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Citizen Soldier

Citizen Soldier

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@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
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@nightmare6276
@nightmare6276 Жыл бұрын
How did i not know that u made a video today i was just listening to icu bc its a really cool song and i will always love it so yeah😃 😢
@THEEGUARDIANANGEL
@THEEGUARDIANANGEL Жыл бұрын
THEE ENTIRE🌐 WORLD NEEDS TO HEAR THIS 🙏 😢❤😇🤗❤️‍🔥🔥🔥❤️‍🩹💯💯📢📢📢🎛🎚🔉🔊📟💎
@grymhunter2849
@grymhunter2849 Жыл бұрын
I have a song request, if you could take it. A song about Apathy. Someone that chose to be apathetic to protect themself and wants to undo it but can't turn back because it's gotten too far.
@x_Chib_o
@x_Chib_o Жыл бұрын
Cant wait to see yall in Pittsburgh! Got the Tour Bus package for my wife but unfortunately was sold out when i went to buy mine immediately after lol, still got the meet and greet though!
@asta114
@asta114 Жыл бұрын
SEE YOU CHICAGO ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤🌹
@Halocene
@Halocene Жыл бұрын
MASSIVE thank you to Citizen Soldier for believing in us. SO excited to TOUR TOGETHER!!
@Z_Dreadlord_Z
@Z_Dreadlord_Z Жыл бұрын
Ay perhaps yall should continue with this. Perhaps a full album? On the plus side this hit me hard no different than others. And what an amazing duet from you and CS, this song is a true gem IMO. Great message and song overall!❤💯
@sillysausage621
@sillysausage621 Жыл бұрын
So happy to see you guys finally getting out there! Your music has always been amazing and each song you put out has been on another level. Hope to see more and watch you grow as a band 💜
@Voron_Aggrav
@Voron_Aggrav 11 ай бұрын
really love your part in this,
@jaredskay9135
@jaredskay9135 8 ай бұрын
We always believe in you Addie!
@mgfallacy3614
@mgfallacy3614 7 ай бұрын
you deserve it cant wait to watch a live performance from ur tour
@jonparker3691
@jonparker3691 Жыл бұрын
I don't think a song has hit me harder. " A million thoughts on my head and they all want me dead but I'm too good at holding them down." This song is what I've needed for years.😊
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
🫶
@michaelsimpson8408
@michaelsimpson8408 Жыл бұрын
Exactly
@anchormidori7872
@anchormidori7872 Жыл бұрын
Same, fighting them like Don Quixote
@kam4012
@kam4012 Жыл бұрын
❤️❤️💙
@brettskinner1416
@brettskinner1416 Жыл бұрын
Me too
@Cosmicgothx
@Cosmicgothx Жыл бұрын
As someone who went through apathy, this song... Is so perfect. The feeling of feeling hollow while so full is such a heavy thing
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
Appreciate you 🫶
@vincenttrigg4521
@vincenttrigg4521 Жыл бұрын
Holy heck that end part is poetry. "feeling hollow while so full is such a heavy feeling" I had a long period of apathy in my teen years as a defense mechanism to stop hurting. Glad to hear you're still kicking around! ❤️
@Cosmicgothx
@Cosmicgothx Жыл бұрын
@@vincenttrigg4521 glad to see you made it through, friend
@plasmasnow22
@plasmasnow22 Жыл бұрын
Woah, dude, thank you so much. I actually had no idea that there was a word to describe my not being able to make my body cry since I guess it just doesn't feel safe too. I actually have a word for the emotion now.
@onlysongs1607
@onlysongs1607 Жыл бұрын
@@plasmasnow22, I also like the word
@RedBalance_
@RedBalance_ Жыл бұрын
I adore the icy visuals of this one, like ice that won't melt, eyes that won't cry.
