CRAZY STORY TIME | THIS WAS MY NORMAL

[@chelseaameoww1522]

This story hit home for me.. my addiction is at the point where you were at the time the story took place .. I’m 20 years old .. and all I’m known for is my addiction. I am a mess. Just want to say you’re my hope .. where you are today is my all time goal. Thank you for making me feel like I’m not alone. Love you Jessica ..you’ll probably never read this, but please keep doing what you do

[@briannadavey9910]

Chelseaa meoww I’m also 20, I’m struggling with a heroin addiction. I just had 3 months sober but relapse is a huge part of my story. You got this girl and my insta is bri82200 if you ever want to talk.

[@chelseaameoww1522]

Brianna Davey see.. this is what I love about Jessica’s subs.. and her comment section.. Brianna, I’m sorry you’re going through this shit show too.. your relapse doesn’t mean you’re a failure .. IThis is a process .. and we will get through this! :( keep your head up Brianna. Xoxo

[@valenciagabriella]

If either of you need anyone to talk to please message me, I'm going through thee same thing right now at 20 years old and am in need of people to talk to since I cant tell my friends or family, Insta: gabriellaaa.__ Snapchat: gabi_1213

[@crustyhailey]

Chelseaa meoww we’ve all been there. I was the crazy party girl too. I’m 26 now, and it took being in a super abusive alcoholic relationship for me to wake up. Keep fighting, you’ll make it over the mountain.

[@jackrussell2380]

Chelseaa meoww you are an incredibly strong person for having the strength to fight through this struggle. No matter how many times you may relapse, just remember that.

[@Hi-gg8rp]

Jess now: has family, epic house and makes youtube videos that keep everyone on the edge of their seat Jess Then: throwing up, selling drugs and getting high at parties definition of personal development

[@denisenova7494]

I'd rather choose the second over the first tbh

[@Hi-gg8rp]

@@denisenova7494 ok you do you I guess

[@waynegeorge72]

Exactly she so fucking awesome. Her stories had helped me a lot when i was detoxing/getting clean a while back. Have over a year in now 😁

[@Hi-gg8rp]

@@waynegeorge72 nice

[@ironicallyxiconic]

@@waynegeorge72 what substance was she hooked on? I've been watching videos but don't recall her ever saying. Seems like opiates but I'm just curious exactly what

[@ellexarden]

jess: “we were roommates” my brain on quarantine: “oh my god they were roommates” i hope someone gets this vine reference 😂

[@melodian13]

Hilarious 🤣🤣😂

[@jenafleischmann3364]

i'm glad i wasn't the only one that thought that haha

[@aarianaadnani3602]

i literally thought the same thing and i came to the comments to see if anyone else thought it to hahah

[@sewamars9764]

Lmaooo 😭😭

[@greenspark101]

michelle brittany 🤣 rip vine.

[@fashiion312]

I caught my husband watching you on Facebook and I said what are you doing watching my girl? Hahaha he’s like your girl? 😂 hes said she looks like a cool one!!😎

[@neeharikayork]

30? you literally look 18💓

[@bridgetlarsen6912]

Lol I love that you locked the door behind him 😂 I wouldn't have been so bold. Wish I had been that brave back in the day. Good for you

[@Wraiven22]

I've NEVER bought a youtuber's book even though it's my favorite media, but your's will undoubtedly be my first!

[@emilysturgis364]

I'm not even an addict and I've never been to prison but I've recently been really looking down on myself and what you said at the end truly hit in a good way. I'm a big fan of your life story and your beautiful family! Thanks for the pick me up Jess

[@A.l.e.x.e.a]

Right?? We can all learn from her ability to forgive herself

[@cocomidnight]

I love your reaction when that dude said ‘is that what you’re wearing’. Everyone should do that!

[@Larzaparz]

Jess I'm 4 years clean. I have never lived a more happier and clear visioned life. I remember looking at people around me and thinking "no how are they able to go anywhere without a bag of D on them or without being high". I find myself getting caught up in the rabbit hole of my past addiction memories and my embarrassing/nasty behavior while in addiction..which keeps me up at night. It almost haunts me if i let it. Can you make a video about how you manage to deal with past memories of sick addiction behavior? Thank you i love your videos. Honestly, your storytime about your dealer giving you 10 grams and doing it all before you even got off the train...made my stomach drop because I know that terrible feeling all too well.

