,dark dark

[@myheadisempty]

DISCLAIMER: this video and song are extremely personal for me. i didn’t want to share this edit, because it’s very special to me and i would rather keep it to myself, but in the off chance there are others who have been thru things like this, perhaps this film and hopefully my song will help you feel understood. there have been many long periods of my life that felt like they would never end, and no matter how hard i tried to be a good person, i was endlessly taken advantage of, not just in relationships, but by the people who claim to be my friends or “family”. the only escape was to put myself on auto-pilot, to the point where i completely gave up, and couldn’t have cared less what would happen to me. putting myself in harms way, knowing that nobody is coming for me. to feel this utterly alone, and that truly nobody, anywhere would care if i disappeared. wanting desperately for someone, anyone, to come and be a glimmer of hope in my otherwise unlivable life, trying countless times to give my all to people, who always just took and took from me, stab me in the back, and truly only care about themselves; leaving me even emptier than before. well, that was the bulk of my life., and still continues to be day. this song was written during the darkest times. it is not a fake emotion, or some vague song. it was written like all the NIR tracks, as the only way out. it was either, make a song about it, or destroy myself even more. this song was made in 2019. in life, there is dark. and then there is “,dark dark”. i hope at least one person out there will resonate with these feelings of actual true hopelessness and feel a little less alone. for me, for almost my entire life, i truly had no-one. it is a miracle, that i held on as long as i did. if these topics make you uncomfortable, i understand, and all i can really say is that, the “nothing is real” albums are probably not for you. there is still ambient if you want something lighthearted / not as dark. again, i didn’t want to share this edit for many reasons. another is that i don’t want this film to become some over-used material for people’s “aesthetic” or by people that don’t care what it’s even about. it’s possibly the darkest movie ever created in my opinion, and i think the only people that should find it, are people that need to learn its message. my hope is that, based on the conversations ive had with many of you, a lot of us are in a bad place, and i really hope this film can make you feel less like, you are the only one, who’s life is a joke. for this song, and all others like it, here is the complete "nothing is real" playlist - open.spotify.com/playlist/6H7FT9Um7zb7aRgFbSMLX3

[@KrozZzYtb]

yessir i can't wait to see more from you🗣🔥🔥🔥

[@hansalce147]

[@8pixelss]

Wow, just to let you know, everything will get better, I promise

[@maximosaurus042nd]

I am sorry your life has been so terrible. I have had several bad times in my life, but they have never lasted as long as you described yours. You are doing the right thing by uploading this music video, with good and honest intention. You are a strong person, better than all of those who have made you suffer. Your "nothing is real" album is my favourite of yours and I do "feel them". My favourite song of yours is "i was only temporary (super slowed)".

[@myheadisempty]

@@maximosaurus042nd thank you so much for listening to the "nothing is real" albums

[@TheRealMelloX_X]

I see why this is important to you…I feel the emotion just through your singing and the sounds of your music. This is very dark but beautiful 🩶

[@myheadisempty]

🤍 thank you friend it means so much

[@lorenzobennati8957]

I honestly feel like crying and hugging someone yet i have no one near me except the pillow.. but your music and overall YOU, you make me feel less alone

[@sickend_q0]

your music literally makes me feel some type of way when i listen this at night, i just feel like im levitating and thinking about life, your music is MAJESTIC. no joke, seriously, thank you.

[@Sesnx]

I have been listening to your music for 7 months now, and your music makes life feel real.

[@myheadisempty]

im really glad :-) this song is from my album series "nothing is real" so that is sort of my whole hope. i think so many things/people are so fake now, i really want to make something that is real for others

[@MasterHeldiverRecords]

Waiting patiently 🫶🏼, thank you for creating beautiful works of art. Guys, I recommend the NIR series! They are the most beautiful and important masterpieces of this beautiful artist!

[@myheadisempty]

thank you so much friend, i really hope people will discover "nothing is real" and all that it has to offer. they're written from the darkest and most difficult times in my life. it has so much more emotion and depth that my simple ambient songs

[@RandomUltimateBacon]

Hey man your music is stronger than you think. It helped me get out of a sad state and to get over things that’s felt like were breaking me thanks man. I haven’t had to deal with it anymore so I stoped listening but I never forgot your music and will never and it will be something I won’t forget. Thanks and to prove this I made a playlist of your songs. And it has 100 of your songs in it. I will have it there because I might need it again when I go in 5th grade but again thanks.