@ryanstout8634
@ryanstout8634 9 ай бұрын
Damn that's a good observation 💛
@RedBalance_
@RedBalance_ 9 ай бұрын
Thanks!@@ryanstout8634
@beanmemez5754
@beanmemez5754 4 ай бұрын
Or like ice that burns when you cry at the wrong times
@Fenyxclips
@Fenyxclips Жыл бұрын
Didn't expect to encounter a song that I instantly love. Been wanting to cry for a long while. "There is NO healing in NOT feeling ANYTHING" hit quite hard even for how true it is. "My life is full of love but I'm empty."
@dramaticallydreaming3656
@dramaticallydreaming3656 Жыл бұрын
I've lost the ability to cry about 9 years now. Lord knows what I would give to be able to cry again. Treasure the tears guys ❤️
@ShadowWing
@ShadowWing Жыл бұрын
"Wish I could cry right now" You have no idea how many people you saved and how much you've helped. This collaboration is a true miracle, thank you for those beautiful sounds^^
@threevisionsgodpark
@threevisionsgodpark Жыл бұрын
Helped??? This is literally depression/suicide porn. Just listening to it until I have the strength to finally do it all the way once and for all. This world is Hell. There's only one way out.
@michaelsimpson8408
@michaelsimpson8408 Жыл бұрын
This song describes how I’ve felt for years In my life I’ve been through a lot and I lost my ability to cry out of sadness and while I have emotion it becomes more difficult to be sad when I can’t cry from it and yall always describe me through your songs thank you for making this music
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing 🫶 sending hugs
@dj1unique
@dj1unique Жыл бұрын
Your comment made me cry
@michaelsimpson8408
@michaelsimpson8408 Жыл бұрын
@@dj1unique oh my bad
@beanmemez5754
@beanmemez5754 4 ай бұрын
People still cry out of sadness? Dam- I thought it's just overwhelmed
@plasmasnow22
@plasmasnow22 Жыл бұрын
Dude, I was in a mental facility for a week and literally the day this came out, even though I wasn't allowed my phone so I had no idea about it until now, I was in group therapy and was telling the therapist how I would go numb and KNEW crying would help, but my body just won't cry. I used to self harm to make myself break and cry, but now I'm clean of that which is great, but I was TALKING TO HER about how I wish I knew how to just cry without bad habits the day this was posted. Wow, and like I said I had no idea the song was made. I needed this song more than anything because it's so hard feeling like you're the only one going through something. I just can't cry because I guess my body still doesn't feel safe to 'be weak' even after all these years and I thought I was alone. God bless you man.
@thefaceofdeath
@thefaceofdeath Жыл бұрын
There are very, very few songs that can transcend just being a song and flawlessly express raw human emotion, and even fewer songs that can do it on the first listen. This is one of those rare songs. Absolute perfection, from the lyrics to the slow build-up of the instruments in the background and how it truly symbolizes how bottling up our emotions will eventually cause us to break. Halocene does such an amazing job contributing here too. Absolutely amazing work.
@dubinator100
@dubinator100 Жыл бұрын
I have been waiting for this song since I first heard it in the shorts. It's everything I've imagined it being. It just......it's real. It's something that I wish people in my life could hear. They might finally understand me at least on some level. I've had so many arguments with family over "not caring" when the truth is I've just numbed my emotions because I grew tired of the pain that came with feeling. And it's reached a point where I just wish that I could feel anything at this point rather than just being numb to the world around me. "I'm living not alive." It really describes things so well.
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing that 🫶 Sending hugs
@lilian_fortane
@lilian_fortane Жыл бұрын
Here we go ! A great collab with a great tour is coming 🖤
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
Hope to see you on the tour 🫶
@НовияЭммур
@НовияЭммур 4 ай бұрын
"I just want to break down, I'm ready" there's so much in these words (in that whole verse, too), that I don't even know how to explain it I didn't think it could be put so breathtakingly accurate, both in terms of the words and the voice they are sung in
@reliuscb2905
@reliuscb2905 Жыл бұрын
You guys always hit hard with the lyrics. "I really wish I could cry right, but I'm afraid I've forgotten how" kind describes what my life has turned into; people always tell me that I'm never upset, sad or something... They only see my smile, even on my worse moments... Appreciate how you guys can express what others like me can't ❤
@KarenLeeTLS
@KarenLeeTLS Жыл бұрын
Gut wrenching lyrics. 😢 Appreciate your honesty.
