Crystal Meth Addict interview-Michael

Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Michael, a crystal meth addict on Skid Row.
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[@PAPDOG1973]

I feel sorry for this guy. He seems very kind and honest. Sending love and compassion.

[@robertpachino3134]

Live vegan and actually LIVE with love and compassion

[@shamanllama]

@@robertpachino3134 oh shut up you're no better than any other animal. There's no problem with eating meat the problem is how we torture them in the farms. Humane farming is the answer

[@EsmeraldaWolfsbane7777]

@@robertpachino3134 vegan here 100💯💯💯💯💯🌱🌱🌿🌿🌟🌟🌟

[@EsmeraldaWolfsbane7777]

Please please don't feel sorry for these people it's an act no one needs drugs to survive we have places that will help people speak with therapist and it's free and programs to work there no reason to feel sorry he's a grown man not a tot..

[@staciemorelli384]

@ Jasprah Bluefeather totally agree with your comment the time these individuals search for their fix they can search for help and support some get vouchers for housing and are to drugged up to care to look for housing. These individuals make their own decisions. Life is what you make it! It’s not easy but you can work in the direction you want it to go.

[@cbc067]

staying awake for 3-4 days blows my mind. especially if you're on the streets. It sounds so terrible

[@Jmandoesit1992]

It truly is I've stayed up for 16 days at a time

[@cbc067]

Is that the goal when doing meth? Or just a side effect.

[@sunseedboy]

​@@cbc067its the main side effect, and it causes most of the craziness associated with meth as sleep deprivation disconnects the brain from reality

[@1994EST1]

​​@Jmandoesit1992 16 days holy shit, most I've gone is like 2-3 days off cocaine and yea started hallucinating crazy and hearing shit. Can't imagine 16 freaking days

[@Sad.girlzluvmoney]

​@Jmandoesit1992 we literally surpassed the same limit 💀

[@timelapsega]

Some people seem like they were destined to be drug addicts no matter what. Whether it be from trauma or just being predisposed, they accept their fates and go until they dont. But Michael seems like a guy that just made a few bad choices that had drastic consequences and led him down the wrong path. You can tell he's a sweetheart, there is still a soul in there and he knows this isn't the way to live. I really hope he can get some help. If you put this guy in a suit and told me he was a successful lawyer or something I wouldnt question it in the slightest. Michael if you're reading this I wish you the best!

[@bend4852]

Addiction doesn’t discriminate. It’s not always the homeless man doing whatever he can to scrape together a few bucks to get his fix, it can be your neighbor, coworker, etc

[@sterlingforbes3872]

This guy feels so relatable, like what happened to him could happen to any of us. My prayers are with him that he's able to get back to having a normal life.

[@ChristinaTodd1970]

Fortunately for some they will never face drug addiction, but for those of us who were born with that gene, it's really "but there for the grace of God go I."

[@WillStephen1977]

Indeed

[@codprocamp4690]

@@ChristinaTodd1970alot of people use to forget traumatic events, not just genetic, if you have the genes and past trauma then it gets really challenging.

[@ChristinaTodd1970]

@@codprocamp4690 I know.

[@dawnmartinez5344]

I’m in agreement with you 🙏

[@jadeebrant]

the fact that he is so articulate and polite makes it harder to watch in some ways. he clearly has so much potential, thanks for sharing mark!

[@bearschmidt3180]

I am a recovering alcoholic and IV meth addict. Over 7 years clean and 3 +years sober. I was shooting a gram at a time and using a 21 Guage point . I went through hell , complete psychosis and I lost everything. But one day while sitting in my tent in the woods, I looked at my dirty ass feet and skin and had enough. I walked 12 miles to the crisis center and turned myself into rehab. If I can get clean, anyone can.

[@francoisfrancois7353]

What's the difference between clean and sober?

[@bearschmidt3180]

@francoisfrancois7353 While both terms generally relate to abstinence from addictive substances, there's a subtle difference between “clean” and “sober.” Usually, “clean” refers to being free from drug use, and “sober” refers to the absence of alcohol consumption.

