Crystal Meth Addict interview-Leo

Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of leo, a crystal meth addict in Los Angeles.
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[@l.l.8004]

A real gateway drug is trauma 😢

[@willb.danger6573]

childhood trauma causes..."you name it". all psychological phenomenon that are invisible to a scan, up and including some people that present as psychopaths in the mri machine are rooted in childhood trauma period.

[@life_withl]

Agreed…

[@DavidLamarjr]

Yea but NOBODY what's to talk about that. This show has changed my opinion on homeless drug addiction. Sad.

[@probiotic1]

Yes stop blaming weed!

[@nyxsvart368]

There's no such thing as gate way drug mate. It all goes down to will power. So weed isn't a gateway drug it's a medicine. This gateway drug bullsh*t is a mainstream media lie. So please cut the cr@p and get your facts straight. Stop parrottin what you hear in the media propaganda

[@사무라이무적]

These interviews definitely give me some fear of drug addiction. I’ve been clean for 3 years now. I will never do that again

[@PianoMatronNeeNee]

Sounds like you had a rough start in life, I’m so sorry. Hope you get the help you need Leo. You have so much to give the world. Great interview Mark. Greetings from Miami.

[@ryanblanchard2508]

You hope he gets the help he needs? Why don’t you try and help. Reach out to him, send him a couple bucks. You cared enough to comment but you don’t want to put any effort to help. Help isn’t going to appear out of thin air. Do something instead of making a comment that makes you feel better about yourself! 🤡

[@BooBoosPalace]

​@@ryanblanchard2508Imbecile.

[@francesgarcia8749]

As a Corpus Christi native it’s so sad to me when people get out of there and it’s not for the better. My childhood was far from horrible but I too had my own run with addiction and I thank God every day I’m not where I used to be. I chose to move away and do better for myself! Leo, you have so much potential and you have time to turn this around! Continued Prayers for you and your wife! 🙏

[@francesgarcia8749]

@@albertomedina4294 Chicago

[@TB-hw1dr]

Remember the bluff

[@francesgarcia8749]

@@TB-hw1dr sure do lol

[@francesgarcia8749]

@@albertomedina4294 my apologies! I don’t always see the notifications for some reason. No plans to return as of yet but thanks for the nice gesture. Take care!

[@francesgarcia8749]

@@albertomedina4294 with all due respect, no thank you. Take care!

[@cornpop5623]

Man spoke truth when he said an addict will give it up when there ready! I went to so many programs and rehabs bc that’s what others wanted me to do, and is why it didn’t work at that time. Once I wanted it I was able to stay sober, 10years.

[@nategomes1719]

Man when a person gets molested it’s so hard for the person after. People never really can understand unless they were themselves or have someone close to them who has. So sad. I hope Ivan get clean however that looks and build a better life.

[@iiipurrrsentkitty4676]

That is very very true.

[@kellyhearn9801]

This channel is a recruitment channel for AA. It's like a daily speaker's meeting but one that only focuses on the mess and not the miracle.

[@bellachannell777]

Leo, I pray that you read my comment. Please know that I appreciate your truthfulness and transparency. The inhumane monsters that sexually abused you are despicable and I'm so sorry that happened to you. 😥 One day, I hope God blesses you with a powerful platform to advocate for other sexually abused children because the impact would be monumental! May you find inner peace and self-love because you are worth it! ❤🙏🏼

[@elliotdelgado6001]

SoftWhiteUnderbelly unscripted truth of the streets of the world this channel has keep me clean and I truly appreciate it very much because you only have one life and my kids and family won't see me suffer no more in life so thank you again for the Realness we all need this BigFacts 💯🙏🇵🇷♉

[@Gram72534]

Me as well! SWU is a big part of my daily program and I feel just like you do! Congratulations on your sobriety!

[@noax79]

Good morning everyone! Stay well 💜

[@therealkamp]

Same To You! 💙

[@bernadettebutler6395]

Good morning to you as well 😘

[@Gram72534]

Good morning, from Denver! Have a great day!

[@Jason-ot8fw]

Thank you. Good morning to you as well!