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
Much love 🫶
@MadelynBecker-y7w
@MadelynBecker-y7w 4 ай бұрын
" A million thoughts on my head and they all want me dead but I'm too good at holding them down." Been doing this for months. I hope it will get better
@jamiehorton5029
@jamiehorton5029 Жыл бұрын
"To fall apart right now would feel like ecstasy but these walls weren't built to break" This line hit me in the chest so hard! I haven't cried in longer than I could remember even though I know it would make everything better..
@EternalConclave
@EternalConclave Жыл бұрын
November is the worst time in my life that echoes every year. I lost my grandfather to Cancer. I get too happy, I cry, I feel frustrated, I cry, I feel hope, I cry. But grief? Genuine sorrow? It just doesn't happen, or they'll form in my eyes, gloss my sight, but I can't break down. They form and I go numb and it shuts down. Once again, another song I really needed, another song that lets me feel what I need, to shatter like I desperately needed to move forward in healing. Thank you. thank you so much, for being you, for making music, for listening to us and making pieces to help us feel heard, to help YOURSELVES be heard. Just like you tell us we're not alone, you are not alone. We see you, and at least from this australian, fuck mate, I'm so fucking thankful for you.
@oggo329
@oggo329 Жыл бұрын
Each new song is a new peak, and this one is no exception ❤ To this day I'm still amazed at how you are able to transfer all the emotions into words
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
Glad to hear that 🫶
@kaplararon1592
@kaplararon1592 Жыл бұрын
This song is so, so beautiful. Great job from both Citizen Soldier and Halocene!
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
Thanks 🫶
@Drag0nmaster
@Drag0nmaster Жыл бұрын
I feel this song. I cry a lot, but no emotion really gets let loose, crying doesn't let loose all the negative emotion. It's like, you take the tears, and before they spill over the dam, you filter out all of the emotion and capture it, sending it right back. Love these songs so much!
@AlexanderWinter0
@AlexanderWinter0 Жыл бұрын
Wonderful song ❤
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
🫶
@mandaloo0377
@mandaloo0377 8 ай бұрын
God this is hitting me to the core, and bringing tears out, which is very much needed. I've been dealing with the ups, downs, why after 27yrs of first being diagnosed with chronic depression and anxiety, the hell, trauma from toxic fam, friends, and what I believed was true love. 2014 diagnosed with PTSD, and I also now deal with chronic illness. After my last relationship broke me to my breaking point, I have tried. Not one friend still around, and growing up in what I thought was a loving, close, family, aunts, uncles, sis, all. But reality hit n I have my dad, who I trust 99% and my daughter, who is only one I know without doubt loves me 100% of the time. Not I feel like I'm just a lost cause, but because of my daughter I refuse. Pray it is going to get better, I believe God has me still here for a reason. But I will also fight n hell, and come outta the fire for my daughter
@rossjones8656
@rossjones8656 Жыл бұрын
Another depressing banger. It's strange how pain and suffering can make something beautifully. You guys really had master this craft and the second singer just adds so much. Its perfect.
@atouchofserenity
@atouchofserenity Жыл бұрын
You have no idea how much it means hearing a woman's voice in one of these songs. I love you Citizen Soldier, but I think I needed to hear her.
@CK-lr7sd
@CK-lr7sd Жыл бұрын
Ouch.😂 that hurt... another incredible song and the vocals on both parts are incredible! Sending hugs to anyone that wants/needs them!🤗🤗🤗
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
🫶
@madisonmorris97
@madisonmorris97 Жыл бұрын
I do
@LisroMeniosa
@LisroMeniosa Жыл бұрын
Thanks
@madisonmorris97
@madisonmorris97 Жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier thx Jake 🥹🥹🥹
@01keyboard
@01keyboard Жыл бұрын
Hugs huh?....I'll take 2
@waynes5807
@waynes5807 9 ай бұрын
Had to listen to this song because it really fits right now. Have you ever had that moment that every part of your body says you should be crying but nothing comes out. My eyes hurt like I’ve been crying for hours but not a single tear will come out. FML…..
