We All Struggle || Spoken Word

[@ClaytonJennings]

I hope this helps someone out there. Love you all. All poems, vids and novels: www.ClaytonJennings.com Have I been able to help you? Support my channel here: app.moonclerk.com/pay/2qswhhel8db9 Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/3HM2KNmxuQ4SS3A3sI5Lez Apple Music: music.apple.com/us/artist/clayton-jennings/1494243865 Amazon Music: tinyurl.com/y5u4hxc3 Instagram: instagram.com/claytonjennings1/

[@cckash]

Bless you man thank you for everything

[@morganblank]

All I can say is wow……. Amazing.

[@MyAlvaro777]

PRAY FOR ME clayton jennings I APPRECIATE that ONE TIME YOU TOLD ME THAT GOD LOVES ME.

[@marigood6950]

Thank you Clayton! I needed this and you always come in at the right moment! 🙏❤️

[@tonifriedly6327]

Clayton- I am praying for you. And I’m not just saying that- I’m doing it now. Kill steal and destroy is the devils way. You know this. My prayer for you is exactly as it should be- Gods great and glorious plan, Jesus’s comfort and perfect peace. God bless you, man. Continually, just as He has for years. Love to you and your family from mine 💕

[@Carter121301]

"I hope my poetry is there for you, even when I'm not" - Clayton Sir, you have saved my life countess of time by just listening to you speak cause it's like you know what I am going through every time, and to that I say thank you.

[@johnettecruz]

Amen!

[@Spookyookie11]

You may not see this, but if you do, I hope you're doing okay. God used you when I was at my lowest times when I was 14 and unsaved. I'm 20 now and I'm pursuing a youth ministry major. Much love 🖤

[@akilahthompson3451]

That’s so amazing!!!🥹🥹 God bless you on your journey☺️🙌🏾🙌🏾

[@05984905]

Go for it x

[@AngelWithin01]

I love this one and your “dear anxiety” one. ❤️ I listen to them a lot. I’m almost 30 and I’ve had depression since I can remember. Every day is hard.

[@ClaytonJennings]

Keep going

[@toesand1992]

You Matter Thank you for existing

[@brandonbaird3917]

You absolutely matter. I am here for you if you ever need to talk, I suffer too and it has taken a lot for me to open up and just let the real me out.

[@MyAlvaro777]

@@toesand1992 DO I MATTER?

[@toesand1992]

@@MyAlvaro777 Yes you do and you’re also loved

[@williamchristian2375]

I feel the same when you say "I'm not afraid of death but im afraid to get old". Never stop Clayton, you help me.

[@neilfrost86]

I can't tell you enough how much your words have been there for me!

[@EvocadoTheEvoker]

Hello Clayton, how are you? I wanted to reach out to you because we have not heard from you in a while. How are you doing mentally? Please come back to us. You are such an inspiration to so many of us and you have such an impact on your listeners. Truth be told, we need you. I hope we hear something from you soon.

[@kennyrodgers4960]

Please. 😩

[@sheilawoolsey167]

So true! You are a great inspiration & the world needs to hear what you have to say. Clayton, you've helped so many & may not even know it. 🙏💜

[@EvocadoTheEvoker]

@Yellow Ranger Well, in my opinion Jesus is an imaginary man you pray to, to condone your bad choices. Clayton is a man who speaks up for the rights and support of others instead of giving all the credits to the guy who's been dead for thousands of years and was likely scamming everyone.

[@EvocadoTheEvoker]

@@YvetteSegura we’re not here to talk about what Clayton does in his life. We are here to listen to his music and his words. His words helped me and a lot of other people through a whole lot of sadness in my and their life and I appreciate that no matter what. Maybe focus less on what others do in their life and more on what you do in yours.

[@lazymaverick5118]

Where are you Clay?

[@michaelbradley3605]

Clayton we need you. You almost everyone who is struggling. You help me. Praying for you

[@pacodataco6193]

I've been having an absolutely horrible last few days. I've been struggling mentally. And I've been in the middle of a 5 hour anxiety attack. You put this out right when I really needed it. Thank you, Clayton

[@ClaytonJennings]

Breathe. You are going to be okay. You are not alone.