[@kendaldrye8952]

I have this same problem. I've found myself almost obsessing over the person my addiction turned me into and I'm still too embarassed to be around certain people I was with when I was high who didn't know I was high and thought that's just who I was. A big part of recovery is letting go and although we won't forget the memories and decisions we made we now have enough control to change our future. Never forget who you are and from one addict to another I am proud of you! ❤

[@Larzaparz]

@@kendaldrye8952 💞💖💓

[@PM-ht9uc]

That'd be a really helpful video for a lot of people

[@kt114]

You are in control of your thoughts. You just have to quickly shift your focus to something else when you start having dark thoughts or thoughts by hat will negatively affect your mental health. Leave it in the past. You can’t go back so just focus on today. Focus on what you can do NOW to elevate the way you see yourself. You got this.

[@DreyriAldranaris36]

The past can definitely hurt. But please don’t blame yourself for the person you were back then. Past you ought have made bad decisions, but they still deserve your respect and care.

[@Rtytanicj]

Oh your first PR!! Baby’s growing up!! Lol I’m so stinking proud of you love!!! 💜💜💜

[@shannoncarter6395]

Thank you for giving us all a place to go where we don't feel so alone. I have been in recovery for the better part of a decade but i just found your channel recently and now I finally don't feel completely alone. You're amazing.

[@madisonhendershot411]

Your videos give me so much happiness. I have never done drugs or broken the law in any way... but I feel so connected to you. I feel that you bring a greater message that can impact anyone at any point in their life!

[@mommalisae6482]

My DOC was my only "friend"...it got all of my time, all of my thoughts, I knew it would always be there. Thankfully I narrowly escaped getting busted but I got clean. After 12 years clean I have a few true friends and no more dope. Never give up!

[@stacymarie7500]

Me dressing up is jeans and a cardigan with heels or boots. I have never been one to dress up...EVER

[@vannahmayy6061]

You’re writing an autobiography?! Where will I be able to buy it once it’s written? I love your story times and have watched so many! You’ve been an inspiration for me as I am 7 months sober tomorrow!

[@JessicaKent]

Hoping to self publish on Amazon

[@shachaney8360]

I am almost 4 months sober again, I had 4 years and now I’m starting over at only 4 months. I don’t have friends because all of my “friends” are still in low places and that’s how I relapsed the last time, not that I’m blaming anybody for my mistakes but I will say old doors do not open to new opportunities. I feel so much better now. A few years ago I was addicted to OxyContin and most recent relapse was meth, I can honestly say, if I can get sober then anybody can because I didn’t want to until I had to, it was choosing my sanity and life over drugs and I did it......again. I Love you and videos, Jessica and I relate to you so much, it does help to not feel so alone out here with all of my mistakes and problems and now, my sobriety. ❤️

[@desireabrown6255]

It's always people, places, and things that gets me every time. I relapsed 2yrs ago after 5yrs clean so I get it. Keep going girl I'm proud of you!

[@shachaney8360]

desirea brown Thank you. I truly appreciate it! Some people will never understand how difficult it is for an addict to just stay sober and I’m proud of you too!

[@tonijones727]

Love your stories!! Still recovering from Corona virus and my disabilities are making it so hard. I miss my two boys so so much but trying to avoid hospital at all costs. But my heart has been playing up 😢 Anyway thank you and Christina for giving me lots to binge on! 💜 Hope you're staying safe and are keeping well ❤ Sending you and your family lots of love and well wishes ❤

[@JessicaKent]

🙏🖤

[@tonijones727]

Thank you hun! Lots of love ❤

[@kadifelts3294]

Feel better 🖤

[@kadifelts3294]

@Molly Jackson agreed cudnt have said it better. 🙂

[@tonijones727]

@Molly Jackson wow you just made this mummy cry! Thank you so so much. That means the world and more to me. Someone on another comment said I was lying! I was so shocked like wow! How can someone say that to a disabled vulnerable mother of two young boys. But I really am so thankful to you and everyone else who is sending so much love and support. I will kick its arse for my boys sakes. They need their mummy to fight so that's what I will do. I do struggle to eat due to my digestive problems but I have been having lots of homemade soups from my mum being left on my doorstep. So I am trying to force myself. Thank you 💜 Hope you are staying safe and healthy hun! ❤

[@neeharikayork]

i just love your story times. oh, and your voice is so soothing :)

[@thebensman9786]

I dig her voice too!