[@Mimi-bs7kn]

Morning morning! Same to you pretty

[@anselmodiaz2996]

This channel gets me everytime. I too am dealing with living life sober but im struggling with it and a pat of me wants to go back to the drugs and fuck ups to cover up pain that i thought was gone. God please help me!

[@jessicalynn6576]

Don't go back to it it's not worth it!! Stay clean and sober please u can do this! Stay strong your awesome and doing a great job!! ❤️❤️

[@anselmodiaz2996]

@@jessicalynn6576 Thank you ms. Lynn!

[@jessicalynn6576]

@@anselmodiaz2996 you are so very welcome! I really hope u stay clean u got this!! Praying for u!!

[@wesleyalan9179]

Please don't go back, the people in your life that you love are worth it, and especially yourself. You're worth it. It gets better, it gets easier (in my opinion) ...I used to feel the same way as you. Keep ya head up and keep fighting that awesome fight!🙏💜

[@anselmodiaz2996]

@@wesleyalan9179 Thank you mr. Wesley! It truly means something to me.

[@Kylerene]

Sending you Leo all the best mate , from Melbourne Australia I wish you all the best and peace mate. Your a brave brave man. Much love brother

[@F30586]

Top of the morning to you all. Have a good one. Gonna be another scorcher here in Southern Ca. We’re literally burning up over here.

[@rabbidcow2135]

It's pretty bad over there. Didn't think I'd ever feel lucky to be in the sticky deep south but it's happening. Actually feeling like fall is close. Probably be over 100 next week though...

[@cindywhedbee1713]

I am in FL and it’s the usual hot but not like the surface of the 🌞…

[@martinmummert5614]

It's called geoengineering...climate modification/weaponization. It's done to make the climate change LIE seem real.

[@wesleyalan9179]

Good morning from West Atl Ga✌🤟🤞ya'll have a wonderful day!💜🙏

[@maureent8653]

Good morning from PA… going to be in the rainy 60s today..

[@mwlera4765]

He was honest, and articulate. He knows what his issue is and admits he doesn’t know how to live life sober. Best wishes to you.. I hope you stay safe.

[@kingsdrip5810]

Me having a Mom that is a crystal meth addict it’s crazy how fast it can’t eat up someone life

[@mryee5540]

This is heartbreaking and angering. I hope his abusers get justice in this life or the next and that God gives Leo the peace he deserves.

[@gisellean7812]

Human suffering is one of the hardest things about being alive. Whether it's at the hands of others or your own mind I don't know how we are not more empathetic as humans ourselves, to others. People who judge and don't understand addiction look at it so simply as a choice when it is in fact a disease plagued by trauma and tragedy. I've seen it, I've experienced it and I've learned from others just how complex it is. The root of the problem starts before you ever touch that drug and it's sad people don't understand that. It's no excuse but people have reasons and maybe you don't agree with that, but the least we could do is try to understand it and then maybe we could do more in helping rid of this disease and help others live the lives they deserve, free of suffering.

[@TrayneTracks]

This isn’t the first “Leo” that is addicted to meth. I once knew a law enforcement officer that used meth daily

[@snicker576]

Drug addiction knows no boundaries, even goes after the best of us, the law enforcement officers of this great land

[@threatassessment606]

@@snicker576 clearly you haven't watching police videos. Back the blue whether you agree with it or not

[@snicker576]

@@threatassessment606 What?

[@ceciliamsx3]

Good luck in your endeavors, Leo. It’s hard but you’ll get through this addiction… best wishes for you & your wife.

[@TonyaKay]

Most sincere man right here.

[@andrewduffy1425]

Some people never get a break. If you do get that break please try and grasp it with both hands 💙

[@shyamlynn243]

Sounds to me like you are closer than you think to being ready for change. Sounds to me like you are there now. Take the step Leo, it's worth it and there is no perfect time. I speak from personal experiance. Won't be easy learning to live a completely new life but it is possible and will take you to many new places. you said yourself, this life now is hard so you have nothing to loose. Take the step Leo, I wish you all the best.

[@colemacedo-phillips5768]

This is very sad to hear the anger and pain he is experiencing. He was an innocent little boy whose life was stolen from. I hope he takes the time to work on himself so that he is able to heal. 🙏🏻🥰

[@jensantos7084]

thank you for you uploads

[@PRO.224]

Very switched on man for an addict. Wish him all the best and hopefully he can find peace and happiness without substances.