[@WOLF_but_a_dead_one]

I adore your music, man Recently I've been filled with existential dread and this makes me feel less alone

[@FroxMan]

I love your songs so much, the amount of emotional effort you put into these is fascinating, I hope you keep making new ones, your songs inspired me so much, I really hope that you're doing well, we don't want to lose you

[@Y2K_33]

This is actually so good! It has so much meanings like being alone running away from problems and sm more ❤

[@rosecandy117]

Your art is just mind-blowing and just created with such care, absolutely stunning piece.

[@myheadisempty]

thank you for always being so kind!!

[@Cheese.806]

You make a very good content. One of your really short songs makes me contemplate my life which makes me feel happy. Keep it going. I wanna see you the best version of yourself.

[@Wee_It_Nom]

The most beautiful short films and music… Great job for making this

[@videoswithduncan1502]

why does this only have 8.1k views? that is highly upsetting

[@XxLemyo_oDemyxX]

Your music is so good. I cant stop listening to it. I hope your in a good place💚

[@s0me1newithhand7s]

charming, yet, beautiful and extreamly unique.. thank you, our dear, My Head Is Empty. ✨

[@spoongodess]

I hate that there are some people so cruel as to hurt you :( You've helped so many people, me included, to feel understood, safe, not alone, and so many other things. You really do so much for the community you've built with your music. I know some people just stay for your ambient music and such, but I get so excited when I see the music that makes you the happiest get recognized. This is a small personal story, but I'm currently dealing with a lot of anger built up towards the world, and I rely on your music to calm me down. I listen to the same song of yours every night so I even have a chance at sleep, and I genuinely can't say thank you enough. You make it a whole lot easier to push through. I hope you've gotten rid of all the people in the world who mean you harm. I wish you all the best, sleep well. I wish I could describe how much you've helped me through without even knowing. Thank you

[@spoongodess]

Also, I really wanted to go to the premier, but I had work :( by the way, what movie is this? I'd love to see it!

[@myheadisempty]

thank you so much friend, i’m sorry to hear you’ve had similar experiences to me. i’m really glad this music is able to connect with you and provide some peace 🤍

[@M3LAT0N1N_INGUMM13S]

I love your songs and i can't wait for this one. Keep up the good work!

[@myheadisempty]

thank you so much friend 🤍 this song is from 2019, and i wasn’t the best singer then but i really love the sound of it over all. i hope you like it!!

[@FSC_Sanya]

This song kind of reminded me of my first teenage relationship, I remembered a lot of good things, joyful ones too, there were bad ones too. I no longer have a relationship, we suffered from the fact that we quarreled very often, tried to promise that we would change everything, oh.. These empty promises never amounted to anything. Thank you buddy for the new song, I liked!

[@tylercameron1898]

Bro! This song is a masterpiece!!

[@CooperTheGoosebumpsGuy]

So underrated God Bless You ❤❤

[@moonbeam724]

I could listen for hours

[@Mrlonely237]

I live in a place that i hate. But this artis man. The music that is produced by them helps a lot ❤❤

[@DezuuI]

Man bless you 🙏🏼

[@soisaus564]

anotha day, anotha look through the spyglass lens

[@isak393]

Out of sight Out of mind... Too dark

[@Grouptherappy]

This is Goated 🗣️ I must share the word

[@denisek3175]

Excited for this one 🎉❤

[@sillyillys]

This is awesome bro i love it

[@BatemanEFX]

Brothers this is truly dark

[@ItzSebas-]

i read the pinned message and im so sorry about that, i remember when you were known as “tidecruz” and i had a strange feeling that you were hiding your problems, thank you for making this music and for sharing this piece of art when you were at your lowest i hope it doesnt happen again ilysm goat ❤❤❤

[@Jchannelhjn9]

Nice to see a longtime listener🤍.MHIE has certainly evolved since then. They are a true artist giving their heart and soul to us by creating the beautiful music that they do. Much love to you!

[@retime5929]

Beautiful melody

[@Grouptherappy]

This deserves more likes

[@EDIT4_MAMBA]

Yay, the song is coming out on my birthday ❤

[@0Kim_Sunwoo.trail0]

My favorite artist ❤

[@myheadisempty]

my hero 🤍

[@MushroomHhUuMmAaNn]

AAHHHH I can’t wait!!!!!! ❤

[@superdaltonricke7tts534]

I feel this some people I met leave me in the end one person said they weren't my friend in the first place it hurt me I felt like I could trust them I was wrong 💔 great song by the way

[@RainbowKidTeeHee]

VOCALS WHATTT

[@Esteban-f3j]

hâte d'écouter le nouveau son

[@Dichell]

Starry too dark 😢

[@RainbowKidTeeHee]

THIS IS FIRE

[@coolatecool]

This premier is just the day after school finally ends!