@lexispassion718
@lexispassion718 Жыл бұрын
The "I really wish that I could cry right now, but I'm afraid that I've forgotten how. Being numb's how I cope with the hell that I've known" really felt that .❤
@GothicLane
@GothicLane Жыл бұрын
I've spent 26 years being gaslit to the point I can no longer cry. This song speaks to me in a way that's both raw and healing. It's like my mind's been given a voice by you, it can finally be heard. Thank you
@trmp9923
@trmp9923 Жыл бұрын
yea I'm a 35 year old woman and haven't cried in years... been depressed, hopeless, extremely anxious.. but nope, can't even cry
@TanasMallon
@TanasMallon 9 ай бұрын
I get it I just got out of a 5 year marriage where I was isolated from everyone my wife at the time only worried about herself and the money yet I worked 140 hours in two weeks putting my life on the line every day yet I was thrown to the side the moment I put my foot down she jumped to the next guy
@barefootdreamer9025
@barefootdreamer9025 Жыл бұрын
I have an appointment with a therapist this week. First time. Sent her this and told her to listen to it before our meeting. Never has a song literally said what my head and heart say. Thank you for this. Please tour the UK! We’re very lovely here 🖤
@쿠리-l2g
@쿠리-l2g Жыл бұрын
Your songs once struck a chord in my heart and brought me to tears, but now they don't. Now, I simply appreciate their beauty. This means your songs have healed me. Thank you. ❤
@Mordred14394
@Mordred14394 7 ай бұрын
coming back to listening to you again and maaan, you still got banger songs to accompany me at times like this
@polidon1577
@polidon1577 Жыл бұрын
Been waiting for this song for so long and it didn't disappoint. Feels like I've run out of tears to cry, so your music has become my replacement to release those feelings
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
Thanks for patiently waiting 🫶 Glad it didn't disappoint
@sockembopperify
@sockembopperify 5 ай бұрын
My mother passed away from Lung Cancer. She battled with her health for years before the cancer got her. I was strong and optimistic for her, showing no fear or worry. It helped her hold on for awhile, but was ripping me apart inside. Some of my last words to her were, "I'm tired of having to be strong...." She said "Baby, you don't have to be anymore, I'll be Ok." This song embodies that moment she said that because the Dam broke and I was finally able to breath. RIP Ms. Diana 1962-2022
@GooseInSuit
@GooseInSuit Жыл бұрын
I've been coping my reading,by numbing my feelings. Sometimes I can't cry and sometimes I can't stop. I'm broken hut your songs have been helpful. I've been broken for so many years and I never even realized till I realized I'd dint wanna live. Then j found you guys. THANK YOU ❤
@irinakafka2976
@irinakafka2976 Жыл бұрын
Beautiful song, hit me so hard. "I really wish that I could cry right now I really wish that I could let this out", "I've had to wear a thousand faces be fake to just replace this" I needed this, thank you!
@MSREAPEROFFICAL
@MSREAPEROFFICAL Жыл бұрын
I feel this. Everyday and night. I've been hated by friends and people. Never felt something hit harder than this truthful song that explains my feelings tonight. Thank you for such an amazing song.
@Idkwhattoputheregoodig
@Idkwhattoputheregoodig Жыл бұрын
Yea...
@ToddHarkin
@ToddHarkin Жыл бұрын
Powerful! The visuals with the lyrics drive it home. I'm curious to see what kind of cinematic video you could produce for this song as well… I've been a @Halocene fan for years. I'm happy to say I'm an instant Citizen Soldier fan as well.