[@BioLibre]

Great talk Leo. U remind me a lot of me. I get it that for us we can’t help other till we have helped ourselves. I feel like this a lot. Think I’m running in a line towards my sanity. Only to find ten years gone byn my idea of sanity has changed a lil but most of my running was all in place. N ten years gone. What I’m trying is to put my sanity aside enough times a week to ‘be there’ - to listen, think, assist - for people in n around my life. Has turned out there’s things I can do that are meaningful in other peoples lives. Things that give me the-heebie-jeebies stop do for myself. And there is reward for me in this. I guess ur short on resources. Me too. But here’s the last word. Be on the lookout for where u can add some positivity or lessen someone else’s suffering by whatever means u can contribute. Help ur wife too. But wife’s more complicated😅 Best to you Leo. Enjoyed your company this afternoon. Rock on n take good care!!

[@ninadurovic4641]

What a childhood , no kid deserve that . Poor man

[@PokerYogi]

I'm not believing the order of operations/gateway drug usage. Heck... how do you cut out drinking, but not cut out meth? Just sayin'. Then he tells it how it is with therapists spot on. Seems like a kind soul that cuts through the bs. Complex PTSD is a batch. Thank you for another insightful interview

[@SocketSilver]

Good luck uncle! You can do this!

[@BooBoosPalace]

@softwhiteunderbelly: Mark, Do you have a follow-up for him? Edit: Leo, once you make that decision to get clean, and have a good amount of clean time under your belt, I believe you would be a wonderful counselor/therapist! I hope you are doing well, and gather the courage it takes to get clean. I said a prayer for you and I send you my love.

[@iunstoppable1]

This video should have more views

[@amberlabelle5132]

You are amazing Leo we are all rooting for you, I hope one day I can be half as strong and brave as you are ❤ never forget your worth and how loved you are king ❤️❤️

[@maisenbrown196]

Those that don't eat drink or sleep give the drug a bad name i totally agree with him on that part...

[@justbarry587]

He doesn't even realize he's not quite right

[@KaryKitz]

I really liked his interview !

[@edsherwood2173]

Need to get an update on Patrick, have a feeling he hasn’t stayed clean but hoping so

[@willb.danger6573]

Leo, my god dude. will you dm me? you are describing exactly my life, down to your philosophy on sleep and your intake of beverage and food. damn bro, i thought i was the only one.

[@rhondaward8694]

Leo you have got this!!!

[@semiramismunoz8948]

I like this guy, good nature. Hope he stop that drugs,

[@denisemartinez3936]

I love his honesty and I pray he starts to crave getting off the dope. He is somewhat functional but the dope is just a band aide for the abuse he endured as a child.

[@theodorbroderhonkanen2434]

Excellent!

[@mrs.beasley1979]

If your 13 year old son won't get you straight nothing will. Break the generational curse before it's too late.

[@keithkaiman922]

He's not ready to quit so I guess he's not going to protect his son anymore.

[@dimi7931]

his son could be molested meanwhile in the hands of the foster system ,in the hands of strangers , while he is giving an interview saying he is a man , where is he to protect his son as a man ? he says everybody else has problems.issues , NO,THAT IS SO NOT TRUE. THAT IS HIS EXCUSE FOR HIS WRONG CHOICES AND SUBSEQUENT CONSEQUENCES . I HAVE A WONDERFUL LIFE DUDE , HONEST TO GOD .

[@KikisDolls99]

There is hope for you Leo

[@steffannie3437]

You can live a normal life. Normal life means not chasing the high chasing goals and dreams. Find yourself! When you want you will do it and one day I hope you do. God Bless You!

[@lewisstredwick7616]

Sure has had a tough life . Bloomin hard to come back from that start .Good luck fella .

[@mounabowafarms3356]

If you want to protect your kids try not to get them caught up in social services. You hear terrible stories of kids that end up in foster homes .

