When I was 8 years old I had a recurring nightmare where I was this ball of light in a totally dark timeless 'space' and being was effortless because there was nothing ever happening. It was totally dark, except for me, no stars. Could've been there 10 min or 10 billion years, no telling because there was no time, nothing happening, no 'rent' to pay and nothing ran out because there wasn't anything to run out of. It wasn't lonely or boring, no anxiety, it was,.. bliss? Then a point of light appeared and instantly there was anxiety. I became aware of my sleeping body, that I was dreaming, I and couldn't move couldn't even gasp for air. As it grew into a tunnel there was more and more fear, and then this humongous ball of light showed up out of nowhere, and ushered me into the tunnel though I didn't want to go and I felt absolute terror at what I knew I was going to go through. I would wake up in a pool of sweat and out of breathe. I did not want to come here, I was forced into it against my will, if you can call it that. Words, just don't really capture it, they're just inaccurate as hell. For what it's worth that was my exp.
Great explanation. I think of the Garden of Eden as a metaphor for humanity in oneness but in an undifferentiated state. And the "fall" was necessary for us to develop personal individualities and a civilization. The next step for humanity I see as not going back to the Garden of Eden but into a higher state of oneness, the new earth, with our gained individualities, experience and knowledge preserved.
@pern1121ep2 жыл бұрын
Garden of Eden is the Monadic Mind.
@af28762 жыл бұрын
Thats a good interpretation. I forgot mine but i think it was similar. However i dont trust the bible, because it was corupted by the vatican. Some mysteries are still in the bible. But almost imposible to understand by itself and therefore more harmfull than anything else. I resently found myself reading alot of thinks of the bible and one thing really intruging completly missunderstod thoug i dont understand why. I want to share, because its blowing my mind. Like how could anybody not get this.
@af28762 жыл бұрын
22 Wives, submit yourselves to your own husbands(A) as you do to the Lord.(B) 23 For the husband is the head of the wife as Christ is the head of the church,(C) his body, of which he is the Savior. 24 Now as the church submits to Christ, so also wives should submit to their husbands(D) in everything. 25 Husbands, love your wives,(E) just as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her(F) 26 to make her holy,(G) cleansing[a] her by the washing(H) with water through the word, 27 and to present her to himself(I) as a radiant church, without stain or wrinkle or any other blemish, but holy and blameless.(J) 28 In this same way, husbands ought to love their wives(K) as their own bodies. He who loves his wife loves himself. 29 After all, no one ever hated their own body, but they feed and care for their body, just as Christ does the church- 30 for we are members of his body.(L) 31 “For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife, and the two will become one flesh.”[b](M) 32 This is a profound mystery-but I am talking about Christ and the church. 33 However, each one of you also must love his wife(N) as he loves himself, and the wife must respect her husband. Christian interpret from this that a wife needs to submit to her husband. I dont understand why? this is a profound mystery BUT i am talking about christ and the church. HOWEVER each one of you ALSO must love his wife.... Its made pretty clear that its not about wife and husband but something else, a profound mystery. It even says HOWEVER.blabla (about actual wife and husband) How could anyone reading that miss that?! Do they read the bible ?! I dont get it.. people cant read anymore? I informant myself and it seems that nobody understood that it is a methapher of something else. But its CLEARLY stated so what is going on???
@Anders012 жыл бұрын
@@af2876 I found: "Submit to one another out of reverence for Christ." - Ephesians 5:21 Under the title: "Instructions for Christian Households" (NIV) So the husband should also submit to the wife!
@pern1121ep2 жыл бұрын
@@Anders01 in the early interpretation of these verses, it was DEFEND your husbands and wives. As in going to battle for. The Churches of England and Rome, Council of Nicea reversed, amended, and omitted entire books out of the Nag Hammadi scriptures and apostolic writings to curate a religious narrative that aligned with their desire for submissive population. I dont trust any religious text that a government approves of. Read the Gospel of Thomas. It's one of my favorites.
@CrownedBrown2 жыл бұрын
I have to stop the video throughout to try and get all you are putting out there at once. It's a spray of Truth that overwhelms my ability to completely comprehend and integrate in such a seemingly rapid manner, although it's simply normal-paced speech. The mind says 'How does she know this?' and 'Where did she learn this?' Thank you for giving us this knowledge! God in you winks at God in me.
@woundedsoulhealer26522 жыл бұрын
Love This 🫶🏿🫧🌫🫶🏿🌫🫧
@keith.vukasinovich Жыл бұрын
I find myself asking how can I learn more after every single one of her videos.
