Imagine actually finding someone that will make u feel a way
@dukexix19014 жыл бұрын
imagine finding yourself..
@andre3st3114 жыл бұрын
Imagine actually finding someone
@cleoabd29124 жыл бұрын
Imagine them leaving you
@joelsumalde25604 жыл бұрын
@@cleoabd2912 imagine that you're not imagining
@cleoabd29124 жыл бұрын
Joel Sumalde I’m down
@hertegovinul75645 жыл бұрын
Current joys is my current joy
@imbored-sv4ro9 ай бұрын
fr
@MrMrsIlovemustache4 жыл бұрын
Every time I listen to Current Joy's it takes me back to after everything you and I put each other through. You could see in my eyes the pain I was having and I could see it bothered you too. I never knew how to tell you I was sorry but I always had love for you. There just came a point when I couldn't take the pain of you slowly pushing me away and I know it was to help you heal but it hurt so bad. You just got silent even when I begged you to tell me what was going on in your head. Then I realized how you felt when I would start crying in your bed and could never tell you why. I couldn't deal with the pain of my ignorance and addiction. We both dealt with pain in the same way and we were both dying. I decided soon after I deserve to be happy I just need the help I never had. I'd like to say if we had met later in life we'd have a better chance but... You couldn't understand me the way I needed you to. I felt pressured around you. Pressure to be the best and I had no voice to say no loud enough for you to get it. It stuck with me...so I left. And I see you post different age every now and then and I always want to reply but I just don't have the right words to say.
@1uiz2 жыл бұрын
I hope one day you can forgive each other for not being what you wanted each other to be
@ligus19982 жыл бұрын
❤️
@owenbell2572 Жыл бұрын
wow man thank you for sharing. . I am dealing with something very similar almost errie
@miguelochoa69406 жыл бұрын
I just realize the picture there is an Andréi Tarkovsky's polaroid
@rishukristol4 жыл бұрын
polaroid is how you make me feel
@thapanaviparasin81604 жыл бұрын
O lo oop
@thapanaviparasin81604 жыл бұрын
Polo
@angelespinos97754 жыл бұрын
This song makes me feel a false peace and makes me think everything will be okay when I know it’s not going to be like this, this song makes me feel so sad
@loveyourself89214 жыл бұрын
baby, it is going to be okay! i promise. we should stop thinking that life is ruling us, cause is not. Take your whole existence in your hand and bring out the best out of it. In the meanwhile, i'll be praying for you, that you can and will find peace in God. love you
@2wmt4 жыл бұрын
fr
@Polymitaer3 жыл бұрын
@@loveyourself8921 you are a kind person! Keep rocking :)
@ghostlife54913 жыл бұрын
Your at a party, your sitting on a couch alone, everyone around you is smiling, socializing, having a great time. But your just sitting there with a beer in your hand just staring off into nothing. Slowly taking a sip from your drink every now and again, just feeling completely empty.
@arkantos22273 жыл бұрын
I don't get invited to parties, but if I were, that would be me. Higher chances to breakdown after I socialize too, as for every little thing people do together and they're happy about, I realize she's the sun in someone else's life.
@eliberes3 жыл бұрын
@@arkantos2227 epic
@LullyMel_2 жыл бұрын
Pesado!
@winterx81262 жыл бұрын
"They don't know..."
@pitsunaj8201 Жыл бұрын
That's me...
@destiny-yd2oc5 жыл бұрын
this song is life and death, love and heartbreak, joy and sadness
@ninjaaaad3fuse4 жыл бұрын
k
@arayadior16434 жыл бұрын
@@ninjaaaad3fuse some of you guys can't go one minute without killing the vibe
@sorazer18224 жыл бұрын
@@arayadior1643 ikr
@se4615 жыл бұрын
How do I explain feeling so good when I listen to C Joy. Reminds me of a trip driving from Austin back to Dallas with Us and Them on the 8 track. Spiritual thoughts running rampant.
