]

omg love it

[@SaraShatraw-dc8rp]

So excited for the song!!! ❤

[@__J.U.D.A.S__P.I.K.A.S__]

It is executed perfectly. Thank you for producing great music. Your voices sound incredibly good.

[@ashlongordon9388]

From the moment I heard this on TT I felt it in my soul and I broke down and cried. Thank you for this. It is everything.

[@Ravenssinging]

The song and collaboration I've absolutely been waiting for omg❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@danaposton3649]

So many will hide things they been through and omit parts of themselves for fear of being alone, i would rather be truthful and free myself

[@flamingeagles1183]

This song pretty much perfectly describes my life right now its kind of scary. Anyway such an awesome song!!!

[@Lala-xu8xm]

I know it's not related to this content but please and ask everyones help to support Bangladesh. We're living worser then hell😢#savebangladeshstudents

[@jadevanaman3950]

This is one of those songs that mean so much to so many people. It's powerful, sad, and deep. You create amazing music

[@jaketalmonti8032]

I didn't expect this feature fr I love sky but citizen same song construction bugs me so it's better this her song plus she always kills it I been a fan since her joker remix ❤

[@NotChloeRoblox13]

I love this collaboration that u guys did I love this song so much ❤

[@Urgirlmarie]

“i’ll lose everyone if i’m not fake. rather die then let you watch me break” hit way to close to home…

[@robgoblin9803]

Portales NM. Even though I doubt I can win I'm still hopeful

[@diamondcatts]

this is such a sad song and I've been waiting for it for so long. i know what its about and I've never had that happen to me but I can relate to this through my depression.

[@dedicatedmother3325]

Come back to MN again please. Saint Paul this time ❤❤ this song is fire!!

[@Shadow_Queen628]

❤