[@kt493]

Yes! I listen at lunchtime and it just helps me unwind somehow for the afternoon.

[@pinkgiraffe378]

I'm really not a dressed up kind of person either tbh lol. 😂

[@robinhaupt9119]

Your honesty is everything, thank you Jess. ❤

[@akoczurshaw]

I relate to your story so hard... But you’re proof that we can and will recover if we keep putting in the work. I’ll never thank you enough for being so inspiring. Much love Jess ❤️

[@MS-hk1bi]

I’ve never been this early to a video before! Just want to say I LOVE binging your channel!! It really helps with my post-partum depression ☺️

[@thehoundhedgehoghippie7346]

I love your story times 🖤 Not only you’re a fab story teller - your stories come with a meaningful message.

[@lauren248x]

Jess, Christina Randall & Ro Clausen storytimes are EVERYTHING 💜💜

[@tfptravel.food.peace.3788]

I love Jess and Christina! I gotta check out Ro Clausen. Never heard of that channel.

[@lauren248x]

TFP Travel.Food.Peace. Ro is amazing!! Such a darling 💜 she’s got a very interesting story involving her husband (Adam) who’s currently incarcerated 😔 I won’t spoil anymore but definitely check out her channel, Jess & Christina have both collabed with her I believe. You won’t regret it 😊😊

[@CHACHA-nb7xi]

L A U R E N • H 👍👍

[@hopesunday597]

Jesss that bag is so cute. It's so your style. 💖 Much love

[@a.hartman5537]

I just came across your channel and you have been such a light in dark days... we aren’t a reflection our addictions but rather the light that shines. I have been on a drug journey but sober now and you gave me hope for my best friend.

[@staceymarie1755]

Hi Jess!😁❤ Just wanted to say that I 1000% relate to experience of having to get to know myself once I got sober. It was actually pretty eye opening....when I first got sober I felt like I lost everything and anything familiar to me and I was definitely depressed about it....but after 3 little boys (baby girl due in July), a wonderful amazing man, lots of bad days, a ton of family support and the drive to stay sober, I am now SO proud to say I have over 7 years clean and I know who I am 💖 I drive a big family SUV, I run around all day ( except right now during pandemic) doing errands and chores all having to do with being a boring mommy and wife❤ But what other people might consider boring or whatever...I couldn't have asked for a better life ❤ So anyway after this long rant 🤣.....my point is to thank Jess for bringing these kinds of things to light and letting people know that it is possible to go on and have a great life after addiction... Jess (and myself) Are proof of this ❤ You just have to want it bad enough and don't be afraid to ask for help 👍🏼😘

[@kynleechapman7472]

I love you so much Jess. Especially that message at the end... “I am more than addiction. I am more than my mental health. There is so much more”. Really spoke to me. Thanks for everything you do girl, I realllyyyyy hope I can meet you someday! I promise I’ll be as awkward as you 🤣❤️

[@mikelisteral7863]

problems girls have when they are raised by single mothers

[@kynleechapman7472]

@@mikelisteral7863 I was raised by two parents but okay

[@mikelisteral7863]

@@kynleechapman7472 GET YO BUTT TO CHURCH!

[@kynleechapman7472]

@@mikelisteral7863 lmaoo ok

[@mikelisteral7863]

@@kynleechapman7472 girls go to church in mini skirts these days and sell drugs to the priest

[@j-s-m-rasmr5292]

Oh Jess! I am so proud of you! Listen, as an addict your stories hit home. A lot of my stories end as "I couldn't make this shit up if I tried"... I am talking unbelievable!!! However I don't know if I am brave enough to be that transparent yet. For one I don't quite have 2 years clean yet. I am getting there though.. one day at a time! Thank you for being you and giving time time. And giving yourself a break. I always say nothing changes if nothing changes.... or If nothing changes nothing changes.

[@Ana-vl6rs]

Girl, you're AMAZING! You're legit my favorite ever! ♥️

[@alleywatson7404]

The crazy using stories are my absolute favoriteeee. I know it’s probably hard to get back into that mindset and remember the stories that we as addicts tend to block out, but we all appreciate youuuu 😛🥰🥰

[@hopesunday597]

I had the same logic at 18. Actually at 13 lol, thank god I got out of that lifestyle. I always had older friends and one night I left a hotel party drunk as hell, and it was a snow storm, I couldn't even feel my toes. It took me almost 2 hours to get home. Thankfully I made it home safe and sound. It was terrible. One for the books.

