COZY FANTASY and HORROR: a chatty productive autumnal reading vlog

[@FarlyCreates]

In your last shirt launch, I got the Little Victories sweatshirt and the There’s No Rush t-shirt. I LOVE the quality, I love the feel, and I love the message. I’m an administrator in education for a school who specializes in making sure the learner’s social emotional needs are as balanced and recognized just as much as the academic. I wore the Little Victories sweatshirt not too long ago and several students asked about it. Thank you for the new spoon option as a lot of our people’s suffer from a low spoon count on the daily. You are a wonderful advocate!!

[@allisonpaiges]

this is AMAZING to read i am tearing up wow :''))) THANK YOU!

[@FarlyCreates]

@@allisonpaiges these open conversations are so important for those who have more spoons than friends or classmates or students or children or parents. You’re not alone, Allison. I promise you that.

[@choochoooliver]

I’m a man in my mid 20s with Autism, OCD and GAD and your entire speech 27 mins in I feel so SEEN and just want to give you a big hug. Your videos pull me through. You’re amazing.

[@TheWorldAccordingToLouise]

Girl same!! It stopped me from what I was doing. ❤

[@thebookautistic]

i came to comment the exact same thing (except I'm 18) but you did it for me

[@princessmargart]

You talking about meltdowns and not being able to hang out with friends is so relatable. Navigating friendships is so difficult and it feels so horrible to have to cancel plans or say no. I actually just canceled plans today because of not feeling my best and it sucks.

[@CosmicSailorV]

Hello friend. Fellow 30 y/o Autistic here (also with OCD and ADHD). Not sure if you’ll get to read this or not but your talk about your experiences with meltdowns, burnout, etc. hit me so so hard. I too am so so tired and tired of being tired. It really spoke to me at a point where I’m struggling a lot currently. I just want to say thank you. Your content means so much to me and is so special (literally sobbing as I’m typing this lol). My partner has been watching your content since they were a teenager (they’re 26 now) and they showed me your channel a few years back (maybe last year idk can’t remember fully lol). It’s been about a year and a half since I found out I was Autistic and watching you on your Autistic journey has made me feel so seen and validated. Thank you for being you. Let’s struggle, survive, and thrive together 💕

[@delaneycarter7391]

i really felt the ranting about not belonging anywhere or at least feeling that way. i’m also in college and disabled (both physically and with autism). while i’ve been in college for a while i’m finally finding people who are in the same stage of life as me with either disability or even just the same study program. it has been the biggest game changer finding friends who are also disabled and it can not be understated the change and improvements this has been to my mental health

[@danibosman5342]

I’m in a similar boat and definitely trying not to feel the whole “why is it taking me so much longer to get to where everyone else is” feelings. I’m still looking for people in the same stage as me, but having fellow Autistic and disabled friends has been a game changer

[@miriammeyer9436]

Having such a bad day and “there’s always more comfort around the corner” hit me like a heated weighted blanket. Thank you thank you thank you

[@katdance2106]

From a selfish perspective I’m sad you’re not making weekly videos, but these fortnightly videos are a VIBE. I can’t tell you how much I love your KZbin. Thank you thank you thank you.

[@sheahalloween]

I’m 27 years old, feel like a slave at my job, and am having a hard time in my friendships lately. It’s been a really hard few months, but this video was so comforting. I love your content so much and always know that you’ll make me feel a little bit better about things. You’re the best and are my cozy corner!

[@user-qu8zs7vs1x]

Your positive/negative stress speech when you were doing your makeup made me feel so validated, I am experiencing a similar thing where everything I do is perceived as just stress by my body and that leaves me with such a low social and overall battery. Hopefully things get better for us!

[@raevynwoods9403]

Your talk while you were doing your makeup made me feel so SEEN and I almost cried.

[@nimrodgrrrl]

The pain, meltdowns and balance bit was so, so achingly relatable. Just know us fellow autistic/mentally ill spoonies totally get it and you’re not alone in this, at all. 💛

[@satincelestial]

It's cool to see other neurodivergent people talk about books. I am on the spectrum and you are one of my favorite comfort KZbinrs. This is a new account but I have been watching for a while! Your positive energy is very nice and infectious, it radiates through your content and makes me and other people who watch feel better. Thank you for sharing it!❤

[@rocketgirlygirl8658]

I absolutely LOVE that you were willing to have that sit down talk when you were doing your makeup because I also struggle with Autism (among other things) and having someone else put it into words is phenomenal.