[@suzannefox6014]

U keep going love 🦊🇮🇪💖

[@woofbark4475]

It's a battle all days and it's spiritual... and often we forget to tell the enemy to just get lost in Jesus name. He loves to load us up with worries and fears. And if we have physical, social difficulties and problems it just adds to the mix. But Jesus peace is always on offer and I offer it to you in Jesus Name!

[@pacodataco6193]

@@ClaytonJennings thank you. It gets hard to believe that when days get this bad. I appreciate it

[@pacodataco6193]

@@suzannefox6014 thank you. I really appreciate the encouragement

[@lyricalvisuals]

we still need you you Clayton your stories and poetic thoughts helped more than vodka like you always said please come back

[@KristinaTirado-pn5of]

Brandy Powell aka shaffer

[@PeaceDweller]

If he's leading a much happier and godlier life since leaving KZbin then I hope he does not come back.

[@grindingtowardsmybestlife3654]

I will never forget the day I discovered your spoken word SMH the more I consumed your content the more I realized how much God loves me. It was through you sharing your authentic vulnerability that I could see his prefect love for such broken vessels. Thank you for sharing your brokenness because though it ... I could see God's strength. Mr. Clayton you are so loved! May God continue to shibe his face upon you, your precious baby girl & lovely wife.

[@melissabedard3815]

Thank You , your words resonated with me so deep. I'm 52 years old and for the first time in my life I actually felt I wasn't ALONE. No one understands me , not even my family. Only ONE person actually LISTENED to me , my Sister Pamela , she passed away 13 years ago , Kidney Cancer , Took her to the best Doctor's on Boston MA , where they gave her 5 years at the minimum. She passed in 10 months , there are no words to describe how much I miss her , I would anything to just hear her voice. I've been ALONE since she passed. The struggle of LIFE is so damn hard. Again I'd like to Thank You for artistry ....

[@unimpressed..]

I'm glad you had her and I'm terribly sorry you don't now. I envy you that you had someone you could turn too. I never did. I'm about to hit 58 and I'm so damned glad it's almost over.

[@infinitelyrose]

your soul your spirit your tongue of truth!. Continue to shine your light. May God bless you through every unspoken and spoken struggle spiritually physically and mentally you are going through. Much love. Thank you Clayton!

[@scottfurtado1177]

Brother you have always been a true blessing. A beacon of light. My struggle with depression and anxiety has got stronger. I lost my mother this year. Going through a divorce but I keep pushing. Your gift has always helped me. Thank you.

[@JalynL990]

This guy knows how to make someone feel so amazing, he knows how to make someone not kill or hurt themselves. The way his poets just go together it’s amazing. I love this and the Dear anxiety one!

[@tiffanybishop8381]

Praying that everything is okay with you. For the longest, you were on my prayer list daily. It slacked off a little, but you’re right back at the top. I don’t know what. But I pray that you are doing well! 💟✝️

[@pjr7158]

This helps so much…your timing is perfect, I’ve had a lot of bad thoughts and ideations…your work helps me abstain even though I’m feeling so much pain. Sometimes I feel like I’m just complaining because I have God and the past is the past…but it still attacks me. Your song “Dear Anxiety” speaks to me so much, I have panic attacks and trauma I shove down. I know you’re probably not going to read this or have the time to answer, but you’ve inspired me to make some things myself. I wish I could share them with you…but I shouldn’t get ahead of myself. Thank you so much Clayton! You’re in my prayers.

[@johnettecruz]

My panic attacks are stemmed by my past trauma as well and it's the worst when the triggers hit. Keep fighting.

[@justinleathem977]

I was literally just praying today that you were okay since I have not heard from you. This message hit so hard. Thank you brother. Love you

[@jacobjones221]

I honestly have been asking God "why" during bad situations in my life and I never would get an answer, I'd struggle with the thoughts inside my head and they would leave me depressed. Thank you Clayton for this, I know every word from this poem but I like to say the poem along with you. You're poetry really has helped me through my life.

[@sebaaa7676]

God put a song in my heart for you. Listen to "Why God" from Austin French. This song helped me a lot and I am sure it will with you. I know it's hard and maybe you don't hear the voice of God for having many things in your mind. Give everyone of your heavy loads to Christ and in your hard seasons, get closer to God. Doesn't matter if you feel him further, be sure he isn't, he is and will always be there for you, as he was for me. God bless you brother I completely understand you.