[@ReallyDude89]

This man is a smart man. I pray for his future ♥️❤️‍🩹

[@johnthorpe1349]

Did Dope 4 28 years been clean for 10 got my housing got everything I'll ever need but I never forget I'm one bad decisions away from going back there ppl say never say never shit I use to say it but I'll never ever go back to that life there's life after Drugs if u last long enough Migwech from Toronto 🇨🇦🙏🤍

[@missteak11]

Unfortunately (most of the time) it’s not about when an addict is ready to get clean that they get help, it’s when they hit their own rock bottom that gets them clean. Addiction is a hard hard life to live. You deserve a better life. We all do! ❤

[@juliemackenzie1978]

It’s really heartbreaking to know that most of these people’s issue & addictions started with a dysfunctional adult that caused their trauma. 💔😞 I wish Leo all the best. Thank you for sharing this video with us. 👍🇨🇦😊

[@davechristian7543]

not really actually bc thats just wat we hear her bc most of it just started bc when we r teenagers we liked to party unless its different in the states which i dont think it is.

[@marylougeorge9890]

@@davechristian7543 He was sexually abused before he was a teen and he started drinking before he was a teen.

[@BooBoosPalace]

​@@davechristian7543Your comment makes no sense-??

[@Kosackk]

If you were molested as a kid, you will most likely have a fucked up life ur whole life... thats what ive learnt listening to these people! It sucks to listen to this, if only adults could keep their hands in check, and not touch children, traumatizing them for life the world would be a better place for everyone

[@Capt.Thrust]

If you took a poll of people who use drugs or have used drugs in the past I bet that about 85% have had childhood trauma including myself. There are some sick people out there. People who molest kids are pure evil. They corrupt lives and that in and of itself is a special kind of evil that deserve harsh punishment.

[@fingerprint5511]

Child molesters destroy innocence. Most people in jail were molested. Molesters are victims of molestation. Those who don't continue the abuse, by becoming abusers, are traumatized, like this man. Molesters will molest to rob the innocence of a child, just as theirs was stolen. Being a survivor myself, I'd prefer the trauma than to hurt a child in order to hide the shame, the dearh of the heart . Its shame and guilt. This man kept his heart, its why he would never molest a child.

[@patriciomejia4100]

I grew up without mother or father i guess that counts. My grandma took care of me.

[@commentcraftsman]

Shit, I was mo fucken lested...a bit.

[@kimlarso]

There are exceptions; If you’re ever so lucky to be gifted one good adult that’s a stand in caretaker (aunt, elderly neighbor, best friends parents)

[@pitsmittengurrl5249]

Being molested as a child is behind an incredible amount of drug addicts use and general trauma. It's a theme in the interviews Marc does. It's disturbing and disgusting how much of this sexual abuse occurs. Sad.

[@blueballs9712]

Because they're wimps. Being molested would be awesome, imagine having a hot woman with big tits molesting you? I'd be so happy.

[@noahbrown4388]

For real! I had no idea how pervasive childhood sexual abuse was until I got older. I feel so grateful to have had a decent childhood without that shit 😕

[@kurdishgirl6361]

Watching Marks interviews helps me to see and understand some people’s situations better. I can understand what he means by he doesn’t know how to be normal and that it scares him living a life without drugs. Imagine going from numbing yourself every day for the majority of your life to re-learn how to do every day-habits sober, facing the fear of having to “feel again” without the option of numbing yourself, being a new person in an old situation, dealing with the shame for the damage they caused to themselves and others while using, to have to fight for their lives everyday in ways most of the “normal” people wouldn’t understand. Don’t let the past steal your present Leo, I wish you all the best.

[@christineculhane7109]

Well stated. When I became sober, I equated having to feel again to being a burn victim in the ICU. So many years of being numb and feeling nothing at all to feeling everything is an extremely raw experience.

[@tomatobagel]

The Kurds are a great people in a crappy neighborhood. Kudos.

[@jah7763]

Beautifully said!

[@bigmike-]

We'd all do well to have the same compassion you do.

[@leneo1731]

Absolutely beautiful the way you described him and his situation. You seem like a very emphatic person.

[@handmadeiowa]

Early childhood sexual preditors are almost always the beginning of every addiction story. Heartbreaking

[@beckee6282]

That’s why I believe anyone who touches a child should be put to death

[@kre8unity]

Agree 💯

[@AudibleVisibIe]

"almost always" is pushing it...