[@anavidreader277]

Every time I wear my little victories T-shirt it feels like a hug! I had a severe health emergency 2 months ago that caused a severe relapse of a different condition and knocked all the progress I’ve made and I’m really struggling to get back to where I was before so it’s a much needed reminder these days! Also I found my new favourite long sleeve top on Everpress when buying my T-shirt which says WHAT DOESN’T KILL YOU MAKES YOU WORSE and then on the back there’s an image of a person lying on the floor with peanuts, wheat and eggs standing over him looking evil which I think is super funny (my mum disagrees lol)! Anyway thank you for being you and creating this corner of the internet but also taking breaks when you need because it reminds me it’s ok that full capacity is different each day :)

[@readingwarlock]

Happy birthday, Ally! You deserve all the good, cozy days. On days that are not so good, we’re genuinely rooting for you. Thank you for sharing your videos and your unique energy to our corners of the internet. 💚

[@aiscahill]

Thanks so much for your openness with meltdowns/being unwell. I acquired a disability in my 20s, but didn't realise until then I had always been sick, because I hadn't gotten a diagnosis. I feel like I'm always playing life on difficult mode and when I try to explain that to people I feel like they think I'm just constantly complaining about nothing. Hearing you talk about it just makes me feel so seen. Thank you 🥹❤️

[@KelsieRose94]

I was doing other things while also watching this vlog and had to stop what I was doing to sit and listen to your speech while you were doing your makeup. I'm trying to make notes for therapy and find it extremely hard to put my feelings or thoughts into coherent sentences that make sense. But when you said "I dont know when to say yes and I don't know when to say no." and "I dont understand why my body can't understand the difference between positive stress and negative stress" it resonated with me SO MUCH and is something I've been trying to explain for so long. It's easy enough to say "listen to your gut" but it's hard when your gut always says DONT DO IT and yet it's only sometimes right, or sometimes its amazing and you're glad you did the thing. So when do you trust it? Thanks so much for your honesty, openness, and vulnerability because it really shows we aren't all alone :)

[@lozzyjohnson85]

Hey Ally, thanks so much for your honesty in this video. I live with chronic illness and various mental health problems and I found so much you said relatable. Thank you for making me feel seen. I hope you have brighter days with all the spoons 🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄🥄

[@moonflower1616]

This vlog made me so emotional. I have fibromyalgia and am in pain often, especially with it becoming fall here. I'm tired and sore a lot, I've been dealing with headaches and joint pain, I need a root canal and am taking antibiotics... the things you said I identified with on such a deep level and I wholeheartedly sympathize with what you're going through. It's so painful to deal with this kind of shit and not know how to fix it. Or to not know what the line is between trying to push through, or being unreasonably hard on yourself. I hope you are having a good, pain-free day over there. Thank you for your videos. They're some of my favorites.

[@heatherr1219]

Ally!! I have a book recommendation for you! I recently finished A Room Called Earth by Madeline Ryan and I loved it! It's a literary fiction about an autistic women who goes to a party and the book follows her observations, social commentary and inner monologue as she navigates this social event. I thought it was so therapeutic and relatable as an autistic person myself and I think you will like it! (Also I discovered your channel about a month ago and your attitude to life and adversity is so inspiring to me, I find so much comfort in your videos, and I feel like they have really changed my perspective on being kind to and taking care of myself and appreciating the little things; so thank you! You have become one of my favourite youtubers).

[@purplemataya]

I read this too and loved it!!! I think I recommended it a while ago, Ally I think you would love it! Pure vibes and so validating

[@programmablecat]

Ally, I came here for a good time, and I got that--as well as tears. As someone who developed chronic illness from Long COVID since 2020, newly diagnosed ADHD, and chronic severe depression & anxiety (that I'm currently getting TMS treatments for because the meds weren't enough this year), I am still learning to navigate this new life. It's so, so hard to figure it out and everything you said in this video hit me so hard. Thanks for sharing the realness of the exhaustion and the days that become nothing because of the illness, the importance of rest, how sad and incredibly frustrating it is to want to go out and do all the things with all the friends but can't always, and just your beautiful, sincere energy. I can't believe I found your channel!! This whole soft, cozy, gentle appreciation for the small, slice-of-life moments in this life journey has always, always been something I've loved ever since I was a kid but I'm only now learning to really lean into it with how hard just every day has been lately. Also, your fave books are my fave books!! I wasn't sure I'd find anybody on booktube with such similar taste and views and I'm so happy I have! Much love, strength, and hugs to you

[@accordingtokristin2031]

If you need a good cozy witchy read, Kiki's Delivery Service!I am currently working my way through the books that Studio Ghibli movies are based off. I love love all the roller skating content! My two worlds have collided. Roller skating and reading.