[@johnettecruz]

Hi Jacob, this is a daily struggle for me as well. We have to constantly choose to think positive instead of getting lost inside our heads. I'm grateful this video encouraged you!

[@pauljacobs4956]

Strong words. My wife and I lost our 4 year old daughter on Halloween from brain cancer. She had fought it for 3 years. She was a light in the darkness. My wife started crying because she drinks to try to subdue the pain. Thank you. Your videos are an inspiration.

[@anonymoussubscriber8591]

So very sorry.

[@johnettecruz]

Oh my gosh Paul. I am so sorry for your loss. Grief is so hard to move through. I hope we can continue to be of encouragement to you and your life.

[@AngelHerreraAngelico]

Good bless you son

[@harmonywaymire7497]

it’s crazy looking back on your old stuff and being able to feel the exact same feelings i did then, purely because of the beautiful words you portray them with. wow, thank you Jesus that my pain isn’t as constant.

[@johnettecruz]

Yes totally agree with you!

[@frankiejfoster9002]

I've loved you and prayed for you and your family for years. You may never know the lives you've changed or impacted til we see Jesus! You are a light of TRUTH in the midst of darkness!!! Thank you!!

[@joshuagop5909]

I really needed this… ive been fighting through alot lately and god blesses us when we need him the most thank you clayton you saved my life

[@ClaytonJennings]

Life is hard. You aren’t alone Joshua. Remember that

[@KentThornquist]

Hope your doing okay bro. Glad your putting stuff out but more importantly I hope your in a healthy place mentally and spiritually. Your brothers and sisters in Christ are here for you.

[@zairevendrell2655]

Your the best Christian that wrote spoken words I love you for bringing me to crist you helped me when I tried to commit when my grandma passed🥺 thanks for helping me so much🥺🙏💗

[@skyebriggs7608]

Hey. This was exactly what I needed to hear. I have been struggling with my mental state and health for a few weeks right now, and it hasn't been getting better. My life has been really hard to live for so long for me with dealing with things that have slowly picked at me and made me hate myself and life. Right now, my mental health/state has taken control of my life, I haven't felt like doing anything like getting out of bed, eating, and just doing everyday things. I struggle with talking about my mental health and my issues because I never want people to worry about me, and so I put on a mask for everyone around me. This video made me tear up, but this isn't the only one that has made me cry. You have amazing videos and are such an amazing and inspiring person to many people, and such an amazing example of how people can deal with mental illness, but it can be overcome and that we can take control of it. Thanks for everything you have done, and for what's coming.

[@kristieangel5682]

Clayton, you’ve been on my heart strong lately. I feel you are going through some struggles. The Lord put it on my heart to reach out to you and let you know how loved you are. He wants you to come back and continue to do what he has called you to do. He is your source of strength and will get you through this difficult time. Keep your eyes on Jesus. The Author and finisher of our faith. The Lords says , Come back my Son. I hear these words in my spirit. Come back to me my Son. I will take your pain but you must surrender everything to me. I’m praying for you Clayton. 🙏😇❤️

[@pakar45]

I’m worried for him but I know god will get him through any tough times. Clayton has helped me improve my relationship with god, the world needs him, the world needs god.

[@saluma1447]

Pray on your knees for him as if he was your son

[@Dmetz5990]

Your a master of words for the master above. Keep telling the truth brother! You help many including my daughter.

[@Linda-mf8vm]

Clayton, I am so glad you posted this. Not just for us, but for you. The last line in this poem hit hard for me, "I am not afraid of dying, but I am afraid of getting old". Old is where I am and I am lost. At 63, I learned too well how to live in isolation. The comfort of my bedroom keeps the anxiety away, but makes the depression that much stronger. Back in 2013, we moved to a different State. Before I had a chance to learn about where I am, I blew out my left knee. To my surprise I was told I have bad circulation in my lower legs and had to wait for it to resolve before I could get a knee replacement. I am still in a wheelchair. Back in May, I was told that I am not a candidate for the new knee. I will never walk again. The sadness is overwhelming. So, here I sit 24/7 waiting to die. I cannot think of anything else to do. I love you Clayton. God Bless you, Jamie and Arabelle. I pray the baby is doing well.