@kryswilson2743
@kryswilson2743 Жыл бұрын
That’s an incredible song!! You guys never let me down for a second
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
Much love 🫶
@Calidude_roblox
@Calidude_roblox Жыл бұрын
THIS IS JUST LIKE ICU WOW
@greyzetriangle
@greyzetriangle Жыл бұрын
Hearing Jake and Addies voices together hits a lot different. Being a fan of both bands for a while now, and I don’t regret stumbling across either of them in my times of need.
@AlysonBate
@AlysonBate Жыл бұрын
Was just realizing the other day that my SAD had developed into the numbness stage, and I'm having a hard time feeling emotions, so this hit a lot harder than it would've otherwise. Thank you as always for putting lyrics to feelings in a way the rest of us can't. 🙏🏻
@AndyLegends14
@AndyLegends14 Жыл бұрын
This was one of the songs I was most looking forward to.😍 Your band and music are my safe space when I'm going through difficult days. Your songs always help me, comfort me, give me strength to remain firm! and it makes me feel like I'm not alone. So thank you very much for existing! ❤️❤️❤️
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
Glad to hear the music helps 🫶
@jjfrenzy789
@jjfrenzy789 Жыл бұрын
How does this hit so hard?! The amount of times where I think I should feel scared or sad about something but fell nothing….dang. Also the fact you can hear the emotion behind “cry right now” is amazing!
@waterhorse_httyd657
@waterhorse_httyd657 Жыл бұрын
I simply love the harmony in the way voices of you both match and mix together. It feels so heavenly. I don't know how to describe this.... So much emotions put in one song. The best part about your songs is that I can hear just a little bit of it and then can't get it out of my head and i'm waiting unpatiently for the full release. There are so many of your songs that I adore and it really feels like each new one is better than the previous one!
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
Appreciate those words 🫶
@igiem368
@igiem368 Жыл бұрын
I was falling apart emotionally last night. Falling asleep alone these last few months have been nothing short of agonizing. I really needed this. Thank you.
@LavitosExodius
@LavitosExodius Жыл бұрын
Beautiful song Addie really complimented your voice great on this.
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
Addie has an unreal voice 🫶
@tabbykat4817
@tabbykat4817 Жыл бұрын
A million thoughts in my head and they all want me dead, this is exactly how I have felt recently.
@sheagirl0098
@sheagirl0098 Жыл бұрын
This song is so relatable and touching. It's how I feel on the daily but I'm too scared to let it out. Thank you so much for this amazing song❤
@A-hole_Industries
@A-hole_Industries 11 ай бұрын
"Million thoughts in my head and they all want me dead, I'm too good at holding them down." "I've learned that there is no healing in not feeling Anything. I'm just a cage of skin that through away the key." This song understands me better than my friends and family ever could. Thank you...... 😢
@raefuller7635
@raefuller7635 Жыл бұрын
Love you so much thank you for every song!
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
Much love 🫶
@dreyagraham6807
@dreyagraham6807 Жыл бұрын
Every one of your guys songs has always hit me hard, but this one specifically has really hit me hard. I don't think I have every felt so in common with a song. Glad Halocene was able to team up with you she is an amazing artist, her voice works so well with your guys band. Great job never seems to amaze when you guys produce such great music.
@Sheamuscz
@Sheamuscz Жыл бұрын
Agreed, but a reminder: Halocene is a whole band, the singer's name is Addie. :)
@dreyagraham6807
@dreyagraham6807 Жыл бұрын
@@Sheamuscz Thanks for correcting my mistake
@WhoIs.Aaj..
@WhoIs.Aaj.. Жыл бұрын
Ain’t no way both my favorite artist just collaborated to make a masterpiece 😭💗💗
@mizukun1999
@mizukun1999 Жыл бұрын
Not only are the lyrics the type of lyrics that penetrate the deepest part of the heart, but it is the best duo I have ever heard. Two beautiful voices in one song!!!!