[@scenemime]

I started crying during the makeup talk. It's very touching to see another tired and autistic individual trying to get by, so thank you for sharing that with us

[@MissRagnarok]

The last part is exactly what I needed to hear. Sometimes the bad days prolong to a bad couple of weeks, but then there's that one day that turns everything else around. It's temporary. We're all on this ride called Life together. Acknowledge those bad times and then embrace the good ones.

[@hslotfan]

“there’s always more comfort around the corner” and your videos are that comfort for me ally. you are so appreciated in this cosy corner of the internet 💖

[@moonstrangeweather5669]

Something I really love to do with my friends and partners is body doubling! It allows me to work through what I want to focus on while still hanging out with people I care about who are also doing things they enjoy. Might be a small way to mesh the two worlds together - catching up to work/school and having social time.

[@amanduhreads]

happy birthday, pop tart 🤎 my birthday was the 4th and I literally said to myself “oh, it’s Ali’s birthday this week too! hope you know we all admire and are rooting for you non stop! and can’t wait for even more merch in my closet 🤎🐌✨

[@redfoxbooks]

Oh Ally, I just love your videos. Every time I have commented so far, I ALWAYS say this. BUT it is the truth and I WILL NEVER stop telling you, that what you create, this cozy corner on the internet, is just the most heartwarming thing and I always love to cuddle up with a hot beverage and watch your videos. Wishing you all the best and sending strength and some extra spoons for whenever you need them (and want to receive them from a stranger on the internet - consent is important 👏🏻) ✨

[@fireheart_0389]

Hi Ally, I just wanted to say thank you for showing what you go through with your chronic migraines. I deal with chronic ear pain and sometimes am bed ridden because of it. And so through your videos I have really been able to appreciate the small victories. And I thank you so much for that. I also always love your book recommendations. And the Shady Hollow mystery series is a great one it is so cozy and was a very fun and cozy read. But overall thank you for being you on the big interwebs and you have no idea how much happiness your videos bring to my day!!

[@francescakyanda9182]

As an autistic college student, I am so shit at balancing things, I was thinking about how when I really focus on one subject at school, other things fall by the wayside, and I'm forever playing catch up--I really appreciate your candor when it comes to your struggles 💕

[@jilliannatividad1045]

I, too, have shed some tears during the makeup talk. thank you for sharing all of it with us. sending you all the love and all the coziness 🧡

[@nikkiblah5301]

I love how honest you are about your struggles. I'm in a time where I'm struggling so much and your video helped me smile while also helped me not feeling alone. Thank you for still putting out content even when you weren't feeling your best ❤

[@bookishlymichelle]

It seems life's been rough for so many people this year (myself included). Ngl I cried a little bit towards the end. Thank you for your presence in this space as always.

[@ACupofNicole]

I CANT WAIT FOR BLOOMIN READATHON AHH

[@sierrareed11]

SAME it will be my first oneeee

[@twoghostsinacornfeild]

I'm actually doing the blooming readathon for my school project this term! I can't wait to take part, already collecting a tbr 💪

[@jessday4087]

"i know this has nothing to do with books but oh well" WE WANT IT ALL. WE APPRECIATE YOU SHARING EVERYTHING.

[@jojocountrygirl]

I love Grady Hendrix, his writing is very satirical. I think Horrorstor is one of his best. Very outlandish and super funny! This vlog is very lovely to watch and now I want to read a cozy book!

[@Unclebeefstock]

PLEASE. the message at the end with the montage. Crying big fat tears.

[@user-qu8zs7vs1x]

I just reached the last part of the vlog, and I must say that I was a bit moved. Happy birthday, I hope this next year brings you more good food, good friends, good sunsets, and some relief as well!

[@JanAgaton]

that voiceover part had me IN TEARSSSS

[@Torsee]

3:03 My room was the drafting room. Pen and ink technical drawing while the mass was out in the gymnasium, talking over each other.

