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Soft White Underbelly

Soft White Underbelly

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@SoftWhiteUnderbelly
@SoftWhiteUnderbelly 3 ай бұрын
I’m sad to report that David Bennett’s sister let me know that David passed away from a drug overdose two weeks ago.
@PioGuam
@PioGuam 3 ай бұрын
Wow, so sad. May his soul finally get to rest in peace!
@mano5025
@mano5025 3 ай бұрын
Wow. I'm watching this the first time right now and reading this gets me more than expected. Broken soul hopefully finds its peace now.
@aloneintheworld9468
@aloneintheworld9468 3 ай бұрын
Ohh poor!!!😢 Rest in peace🙏
@hopecrishom5836
@hopecrishom5836 3 ай бұрын
This is so sad to hear😢
@tracycarelse2707
@tracycarelse2707 3 ай бұрын
may david rest in peace the stuff he went through was really upsetting, hopefully hes there with god and is finally safe
@megandvc
@megandvc 4 ай бұрын
He thought children and siblings having s3x was normal. He actively avoids children because he’s terrified of hurting them. He cuts himself on his neck to feel pain he feels he deserves. This is one of the most honest, tortured souls I’ve ever experienced.
@YumiJutsu
@YumiJutsu 4 ай бұрын
I don’t think he avoids children because he thinks he’ll hurt them. He straight up said that’s not the reason. It’s because he doesn’t want people to even think that about him cuz they know about his case. I’m also thinking children remind him of what happened to him as a child and also what he’s done as a child himself.
@nancyf2665
@nancyf2665 4 ай бұрын
God heal David's soul please
@TheeMrsGrinch
@TheeMrsGrinch 4 ай бұрын
I was molested by my cousin and raped was molested by school children. I thought it was normal as well because of how often it happened to me. I never did it to other children or anyone else.
@user-go1px9kt1v
@user-go1px9kt1v 4 ай бұрын
@@TheeMrsGrinchgood for you. You’re a lucky victim, it happend by kids in school. Cant even begin to compare the destrucion or whatever. Its levels to this shit. You could go back home and be safe
@rhianonmatcalm
@rhianonmatcalm 4 ай бұрын
​@@TheeMrsGrinchIt's different when family members do it to you. You think it's normal because it IS normal in your family. Later you fully believe it happened because something's wrong with YOU, not them. You accept blame for something that was done to you as a child.
@Catonjupiteryep
@Catonjupiteryep 4 ай бұрын
The way his face distorts into the face of a terrified child when he describes his childhood 😭 I am so sorry David.
@33Tiffny
@33Tiffny 3 ай бұрын
‼️‼️ this 😢
@mzredd2724
@mzredd2724 3 ай бұрын
Same, praying for you David💔🙏🏾
@lucialovecraft
@lucialovecraft 3 ай бұрын
@@mzredd2724he passed away from an overdose about a week ago. My heart is so broken for this man
@lornadouglas9893
@lornadouglas9893 3 ай бұрын
​@@KatinINIt's on the first comment. That's where I read it.✌🏼
@laygal8991
@laygal8991 3 ай бұрын
@@lucialovecrafthe lived in agony. I think it’s best for his soul to go to complete happiness. I will pray for his soul.
@barbaratreuil6591
@barbaratreuil6591 4 ай бұрын
As a grandmother I just want to hold this man and hug him and let him know that he is worthy of being loved. I love children so much. And he IS still a child.
@solasunny8965
@solasunny8965 4 ай бұрын
Agree. Got the same feeling. Huggin and rocking him as a little immensely hurt and sad child... Giving him safety and real love in silence...let him do the talking...
@helenefrench4275
@helenefrench4275 4 ай бұрын
Thank you for him Barbara
@oleeshanorris5343
@oleeshanorris5343 4 ай бұрын
Me too I just want to save him
@bryanspanjer3213
@bryanspanjer3213 4 ай бұрын
His shame owns him. He is a child of God. He needs to let God in.
@monkeynumbernine
@monkeynumbernine 4 ай бұрын
I have a son around his age and I just want to hold him and comfort him. He was denied his childhood, it was stolen from him... his innocence and youth. This is heartbreaking and enraging!
@orestes67
@orestes67 4 ай бұрын
"Don't be afraid of ghosts. Be afraid of people." I am so sorry man
@5DNRG
@5DNRG 3 ай бұрын
Sadly he is correct...the most dangerous entities on earth are in the form of human beings.
@PhxraohWxrld
@PhxraohWxrld 3 ай бұрын
That’s fuckin deep
@orestes67
@orestes67 3 ай бұрын
@@PhxraohWxrld I heard that quote from an older correctional officer when I worked in a jail. I saw guys with offenses relatable to this guy’s story. This quote is pretty accurate.
@mkrezanski6606
@mkrezanski6606 3 ай бұрын
⁠​⁠@@PhxraohWxrldthe only thing that scares me in this world 🌎 is fucking crazy people . I took my psychiatry rotation so I have seen things first hand . They can be unhinged and unpredictable .
@nick87_
@nick87_ 4 ай бұрын
Grown man here, first I cried for David, the pain in his eyes literally cut through me, I couldn’t help it, but then I read these comments and cried a little more, the compassion here is amazing, y’all are all amazing people
@BrianVincent-k6g
@BrianVincent-k6g 4 ай бұрын
Take a testosterone shot. Your levels are probably low.
@puckloki873
@puckloki873 4 ай бұрын
I'm on the edge of tears to. I want to cry for him, but it won't come out. It's been rough for me recently , and many others. How many more tears do we have to shed? What actions can we take individually to help ourselves and others.
@nick87_
@nick87_ 4 ай бұрын
@@puckloki873 bud, sometimes a smile and a hey, how are u today can change a man’s life, beyond that, we can vote for people that want to help us
@trishaannafiyoung
@trishaannafiyoung 4 ай бұрын
❤❤​@@puckloki873
@EricGranata
@EricGranata 4 ай бұрын
Bro. I’m having a moment and I’m only a few seconds in. 🥺
@alllivesmatter785
@alllivesmatter785 4 ай бұрын
David’s froster family should be held accountable!
@cmwd9734
@cmwd9734 3 ай бұрын
THIS. 🎯 💯% THIS
@sajidmalik7563
@sajidmalik7563 3 ай бұрын
God should be held accountable, who sent millions of these innocent children in this world and then let them suffer like this
@mcrchickenluvr
@mcrchickenluvr 3 ай бұрын
That’ll never happen. Child services is an absolute joke.
@alllivesmatter785
@alllivesmatter785 3 ай бұрын
@@sajidmalik7563people who give birth to those innocent children but don’t take responsibilities to raise them should be held accountable. Period. Too many irresponsible people bring lives to this messy world.
@isabellarose6514
@isabellarose6514 3 ай бұрын
@@sajidmalik7563What do you think you’re going to do to God?🙄
@digressor
@digressor 3 ай бұрын
Rest in peace, David. No more whispering voices inside your head that Roger’s going to get you, no more lonely days and nights walking to an endless road, no more pain.
@musicandpoetry_8
@musicandpoetry_8 3 ай бұрын
💔💔💔😞😞😞
@hakkorohusido5328
@hakkorohusido5328 3 ай бұрын
A muerto?
@digressor
@digressor 3 ай бұрын
@@hakkorohusido5328 Yes, unfortunately. See the pinned comment in this video.
@juritabrown4195
@juritabrown4195 3 ай бұрын
😢🙏🏽🪽
@harharharhar8
@harharharhar8 3 ай бұрын
this is so devastating. rest in peace david🙁
@_vicoliciousgambino8882
@_vicoliciousgambino8882 4 ай бұрын
When I was 17 , I walked in on my grandfather molesting my sister that’s 4 years younger than me . Just like this dude , nobody believed me & my own mother & grandmother were telling people that it wasn’t true & even though he never molested me , it fucks with me so bad till this day ! Please believe your children if they tell you that someone is doing or has done something to them .
@arleenborjas
@arleenborjas 3 ай бұрын
I'm so sorry this happened to you, and I believe you! As a mom, I will always believe my children. For the next generation, we will be a better!