@homesteadfarms5315 Жыл бұрын
Her words bring me to tears as they expand my limited perspective so profoundly, it's overwhelming at times👁💦
@deancummings5285 Жыл бұрын
Yes, it is intense and major stuff to assimilate BUT everything reverts to simplicity. With her excellent articulacy absorbing it is enough for it IS going in. At a level of our dimensions it is being understood very well enough. Eventually the frequency understanding will vibrate through your all, in my thought realms and so to ALL's too, hopefully!
@Sany.Giselle2 жыл бұрын
your videos help me feel better as a human lol I don't even know what else to say. I just feel like I can come to terms with experiencing life as a human and I feel that there is so much more to feel & discover with time. Thank you Sarah 🤠
@andrearenee78452 жыл бұрын
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@MaritzaPokart Жыл бұрын
I will love to see you doing a video about the law of one the Ra material.
@CN-dv9nj2 жыл бұрын
Beautiful explanation. It's sort of experiencing our individual versions of becoming a unique form of Alpha and Omega in the process of becoming the collective Messiah. .
@myfrequencies1912 Жыл бұрын
This one has stopped me in my tracks. I became a father a little over a year ago. I had already conceptually understood a fair amount about life & death from having a vague interest in esoteric subjects, but the experience of watching my partner give birth & then holding this barely breathing, alien looking newborn in my arms brought it all home to me. We're not from here. We're not animals. We're born into suffering but we're not born to suffer. Thank god. & Thank you for making these videos.
@MrNicolasLombard2 жыл бұрын
Sending you love. Abandonment is in its core only but a myth! Knowledge! natience! self-discovery! Wow! What wonderful opportunities are presenting to us. Beloved inner child, we care for you! Destiny, we are in charge of you. Integrating is the way forward.
@Joe-kn3wt2 жыл бұрын
"The Fall" ... reframed and reformed in a refreshing way. Brilliant!
@bobtone1012 жыл бұрын
Nothing But Love for you My Precious Sister! Thank you Oh So Much for sharing your gift...
@philwyatt21763 ай бұрын
Elevating - Infinite Love & Gratitude 🎉
@tamaralombard29167 ай бұрын
Being born is traumatic, and strangers try to comfort us
@tamaralombard29167 ай бұрын
Some babies are inconsolable.
@oagorosito27 күн бұрын
@@tamaralombard2916 Some births are too traumatic for the baby to cope with it
@mitchelldo Жыл бұрын
When an infant has its first thought it separates itself from the divine to individual. An animal is born with instinctual action where as man is "all knowing till human born ". Quite a challenge because we as creators must define ourselves.
@richellelemon3137 Жыл бұрын
I just love the way she tells us our story ♡ I feel so beautiful and i hope you do, too.
@mistylover73987 ай бұрын
Interesting Interesting
@florite0072 жыл бұрын
Which is why they try to attack those of us who well know this inside in our core. Some of us have abandonment issues also because we went through actual abandonment in 3d so that increases the problem and then having one side feeling like that and our core knowing the truth creates another layer of confusion and that’s why I perceive many of us who know we are source have issues living from that point of view until those wounds are healed. 🎉
@pristineparr75092 жыл бұрын
This was too deep! This resonated so deeply...know that their are levels and the highest realms do not need any of these fables and myths to find true meaning. So thankful for your videos!
@brianmaximchuk1802 жыл бұрын
There are sooo many teachers and ideas of how to heal the inner child. I would love to see you do a video on your idea of the process. Thank you for this channel - Tuesday is one of favourite days now!
@freakofnurture402 жыл бұрын
Tuesdays have really improved since discovering this channel 😊❤️for sure!
@brianmaximchuk1802 жыл бұрын
@@freakofnurture40 👍❤
@tonyrocket21032 жыл бұрын
This lady is spitting facts, blew my mind with all this truth
@nicnic11902 жыл бұрын
This is the best therapy for me besides just being in nature
@richardj3692 жыл бұрын
On a very high dose of psilocybin and intention in this particular life, abandonment at an early age I feel was the lesson I needed to learn from. How many lifetimes have I gone through to forgive abandonment? I dont know, but with the power of intention, forgiveness has been huge in my life. Ive had to go through a shit load of suffering to realize that forgiveness (and i admit probably have more to forgive) has allowed me to align more and more to me. Will I fully realize my awakeness in this life? Im not sure, but Im getting there. I feel my energy aligned to 5D and the matrix trying to pull me out (maybe im just delusional). Its a work in progress, but Im Thankful for this extraordinary life that I am. Ps: Thank you dear light! I feel mesmerized watching and hearing your vibrations! Would love to meet you! X
@sailingaeolus Жыл бұрын
Your question, "How many livetimes have I gone through...?" gnaws at me. I get glimpses of a few but really...HOW LONG HAVE WE BEEN HERE?