[@mayracardoza]

Clayton don’t stop spreading hope for others . Don’t let nobody tell you you are not a blessing to others cause you are brother. Like you said we are all sinners and we all do our little part to lift one another up. So I hope to hear from you soon. God bless you brother.

[@benedictmarch1038]

Clayton will always remain my inspiration. I love how he gives life to words. ❤

[@arianeethier916]

" I'm not afraid of death I'm just scared to get old" wow that hits hard

[@marypennell7790]

That’s what bothers me most! Every time I look in the mirror! When your youth fades! When people don’t notice you anymore because you are growing old! There’s no way to stop Father Time and I wish I could enjoy my life as it is ! Maybe look more toward Heaven( the land where we never grow old)

[@johnettecruz]

Right? So good!

[@dewiagustin6957]

I am afraid of making mistakes, afraid of being useless, afraid of not being able to support myself and depend to other, afraid of not having control of me financially.

[@PHOENIX2001]

Your spoken word always hit hard. That’s why I love it

[@redneckrhymes2026]

I just had the worst day in so long and barely made it. Without my family I wouldn’t have. Then to see this. Thank you Clayton hope to see you in Atlanta again one day

[@ayannaez1505]

I can’t even begin to explain how much I needed to hear this And this has helped me your poetry has gotten me through a lot and kept my faith going and has always made me feel better and giving me hope I felt like God was talking straight to me through this and everything I’ve been through that is so hard that I bottle up inside I know I can run to this when I get anxiety attack or mental breakdown thank you so much this was so needed God bless

[@candacehite5778]

Your music is so amazing and inspiring. I thank God for you and your talent. Please never quit! You are helping not only me, but millions of others. You keep it real and thats the kind of music those of us struggling need to hear. The truth. Thank you for that. God bless you! 🙏💜😇

[@jesseshiver4809]

Been going through a tough time with my spouse. Thank you for reminding me of the goodness of God, even when it's difficult to remember.

[@amazedbysuchgrace5369]

You have been blessed in order to bless Clayton, and you clearly do. Legend.

[@BrandonGlaspie]

3:26-It definitely is and continues to be….More than you’ll ever know.

[@dawnbodiford2779]

Absolutely you are a gift. The words you spoke registers with alot of people. My spirit has been really struggling here since almost a year ago I had another really big encounter. I have been afraid that once I acknowledge it then it's over but I see it's going to be no matter what I do it will be. I have to thank you and I will look forward to meeting you one day.

[@CoreyArmstrong-c4p]

In so many ways u have just helped me with my recovery God is there for all of us He let the 99 to come back for me. Praise be to GOD

[@jkeener396able]

I appreciate you and your work. I'm not the most religious man but i used to go to church long ago. I've fallen on hard times.... but your poetry makes me feel heard. Thank you. I hope we both find peace in life, brother.

[@jdmmugen3935]

This really hit home for me. To wake up and asked myself what's the point? I pray everyday day asking God to please guide me. But at times I feel like he doesn't hear me. I been so broken that it's hard to keep moving forward. When everyone says don't worry it takes time. You need to have patience. I get sick of hearing it. I have to say when I watch your videos it helps me. Thank you

[@speaktruelife]

Thank you for speaking this truth so eloquently. I know people who need to hear this over and over again so they can find the strength to keep pushing forward toward the light of healing. God Bless Your Work and I pray for all the lives your words touch.

[@bakens424]

For real, this expresses true struggle in life,

[@ericstrojnowski3728]

2:40 brought back everything. the noises the sounds of the first responders saying your name then going unconscious again. replayed everything I needed to hear.

[@ericstrojnowski3728]

everything i needed to feel alive.

[@stayeduptolate6586]

Yes please come back you music describes me so much when idk how to tell people how feel I just play your music

[@NotAnotherTeaChannel]

You are a beautiful soul Clayton. It must be hard to carry that weight. Your music has helped so many including myself. Sometimes we need to listen to our own words 💜

[@kavkmods8529]

I can't explain how much I relate to dear anxiety, depression and this spoken word. You help me out the dark.

[@cadenmorrow]

Been missing your stuff, needed this.