@teeciewalk
@teeciewalk 3 ай бұрын
That’s so messed up I’m sorry. It frustrates me when parents ignore their children’s plea for help
@maritzaandrade298
@maritzaandrade298 3 ай бұрын
Father God, I pray for David and his Salvation in Jesus Christ. Heal all his childhood traumas and pain. Deliver him from the hands of the enemy who is seeking to destroy him and send him to eternal hell. Use him in mighty ways to fulfill your purpose for his life and for your glory. In Jesus name Amen 🙏
@WakandaleezaRazz
@WakandaleezaRazz 3 ай бұрын
I am so sorry, truly. You were a good brother and tried to help her. I’m so sorry man. I’m praying for you. I pray for healing and reconciliation for you, you did the right thing and it’s not your fault
@BelindaMtungwa
@BelindaMtungwa 3 ай бұрын
May God heal this poor man from his past traumas 😢this hurt me really bad but all will be well in Jesus name. You are not forsaken, as God did it for Mariah Magdalena he will also do it for you my brother. May God also forgive your oppressors, they must repent & ask for forgiveness from you & God. Heal my brother in Jesus name i pray for you🙏
@etrans09
@etrans09 3 жыл бұрын
The trauma that flooded David's face by asking about his childhood was visceral. I wasn't sure I could get through this interview. Be kind to children, protect them.
@PeterJohnJnb
@PeterJohnJnb 2 жыл бұрын
My thoughts exactly. That hit me right in the heart.
@BASEDacid5150
@BASEDacid5150 2 жыл бұрын
Yep he was destroyed just thinking about it
@stankythecat6735
@stankythecat6735 2 жыл бұрын
The dad impulse I have to protect was triggered so hard by watching him cry … man , I feel for this guy. You can see the little boy inside
@Vineeth..v
@Vineeth..v 2 жыл бұрын
Or they will ended broken fighting it everyday for rest of the life.
@SK816kcmo
@SK816kcmo 2 жыл бұрын
It physically hurt to see the face he made
@Llamaorlelele
@Llamaorlelele 4 ай бұрын
33 year old man here. I was abused when I was 7 years old. My first adiction was food, then porn, alcohol, sex, drugs...I hit rock bottom last year. I promise our pain will not be in vain my brother. I will pray for you and us and all the man out there strugling to break the silence. My voice will be heard and I will have justice for what was done to us! 👁️⚔️🦁
@anapinheiro4583
@anapinheiro4583 4 ай бұрын
Sorry for your pain and what you went through. God bless you, keep strong, you are worth it, you are valued 🙏🙏🙏
@mark-ish
@mark-ish 4 ай бұрын
Joined 5 months ago. Nah, you're a troll. Why? Your last sentence.
@ahill4642
@ahill4642 4 ай бұрын
@@mark-ish stop it
@Llamaorlelele
@Llamaorlelele 4 ай бұрын
@@anapinheiro4583 god bless you too my sister!
@angistamm7186
@angistamm7186 4 ай бұрын
Jesus is real and loves you. Praying for you. ❤🙏🏻
@gentleheart7107
@gentleheart7107 3 ай бұрын
Poor child. I'm saying child, because that's what I saw when I was looking at him. A little boy, a broken soul, stolen innocence.
@rosinihall8752
@rosinihall8752 3 ай бұрын
He is such a lost soul and it was because of what just happened to him.From childhood he was sexually abused, he was treated so bad. Oh how I wished someone was there for him...he could have been a better person ...he has a what if.. what should have been...what could have been...he drowned at 3 years old and he blamed his sister for bringing him back to live because he felt he wants to die , he was sorry' he live a life of suffering, being raped by his brother and as an adopted boy he felt it was his fault, he never knew the feeling of love and went into prostitution with an old man just to get by because he's in the street...he' just lost hope .. he's such a poor soul 😢🥲🥹🥲🥲🥲🥹🥲🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🤐🤐🥹🥹🥹🥹🥲🥲
@neeceegirl1965
@neeceegirl1965 6 ай бұрын
If he hears voices he should have been diagnosed by now and if he has schizophrenia he automatically will receive Social Security benefits immediately. Please let him know that he is eligible for these benefits. This poor man is suffering and needs help with a helping hand. You’re worthy David. Stay strong.
@leahworthy1582
@leahworthy1582 4 ай бұрын
Right! And his parole/probation officer should've helped him with that. This system is trash!!
@bethlovesben
@bethlovesben 4 ай бұрын
He could also have DID if he hears voices.
@obnubilacion.9516
@obnubilacion.9516 4 ай бұрын
He probably has DID not schizophrenia.
@obnubilacion.9516
@obnubilacion.9516 4 ай бұрын
@@bethlovesben lmao we suspected the same. Yea, probably, there was an overt switch there, rare to see so clearly.
@CliftonBowers-pc2xu
@CliftonBowers-pc2xu 4 ай бұрын
Schizo effective and body image disforia also boarder line and venerable narsicism...along alcohol and drug addiction... 😮
@Atomic.Dawson
@Atomic.Dawson 4 ай бұрын
“What kind of stuff was going on?” Seven words strung together erased all the years he has aged and sent him straight back to his childhood. Right back into that wounded, terrified childhood desperately trying to make himself invisible to his abuser. Silently screaming for help that never came. You can literally feel his pain right through the screen. I hope his angels hold David tightly now.
@terryellis7692
@terryellis7692 4 ай бұрын
It didn't send him straight back to childhood. That face you saw IS his inner child coming out. It's painful. He needs to heal and you do that by reparenting yourself. It's recommended to work on your inner child with a therapist so you don't retraumitze yourself. It's so hard.
@Atomic.Dawson
@Atomic.Dawson 4 ай бұрын
@@terryellis7692 thank you for clarifying. I tried my best to explain something I can’t understand or relate to, but could only see with my broken heart and untrained eyes. I appreciate your insight.
@shakracoaching2847
@shakracoaching2847 4 ай бұрын
“Silently screaming for help that never came.” - that is every abused child - powerful statement
@Atomic.Dawson
@Atomic.Dawson 4 ай бұрын
@@shakracoaching2847 💔
@terireed3740
@terireed3740 4 ай бұрын
I knew from the beginning that I wouldn't sleep if I watched this until the end but I had to. If David was strong enough to speak it, and speak it truthfully, I had to find the strength to listen. Now my heart is shattered.
@CityWayzz
@CityWayzz 4 ай бұрын
This mans been fighting a battle in his mind his whole life
@musicandpoetry_8
@musicandpoetry_8 3 ай бұрын
Most people with mental illness do
@BBL_Fam
@BBL_Fam 3 ай бұрын
This was one of the hardest episodes I’ve heard. I legitimately cried. I don’t know this young man, but the mother in me wishes I was there to defend him from the horrible, evil people who abused him. I’m so sorry for what happened to him and pray he knows he is valuable, worthy of real love, and is loved by God. Like what he told to the person he hurt, you don’t deserve pain and what happened to you wasn’t your fault. This young man is smart, and has a lot to offer society as a sober, healthy person. I pray he finds mental health support and sticks with it.
@tcmomcoffey4028
@tcmomcoffey4028 3 ай бұрын
Me to I pray he's OK n getting help n on a better path 🙏🏿
@joy29s60
@joy29s60 3 ай бұрын
I agree, please Father God, send someone into his life who will love him unconditionally, show him the loving way back to his Heavenly Father, in Jesus Name. If there was a way for us to send him caring letters to show him that there are good people in this world, please let us have it? God bless you David, may His abundant love flood your soul. You deserve to be at peace and happy.
@ktl1959
@ktl1959 3 ай бұрын
He has passed away
@waldi7080
@waldi7080 3 ай бұрын
​@@ktl1959How do you know?
@kimcrielly-kahn9959
@kimcrielly-kahn9959 2 ай бұрын
​@@waldi7080his sister called and told them
@mariedigital4404
@mariedigital4404 4 ай бұрын
I seriously hope David is given ALL proceeds earned from monetization on this video. Please bump this comment if you agree he deserves this ❤
@pauldeanda4985
@pauldeanda4985 3 ай бұрын
Money will do him no good! What he needs is psychological help. If he gets money all he is going to do is to spend it on drugs and alcohol.
@mariedigital4404
@mariedigital4404 3 ай бұрын
@@pauldeanda4985 money helps pay for things like psychological help, especially someone good. Free services in therapy realm can be even more detrimental sometimes. Average 100+ /an appointment.
@thisismetoday
@thisismetoday 3 ай бұрын
I agree they should fund therapy for him with the money!!!
@mariedigital4404
@mariedigital4404 3 ай бұрын
I made a comment about how finding a GOOD therapist requires having money. (100+ / session) idk if the channel owner took down my comment but I’m writing this again… bc it’s the right thing to do is remind people that it costs $$$$$ for any type of real help with folks who literally don’t have the mental capacity to sift out all the sh** therapists by themself.