[@marybelle]

Yay! I love story times!!! Congrats on getting PR!!! Love you!!

[@JessicaKent]

Ty! Isn't it so cute!? I'm afraid to use it..don't wanna mess it up 😂

[@marybelle]

@@JessicaKent it is super cute!! It is so you!

[@hopesc1345]

Jessica, you won’t mess it up, leather gets better over time and with use! The bag will get softer over time just wipe clean! You can use a leather conditioner on it to clean the outside

[@emily-rb5dk]

I'm so excited for your autobiography. I look forward to your videos so much. They remind me that no matter what deck of cards life hands you, that everyone can be successful and not be so alone. I've always kept to myself and never had many friends. Some of my life experiences have made me closed off to other people, but im working on being more social and more of myself

[@FAYBEAR]

''dont punch him.. assault charge'' LMAOOOO

[@meaganwolff5207]

I’ve never been this early!! Thank you I needed a video so bad while I colored 😂 Hope you stay safe and healthy, love you!!

[@shannonmjmccluskey4033]

That "first date" story with your roommates coworker was #EPIC!!!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤ it so much!

[@lijntje266]

i think its amazing to hear even in your addiction days you could actually see the mess and stuff. lots of love

[@brianneelise9598]

I've never been into drugs but this video connected with me on such a deep level

[@elorahancock6326]

Thank you for this! We do need this rn!!! That bag is so cute!!!!

[@tvngelv9091]

I’m glad you’re writing an autobiography it’s gonna be soooo good and inspirational. I can’t relate to your past but I still love watching your story times and other videos 😌

[@brindhamenon1999]

aaaah!!! always excited for your uploads

[@calvinlynn2342]

I'm glad I found you channel! 20 months clean and sober ! I like listening to your stories they remind me of how crazy thing's where

[@mylittlealienspace9643]

Hearing Jess' stories has really helped me feel less alone, she has succeeded

[@TattoogirlTattoogirl]

Honestly you don’t look 30 you look way younger, plus I love watching your videos

[@samanthapierce8447]

Yaayy Story Time 🖤 Idk how u remember all these stories! I have tons myself but most r a fog 😄

[@jordanorrick5165]

I love cg kid! I love how raw and authentic he is. Very informative, too!!

[@garden5137]

Beautiful bag Jess! You deserve the best! I'm 49 yrs old and I look up to you & respect you ❤

[@melissa730208]

Literally cannot wait for your book! Love you!

[@janellesutton-keeth414]

Girl, I’m soooo flipping excited for your auto to be done and released! You and Reese are one of the highlights of my KZbin reels ❤️❤️

[@RP_76]

I'm so ready for your book! Yay for PR🥳🥳🥳 Love ya Jess 💖💖

[@TracyLynnWilcox]

Jess your so cute! You are so thankful and you can see how heartfelt it is just on your face!!! I love it.

[@PatS.1976]

Yes, I thought April fools would be no video. Thanks, Jess. Cool swag btw, lol.

[@simonamichelin7696]

Hello from Italy, Jess! I have been following u since this summer and I really like your videos... keep up your amazing work ! We're getting through a tough time here😨😰. Today's my birthday (16 y/o), lots of love ☺️.

[@nupurinamdar6544]

Hey... Happy birthday❤💞.....today is also my birthday (16 y/o) and we are also quarantined here in my country... But be strong everything will be over soon...... Stay safe ❤❤

[@simonamichelin7696]

@@nupurinamdar6544 thank you... and happy birthday!

[@thriftin_n_flippin851]

Thumbs up for all the day ones❤❤❤ I just saw Jess is up to 243,000 subs! I subbed when she had 11,000. I love seeing her grow❤❤❤

[@mollybuckler3957]

You look SO happy, girl!

[@kadifelts3294]

I'm with you the bag is so cute 🖤 have a good day Jess love your story times.