@WayneSanderАй бұрын
@@sailingaeolusthat's kind of a difficult question to answer. For me, I have fragments of memories that span back about a billion years on this planet. Earth was a frozen snowball then. I existed as a semi physical ball of light and I used to draw patterns into the ice similar to crop circles. There was no life here then that compares to what exists now. I have feelings that my consciousness has been expressed through plants, insects, fungi, birds, fish and all kinds of animals. As a human my oldest memory fragments go back about 15,000 years. Have I lived on other worlds? I don't know. There's so much I don't know or don't remember but I'd say that as a minimum I've lived tens of thousands of lives at least. And I'm still not getting it. Almost nothing of what I am makes sense to me. I'm hoping that this incarnation will be the key that unlocks everything. I hope that for you as well.
@jocelynbolduc27692 жыл бұрын
Merci mon ange. Jocelyn
@EyeSea2 жыл бұрын
This is certain to help so many who struggle with this phenomena! Amazing work as per usual, can't wait for the next.
@cartooneyed2 жыл бұрын
“Choosing life is intense” this is like a sum up of what my first Ayahuasca ceremony gave me.
@elfiee-maria19652 жыл бұрын
Well that just took me to another dimension 🥰
@mistylover73987 ай бұрын
Lol
@nat3732 жыл бұрын
Thank you Sarah. You lift my spirit. Have a Great Day. - Hugs.
@Leviathingz Жыл бұрын
i havent even watched this yet and the title made me start to cry because i ask myself this daily.
@johnjohnson16572 жыл бұрын
Well done. Kudos.
@ronnieredneck91622 жыл бұрын
Yeah … this is a difficult situation we are in. I’ve been saying for awhile that the birthing process is a clue to how difficult this realm is . Your the first person I’ve heard say it out loud in public. Thanks …
@johnzx14rk942 жыл бұрын
Can't help but love this woman for her absolute depth of helpful thought information. Your Amazing abilities to abstract think, makes me know that I have not been even trying to think. I thought you Beautiful woman.
@InspiredRenegade2 жыл бұрын
I so appreciate your channel and messages! Thank you for your service of love.
@estheracosta65102 жыл бұрын
Thank you Sarah. You did it again.
@KratertheGBW Жыл бұрын
its so crazy its like i understand what your saying word for word its like your reminding this meat bot even if i have to rewind or cant apply it yet its like i still know
@selfguru882 жыл бұрын
So much truth with a bow on top. Beautiful. Thank you.
@candicepolglase68962 жыл бұрын
Love love love this, for so many reasons. I love the clarity around extraterrestrial interference on our avatars/meat suits and a reminder we absolutely are more than that, reclaiming our truest expression via integration and healing via the inner child fractal. Thank you for these reflections and insights ❤
@pleun3152 жыл бұрын
Thank you Sarah for sharing your wisdom and light ❤️ greetings from the Netherlands ❤️🙏
@r4wtv351 Жыл бұрын
Speechless.
@annalefsrud31322 жыл бұрын
Rang so clear and true and very moving. Exactly at the right moment as well, always more thanks.
@beverlybondurant93492 жыл бұрын
🎯💯🔥Thank you beautiful soul 😊💕
@edwardtodd61602 жыл бұрын
When introducing a new concept, sarah as a very unique perspective on presenting it in a way for those of us who are just now crawling out of the mud, so to speak. at least.........that's how i feel, and im very grateful for sarah taking the time to do these videos. again, this was one of those topics that i will be going back over again and again. thank you very much sarah!
@doricetimko3322 жыл бұрын
All of us lotuses being tended by Sarah…
@DEVAULT.2 жыл бұрын
. . Thank you. .
@thriveda Жыл бұрын
One of my favorite channels to nerd out on 💜✨
@esthermclean0072 жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing
@picklep98122 жыл бұрын
My divine intervention happened when I reached my first mental road block.you are awesome btw
@melaniestockfeld10692 жыл бұрын
This was fantastic. I am finding it difficult to explain to people the paradox of how we have been genetically tampered with, but we are not a slave species created by them. We are of Source, and this in a way is like a big cosmic play that is unfolding for own souls evolutionary progress. I’m not sure how to break through them seeing it as only being one or the other. It’s really making the rounds at the moment, this idea that we are nothing more than a created species made initially to mine. Stemming from the Sumerian tablets. Why when people know that myth is not meant to be taken literally and is multi-layered do they interpret this one so literally? I am wanting to express to them how there is nothing to fear, everything is playing out as it should and they are divine, celestial beings. Your videos help me out into words where I’ve been struggling. Thank you Sarah
@brianbyrne4242 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@lorilazarus9881 Жыл бұрын
Great reconciliation of creator myth with creator source. Cold be a tulpa was formed through the mythos
@tresasurbeck369 Жыл бұрын
It has 💜 It has help unify my consciousness. Thank you.