@modisedaeswatiniprincess6944
@modisedaeswatiniprincess6944 3 ай бұрын
​@@pauldeanda4985 HOW IS HE GONNA GET PSYCHOLOGICAL HELP WITHOUT THE MONEY??? America doesn't give free help
@k.e.d.e.m5390
@k.e.d.e.m5390 4 ай бұрын
Can he read this. Mark push some of the comments his way please. He deserves to know that there's a community that loves him immensely and immaculately. Not out of pity but because of his innocent spirit. He made a mistake once as a kid and has held himself accountable ever since. There are many that has inflicted pain but doesn't care. So David my friend, brother and hero, you're amazing baby. From a black African woman to you, baby you're loved, deserving of love and peace. I'm so so so sorry that this lifetime has been so messed up for you, but you're still here fighting it. Please don't end your life. I love you David
@muzikaddict61
@muzikaddict61 4 ай бұрын
I felt the same and grateful you wrote this, I hope he reads this. Your comment brought me to tears
@kro5539
@kro5539 4 ай бұрын
❤you are an absolute ANGEL
@deeznuts7375
@deeznuts7375 4 ай бұрын
Your soul is filled with empathy and goodness. I can feel you truly care about him. Thank you for your compassion.❤
@JenniferLLoLo
@JenniferLLoLo 4 ай бұрын
Your comment made me cry. You’re a beautiful soul ❤
@IndigoCave28
@IndigoCave28 4 ай бұрын
Love you David ❤ - we love you
@szszszsz95395
@szszszsz95395 4 ай бұрын
If those people adopted him, they are his parents, not foster parents. They should be legally liable for this person's grievances, pain and suffering.
@debraberg4513
@debraberg4513 3 ай бұрын
for sure. and FOR SURE this has fkkkk me up. Poor baby is selling his body to survive.
@melhannigan6598
@melhannigan6598 3 ай бұрын
How many other children have they fosterd and it might have happened to them .😢
@rubendelcampo205
@rubendelcampo205 3 ай бұрын
This was when he was a kid so it was around the 1980’s-90’s so the foster system wasn’t the best
@cherylfauth9543
@cherylfauth9543 2 ай бұрын
He said that his mom was his foster mom.
@cherylfauth9543
@cherylfauth9543 2 ай бұрын
​@@rubendelcampo205It still isn't.
@garylefevers
@garylefevers 3 ай бұрын
This man was true hero for speaking out. For some bizarre reason society ignores male sexual abuse. Messages like this will change things.
@macgmol159
@macgmol159 2 ай бұрын
"bizarre reason" its insecurity and cowardice from society and especially men that instead of facing bullies they shame the victims
@music0cool
@music0cool 2 ай бұрын
Society ignores all sexual abuse, womens too
@natashabesterveld-velazque6571
@natashabesterveld-velazque6571 4 ай бұрын
His eyes…. Seriously breaks my heart 😢
@chartmann43
@chartmann43 4 ай бұрын
Exactly. I was thinking the same thing.. truly heartbreaking.
@xOxOaldreanaxOxO
@xOxOaldreanaxOxO 3 ай бұрын
This interview hurt. Truly heartbreaking
@luiscarracedo7793
@luiscarracedo7793 3 ай бұрын
Despite the years, the pain and the fear in his eyes are heartbreaking
@missbusanbeth
@missbusanbeth 8 ай бұрын
Usually when abusers say they are taking accountability I call BS. I believed it when David said it. What he did hurts him as much as what was done to him.
@expatmoose
@expatmoose 3 ай бұрын
Which just goes to show we should not always tar with the same brush but listen first, there are more David’s in the world, unfortunately but there are many many others that are prepared to let the David’s take the rap, it’s so so sad
@martianhighmile9088
@martianhighmile9088 3 ай бұрын
Why him? Come on bro, that’s bullshit
@Angelo-ve5sd
@Angelo-ve5sd 3 ай бұрын
What's bullzhit? That he is truly sorry for doing that to his sister? If it is I believe him. If you listen to the whole video and pay attention that is what you will get from it. How sorry he was.
@Mypuppies812
@Mypuppies812 4 ай бұрын
69 years old.molested at age 6-I am happy now.but I will always be broken.Holding the Light for you.
@Jepse89
@Jepse89 4 ай бұрын
@realMichaelEMerritt
@realMichaelEMerritt 3 ай бұрын
Yeah. We’ll always be broken, but no longer suffering.
@LisaTice-y4w
@LisaTice-y4w 3 ай бұрын
❤😢❤
@dianarupp435
@dianarupp435 3 ай бұрын
64 years and it happened when I was 6 also. I'm happy now but also broken for life
@cac2821
@cac2821 3 ай бұрын
@kennethpatac341
@kennethpatac341 3 ай бұрын
As a psych student, we were taught to empathize but not get emotional over these kinds of cases, but upon watching this, I can’t stop tearing up. Poor soul, I hope he found peace in his rest now.
@Sepiafluxx
@Sepiafluxx 3 жыл бұрын
I've never wanted to hug someone from these vids as much as him... Something about him... just breaks my heart.
@Mrs.P2021
@Mrs.P2021 3 жыл бұрын
Same. My first thought was "omg I wish I could hug him and tell him he is worth something". This broke my heart
@gmamah9559
@gmamah9559 3 жыл бұрын
Two minute in, when his lip started shaking, I wanted to put my arms around him too.
@adambowles3131
@adambowles3131 2 жыл бұрын
God bless u david stay safe and strong and healthy
@nancychristian901
@nancychristian901 2 жыл бұрын
My heart breaks for this young man. 💔 He is a strong brave survivor. I just want to hug him and help him!
@gailsegal6843
@gailsegal6843 2 жыл бұрын
The innocence in his eyes is heart wrenching.
@jennyrodriguez2310
@jennyrodriguez2310 2 жыл бұрын
I've never cried watching an interview before this one. The pain is so obvious and visible on his face it hurts me too. I just want to hug this man, he's still a child in his mind
@lupedelgado228
@lupedelgado228 Жыл бұрын
Your feelings resonate with me. David is so brave and I wish I could hug him too.
@terrytownsend5583
@terrytownsend5583 Жыл бұрын
❄️
@LisaTice-y4w
@LisaTice-y4w 3 ай бұрын
It angered me at his "parents" at first, especially his "mother." I read through some of the comments and it softened my heart. Your comment touched me deeply.
@ammykins5241
@ammykins5241 3 ай бұрын
He has passed away 😢
@jennifervinson6366
@jennifervinson6366 4 ай бұрын
This Man is shattered… not broken bc he speaks… and tells his story… I intend to pray for him… You will survive sir.
@TalkingwithNari
@TalkingwithNari 4 ай бұрын
@@عبدالعزيزالعنزي-ن7ضwhy the fuck would u say that
@RavencrowProductions
@RavencrowProductions 4 ай бұрын
@@عبدالعزيزالعنزي-ن7ض Yeah he will.
@joshedge73
@joshedge73 4 ай бұрын
Pray to an invisible man will not change a thing for him. Himself and professionals health care can, not your imaginary friend in the sky. It's insane to still hear people, in 2024, say that they will pray an invisible man and think that it will change a thing to someone.
@jennifervinson6366
@jennifervinson6366 4 ай бұрын
@@joshedge73 i respect that you have your own opinion about my beliefs. I hope your days are filled with things that make you happy as my beliefs make me happy.
@avrilbrown7261
@avrilbrown7261 3 ай бұрын
​@@joshedge73It's the UNIVERSAL ENERGY that RESPONDS 💫✨️ Not 1 God/person. The Universe Hears Us !! 💖
@sandylunas2815
@sandylunas2815 3 ай бұрын
I was molested by 4 of 5 of my older brothers. I grew up with so much rage anger and was very lonely and introverted. God found me and I was able to forgive my aggressors. I live a happy life now. God, please let this wounded child find you…
@starnevaeh777
@starnevaeh777 3 ай бұрын
So sorry to hear that but it would take God I think to heal. My husband is a survivor of sexual abuse. There is so many children being abused. This broke my heart and it's so sad. I think that there is a special place in hell for child molesters.