@KataHime
@KataHime Жыл бұрын
This is another amazing song! ❤❤❤❤ I’m in love with the chorus
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
Glad to hear that 🫶
@Fandom_editz14
@Fandom_editz14 Жыл бұрын
Lyrics 0:00 Built a fortress trading memories For always feeling empty Lost purpose running from my pain I made a prison shining Trauma And never found nirvana Sold cyanide from novacaine I’ve learned that There is no healing in Not feeling anything I’m just a cage of skin That threw away the key To fall apart right now That’d feel like ecstasy These walls weren’t built to break I really wish that I could cry right now I really wish that I could let this out Million thoughts in my head And they all want me dead I’m too good at holding them down I really wish that I could cry right now But I’m afraid that I’ve forgotten how Being numbs how I cope With the hell that I’ve known But the silence is making me drown I really wish that I could cry I really wish that I could cry I’ve had to wear a thousand faces Be fake to just erase this Panic that my past holds tight Now every feeling lost its flavour Cause I feel so much safer As frozen than in fight or flight I’ve learned that I’d rather suffer I would rather agonize Than lost the little things Just for the alibi That taste of tender love Is worth a sacrifice I’m living not alive I really wish that I could cry right now I really wish that I could let this out Million thoughts in my head And they all want me dead I’m too good at holding them down I really wish that I could cry right now But I’m afraid that I’ve forgotten how Being numbs in my cope With the hell that I’ve known But The silence is making me drown My life is full of love but I’m empty Cause I’ve been so afraid of remembering I just wanna break down I’m ready So let me please I really wish that I could cry right now I really wish that I could let this out (let this out) Million thoughts in my head And they all want me dead I’m too good at holding them down I really wish that I could cry right now (cry right now) But I’m afraid that I’ve forgotten how (forgotten how) Being numb how I cope With the hell that I’ve known But the silence is making me drown I really wish that I could cry
@demiurge1145
@demiurge1145 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for this beautiful and emotional song!
@wingless_gargoyle
@wingless_gargoyle Жыл бұрын
I've discovered you, wonderful people, just this year and let me say that you're amazing! I've never struggled with anxiety or diagnosed depression, so it's a normal thing for me to diminish my problems. But your songs hit hard almost every time and remind me that my own feelings actually matters. Your beautiful songs support me at hard times! Please, keep on doing what you love and take care!💜
@LadyKhaosTheDisorderedWitch
@LadyKhaosTheDisorderedWitch Жыл бұрын
So amazing how every song hits every bit of my trauma dead on! Thank you Citizen Soldier for being all of our voices when we cant speak the words!🖤
@idisen9432
@idisen9432 Жыл бұрын
I haven't been abel to cry in month's but just listening to this made me start to tear up and cry, thank you, yet another masterpiece.
@SkylerC1993
@SkylerC1993 Жыл бұрын
This song is so beautiful I can't even describe it. It reminds me of how beautiful ICU is ❤❤❤
@rinalyn32
@rinalyn32 Жыл бұрын
Silence is the most defining sound, this song hit harder than I thought it would when I took the time to slow down and actually listen to it! “As frozen in fight or flight” ripped right thru me with my life situation! Now back to dry my tears and adjust that mask, until I can stop running from the silence. ❤ thank you for another great song!
@TigerMoth_Of_RiverClan
@TigerMoth_Of_RiverClan Жыл бұрын
great song. thank you. you say words so many other people cant say
@livefyre4531
@livefyre4531 Жыл бұрын
This.. is how I've felt since my grandmother passed in 2006. Thank you for giving people like me a voice, a point of reference that others might understand.
@ambrosiarule3769
@ambrosiarule3769 Жыл бұрын
Wow... absolutely amazing!
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
🫶
@AnUnheardEidolon
@AnUnheardEidolon Жыл бұрын
This is the stage of therapy I’m in right now. Confronting my comfortability with being in the frozen stage. Citizen Soldier never fails to be relatable and hard hitting.