[@whocares4464]

Amazing recovery story man! Glad you made it out alive

[@bearschmidt3180]

@whocares4464 thanks

[@andreaeady8000]

I hear ya buddy

[@Georgia1980F]

Prayers for Michael, he's so honest and still together he can go far.

[@based_mediumchungus1788]

how is praying going to help? bro do you realize that small cocks literally exist. that is evidence that god doesnt exist.

[@melodiecarlisle79]

His story sounds a lot like mine. At 36, I finally decided enough was enough. I became clean and have stayed that way since then, I’m 53 now and it’s not easy, but you can break free, because I’m proof. He’s gonna need a lot of support and help. I certainly needed it. My daughters, young sons, have been my motivation, and now my grandchildren. I so pray he conquers and breaks free of his addiction. 🙏 It can be done!

[@unknown-sx8sn]

Your story sounds to close to Michaels to be believed but let’s try and remember this is his story not yours. Let’s keep the focus on Michael so he can get the help he needs. 😢

[@BreezyBriGem]

@@unknown-sx8sn really

[@Dpurple28]

What suggestions do you have for people with no support ?

[@dorothybarrett1853]

@@unknown-sx8sn I hope Michael reads these posts, especially the one you just commented on, because that woman's story is very similar to Michael's, as you noted, and her positive outcome might just give Michael hope that he can make a positive change in his life, too I'm glad she shared her experience; it may help Michael.

[@phyllysanantonio]

@@unknown-sx8sn 😂😂😂😂😂oh stop.

[@ph-vf5hx]

You can really hear that he truly believes he would be happier sober. That is basically the holy grail of overcoming addiction: how you interpret you own situation. The placebo effect of truly believing you can heal and be better is MASSIVE

[@styrostains8652]

Yessir 🙌

[@michaelmorgan6674]

thanks bro

[@Whitty42]

I remember him working at our local guitar center back in the day. Hoping the best for him. Long Beach Strong 💪

[@Dapryor]

That’s got to be wild to come across this.

[@Sarrianna1001]

For some reason listening to his resolute tone about being hopeless and feeling like he will never be able to get better makes my heart break more than any other interview I have listened to in recent months. There is a sense of finality in it that just makes me hurt for him. Sending you all the hope we can muster, you CAN do this, Michael.

[@Dpurple28]

Same I got that feeling too, I feel like maybe his diagnosis might be holding him back. I hope he seeks help he can have a beautiful life

[@XCHADHIGGINSX]

This guy is breaking my fucking heart. He seems like a great guy and he definitely got dealt a few shitty cards. If I saw this guy walking down the street, I would never guess he had any issues like that. He seems like a gentle, articulate soul. We need to find a way to get this guy on his feet. A go fund me or something.

[@therealslimshady4907]

Bro would buy tweak with it ☠️

[@kristinagerson9831]

Michael deserves a 2nd chance at life. It’s tough. Many have family to lean in this man needed family to help guide him. I pray that he can be lifted, work on his trauma, ride above the struggle & eventually help others. His kids deserve him also. Hope there’s an update soon. 🙏🏼

[@franzzzzeska]

Omg i want to give a hug to this man! He seems so sweet and i really could see him being an everyday normal dude with a family, working in an office etc. I really wish the best for him.

[@YogaWithDenaMarie]

Thank you for sharing your story, Michael.

[@ADevilsHollywood]

There's hope for Michael yet. He can coherently see that there's a problem, but doesn't have the support to help himself out of it. Very heartbreaking. I hope he finds his way.

[@azoique]

These videos are freaking terrifying because i struggle a bit with depression etc but have held a job for more than 8 years straight and have plenty of nets in place to keep me from falling this deep. But these interviews keep reminding me of never ever trying any type of drugs, and to face my problems head on. Not numb them or postpone dealing with them. It's never worth it.