@sarahalbers5555
@sarahalbers5555 3 ай бұрын
My girlfriend was repeatedly sa by her brother starting in early childhood. Her parents refused to believe her. She still struggles with the trauma to this day. She got very heavy as a way to protect herself. She still wears clothing that covers her . She did lose the weight but not the dreadful memories. Her childhood was a living hell
@jelenajelenkovic8123
@jelenajelenkovic8123 3 ай бұрын
@@sarahalbers5555 silovane zene se obicno jako pokrivaju, oblace nekoliko slojeva odjece na sebe, oblače se neženstveno,podvjesno se debljaju da ne bi bile privlacne sljedecem zlostavljaču.
@starnevaeh777
@starnevaeh777 3 ай бұрын
@sarahalbers5555 I don't have it all figured out or the answers but being w a sa survivor for 21 yrs I just always try to build him up it's always been me to do the loving on him showing him attention. What's crazy you know on messenger that you can ask ai questions and I asked her about sa victims and it was so accurate what I have been told. But Ted Talks on utube we try to watch 2 a month of a sa survivor on there telling their story. Try Ted Talks. All different kinds of messages on there. Prayers for you and her.
@silvianajones4421
@silvianajones4421 3 ай бұрын
How did you manage to forgive?
@gwhiten2158
@gwhiten2158 11 ай бұрын
There’s a scared little boy in that man’s body
@Atomic.Dawson
@Atomic.Dawson 4 ай бұрын
And he is such a broken man struggling, trying to fiercely protect that scared little boy. Suffer the little children, right? 🥺
@cho7707
@cho7707 4 ай бұрын
Child SA definitely stunts your emotional growth. I'm at least 10 years behind where I should be. This poor fella is over twenty years behind. It sucks.
@terryellis7692
@terryellis7692 4 ай бұрын
​@@cho7707he's at least 8 years old. It's sad what SA does to you. I don't have a relationship either. I don't want one.
@cho7707
@cho7707 4 ай бұрын
@@terryellis7692 I was thinking he's around 14 or 15. I feel you, after two marriages I'm done. I was robbed of the first 11 years of my life. I barely trust my own children. I love my solitude. I watched my kids like a hawk when they were little. They're responsible, hard-working young adults now.
@glorilenavasquez3848
@glorilenavasquez3848 3 ай бұрын
David, after you place it on Jesus Christ's hands, don't think about it any more . It's behind you and start your life again. Do not look back. Read the Bible. Attend a Christian church.
@Ld72899
@Ld72899 11 ай бұрын
A 41 one year old who never got to grow up. I can see the child in him. I love u david
@Abundance26
@Abundance26 4 ай бұрын
You can see it in his eyes. Broke my heart when he cried. Just want to hold him. 💔
@Tigger434
@Tigger434 4 ай бұрын
Tw: God I feel for this man so badly I'm gonna share something that not many people know in my personal life and something my family doesn't know except for my dad mom and grandfather...... When I was 10 years old I was already developing I had officially started my period when I was 9 and wearing training bras by 10 one of my male cousins he was 2 years younger than me he started touching me of course I had no idea that that was bad and things like that I just knew it made me feel gross and disgusting but I never said anything cut to 2018..... And he ended up r.aing me so violently I had just had surgery for endometriosis a month prior and so it was agonizing he was so violent that he actually damaged my reproductive organs because instead of using his privates he forced both of his fists in me as hard and as deep as he could..... I tried to take my life that night by oding on some seizure medication and sleeping pills. I had already been r worded 2 other times by 2 different guys I thought loved me but this all fell on the same year. I have a pretty severe case of PTSD and a lot of other stuff now since surviving those painful scars of those painful memories David you are so fucking strong just know you aren't alone anymore you deserve all the love and support and happiness in the world you have so many people on your side and my your side now❤ we are so fucking sorry. This made me cry so hard I'm so so sorry that ever happened to you. I'm 24 years old now but I still have times where I wished my attempt at taking my own life wasn't an attempt because of I still feel like it's my fault and the fact that I feel like I deserved what my cousin did to me on top of that
@Tigger434
@Tigger434 4 ай бұрын
@@Ld72899 God I feel for this man so badly I'm gonna share something that not many people know in my personal life and something my family doesn't know except for my dad mom and grandfather...... When I was 10 years old I was already developing I had officially started my period when I was 9 and wearing training bras by 10 one of my male cousins he was 2 years younger than me he started touching me of course I had no idea that that was bad and things like that I just knew it made me feel gross and disgusting but I never said anything cut to 2018..... And he ended up r.aing me so violently I had just had surgery for endometriosis a month prior and so it was agonizing he was so violent that he actually damaged my reproductive organs because instead of using his privates he forced both of his fists in me as hard and as deep as he could..... I tried to take my life that night by oding on some seizure medication and sleeping pills. I had already been r worded 2 other times by 2 different guys I thought loved me but this all fell on the same year. I have a pretty severe case of PTSD and a lot of other stuff now since surviving those painful scars of those painful memories David you are so fucking strong just know you aren't alone anymore you deserve all the love and support and happiness in the world you have so many people on your side and my your side now❤ we are so fucking sorry. This made me cry so hard I'm so so sorry that ever happened to you.
@Tigger434
@Tigger434 4 ай бұрын
@@Ld72899 Tw: God I feel for this man so badly I'm gonna share something that not many people know in my personal life and something my family doesn't know except for my dad mom and grandfather...... When I was 10 years old I was already developing I had officially started my period when I was 9 and wearing training bras by 10 one of my male cousins he was 2 years younger than me he started touching me of course I had no idea that that was bad and things like that I just knew it made me feel gross and disgusting but I never said anything cut to 2018..... And he ended up r.aing me so violently I had just had surgery for endometriosis a month prior and so it was agonizing he was so violent that he actually damaged my reproductive organs because instead of using his privates he forced both of his fists in me as hard and as deep as he could..... I tried to take my life that night by oding on some seizure medication and sleeping pills. I had already been r worded 2 other times by 2 different guys I thought loved me but this all fell on the same year. I have a pretty severe case of PTSD and a lot of other stuff now since surviving those painful scars of those painful memories David you are so fucking strong just know you aren't alone anymore you deserve all the love and support and happiness in the world you have so many people on your side and my your side now❤ we are so fucking sorry. This made me cry so hard I'm so so sorry that ever happened to you.
@RoseLangaard
@RoseLangaard 3 ай бұрын
♥️🖐️
@jennabrown3889
@jennabrown3889 3 жыл бұрын
That silence that filled the air after mark asked how his childhood was was so bold. 🥺 You creating such a safe place is so amazing mark, I just adore you so much.
@prod.breezybiggavel7168
@prod.breezybiggavel7168 3 жыл бұрын
That silence spoke 1000 words …
@Vineeth..v
@Vineeth..v 2 жыл бұрын
Yes, safe place. I wish more people have that ability.
@MypronounIsKing
@MypronounIsKing Жыл бұрын
Safe space like that black girl who got killed right lmao
@GladdieFunke
@GladdieFunke Жыл бұрын
Same, this interview gives David his voice. Thank you mark for giving him a safe place.
@vidsbabe
@vidsbabe 4 ай бұрын
100% I appreciate what Mark makes possible. Poor David. That poor baby deserved to be loved. ❤ I’m so sorry he experienced cruelty from his siblings like that, and that adults in his life failed him. Poor soul
@thisismetoday
@thisismetoday 3 ай бұрын
He looks like the sweetest, most trusting person, whose trust has been so insane violated in the past that it’s still unfathomable to him to this day. I am so sorry that this happened to him! Some people are vile human beings.
@shadowspond3488
@shadowspond3488 4 ай бұрын
My friend, that lived 2 houses down from me, told me her brother was $exing her. She used the word $exing, which I havent heard before or since. I told my mom and my mom took me over and told me to tell her mom. It was awful. I was 10 and my friend was 10. I remember the parents starting to scream and yell. My friend yelled at me. Im glad I told but my mom shouldnt have taken me there
@rhianonmatcalm
@rhianonmatcalm 4 ай бұрын
You're right. You're mom should have just called the police!
@blahxblahxblah100
@blahxblahxblah100 4 ай бұрын
Wow. Did she ever apologize for being such an idiot?
@jennifergraceh
@jennifergraceh 3 ай бұрын
Wow, what a horrible way to handle that traumatic situation. Did her mom yell at her or her brother?