[@ClaytonJennings]

Thank you fr

[@shanmarie6142]

Me too

[@devonchristian9830]

10yrs and i still come and go, your spoken word poetry help me in my days, helped me get closer to yah, and far away from religion where I am at some what peace but eyes open and my message today is just to say thank you‼️‼️ and i wish all is well with you and your family❤ #wemissyouclayton

[@caveman56561]

Perfect timing brother. Thank you. I so needed this . I'm in ky and the storms all around me this weekend along with the death and destruction have darkened my vision so much. Much love and thanks again.

[@joemitchell2524]

Love you brotha. You’re a leader and a lion for God. You’re not alone and I know it feels like it but there’s an army of us not in front or behind you but right alongside you with Jesus at the front. Don’t give in and don’t give up. I met you in Lafayette, Louisiana a few years back and I hope to meet you again and press on in this fight together but if our paths never cross again, I believe in faith that we, as well as thousands of others, will be a beacon of hope to the hurting and enemies to the demons. Our God is undefeated and will never be beaten.

[@maceyfalls9773]

amen

[@maek1015]

Lately I gotta hit replay on my worst nights.. just to hear your words speak to my heart and still my mind when I'm aching at late night hours..you have a gift of making a difference by understanding

[@mikesangelonly1]

This touched me. People see scars but they never understand. Wish people loved more than they judged. Thank you for being a straight forward force.

[@esthergreses]

I love your poems. They’re always there for me. Needed to hear this. Miss hearing them. Going to listen to them right now again

[@camrenburns9258]

...thank you.. the impact of this is more than you think especially to myself been thinking about going away and been struggling alone no one even noticed just myself and my struggle and I have been asking God for a sign and here it is laying in my room alone in the dark a video from you talking about all this every word hits home and every meaning goes understood you are so amazing and thanks for speaking truth and lifting me and others up thanks for being such an inspiration and making a difference love you man and thanks for being there when one else was and for saving this life

[@valleyvikings77]

Stay strong brother

[@JustinGuitarTime]

I love all your poetry, music directly from the soul. Keep it up Clayton, we all love you and appreciate you more than words could ever begin to fathom... Thank you for everything.

[@ClaytonJennings]

Thank you… means more than you know.

[@autumn_14_tennessee37]

Still this day. I still love this man.

[@pakar45]

Clayton, we are all very worried about you. Praying for you and your family, I hope to see you return soon, going through a tough time in my life right now and your videos always help

[@David_Raps92]

I was in South Africa at CFC celebration when you spoke about two letters you received. I've never forgotten that message, especially the one letter you read. How a father lost his son to depression, he knew that he wouldn't see his son again. There's one sentence that lit a fire in me and i hope that fire still burns within you Clayton. The father said this to you in the letter you read to us, " I found him in his room unresponsive with a gun in his hand. I'm not trying to ruin your day, I'm trying to tell you as a brother in Christ that you keep preaching the Cross for the world to hear. It is our only hope. I will never see my son again, but i hope another parent out there can say differently about their child because of your preaching.''

[@kenzied14]

Clayton, I know I’m late to comment on this, I never knew what to say. You’re such an inspiration to everyone, and I’m not sure you’ll ever see this, but you are the reason I’m still going. I deal with constant anxiety attacks and depressive episodes, I self harm daily because it’s the only way I can cope without bothering anyone else. I can’t even tell you how many times I’ve laid in bed so close to ending it, and I listen to your poetry, that’s fr the only reason I’m still here. I know I’m probably not enough for anyone here on earth, and probably never will be, but you’ve made me realize I’m at least enough for my Heavenly Father. I mean this with all my heart, I don’t know what to do right now, I’m at the hardest point in my life, but you help me see how important it is to seek the lord. All I want is to see you in person some day, or even just to talk to you, you are my biggest inspiration. I love you Clayton

[@angelasirca1854]

🙏🏻

[@meggieolvera]

Yes. I love these. Thank you for being so magical with words. You help me through so much.

[@serefinereed7447]

Thank you so much Clayton! I listen to this and your “anxiety” spoken word a lot lately. Things are rough in my life right now but I’m not completely sure why tbh. I have a good support system, my boyfriend, and I have a good job but still feels like I’m failing and it’s hard to keep fighting sometimes. I love your spoken words that help with mental health and bringing awareness to everything we deal with. I love you!