[@WAKINUPwithDee]

Michael, you can get completely sober. If you were offered therapy after your diagnosis, I hope you’ll consider that. I feel like there’s a lot you can process by going to therapy. You seem like a very gentle man. I pray you know that life isn’t over. You can have a whole Second Act.

[@abelmcguire1951]

One question Mark could add, could having spiritual development help you today, not religion but spiritual insight. In order to build faith in something other than man's ego since you can't trust them! The process of therapy is lacking spiritual influence of some sort, best to you Michael, know you have support you can't always physically ascertain!

[@EsmeraldaWolfsbane7777]

@@abelmcguire1951 you make your own spiritual path I decided to become a vegan witch and my life has turned around I get what I need spiritually every day 🌿🌟

[@antonio_carvalho]

Seems like a good guy, too bad he fell into heavy drugs. I hope he gets better.

[@conibergmann5895]

He's so relatable. So real, humble and sad. I wish him the best

[@livelauflace]

Such a polite well spoken individual. Michael you seem so self aware and your honesty is admirable. Wishing you nothing but the best, you can do this.

[@blake1587]

no he got a 14 yr old girl pregnant in 2005 when he was 22

[@Pablodwnunda]

I had a friend very similar. Lost him to suicide. I hope this man’s life turns around and he lives through it

[@datFUNKYb]

Me too

[@princessofchina2315]

His kind heart and honesty was refreshing. Wishing you get the future you deserve Michael.

[@DJ-yj1vg]

What a brave soul to be so honest. So sad to see the effects of abusive, alcoholic parents. The real problem here is the lack of love poured into this guy growing up. Drugs might be a "cure" but the problem is a shit family life.

[@meghantomurgatroyd7634]

🎯

[@tinajaspan3023]

He is a smart guy, who seems like a good soul. I don’t think he realizes that he can change and there is hope. He’s very honest and I wish there was someone who can help him get back on his feet.

[@ZacharyJensen]

People are just dealt different cards in life. My heart goes out to him. He really seemed like a genuine sweet and caring human who is stuck on a horrible path.

[@TatoDek1999]

My prejudice surrounding people who take the hardest drugs (crystal, crack, heroin etc) has been so dampened watching these interviews. I used to turn a blind eye when I saw them in the street, as if they were nothing like me and I couldn’t relate to them in any way. But these people are so intelligent, so compassionate and manage to keep themselves together (with the help of drugs) despite the unfathomable demons they carry every single second. Now I stop and talk to anyone, I want to understand their stories and learn from them, and also help if I can. Thank you for creating this platform mark, and bless all of these interviewees❤️

[@akamomakawife4928]

My heart goes out to this young man in my prayers forever I pray he can get a grip on everything and get his drug addiction behind him good luck my friend life is short and sweet. Thanks Mark I love your work.

[@FredMaples]

Poor guy. When he said my life changed recently I tested positive for HIV I could feel the sadness in him. I wish him the best in life. Seems like a nice guy.

[@wendigo2442]

Wishing you the best fred

[@shyleekamps6132]

So polite and kind. He is sad, and it makes me sad. I hope he can change his life around

[@lornaenright116]

He seems like such a nice and genuine person, i hope life improves for him 🙏

[@jennifermccain6062]

Michael seems like such a gentle spirit. I hope things get better for him.

[@youngyup5069]

Ive been struggling on & off for 20yrs....this channel helps me realize im not alone in this situation.

[@orpha9031]

Michael, Thank you for your story. It really emphasizes how naivety can get you hurt. It also emphasizes how, if you don't belong to a tribe called family, you don't have shyt. May I suggest that you try treating yourself like you would your best friend. When we are babies learning to walk, we fall and get up, fall and get up. It is brutal and painful but it is what makes us strong. Start learning a new walk Do the next right thing. Know that you have a new family called the order of the Soft White Underbelly. We want to care.