[@Ordinaloutcast]

@@AudibleVisibIe no it isn't

[@Nikki-sf6bs]

@@AudibleVisibIe No it is not. It is definitely the majority

[@lizwaa100]

First minute in and boom. Sexual Abuse. Poor innocent souls that have to traverse that treacherous slippery path, may they find peace and forgiveness for themselves

[@beebee2781]

My father was also molested at a young age (8yo). He wrestled with it also, and fell into drugs and drinking. He eventually began to heal it, by speaking about it and helping others who had also been molested as children. Leo, thank you so much for speaking about it. It can feel very shameful, but as you said it is never a kid's fault. Speaking about it will help other men speak out and begin to heal also. I hope that one day we can all come together to get much longer sentences for child rapists, as well as make victims - especially children - less afraid to speak out. Thank you again for speaking out. I hope, like my Dad, you one day find some peace and healing.

[@kyrahirsch4367]

what a beautiful comment

[@Catalinaobregon]

I hope you can see that sexual abuse does not, should not define your life. Our bodies naturally respond to stimulation. It is nothing to be ashamed of. The shame belongs to the adult who exploits it in an unwitting child for their own personal sexual gratification. Addressing it as an adult will help you in recovery of your addiction to numb yourself of any thoughts that somehow you were responsible for the abuse that happened to you as a child. Wishing you a speedy recovery from your past to your waiting future, sober and loving yourself.

[@bigsima2k23]

The childhood trauma is real 🙏🏽💜

[@jrahn66]

It causes so many problems in adults. I think about my childhood friends and peers who ended up being alcoholics/drug abusers and wonder what kind of horrible traumas did they suffer from that was hidden from the rest of the world. Many of my HS friends passed away because of alcohol/drug related issues. Ugh…

[@AA-ps3uv]

I never get this. How is it possible that mothers dont believe their children are being molested? Sickest thing ever

[@Rochelle721]

Right. Ive always felt like I was the only person on the planet who went through that. For me, that hurt scarred me much deeper than what that chomo did, or could ever do. Well never understand that which doesnt make sense. Its not to be understood. I feel extremely grateful that I dont, because I wouldnt be able to live with myself if I could. That life experience is what my foundation was built upon. Trust no one. If your parents can turn their back on you, anyone can. Youre right, it is the bottom of the barrel of humanity. Thank you for having sympathy 💙💚 #tealribbon

[@ivaloowilson3524]

My mother cought my half brother molesting my little sister. She denied it! He molested me also. I did forgive them both but it took going to therapy to come from a place of forgiveness. Alot of shame involved with being molested as a child. Thank you Mark for opening the door to the conversations & healing. Sending love & light to everyone 💔❤️‍🩹❤️

[@kimb6962]

I have 3 relatives who are drug addicts. The husband and wife of the three spend every dime and every moment they can on drugs and alcohol. Their kids are ignored. Kids been raised by wolves. So, if this man told his mother he was molested, she would have to do something to stop it. All she wanted to do was drugs.

[@josuevargas621]

@@Rochelle721 💯💪🙏

[@Rochelle721]

@@josuevargas621 Thank you! 💪🏾

[@barbaranelson4982]

It's true we should never judge someone until we know there story 😢 I hope he gets help one day 💞

[@JaimeMesChiens]

It’s even-more true we should never judge someone else. Period. Hard Stop.

[@marylougeorge9890]

@@JaimeMesChiens True.

[@kre8unity]

“There is only one true judge and that’s God, so chill, and let my father do HIS job.” -Salt N Peppa

[@marylougeorge9890]

@@kre8unity 👍✝️

[@baghodler508]

You could see the relief and weight lifted as he finished telling you about his problems and told you who he was. A quick lil smile formed

[@jeannine3750]

Poly drug addiction is so scary. It's not just the one drug U are stuck on. It's which one do u need the most.... I've kicked the drinking and the crack and cocaine do not serve me well at all. But the opioids grabbed me and still has a grip. I'm on a subutex maintenance drug. Most people use it to get off heroine. I've been on it for three years. It keeps me from running to the streets. I feel good about were I'm at but it's not enough for my husband. He wants me to be ready but I know I'm not and the shame of telling your kids why dad won't let you come home.