@bojanvrangeloski5 жыл бұрын
smoking in the late evening to this ^^
@dantefraccari15 жыл бұрын
same here
@andycoleman15775 жыл бұрын
Me too
@fayy75054 жыл бұрын
i love smoking while listening to this kind of songs 🥰 vibin
@2wmt4 жыл бұрын
L U C Y frrr
@ernie88873 жыл бұрын
This song makes me feel all the emotions I’ve felt this past year with my girlfriend all at the same time, joy, happiness, melancholy, emptiness, loneliness, love, it’s all there. I love it
@jamesk1023 Жыл бұрын
The way the wind blows, the way it gently moves the posters stapled to the lamppost The way he looked at his phone while it ringed out, and the way he nearly picked up The way she's got her head on his shoulder, and the way their hair colors are opposite, hers white and his black The way the picture in her passport doesn't look much like her anymore The way he likes the rain The way you don't care much for my guitar The way a sun sets in mist The way she stops to look back at and wait for her running partner, who was much older The way clouds can sometimes stall The way there's only houses on the left side of the road the way his eyes speak for him sometimes The way the fog covers the estuary up to the lighthouse The way a car is parked alone at night with two people inside The way a car is parked alone at night with one person inside The way you smile and squint when you don't get something I say The way she wears her hair up sometimes, and the way he thinks of her when someone else wears it the same way The way they watch him skip his stones alone, and the way the stones always reach the other side The way that night really happened The way he looks at his hands knowing he can't play the violin anymore, and the way they look at their hands wondering why he's looking at his The way the corners of your mouth turn down as you smile The way the wind barely pushes him into discomfort The way the air sometimes smells like your old perfume The way her bookmark is handmade The way you seem to exist differently in my mind The way the blinds clank in the wind The way he watches the birds breathe The way that polaroid picture is turned around in his wallet The way he watches instead of talking The way the mist now covers the sand The way he draws portraits on the bus The way she recognizes him from somewhere The way they're sitting alone together on a bench by the river, and the way I can't tell if they're arguing or laughing The way you make me feel The way you make me feel.
@eliberes3 жыл бұрын
ive been sitting in my room having an existential crisis for months now and just thinking about the fact that nothing matters and makes sense to me and everything's totally worthless. i wish i could make these strange thoughts disappear somehow. anyway this is an epic song i really like it.
@embreybuffalo2 жыл бұрын
Ask God to take that pain away or ask him if he's even real that's what I did and that night of my life I felt something inside of me. Sense of comfort and change
@khushigaur31537 жыл бұрын
So Mogwai-ish and so so perfect.
@kenagibaloch41095 жыл бұрын
UR music taste it is different it always has a all the feels and memories and everything this life gives us like its a calling a calling that makes me wanna do what i want,makes me free makes me think that i shouldn't give fuck about what anyone is gonna say, i can only give love and i am sure one day i will receive the same love that i give. thank you. i love you guys.
@sevda_65044 жыл бұрын
thank you for bringing me joy tonight u will get what u deserve
@chunkyranch82414 жыл бұрын
thank you for this
@ghostlife54913 жыл бұрын
Fuck yeaaaa :)
@rosismordet4 жыл бұрын
Don't do selfharm guys. I love you, btw why I feel so happy listening this?
@maxvancamp2456 жыл бұрын
I feel so slept on i just found them
@silverrogue81655 жыл бұрын
And you just meditated for 9:31 minutes effortlessly.
@maitwmusic Жыл бұрын
Tarkovski's polaroid and current joys, literally all i need
@sumanpoudel64474 жыл бұрын
The way she makes him feel.... he is explaining that. Empty, i guess
@szomorlevente91334 жыл бұрын
the you is something else for everybody. Maybe for you its a she, for someone else its a thing, a condition and so on. It fits the melancholy of general life very well
@Deftoneslover-p6q4 жыл бұрын
Szomor Levente I want to be your friend
@sandeepkarki13564 жыл бұрын
comment section ma kaile Nepali veteko thyena yar etro years ma, khusi lagyo timro comment dekhera
@sumanpoudel64473 жыл бұрын
@@sandeepkarki1356 sahi ho bro ma ni nepali vetinxan ki vandai khojthe
@thatonesong10785 жыл бұрын
had to go through history this autoplayed while I slept
@LullyMel_2 жыл бұрын
Incrivel!
@ferdaousy7 Жыл бұрын
You're on your bed, tucked under your blanket, you just had the longest day, you're tired, you cannot wait to close your eyes and doze off. But you can't, you still think of him, think if it meant as much to him as it did and still does to you, you can't believe how he can occupy your mind all day long and can still steal sleep from your eyes. You stood up, sit on the verge of the bed, you light a cigarette, and rewind it, for the 1000th times, there, cold and naked and lost in motherfcuking nostalgia, you're waiting for a knock on your door.
@judesendzi957 Жыл бұрын
damn!!!!!!!!