@bch5513
@bch5513 3 ай бұрын
@@jennifergracehsad you have to ask this but likely true... 😢
@KingKai133
@KingKai133 3 ай бұрын
Your mum handled that wrong tbh. She should have gone over there or called the police to do it. Not take you there WTAF
@rriicckkyy07
@rriicckkyy07 4 ай бұрын
His actions affected him so bad as a child that now he is mentally stuck there in that traumatic period, constantly asking for forgiveness and making sure he doesn’t get into any trouble with others, including just being around children. Heartbreaking…
@shanabutler7627
@shanabutler7627 3 ай бұрын
And he’s the one that was hurt so bad, he didn’t know any better at the age of 15. He was doing what he was taught by the people who taught him. He should not be a registered S** offender. It’s not like he went out and found som young kid and repeatedly did this over and over. And to multiple people. He was 15. God this just makes me so mad that he had to and still has to go through all that he has gone through and it still going through. So heartbreaking 💔. I wish I could just take him as a young child and save him. And hold and give him the love he needed and needs.
@lovelandpark
@lovelandpark 4 ай бұрын
As a victim of SA myself my heart is breaking for him. To live under constant abu$e and then to carry the guilt of his actions … it’s heart breaking and vulnerable. He seems like a 10 year old boy….
@mikelawson6456
@mikelawson6456 3 ай бұрын
This dude broke my heart. I was crying with him. And now, he's gone after having tried to live through it.
@senbaby813
@senbaby813 4 ай бұрын
😭 I wish I could hug him. God lift him up be his armor , heal him Father. Show him your everlasting love, take away his pain. Protect him. In Jesus name Amen.
@carmenmorici531
@carmenmorici531 4 ай бұрын
Amen the enemy is a lair. I hope he finds a church or someone to speak to him about the power of God.
@Patentynacodzień
@Patentynacodzień 4 ай бұрын
Same here... 😢
@musicandpoetry_8
@musicandpoetry_8 4 ай бұрын
❤❤❤❤
@marquesn77
@marquesn77 4 ай бұрын
Amen, break this cycle, break the chains, heal, and give him peace and salvation in Jesus’ name
@7NativeRN
@7NativeRN 3 ай бұрын
I come to agreement with your prayer, Amen. 🙏🏽
@Sshhaannddaa
@Sshhaannddaa 4 ай бұрын
After an early childhood filled with abuse, the voices are real. He’s not crazy. He had to protect himself. I’m so sorry, David. This is the worst story I’ve heard on skid row.
@lisab7798
@lisab7798 Жыл бұрын
This man is stuck at 14. I wish i could hug him and tell him he does have value. I don't consider him a child molester. He was a kid, too. What happened to him completely rewired his brain. He deserves forgiveness (including from himself) and love. I just don't even see a 41 year old man. I see a 14 boy. He seems afraid of life, not death, like he says. He needs to allow himself to experience joy. He is a victim. I hope he gets better help.
@jacobrackham432
@jacobrackham432 Жыл бұрын
Beautiful words
@lisab7798
@lisab7798 Жыл бұрын
@@jacobrackham432 ❤️
@loz1725
@loz1725 10 ай бұрын
Tell that to the little girl whose life he destroyed. Yeh it sucked what happened to him but two wrongs don’t make a right.
@lisab7798
@lisab7798 10 ай бұрын
@@loz1725 What are you talking about? What are the 2 wrongs? He is genuinely sorry and will forever be known as a child molester, even when HE was also a kid. Is his apology the other wrong?? I'm so tired of fake compassion. You don't care about that girl. She is completely unknown. We saw ONE story...his. We know absolutely zero about the girl. Saying her life was destroyed proves my point. You don't know that. The only life you can actually SEE is destroyed is his. No one said he doesn't deserve punishment, but I'm saying he also deserves forgiveness, because he seems sincere in his apology. How could any of that be a second wrong?! What you said makes no sense is extremely obvious that you are fake and pretending to be a "good person" when you don't even understand what it takes to be that kind of person. What is your goal? For strangers to think, "What a good person, who cares so much about this girl, who goes through comments to find something to criticize and try to compete for "most compassionate," and condemn anyone who has ever done anything wrong despite their apparent regret. THAT person must be absolutely full of goodness and never did anything to hurt anyone ever. THAT person must have no regrets and have no need to apologize because they are so good." Is that what you're looking for? You look foolish, and in your quest to seem better than everyone, you actually look like a judgemental dick who leaves no room for redemption. Forgiveness isn't a "wrong." It's what allows for growth, closure on difficult ordeals, and healthy human connection. If your goal was attention, I hope I indulged you. Savor it.
@taylorgumm8996
@taylorgumm8996 7 ай бұрын
@@loz1725 the issue is that he was a young child getting violently raped by multiple siblings and no parents stepping in to tell him it was wrong, so by the time he molested her he would have had no idea the boundaries sexually he was supposed to be in. It’s different than someone who has been taught right from wrong. He clearly was not and he was also 13. It’s awful all around.
@michebasson6157
@michebasson6157 3 ай бұрын
through everything he has been through he still displays a large amount of IQ and Eq and compassion. God bless you sir.
@babesmagee1
@babesmagee1 2 жыл бұрын
"I have no time to talk to people. I struggle all day. So it's an all day process to get well." I don't think he could have summed up the state that he's in any better than that. Just heartbreaking 😔
@RuthHale-g7n
@RuthHale-g7n 4 ай бұрын
I hurt for this man. Suffering in the flesh, some people can hide it, but not this man, he is the epitome of trauma and sorrow.
@ElizabethGarcia-wm2ld
@ElizabethGarcia-wm2ld 4 ай бұрын
I can't help but love him, bless his heart I wish him well. I'm 58 days clean today
@jenl3162
@jenl3162 4 ай бұрын
Atta girl! Best of luck to you!!
@ElizabethGarcia-wm2ld
@ElizabethGarcia-wm2ld 4 ай бұрын
@jenl3162 thank u so much
@TheHappygood
@TheHappygood 4 ай бұрын
🎉🎉❤❤❤ whooo hoooo way to go girl. I love that for you.
@ElizabethGarcia-wm2ld
@ElizabethGarcia-wm2ld 4 ай бұрын
@@TheHappygood thank u lol
@dylanlilley1491
@dylanlilley1491 4 ай бұрын
Fuck yeah I’ve been clean since feb 26 2023 from fentanyl and heroin, I’m so proud of you, 58 days is a long time! Keep it up one day at a time!
@courtneye7422
@courtneye7422 2 ай бұрын
As a mother to a little boy, I so wish I could just give him a big warm hug. Poor baby. Rest in peace 🕊️
@YouSoCute2000
@YouSoCute2000 Жыл бұрын
Psych nurse here, l've worked at the emergency psych unit many times. Most of the patients are off the streets experiencing psychosis. Once we stabalize them and get to know a little bit of their Why they eneded up this way..its truly heart breaking.😢😢MAJORITY suffered from CSA. It angers me so much that people are capable of hurting these little souls. I believe had they never experienced such abuse, they'd be pretty normal people with average problems like most of us...this type of abuse just does something to the soul that is very hard to recover from.🥺🥺🥺l hope David knows he was a victim. We are with you David, speak your truth. We are rooting for you and all those little souls that experienced this.
@sarahalderman3126
@sarahalderman3126 4 ай бұрын
Yes, I am also a nurse (ER/ICU/Trauma) and a victim of CSA as well and I agree wholeheartedly. However I do also believe that our children need to be protected from these disturbed people. It does seem that a significant number of boys who experience CSA go on to become predators, whereas women who experience it go on to suffer from BPD and rarely end up as predators. Likely due to some innate differences between men and women. Regardless it is far past time to acknowledge the fact that we should be removing these people from society until we determine that they are not a threat to our children.
@Mtz2604
@Mtz2604 4 ай бұрын
As a psych patient, thank you so much for the work you do. I have a few comorbid conditions and I've been hospitalized 3 times. Every time nurses made a huge difference. When a kind, empathetic and professional nurse takes care of us is incredibly healing, we don't feel humiliated or like a burden. Psych nurses inspired me to study in nurse school and hopefully specialize myself in psychiatry. I want to help as I've been helped. In my second hospitalization, I had a mate that was a guy, he was SAed with his little brother by his uncle or dad (I can't recall exactly). They forced him to perform acts to his little brother also, his brother never forgave him, nor he could forgive himself. He has BPD (me too, that made us share a lot of experiences) and other psych conditions, but he was being treated also to recover from the withdrawal from the substances he used. I was there for a big relapse with my MDD. A chill guy, older than me, attractive but you could see how the streets treated him. I cried a lot with him. I hope he's doing well.
@weirdomcgee4269
@weirdomcgee4269 4 ай бұрын
Thank you for doing what you do. Without getting into a bunch of personal details, just know I am so so grateful people like you exist and chose to be "helpers" 💜 You actually care enough to truly SEE people and show true empathy for them. I wish everyone in the world was like you. Thank you.