[@ktcooki276]

Sorry.😣

[@industrialdrummer44]

First off: GREAT JOB for choosing to get on the Sub, that's a massive accomplishment. It sounds like your husband might want to do some homework (or better yet, therapy/counseling/whatever) to learn more about the incredible benefits of your replacement therapy. "Someone I know" has been on a small and stabilizing dose for 14 years, and they have not touched an illicit drug since. A lot of folks compare MAT to diabetics and their need for insulin. If it's keeping you on the straight and narrow, then fuck the stigma. Good luck!

[@nolofatsomampane1279]

❤️

[@terariabros8725]

Your husband doesn’t understand that it’s no different then you needing insulin if Diabetic. If you need to be on it you need to be on it and he needs to get educated. He should be supportive and happy your sober and taking meds as prescribed. I’ve been on maintenance for 17 years and I will likely be till I die because that is the safest option for me. You being well is the most important thing and he should never as you to jeopardize that just because of his insecurities about it. Proud of you.

[@jeannine3750]

@@terariabros8725 Thank you so much, I really needed to hear this and I agree. Support is so important. Bless you and your loved ones.

[@PAPDOG1973]

What an incredibly honest man. I hope he finds happiness and stays safe.

[@gna8an]

Honest?? He is a thief ….

[@threeminuteshate]

See, I just hear him saying cliches and platitudes.

[@jimestes2563]

The sad part is, that he's only that candid because he's on drugs.

[@MFBOOM100]

Bad irresponsible parenting is the core of most mental issues imo. Very sad story what a strong person to have endured such a tough life Salute keep fighting bro 🙏💯💯💯

[@christineculhane7109]

He is the epitome of an addict who firmly believes that he’s using the drugs and that the drugs aren’t controlling him. It’s the vicious cycle …the “functioning” addict’s constant rationalization and thought process. I know- I have been there. Like many addicts, he’s such a solid guy with so much potential battling internal wars. Addiction- very often the fear of pain we humans don’t know what to do with. 💔

[@Rochelle721]

💯

[@adambrocklehurst4211]

Absolutely.

[@Earthylovingurl]

Well said !

[@briannadehart-colagrosso6367]

Tolerance is a bitch...using to just function and so hard to get back to baseline after quitting, many never get there. I also think one reason he's maintained this tenuous control is that he doesn't seem to be shooting.

[@pricklycats]

You just don't have self control. Most people who use drugs don't get addicted, those are the real statistics. If everybody got addicted then the usage statistics would align with the addiction/overdose statistics, but that's just not the case. You just never hear about the "normal" stories because negativity thrives online and everybody wants to feel like they're above other people so they enjoy watching people in a worse place than them. The people who appear on this channel are in the MINORITY. They do not represent drug users. They represent the worst of the worst in LA.

[@loosescrews8106]

Despite all he has been through and is still going through he is still very level headed and made so many valid points while sharing his story. You have a good heart Leo, wishing you the best.

[@skyking228]

Just wish Leo and his wife waited until they were free of drugs before they had kids. Always interesting, thanks!

[@benwaldenmusic]

Leo is obviously capable of honesty as well as empathy. That counts for something.

[@shelbshub]

I know I'm late to this video being posted, but Leo... YOU ARE A MAN. I'm so SO proud that you can tell your story and bring awareness to the traumas both women and men (and everyone in between) face as children. I feel like a lot of men don't speak about what happens to them out of fear they aren't "man enough". None of the trauma you experienced was because of anything you did. Thank you for sharing your story

[@truckstopbutterfly]

i also went through similar things as a child and have struggled as an adult and not knowing what normal is and not being to 'be in society' theres something about childhood trauma that traps you there in your mind Like and it stunts your whole life These interviews make me feel a lot less alone in the struggle

[@BooBoosPalace]

❤❤❤

[@seresagunst6889]

Don’t give up man! Like you said you can stop when you’re ready just don’t wait to long when you’re 6 ft underground. Your son and wife need you!! I’m rooting for you!! Much love!❤️

[@johnruvolis874]

Human on human can be such a horror. It's a tragic reality. I hope Leo someday works through his inner demons.