@satangelista2 жыл бұрын
i keep coming back here to feel like i felt that day again. wouldn’t wish that even for an enemy
@evalisseblooms Жыл бұрын
What did I do wrong please just tell me what I did wrong and I’ll make up for it, I’ll make up for all of it. Does it even hurt you right now to be away from me? Are u holding it all in like u usually do? Smoking the pain away? Or are u just ridden with annoyance and regret for ever talking to me? Or is there guilt inside you at the choices u’ve made urself. I need to know the truth. I need to know what u feel I feel like there is this black hole inside of me sucking everything inside. I want to be so small. So incredibly small. I’m not sure what to do with this pain. I feel so much for you. So much I didn’t think I would feel. I didn’t think it would feel like this. Did I push you away with all my insecurities and sadness? Please tell me the truth I need to know the truth. Please. I cannot handle my pain the way you do. I am much weaker, it comes out everywhere and onto everyone. I cannot hide all I feel it’s like a tsunami that ends in calm waves then starts again later. So please let me know. Please help me calm my waters. I need your truth.
@judesendzi957 Жыл бұрын
it's okay to fell not okay. It's gonna take time but one days youre going to make one seconde without thinking to me , after one day after one months after five years after you're going to ask yourself 'how did i fall in love with him'
@wake.up.buratino3 жыл бұрын
What is the name of the artwork and the creator? It's so touching!
@maddeypuppets3 жыл бұрын
one of andrei tarkovskys polaroids
@zekewoodral66773 жыл бұрын
I loved her... safe to say she didn't love me back 😔
@1958cecilia3 жыл бұрын
sitting in the living room while your mom and dad fight and you just look off into nothing things flying over your head feeling empty but sad but you don't care because this is normal for you so you just have to sit in the chaos
@ilincasirbu6272 жыл бұрын
Exactly
@scottyp83232 жыл бұрын
You aren’t trapped by it, you can and have to get out for your own peace. Even if you’re young and you can’t, you have to create your own mental peace in the chaos until you can leave. I became used to it as well, but life doesn’t have to be like that, you truly owe them nothing. You don’t deserve that sort of life. And life can be beautiful, I promise. I know you even though I don’t know you, and I feel for you. Much love.
@melphie17134 жыл бұрын
thanks for being here
@holocenealps5 жыл бұрын
te amo Nick
@Anonymous131653 жыл бұрын
Someone come up with lyrics to this and post it.
@philswift7661 Жыл бұрын
y’all mfs just at lost as i am
@nullnullnull_036 жыл бұрын
Right at the middle of my muscle...
@saturnotastico3 жыл бұрын
feels so real
@mujaf935 Жыл бұрын
I forgive myself. The 3 words I was afraid to say.
@cloudyxoxo_love64174 жыл бұрын
I let KZbin guide me and now here I am
@Lily-wh7mq3 жыл бұрын
why do i smile when i cry
@hertegovinul75643 жыл бұрын
because sadness is part of being alive, i sort of enjoy being sad and able to cry, it's better than not being able to cry even when you want to... It's 2 months and soon will be 2 years and so on. All i can really do is to wish you the best there is lily. Goodnight.
@iwanna56413 жыл бұрын
we can smile when we cry and cry when we smile and be angry while smiling and be empty whike smiling but we are the only ones knowing when we really smile
@Kudrtc2 ай бұрын
I will stay here until I die
@shayleightsosie73144 жыл бұрын
Makes me feel free
@BrendaSilva-cb8ss10 ай бұрын
Suicide feelings...
@anotherhuman57676 жыл бұрын
Sunbathing to this song.❤
@ionescuteodora87724 жыл бұрын
idk how i got here but oh boi do i like it
@adrianaz.78674 жыл бұрын
Nick thanks so much for creating beautiful music with your solo projects and Surf Curse. Your music means a lot for me. I hope to see you live someday! Cheers from Peru.
@liauwu91943 жыл бұрын
pain
@Frank-ci4dh3 жыл бұрын
That's what I feel everyday
@joecantu52522 жыл бұрын
Current Joys Always make the perfect impact on me, Nostalgic
@vieira53024 жыл бұрын
que merda fica uma hora assim tum tum tum
@NahiraXD4 жыл бұрын
I love him...
@roshandaan12 жыл бұрын
pls come
@angelbaby676610 жыл бұрын
Awwh yet again perfection ♥
@jadeaye67723 жыл бұрын
prob won't see this but I hope you're doing alright
@juanvazquez20104 жыл бұрын
I don’t get this song just music with out lyrics someone plz explain to me plz?
@ciborosa4 жыл бұрын
you dont need lyrics to make a good song, a lot of music now has lyrics but i find that when theres no words to listen to, you can hear more of the song and not have to focus on what they are singing about.
@iwanna56414 жыл бұрын
This song is so good that doesn't need lyrics to express what it wants to say to us. U can feel how the artist feels even without the lyrics, just music.