[@fredhonest7258]

Hello

[@daniellesharp9271]

You no when I first heard this man I was just so happy to hear what he had to say there times his songs made tears run down my face. But this man has probably spoken more truth then any body I know. Keep doing what your doing people needs to start hearing the real truths and not the truths of someone just trying to gain.

[@jonathanchangwe9572]

Clay you're everything this generation needs 😊🙏

[@maceyfalls9773]

amen to that

[@lesleymelton9745]

This of all things I love and listened to by Clayton, this.......... The end of car ride looking into your eyes.... Feeling like someone who cares for the people or even just I ... All the negative I've done vs the good sacrificed... When your alone and feel alone it's a hard burden and I thank you for uplifting us all.

[@drewcollier3607]

Your videos have helped me through the hardest and lowest points in my life and have helped me become the man and father my daughter deserves!! Wish there was a way to thank you in person. Keep up the amazing content!!

[@emilywhitson9944]

“Looking for that finish line and you end up back at start” wow story of my life, everytime it feels like I’m getting ahead I get stumped up by something in life

[@itzquotez]

Been listening to this one on Spotify, so glad to see a video of it now. Even though everyone has a different story, we all in some way shape or form have had life hit us- in really, hard, hard ways. Thanks Clayton for this message and all your others, keep going man through God you can do all things

[@squatch2.0]

Of all these comments. All saying great words. All I wish to say is thank you. So much going on upstairs... too much to spell. I'll always turn to your words. For you truly understand more than any therapist. God spoke to me through you. It's been so long since I've spoke to him. Thank you Clayton. 🙏

[@tracymcnally8413]

Love you Clayton! Praying for you!

[@MspStarsLove]

just want you to know your spoken words are something that have made me still hang on and I'm still fighting

[@dajahsais8794]

Thank you, you’ll never know how much you’ve helped me.

[@josuerodriguez1642]

That quote in the end powerful. You do more then what you know for people including me. Went through a horrible break up and almost killed myself again. Started listening to your poetry and it’s helped me appreciate more of myself and the trust I need to put in him. Bless you for standing up and doing your calling. Love ya man.

[@mirandacollins393]

I’m goin through a lot rn, these videos help me so much. I have no one to talk to, my depression is kicking my butt , I’m just too embarrassed to ask for help. 💔🥺🥺

[@maddvoxxi7803]

I play your poetry everytime my demons of depression, anxiety and PTSD start talking. I work in healthcare and have to wear a mask all the time because seeing your nurse falling apart doesn't put faith in your care. How you openly show and express what you have and do go through gives so much of us comfort knowing we aren't alone. Thank you for sharing your mind with us. 🙌🔥❤️

[@DTDave44]

I got help because of your poetry. Now I even write my own to deal with the suicide and depression

[@missylovesjesus]

Keep doing the Lords work @claytonjennings you have inspired this Christian with your poetry when I needed it the most. God is the God of perfect timing. God Bless you and your ministry Clayton Jennings.

[@dannysiragusa2000]

Amazing as always Clayton. Prayers to everyone here.🙏

[@krisshow621]

I hope you are good Clayton , I wanna tell u that ur work helps me and has even shown me what a true believer is you talk bout what no one does and u do it so beautifully. Bro ur gift is great and helpin ❤ no weapon formes against u shall prosper

[@malachi4326]

Wow! This piece is so powerful !🙌🏼🙏🏽💯 May God continue to use and guide you🙏🏽 You're an inspiration to me bro✊🏽

[@matthewmulinari5453]

I heard your voice, and I started to cry, I love your work and it was there for me when my family wasn’t My father figure passed and my blood all turned on me, I was thrown out of my home and forced to leave in a new state, a new environment, and all I do is miss that man everyday… I learned listening to your dear anxiety and your GOD track that life is precious and my choice to want to live. All I ever do is fail at what I work for, but I get back up with the support I get from my close friends and your poetry, while you feel you don’t do much, let no one say you don’t do great work. You save lives, you help people see the will to live. I thank you for this.

[@AllXLuckyX7s]

Hey Clayton, I don't think you'll ever read this but I want you to know that you are amazing. I've posted on several of your videos, but I keep coming back because you honestly give me strength to keep going. I've noticed your channel is changing a bit, I hope everything is okay. I understand if it isn't, though. Please keep moving forward, whatever it takes. You've saved too many of us, myself included. Your soul may feel torn sometimes, but it's beautiful. Thank you so much and god bless.