[@pambeforethestorm9784]

Michael, as long as you are here on this earth, there is Always hope to get out of your situation and change! I see your kind spirit, you never deserved the childhood your parents subjected you to which is how this journey started, so start there with therapy. I wish you All the best because you deserve it!! I know it's hard to get out of being introverted, but you can do it and flourish! There is sooo much I wish I could do for you, I feel so helpless cause you seem like a kind, great guy!! ❤️

[@mikebb1000]

Jeez I wish I had someone like you to talk to. Your msg to Michael was very kind and sweet. I pretended like you were saying it to me. Dumb I no but it made me feel better. Thank you

[@pambeforethestorm9784]

@@mikebb1000 No, not dumb at all and thank you very much!! If my comment touched you that way, I'm more than happy it did so, you made my day by responding so kindly!! ❤️

[@urbansurvivor360]

You can get through an addiction I was addicted to speed I found group therapy the most effective tool of all. I've been sober 5 years now, my son is 4. I'm just sending massive healing vibes to anyone and everyone who may need it or knows anyone that needs it. Michael you are a lovely guy and your in my thoughts. X

[@ABEventHorizon]

Good video, thanks Mark! All the best of luck to Micheal, you can beat this

[@DaPhreshestKidd]

Alcohol is probably one of the worst drugs out, it's effects are generational

[@tylerutsey2793]

Truth

[@mmac8379]

He seems really kind and intelligent. I feel deeply for him, life is not easy, especially when growing up with narcissistic parents. He does not seem at all like an addict. Praying for you. Try to resist, the drugs are the devil. Please find strength to stop.

[@tristanbaker6901]

@@baublesanddolls I mean to put oneself before their kids and to support your own addiction sounds narcissistic

[@JT0007]

What do these interviewees have in coming? Complex PTSD from childhood. If we want to make 🇺🇸 better we need to help kids from ages 0-5.

[@ChiniGettinSaucy]

I like this guy, super honest and open

[@blackanesebeats]

I feel bad for him. Around @14:45 you can see the blinks start to increase which would seem like he’s holding back tears. I hope he finds the answer and some peace through all this. It’s never too late

[@Snoopyloopss]

I think Michael and his comfort with his addiction can be found in a lot of our problems and how we handle them, myself included. All the best to him and his journey

[@lynsim1252]

Seems like a really sweet guy. Do not give up. You are still young and you are articulate, in touch with your emotions. You can get better. Best wishes to you.

[@Daniela-rf6tk]

This guy is different from other addicts. He thinks clearly, he has good values, he sounds like a good person at heart. He is honest and doesn't lie to himself, he is aware of the mistakes he makes. Identifying the problem is one half of the solution. I wish this man starts believing that he can get himself out of this, and gets support. With that I'm sure he can make it out. Best of luck, Michael 🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@caseylynn5976]

There are many, many others like him who also have addictions. Its very true that addiction doesn't discriminate.

[@EsmeraldaWolfsbane7777]

No drug addict has values none don't kid yourself

[@glockinshpiel]

@@caseylynn5976 yes some lucky lucky people can hide their addiction so well. I’m so jealous, I use and boom three days later I can’t even care for myself. It’s wild. I am def late late stage addiction at 35 y.o. Luckily I’m 8 months clean.

[@caseylynn5976]

@@glockinshpiel well first of all congrats! Getting sober- and then maintaining it- is an incredible accomplishment. The odds are NOT in our favor, so never forget that. I know the battle all too well. The hard work that goes into it. And the fact that addiction is lifelong. BUT, we don't have to use. Its been 13 years since I fell in love with opiates. There were both periods of sobriety and of relapse since. Currently I'm approaching 2.5 years sober. Just gotta keep going & no matter what, never give up! 💜

[@caseylynn5976]