@mark-ish
@mark-ish 4 ай бұрын
Thanks, You.
@amsjmh
@amsjmh 4 ай бұрын
​@@sarahalderman3126You bring up the "elephant" in the closet. It is imperative for parents to be vigilant for their children safety as much as they possibly can. In the unfortunate case of the offender being a sibling, I think parents blind themselves and inadvertently or advertently ignore the signs. It's sad, the poor inner child of this David is lost in a person who may be capable of doing bad things. He's using drugs, didn't get any type of therapy and hears voices. He is a danger to society at his current state.
@juancolon4503
@juancolon4503 Жыл бұрын
I don’t think anyone had ever asked that man that question before and grew up thinking no one cared. The look of shock on his face said it all.
@andreakimmy971
@andreakimmy971 Жыл бұрын
He didn't know how to react. So heartbreaking 💔
@MargauxNeedler
@MargauxNeedler 4 ай бұрын
This country & world are slacking on mental health. It's tragic
@yellowmoon4564
@yellowmoon4564 4 ай бұрын
his brother was on him .. and he and the foster sister.. its just wrong everything. but i think he was abused by them all
@YourNightmares333
@YourNightmares333 3 жыл бұрын
I cannot get over how bad the foster system messes children up. People care about you, David.❤
@paintstain8712
@paintstain8712 3 ай бұрын
I’m a survivor of child sexual abuse myself, and currently in recovery for drug addiction, 5 months clean as I type this. I know how he feels, the tears never stop. Even though I’m in a support group for male survivors and have heard many stories, I cried along with David watching this.
@marcelaocampo2595
@marcelaocampo2595 26 күн бұрын
Keep goign!!!!!
@DLNM
@DLNM 2 жыл бұрын
To David: my brother I feel your pain. I feel your fear. I feel your anger. Most importantly, I feel your wondering. Wondering why no one came to help. Why didn't anyone see the signs?! WHY??!! Your willingness to share your story, while painful, will help someone. Just one person to help another...to stop the cycle. Like you I wasn't protected. I became a victim. I thought I was damaged beyond repair. Through the struggles I stopped being a victim and became a survivor. NEVER stop fighting to regain yourself. NEVER give into the pain. All my love and prayers for you, my brother. RESPECT
@kristaleal343
@kristaleal343 9 ай бұрын
This brought tears to my eyes… I’m so sorry so many of you go thru this. It’s fucked up.
@christinasanders5625
@christinasanders5625 7 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing, @DLNM❤
@christinegingras4954
@christinegingras4954 4 ай бұрын
😭😭😭💔💔💔💔😭😭😭😭👌👌 ❣️🙏❣️
@LisaTice-y4w
@LisaTice-y4w 3 ай бұрын
Beautiful comment ❤ I feel this too.
@ZoilaSolis
@ZoilaSolis 3 ай бұрын
I felt this in my soul…nice of you to take the time to write. Im so sorry that you had to experience this sort of trauma as well. You are amazing and valued. You’ll be protected for the rest of your life. ❤
@Katie_Woo
@Katie_Woo 4 ай бұрын
SA survivor here- the haunted look in the eyes, the self soothing and feeling frozen at the age you were when it happened, I understand. Bless David, he's worthy of love and compassion and reading so many lovely comments is heartwarming. I wish him safety and love 🙌
@allgrapes4352
@allgrapes4352 3 ай бұрын
🙌🏼
@vidhyareddyn2714
@vidhyareddyn2714 3 ай бұрын
❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 haunted look. That's exactly what I thought. I want to make him feel safe.
@Katie_Woo
@Katie_Woo 3 ай бұрын
@@vidhyareddyn2714 that's exactly what I thought while watching this too- like he needs protecting at all costs, bless his heart
@troubleinthevalley5884
@troubleinthevalley5884 4 ай бұрын
Damn, for being a homeless 41-year-old meth addict on Skid Row who's been doing meth for 20 years, he is the youngest, healthiest looking person of that description I have literally ever seen!!!
@veraemma899
@veraemma899 4 ай бұрын
About right
@tralalatrilili4441
@tralalatrilili4441 4 ай бұрын
But his speech is very slow and not clear .his brain is damaged
@jonrend
@jonrend 3 ай бұрын
Right. I thought he was late 20s.
@troubleinthevalley5884
@troubleinthevalley5884 3 ай бұрын
@@jonrend same, maybe early 30s
@ananaa7007
@ananaa7007 3 ай бұрын
True, he looks great.
@celestialreasoning4018
@celestialreasoning4018 3 ай бұрын
What a sweetheart. This is what happens when a child is abused and have fallen through the cracks. My heart goes out to this man. Sending love, light and Angels to surround him.
@q1ain_
@q1ain_ 4 ай бұрын
As a SA victim this hits hard, it’s strange how our minds and bodies react when violated at whatever age. It messes you up so bad, it changes your life, how you think. I wanna give this guy a hug.
@danawinsor1380
@danawinsor1380 10 ай бұрын
I can't bear it. To see this beautiful human being having been through so much when he was an innocent child. I can't watch.
@lauragaudet3227
@lauragaudet3227 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for giving David a voice. Everyone should hear it.
@531ff
@531ff 2 жыл бұрын
So many of these troubled souls get therapy by telling their stories .
@mickeyandres2651
@mickeyandres2651 3 ай бұрын
He lived with his pain his entire life. 🥀 This is heartbreaking, RIP.
@whitneymcelroy9031
@whitneymcelroy9031 4 ай бұрын
I’m a recovering addict who used alcohol as a scapegoat for 10+ years from trauma that I still won’t talk about.. I feel for him and completely innerstand.. amazing interview and I hope it touched others .. I appreciate his honesty, that alone shows so much strength
@CherylBerryl
@CherylBerryl 4 ай бұрын
I truly pray that you will find the courage to tell someone that you can trust what happened to you. As a survivor myself, I know first hand, that we are only as sick as our secrets. If we don't speak about it, & work through the trauma, this repressed trauma WILL only rear it's ugly head, one way or the other! Please Don't keep it inside of your mind...that is only a "prison". I pray that you will find the person that your heart can trust to hear your story. ✨🙏🙌🫶🫂💞🕊️✨
@stella-eh8xc
@stella-eh8xc 3 жыл бұрын
the moment he started crying, i broke down too. i am so sorry he had to go through this.. my heart goes out to you, david. i hope you find peace and healing
@vidhyareddyn2714
@vidhyareddyn2714 3 ай бұрын
Same. I'm so angry, enraged that no one saved him, no one witnessed this or saw signs that he was being SA by his own step siblings 😭😭 I'm so sorry David, 🙏 I'm so sorry. We believe you.
@avrilbrown7261
@avrilbrown7261 3 ай бұрын
​@@vidhyareddyn2714 His step Mom Didn't Believe Him 🥺😭😭
@shanecrump7932
@shanecrump7932 4 ай бұрын
I feel you brother. I went through the same kind of abuse as David and you literally never get over. I’m 40 and I still can’t talk about it without crying. The sense of shame never leaves you. Even when he started crying, he clutched at his neck the way I do.
@cmwd9734
@cmwd9734 3 ай бұрын
I am so sorry for what you went through and are still dealing with. I pray The Lord will give you comfort and strength and peace.
@pamelad1379
@pamelad1379 3 ай бұрын
🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
@LisaTice-y4w
@LisaTice-y4w 3 ай бұрын
I feel this guy. Wow... The self hate is what took me a long time to overcome.
@OcelotlAlma13
@OcelotlAlma13 3 ай бұрын
I'm sorry. Yeah, I can't even mention the person who hurt me cause I cry so much, I can barely breathe when telling my story. People don't understand the pain I have within me and I pray to God they never do. It's the pain I feel for 3 year old me.
@ZoilaSolis
@ZoilaSolis 3 ай бұрын
Im sorry that happened to you. Know that people love you and care about you. Surround yourself with good people. You matter and you’re worth love❤.
@jazwhoaskedforthis
@jazwhoaskedforthis 3 ай бұрын
This makes me want to be a foster parent, so I can try to give kids a safe place and listen to them. This is so heartbreaking
@pussy4breakfast145
@pussy4breakfast145 3 жыл бұрын
You're a good boy, David. I know you have a lot of guilt and paranoia about abusing your sister. But you didn't know any better. I hope you can get the help you need and deserve. We're all rooting for you. You're not a bad person. Please don't give up. I can see that you're a kind soul. Good luck man
@CatzASMRnMore
@CatzASMRnMore Жыл бұрын
i never molested his sister it was another girl.