[@analinakos]

I know where i wanna be in five years, i’m just not ready for it yet.. Is the most accurate depiction of how trauma gives us obstacles we’re not ready to overcome and it deteriorates spirit to the point where it’s admirable that no matter how hard Leo’s life was to this point, he managed to step above the wrongdoings he had to endure from other people and a big part of himself. Power to you Leo! 🔥❤️

[@therealkamp]

*Thank you For your Upload's, You Single Handedly Keep Me Out The KZbin Rabbit Hole When I Can't Sleep.*

[@rpierce7004]

What happened to his sister ? Get clean man. Get your son home. Social services is no good . You got this . Get more therapy with the right person cause it isn’t resolved yet. Speed up the process. Why wait 5 years?

[@TrillMurray]

Every tweaker thinks they're a mechanic, electrician, welder, engineer etc. Lmao

[@etziowingeler3173]

?

[@amberk4978]

We need to crack down hard on child molesters. Way too many adults are getting away with ruining childrens lives-for life. It sickens me. Parents need to start talking to their children about pedophiles and never keeping secrets. Different family members should ask their children (at random times )if anyone has touched them. We need to change our thinking. I can’t understand why there are people in jail for weed while known (and unknown) child molesters roam the street.

[@cynthiaconnors183]

I agree. However, you and your children can trust and love each other to the moon and back, teach your children to not be ashamed and speak out if someone is attempting to harm them or has harmed them, you can do everything right...but...if a predator threatens the family to the child, they won't speak up. Happened to one of my daughters at the hands of a cousin repeatedly over time, in the cousin's family home. With people in the house. If you have a relative, even if they're in their teens, and that relative wants a ton of alone time with your child and leaves everyone else out...THAT'S A HUGE RED FLAG. Now I know it. My daughter didn't speak about it until she became an adult. She suffered with it for years afraid to talk.

[@kimlarso]

Research time given to pedos vs meth users👉It’s an American fkn Tragedy ❤

[@marshnate1]

Leo I'm so happy you finally freed yourself and your letting your story out instead of letting destroy u! I pray this is a fresh start at you letting yourself heal. You are an inspiration to all! 🤗 ❤️ 🙏

[@imaloserdude7227]

Nice interview, Leo. Thank you for telling your story.

[@fifilamoore1718]

My heart just breaks listening too Leo’s story , Your so aware , and I have watching this channel long enuff to hear the root of most drug addiction starts with childhood abuse especially sexual, It’s so ridiculous , outrageous that so many kids life’s are just destroyed from these sickos perverted ways . At least Leo is one of the ones that hasn’t repeated what happened to him , I just hope his son isn’t a victim in foster care .Sad real live shit as Leo says .🫶🏻❤️I so hope u get help soon real soon & get ur son back ❤️‍🩹fifi

[@Gods-bad-boy]

I really 100% percent believe we need to legalize drugs. The reason why is some of the most vulnerable are caught up in the drug world and are preyed upon by the predators. You legalize drugs, regulate it, tax it and you strip the underground market of its hold over the most vulnerable. Just my opinion. This is stuff I noticed while I was out there.

[@Hisdudeness101]

Not to mention allowing the mega rich/big pharma to over prescribe and manufacture the synthetic death sentences and call it medicine.....oxy and Fentynal were not made by accident.

[@nickwark9190]

Agree 100%

[@AShley-un1yi]

Au contraire NEVER wish for the legalisation But yes to decriminalization

[@threatassessment606]

I don't think the police are gonna like that

[@ericespinoza373]

I’ve probably watched a couple dozen videos but this one hit me differently. Really sorry for the pain Leo has suffered. I will be praying for Leo and his son.

[@1428monsterdrink]

What a great guy. He’s right, life is so hard and unfair. I hope he finds some peace ❤️

[@myeyeswentdeaf6213]

Good Morning!👋😁from 6:25am Brooklyn NY 🇺🇸 to whatever time of day it is wherever in the world 🌎🌍 YOU🫵 are, my SWU family.