[@myheadisempty]

congrats!!!

[@Walt-fo7ib]

Unfortunately, I wasn't on the live broadcast, but I want to say that this song is another proof to think that you are a very underrated musician. I hope that you will be noticed by a lot more people

[@myheadisempty]

thank you friend 🤍 this song is from my album series “nothing is real”. there is 20 albums and another on the way, it’s my best work and i really hope more people will discover them soon! i don’t want to be known for those simple ambient songs

[@AreYouJennedy]

Let's go man... I went on a trip with my family, and I was listening all of your songs with earphones whole time.. ❤❤ tommorow is the last day of school and i should celebrate with the song I was only temporary.. I can't but I Wanna hug you so bad. 🫂

[@CRABboy1678]

This is amazing

[@Funnyvideosshorts124]

❤ I am excited for it

[@TradinYT]

LOVE IT!!!

[@Funnyvideosshorts124]

I love it it's sound amazing 👏 ❤

[@spamton8202]

Hoping i wont miss that one, good luck pals!

[@KujoJotaros6]

Can't believe you've been going through all this. Stay strong and keep growing. Also how do you feel knowing "i was only temporary" is your most popular song?

[@myheadisempty]

thank you friend. and all i can really say is that , i really want people to hear my songs from my “nothing is real” albums. they are my best work. “i was only temporary” is really nothing special at all

[@nick87500]

Empiezo a pensar un poco mas de mi vida

[@myheadisempty]

i’m glad to have made you think friend 🤍

[@spamton8202]

Fucking god, i missed that one too :(

[@Jchannelhjn9]

Don’t worry, there’s next week!🤍 Keep listening!

[@award-of-uncertainty]

Dark

[@0_-Error-_6]

I've been in a sort of autopilot too many times to count,the only way to describe it is to say i was like a ghost,so ghosts are now very meaningful to me. I used to become like this for years at a time,only speaking when spoken to, and at the time buried in books i was a kid a little kid and i needed them to survive, they're still my coping mechanism,other worlds in ours.i have people now but so far every friendship or relationship has been ruined in the end because I don't know how to depend on people,once they get too close i push them away subconsciously.i don't know who i am without being hurt and I'm always ready to become a ghost again, only real in made up things.if it happens again I'll be going back to autopilot as much as i can without hurting anyone else

[@Daughter-of-God-001]

Depression and damage i feel very sad all the time because i feel that i am the only one who is different from others and my emotions are different to others too am very alone and idk why people hate me 😔.

[@finfrances]

you should release your favorite tracks on cassette, i reckon mhie cassette tapes would fit your themes really well

[@myheadisempty]

this is really cool! maybe i should make some myself sometime so it’s a person touch!

[@finfrances]

@@myheadisempty i would love to get one haha

[@well2195]

The problem is the waiting

[@SpottedFurs]

fr

[@Hehehaha1234-m4l]

Fr😔

[@Aritaga94]

I waited too long... Now, I am alone and sacred...

[@Ababakau123]

❤

[@patpishik4949]

Nice

[@Fireballgamer316]

dear god im 6 hours late well i hope this is enough to satisfy you lets just say i had a little too much fun with mx now lets get to it nothing is real part 15 this album really just made me look at myself and go damn this is something else i think what speaks to me the most is the theme i got from this trauma bad things happen and a lot of shit just happens to you that can traumatize you in some sort of way its always just the shit that you love or the shit you hate the most that bites at you the most friends, idols, family even anything can put a scar on your face and leave you as a different person the song "you fucking suck" followed by "your making it too hard" is just examples of how the world can be getting called several names and hearing others talk behind your back hurts whats worse is you dont even know till someone tells you or you find out yourself which hurts more for me i had to find out the hard way 3 times that at any point in your life you can get stabbed in the back for the first one it was a friend who ended up being racist the 2nd a person who sent nsfw and tried to frame me for it the 3rd exposed by my other friends it really hurts to see the people you love end up taking off their mask and showing their true colors luckally overtime i chalked it up to "damn that person was a piece of shit" and just went about but during those times i was still struggling to accept that they are just this mess now other things like games and shit helped me out and the support i got from new friends im sorry for trauma dumping since although i feel safe its prob not the best idea to do it in a youtube comment section of all places enough of this ill be talking about the new perspective of this song before i talked about dark dark for being a hopeless song like being pulled into an endless void now it seems as if your in an inescapable loop of bad thing after bad thing happening to you just feels like theres no way out but then somehow someway you make a break through and your back to being you thats what impressed about throughout all the shit weve been through we still manage to find ways to keep ourselves going whether that be motivation from others or just self confidence there is a variety of ways to get motivated an advice to you would be never stop at what your doing unless you wanna do something new this really was supposed to be longer but its 1 in the morning at the time im writing this so i cant really form anymore thoughts eventually ill listen to part 16 eventually :3