@jugsbunny6910
@jugsbunny6910 Жыл бұрын
@@CatzASMRnMorehe literally says “my biggest regret was what I did to my sister” Christie is his sister
@la381
@la381 Жыл бұрын
At 13 years old, he did know what he was doing. But, maybe he was just doing what was done to him.....
@Jennifermllns
@Jennifermllns Жыл бұрын
His foster sister
@kirstenbrownrigg5370
@kirstenbrownrigg5370 Жыл бұрын
I agree, he's a good man
@4MixMasterMonkey
@4MixMasterMonkey 4 ай бұрын
This is a prime example of why you should not judge someone based off where they are in life, decisions they’ve made & who they’ve become. You never know what someone has gone through. Be kind! ❤️‍🩹to you David- from Brooklyn
@LisaTice-y4w
@LisaTice-y4w 3 ай бұрын
So agree ❤
@OffShoreSniper
@OffShoreSniper 4 ай бұрын
By the grace of God we are not faced with the same demons this man has endured. May God be with you and show you mercy.
@jadefox5285
@jadefox5285 4 ай бұрын
Not buying it. That aint mercy.
@OffShoreSniper
@OffShoreSniper 4 ай бұрын
@@jadefox5285 cat lady, you should be more concerned about finding the rest of your eyebrows.
@TheHappygood
@TheHappygood 4 ай бұрын
@@OffShoreSniper😂😂😂😂😂😂WAIT WATTTTT OMG!!!!!!
@OffShoreSniper
@OffShoreSniper 4 ай бұрын
@@TheHappygood I shouldn’t have, I know. 🤦🏻‍♂️🤷🏻‍♂️😬🤣😂
@CallMeMrX
@CallMeMrX 4 ай бұрын
What a God that sits idly by and allows this to happen to innocent children.
@nathanhall9177
@nathanhall9177 3 ай бұрын
I woke up in a sweaty panic last night. Watching this brought on some ptsd. I’m 59 and still all fucked up. But not as fucked up. Sober 27 years now. Sometimes I get a little peace now. I hope you give it enough time to get some of that. I almost didn’t. Many times. I hope you can feel me praying for you my brother. I’m. Sending you strength. Believe it or not you can outlive those voices.
@plantylia
@plantylia 3 ай бұрын
Prayers and nothing but love to you too beautiful soul.
@Nickiy1010
@Nickiy1010 4 ай бұрын
He is the very definition of "Hurt people, hurt people" and unfortunately, his victimizers were more than likely victimized and the cycle just continued. It's a sad cycle of abuse, that is missed and most times ignored by those tasked to "care"
@kaliblue
@kaliblue 3 ай бұрын
🙄
@Alawiggle
@Alawiggle 3 ай бұрын
Man what? Don't defend his abusers, wtf.
@kaliblue
@kaliblue 3 ай бұрын
@@Alawiggle Ikr
@KC-bv9kf
@KC-bv9kf 3 ай бұрын
What’s wrong with you? Recycling thoughtless clichés
@Nickiy1010
@Nickiy1010 3 ай бұрын
@@Alawiggle who is defending anyone?? Where did you see any defense of the abuse he rec'd? I said they were likely victimized too, which is a known fact that in most cases of under aged abusers. It's learned behavior. I never said it was ok, nor did I say that did not deserve to be punished for their actions.
@kristaleal343
@kristaleal343 9 ай бұрын
You should have him back another time, maybe he will feel more relaxed, not so nervous. My hope is that this sweet soul gets the help he needs. Gets into some solid recovery, some real true psychological healing, and is able to move forward into a beautiful future that he gets to actually enjoy while here on Earth. He deserves that.
@BarbiegirlTina
@BarbiegirlTina Ай бұрын
He’s gone now ..he passed 🙏🏽
@stephe.8818
@stephe.8818 4 ай бұрын
What a beautiful man! Lord keep watching over him, please 🙏🏾
@Nini234oj
@Nini234oj 4 ай бұрын
Saying "keep watching over him" like he was watching in the first place...
@cmwd9734
@cmwd9734 3 ай бұрын
Amen!!!
@KingMob.
@KingMob. 3 ай бұрын
Your stronger and better than those you abused you David. Always remember that... Respect from 🇮🇪
@TheHandyHippy
@TheHandyHippy 4 ай бұрын
David, as one SA victim to another, I am so sorry my guy. What happened to you was not your fault. You seem like a very strong, smart individual bro. Keep your head up. Keep telling your story, man. It's inspiring, your will to keep going, Your honesty, Your acceptance of what happened man, we're right here with you. Much love brother❤
@tb1352
@tb1352 4 ай бұрын
I can relate Edwin safari who's married to my aunt (383 w Wilson Ave Glendale CA ) it took me 30 years to gather the courage to speak of what you have done to me from age 8-15 but I am fighting for justice daily it's sad that my family didn't believe me and blamed me for what happened so I understand what your going through sir I will keep you in my prayers
@tastegeorgia674
@tastegeorgia674 4 ай бұрын
I believe you
@mnbvjh
@mnbvjh 4 ай бұрын
I believe you
@monicabellini7721
@monicabellini7721 4 ай бұрын
Anche tu sarai nelle mie ti credo tutto quello che hai dovuto passare.accendeto una candela x te domani a messa che Dio ti benedica
@Courtslilworld
@Courtslilworld 4 ай бұрын
I believe you!
@anneking2631
@anneking2631 4 ай бұрын
I believe you
@Bassgirl42
@Bassgirl42 Жыл бұрын
Omg. That mans face crumbled and morphed into the little boys face of which he once was. So heartbreaking. Sending so much respect and love and healing white light❤
@taurusmoon1800
@taurusmoon1800 4 ай бұрын
Ugh 😢 his expression at 2:18 shattered my heart into a million little pieces!!!!
@nyc4233
@nyc4233 3 ай бұрын
This is really heartbreaking ! His whole body screams suffering! I hope he gets the help he needs and deserves!
@cameronscott1853
@cameronscott1853 3 жыл бұрын
I can't wait until I'm trained to help people like him. So much pain in this mans eyes. Need to bring this man back to his childhood, forgive and show himself love. He says people wouldn't want to help. I would do anything to help people in this position.
@Wild.Flower
@Wild.Flower 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for having this passion. Humans need humans - we are such magical creatures capable of such wonderful things as long as we have love.
@5p674
@5p674 3 жыл бұрын
You are very kind. But many people are so badly damaged they can't change. The happy future we want for these people is often unattainable. I hope that when you discover this you will be able to protect yourself from getting depressed about it.
@Wild.Flower
@Wild.Flower 3 жыл бұрын
@@5p674 I understand why you say that, but please remember that change doesn't have to mean magically having a 'normal' life like so many of us are privileged to have. It means they could be helped to move forward, to be shown how to pick the flowers from the weeds. Just because we can't always 'save' people doesn't mean we shouldn't help to improve their quality of life even by a tiny amount. I understand why you say what you say, but let's try not to leave people behind if we can help it :)
@cameronscott1853
@cameronscott1853 3 жыл бұрын
@@Wild.Flower yes for sure, it's about creating a future they want to live for. Whatever that may entail. Most people that are addicted do not want to be.
@cameronscott1853
@cameronscott1853 3 жыл бұрын
Most people can change give the time or correct need. Everyone will change within different time frames and from a different process. Being sober from addiction is a life long journey, you have to be conscious of your thought patterns everyday.
@Ariosbi
@Ariosbi 4 ай бұрын
I can tell he is at the heart just a very sweet, soft, kind guy who has been hurt too many times to count. I wish i could give him a big hug.
@katnipxox
@katnipxox 4 ай бұрын
The look in his eyes..this broke my heart in pieces
@catrinasmitten4237
@catrinasmitten4237 3 ай бұрын
A message to David. You are loved, you have value and you are here sharing your story for a reason. God will always keep you ❤
@absinthemindedJ
@absinthemindedJ 3 жыл бұрын
No one protected him. The adults in his young life need to have accountability and acknowledge their failures. That might start the healing process. He's so broken and my heart breaks for him.💔
@mikellecallahan516
@mikellecallahan516 4 ай бұрын
Some of these stories I cannot turn away from. It hurts my heart to listen to him but I have to go to the end of his story out of compassion and Respect for his vulnerability. He was adopted into that. He never had a chance. ✌️
@shakracoaching2847
@shakracoaching2847 4 ай бұрын
I feel the same. I was molested by an older brother. It makes it hard to make allowances for him raping his sister, but I also feel the other side of him being raped by his brother, to align with being a true victim. Stuck between two horrors he is endlessly trapped. The only way out is through God. While watching him speak I imagined him fully recovered and saw wow what a difference. May the Blessings Be!