[@levinia333]

SO grateful for the time and effort you put in to making content (ENJOYABLE CONTENT) for us 🫶 you truly are amazing and I'm always praying for you. Hoping you can have more healthy days to enjoy more things you love.

[@allisonpaiges]

:') this comment made me tear up thank you so much

[@small_and_dangerous2068]

I’m so excited for this upload for so many reasons. 1) A new Ally upload = a happy me! 2) I’ve been really sick with not only a nasty cold but also chronic pain. My chronic pain has been going on for over a month 3) New merch drop!!

[@emilyreadsandvlogs]

This video made me emotional because I can relate from Larens’ pov. My husband is chronically ill and the representation you give helps me understand him more. But you also help me get through my anxieties and the pressure I feel to just be better/do better. When really I should just enjoy the small things that bring me happiness. Thank you for always being you! ❤

[@Rachel-6016]

ALLY you always create the most comforting, safe-space vlogs thanku for what you do, especially with having less spoons 🥄 you mentioned reading some cozy fantasy for the next vlog and to read along, and I know your TBR probably isn’t set, but are there any that we can read with you! Would be so cool to compare thoughts and experiences when the vid comes out 🥰

[@allisonpaiges]

TBR is definitely subject to change but for now the plan is: “lightfall the girl and the galdurian” & “pilu of the woods” & “the wee free men” & “comet in moominland” & “a wizards guide to defensive baking” & “the very secret society of irregular witches” & “tress of the emerald sea” !!

[@Rachel-6016]

@@allisonpaiges omg thanku!!

[@meccha_matcha]

I've been struggling a lot recently with a lot of the same things as you, sans the health issues so I feel like I have no excuse for having no social battery. Every time I think about the effort I have to put into being happy and sociable, it makes me want to curl up inside a dark little cave. The issues you discuss are so important and you do it in such a relatable way; I love your warmth and frankness. And not to mention, your kitties are adorable and I adore your aesthetic! Sending you all the love and hugs from little New Zealand.

[@meganhawkes2836]

The merch drop couldn't have come at a better time! Literally just got back from Japan two days ago and left my little victories hoodie in Tokyo airport 😭😭 and have been heartbroken since. Even tried to leave the plane to get it before we took off but the flight attendants were not having that!

[@allisonpaiges]

HAPPY ENDINGS!

[@charissnyder5887]

This is exactly what I needed today. Thank you for your honesty and authenticity about the struggles of disability. I feel more seen by you than I do by anyone in my life. I am burnt out in college, 21, trying to just take care of my needs. It’s harder during school. Thank you thank you for giving me the language to understand myself. Also so cool to see you have skates!! Moxi makes light up wheels and I HIGHLY recommend them, they are my favorite thing about being alive.

[@boy_topics]

"Everything ... makes me have a meltdown!" is also my current state of being. Hang in there

[@theeldritchfox]

Happy belated birthday, Ally! Sorry to hear that the migraines were fierce for your birthday week.😭I recently turned 29 as well, and I can assure you that the produce in my fridge also mocks my attempts at management. Especially berries. The little rascals just ripen/spoil whenever they feel like it! 😂 Also, I'm absolutely picking up Hakumei & Mikochi. It looks so cute and wholesome.

[@tungstensmum1491]

Thank you for making black shirts - the whites and beiges and grey are so cute but I ruin light coloured clothing IMMEDIATELY so I haven’t ordered before now ❤

[@allisonpaiges]

reLATABLE

[@bubbl3gumh3art]

The blooming readathon is going to be my first one since I discovered your channel, and i’m so excited!! Also the new merch is amazing!❤️❤️

[@ashleyoreads]

Thank you so much

[@hannahhaynes2257]

I was not expecting to ball my eyes out at the end of this video 😭 Aly, you're a shining light that deserves all the spoons in the world! It's nice to not feel alone in this world that can be so scary with someone with mental illness. Thank you again for sharing your cozy corner with us all 💜

[@caymenprice8862]

This is where I come to recover, thank you for this cozy corner of the internet ❤

[@bethbcrafts]

Happy birthday, punk! I've only been following you a short while, and I've always appreciated your focus on celebrating mundanity - but I've recently had some health issues and have since been diagnosed with an autoimmune disease that will impact the rest of my life, and your discussion of living with chronic illness is going to be so much more important to me. Your message towards the end was exactly what I wanted to hear as I soldier on and learn to live inside a new reality.