@MichaelLittle47 Жыл бұрын
This is super important in regards to acceptance, appreciation and understanding of the myths which are integral to the human experience. If we lack the wisdom to hold the focus within ourselves, we quickly fall into a role of victims of the without. Myths must (like everything else) be seen and understood in the universal Self light. We harm ourselves when they come to be seen as an impositional "reality" in which we are pawns in their greater story.
@conscious_evolution2 жыл бұрын
For sure the feeling of abandonment runs deep thru the human consciousness. I believe we all have that to work thru thos in some way; how exactly abandonment displays itself is individualized to the person but the feeling is something we all share.
@frankbasile75732 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this video. Great explanation. So helpful 🤍🤍🤍
@maphokalenkoe89122 жыл бұрын
I am so grateful for this, having a new government in my country now, I was so anxious when the new prime minister was inaugurated because it felt like he is our last hope eventhough I am not into politics and didn't even vote. This video reminded me to look to the man in the mirror and be the change I would like to see instead of looking to some authority figure. Thank you so much.
@danielcharlesstoner67572 жыл бұрын
definitely helping to unify my consciousness, thank you for your work Sarah 🙏😊
@MrZauruz Жыл бұрын
Knowing that deep sentiment of abandonment / longing is rooted in descent (incarnation) from that timeless stillness, oneness / >>fluid>> experience of all that is 🤫☺️😌..
@anniedemers920711 ай бұрын
Thank you Sarah, this is very helpful 😊. Looking forward to watching your video about the inner child!
@johnmikel5934 Жыл бұрын
Wonderfully enlightening, well spoken
@robinsuarez8710 Жыл бұрын
Thank you Sarah🙏🙂💕
@iruofaghanathan2015 Жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing this beautiful information 🤗
@labandonaldhock80 Жыл бұрын
Perfect and timely!!
@Frulara2 жыл бұрын
Great topic!
@houndogjr4290 Жыл бұрын
Woooow excellent! Well articulated 🙌🏼
@shineyourlightwithraz2 жыл бұрын
great job
@opalmiracle94652 жыл бұрын
Merci again for your enlightening work. I will need to watch this one many times before digesting! 💡💡💡🥰🥰🥰
@blueraven23452 жыл бұрын
Same info I got except of course greatly expanded as usual. Particularly appreciated steps to take to bring back wholeness. So enjoy your videos, thank you.
@jamallaidley47182 жыл бұрын
Fascinating 🤔
@getoffamycloud92 жыл бұрын
Thank you. ❣️
@popstar22572 жыл бұрын
Nice topic thank you. We would experience less disconnect if we were out in nature more and meditation, watching and listening with our entire bodies and gaining more tools and confidence and leadership qualities as the animals that we are. I feel we were left here to experience the value of free will in order to become a strong intellegent species, hence the abandonment vibe. And not so intelligent bc we don't want to be judged by the society we chose to be a part of, which makes us tired and lazy in not experiencing our true selves, then ending up abandoning ourselves. We have a long ways and more civilizations to go before we get it as a collective here on Earth.
@rashkehof24582 жыл бұрын
I agree. One of our core issues is loosing the knowing that we ARE everything that we're longing and looking for. We collectively forgot that it is inside ourselves...
@louisegarner88882 жыл бұрын
Yes, nature holds all the answers we'll ever need, we are a part of nature and need never bonsai ourselves to fit in, would a rose compare itself to identify as a cactus simply because both have thorns? By placing our identity in infinite God source energy we need never risk abandoning ourselves. 🏜️🐛🙏🦋🌹 We are all that, I AM that I AM! 🌈 Neither black or white, but ALL the colours of the rainbow in every moment, infinite potential integrated and activated!
@Freedom691282 жыл бұрын
Fascinating! I love this , thank you ❤
@TheCentralSun Жыл бұрын
You are a genius. Thank you so much for sharing. 💗🎉
@ConsciousAngel2 жыл бұрын
Another great and informative video, as always. Thank you for everything you do and assisting the growth of countless beings on this path.