@rainworlldddd3 жыл бұрын
Its about how depression can make you feel empty.
@pondweed47875 жыл бұрын
Lpm porque no me muero :c
@ronvillafuerteolazabal42634 жыл бұрын
La puta mare? oh me equivoco ...
@samuelgamez10084 жыл бұрын
@@ronvillafuerteolazabal4263 se es eso :v
@yo-fi2di3 жыл бұрын
yes
@tomasfernandez66334 жыл бұрын
supongo que ya te perdi para siempre, disculpame, solo soy un desastre que busco la manera de hacerte bien
@reynacruz81014 жыл бұрын
F broo
@angelespinos97754 жыл бұрын
Si te sirve de algo amigo, algun día se te pasará....yo lo sentí por muchos años.....pero vas a ver que no siempre hiciste las cosas mal, sino que tambien la otra persona no las supo ver y aprovechar....te deseo suerte
@zalamancanoi45432 жыл бұрын
🌦️
@georgeconway3634Күн бұрын
anhedonia
@Lemurs4 жыл бұрын
rare
@aaaab333qqqqqqqqqqqqq4 жыл бұрын
reminds me of Boris
@mlci84134 жыл бұрын
Nada que ver.
@ericlayton88883 жыл бұрын
Anyone recommend more music like this? i.e. no vocals, atmospheric and kinda hypnotic - discovered in the last week ago that this, No Words and A Song About the End Of Time And Everything are some of my favourite bits of music ever
@evangundlach95383 жыл бұрын
i’d give ambient a try
@areejomar58012 жыл бұрын
Don’t be consumed- Current Joys
@KrishnaSharma-ii9vo Жыл бұрын
Twin Peaks Theme - Angelo Badalamenti
@oogway738 ай бұрын
William Basinski, Vivian and Ondine, the garden of brokenness, dlp 1.2.
@lilonelywts29684 жыл бұрын
Great for practicing!
@skylarballew41194 жыл бұрын
6 years old
@ertugrul27572 жыл бұрын
Anyone know tabs?
@geronimobenjumea81444 жыл бұрын
alexander makes me feel that way.
@christianpinedazubieta4459 Жыл бұрын
Checkpoint. Esta canción se ha convertido en una sensación multidireccional. El cómo las notas te llevan a entender cada aspecto de tu vida. Esta canción está adherida a las personas más importantes de mi vida, mi fallecido padre, mi hermano, mi novia, mi madre, e inclusive considero que se ha convertido en parte de mi por tratar de comprender lo que la melodía trata de decir. Ahí está ese sentimiento, la manera en cómo todos me hacen sentir. Esta canción refleja una carga emocional de luz y obscuridad a grados que no podría explicar con palabras. Definitivamente me sigue cada noche. Definitivamente ahí estará el resto de mi vida.
@claudioochoa42414 жыл бұрын
De qué autor es esa fotografía?
@antonii93224 жыл бұрын
andrei tarkovsky
@claudioochoa42414 жыл бұрын
@@antonii9322 muchas gracias !!
@antonii93224 жыл бұрын
@@claudioochoa4241 np
@jaquelineroquejambow Жыл бұрын
Comoção.
@josesarmiento51614 жыл бұрын
no comprendo, la música esta muerta no transmite nada es solo un sonido intermitente banal
@juan99124 жыл бұрын
si te transmite una sensación muerta es eso, algunos lo sienten de otra forma, es simplemente arte abstracto o experimental
@juan99124 жыл бұрын
musica ambiente, sonidos q crean formas según tu mentalidad, puede no gustarte obvio
@marcelo66274 жыл бұрын
@pibinhos
@jayaflower4 жыл бұрын
nice
@torresx65444 жыл бұрын
Is his music 432 hz or 440 hz?
@ghirahime52824 жыл бұрын
Why is this single 5s music looped XD Hard to recognize C.Joy here
@ericlayton88883 жыл бұрын
I think it's because it's how he feels (or at least how he felt when he made it). Stuck on a loop, drifting aimless, not really happy nor sad but reflective and meditative. Clearly the song was made for a specific someone or something, and this is how it makes him feel
@lilajane9734 жыл бұрын
repeating the same audio clip over and over again for 10 mins shouldn't count as music
@emerilgarcia24844 жыл бұрын
it does to
@planet-jd1vs4 жыл бұрын
it's pleasing to listen to and that's all that matters
@emerilgarcia24844 жыл бұрын
@@planet-jd1vs exactly :)
@thetroll19844 жыл бұрын
Music is made to soothe one of our sensory feelings which in this case is hearing. If something gives you pleasure when you hear it, then it can be counted as music to you