[@myheadisempty]

i’m not sure if it’s because you have been listening to them all in order or if you are just incredibly perceptive but you are able to really uncover a lot of the emotions behind these, even if they are almost entirely instrumental. there has been far too much back stabbing in my life. especially from people that have zero reason to steal from me, or betray me they way they do. bigger artists etc. it’s incredibly disgusting to me. to be preyed on by big people , who only aim to perpetuate the illusion they are gifted. now i’m not saying i am anything special, but it begs the question why people much bigger than i, demand i give them sounds and information in my inbox. if they are so great, i don’t see what they need me for? it’s gross and i refuse to think about it. i just want you to feel a bit better about explaining your betrayals here. you’re safe and i understand how you feel. it does sometimes feel like we are caught in a loop, endlessly having our backs stabbed, but you don’t have to participate. i’m sure you know this but we can always just simply walk away. i don’t think these horrible people will ever stop stealing from us, wether it’s ideas, your love, attention, time. whatever it is, you can always break the chain and cut them out of your life. don’t let anyone play you for a fool. and don’t worry, i will always make nothing is real albums. they aren’t really a series to me. they are like my public journal documenting the lows and highs of life, it’s the only thing i think that is truly me. anyways, thank you again for listening to them. i’ve said it before but this is my dream right here. thank you

[@ChaseC18]

Love this ❤. Also what's the name of the movie?

[@Jchannelhjn9]

The name of the movie is in Japanese! It’s in the credits! Keep listening to MHIE🤍

[@mirandarain]

the beauty of you, is indescribable 🤍 ૮ ྀི ◞ ◟ ა

[@myheadisempty]

(╥﹏╥) !!!!!!!!!!! 🤍🤍🤍

[@spamton8202]

Hey, are you alright?

[@jatin17sept]

Hey bro genuine question, are you alright?

[@JoaoLok-jo7or]

😌😔😪😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@Zrdk2705]

2am smoking weed

[@wendymartinez8385]

Where are you now?

[@Kazuha_067]

How do u make music? What software do you use? When did u start creating them?

[@Rizzy_tuah_editz]

This one gonna be a banger🫂 I think that i was only temporary was before the explosion wich the explosion was in the song i was only temporary 2 u, so bassicly the couple in i was only temporary the girl is the person in the mask and this song is a young girl after the explosion looking back at her memories with the place burning down, and the other person with the masked girl is her friend or gf i *do not know the genders* one important thing is that the i was only temporary 2 u guy is is a ayslum outfit that will cause a problem If the rest meet, maybe in the future of these songs it reveales something big I took lots of time typing this Hope your okay you havent posted in a month neither updates brotha

[@Xx_d21_xX]

is that comma before the first dark intentional?

[@myheadisempty]

yes! it makes more sense if you read the whole albums song names. for my “nothing is real” album series, the song titles form a paragraph when read. 1. i was never here. 2. in the shadows, in the 3. ,dark dark 4. nobody sees me. 5. i'm fading away; back into 6. , everything oncemore. here is the album this is from - tidecruz.bandcamp.com/album/nothing-is-real-part-iv

[@Xx_d21_xX]

@@myheadisempty tysm

[@seanpf2200]

So like, no brain no nothing?

[@doriyagifrokka]

yo were you the one singing?

[@Jchannelhjn9]

Of course it was! The voice is just incredible! I LOVE it so much! NO ONE sounds like that! Listen to all of the Nothing Is Real albums! You will be blown away! 🤍

[@GalvanizedSquareSteelFan123]

yo bro why is your account name is "my head is empty"?

[@myheadisempty]

it is my music name, all the music on this page is from me. most ppl only know me from 1 of my songs "i was only temporary"

[@sigma994]

Can you pls added I was only in temepory but with 11 hour? Who agreed? 👇🏻