@natascha_mephisto
@natascha_mephisto Жыл бұрын
It hurts how much this describes my life. Thank you for putting the feelings in words that I dont know how to articulate♥
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
Sending hugs 🫶
@lucygardiner7594
@lucygardiner7594 Жыл бұрын
"a million thought in my head and they all want me dead, im too good at holding them down" describes me too much, i have forgotten all happy emotions even in happy situations, keep up the work
@anecancho
@anecancho Жыл бұрын
Wow ❤, I really wish I could cry right now. Today marks 2 years since a friend of mine died and there's nothing better than a new Citizen Soldier song to brighten your day a little
@hunter-rr8hz
@hunter-rr8hz Жыл бұрын
RIP, really hope everything is at least a bit better for you now, and hopefully their spirit is always with you.
@donnakurland1744
@donnakurland1744 Жыл бұрын
Great song. Just how I feel
@katiedonegan7924
@katiedonegan7924 Жыл бұрын
I needed this in everyway. It tells the scars Im too scared to tell anyone about.
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
Hope it helps 🫶
@katiedonegan7924
@katiedonegan7924 Жыл бұрын
In every way
@11wildy63
@11wildy63 Жыл бұрын
It might give you some peace to talk about it though, you aren't alone in this :) Take care!
@katiedonegan7924
@katiedonegan7924 Жыл бұрын
@@11wildy63 I write stories so I can usually distribute my feelings through there. You stay strong too. I don't know you, but just know you deserve to live. U deserve me telling you this because I know God wouldn't give you life just for it to end. Keep fighting. Your. Not. Alone
@Nurruv_Kass
@Nurruv_Kass Ай бұрын
I have actually cried for some nights in a row, now I can't even tear up. I don't have any tears left and Im just sitting there slowly swaying side to side as I listen to your songs.
@RavenRosemary
@RavenRosemary Жыл бұрын
and i thought wired for worthless was the song i was gonna be the most connected to, thank you for putting my feelings into words you guys.
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
🫶
@karapetrich303
@karapetrich303 Жыл бұрын
This song is beautiful man. I love how you capture the pain and make it into music that people can allow themselves to feel with.
@ZachMartin-v2n
@ZachMartin-v2n Жыл бұрын
You guys have helped me beyond what you know. I would give anything to have the money to see you guys live ❤
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
Appreciate you 🫶
@Sadgirl1800-m2e
@Sadgirl1800-m2e Жыл бұрын
Playing this on repeat all day at school 🖤🖤🖤🖤
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
🔂 🫶
@Queen_Bread
@Queen_Bread Жыл бұрын
THIS IS SUCH A PRETTY SONG??? I expected an amazing song, but this is so pretty, the emotion is perfect with the music, great job, I think this song is what gets me to cry
@fluffenough7797
@fluffenough7797 Жыл бұрын
This song hits so hard, the lyrics are amazing. This song makes me wish I could cry. 💙
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
🫶
@John-qe1cr
@John-qe1cr Жыл бұрын
This song really hit me, it's beautiful
@heartthatuser
@heartthatuser Жыл бұрын
These songs always seem to come out right as I'm feeling that way 💔
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
Hope it helps 🫶
@tobiasperkins7141
@tobiasperkins7141 Жыл бұрын
"To fall apart right know would feel like ecstasy these walls weren't built to break" There are so many great lines in this song that hit hard. I've been waiting for this since they released a small portion of it awhile back
@Viscacha07
@Viscacha07 Жыл бұрын
This is one of the best songs ive ever heard!!!!!