[@christybeasley2081]

Clayton, I've just gotta say like so many others, You Saved My Life. I've been dealing with depression and anxiety since I was in the single digits. Never knew what it was until I was 26, how I made it that long is beyond me. Your poetry is so raw and honest and this one in particular hits the closest to my heart. So please don't ever let the devil stop you from doing what you have been doing, because without you this 42 year old mother of two wouldn't be here anymore. I dream of one day getting to meet you and hug you for all that you have done for me. And now everytime those evil/bad thoughts come to my mind, I just listen to your poetry. I can never thank you enough. - Christy B.

[@emireles2855]

I often check to see if you’ve posted a video or positive words. I don’t do any form of social media so this is my outlet. It’s good to see you back and hopefully it stays that way. You’re words cut deep and opens eyes. Keep it up, god bless!!

[@tammieowens8619]

Sometimes I need this. And thank you. From the bottom of my very soul. Broken since birth but a survivor even longer.

[@shannonhensley2432]

We have missed you Clayton. Sending prayers to your family and Arabelle💙

[@astane21]

I open KZbin, you were a recommendation, I can't tell you how much your words meant, just when I needed them most. Thank you

[@allyramly7778]

thank you so much for this clayton! been struggling with anxiety and depression since last week...you posted this right on time...now i'm a bit motivated again...

[@IamInspiredbyGod]

I know you may not see this... But on the off chance you do, I think that you should know that I think your spoken words are amazing and very encouraging. I write poetry myself, and I have written four books that I hope will bring glory to God. I think at times we just need to hear someone else say that you are a blessing, and God has you here for a reason. We all go through hard times in life, I just came through a time of bad sickness. And I lost my brother last year, he wrote spoken word too, and he enjoyed listening to you. We are all here for the glory of God! Remember that you are here for a purpose. and thank you for sharing. Your sister in Christ, Kaily E. Keyes

[@Star_Gacha366]

Hi Clayton, we all miss you we are hopping you are doing ok mentally and physically you are an amazing person and also a hero well for me you’re my hero I was in the deep end and about to give up but I found you and your videos helped me and you are an amazing person and we miss you I hope you are ok ❤

[@MR-bp5yi]

Thank you, I hope and pray you stay strong in your own battles that you fight just like us and that help us fight against through your words. Thank you. Love you. God Bless You

[@aaronw4081]

Dear Clayton, you will probably never read this and that is perfectly fine. However, I would just like to comment and say that your videos/poetry have helped me many nights. I am a veteran with PTSD and depression and have many times wanted to take my life. Listening to your words has stopped me on many occasions. This video really spoke to me tonight because, not long ago, I was in that same situation. Thank you for being so open about yourself and mental health with us. Screw your haters,; please keep providing us with this magnificent work!

[@danielfortune4589]

may i thank you dearly for your service and you will be in my prayers tonight. you may feel alone and helpless now but you will get through this. stay strong soldier. i know you have it in you.

[@xfatkid177x]

You are saving lives one song at a time, a real hero.

[@grimfangwood2432]

Thank you so much for this Clayton you got me through a really hard time in my life

[@AlterationUnknown]

please do not ever stop speaking. the ride has many stops on the journey of understanding. what once was though as a terminal was just a stop along discovery. the thrill continues on one moment at a time.

[@henry2647]

God bless you Clayton. It is amazing how God uses you to support people who struggle and to lead them to Christ. I hope you keep on fighting and keep on encouraging others who struggle with the same ore worth things than you are. Prayers up bro. To all the people out there who are struggling with depression, anxiety, panic attacks or other mental health problems. Please don’t give up. There is hope and there is healing out there in Jesus Christ. Maybe he will not take away all the struggles you have, but he will help you go through them. Please turn to him. Please don’t give up. Please keep on fighting. God bless you all!

[@destineyhigdon4168]

🙏 God gives you the way to reach out when its needed! Don't let the masses pressure you.... praying your and your family have a safe Christmas- and the attacks are held back from you

[@aftersolo]

Thankyou, brother for giving me music to get through 6 years of a paralyzing addiction. A year and a half clean. I can't put into words how much your poetry meant to me. Thankyou for being honest.