@@glockinshpiel as for people who can hide their addictions well, I actually don't consider them lucky. Because I believe it often prevents them from getting help for a lot longer than others...and some never do, sadly. Some end up losing their lives, and we have all heard this- " nobody ever even knew they had a problem". But the whole idea of being a "functional addict" is one that I don't buy into. I think its very false & potentially damaging. Just because someone can, say, hold a job or keep up appearances, doesn't mean that their addiction isn't causing problems in other areas of life. Or, they're still suffering in secret, mentally/emotionally, or perhaps physically, like from withdrawals. The impact always becomes greater with time, regardless of whether it takes days, months or years...its inevitable. Because that is the nature of addiction. And if it doesn't? Well then I'd have to argue that that person is not , and never was, an addict to begin with. How could they be, when by its very definition, addiction is marked by an inability to control ones usage that results in life becoming unmanageable. That's completely contrary to the definition of "functional". Some people do not have the predispositions/ brain chemistry to develop an addiction. Now those people, I'd agree, are very, very lucky.

[@student22044]

This brings home just how close we all are to taking a wrong turn and losing everything. It’s almost happened to me a couple of times, and the course of events has narrowly turned things around. It certainly makes you appreciate the little things. I hope this gentle man has a change of course. ❤

[@danakanter9514]

I hope Michael’s sees these messages and feels loved, cared for, and encouraged to get some lasting help ❤

[@Justo1985]

Bro your stronger then you think. Recovery is definitely possible even when we felt like it wasn’t. Sending blessings, and prayers 🙏🏼 stay safe, and try to get some help going to meetings. Doesn’t even matter if your still in active addiction. God bless man! We’re all always willing to help another in need.

[@wendigo2442]

*you're

[@christophermillett2273]

I hope someone sees this and gives him the help he wants and needs.

[@lyddmercedes14]

Michael, thank you for being so honest. I’m truly sorry for your diagnosis, and being in the streets and all the that entails. Please don’t give up tho! Please, you seem so genuine and kind and loving I’m just so sorry. I pray that you are doing better now, a year later 🩷

[@lisalep]

What a lovely guy I feel for him. I'm so glad we have no crystal meth here in Scotland. My heart is breaking for him , I wish I was there to give him a hug xx

[@Braxgrey59]

oh it’s there

[@jesseking2784]

Poor guy. He seems extremely intelligent and well spoken. Hey i'm praying for you Michael !!

[@based_mediumchungus1788]

how is praying going to help? bro do you realize that small cocks literally exist. that is evidence that god doesnt exist.

[@daniellee1722]

I wish this guy the strength to quit. Every person I know who’s addicted to meth lost their minds and is impossible to get along with. It’s as if they opened up a portal to a dark energy that shadows their every move

[@OuterSpaceTarot]

I think this is exactly what happens and most people don’t get what I’m saying.

[@josephgreen2008]

I would love to see some video in the future of this guy telling us the story of how he turned everything around and that he is clean for a long time and studying for his Bachelor degree. That would make my day.

[@jeanpaulkassdale]

Even with all the shit he is going through, Michael can still make it. Quitting drugs and getting your shit together is super hard, but he is living a super hard life right now anyway. You might as well go all in for it.

[@donniekingston2154]

We love u Michael, get strong. God bless

[@aztecamuerto8102]

The meth comedown is tuff and sometimes it feels easier to continue then to go through the insanity. I hope you get sober it’s not worth losing your life you still seem sane get into treatment asap

[@corinalymburner1121]

I just want to hug this man, see him sober up & get all the help he needs to do so - and to see him move past this and on to a better future that awaits him.

[@mariesandiego5291]

Michael, you are so so sweet and intelligent!! You CAN get clean, get your health in check with the amazing medication that is out now, and thrive!! You can have your life back if you want to get clean. You will be in my prayers !! You can do this!! 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@Pattybober12]

I hope he gets help. Seems like a lovely kind man. Lots of potential to live a nice life. Hope he can learn to love himself.

[@pollyester6639]

Oh mate, don’t give up hope. You have so much light radiating from you. It’s not too late.