[@alyssahamlett]

i am so grateful you started your channel its a place i can come to relate..i just found out im pregnant up until now ive been in active addiction bc of a miscarriage. im getting my rainbow baby and a second chance at life. pls dont stop the videos even the old ones i know they arent ur favorite to tell but i need to hear the fucked up shit to relate sadly. it makes a difference

[@mollyflounders7343]

I love this, this is hilarious and exactly what I use to do all the time involving multiple subtances 😂 Good to be out of that life but fun to reflect on. Love you, you're amazing ♥️

[@chelseagoodall5308]

“Do you guys open things and smell them?” GIIIRRRRRL! My mom and aunt for the last 28 years of my life have told me I need to find a job as a smellologist if such a thing exists. I smell EVERYTHING! New, old, random all the things I gotta take a sniff 😂🤦🏼‍♀️😭

[@nat-iy8np]

Thank you, Jes. You make me feel less alone.

[@jaylove7125]

OMG..What flashbacks i have hearing this..have many stories like this..Can't wait for your book Jess..Stay Sober Sis.❤

[@heathercschafer]

Good for you getting some cool PR!! Cant wait to read your book! Glad y'all are doing well during this craziness ❤❤

[@vlogsbyallyhaight2366]

You are the reason I started my channel and decided to get clean a month ago. ♥️ Thank you for saving my life.

[@Jadeeee2323]

Love the cg kid merch!!💙 love you girl

[@Birdiee93x]

I've been curious about your age for years and its crazy because you're only 3 years older than me same age as my s/o and the amount of shit you've gone through in only 30 years...jess. Its so crazy to think we were doing such adult type shit in Jr high, high school. Its so good to see where you are now. 3 years sober in august🖤

[@caits697]

Yassssssss I miss ur story times perfect for being stuck at home

[@pinkgiraffe378]

Do you drink alcohol at all now? Or does it just remind you too much of your past?

[@mrssept2013]

Most people in recovery choose not to use any substance, including alcohol. I can't speak for her but taking a wild guess I'd assume no.

[@marilynglazier9794]

I would assume not. Typically addicts will quit every thing mainly because alcohol while it wasn't her "true" addiction can lead you back to other things. I am not saying this is true for everyone but just from watching Jess's videos I would think alcohol would be a trigger for her.

[@AB-bg4wl]

ahhh!! congrats on your PR package! that bag is so cute

[@mirandahawn8845]

Just gonna stop in and say Good Morning Jessica and Fam!

[@allidolnet429]

Looking forward to reading your story, can’t wait

[@MrSenset]

I needed to hear this and be reminded of this tonight. Thank you so much for sharing your life and message!

[@UnlikelySpinsters]

Ok but mad respect for shutting the door on that guy. That’s so rude!! You’re amazing! Love ya!

[@Jennifer-gw1hi]

Story times getting me thru quarantine

[@sadiesapp7097]

I loveeee you so much. You teach me common sense that I don’t have much of😂😂I am 14 and have been through almost everything you have talked about and I just feel like I can relate to someone 😂😂

[@GetPrettyWithPuff]

i’m DEFINITELY reading your autobiography when you release it 😍

[@pinkgiraffe378]

I love your storytimes, they're so entertaining and interesting. 💕👍👌💗

[@marthas7685]

I’m binge watching your videos and I truly wish they were longer. Please venture into doing longer story times! If you did 40+ minutes, many of us would really enjoy that!

[@jillianseiden6051]

Damn girl you’ve come so far & I’m so freaking proud of you 💕

[@morgynnstedman9777]

Omg I open things and smell them too, especially new paper books. Haha.

[@bonniepaora8664]

I'm very strongly of the belief that you can only change your life once you've had enough of the life you're living, and you're so sick of it that you have the will to work on it. You can lead a horse to water, but you can't make it drink. People can tell you all the advice in the world and support you in every possible way, but until you have decided that you want better for yourself and you're willing to put in the effort to get it, nothing will change. It's really hard to have to sit by and watch someone you care about on that path, but it's the only way they'll ever reach the road of recovery. It's the sad but harsh reality

[@marikiemarie7622]