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
Happy to hear that 🫶
@pbronik7390
@pbronik7390 Жыл бұрын
This definitely song hits hard for me. Especially today with a family emergency. So many thoughts and keeping calm during that time is not easy. Thank you both so much for this collab song. ❤
@Jedi_Paragon
@Jedi_Paragon Жыл бұрын
Beautiful song. It hits so hard
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
Hope it helps 🫶
@dariawilliams8776
@dariawilliams8776 Жыл бұрын
I really needed to hear this. Sometimes I don't think that I can just break down but this song means the world to me. I'm so glad it's out now. Thank you so much 💘
@TheNamesRise
@TheNamesRise Жыл бұрын
Wish I had the words to describe how beautiful this song is
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
Appreciate you 🫶
@integramyke
@integramyke Жыл бұрын
I used to numb all the hurt all the pain with drugs so could tolerate a fake smile for the world while walking around so empty dying to just scream out and cry. As I got clean I had cone to find out I had damaged myself from fully feeling emotions for quite a while. Then it all came up outta nowhere. A flood of pain from years of suppression took a lot of work, a lot of support, and even more help to learn how to process these feelings and get through them in a healthy way instead of numbing aside or begging God to just take me so as not to go through it. I'm grateful I was revived and have a second chance at life, grateful to have been reminded of the world's beauty I've long forgotten, grateful for everyone that stuck by me at my worst to be able to share the best version of me I can now give. Thank you for your music that helps me on a daily, and to all that ate still in my life, and thank you God ❤️🙏
@cyrilschoppe4391
@cyrilschoppe4391 Жыл бұрын
I love your songs so damn much. I'm listening to them every single day. You guys are so great! Thank you so much for giving me something that makes me feel understood. It's like you know everything about me, even though we've never met. Keep going, you are doing such an amazing job! Thanks again❤
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
Appreciate you 🫶
@ironfalcon7822
@ironfalcon7822 Жыл бұрын
This song is everything I was hoping for and more; it truly has represented what I felt. Thank you all for what your doing.
@Shade_144
@Shade_144 Жыл бұрын
Love itttt, I have been so excited for this song and such perfect timing because I'm struggling with my emotions quite a lot at the moment. The lyrics "My life is full of love but I'm empty" I relate so much to that as I could be surrounded by people and still feel alone. Thank you guys, love you❤
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
Sending hugs 🫶
@kaplararon1592
@kaplararon1592 Жыл бұрын
I literally relate so much. Stay strong, man.
@javelldunn3379
@javelldunn3379 Жыл бұрын
@@kaplararon1592 Be strong
@johandrehoffman
@johandrehoffman Жыл бұрын
I am down, I am sad, and I am alone. The only thing that I can relate to and understands me is your music. Thank you so much for your music. It is comforting to my soul.
@Detolimoky
@Detolimoky Жыл бұрын
I don't think I've ever heard a song that describes me more than this
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
🫶
@danielbroad61
@danielbroad61 Жыл бұрын
I have never felt so seen in my life. For someone else to perfectly put how you feel into the words you could never find is so powerful I can't describe it. Thank you
@pedromok7
@pedromok7 Жыл бұрын
WOW ❤ LOVE SONG !!
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
🫶
@RavenRoseDaBoiii
@RavenRoseDaBoiii Жыл бұрын
Your music has saved my life countless times. Back when I could feel, and now, being numb to everything. Awesome song! ❤
@Gilded_Wolf
@Gilded_Wolf Жыл бұрын
caught it in time before work! I LOVE THIIIIIISSS!!!🥺❤‍🩹
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
Good timing 🫶
@Gilded_Wolf
@Gilded_Wolf Жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier 💝
@starsetaddict9566
@starsetaddict9566 Жыл бұрын
you guys have an incredible habit of releasing songs that describe exactly what i'm or someone i know is going through. I love it guys
@SarahbethAdolphson-nq5xm
@SarahbethAdolphson-nq5xm Жыл бұрын
This is such an amazing song, like all of them. Thank you guys once again!!!
@CitizenSoldier
@CitizenSoldier Жыл бұрын
Much love 🫶
@SarahbethAdolphson-nq5xm
@SarahbethAdolphson-nq5xm Жыл бұрын
@@CitizenSoldier you too!!! Thank you so much for the response. Can't wait to see you guys on your, hoping for next year
@EthanNichols-l3e
@EthanNichols-l3e Жыл бұрын
Thank you jake for everything I have been feeling sad here lately but you always make me feel better about myself I just want to say thank you
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