[@SM-kk4rx]

I cried watching this video. His eyes say it all. Sending love to you Michael ❤

[@txterbug]

I cannot imagine 4 days without sleep. Literally. I can’t even go ONE day let alone FOUR!!!

[@casewojo6186]

Only someone who’s had an amphetamine high can fathom it but believe me, those 4 days can be pretty fun when you’re zoomin.

[@melodiecarlisle79]

@Jonathan Armstrong Congrats. Some can try it and have a bad experience straight out of the gate, and then others can be like I was, instantly hooked. It’s a toughie! Glad you also made it through!

[@tylersays-]

I'm sorry about your upbringing and the situation you're in. It breaks my heart because you seem like a fantastic human being and I hope things start to look up for you. Stay strong friend, and God bless 🙌 🙏 ❤

[@Mark-gn5rw]

Yo dude. Never give up!!

[@tycro]

Damn this one hit hard. I wish all the best for Michael.

[@mackenzieminor1197]

Poor guy, I can tell he's genuine. Dude has no friends living in a tent and tweaking to take his mind off reality and on top of it he contracted HIV. Life is hard and way harder for some, I hope this guy finds some peace, no matter what wrongs he's done he deserves it.

[@texastoast5202]

He deserves it? Pretty cruel comment! Your comment shows you don't know dick about addiction.

[@trustdustin]

Thank you for sharing your story Michael…. Stay strong man… you seem like a great guy….. try and get out of this and know how your positivity can help others…. Please brother

[@TheBillmill1]

You got this Mike! Don't give up on yourself!

[@typ7135]

Damn if there was any question that exposed the pain and regret he's dealing with over the years it was definitely when he was asked about his favorite memory 😞

[@lisakrieg3076]

Awww..I really feel bad for this guy. He is very genuine and you can see how deep his pain is. Very Sad.... I wish him well and I hope he can get off the drugs especially, with having HIV now. You really need to get yourself as healthy as possible, good nutrition, enough sleep, exercise....Boy, i really hope he makes out ok🙏...

[@joannamendoza2353]

Feel so much sadness for Michael. Truly hope he can find a way out of this

[@joelyons8238]

Sending your Prayers Michael.

[@maaikavanness5958]

Mark, you were willing to try to help Exotic, but she didn’t possess enough honesty/desire. Would you be willing to offer this guy the same rescue plan, a way out, if he wanted it?? I’m certain donations would flow in for him bc there’s just such a potential success story with him. Please please…please let us know!!

[@tinasmith7630]

This Man is so likable, n such a soft hearted guy. He has been through Hell!!!in his childhood!!! But it's amazing that he has cme through so sane. Such a clever n gifted man. He deserves a break. Pls help him God, 🙏

[@tinasmith7630]

Ps, God can heal u sickness, HIV in included. 😇🙏👍

[@prncsthg7]

Micheal, you're worth it ❤

[@katythepsychiclady2342]

I can tell this guy has NO self esteem, it's sad, bless you my brother, may the lord bless you on your journey in life🙏🙏❤❤❤

[@dimi7931]

such a likeable dude , genuine , handful of good qualities as far as character and does not look like a drug addict at all. he is in a really good shape . he is fixable , needs a support system to help him and of course a lot of love , understanding ,above all. i would be more than happy to offer him a place to stay , a warm room with tv for himself to feel comfortable in his own space , unfortunately , i am far away , in Athens , GREECE . i am sending him tons of positive energy and wish him all the best . would really like an update on him soon

[@helenaneumann1872]

In the treatment center, Michael must have been told that he had to go into rehab simply because of his HIV infection. With proper treatment and a different healthy lifestyle, HIV is no longer a death sentence. So it makes sense to wake up from self-pity and to grow up, not to use the parents' addiction as an excuse anymore, but to see setbacks as an opportunity. I hope for him that he goes into rehab and gets his life under control.