Well... my first date was at 17. I was hooked through a family friend that I've known all my life... he worked with this guy putting bikes together. Sooo i was incredibly nervous, almost didnt want to go. I was very shy in those days. He picks me up...he was very cute, looked very mature and I felt calmer right away....we had dinner and he started asking what would I like to do after dinner. I suggested a walk through this really pretty park we have downtown. He said "perfect". Sooooo about 20 minutes into the walk he asked.... "so are you on birth control? If so what kind?"...... I immediately went red. I was so shocked. I was a virgin and sex was the last thing on my mind...even at 17(I was 22 before I lost my virginity) soooo I said "um, are you joking? Really? Um I think you should take me home...... he said "wow...really... but we are here.. are you sure...you were having a good times.... I screamed take me home! He did...but in the car....he told me "i only asked that to be responsible... you wanted to go to that park.... what's wrong? ... I was so confused..... but later i found out that my friend told him that girls in our town like to take guys the park to have sex... not realizing that loved that park and that info was not true lol its light up and very crowded even at night... no way you could do the nasty at that park...lol ... boys at 17 are so stupid!!!! Lol

[@miazarka4778]

Jess you are so awesome!! I literally love how you said you closed the door, locked it and walked away..like that is amazing and made me laugh & smile 😂 I swear like I feel as if I need to remember that if that ever were to happen to me lol

[@kathleenlea9879]

Thankyou for your honesty xxxx

[@andreacunningham5832]

Girl that BAG IS SO SO SO SO SO CUTE THE RED INSIDE LOVE IT!!!!!!!

[@kendaldrye8952]

So glad I came across your channel. I am in medicated assisted recovery and I would love to hear your opinion on methadone/subutex/subuoxone. I still have people tell me that because I'm on methadone I'm not really clean but this is the only way I've been able to stay away from heroin and I feel like I finally have my life back for the first time in years. Youre amazing! ❤

[@edsawarenesschannel]

I feel like anyway that gets you clean is worth it!

[@joshuagareau7165]

Thank you so fricking much for posting this video and for your channel I really needed this today

[@thegr8mage]

i LOVE that you just shut the door behind him. QUEEN 👏🏼 MOVES 👏🏼

[@candicemiller9498]

Jess that bag is hella cute. love it!!! How are you doing girl? i hope your family is doing well. stay safe stay sober STAY IN

[@JessicaKent]

We're ok! Hope you and yours are ok as well 🖤🙏🙂

[@theambitlady]

It’s a mind blowing time. Love you gurrrrl. ♥️🦋🙏👊👊👊

[@Ava-so1zd]

You are so appreciative it makes me smile ❤️

[@michellemartinez6375]

thank you for these videos Jessica!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[@rachaelkopp3792]

I alway hung out with older ppl all thru high school. Mostly used with Baby Boomers and a couple ppl 5-6 yrs older than me. It crazy to think back on those days sometimes.

[@jaimeotterson1642]

Your my hero Jessica Kent. I relate with this so much. Thank you. I want to make some changes. ....you give me hope.

[@paige4724]

I can’t wait for your book! 💙 Will there be an audio version? 😍

[@kareemaafteraddiction8965]

That bag is very punk/NYC 😊 ...the black with the red inside is very Kent-ian (lol I could be making this up but I can imagine you wearing it!) xo

[@MarinaInChrist84]

Who ever reads this: Have a great day 🧡🧡🧡💐

[@addiemua8844]

Soul Wisdom Vegan. You have a great day too!

[@MarinaInChrist84]

@@addiemua8844 thanks 😘

[@cloudsunicorns194]

Soul wisdom vegan: You too ! So refreshingly sweet ! Thank you !

[@MarinaInChrist84]

@@cloudsunicorns194 🧡🧡

[@LS-fe4ob]

Thank you you too

[@irenefitzgerald5175]

Girl you're 30 there is no way you look 25

[@lidb2460]

Irene Fitzgerald im 20 and i look like her older sister 😭😭

[@ruralrebeltory7474]

It is so interesting to hear what prison was like from the inmates point of view. I worked in a men’s medium and minimum prison for 10 yrs. in Oklahoma. No, never was an officer. Started out in the library, then a teacher, and was ended up being pushed into a case manager job for the last two years before I left saying too much work no where near enough money!!!! You said inmates were good at reading inmates, guards, etc... I would watch as a nurse or secretary or two would get involved will an inmate each year. Never did get that. In all the years I was there i was barely asked for a pin and I would always make sure I got it right back. It is nice to see someone who got out and has not rolled right back into prison. So often I would see people get out and in a few months be right back in again. Keep making your videos and good luck staying on the outside!!