[@Zottie]

you're videos are so so so cosy and filled with love

[@jasmin2186]

the music while reading Daphne reminded me of a Criminal Minds episode (the one with the dolls? I think?) and honestly, perfect spooky vibe xD

[@ballroomred]

I have several There’s No Rush items, and I use them so often to connect with customer service workers! When they apologize for running slow, behind, me waiting, etc. I just point to my shirt and tell them it’s no big deal! It always gets a smile out of a stressed out person. I now need spoon items, as I moved recently and between that, ADHD, getting laid off, and starting a new job, my spoons have deplorably low for a few months now.

[@allisonpaiges]

i LOVE this!!!!

[@allisonpaiges]

(not that your spoons are low - but how you use the snail shirt hehe)

[@WitchofCrowSummit]

Late to the comment game, but still just wanted to say that you manage to be such light in the world in the midst of your own private storms. You shed light for me on my own adult kiddo with their recent diagnosis. Happy belated birthday, girlie, and I know it is only words that cant help your pain, but you are so dearly loved.

[@Hillary429]

That final monologue really got me tearing up 🥲 birthdays are always such an emotional reflective time that I struggle with, your montage of loving moments was so sweet HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALLY!

[@justvynexa]

happy belated birthday, friend! I’m sorry it didn’t go as planned but that cheesecake looked devine 🤤 hoping to participate in the bloomin readathon this year! 🤞🏽

[@toeresa]

Im so sorry that youve been struggling especially hard with migraines lately, you are on the path to freedom it will het better soon i know it ❤

[@MrsLasagna]

Thank you for sharing another beautiful video. I really appreciated your vulnerability. I like to think that you, I, and everyone else in the world are doing the best that they can in a given moment. And that the best that one can do is super varied. Practicing self-compassion is a lifelong endeavor and we don't always succeed but I hope you continue to be compassionate towards yourself, especially when your spoons disappear so quickly 💜

[@DesiDoRead]

Really loved the message at the end of this video. I’ve been going through a lot of medical problems and anxiety with it. The reminder that this too shall pass and it’s temporary made me tear up. I really needed to hear that today. ❤ thank you Ally for sharing ❤️

[@Joe-1369]

Fall is fantasy for most, but for me, all year is fantasy season. Love you Ally❤❤🎉😊 (Also, i just LOVE youre hair)

[@Wolfe212]

I really appreciate your channel. I have OCD and I feel like my existence is harmful and I stress because I feel like I have to earn joy. Thank you for always reminding me that that's not the case, that I deserve good things. That in this giant, tiny world, I can live a good life. Thank you so much.

[@ashleighxnicole3852]

ahh yay an ally post! I just recently found your channel and I am in love! your channel is my current hyperfixation 😂🤍

[@meghansalm9304]

Just the sweetest, coziest, most inclusive, honest, and comfortable spot on the internet! Can’t explain what it does to my heart to sit down and watch one of your videos. Always such a grand time!

[@itssammierose]

Your cats are so adorable. I havent ever seen a cats eyes look like that black ones!!! So pretty. And the white one is soooo fluffy. Im allergic to cats but i dream of having one to cuddle

[@bluesummer1004]

First year participating in the blooming readathon and I CAN'T WAIT! Thank you for hosting it and creating this wonderful corner of the internet

[@sophsbookss]

ALLY!! ROLLER DERBY?? THATS SO COOL!!!!

[@AnnaShuk]

This video honestly felt like a hug. Thank you 🙏

[@Josecarlos.997]

I truly admire everything you do for your mental health. I think you are doing more than you give yourself credit for, I think we all are ❤ I loved all the chatting! Great vlog 😊

[@allisonpaiges]

i think you're right - we definitely all are

[@kristinandj]

Your energy is contagious

[@KathleenIllustrated]

Happy birthday Allie! I’m so sorry to hear things have been Tough with a capital T. Thanks for sharing your experiences and I hope this week brings the upmost cozy energy for you!