[@Gram72534]

What's up brother, 4:30 am in colorful Colorado! Have a great day my friend! Where's monk been? I hope she's good!

[@cindywhedbee1713]

Here in FL it’s 0643. Happy to be here!

[@myeyeswentdeaf6213]

@Gram #7 Wats up Grams. Thanks, you too my friend, have a great day. About Monk Idk, I haven’t seen her. The last time I asked about her she popped right up to say she’s good. So maybe she’s just playing the background , not commenting as much. I bet she’s good though. I bet she’s watching, making sure we all behave ourselves. 😳 lol.😂 The day just doesn’t feel the same without @Jaded Monk spreading love to ya does it?

[@Gram72534]

@@myeyeswentdeaf6213 100%!lol!

[@tamsinlouw760]

Mark - I was dating a man who was a drug addict for many years. We met when we were 23. Your videos helped me understand addiction and how to offer support. I became more understanding of his background and how it's affected him. Eventually his toxicity poisoned my 32 year old life, I was emotionally and physically abused. One day I woke up and it was finally the end. I have peace of mind that I did everything in my power to help him and I've got you and the persons you've interviewed to thank for that. Lots of Love - T ♡

[@beachfly8066]

Thankyou Leo for sharing your story. I wish you the very best 💛

[@Whirrrlpoool]

Life is a jungle. Bad things happen to us, but we have to get through them and move on. You win by surviving. The past is just a thought; today is real.

[@drbennyboombatz9195]

You know he actually looks pretty good for 51, especially given all the drugs he's taken and the trauma. He's very personable, I reckon he's got a real chance, good luck man!

[@youtubejasonyoutubejason6962]

Oh man there is no way I can look at the drug addicted and not see the abused children of yesteryear, playing a game of torture and relief. Never be embarrassed and you can heal. What a world. It’s hard to get abused and not abuse the next person if you can have a history of abuse and never hurt and abuse anyone but yourself, that’s admirable.

[@andreachilton1058]

Hi swu fam blessings from New Zealand Wednesday night 10.30pm

[@Gram72534]

Hello from Denver Colorado, USA. Have a good 1!

[@poppyzoomies1092]

Hawkesbay here!

[@Alexandria250]

Alot of people can function and appear normal on meth. If you suffer add or adhd I've seen meth calm people down. It affects everyone differently. Doctors prescribe drugs like Adderall that affect u the same as meth. He's right about making sure your hydrated eat and sleep.

[@TangibleReads]

Brutally honest. Addiction fuels everything he does. I hope he's able to overcome. It's not too late.

[@yeetcannon1693]

This man deserves happiness.

[@loosgoos85]

It's not your fault! I'm glad u know this and never doubt that. U are a very intelligent man, u can get a decent job as hard as it is, and get your son! So he doesn't have abuse happen to him!! God bless you, don't forget to talk to the Lord as he said he never leaves us especially the prisoners and those in desperation! I love you brother! ❤️

[@tedohenderson]

I wish you the best, Leo. You seem like a nice man who has been through a lot from early on. I think you deserve healing and recovery. I hope you and your wife get help when you are ready. Much love man.

[@archidancecher]

I wish at schools they would teach how to deal with such traumas and problems instead of some useless subjects. If only he had a chance to cure his trauma and pain, if only there was a therapist helping this little 5 year old kid, this person might have been a very successful person in what he wanted in life. I can confidently say 99 percent of the people around me were molested or raped in some and different degrees and u know doesn't matter how they live but they struggle with it always inside and it effects on their quality of life,relationships and .... You are strong and i hope you'll find yourself ready to quit. Thanks for sharing your story.

[@orpha9031]

Leo is very right. We do not stop drugs until WE are ready. Nothing works until then. It is when we realize we are punishing ourselves for crimes commited against us that the light begins to shine.

[@Hisdudeness101]

Eating and sleeping are the most important thing in a "maintenance" or regular meth habit....as crazy as that sounds. It's possible to live a functioning life. Not forever and it's not always easy. But those things make the difference between a man like this and the wide eyed, hair pulled, incoherent people pulling the wheels off the city bus as it rolls around town..... Psychosis is a terrifying event, horribly unpredictable and dangerous.