@earthdancing2 жыл бұрын
This is exactly what I needed to hear today. Thank you Sarah for your grace and beautifully articulate explanation of life.
@lisadoyle2602 жыл бұрын
In all my years of researching spiritual truths no one has even come close to conveying these things the way you. You have explain things in such a detailed easy to comprehend way. I just want to tale this in moment to express my gratitude to you for do so.
@julielemieux94362 жыл бұрын
How do you that, being so clear I mean? You are so amazing in explaining the unexplainable. Truly. Many blessings
@michaelmccormack1732 Жыл бұрын
Another great sharing of knowledge thanks. This information helps me to see the importance of authenticity in this life, how each soul has it's own path back to unity/oneness. This is where our power lies to uplift ourselves, which is the Alchemist path. Thanks for your TRUTH. 🙏💜
@karenlhoule9 ай бұрын
This is just excellent content. Probably my favorite video of yours! ❤
@AntBrosmoovtheEl Жыл бұрын
Well said beautiful teacher ❤😮
@nattyybee2 жыл бұрын
Incredible information explained clearly! Thank your for clarifying many things for me within this video Sarah. ❤
@kimlabuschagne69232 жыл бұрын
Your excellent explanation … How Awesome ❤ thank you so much x
@izzalapalice1785 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for articulating my oldest and most prominent wound. I couldnt understand why I felt so forsaken from the universe as far as age seven until now. I hope this leads to healing! :)
@Dee8Bee2 жыл бұрын
I’m new to your channel. Came here after watching False Light video. So interesting! I don’t understand everything, but I find it fascinating. Guess I’m on to Soul Loss after this one. 😊
@johnnyvirtues Жыл бұрын
Thank you for this lesson
@kamilevilimaite6577 Жыл бұрын
You are amazing! 💜 this information was felt deeply within! Even though I am not native English speaker, but can understand everything so simply!!!!
@camadhembree63012 жыл бұрын
🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🎯
@ashlynnriebe2 жыл бұрын
I love how you put all of this into English, thank you for all of your beautiful explanations!! 🤗✨️💖
@galetaxera74742 жыл бұрын
This was so beautifully explained!💗Thank you!
@dr.feelgood3844 Жыл бұрын
You are incredibly awesome.
@grantf6687 Жыл бұрын
This was really good. Liked and subscribed 🙏
@georgiagm Жыл бұрын
Really enjoying your videos. Thank you
@leslieservantofgod8601 Жыл бұрын
That actually makes sense I understand🤔😃💖
@cristianocastagno96802 жыл бұрын
Thank you Sarah ! Much Love
@joseph.micheal.romero2 жыл бұрын
Earth is an anagram for heart. So once we realize we are in the heart space then we can change the world
@joylaine31932 жыл бұрын
WOW.... Just wow.... I can't believe the knowledge you have... This makes so much sense.. I feel a terrible abandonment lives within me yet I created situations where I make it happen.. I'm a 6th Density Wanderer and being pulled from that could most likely be very traumatic.. Compounded by my own creation of abandonment from relationships etc.. Even my parents at an early age... So I will be working on my inner child healing...
@Bijou_2482 жыл бұрын
My soul lead me to your amazing video for a reason. Having gone through the calcination process, a.k.a 'Dark night of the soul' in 2009, I understood the 'gift' it brought just years after, but at the time, it was extremely difficult being in the state of 'not knowing'. All I knew was that I had to surrender. All I could do was pray to my guardian angels for their help. I knew all would be okay. I just had to get through the 'process'. Thank you so very much for putting this video together. I'm one of your new subscribers. ~Namaste 💖🙏
@isadoreiris2 жыл бұрын
🤯 This makes so much sense to me! Thank you! I had my Chiron return last year so these themes are extremely prominent in my journey at this time. 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻 Thank you! 🙏🏻
@ursli7979 Жыл бұрын
THANK YOU! :-)
@marshallblansett92542 жыл бұрын
Down the Rabbit Hole: Tarot 15 - Enmeshment and Taruma-Bonding: See the black and white shirt the animated character is wearing @6:09? That's no coincidence. Check out Understanding Conspiracy and Conspiracy-R-Us KZbin channels' "The Nephilim Looked Like Clowns" to learn more.
@coriclancy88189 ай бұрын
Thanks!
@bnwessel2 жыл бұрын
Your video showed up randomly in my feed, and I'm so grateful I watched this. Your delivery of wisdom was so concise , fluid, and comprehensible...... And you answered a 3 month prayer 🤲 🙏💜