@cmwd9734
@cmwd9734 3 ай бұрын
@@shakracoaching2847AMEN!!!
@JohnGalt1960
@JohnGalt1960 Жыл бұрын
I believe this guy. As a victim myself,who has very little empathy for offenders. This guy is a rare exception. I believe him.
@notmyproblem4643
@notmyproblem4643 3 ай бұрын
It breaks my heart to listen to him talking about it cause I really feel like it wasn't even 'him' to do it. Not literally, but I feel like with everything that he had gone through (and was going through by that time), his decisions were definitely influenced. I'm not saying that can be used as an excuse for anything. It's not like you can just say "well he had a bad childhood so it's not his fault". But I think that he was not able to think. It makes me sick to think about all the terrible people out there who feel no remorse for the people they have hurt, but then you see this poor guy that is not able to stop blaming himself. 7:40 in the video see how he's trying to make sure that the girl, wherever she is, doesn't feel like it was her fault? I feel like he's trying to protect her from the way he felt about what they did to him. I hope everything is going well for whoever reads this🧡 remember that you are loved🧡
@cpccpht
@cpccpht 3 ай бұрын
I pray God heals this man and blesses him with happiness and peace that surpasses all understanding.
@OneMoreRedNightmare
@OneMoreRedNightmare 2 жыл бұрын
This guy is so handsome and full of heart. I'm really shocked to find out how much older some of your guests are than they look, especially given how rough they live. You know I used to think about all the things I'd do with my money as far as amassing possessions, maybe traveling. Selfish things. Far from basic survival. I've been binging solely on this channel for over a week and now all I can think about is how in the world can we fix this giant mess. It's not as simple as money. It's not as simple as rehab. Each of these people need different things. They need time and a very patient support system. They need opportunities but they also need forgiveness rather than condemnation because when you have fallen to such a degree it's almost guaranteed you're going to make more mistakes before you get it right. Thanks so much for giving us these interviews, Mark. These have made me change the way I used to judge people.
@christinegingras4954
@christinegingras4954 4 ай бұрын
👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏❣️🙏❣️👍👍✌️❣️
@zemi266
@zemi266 7 ай бұрын
Somebody help this young man for the love of humanity, he deserves the best ❤
@FuckTrumpFuckYouIfYouVoted4Him
@FuckTrumpFuckYouIfYouVoted4Him 7 ай бұрын
What do you think this guy is doing? If you think he needs more assistance then feel free to go help him yourself. He's a fkn junkie druggie. You go do it so he can lie and steal from you like he does everybody else.
@lr9669
@lr9669 Жыл бұрын
I pray for his salvation, healing and deliverance. Lord heal this man like only you can.
@McD5432
@McD5432 Жыл бұрын
I was praying the same thing❤️
@Prometheuspredator
@Prometheuspredator 10 ай бұрын
🙏
@MarciaAntoine-o6v
@MarciaAntoine-o6v 4 ай бұрын
Amen!
@roberttucker5571
@roberttucker5571 3 ай бұрын
​@@McD5432I pray for David. That he receives eternal life today by believing in Christ Jesus of Nazareth and the Holy Ghost comforts him
@LisaTice-y4w
@LisaTice-y4w 3 ай бұрын
Amen 🙏 ❤
@Alan78941
@Alan78941 3 ай бұрын
This was hard to watch, I am a survivor of childhood sa myself and it’s never easy to overcome. Watching David cry in front of the camera as he tells his story, I can feel his pain, it’s soul crushing. May god give him the strength to heal and carry on 🙏🏼
@lifestyles2482
@lifestyles2482 4 ай бұрын
You can see the trauma in his eyes before he says one word... If there was ever a person that was in need of help to ease a burden mentally, this is that person.
@yalitlozano
@yalitlozano 4 ай бұрын
I want to give this man a hug. I understand the hurt and pain from childhood trauma so much, this one hit deep. I wish so bad that I could find him and help him in any way that I can.
@MurdaSkino
@MurdaSkino 3 жыл бұрын
When a grown man cries about his childhood you know what your about to hear will Have you awake at night.
@fivestar25666
@fivestar25666 3 ай бұрын
this man, his story about being sexually abused at a young age, his life of being homeless and using drugs to cope, even his looks & stature, remind me so much of my husband. he was lucky enough to get clean off drugs & most addictions for almost a decade except alcohol which ultimately took him from me at 43. He spent years helping drug addicts with his experiences so I feel his life had purpose. good luck David
@manamedia
@manamedia 3 жыл бұрын
I felt every single one of your words David, your pain was felt all the way on the other side of the world. Hope something works out for you man.
@Dadfromtexas
@Dadfromtexas Жыл бұрын
Sexual abuse messes you up so bad. It doesn’t matter how old or young you are. It’s something you never fully recover from. It stays with you. You learn to heal but you’re never fully recovered. I pray we all get the help we need❤️
@Laoriginal718
@Laoriginal718 4 ай бұрын
Facts. Even physical abuse can open up a doorway for demonic torture. We all need to be delivered from something.
@TheBlissCatalyst
@TheBlissCatalyst 3 ай бұрын
Healing and recovery IS possible! ❤
@MrSwtnss57
@MrSwtnss57 3 ай бұрын
So true, I still can't get over my own father doing this horrible thing to me. You never forget it, I'm still alive because of The Lord
@yoniwyatt
@yoniwyatt Жыл бұрын
All I could do was cry and pray for this man. I pray the Most High God brings him peace and blessings!😢😢
@kimberlydawn2346
@kimberlydawn2346 3 ай бұрын
God bless that man. Forgive him. Protect him. Heal him.
@PhantomOfThePsy-Opera
@PhantomOfThePsy-Opera 3 жыл бұрын
Wow not even 10 seconds in and I'm feeling the tears flooding my eyes.... Interviews like this, really make me want to do something different with my life so I can help people.... I was an addict for over 20 years and was in and out of the penitentiary system.... It took me losing my baby brother to an overdose to snap out of it.... Life is so fragile and precious.... Be kind to the children, because they grow up broken if they didn't have love growing up.
@andybaldwin168
@andybaldwin168 3 жыл бұрын
god PLEASE give this man peace. let him live as normal of a life as he can.
@573semobulls3
@573semobulls3 3 жыл бұрын
One thing I love about these interviews is it shows that these people never really had a fair shake in life everything starts in childhood I hope bro works thru his pain
@tlwf.system
@tlwf.system 3 ай бұрын
2:24 this broke me! From one csa survivor to another, I felt the pain the moment his eyes welled up 😢 I hope you’ve found healing or some kind of help to deal with this pain. It’s awful. My story’s messed up but I’m still here… I’m glad you are too ❤ keep fighting the good fight. Stay safe. Stay strong ❤
@juliewilderman8782
@juliewilderman8782 3 жыл бұрын
I’m rooting for you David. I admire you for taking ownership of your actions.
@yellowmoon4564
@yellowmoon4564 4 ай бұрын
because he did what his siblings did
@tychristian5769
@tychristian5769 3 ай бұрын
You're a sick woman
@cathypaynejones5336
@cathypaynejones5336 4 ай бұрын
This world is so sick. It really is. Why can’t we protect children? Why?????
@Laoriginal718
@Laoriginal718 4 ай бұрын
Because the ones that are supposed to protect them are predators in sheep’s clothing.
@Yatusabe78
@Yatusabe78 3 ай бұрын
@@Laoriginal718that part.
@sfletch3042
@sfletch3042 2 ай бұрын
The truth is that anyone with the power to even come close to helping keep kids safe in a bug scale doesn't give a shit. They don't care and more than that, many of those powerful people are doing the abusing and worse. Parents are supposed to protect their kids. Not all parents do, not all parents love their kids.
@jeffreakii
@jeffreakii 4 ай бұрын
"Everybody else was fake love" Damn! Definitely my family, I needed that. Thankyou David. Your story is saving lives
@baklavagf
@baklavagf 3 ай бұрын
To all those who are watching and relate to this video in any way shape or form I wish you guys the best. Rest in peace David❤
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