[@johngraham9085]

Cracking podcast ❤ lots of love from scotland uk ..keep up the good work Mark!!!..🤛

[@mbbeautea6986]

My brother did the same with me when I was using. He detached with love because he can’t trust that I can change. I did change. I have a son and stayed straight for him. He’s my biggest blessing & when I found out about him, I never looked back at my using life

[@Madhukirtan]

I feel so sorry for all the introverted people in this world that with the "help" of drugs, felt more courageous and accepted in social circles, but ended up hooked on drugs! This guy is so honest and even lucid! I am so sad about him getting HIV! Michael, now that you were diagnosed with HIV, please, try with all your strength to get out of drugs! You are a guitarist man... living in tends you cannot even connect an amp. to play your guitar! Hot shower... fresh meals... a fridge... your bed!!! Please rebuild your life!! You are clearly very intelligent and kind and you deserve that life back. Your childhood was traumatic, but you can heal it up!! I am sending you a big hug!

[@bamazing2731]

Wishing you strength and courage, Michael. We all need to find some, no matter what we face. ♥️

[@kirstenkemp5962]

Thank you for sharing your story and raising awareness Michael, what a lovely man❤

[@janitarjanitar]

I wish I had an honest friend like this dude in my life

[@MichelleFahmie-u1d]

Im sorry for what you are going through. Life is so much better clean. I just realpsed last night... Im fixing it today though... I dont like how i feel right now. I am bummed out about it. Time to pick myself back up... We do recover.

[@kristinatrujillo1432]

Never give up!! You are Awesome. I'm praying for you. You have such a beautiful heart of gold

[@JaiiidaMAE]

I really hope he gets better. He’s a beautiful person don’t worry you got this just keep on fighting

[@serenityfpv]

Almost 4 MILLION subscribers!! Keep doing what your doing Mark, ive been watching the channel for a while and your a awesome person for what you do for these people. When are you going to visit the Whitakers again?

[@Scarleycat]

I’m really rooting for this guy, I hope he can turn his life around.

[@julz9378]

Hey, Michael I know people with HIV for decades. You can manage that so please get clean! Get the help you need. Praying for your full recovery from addiction

[@doloresparra4604]

Kind man. Wishing you all the good things in life that you deserve.

[@shalikwilliams9294]

It’s never too late young man… You have something to live for. I heard you say you have a daughter and a son and that you miss them. I pray that you get the help you need and you story turns out happier ever after🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@SammysMysASMR]

Thank you for sharing yourself with us. So much love to you Michael. Big hugs ❤

[@MailmanCreative]

He seems like a really good dude who just fell on hard times. I think we all deserve a do over to get back on our feet. You can do this Michael, one step at a time.

[@blake1587]

no he got a 14 yr old girl pregnant in 2005 when he was 22

[@Hi-bl8rm]

Michael, I hope you can find the strength to get help and get your life together. Sending you hugs and love ❤️

[@drpkckgrrl]

Michael, consider getting into a NA support group. You are not alone. These will be friends you can actually trust.

[@jasonmarmor4683]

Good luck Michael - I'm a nearly life-long (decades) addict (marijuana, kratom, caffeine) and I'd rather have cancer than addiction - seriously. It's a nightmare. I feel for you and hope you can claw your way out of it. Hang in there.

[@sagebrooks6907]

Gm folksthx4 your up loads love how you never over talk your guestplz keep up your work man help the medical world to see and hear the true minds of life's victims I say plz keep it up in learning so much from your videos may all your guest get all the help they all so need soon

[@markcompton6750]

Truly amazing interview… wish you well Micheal.

[@meghantomurgatroyd7634]

The universe tests you every time you try and get your shit together. It will throw obstacles your way. But you just have to get past it dude! It’ll get better! I can relate to this guy, working at hot topic when I was 16 was like the coolest job 😂 I also got into drugs through the music scene in my 20s, but somehow I made it through. This guy can too! He seems like such a good soul. I feel for all of Mark’s interviewees and hope they get their lives back, but I’m REALLY rooting for this guy. He says he’s basically given up, but I hope he hasn’t. He can still get his shit together