[@madelinechristine]

Ally! I have been following you since 2010. I discovered you when I stayed up all night before my first day of 8th grade out of anxiety, and your videos calmed me down. Now I turn 27 on Halloween in a few days, so it has been 13 years! We have communicated briefly on Tumblr in the past about Animal Crossing and silly things. I just want you to know-I think about you CONSTANTLY, and you have a VERY DEEP personal role in my life. I love you🥹

[@mountainbikingvampirewitch]

I just wanted to thank you for your Chronic Illness Pep Talk (TM). I’m currently writing this from my 5th day of being bedridden and I don’t know when it will end. I have a hard time being patient with myself and my healing, but your videos help me remember to celebrate the little victories. I’m so used to thinking of myself as a “healthy person” that I take for granted the little things that I wish for most rn. Yes I’m in pain and I can’t do anything but lie in one position until I’m better, but I have people who love me and care for me and I have good food and good books and cool people like you. Any time this all doesn’t feel worth it, I hope you can remember that you brought a little light to my life. Thank you for being vulnerable in a crazy place like the internet, you remind me to extend compassion to myself as much as others ❤

[@hannahsutherland9329]

I loved the shots of the snails! 🐌🐌🐌

[@SpookyAndCozy]

Really loved the mix of cozy and spooky in this vlog 🖤🧡

[@Nicolelynnn]

a new long video? my heart is so full!!

[@MicahRion]

So happy to see a size range going up to 5XL!

[@megdrummond-wilson824]

Your little ghost latte art!!! So cute!

[@JimenaBlack]

Happy bday Ally!!! You deserve the best always, your videos literally make my life better, i'm 27 and just got diagnosted with autism and so much started to make sense but i feel so lonely some times and your videos make me feel seen 💕 thank you for keeping up with everything, my best wishes always

[@alysha.k2011]

Thank you for sharing your mental health reflections. It was very eye opening to my own situation and comparing our past to our current.

[@the.artisticidiot]

hi, ally! i just wanted to say happy birthday, and thank you so much for doing what you do. i just recently lost a pet, and i was having a really hard time doing much of anything, but i came across your channel on the same day and i've been binging your videos since. your videos have really helped provide a good distraction for me, and i wanted to say thank you for making them

[@amybyrne13]

lost my snail sweatshirt in an airport so i’ve been patiently waiting for the restock !! so excited:)))))

[@allisonpaiges]

a heartbreaking tale with a happy ending!!

[@cassidyhalpin2983]

This is my first time watching your channel, but as soon as I saw the spoon shirt I knew I had found my people ❤

[@alexereads]

thank you so much for everything you said in this vlog. I’ve been having a really hard time lately and your words explain perfectly what I’m feeling. I feel less alone after seeing this. thank you for everything you do🤍

[@cherieoraivej]

Totally ordering new merchandise!!! Yay! I totally recommend a graphic novel/comic strip “Phoebe and her unicorn” series. I think you would love it! It’s kinda like a girl and her unicorn version of Calvin and Hobbes. It’s cute, cozy, funny! Totally up your alley!

[@ChloeTheePayne]

happy belated birthday! and thank you for continuing to share the ups and downs, it really helps my brain to hear these necessary mental health reminders and to remember that other people out there are also Going Through It™

[@macieleann1990]

your videos bring me so much comfort tyty also soopa excited for the readathon and merch drop! the grey spoon hoodie will be purchased ♡

[@TanyaWestley]

Your videos always give me that warm fuzzy feeling inside and I savour every minute. I am sorry your health is giving you such a hard time, I hope it cuts you some slack soon. I am also so glad you re opened the orders for the previous designs as I missed out last time but got myself the little victories tee and the spoon hoodie! xxx

[@berrelleza151210]

Yess!!! Black merch, it was what hold me back before, now in going broke 🥲 Also super excited for the horror books!

[@BarbaraBoholm]

Dear Ally! Thank you for your video,i love how you share the joy of books, the everyday life with ups and downs, doing errands,baking... I can relate to what you mentioned at the end, being autistic myself. Sending you warm hugs and healing energy your way

[@shannon3834]

My PMDD ruined my whole day but your mirror pep talk helped so much, thank you Ally ILY!

[@itsthemadster]

Love the new design and the message behind it!

[@snoopythegeek]

Thank you Ally, I really needed this today. Keep going, there's always good days around the corner ❤

[@withthecoven]

perfect timing for this vlog since i also just turned 29! and i'm so excited for the blooming readathon!!

[@allisonpaiges]

happy birthday to us!!

[@francespeterson2452]

I so relate to what you said about balance and friends and pain and meltdowns. I just started college and I am struggling to balance my chronic illnesses and health and my schoolwork and my brain and trying to make friends. I feel like if I prioritize one thing I am dropping another. And its so tough to make friends when I breakdown with anxiety and stress after hanging out with people but then feel so lonely if I don't! And its so hard to see everyone else seemingly having an easy time of it!